#but the words and picture makes it sad

[dishsaop]

if you can read this, im not vagueposting abt you. but its real fuckin weird how some people think their pet photos are healing to other people. your kitty and your puppy are lovely but sending me pictures of them are not magically making me feel better and its actually kind of weird that you think it would

#i like animals a lot! animals deserve nothing but care and respect! #fuck my allergies; if im at a party and there is a pet i am ditching every person to go hang out with the animal #but if i tell u i am sad and u go ah. here. this will cure you. 12 pictures of my dog. dont you feel better now? #no. its weird. thats weird #that is a photograph of someone elses animal and i have depression #'demeaning' isnt the right word and idk the word im looking for exactly but its like- #-idk theres something not quite insulting abt the like... assumption that this will make me better #this is SUCH a negative post im sorry lol i genuinely love seeing photos of my friends pets and hearing the stories and all #i love animals #its just. uncomfortable and. um. belittling? (still not the exact right word) to assume my struggles are healed by. some pixels of an anima #that i dont even have a relationship with #ALL OF THIS IS TO SAY i told an irl friend im having a bad time and they... spammed me with dog photos and went ah are u better now #no. im worse actually.

[snikidoodles]

i feel like the fandom only really talks about katara and being "motherly" (heavy quotes on that) in the context of why it's untrue and not a fundamental part of her personality, which is fair! but also can we talk about how 14 year old katara was doing most of the heavy lifting between her and sokka? and maybe even the entire swt? (which does make sense since it's made up of mostly elderly and young children) because it's canon that she washes and mends his clothing, among others ("I <even> wash all the clothes!", "I've been doing all the work around camp [...]") while he's "off playing soldier", and considering the fire nation had no reason to return to the swt after the last raid where kya dies, i'm assuming that he wasn't all too busy? i mean maybe he was off fighting a polar bear or something? but we need to talk about how she was pushed into responsibilities that she shouldn't have had to shoulder on her own at like, what? 10?

#assuming she had to pick up what kya did after she died #like right after #also i'm not shading sokka i love him and he's def got his own shit but from his own words katara had been taking care of him #since kya died #sm to the point he literally couldn't see his mothers face because all he could picture was katara #which is extremely fucked btw #idk she just makes me sad #14 with the weight of sm on her shoulders #atla #avatar the last airbender #katara #sokka #atla meta

[p2iimon]

okay! okay theyre here ive got!

SOLLUXLIKER my homestuck blog!

MOONDANCERSBOOMBOX my mlp blog!

NAP-STAB-LOOK my undertale blog!

YELLOWRABBIT87 my fnaf blog!

#ill reblog this a few times to let people know LOL #the usernames werent that hard after i thought about it #solluxliker is a recycled blog from when i was so sad id go through pictures of sollux and reblog my favorites which is why it has posts #that. arent me #moondancersboombox.... my favorite pony is g3 moondancer and she comes with a boom box #nap-stab-look i cannot believe wasnt taken. its so obvious #i like my clean usernames with no dashes but seperating the words is part of it #and yellowrabbit87. ummm. its the only one not themed after my favorite character. bc thats not how i think of fnaf #i liked the way it sounds is all. the yellow rabbit. #simons spouting #ive only reblogged art but they WILL be taking from here AND yelloworangesoda. so there will also be text posts as i make them

[obliviousriki]

Wreckage of Alcamoth at night.

#xcde #xenoblade #once again #the night lighting makes me sad #especially after how cool it was in xc1 and xcx #the atmospheric effects are still pretty good #there's a reason that the night pictures are mostly angled upwards while the day and evening pictures can focus on stuff on the ground #i tried playing with the brightness for a couple shots but i think the issue is more the saturation of colors at night #those might be the right words but i know i have an issue with it

[prettycoloursblackthoughts]

one day i hope i can say your name without hearing what could've been echo back to me

In last nights dream i found a chalk outline in my bedroom of all the love i thought you had for me

Leigh Bardo // Raye // Rupi Kaur // Red Queen // Dark Phoenix // 10 Things I Hate About You // Sabrina Carpenter // Labyrinth // Pinterest // Wafia // Courtney Peppernell // Alexandra //

#i’m fine there’s just a branch in my eye and like a thorn in my chest #sometimes i wish i could save the picture and save it from the funny tricks of you #web weaving #parallels #comparatives #compilations #collage #art #making a web is delicate art #lovecore #griefcore #sad core #sadcore #on grief #on relationships #i miss you #hand on my heart; hand on my stupid heart #words #poetry #on love #pbct #musings #quotes #thoughts #love #poets on tumblr #my writing #mine; original

[netherzon]

I want to write a soulmate au sometime. It’s one of my favorite tropes, personally, and I don’t remember there being that many of them for America/Germany

