#but then after awhile (after i've stopped being salty)

[shushiyuii]

Hello shushiyuii! I just wanted to share an Idea for a possible continuation of the "safety from exile" oneshot you made a while ago.

My Idea is that after Ranboo rescued Tommy he now lives with them to hide from Dream. But one day there is an unexpected knock on the door and they both panic so Ranboo noms Tommy to keep him hidden. However it's Tubbo at the door and not Dream like they feared. Ranboo invites Tubbo inside because he can tell that somethings bothering him. So the two(three) of them hang out for awhile and Tubbo slowly opens up about his problems. He admits he's feeling stressed because he's worried about Tommy and that he regrets exiling him. Tommy who was listening in from Ranboo's stomach wants to comfort him so he tells Ranboo to let him out. He does and what follows is a heartfull Clingyduo reunion where they make up followed by benchtrio cuddles. Possibly with Tubbo nomming Tommy to reassure himself that Tommy is safe and back with him. So yeah. That's my Idea. I'd love it if you could write something like that but I understand if you don't want to/don't have the time. I hope you have a nice day

Words: 1,342

Warnings: Mention of death, depression, starving and thirst. Other than that it's mainly hurt/comfort

Notes: I am impulsively writing this at 3am so im sorry for any grammar mistakes. this is the first time i've written in a while, i can't say itll be any good or anything. I don't think this is some return either

But in general regards to an update. Im doing fine and I love this idea btw, im sorry if isn't up to standard.

“N-no…I don’t want… STOP!”, whatever remained of his voice screeched. It felt forced, harsh. When was the last time he had drank anything besides salty sea water? When was the last time he had a proper food source that wasn’t something he could forage?

He lifted the sheets from his side and shivered from the rags that covered his body, despite being probably tucked in. The sudden change in temperature didn’t do his fuzzy head much favors either. 

“Fucking…”, he couldn’t finish the ramble. He fiddled with what remained in his pockets for anything but found nothing, no health potion to quell his aching head. Despite that, he stood up. Wiping his eyes from the uneasiness of waking up.

He let out a yawn as he examined his surroundings, they were not all too familiar to him. It didn’t feel natural. The other day he was handling explosions to the body as if it were any normal everyday occurrence. Anything ordinary felt the opposite. Nowhere felt safe anymore.

He knew where he was though, despite everything. A dried and empty sigh passed his lips, devoid of emotion. He was tired, so tired yet he managed. He wasn’t surprised that the emotional backlash was now hitting him.

He turned to a mirror, he’s surprised that Ranboo even kept one in his room. Typically endermen hate the stares of people, including their own reflections. Perhaps Ranboo was immune to its effects. 

He was sickly pale, his hair matted so far that he could hardly recall how he used to keep it kept. Whatever remained of his shirt was rotted, the bright red faded and shoulder exposed. His trousers that had stayed with him through war were now barely held together with strings in his opinion, they’d practically turned to shorts.

His eyes… People used to say they were full of ambition, promise… A burning passion that could surpass even the god’s wills, was now hollow and dull. Is this how Theseus felt during his fall?

It mattered not, whatever safety he had was only temporary. Even now, he should be cautious. He would be considered a fugitive. 

A knock came from the door, he was quick to alert. The next thing he knew was instinct was taking over him and he hid behind the door frame and grabbed whatever he could to be a weapon, a golden hoe.

It wouldn’t cause much damage but it could certainly knock them to confusion for a short while if hit in the right spots. He readied himself, prepared that it would take his last life. He was always prepared for this, it was what he had been trained for in war. 

He was pretty sure Techno taught him that.

Steady breaths, aim…

STRIKE!

An inhumane sound spat out from whoever tried to enter, alerted. They had managed to dodge the boy’s sabotage. The hoe had now struck into the floorboards, whatever strength or adrenaline he used during that swing was all that had remained of his strength as he fell to the ground.

“Tommy!”, the hybrid called out in a hurry, worried. He had no care for his near death, concerns immediately went to his friend. Tommy wiped his brow which had accumulated sweat and looked to Ranboo, deep in his eyes.

