#but this one will always stick w me

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

why do spiders exist and how can i get rid of them. permanently. with no damage to the ecosystem just cut and delete

#currently posting from the tenuous safety of my bathtub as it was by the door #and now its probably in my clean change of clothes #can i shower in peace??? hm??? can i? Can I? #big ass fucking harvestman. vanished in a blink #i turned away for One Second #fuck fuck fuck it was On the light switch #why is my life? #its always fuckin somethin smh.... #if someone could just snipe me real quick thatd be great. dont wanna deal with this #i gotta start keeping my killing stick in the bathroom stg theres always a spider in here #absolutely unprompted #im gonna look down and its gonna by crawling up my towel #that is a valid fear its happened Before #and also yes i know harvestmen arent spiders. but they look like it so they count in my fear #NOW THERES A FUCKING SILVERFISH???? WHAT IS THIS? MINECRAFT????? #i am soooooo going to bed early tonight. hard reset. im done w today #gonna use my extra towel to whip the shit outta my surroundings #'take a shower' they said. 'youll feel better' they said #its always. fucking. Something.

[roseverdict]

don't cry. pour a small-seeming serving of any pasta noodle you'd like in a deep microwave-safe bowl, just barely cover the noodles with water, microwave for roughly 2 minutes 30 seconds, stir, microwave for 2 more minutes, carefully drain the pasta water from the pasta, liberally mix shredded non-mozzarella cheese into the hot noodles, and pour small amounts of milk in (maaaybe a school milk carton's worth or two at most) to taste and to make it creamier, okay?

#rosie babbles #nightblogging #recipe #macaroni #nothing against mozzarella ofc. it's just that the traits that make it perfect for mozza sticks and string cheese make for abysmal sauce #and you Will want to be careful with your water levels. #either that or be ready to use a sizable amt of paper towel to mop up the microwave platter. #also the timing can be fiddled with. experimentation is fun :) #you can also be like me and add garlic salt to the cheese sauce but i'm well aware i'm probably a bit of a freak like that xD #the fun thing abt this is that it's quicker than making actual boxes of macaroni #but allows for much more fiddling than Follow The EasyMac Instructions #literally the only bad-tasting version of this i've made so far was the one where i forgot to drain the water first. #also re: the water #depending on the bowl and your arm/wrist/grip strength you can carefully tilt the bowl over the sink #and use a spoon to hold the noodles back as you drain it #noodles that have been tested: egg. macaroni. small shells. bowtie (better eaten w/fork not spoon). #cheeses that have been tested: 'mexican-blend' shredded. additional pcs from sliced cheddar and colby jack #cheeses to avoid: mozzarella #i'd test this with lactose-free dairy #but i live in a house where cow milk is king and dairy substitutes are always easy targets for complaining #i can't think of any reason swapping out dairy for non-dairy or regular noodles for gluten-free noodles would cause issues tho

[yaoicoreren]

sketch

#tomgreg #tom wamsgans #greg hirsch #fanart #sketch #b&w #i was going to line this one and maybe colour it but i struggled too much with the sketch and i made the file too big so i became exhausted #i have been drawing more succession things but im unsure if i should post them elsewhere #i might just stick to posting on tumblr exclusively since ive failed to get used to twt #on top of that twitter succession fans scare me lol ive not seen a single account not getting into fights every single day #and tom is always in the middle of it <3 #mi florerito de mesa favorito<333

[milkbreadtoast]

can finally put them together... the main 4 charas of this story(*that will prob never be made into a thing but its fun to think abt)!!

*whispers* tentative names: 💚강효준 (kang hyojun), 💙이설(yi/lee seol), 💜유성화 (yu seonghwa), ❤️송혜연 (song hyeyeon). Hyojun(m) and Seol(f) are the protags and Seonghwa(m) and Hyeyeon(f) are on the "opposing side" in the story

#my art #OC #im still deciding on the names but atp i think i might just go w these names #else i'll be deciding forever fkbfmff #actually purple hair(seonghwa?? sunghwa??) was the only one w/o a name #ur yu seonghwa now.... #he was almost yuseong but i already associate that name too much w that mystic messenger mf #but i still like it so. sticks it in secretly w his last name(yu)... im so smart /j (im an idiot) #its so hard picking names when its not ur native lang #as a kor am ive been indulgently making kr OCs all this time but its always hard naming them jfbfn... or any ocs in general #so many r unnamed still #i had decided to name blue hair seol from my friend's suggestion yrs ago #but i wanted to stick in a water pun somehow... 이설 sounds kiiinda like 이슬(dew)... not rly... but i tried #almost changed her name to 슬 but ive gotten too used to 설 by now to change it #hyeyeon's name means like... wisdom and beauty #the hyo in hyojun's name means filial piety/duty; a name given w the hope that he would be an obedient and dutiful son? #o btw seol is a girl KDJSKJD but she gets mistaken for a boy often... both in the actual canon + irl apparently Kzhdjs #it actually makes me giggle bc it means i made her gnc enough... happy #edit: i just realized i made them both S H S H names... i didnt mean to make them sound so similar... IT WAS AN ACCIDENT #HANGS HEAD...

