can i request bestfriend jihoon smut with prompt #29 please???
29. “If you can’t sleep… then how about we have sex?”
You arrived at Jihoon's apartment around the same time you always did. Every other friday since you two were kids you’d have sleepovers at each other’s places. This week was Jihoon’s turn to host so you got ready as you normally did. He greeted you with a bright smile, stepping aside to let you in. You had been here hundreds of times before but for some reason things felt… different.
A couple of days ago, your other best friend had come over. You were getting ready to go out for lunch and were touching up your makeup when your phone went off. You immediately rushed over, a wide smile on your face as you replied to the text. You sat your phone back down and finished glossing your lips, turning back to her.
“Ready to g—” you’re cut off by the sound of your phone dinging again. A new message from Jihoon popped up to which you eagerly replied, a giggle leaving your lips as you hit send.
“Who’re you texting?” she asks, unmoving from her spot on your bed.
“Jihoon.” you replied simply.
“Hmm.” she hums in a tone you’re not quite used to hearing from her.
“What do you mean ‘hmm’?” you ask perplexed.
“Are you and Jihoon dating? You’re my best friend and you don’t have to hide it from me you know. I mean I respect your privacy but I thought both of you would trust me with this.” she accused.
“Dating? Jihoon? We’re not dating.” you scoff at the absurdity of her statement. “We’re just best friends.”
“Well you’re both in love with each other.” she says it as if it’s the most obvious thing on Earth.
“W-what? I am not in love with Park Jihoon!”
“Aren’t you? You’re sitting here giggling like a little school girl over some texts with him. Jihoon is funny but not ‘twirl your hair and bat your eyelashes’ funny. This isn’t even the first time you’ve done something like this.” she goes off. You look at her confused and she genuinely wonders if you don’t believe what she’s saying or if you’re just really good at acting dense. “I mean- come on. You drop whatever you’re doing to answer Jihoon's calls or texts the moment your phone goes off. You hang out tons of times during the week and then also have weekend sleepovers where it’s just the two of you. You were his date to senior prom and he takes you as his plus one to any party. You practically live at his place! Half of your belongings are over there. Please don’t tell me you think all of this just means you guys are ‘really good friends’.” she used her fingers to air quote, rolling her eyes when she finished her spiel.
“But he’s had girlfriends before.” you counter weakly.
“And you’ve had boyfriends. What’s your point?”
“Can we not talk about this? We’ll miss our reservation.” you sigh and walk out of your room, heading towards the front door.
She catches up to you quickly, leading the way to her car. As you both settle in and buckle your seatbelts your phone rings once more. It’s Jihoon.
You’ve spent the past couple of days with her words stuck in your head. Do you like Jihoon? Does Jihoon like you? The more you thought about it, the more sense it made and then you realized yeah, you do like Jihoon. The real question is does he actually like you too?
You were nervous as you entered his apartment, feeling awkward as you hung around near the entrance. He walked past you once the door was safely locked.
“You okay?” he asks, quick to notice your change in demeanor.
“Yeah! Yeah, I’m great.” you nod and make your way over to the couch.
You’ve each picked out a movie to watch and the food Jihoon ordered had arrived minutes before you. You and Jihoon were usually pretty chatty during movies, making endless commentary on the situation on the screen but you were oddly quiet which didn’t go unnoticed by Jihoon. He didn’t wanna push you, figuring you’d tell him if something was wrong when you were ready. He couldn’t help but be considered though, he knew you his entire life and he’d never seen you act like this before. Still, he decided to let it go, attempting to focus on the movie at hand.
Before you knew it the movies were over and you headed to his room where you spent the next hour or two chatting and scrolling through your phones. You talk to Jihoon nearly every day and yet the conversation seemed to never run out. Jihoon picks up on your peculiar behavior and now he’s really concerned about what’s going on. He’s starting to doze off and pats the spot on the bed next to him so you can climb in.
You reluctantly settle in next to him, willing yourself to go to sleep and have the night pass as fast as possible. You’ve slept in Jihoon’s bed plenty of times but now realizing how you’ve felt about him all these years, it makes you nervous. Nervous because Jihoon is so cuddly when he sleeps and moments after dozing off his arm is wrapped around you, his face buried in your neck. The feeling of his breath against your neck gives you butterflies and not just the ones in your stomach. You can’t be feeling this way. Not here. Not now. Not ever.
You try to ignore it and sleep and eventually you do. But only for a brief moment. An hour later you’re up again, twisting and turning. The anxious feeling settles in your stomach as you turn to face Jihoon. The moonlight makes him look really pretty at this time of night.
You just watch him sleep, or what you think is him sleeping. You’re startled when you hear Jihoon mumble, “Is there something on my face?” he rubs his eyes and peers at you.
“Oh-” you breathe in shock. “No- I just- I wasn’t even looking at you.” you lie.
He raises an eyebrow and chuckles.
“Can’t sleep?” he asks after a moment of silence.
“No.” you sigh. “Did I wake you?”
“No, I woke up like ten minutes ago. I was waiting to see how long you’d stare at me for.” he teases.
“I wasn’t staring at you!”
“Right, well. What’s bugging you? You’ve been acting weird all night.”
“You and I both know it’s not nothing.” you can almost feel him roll his eyes.
“I don’t want to talk about it. Can you just sleep?”
“I’ll sleep if you sleep.” he rebuttals.
“I don’t know that I can.” you admit.
“Well then I guess we’ll stay up all night.” he shrugs, turning to face you properly.
He stares at you and you stare at him, as if either of you have acquired mind reading abilities and will suddenly know the other’s every thought.