He flinched at the sudden eye contact but remained, usually that would trigger an enderman but Ranboo remained still, unmoving. 

He hadn’t noticed he wasn’t breathing at all and coughed out whatever was left of his charcoaled lungs. Letting out an old man's cough, he wasn’t even a smoker like Wilbur had been. How fucked were his lungs?

He eventually managed to get his breath back and stood up properly, still winded but having calmed down from his unnecessary reaction. He knew he was in no danger, but his body still reacted that way.

Some things just don't change, do they?

[...]

After the unnecessary scare, Ranboo had brought him to a common room and only now he had realized how big this place was. Wherever he was, it wasn’t familiar in the slightest. It was all new to him.

But even then, he could tell the place was new. The smell of freshly cut oak and lack of decorated pots and chairs or lavish tables, the place was newly constructed. It was probably an estate if he had to guess, Ranboo’s estate.

He had also been given a red sweater, stained with blue. He was told that it was a sweater handed out to guests, but by the faded blue stains. He knew who had come here previously, he shoved down any emotion that threatened his integrity. 

Ranboo had also given him a pair of tidy black trousers, although they were a little too big for Tommy, he didn’t mind. It was better than nothing but rags. He missed the feeling of clothes, it felt like some of his barriers had been rebuilt. Ever so slightly.

Across the table was Ranboo, trying to shove some bread in Tommy’s direction. It was neatly sliced but it was only simple plain bread, no butter nor jam. The hybrid said to eat small and soft, due to his starvation.

But he couldn’t help but start craving himself a feast of glorious potatoes, golden apples to quell any aches, the cleanest of water. But the thought also made him sick to his stomach, the thought of food was enough to make him dizzy.

He hated it. 

“You’re safe”.

Safety means nothing, not anymore. Safety was Wilbur, Techno, home. All gone, stripped away, abandoned or dead. It wasn’t worth anything to mourn anymore, everything he once had was already gone. Even the last person he’d consider close had tossed him aside in what he’d call hell.

He couldn’t bring himself to respond, only shaking his head.

…

“You’re already in a bad condition. Eat.”, a familiar voice spoke. But it wasn’t the person in front of him, instead it was from straight behind him. The enderian’s ears twitched anxiously before his pupils dilated his relief and what seemed to be happiness.

Though, he wasn’t happy. Far from it. He never wanted to see the face again, at least not now. Before he knew it, he had already thrown a punch to the already scorned face. The boy fell back a step yet remained upwards. 

He didn’t have enough strength to put him in the ground, funnily enough.

A blind eye stared back at him, he couldn’t discern any emotion. Since his face had been burnt and scarred from fireworks. It left him blinded in one eye, deaf in an ear. Though, from the body posture, he wasn’t mad in the slightest.

For what reason?

“Ow”, was all he mumbled before turning back to Tommy. His face in concern, no anger. Perhaps even pity.

It only fueled him with more anger.

He pushed the shorter one to the ground, straddling him as he put whatever remained of his strength and fury into beating the one under him, screaming as though he were in a war zone. 

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop. 

I'm so sorry.

Just please.

Stop.

None of his punches made any impact, the boy had managed to block them with ease. The first was now cradled gently within his palm.

Stop it.

He gently shoved Tommy off, enough so that he could sit up. 

Why?

Pity?

He embraced the boy over the shoulders, attempting to cradle him as though he were a child. 

He’s taking advantage…

Why aren’t I mad?

Didn’t I hate him?

His shoulders shook with sobs. Resting against his neck. 

“Let it out. Forget about anything else. Let’s just pretend for 5 minutes that things are like they should be.”.

A copy of mellohi started playing quietly and softly.

When had he shrunk? He didn’t know. All he could process was that he was in safety of his friends' scorned hands, promising to keep him safe. Nuzzling and muttering reassurances as he let out the cries of his own.

A small smile poked from Ranboo’s fanged lips.