[jewishfalin]

There is a very specific sort of antisemitism that is seemingly common in mental health facilities and its fucking terrifying

#the last 2 times ive been in a mental hospital it was always the most visibly jewish person who got targeted by nurses #and i happened to be the most visibly jewish person in a psychward the last time #its like. the 1st time there were more jewish people in there and the one of us who got it the worst was an older woman with bipolar disord #and like. many of us who noticed how terrible she was getting treated had to tell staff off multiple times #like wtf stop u r literally just poking her with a stick at this point trying to get her to have a meltdown so u have an excuse #to lock her away #it was so fucked #and the rest of us jews in there were like... slightly more stable enough to ignore the taunting from staff #like they'd find the smallest shit to get on our asses about or tell us we're being delusional abt things out of nowhere #like they tried to get a rise out of us specifically so they could frame us as crazy and neurotic when we get frustrated #and the last time i had the mosfortune of being the 1 of 2 jews who was visible and very unstable #i was made sick by nurses on purpose and then gaslit when i was up all night vomiting #i had to be given an injection and sedated the next day just so i would stop projectile vomiting all over my room #i had multiple seizures and they told.me i was throwing myself on the floor #they did things to make me break on purpose #and they did it to others to but #it was different w how they did it to me? #and when they didn't let me go to the main eating area bc i kept fainting/seizing they ordered me shit with pork when i have kosher diet #it was fucked and i know this is a problem #its a problem in outpatient too #i ended up homeless for like a year bc an antisemitic counselor fucked me over #vent

[thelilylav]

My mother's love is choking me

(Lorde)

Poplar Street (Chen Chen), Never Have I Ever (2020), Lady Bird (2017), Never Get Married (Honeymoon in Vegas)

#poplar street #never have i ever #nhie #devi vishwakumar #nalini vishwakumar #lady bird #honeymoon in vegas #web weaving #on mothers #on daughters #was re watching nhie and the scene w nalini in devi's therapist's office broke me #idk smth abt season 1 especially will just always stick w me #and the one tumblr post i have in here was playing on repeat in my head while i was watching it #so here u all go

[moe-broey]

My all time favorite shiny hunts though ARE the oddly specific ones though. LIKE ESPP if they're full odds but have a gimmick to them --

Most famous one ofc is the HG/SS starter hunt!!! Where you can check all three starters for shininess before choosing one:

Unfortunately!!!! This guy has my deadname as the OT LMFAOOO but it was a cool hunt!! Just under odds (around 7000 resets)

BUT. THE SCARY OPTION.

Doing double battle hunts w any of the companions that can join you temporarily in DPPt is fucking WILD and STUPID and extremely rewarding! Unless if you somehow by some monkey paw's luck run into two shinies at once. Then your game freezes!!!!!!!!! 😇

MIRACULOUSLY I got my target though under odds (around 3000) no phases no game freezing catastrophies!!!! 🫡

They live in different files now! I. Have a bad habit of starting new files and then forgetting. And abandoning them at any point. And feeling like I need to start over again. BUT whenever I DO start over it's VERY cool to have a low level shiny to play through with!! 😅 And ofc in these files I can't really start anew without it being more trouble than it's worth, so. I may return. Eventually........

And. Not technically full odds but how could I talk Oddly Specific Hunts and not mention:

Sunchip................ (I have done the Odd Egg hunt more times than I can fucking count LMFAOOO -- honorable mention to Dizzy my Hitmontop as well idk where he is though and I hit image limit 🫡)

#pokemon #shiny tag #dizzy is in a box somewhere. lovingly benched as he was a main team member previously 👍 #in another file that had to be nuked. #actually not nuked!!!! just abandoned. that one wasn't my fault though my old 3ds has a broken hinge LMFAOO #one thing about me is my relationship w pokemon games completely changed after transitioning. it was so weird and so sad #like it sounds silly to say but i got so depressed about it... so much history... so many memories #esp early on i had to tear down everything that hurt. i couldn't bear to play games w prev memories attached #which is why awakening was so significant to me. that was the first game i was milo. #but all of that is to say i used to really value having master files and now i can't seem to get anything to stick..... #i'm always starting over. for fun or i forgor. or i got bored. which hey! that's what games are for!!! #though violet i'm p locked in LMFAO -- shield is. there. and it may be useful to have on hand. #i wasn't a big fan of galar though. very pretty game! p fun! didn't stick though. #chairman rose still confuses me. deeply. #and i forgot everything that happened 👍

