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foundfamily4eva · 8 days ago
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society if.. Castiel had scars from the torture in 9x09. he steals that dude's Grace and escapes. he has some semblance of bamf Angelic power back. he can heal others as well as himself. but those scars remain. a visual reminder that the Grace inside him is not his. that he is neither Human nor Angel. the crack in his chassis on display for all to see. 
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chrisbangs · 22 days ago
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#i'm listening cause it finally got released on apple music 😭😭 okay..#(everyday we fight)#such a interesting drum line .. i love this one so much ... 🥰🥰#and their voices wowowow..#jae 🥺 i think he sounds so 💖✨🖤 this style of song suits him so well..#(you make me)#HEHENDJD I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY 😭😭💔💔#it's such a pretty song 🥲💔#wonpil's highnote and 🥰🥰 sungjin's voice... haaaaa#the prechorus ✨ i'm gonna swoon... theres smth abt it so good ... subtle build? but then the .. lil riff before the chorus aaaa 😭😭#AND THE INSTRUMENTA RIGHT AFTER THE CHORUS 🥺🥺💖💖😭😭 THATS MY FAVOURITE PART ??#reminds me of time of our lives........ for some reason.. that kind of vibe ?#it's very different from their other title tracks to me.. this one feels very unique 🥺 idk how to describe ..#focusing on wonpil's vocals for that bridge 🥲💔 literally i cannot stop myself from breathing so deeply when he does it .. 😭💖#youngk's voice is so pretty here too .. he's always such a reliable voice to me and as always suits this vibe so well 😭💔#(healer)#interesting ..#this album has had such similar vibes so far .. like all the songs have the same feeling idk how to explain but yeah...#OH JAE 😭😭💖💖 AAAA SHSJNDKS I LITERALLY WENT O o O#WHWHJSJS YOUNGK 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖 THIS IS SO????#WHY DID I IMMEDIATELY THINK ONE PIECE LMAO 😭😭 !!!! THIS IS SOOOOO CUTE WTF 😭💔#this vibe ..!!/!/!-!-! THIS FEELING !!! the bit after the chorus !/!/$!/$/!/! AAAAAA SCRRESAAAAMKNFNFMF 😭😭😭💖💖💖#this is such an interesting song i love love love the adlibs...#it reminds me so much of a chill anime opening ?? idk why but it's one of those funky upbeat anime openings you'd see in one piece or smth??#(only)#staying very much in the tone / feeling of the rest of the album omg this almost reminds me of an older song ... this kind of sound is so#reminiscent of like .. the songs my dad will play when i was like 3/4 years old... 🥺#i like the piano in this .. and the strings too 😭#AAAAAA WTF 😭 YOUNGK?/)/8/$/)/?#IS THIS YOUNG K HELLO 😭😭😭💔💔 THEY UTILIZED HIS LOWER TONES FINALLLYYTT 😭😭 I FEEL LIKE JTS BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE HAD SMTH LIKE THAT 😭
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v-pet · 23 days ago
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on the one hand im glad ny dad hasnt Talked To Me Yet about me moving out, because, ugh, but on the other hand, the longer he Doesnt talk to me about it, the more i dread how that conversation is going to end up going. like, lets just get this over with already okayyy
#i dont care in the end what he thinks because i can resort to leaving during the day while hes at work or something#but its also like...#is he gonna interrogate me on why of all places i picked washington?#like no matter what angle i go for it doesnt Look Good for me LOL#my girlfriend lives there.. because its not as conservative.. because its easier to be gay or trans or gnc there#like uhhh all of those are going to be Wrong Answers for him i think LOL#but ugh... like theres no way the conversation would turn out Swell And Fine but also its just like. lets get this over with#so i can at least have closure on which kind of awful its gonna be LOL#i am under the impression though that hes kinda just. ignoring it and hoping it goes away#he hasnt said a WORD since mom told him i think exactly a week ago#the extent of his reaction so far as i heard through mom is:#'but its so far away and theyve never been on their own' 'im worried [rosie] was Afraid to tell me directly' (that one is true LOL)#and besides that? a mopey silence that he gets when hes deep in thought while upset lmfao. which is surprisingly often -_-'#but then yeah he came home and just... never spoke of it#part of me definitely wonders if hes like. in denial or even totally forgotten by now. or even If I Dont Talk About It Then It Wont Happen#but yeah... im just like... either say something or dont bro#i mean logically hes probably too mentally preoccupied with my grandmother to Think About It#(mentally preoccupied because he isnt actually really helping much physically LOL)#but uh yeah how long is it gonna be. when she dies? after the funeral? a month later?#theres only 3 and a half months until august so i mean. he doesnt have a Ton of time to bring up his grievances#especially if we have the chance to move Before august hehe...#i also wonder how my brother is gonna take it. im not worried about him in the way i am with my dad#but hes probably going to be embarrassed that im moving out cross-country while hes 5 years older than me w no savings. last one at home et#its not Really my problem but i Do feel bad for him LOL. like i dont even know how to broach the subject#but whatever thats like the part of these next 3 or so months that im worried about the least. hes fine#i want my dad to hurry up and talk it out tho. so i can stop wondering every time he starts talking to me 'oh is he bringing it up Now?' et#like if ur gonna make it Weird then just fuckin make it weird already...#my move is happening regardless of whatever he says or thinks. but id like to know for MY sake#if im gonna have to like. Just Leave. or if he can help me get my license b4 i leave#or if he'll be nice enough to net that i can at least let my mom meet them for like. an afternoon. i dunno