#mcyt g/t #mcytg/t #dsmp g/t #shushi's writings #tiny!tommy #tw vore mention #maybe idk #giant!ranboo #giant!tubbo

[flightfoot]

Ok, this isn't gonna happen with my fic any time soon (and I'm not quite sure how and if it's gonna happen or not), but how does Luka respond to someone confronting him? Just... I was just thinking that of everyone in the main cast besides Lila, I figured Calico would be most unsettled by Luka. See, there's this whole can of worms of him knowing Ladybug and Chat Noir's secret identities... on the off chance Blair finds out, her anger will hit him full force cause he could've prevented Marinette from going through with her plan and Blair wouldn't be stuck there in the first place. And part of me is also kinda salty with him... while I can kinda understand him putting off telling Marinette, I couldn't for the life of me understand why he didn't come clean then to stop her from doing something even he thought was wrong (since he did made an attempt to talk her out of it). I can kinda see Marinette picking his side though, both are inclined to avoiding conflict and that's on top of her seeing Blair as the aggressor and having some bias against her. This could open up an opportunity for them to talk about how avoiding potential conflict with someone you care about doesn't always solve it. Marinette may even forgive him but I'm not sure if she would fully trust him again after this fiasco... and that's all I got. So yeah, any tips on how to handle a Luka confrontation scene? His character is just so hard to read.

Definitely agreed on Luka being a hard to read character, I've struggled with him a lot. @wackus-bonkus-maximus's take on Luka actually helped me a lot with figuring out how he might think.

Best explanation for why he didn't even tell Ladybug the truth when it was relevant in Ephemeral? He didn't want to rock the boat. He's fine with giving little nudges in the right direction, and he's good at standing up to people he perceives as enemies, but he crumples when faced with needing to say things that could cause conflict with people he cares about. Fessing up that he'd lied earlier about not knowing identities would definitely cause conflict, as would pushing harder about not going through with her plan to get Chat's identity to Su-Han. While Luka DID make an attempt to talk her out of the plan, it was more of a light prodding than anything, not something that was likely to actually upset Ladybug, or damage their relationship.

Okay, looking through what you wrote again, you already seem to have a pretty good handle on Luka, honestly. I do see Marinette picking Luka's side, at least initially. She knows that Luka is kind and she likes him, while Blair rubs her the wrong way. I love the concept of them having a conversation about needing to conflict with people you love sometimes, that's definitely a conversation Luka needs to hear.

I do think Marinette would forgive him pretty easily - she'd be upset by it in the moment, but she gets past that kind of thing pretty quickly once she's had a chance to think about it, and it hasn't had any truly terrible consequences here - but I do agree that it'd damage her trust in Luka for awhile, until she was reasonably sure that he wouldn't try to lie in order to spare her feelings again, and that he'd speak up when he had relevant important info, even if would cause conflict.

As for the details on how to handle the scene... yeah I've never written anything like that for Luka. @wackus-bonkus-maximus, maybe you could take a crack at giving some tips?

#ask #miraculous ladybug #luka couffaine

[iamanartichoke]

#i will sometimes get low-key obsessed with people on here #either after some kind of run-in or other altercation #but then after awhile (after i've stopped being salty) #i tend to literally forget they exist #until the next time they pop up on my radar (if they do) #idk is 'people who made me salty for awhile' a hyperfixation? #does anyone else do this or am i just a creep? #(i don't really need an answer i'm pretty sure i'm just a creep) #anywho #random thoughts #mood gif

[asparagus-in-a-cup]

its MY F/O list and I kinda wanna set it on fire 🔥🔥🔥

I had to force myself to Not Care bc god forbid we do anything simple in this house.. 🙄

Anyways: sharing. uhh I'm not too familiar with the concept; I've been told that like. its not caring whether someone else shares the same f/o as you I think? I'm not too sure, but I'd like to say that I. dont really care that much.

Self shipping used to be a pretty big coping mechanism for me in my early teens but I kinda stopped doing it after awhile. Now that I dont really need it to cope, its more of an indulgence now.

That being said, I will proceed to be Full Cringe and Full Cringe Only now get out /j

be prepared bc this is probably going to be. Unorganized and I've anxiously been sitting on it for months and I just. Dont want to care about it atm. I might fix it later.