[lemongogo]

i need 2 get back into painting fish

#said in the ‘gary i need’ voice #or painting in general . i want 2 get into plein air #and go to like . arizona or smth and paint the landforms . soo red and orange and rocky and dusty and ❤️🫶 #the round brushstrokes on tht 1 would be so much fun~_~ #its such a tiresome medium though.like all the set up and cleanup and stuff #i refuse to learn abt oil precautions so i just stick to acrylic but even then it dries so fast and its like.mindgame trying to decide what #to focus on in the little time u have . and god forbid u paint on a layer too soon and u lift it off the canvas #HELLLLLLL. but the end result is always so worth it . like holding a physical piece.its 3d .its REALL #fish r so much fun to paint bc 1 u get to pay attn to their morphology but 2 they jave the best textures #im not averse to painting fur but i lovee . the interplay btwn light and fish skin. its so epic and awesome #the only other artist ik of in my family is my uncle & he METALWORKS!!! FISH !!! ITS SOOO FREAKIG COOL #i want to learn from him so bad . guh.GUAHHHHH. anyways i just think its funny that the two of us r fixated on recreating fish #crosses my arms . #okhh.. i also wnt to get into mosaics . god.GOAODDD #did i talk abt this 1 alr.. reread the b1p arc w the mosaic and fresco work and it makes me so sick why couldnt i go to art college and make #frescoes and mosaics .woe is me or whagever . no but its so tempting 2 just buy some tesserae and get 2 it .. #i saw a pigeon mesh mosaic n it like lit that fire under me . what we need js like one giant art collective #that magically provides all the supplies in the world for free and we hold hands and make art in 20 different disciplines 2000 different wys

[marklikely]

even after all this time im still haunted by that youtuber claiming that the soviets werent seen as hot and buff because they were. "always shown wearing big jackets" it literally is so cartoonish that i cant believe a human being said it and expected to be taken seriously.

#its not any of the actually offensive or meaningful issues that stick w me its THIS ONE bc its so obviously absurd. #like literally a childs understanding of the world. russia is cold so the soviets always wore jackets. #combined with the fact that bodybuilders and being big and strong was like. THE image of the ussr's propaganda. #he may have said and done many many more harmful things. but none were as painfully *stupid* as this one. #avpost

[wonderloste]

my main rp partner being my fiance is a blessing fr bc we live together and the day tumblr gets buried in the backyard we can just easily move everything to discord or wherever all the rpers move or u know in dire times we can email or write on a napkin during the apocalypse idk literally nothing can stop me from writing homosexual furry content

#KJEMRHKJM #NOOOO NOT THE SAD TUMBLR NEWS GOING AROUND #i will stick it out w tumblr until it's being lowered into its grave so it can let us and itself down one last time #but chin up my anx dash friends tumblr will live to see the sunrise for a while yet #tbt. #fr tho archiving ur blogs is always a good idea anw just to have backups but hang in there #if myspace can survive as log as it did tumblr certainly has a chance even on life support until a good alt #pops up lmao #take it from me </4 a myspace rper who migrated to tumblr during the great myspace funeral march </4 #i wish i were joking how did we ever rp on that dinosaur #KJENMRHKJM

[unproduciblesmackdown]

getting gnc with it out & about at math meetup (or wherever)

#of course you have a zillion idea for faves' Looks. & also simultaneously none; if you're me #here's one: just the combo Different But Overlapping W/More Usual approach #easy to imagine winston Stays comfy to a sufficient degree &/or oft sticks to a Default kind of outfit approach. but anything's possible #like shaking things up gently for taylor too. always appropriate. ideal person from work to run into; as is often true #they can't make you link up that little taylor sketch w/any Sequence here. it can be its own independent taylor reaction lol #w/their slightly raised shoulders / all the more elevated [expressions i particularly like] it creates momentum like #well now i'd go and elevate winston's [expressions i particularly like] even more lol. the Especially Enjoyed trademarks/classics.... #and of course we do not have winston running into taylor without Also being 💖😳 about it. what's Ever going on around here #tayston #winston billions #corned beef #winston's little a gnc with it even just in his tees & cargo pants. no normativity out here. genderdivergent & neurononconforming #i Did move to add sparkly gold eyeliner?shadow? take your pick b/c [Autistacity Shoutout] #taylor's outfit coloration based on [picked a medium grey like a tanktop akd had] & then was going to have spun off from a deep purple or #more like the burgundy taylor wears but a much lighter color would've just been more helpful w/all the Other lighter colors; like the lines #namely the lines showing up against it....so; stunningly; a bit more light blue for us all lol #another moment of pencil lineart but this time drawn today vs months ago. some digital editing; all digital coloring #as inaccessibly discussed prior....epic highs & triumphs of spontaneous sorts of [existing outside work's hostile environment] meetups #yes this is hoodie vs hoodie moments (they would never fight) (they may kiss???) (go back several tags & peruse things)

