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tiredsadpeach · 5 minutes ago
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Sorry I haven’t been active, things have been going really well! I’m going to a group therapy tomorrow that’s part of IOP (intensive out patient) so I’m excited for that :)
#I do feel a little bad because I haven’t gotten to talk to my friends as much since I got out#I was supposed to call one yesterday and it never happened and then I was too busy today#I just don’t want either of them to think I’m ignoring them or something#also the Zoloft is working because like bad thoughts usually last days for me but lately it’s like maybe an hour#like at the hospital someone got mad and I blamed myself for like an hour and then I haven’t thought it was my fault since#usually I’d have so so so much trouble taking the blame off myself but I didn’t this time!#and I know Zoloft isn’t the answer like it’s there to help but I have to still put in effort and I am!#I’m gonna shower tonight and brush my teeth and soon put myself on a schedule of some sort because that is what works for me#that way I’ll work and eat and take care of my personal hygiene#and then the group therapy + actual therapy (they sent a referral so hopefully that’ll be soon) + Zoloft will hopefully equal recovery!#like I know it’s not gonna be linear and I know I’ll probably relapse and have bad thoughts and shit again but what matters is I pushed#through what was happening and got help and now things can get better#because I’ll be honest I don’t think things would’ve changed if I hadn’t gone to the hospital#like at that point therapy wouldn’t have been enough and the therapist would’ve just sent me anyway#but yeah I’m doing loads better and I love you all so so so much
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izzy-mccalla · 5 minutes ago
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i love how for the last week ive been drafting a fic where zari 1.0 makes her own totem in order to leave the original with behrad and zari 2.0 only for that to canonly be a thing zari can apparently do now. here i thought i was just making shit up to suit my needs but– well actually thats exactly what i was doing its just the legends writers do that too
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cinnabunni5123 · 6 minutes ago
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hey uhhh i know like no one follows me for batman stuff lol but how would y'all feel if i posted memes I made for my AU (it's called the Flock of Four AU)? and y'all will get like basically no context for the memes but hopefully i'll be able to start posting chapters for it soon so there's that
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kreepy-shipz · 7 minutes ago
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Hey i finally watched the matrix and it was rly rly good! tho some parts did make me nauseous ^^;;
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ace-st4r · 7 minutes ago
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*TW transphobia, transphobic comments*
Actually one of the best things about my moms transphobia is that whenever she starts complaining about some of the trans people she knows it only further reassures my little queer heart just how many of us there are out there
Example one: her first (of many) rants to me about her co worker using they/them pronouns was also my first time hearing about a non binary person in real life so good for them
Example two: walking dogs with my mom past some of our neighbors and unprompted she just goes “see that boy there in their yard? I’ve seen him wearing skirts and dresses sometimes, it disgusts me” haha why does it disgust you, bc he’s got better taste than you could ever hope to have?
Example three: once driving past a family walking down the road next to us I gestured to one of the little girls walking and mentioned to my mom that I liked her pikachu hoodie and without missing a beat she said “I’ve seen that family before at work, and that other girl there, her sister? That’s actually a boy...[insert unnecessarily long and transphobic rant here]” ...no, mother, that is not correct, but good golly thank you for telling me bc that’s so cool and good for her for being herself
Legit I’ve probably found out about at least three or four more trans/gender nonconforming people connected to my life through her complaints about them and just- it sucks that she ever feels the need to be upset enough to complain in this way but it’s also awesome to hear that there are so many amazing and valid trans peeps around me, so many more than I realized, and it’s so cool!!
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#I tried to text my friend who i hadn’t spoken to since Wednesday#I texted her yesterday; and still nothing#I know it’s pathetic that I’m this desperate for her to just say something- anything- but I’m afraid that if we don’t talk#for awhile she’ll forget I even exist. because I don’t see her in school (I’m a virtual student this year) and we don’t hang out#so out of sight out of mind really#she hurts me so much but I desperately want our friendship to work out because I still care about her a lot#it just doesn’t feel like she cares about me anymore#I wish my weekly therapy appointment would come quicker#it’s every Thursday; right before my violin lesson#every week feels like a countdown until I have therapy again#I’m not thriving I’m barely surviving#I did talk a fair bit to my other friend though!!! which was really nice#we talked about acnl mostly; which was rad cause that’s the game I’m currently super into#life is still pretty lonely though; even though I did talk to my friend#my therapist said I should casually bring it up but I don’t want to be more annoying than I already am#I also wouldn’t want to accidentally make her feel guilty; because it’s not her fault and that would be unfair to her#I hope things get better; but with summer coming up all I can imagine is life getting worse#since I’ll have to get a summer job and what not#I already dread getting up each morning; I guess this summer I’ll be getting an amplifier on that#also; I’m going to be tagging my personal vents as pity party if you want to block my annoying shit#pity party#negative tw#negativity#negativity tw#vent in tags#vent in tags tw#vent#vent tw#ask to tag if i missed anything#and queue do you think you are
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fawfulydoo · 8 minutes ago
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k so I'm still not completely awake yet but I just woke up from passing out after working out and the only thought circling around in my head while waking up is "this is complete nirvana, dude" and it kept repeating it while the only thing else in my mind was the cackletta soul fight but it was when she momentarily stops time for a moment but it lasted for like a while. I have absolutely no idea what this means can y'all help me out here
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lemonsodas · 9 minutes ago
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People talking abt professional wrestling: it’s the same thing every time, good guys become bad guys bad guys become good guys and it just repeats 🙄
Me, a slut for redemption arcs: ohohohoho
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chirugali · 10 minutes ago
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update on my read a book a week in may pipe dream; i should be finished a book by today but i still have abt 100 pages left of parable of the talents :/ but i still think we can make it work!
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dontcrywrite · 10 minutes ago
What's your character's love life like? Is it active or more barren? Is your character happy with the current state of their love life? -avian-writes
hi @avian-writes!! 
Helen’s love life is pretty active -- she and Cory are dating! (Now, as I’m writing the first draft I’m still trying to decide if I want Helen and Cory’s relationship to be established when the novel begins, or if I want it to develop over the course of the novel a la friends-to-lovers)
Helen is very happy about the current state of her love life. She and Cory were very good friends to begin with, and the transition into dating was pretty smooth! Their relationship is very easy. The two are super comfortable around each other. They support each other aggressively (Cory threatens to fight anyone who hurts Helen and vice versa) while also having fun competing with each other (Cory, even though she’s like a foot shorter than Helen, is always trying to prove that she’s stronger than Helen. She’s not; Helen always wins those competitions. But Cory is faster than Helen, which is something she always rubs in Helen’s face). Tbh their relationship is a bunch of all my favorite tropes rolled into one :))
thanks so much for the ask!!<3 
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thahxa · 12 minutes ago
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imagine bein corn. like youre just chillin tryin to make a life for yourself and some weirdo fuckin ape just kidnaps you and brings you to an all you can eat buffet and the only thing they want you to do is eat and fuck all day
fuckin wild
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