#ameger #gerame #it’s kinda hard to choose among all the diff variations of the trope tho #red string? countdown timer? first words? first words and it requires handwriting? hmmmm #eye color changing/gray and white world stuff #and ageing #i Wonder what their relationship would be like with th expectation that they would fall in love #i think it wouldn’t go very well for awhile tbh #of course there’s also the soul mates being kept apart story #and when you throw in aging my mind immediately jumps to Dorian Gray esque territory #where Alfred purposefully avoids Ludwig because he enjoys the idea of effective immortality #and Ludwig kinda goes with it at first cause Alfred seems like a selfish douche #but eventually he gets tired of being alive (maybe his friends/family are gone by then) #and he has to debate with himself if it’s even possible for him to love Alfred after this #if it would be worth it trying to get Alfred to fall in love with him #could they actually have a happy ending? #oof I’m making myself sad #can you tell I really liked picture of Dorian gray in high school? #hws germany #hws america

[everysongineverykey]

how does the stupendium live knowing in 2018 they dropped the ddlc song to end all ddlc songs. sometimes i'm bored and then i literally just sing why did i say oki doki in my head and boom. hours of fun

#I WALK TO SCHOOL WITH MY BEST FRIEND SURPRISE SURPRISE SHE'S LATE AGAIN SHE'S GOT A CLUB SHE WANTS ME IN #DON'T THINK I'VE EVER RAISED A PEN #i'll CONSIDER IT sure #no fan of LITER-A-TURE #books with less PICTURES THAN WORDS #leave me a LITTLE BIT BORED.... #breakdances SAYORI'S ALOOF AND KOOKY NATSUKI'S SWEET AND CUTESY YURI IS DEEP AND BROODING MONIKA'S BRAINS AND BEAUTY #IT'S ALMOST FESTIVAL TIME COULD SAY WE'RE CUTTING IT FINE #the task may seem laborious!(...i wonder where sayori is...) i guess it's just the four of uuuuuusssss! #JUST THE FOUR OF US WE CAN MAKE IT IF WE TRY BUT EACH DAY THAT PASSES BY IS TEARING PAGES FROM MY MIND #JUST THE FOUR OF US NO ESCAPING IF I TRIED THOUGH THESE MAIDENS MAY SEEM KIND THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON BEHIND... #THEY LOOKED SO SAD AND LONELY #i sold my soul for poetry... #THIS HELL IS MEMBERS ONLY; WHY DID I SAY OKI DOKI??? #i'm not an ugly guy but i can't understand why #she'd be so utterly in love she'd leave her clubmates to die... #monika's obsession is ominous to be honest... omnipotent goddess concocting demonic sonnets... #i could delete her but i never could harm monika... #so i'm trapped here forever where's my harmonicaaaa? (epic harmonica solo)

[immediatebreakfast]

Damn, Renfield's wellbeing is really hanging from a threat right now. A threat that Dracula doesn't want to pick up. It is really sad to see man try and try to accomplish the same thing while giving the same results.

I know that Renfield is supposed to be perceived as this dangerous character who abandons God and his own person to chase after the evil Dracula because something something ableist victorian stereotypes about how mental illness is a punishment and an inconvience for everyone else except the person. But it's still pitiful how he doesn't even find joy in counting flies anymore, or even try to. I wonder if he thinks if he had done something to upset Dracula, when the actual answer could be that Dracula just went somewhere else to eat before coming back.

It also looks like Seward is treating Renfield like an experiment in all but name. He still calls him his patient, and tries to talk to him about what is he thinking, yet he doesn't pay attention to the details of what Renfield is saying. This is just a plot situation because Seward doesn't know that vampires exist, but with how Renfield talks about Him, wouldn't that make Seward ask himself why Renfield talks about god as if it was an actual person?

#Renfield being disillusioned by Dracula leaving is a very sad picture #But no one cares about what makes him act like that because they dismiss his words as the words of someone who doesn't know where he is #The horrible feeling of having your words not taken seriously #If Seward listened to what Renfield said in the old church and listened what Renfield said today he would ask himself ''who is this He?'' #I could have read this wrong but I don't know #dracula daily #renfield #jack seward

[keicordelle]

I know the chief advice for artists is to create for yourself, but I don't usually write just for me. I mean, I rarely write things I'm not at least a little invested it -- I choose the pairings, and the plot, and of course even when I'm writing for someone else it's going to have a piece of me in it. But when I'm writing, I'm pretty well always doing it with an audience in mind. As a general rule, I don't feel particularly compelled to write things out just for me. I'm usually content to just leave them as daydreams and fantasies, rather than put in the work of putting it onto paper. Writing is meant to be read, and I'm not really in the habit of rereading my own writing (I should. I know I should. But I don't, really)

But I think I'm going to take the time to write something really, terribly self indulgent. It's been... A year? Two? Since I wrote something just for me. I think a return to my roots would do me some good. Time to kill the reader in my head and write the most egregiously self-fulfilling fic I can come up with.

