#but when is there not a long queue tho

[ruporas]

… and it all came flowing to his brain, three years of his youth. (ID in alt)

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #kenjaku #geto suguru #ruporas art #happy boxing day :partyexplosion: this is technically a redraw of an old piece i did!! #one of the top tier scenes of jjk - the tragedy was truly crazy i remember seeing this back then and had my whole life sucked into stsg #for a bit wraghhhgds it came back when s2 started airing but not for long... i knew i wanted to do a piece in celebration of the boxing tho #after this........i wonder if ill have the strength to do more jjk art... after that new chapter *puts my hands behind my back* #*staring longingly into the distance* but it was fun revisiting these scenes. im also queueing this before the ep airs #so im excited to see how devastating the effect will be in mappa's animation!!!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

when the art block hitteth

#it hitteth HARD #its worse when its the type of art block where #not only do you Not Have Ideas but Nothing You Attempt Looks Right #and scribbling feels Awkward and Unpleasant #i have exactly Two posts left in the queue #its been an honor drawing for yall🫡 #if youll excuse me im going to go Scream At The Sky #I KNEW I HAD IT TOO GOOD FOR TOO LONG. IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME #wait but perhaps... perhaps this means ill be able to write now #am i experiencing another trade-off #i would Like to write #but then again i like scribbling more. id rather draw #looks like i dont have a mcfuckin choice tho!!! ahaha this is fine!!! #absolutely unprompted #i felt it creeping up last night but i refused to acknowledge it #well Now Its Here and its Very Unpleasant #howling wailing baying at the moon etc etc #im so mad rn. all i want is to doodle #maybe... maybe ill write something Original for once. #or write for my flight rising dragons. who knows #gonna go watch spiderverse and we'll see if that knocks anything loose in my brain

[swordmaid]

we managed to resolve the tiefling-goblin conflict before wyll turns into a devil (we’ve even recruited karlach too) and this is what he says in the party…! interesting I think

#only reason we managed to do that is that I’m very sure there’s a huge queue with the camp scenes lol #and the Karlach/wyll confrontation got pushed back #I want to see how florrick reacts to him tho #and I’m making sure we long rest frequently too lol #anyway we’re playing with the no party limit mod so the cliques are divided by: #shri’iia/astarion and wyll #then durge/karlach/shadowheart #and then Tav who looks like jaime/gale/lae’zel #and it’s actually pretty funny you get companion banters when the little teams pass by each other #anyway I so def wanna draw my trio loool just imagining wyll having the worst time ever getting stuck with these two little shits 😭😭 #shut up about bg3. #bg3 spoilers

[rtgame-fun-facts]

RTGame Fun Fact #15

RT is 100% a licensed doctor & surgeon. you can 100% trust him to operate on you.

#15 #rt game #rtgame #rtgame crowd #rtgamecrowd #rtgame daniel #rtgame fun facts #rtumblr #[long tags ahead!] yes this is how i’m announcing i am alive but also getting surgery next week #dw i’m fine it’s not a necessary surgery it’s one i decided to do cuz it might help with stuff #unfortunately i am not talking about top surgery 😔 #one day tho <3 #sorry for lowkey abandoning this blog btw- i’ve promised myself i won’t force myself to post every day & post at my own pace so i don’t get #burnt out but that also means. i forgor a lot #post submissions & asks are open tho :] #one day i hope to be able to queue stuff but alas i don’t have enough material to even stock up one queue bc brain is Tiny & Stupid & also #i have adhd & also also school is kicking my ass rn #anyways gonna cut myself off here cuz i started rambling like i usually do (edit: & then i didn’t) #also some people probably already know who i (the mod) am bc i cannot keep my mouth shut even when i’m trying to be vague /silly #though ig that just means i fit in with the other rtumblr blogs *cough*incorrectquotes*cough* /silly #if yk who i am shhhhh i’m trying to be mysterious n shit ovo /silly #long tags

[probablygayattorneys]

Me: yeah so idk I don’t really like long sprites? Like they just get under my skin

Rando: What do you call this, then?

Me: …….the exception :)

#apollo justice: ace attorney #Klavier Gavin #this is true tho #the long sprites in GAAC really got under my nerves #but when Klavier does it i don’t care #maybe it’s the music #queue takumi defense squad

[sysig]

2023 Art Purge

Original edition! Ended up having to split the doodles into two parts, I didn’t mean to end up with so many left over but oops - onto the commentary!