Also literally like. I have so many different relationships with every character my dude so uhh fair warning abt that. if that ever comes up :P im not like. labeling my relationships with these characters really bc. yeah.

Anyways,,!

Fuck You My Child Is Completely Fine

The OG F/Os and Senior Partners of Mar's Sanity :D

Creepypasta

- Jeff the Killer

- Lulu

- Eyeless Jack (he stole my kidney -_-)

- fuck which one was it that the fandom decided they literally ONLY ate cheesecake??? was that EJ or Toby... mighta been Masky... god, its been awhile

- Laughing Jack/Laughing Jill

- Ben Drowned

- I'm conflicted is Dark Link a Creepypasta??

- Hobo-Heart my beloved 😩

The Legend of Zelda

- Link (literally almost every variation,, and also Dark Link :P)

- Sheik

- Midna (what? she's a milf what do you expect)

- Impa (specifically skyward sword and hyrule heroes 👀)

- G-Ganon... 👉👈 (I could take em- oh he mean in a fight 😳)

- GIRAHIM NO I DO NOT TAKE CRITICISM

- I think those were pretty much my mains... I'm probably forgetting a few

By Talos This Can't Be Fucking Happening

The New Ones..

Security Breach/fnaf series :P

- MONTY MONTY MONTY!!!

- Glam!Freddy!! :DD he's dad-shaped ok

- Glam!Bonnie 👉👈

- Glam!Chica

- Roxy

- Vannessa

- Lowkey Vanny too tho ;-;

- GREGORY MY FERAL CHILD WHAT ARE YOU DOING

- Sun/Moon but not in a horni way like. I Need a Nap lol

- (and none for Foxy, bye)

- (the puppet really be getting me in my feelings tho fr 🥺)

- (also rip the fnaf ogs ig sorry i dont fuck animatronics stuffed with dead children k thx)

Carmen Sandiego (reboot)

- Carmen (duh, we stan in this household)

- GRAHAM

- Tigress, ugh 😩

- Paperstar dont tempt me

- whatever tf Shadowsan and Lady Dokuso got going on 👀

She-ra (reboot)

- Adora/She-ra (another icon, we stan)

- Catra

- Scorpia

- Entrapta maybe??

- Hordak

- Horde Prime

- I'm a villain-fucker what can I say :P

DRAGON AGE INQUISITION HNNNG

- Dorian 🥺🥺🥺

- Iron Bull 🥺🥺🥺

- SERA!!! (the skrunly 🥺)

- Varic. Love that bastard

- H-hawke??? My mans just? showed up in the Fade to come save our asses?? Very sexy of him tbh

- Josephine 🥺🥺🥺

- CASSANDRA HOLY SHIT *swoon* (my straight girl crush ToT)

- F-fenris... (I havent played his game series tho, i just think he's neat..)

- Solas you stinky stinky rotten egg man (I cant believe I wasted my first three playthroughs on you -_-)

- Blackwall (*stands here with a 'WELCOME HOME CHEATER LIAR' sign*)

- Cullen (not a bad romance route... the best part was the dogs. I wanted dogs but SOMEONE had to go fuck it all up -_- looking at you, Warden yes this was ages ago yes I'm still. Very salty)

hhhhh theres probably more I'm forgetting I'll probably update this intermittently or something :P

ha maybe i should revamp my old S/Is or something

#f/o list #f/o #self shiping #self ship #self shiping community #self ship community

[to-be-mary-jay]

