#but that wont ever diminish the overwhelming amount of feelings i get about charges and specs

[blazeperalta]

I don’t exactly know when jake fell in LOVE with amy, maybe it was before they started dating, maybe during their relationship. I’m sure everyone’s got their own feelings on this (and there’s no right answer but I’d be curious to hear anyone’s thoughts!) but i’ve had many crushes in my life and if i was leaving for a dangerous undercover mission for six months and unsure if i’d even survive, I STILL wouldn’t feel the need to tell them about it. if you ask me, jake’s feelings for amy at the time were so much stronger than a ‘crush’.

I’m not saying it was love this early on, this is only a couple episodes after he acknowledged his feelings after all. but I do think that once he acknowledged them, the dam opened and he was a goner. I know jake can be impulsive but i do think this was a situation where as soon as he found out about the assignment, he couldn’t stop thinking about how he had to tell amy and can we talk about the weight of his words when he says “if something bad goes down i’d be pissed at myself if i didn’t do this”??? Like that’s some death bed shit he’s talking about!!!!! that’s deep man!!!!!

#i love that they’re married and pregnant #but that wont ever diminish the overwhelming amount of feelings i get about charges and specs #b99 #peraltiago #charges and specs #rambles