“Well,” you exhale. Here goes nothing. “If you can’t sleep… then how about we have sex?” the room is so quiet it feels like you’ve just yelled your suggestion at the top of your lungs. Jihoon just continues watching you for a moment, trying to understand the situation. You want to have sex with him?
“You want to have sex with me?”
“Don’t say it like that.” you complain, hiding your face under the blanket.
“Like what? I’m just- you want to have sex with me? Is that why you’ve been acting weird today?”
“Jihoon!” you whine.
“What’s the matter, baby?” he pulls the covers down, revealing your face. “If you wanted to be taken care of all you had to do was say so.” he smirks.
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BnHA Vol. 29 Cover Reaction Post: Emergency Can't-Wait-Till-Tomorrow Edition
so thanks to reddit, which has a spoiler-free post dedicated to the volume 29 cover leak, I was able to check out the cover image without being spoiled for anything in tomorrow’s chapter. now, I knew chapter 285 was going to be in this volume, so I was expecting something Bakugou-centric from the get-go. I was not, however, expecting Horikoshi to launch a fucking grenade of feels at me without warning! but that’s just how the man rolls I guess.
anyway, the cover isn’t a spoiler for anyone who’s read up to chapter 285, but I’ll put the image and the rest of this post under a cut just in case.
rarely have I witnessed such a casually devastating flex of one man’s ability to annihilate an entire fandom with feels. simply brutal. set phasers to ‘curled up in a fetal position’
I cannot believe he chose this scene. this scene, again. I didn’t sign up to have my weaknesses so viciously exploited like this. oh wait but actually I did
imagine taking a dozen years to figure out that your best friend literally just wanted to help you and make sure that you were okay because he loves you, and that in response you were all “IS THIS THE ULTIMATE AFFRONT TO MY HONOR?” and spent the next decade wanting to kick his ass. smdh
and now imagine that the dumbass who did all of that is also your favorite character, like seriously he is your favorite SO MUCH, and his relationship with that other kid is also your favorite ever. so what does that say about you. congratulations, you stan the world’s most emotionally dense person!!
but also imagine how proud you would be of said emotionally dense dumbass for finally figuring it out though. jfkdk I need to hug him, STAND ASIDE
there is just. so much regret in this one image that it’s just insane to me?? look at his face??? just imagine how much he must be berating himself. “why couldn’t you have just accepted it when it really mattered. why did you have to go and ruin everything. he just wanted to help you.” ffff
and that’s ten years they can never get back. ten years of pain he caused. ten years he can never undo. look at him. he’s not four anymore. Deku is still a child in this image, but Katsuki is sixteen going on seventeen here. all grown up. because he can’t turn things back no matter what. he can’t undo it. the child Katsuki never accepted Deku’s hand. and now the almost-grown Katsuki wants to more than anything, but it’s too late. he can still take the almost-grown Deku’s hand! but this child Deku’s hand, it’s forever out of reach to him. this child Deku will grow up lonely and sad and hurting because of the person who should have been his friend. and Katsuki cannot take that back, and I cannot get over this, this is fully destroying me right now. jesus.
but there is also hope there! because there is growth! there is maturity! there is acceptance! he knows what he’s done. he’s trying to change. he’s trying to be a better person. and he’s trying to be a better person for Deku’s sake. flkdslkhl I am really out here letting myself be murdered by some cover artwork because I can’t stop being dramatic about it. wouldn’t choose any other way to go
no amount of words can begin to express the array of feels that I have over the fact that “Bakugou Katsuki: Rising” -- his moment of becoming a true hero, his moment of ascendance where we catch a glimpse of that person he is going to be someday -- is now forever linked to this image of him looking with regret at Deku’s hand. the two of them are just so... intertwined. Horikoshi never gave us that “you’re my image of saving” moment with Kacchan like he did with Deku and his image of victory, but it’s there all the same, isn’t it
basically what I’m trying to say here is that yet again, Deku is at the core of it. just like he’s at the core of every other fucking thing Katsuki ever does. this is my all-time dynamic folks. this here is what it’s all about. STEP ONE: “BAKUGOU KATSUKI: RISING.” STEP TWO: [PUTS DEKU ON THE COVER]. STEP THREE: PROFIT/UGLY CRYING
I’m almost mad that there wasn’t a scene like this in the actual manga now. I need Bones to make sure this makes it into the anime somehow. maybe in one of the opening or ending themes. but they gotta do it. make it happen
notice that for these really dramatic moments, Horikoshi is clearly aware that the grenade gauntlets are too ridiculous, and so he’s gotten rid of the one on Katsuki’s left hand for no reason. yeah that’s right, I see you there. just do it permanently you coward
and he’s not wearing the mask either for that matter. Horikoshi you clearly understand aesthetics then, so why?! such a fucking troll
Deku’s lil four-year-old cheek is so chubby... gotta pinch it. it’s a primal urge. wittle cheeks
he also needs a hug. fuck. it’ll be okay baby Deku. you’ve just gotta wait TEN WHOLE YEARS and then All Might will show up and it’ll all be good. nothing to worry about but all of your bones being broken and the League of Villains trying to murder you and all of your friends. :’) why did I start reading this manga again
anyway so this is ROUGH. I AM SWEPT UP IN IT. I AM DESPAIRING lmao. oh man. but it’s like... it’s a deep sorrow, but it’s also a good, cathartic sorrow as well. powerful, soul-cleansing feels. that’s the good stuff right there
anyway so I’m in ruins, but it’s nice. Crust gives this cover two thumbs up. bless
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