Remember crayon Edgar? I drew this one at the same time! Loosely based off Circus Baby but really just more of a general cutesy look - layering with colours is fun :)

Eyes, every year. Two general eyes, and two characters! Bottom left is Souichi, and bottom right is Vivian :) Vivian always gets a spare eye haha

Some concept art for a false backpack I still kinda wanna make - it’d be a prop for a game I made earlier this year, as the prize container! It’s meant to be kind of like a pop-up shop that can fold away fairly small and hold a bunch of small items safely and inconspicuously, though it wouldn’t actually work as a real backpack lol

Some Cherubsona concept art, thinking about their hair and the light rays - I considered having a single asymmetrical hair tuft, I think while I was still on the fence about having asymmetrical wings as well - I’m happy with the final design :)

And some baby angels! Based on my DQIX/AGE headcanons/actual canon lol, took a few tries to get a design I was happy with before settling on the bottom-most one with the fuzzed ears, lolling about haha. Cute!

Also thinking about “Fallen” designs, since my cherubsona is meant to be a fallen angel - or even just biblically accurate angels! Maybe they became more normal-looking after falling haha

More Charm doodles based on the Hungry idea - neither Frankenstein nor Zombies were quite what I was looking for, but they were close! Poor Charm, even if it is a Look

More eyes! Concept sketches of the Yanderapy boys :D Mitsu’s swirls and Ishida’s sleepy ♥ eye expression haha

An alternate panel of Mitsu being shy to admit his love language haha, I wanted his expression to be a little more visible but him hiding in the book is also very cute haha

Little doodle of Ishida singing Daisy Bell! He’s half-crazy all for the love of Mitsu after all

Technically these are from later in the year but I was really hoping to have the set up for a silly concept rolling - Ishida wants to play a game! The game would allow each of them to take a turn, with the goal of the game to be to sneak a gift into the other’s bag or pocket when he’s not looking. A cute and silly and fun concept to reverse pick-pocket the other and give a little treat! Totally harmless and not at all strange or weird or with any kind of underlying sinister vibes!

The punchline of course was that since they’re both yanderes that it basically turns into stalking each other, which as featured here, Mitsu is very into, who could have guess lol. The double punchline is that they’re both so aware of/obsessed with each other that they notice each other right away, but play along because it’s obvious that they’re both enjoying it haha It’s yandere enrichment! Ishida would also get a real rush from “hunting” Mitsu, as would Mitsu enjoy being “hunted” - yet more twisted love languages ♥

Random deer :) Actually one of the animals I considered for Dahlia early on but decided to scrap, because I don’t know how to draw deer lol

Also went through a couple scrapped designs for her artist friend, just to make sure I explored all my options thoroughly! I’m glad I did, but I’m happiest with the one I decided on, of course

Brief Dahlia and Tala meeting. They’re unsure of each other! Squirrels and dogs don’t have the best track record admittedly

Bit of vent :( Bar’s always good for it ♥

Bucket! :D Been a bit since I drew anyone from that cast, though I somehow made him on-model by accident lol, and of course he’s still cute! That’s the important part really

Eyesssssssss <3 <3 On the left were some quick comparisons between dot/filled-in eyes and eyes with a differentiated pupil and iris, since I’ve been defaulting to dark eyes a lot lately (it’s the Vargas influence lol); and on the right were a bunch of Cure eyes! I think at least partially studied off of some character creators? Lots of eye styles to choose from, which one suits her the best hmm. She has very sparkly eyes

And another sort-of study off a character creator haha, it’s very cute! Not very Cure, though

One of the early ideas that made me want to dig her out of storage was actually an animation idea that was maybe a liiiiiittle ambitious to go about making without her having a fixed design lol - I’ve always been a fan of magical girl transformations that completely glow-blot out the body and then they explode into frills and bows and fluff at the end haha. I would still like to come back to the idea at some point!

Ended up with a good handful of muscle studies, even after the ones I already posted - a lot of the poses ended up silly haha

And a lot of skull/face/neck studies as well, with mixed success :P

I’ll get it figured out eventually!

Sometimes it’s fun to just doodle around, shapes :) My own original human style feels so constantly in flux with the fanart I like to make and having so many non-human characters haha, probably doesn’t help that I prefer high stylism

A trio! They look kinda familiar, hmmm....