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panvani · a month ago
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VnC spoilers this is sort of meaningless rambling but oh whatever
There’s also the thing of how Vanitas hurts people, and he hurts people in a way that’s terrible and spiteful and malicious and he knows he’s hurting them, but there’s a very consistent framing of the hurt he inflicts upon other people being something he perceives as ultimately for a greater cause. (Which is extremely something Mochizuki has written before, lol.) Even his instances of seemingly random cruelty are motivated by some degree of attraction or fondness, on the basis that he believes any affection towards himself is repulsive. The reason Noé was able to get close to him was because he deliberately frames his actions of clear concern and genuine liking for Vanitas as something he does spitefully, or out of pathological fascination rather than... Noé is nice, he thinks Vanitas is interesting, and on least on some level he considers Vanitas a friend.
Vanitas finds the idea of someone making sacrifices for him to be repulsive as well. Codependency is attractive to him- he revels in the idea of being Jeanne’s executioner and is all too happy to frame their relationship around her impending insanity and death. He certainly takes at least some degree of pleasure in extracting things from others, or else why bother? But Noé himself acknowledges that Vanitas considers any amount of hurt by others for his own sake- even if the relative hurt to others would be less than Vanitas’ had they not acted- to be something despicable.
Which is what’s currently driving me up the wall about the latest chapter, because it means whatever Vanitas wants to hurt Noé over, it’s not something Vanitas believes he personally would benefit from.
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catfish-and-the · a month ago
hey I’ve seen ur ig captions and I hope you’re doing well and wish you a great day 💖 hope u and redacted get together u deserve it
nfjdjdkdkdksj uve seen me on ig 😭 thank u though i appreciate it :') and i hope ur doing well too !! 💚💚💚
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wojira · 2 months ago
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at school we were talking abt symbolism and one of the teachers examples was the symbolism of fire. Amongst other things she said that it symbolised reincarnation so umm,,, place ur bets on wether i accidentally spent the rest of that lesson zoned out and thinking abt an immortal kai au
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sneez · 2 months ago
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the english civil wars + the onion (1/2)
#it is my responsibility nay my Duty to remind you all constantly that i am an extremely inane and foolish little man#but i sure do have fun doing it!!! :-D i had such a good time making these#the civil wars were such a wacky time and i dont say that lightly. truly horrendous too in terms of lives lost but also just Weird And Biza#did i spell bizarre right. i dont know what im doing#also i realised earlier that i dont think ive ever met another Civil War Person on this website which is very surprising to me and also mak#i always feel like the C17 should be far more popular than it is and yet almost nobody talks about it! which grieves me. the wotr are compa#but i want more people to talk about the civil wars.........i cant be alone.........trapped in The Shame Cube with fairfax#what if you were a 17th century parliamentary general and i was a little guy and we were stuck in the shame cube together (and we're both b#what am i talking about. laugh at my pictures or i will get your knees (BECAUSE I AM SMALL)#ooo cripes i didnt mean to shout that i am so sorry i must have pressed capslock by mistake#small but very loud apparently#ANYWAY i love you all very much!!!!!! part 2 coming in a moment >:-) he he he. just in case you werent already heartily sick of gay little#my tags really are so inane. i am leaving now before i make an even greater fool of myself#ghost post#charles i#john lambert#oliver cromwell#fairfax#fairfax is the only one with an established tag :-) because he is special. and i am holding on to him with my tiny hands#TUMBLR RUINED ALL MY TAGS UNBELIEVABLE#just pretend they are not all cut off. shame on my household
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