Dear my depression and anxiety, why do you gotta center around my heart and make it ache like there's a hole there? Why does it goes be a constant feeling with bad depression days and why does it flare in pain with my anxiety? Why can't I just make them both stop? Make it stop... it's been like this for 4 days now. Distractions only work so long and once I'm in bed they hit me again. I can't talk about it cause I don't know what triggered it fully, I know what made it worse though... Tuesday was bad, Wednesday I raffled to my con artist brother who is actually trying to get to know me apparently. We ended up talking about stuff brought up some past things that still upset me, brought up that he's the only one trying. I still... don't want to exist, I did before that conversation and after it. But like I am so... inconsequential to my stupid blood related family, fucking trophy kid for years, still have to go fucking family stuff where I have to pretend to care and their half seed attempts to pretend to know me. None of them know my favorite cookie because I finally asked in a shade of blue and not one of them truly care about how I feel. Not one of them is concerned when I'm basically all like "what do you want from me" when they do contact me. I hate being a ghost in this family and if it weren't for a number of contributing factors I probably would have cut them off ages ago. But no here I am with a family who won't take responsibility for the hurt they've cause or the trauma they've made. I'm tired... tired of surviving only and always pretending that I'm OK even to myself. My whole being is just a facade to the little kidsinside that is crying and hurt all alone who's had more fucked up things happen to them than should have happened. This version that everyone sees is just a brave face I put on every day to hide the crumbling broken person inside that has to learn things on her own... because no one in my family has ever really helped me without wanting something in return. Mom wanted my obedience and to turn into a better version of her, my brother above me wanted me gone, the second youngest brother only wanted whatever money I had to help him with whatever, the second eldest is only really helpful to the bare minimum; I asked you to help me find a place not so it for me, teach me the ways you stupid jerk. And the eldest? He could care less about my entire existence after a certain age I turned, like who hits a kid for barely tapping a car with a plastic chair, who is so heartless? Him that's who. Yeah sure he's mellowed out since he's had kids but he's never apologized, I don't care if he warned me that he would do that if I did, I was like 8 - 10 years old what's his problem?! Not to mention that everyone literally drops everything to go to a freaking baby blessing but I could get anyone to come or even call me on my highball graduation day. And I had sent the invites a whole 3-4 months in advance. Yes I'm bitter, yes I'm salty but I have the right to be, I have every right to be because I had to go to every single one of their graduations, the eldest's ones twice...

I'm tired and I'm salty and I'm really really done with my existence... I shouldn't have to be useful for their or anyone else's love I shouldn't have to worry about fucking conditional love... it should be unconditional but it's not and I've... got not much of a support system... yeah friends tell me I can talk to them but no one really wants to hear it... they're obligated to say that... it's like an instinct. And like I have tried in the past to talk to my friends about it like not problem solve but just vent? Ya know? And after awhile I realized that... no one really listens... I always listen... when people talk about what they like or the good things that have happened... but not many want to listen to me... I... don't get to ramble about stuff I like or vent because at this point I have to be in a trusted area and relaxed for me to even get to that point... so I've got my walls up... my filter so no one thinks I'm a bother or needy or attention seeking... I just deal with it on my own... I have for years... but my dealing with it is ignoring it till it goes away... but it doesn't go away... but what's the point? My freaking family doesn't change, they'll just try to turn it back on me... at least mom does... the rest of them might... my friends try to... but at this I really don't think I'm worth it... I was never worth any of my families time... at a certain age they stopped agreeing to play or hang out with me, the youngest brother left me home alone for hours when he was supposed to be watching me. I grew up alone both physically and emotionally and if you don't think that does something to someone then you'd be wrong... it hurts they're ability to trust and ask for help and call people out on hypocritical behavior or stuff they do that bother you. I do all of this... bury it, ignore the problem, until it explodes... pretend I'm not upset, pretend I'm not angry pretend everything is fine, pretend it's whatever... after awhile it does become whatever because you're so used to it...