#and i think i shall employ kaz and astarion to do it #shameless vampire sex here i come #i think the last thing i wrote just for myself was the Keshet/Haurchefant hate sex fic? #and even that i was picturing the reception to the whole time #but that one was very much a 'writing to get the gremlins out' situation #thats kinda what makes me sad about having learned to write methodically rather than always being inspiration driven #theres less space frantic writing for writing's sake because the words are just always thete #and i mean i like that. its great and i appreciate being able to do that #but sometimes i miss the days of writing 10k words in a burst of inspiration that no one else is ever going to read or care about #kei's commentary #~k

[jorvikzelda]

sometimes you feel a little sad. and when you feel a little sad the perfect cure is OBVIOUSLY to hop on silly horse game and play dress-up

#the animations worked WONDERFULLY to give me this picture that in and of itself made me less sad #and also this outfit feels not only extremely zelda but also pretty me so i might stick with it for a while #ssoblr #sso #Hhhhhh its weird and silly how much putting a silly pride bow on a silly pixel horse can make you feel things #i'm still questioning. i feel like i will ALWAYS be questioning i feel like thats okay i feel like for the most part im just queer #but sometimes its nice to put words to things #and sometimes in the middle of your long bike home you realise in your little head that youre probably at least a fair bit aromantic #i mean ive realised before. but it takes several realisations to really get there doesnt it? #im still questioning for sure and probably more aroSPEC than full aromantic but like #it feels right NOW. and it feels right for how ive been feeling for some time #and thats enough to warrant putting an aromantic pride bow on my pixel horse i think. #I ate a bowl of tomato soup while making this post and it was REALLY fucking good

[k1rishiki]

the mdzs manga announcement is a double edged sword bc on one hand i'm so so so so hyped to have a comic-style adaptation that isn't the manhua bc i'm. allergic to the webtoon-esque vertical scroll style + prefer b&w comics to colored ones stylistically. and also japanese manga means maybe japanese anime adaptation which means even more mdzs figures bc the jp figure companies will finally be forced to acknowledge it exists which means maybe we'll get more of characters who aren't wangxian please i beg of you i want lsz at the very least. on the other hand it's big news for the people who watched the jp dub of the donghua w english subs and i absolutely resent that.

#'but gsc is a japanese company and there are a ton of mdzs good smile figures' they're all by the shanghai branch lol #but back to the point. the amount of people who take chinese 'anime-style' media and try to. for lack of a better word. japan-wash it makes #me so uncomfortable. like . holy sinophobia batman! if you can't speak japanese then why the hell are you on the jp dub . i mean /i/ know #why but the lack of self awareness is apalling. and it's quite honestly pathetic to do it with mdzs bc it's so heavily rooted in chinese #culture and chinese genre expectations. like . it's not the only xianxia ever and pretending it is is just sad #the one victim of this where it happens even more often has to be genshin . like ppl like to pretend the cn and kr dubs don't even EXIST #and treat the jp dub like it's the 'true' form of the game's dialogue . the jp dub . of a chinese game . is the canon version . #do you hear yourself . #inazuma was a mistake i think the addition of jp aesthetics to the game has just exacerbated this issue x1000 . bc every time i see this #shit it's overlaid over a picture of the shogun . normally that one shot of her from her trailer. you know the one. #romeo.txt

[kabhi-haath-pakad-k-tu-mera]

Every time I come across a 'Hindu mythology aesthetic moodboard' I go through the stages of grief.

#im talking about the ones w/ random pictures of some person in a suit and random sanskrit words and random close-ups of pendants #and you can just tell a heavily anglicised individual is to blame #like #bestie #please leave me and my gods and my RELIGION not mythology!!! out of your pinterest #and they all so heavily misunderstand the point of hinduism #it makes me sad #oh and #that accursed post that keeps making rounds on tumblr #the one where kali is basically artemis and lakshmi runs a casino and the whole thing is set in the usa for some fuckall reason #yeah dont do things like that because you clearly dont understand the gods or what they stand for #hinduism is not about looking at things ass they appear on the surface and going to town with it #sur and asur / dev and rakshas are all embodiments of much more complicated thoughts and emotions #every narrative has a message snd every story requires critical thought and introspection #i know i sound mean but can coloniser descendants people who think they can just play around with our gods because they think this active #religion is just mythology please stay away from them #pls #have some shraddha #but more importantly have some respect #hinduism