[lilac-gold]

when referencing the phrase "someone please be the [name] to my [name]" in the omori fandom, one would expect the blanks to be filled by the main characters. e.g. "someone please be the sunny to my basil", which, while weird and unhinged in its own right, holds no candle to whatever ridiculous "thanks for being the spaceboy to my rococo" dynamic @sharky-the-idiot and i have going on atm

#our dms are the wildest nonsense #i love them #hey followers! #feel free to chat w me about omori if u want :D #i'm always looking for fun new mutuals <3 #mutuals #omori rococo #omori captain spaceboy #the sillies #omori spaceboy #oh gosh here we go #omori space ex boyfriend #omori space ex husband #captain spaceboy #space ex boyfriend #he really couldn't stick to just one name #and yknow what? #i respect that #omori basil #omori sunny] #omori #omori game #omori headspace #i'm a hero kin through and through #but smth about the scrunkly elf man in the walls #it resonates with me

[systemofshadow]

any other systems / collectives / etc have alters / facets / headmates / etc who come out literally Just to do a bit. like the commitment to the bit is what they're here for

#i put real ramble in tags like always but #i was in the car and listening to music and yknow. much like any singlet i know you get the music videos! in the brain. #but. the thing is they're a group project now. you understand. #its different than *me* (s) just imagining a music video like playing with dolls. of the mind. this... its participatory. you get it. #anyway t is pretty much a frequent flyer only because he's constantly deciding he's the star of brain music videos #also. ok. if u havent like stalked this blog u may not know but our basement in headspace is a karaoke bar bc i heard another system had on #and we were like “you can do that???” so we built one #and now. much of the time. it is a Performance for many a song #this isnt just t btw. every fictive. and two npcs(?) all from the same source (of course.) are like. it's my time to shine #and again it is very much different than when like i choose to imagine a music video cause i do that often too. but im never Surprised #by the music video im making. bc im making it! im making conscious artistic choices #but when t or n or m just Appear to make the song about them. im surprised. i oft laugh at their sudden choreography. yknow? #also t will sometimes just steal the mouth for one second to blurt out a bad joke and then run away leaving me to deal with the consequence #if ur gonna badly flirt w our irl partner you have to at least stick around. take responsibility!! you dick!! /lh #anyways #system stuff #s post

[bbeelzemon]

i've been thinking of switching from 'any pronouns' to more specifically they/he, and in rotating the logistics about it in my mind, i realized i don't really hear a lot of people elaborate their preference with this, so now i'm curious:

note: in case it's confusing the way i worded it, i'm using the phrase 'pronoun set' as like, for example, the 'he/him/his' pronoun set that's specifically within the grouping of 'they/he', etc etc

#i do find it funny how when someone uses one pronoun set theyll usually do like 'he/him' #but then for multiple its just shortened to the first one for each #or else itd be like. 'they/them/he/him' or whatever #anyway this poll is nothing im just curious because i always wonder about the little details abt shit like this LOL #i think for me im more of a 'stick to one set per conversation' kinda guy #or maybe 'per day' idk i like the idea of switching it up but i get confused if ur still talking abt me if its switched too often LOL #i think i am predicting 'full day' will be the least popular option?? idk i never hear anyone explain their pronoun usage preference w that

[myersesque]

piercing addict bestie 🤝 tattoo addict bestie

#i never stop craving new metal n my best friend practically has sleeves at this point #we do both enjoy both but our fixations vary #i have stick n pokes but i'm getting my first machine tattoo soon :] #n they're getting more piercings w me next week #peace and love. one day you will find your people and slot into their lives like you've always been there #og

[upsidedowngrass]

playing video game but rest asured. imt thinking about liam the whole time....... he is in my thoughts always . i think about him

#shout out to the time my sister sent me an img of a tiktok w someone showing off their 'lollipop collection' #aka a section of thei r room completely filled to the brim w lollipop images and a cutout of her and stuff #and my sister sent that w the message 'you with backpack' #and said shed make me a liam cutout #so if u were ever curious abt how much i think abt liam. it is so much its unreal #that my family is aware i dont stop thinking abt this guy #but my sister is suportive <3 awesome #my mom does also end up listening to me talk nonstop abt him which is also a win #point of this post #when i say i think abt him excessively . i mean it #ik object shouws are a SPPIN of mine #but i think. one might be like... a spin inside of a spin #and liam happens to be the subject of that #because i always get attacheed to Some Guy #ANYWAY #im playing video games but still never not thinking about him #feel free to telekinetically beam thoughts abt him into my brain while i play video game #side note i should make a pinned post some day #cus i have sooo much info on me on my main but i imagine most people stick here #(WHICH IS FINE btw idc. just curious and thinkign) #anyway. bac to game