I'm too used to it... relying on no one but myself, broken promises and half truths and lying that is fine when it's not... I've at least begun the whole "I accept your apology" phrasing instead of my usual "it's fine". I'm... just so so tired of existence and being angry at my past... at myself... I still hate myself and don't think I'm worth anything... these feelings have been there since I can't remember... I've been depressed my entire life... I don't know who I'm supposed to be, and yeah I can try to self discover but I feel like I have no ground to stand on... no place to try to recover the bits of myself from before the depression and the cptsd from my dad. I've got nothing... and I am nothing... I do so much for so many people and for my job and I still feel like I'm nothing... I'm just here... pretending that I'm OK even though I want to die... I want it to end because I don't know how to get better and no one abrogated wants to hear it or see it or whatever... I'm just here... being a waste of fucking space in a world where few would notice that I'm gone... in a world I tried for too long to try to treat people the way I wanted to be treated... I'm... really really done... I'm so tired and I want it to stop but I can't because of numerous reasons... but I want to die... and despite changing my name my old self isn't dead I'm still messed up and full of trauma because a name change doesn't do much. Yeah I feel better with my new name but I'm so so tired... I just... I don't know what I really want... I just want it to stop really...

[tiredoftonkies-blog]

Have you seen the comments on this AO3 fic ?? (/works/12432099?show_comments=true&view_full_work=true#comments) Now, even neutral fics/authors are being harassed by tony stans in the comment section ... It's been awhile since i've been on AO3 because I couldn't stand the Steve hate that was everywhere, but apparently it didn't change much :/ When will they get over their hate? It's been almost 2 years, it's insane how much bitterness they have inside them ! So petty

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oh, i remember this fic and the wank in the comments, yes lol. looks like it was updated today, cool

and yeah… i haven’t really read marvel fic in a while because i’m just so sick of the fandom so i don’t know how much things have changed since i actively read fic, but. it’s never surprising to see tony stans whining in the comments of post-cw fics that don’t treat tony as a victim that did nothing wrong and/or vilify ~rogers~

i’m really baffled and kind of disgusted by the ~domestic violence~ shit. even in canon divergent fics where st*ny were together, there’s nothing there that could be considered domestic abuse and i hate the way tony stans throw that term around. my mom was abused by her ex-boyfriend that we lived with for half my childhood and i absolutely hate seeing tony stans attempt to compare steve using physical force to disable the weaponized suit of armor tony is using to attempt to kill someone, to the awful, traumatic shit my mom went through and is still dealing with the effects of. i’m so fucking sick of seeing these people throw around the words rape and abuse (and nazi and terrorist and now apparently treason lol ok), it can come off as so goddamn insensitive and offensive and… just… christ

i also feel bad for the author, jesus christ. how the fuck are you supposed to respond to comments that amount to “not sure if i’m imagining things but tony seems like a victim of domestic abuse here, team cap will bring a shitstorm and aren’t that important.. but hey it’s your plot, good luck! :)” and the person who suggested the author should do some research into domestic violence because the story “may be triggering” oh my god shut the fuck up??? the events of siberia weren’t comparable at all to domestic violence, jesus fuck, steve was literally stopping tony from committing a fucking murder, he used violence in response to tony’s violence, tony was the primary aggressor in the situation

i always just really, really wonder if these people ever realize that clinging to these woobie!tony headcanons/fics and continuously vilifying team cap et al. instead of trying to understand the ~other side~ has a very very high chance of being the reason for why they’re still so salty and bitter almost 2 years after the goddamn movie came out

#anti tony stans #Anonymous

[queen-of-hearts92]

Have you ever seen Utena fans make outright false claims about characters? Like, objectively wrong? Because I've seen people say all sorts of weird and untrue shit, like that Anthy raped Akio when they hid from the angry mob and later they were "raping and abusing each other", or that Shiori wanted to out Juri in front of the school and later got Ruka hurt Juri when her plan failed. Where do these ideas come from?

Ohhhhh yeah I’ve seen many of those (including the ones you mentioned)! I recall one time I had to patrol the t.v tro.pes utena character page cause someone kept dropping fake info like that. It stopped after a month but man that was annoying (I still check the page sometimes, luckily there hasn’t been an issue for awhile so thats good). -.-;

I think the simple answer to where these ideas come from is two fold. One, confirmation bias. If someone wants to see a character/thing a certain way they’ll justify it however they can. Even if it’s nonsensical and untrue.