[problemcore]

listening to an old old playlist you made when you were 16 is like seeing an old friend you havent seen in years and realizing how different you both are

#there's this one playlist i made 3 years ago #ive avoided for 2 reasons #1. my music taste just kinda changed naturally #2. it has a picture of my old cat as the playlist cover. and it makes me kinda sad #<- im not changing it ever. #so many old songs i dont listen to anymore... #comfort crowd... cheap queen.... #a LOT of jack stauber.......... #chris noises #misc #oh. fuck. #ghosts by mandopony is on it.... #:///// #it was a nitw fansong.... meant SO much to me. words cannot describe it #i havent listened to it since... yeah. #DESTROY BOYS ??? OH GOD i miss them :(

[pepprs]

just cried my eyes out for a while and afterwards i made some reaction pics using my snapchat stickers for when im miserable and it occurred to me that i probably haven’t talked abt them on here so here is a full collection of my snapchat stickers i use when im miserable which also doubles as a moodboard for the current moment ♥️

#there are other stickers i use that are like bad pictures of me or screenshots from vlogs that have specific contexts but i don’t want to #post my face so i can’t include them sadly but they are full of meaning lol. also it’s so wild to me that ppl still use snapchat for like.. #talking and posting and stff i EXCLUSIVELY use it as a diary in my eyes only like i vlog to myself on there multiple times a day and make #posts and create stickers and stuff and like.. idk i feel like shit mentally / emotionally rn but im cheered up by making shit w these #stickers and like making posts abt feeling miserable and then reminding myself that i was miserable before and i will get out of it. idk #ask to tag #<- bc ik there’s some like slewerslidal sounding stuff in here . sorry #purrs #i also have snapchat stickers for when im exhilarated / grateful which i will post at another time when i am feeling those things but rn i #feel very sad so it is not the time rn. loal #but like yeah the point of me posting this is to say like.. here is an entire language i have in my head at all times for when i feel sad #it’s just no one on here ever sees it even though i vent on here too but it’s like im saying it in words and not in my spongebob with hollow #eyes sticker and sometimes that’s all im thinking and i have to convey it in words and it’s just interesting. idk

[thatpunnyperson]

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#the worst thing about having the death of a family member either human or animal is that #when you go back through your pictures of them #you know how the story ends #and it makes all the happiness a little bittersweet #like dark chocolate #its warm and enjoyable and good enough that you keep coming back for it #but it has this bitter and drying note to it that you only remember when it hits you again #and yet you keep going back for more because remembering the good and happy times is just so sweet and warm #enough to offset the sadness until it hits again #reminiscing has its drawbacks and hindsight is 20/20 so you start to look at the photos like 'thats when it started and we didnt know yet' #and 'you can tell he was ill at this point what we didnt know anything was wrong because he still acted normal' #and 'we had no idea how bad it would get so we tried to keep things normal for his sake to keep him comfortable' #and even back before the end when it was 'he was so happy in this photo' with the heaviness of the word 'was' #yeah it was the past but it was also when he was alive #and having the double meaning carried by the single word of 'was' makes it dangerously easy to tip the weight of those emotions over #anyway if im laying down and i cry then my tears go into my ears and it feels very weird #almost as weird as living in a world without him #punny speaks #tw death mention #tw death

[faerociousbeast]

im so sad yamato who had been living in such.. like. represses any sense of identity or kindness or emotion you could ever have conditions before, TUCKED naruto in. like he was breaking out of all that stuff and despite what he says he really does care about team 7. and then naruto just. Left

#yamato #tenzou #naruto #naruto shippuden #yamato tenzo #I CANT SAY MORE BC IT IS A PRETTY SIGNIFICANT MOMENT BUT I WAS SO LIKE. #!!!! t.enzou i dont use this word very often but that is so sweet of you. n.aruto was sick at the time and y.amato #took care of him while he was sleeping :{{{ but when he finally also gave into the tired sleepy 😭😭 #n.aruto snuck out 💀💀💀💀💀💀 #its probably a good thing that by the time y.amato enters the picture n.aruto has enough reliable adults in his life #that he doesnt like. immediately latch on like usual #but it does make me a lil sad i think? bc its so onesided? n.aruto definitely did a lot for y.amato #all of t.eam 7 did tbh #but none of them really view him nearly as important as all of them are to him.... #proven CLEARLY BY THE ARC IM AT RN. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU ALL. YOU FORGOT HIM #ENTIRELY #why!!!!! no!!!!!!!!!! dont do that!!!!!!!!!!! #all of t.eam 7 excluding s.asuke ofc. unfortunately at the time y.amato showed up he was slightly preoccupied #hang on im tagging this