Two, people take advantage of the show’s ambiguous nature to create untrue narratives that suit their own bizarre theories. Defenses like “well THERE ISN’T A WRONG ANSWER CAUSE ITS UP TO INTERPERATATION!” end up being used. Which is a lame and awful excuse, there is wrong answers. There always is, Utena has a fucking narrative you guys. An odd and surreal narrative but it has one. Utena has objectively true and not true things about it. It’s like saying “Utena doesn’t play sports”, thats 100% untrue because we see her play sports several times on screen and its not like. Hidden or anything (besides it being made to look fancy cause this is a shoujo anime EVERYTHING MUST BE FANCY) it’s something Utena does. On screen. It’s mentioned by other characters, it’s talked about a few times and Utena herself has talked about it. Saying that she doesn’t play sports is straight up untrue and no amount of bullshitting can change that. I know this is a mild example but I’m thinkin you get the point. It’s just people being narrow minded in the end.

Whoops I rambled about the particular “theories” you mentioned a lot. My bad. 8`D

Side note: Gdi anyone saying that Anthy raped Akio at ANY point in time is one dense motherfucker. And just another attempt at demonizing Anthy. Like. Y’all did u miss it when the show is like “HEY YOU SHOULDN’T DEMONIZE ANTHY.” and then these people proceed to demonize Anthy. 

Also yeah I’ve heard the ones about Shiori too (I’ve heard legit everything dumb people say about her at this point, fuck). Shiori outing Juri can’t be true or correct in the slightest cause a. everyone lost all their memories of the Black Rose Circle stuff and this includes Shiori so therefore it can’t be something she plans to do cause she doesn’t fucking really know whats in the locket anymore. b. her elevator scene clearly indicates that she’s pleased she discovered that Juri is keeping a secret and thinks to let Juri know that she knows that she has a secret (it doesn’t matter what the secret is, “perfect” Juri has one and thats all that matters to her. It could’ve been that Juri was secretly a furry and she would have been just as pleased) and gives no indication that she’ll tell anyone besides keeping it between the two of them just to continue their petty gay teen drama bullshit. And c. even if that thought DID cross her mind Shiori straight up doesn’t have the guts/drive to do such a thing (unless u thinking movie! Shiori but thats a DIFFERENT thing all together) cause judging from her dialoge and how Juri talks about her and how others talk about her gives every indication that she’s pretty shy/timid around social situations and isn’t one for large groups of people or a lot of people having attention on her. And recall that proof that Juri is gay is literally her in a locket so any outting of any sort would drop a fuck ton of attention to her as well and I can imagine thats not something she’d really want at all. She wants like validation in the form of some1 close to her, not a bunch of people she doesn’t know that ain’t what she seeks like ya can at least understand that much.

Lastly Shiori is actually really terrible at coming up with “schemes” at all like, unlike say Touga or even Nanami all her attempts at doing everything and anything like that have been done entirely on impulse and terrible guesswork and with very little actual thought and planning involved. Like look how the shit with Ruka turned out and all that shit with the boy when they were in middle school was done on a wrong assumption and only worked on even hurting Juri because she’s too gay to function and is a bit on the salty side. Like imagine that if Juri wasn’t bothered by Shiori dating some1 else? She’s like “ok congrats im happy for ya” like good job Shiori you entered a random ass relationship for absolutely nothing (granted she’s like fuck I fucked up later down the line either way but yeah)! Like even in the elevator scene she can’t even commit to her terrible idea cause she’s like “fuck everything leads to disaster. Why can’t shit go back to normal ffff?!” Lol why does everyone assume she’s an evil mastermind, she’s a salty 15 year old with zero actual power she’s not charismatic like Touga or a 3,000(?) year old god who’ve been at this damn school too long like Anthy and Akio like, you guys.

“later got Ruka hurt Juri when her plan failed.“ Fuck people who blame RUKA’S actions on her! Like what the fuck, fuck you. All of Ruka’s actions are his choice and his choice alone, it’s painfully obvious like where did any indication come that Shiori could even manipulate him like bruh other way around. Fuck, I hate people who say such vile shit like that. God. Fuck. It makes me tired lol.

#ok damn I got worked up a bit #what else is new lol #protect my problem children. leave Anthy and Shiori alone :V