Yet more eyes lol, the first trying to figure shines. You can really see what a lack of editing does to the implied shapes pfft ♪

Always trying to figure out how to dragons! Another one I’ll have to get to Someday. There’s gotta be a trick to them >:0

Out of general studies and tests - hey I thought Just Desserts already had a sona??? And that she was like the most important and best and all that?? I got curious what my sona might be in the JD universe without being the villain haha, and I came up with a Chocolate-Chip Brioche Bun lad! :D I’ve always had something of an affinity for brioche, also somewhat inspired by Edgeworth’s cravat haha. But would Charm still exist and be wreaking havoc, or would this be the alternate universe Charm equivalent?? ‘Cause they’re definitely not “Charm”

Speaking of Charm tho! She’s holding a tooth lol - something something, candy people mining teeth? Because cavities? I dunno lol, but she’s certainly not all that much bigger than a tooth so that’s some fun scale for you :)

And finishing off with some cutesie little chibis :) I made the first as a reference for proportions, and the second to show how my holosona would look in that style haha, what a cute evil computer

#Doodles #Original #Long post #Extreme link-out edition lol #Multiple editions! #Had to be working on this one up to the last minute since y'know - still making even up to the end of the year! #Luckily this one was very well-behaved and didn't break even a little bit :) Very polite! Very appreciated haha #I have to admit I'm a little nervous about the fanart one on that front #But for now! Mostly silly sona stuff and OCs and the like :D Some concept art here and there #I'm gonna try harder in 2024 to have fewer leftovers - I like all of these! I want to show them off in their good timing! #I had fewer mixed salad greens in one post this year :0 That's on me #It's tough when I only end up with a small handful of doodles leftover to any given subject! But it's fine if some sets are smaller haha #I think the eyes will always have a spot in the end-of-year roundups tho haha #As always there'll be more 2023 doodles on the way! More than the previous years actually since I've gotten these roundups done early #Cuts both ways haha - queues still absolutely kill me |P But they do give me a cushion to work on bigger projects! #Just need the focus and energy for them lol #Anyway I'm getting ahead of myself a bit lol - there's still a whole 'nother one of these coming up sheesh lol #And I doubt that one will be as polite XP Even more reason to like this one! Haha #I'll letcha know when 2024 is ''officially'' here art-wise - I can tell you it won't be for a while haha

[helennorvilles]

im sick of tagging him as tennant!doctor. all my convictions that ncuti is MY fourteen, shattered. i really think i might have to call dt fourteen? just for like, the sake of my tagging system if nothing else

#tho god i am drowning in posts to queue from the new ep bc i want to reblog them all!!! but there's SO MANY #that's half the problem i guess bc while i copy paste tags a lot of the time when i do a mass queue fill it is still like. a Thing #i should just be fussier about what i queue but i really like all the gifsets and people work so hard on them???? #i may just need to play the REALLY long game so it isn't a queue of just fourteen and donna for weeks straight though lmao #and by then it'll be ncuti........ and the same problem.......... it is kinda a nice problem to have tho #rip my drafts however #my post tag

[burntblueberrywaffles]

Can’t wait for tumblr wrapped I made some banger memes so far this year

#my notifications are ruined but what’s new #used to get so excited when I saw notifs and now I’m just like -_- which meme is it #knowing ppl like my memes does make my lil brain happy tho #EDIT cause this was in my queue: well I know at least what two of my top posts are #the 2 ao3 memes really blew tf so unless I somehow makes 20k posts that’s gonna be in there LOL #would have preferred for a post I put slightly more thought into than my two ‘oh no ao3 is down’ memes be my top post but whatever #this might as well happen lol #EDIT AGAIN (side effect of reorganizing your queue semi frequently is that some posts end up in purgatory for way too long) #but yeah the pyramid of maslow's gonna be on there lol #burntblueberrywaffles

[sammyloomis]

they still havent published my garfield kart guide........ i will NOT be silenced like this

#ash.txt #i guess the queue was longer than i thought fghj #it looks as tho they try to publish 2 guides a day but i never got an estimate for how long it takes to review #eh i guess it posts when it posts

[toastsnaffler]

was abt to go out to the gym but the adhd referral service finally emailed me to say they need me to call them to book an appointment and it says in the email they don't make appts via email but I'm DEAF I Know they know that bc its on my fucking patient form UGHHHHH

#emailing back to ask if they can make an exception in these circumstances.. ive waited SEVEN MONTHS for them to contact me #im not falling at the first hurdle. #if that fails I'll have to rly nicely ask my flatmate to call them for me and I can sit there with her to pass on any information 🥹 #but health services fucking hate it when someone else makes a call on ur behalf so they might not allow that either #why are these systems so inaccessible #I cant even go anywhere in perspn bc its completely online smhsmh #its fine. its fine im going to.the climbing gym and theyll probably reply to me tomorrow im not going to cry thinking abt it #AHHHHHHHHHHH im rly glad they did get back to me.tho i got rly scared when i saw theyd indefinitely stopped accepting applications #even tho i submitted mine ages ago.. i was worried it would take over a year to get through the queue at this rate #i rly rly rly hope its not too painful a process i just want a diagnosis so i can try medication for this shit man #and i hope the med waiting time isnt as long as they say it is bc. another seven months. 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #uaaaaughh ok im out of here #.diaries

[simside]

Limerick: Does anyone feel like our childhoods are being rushed through?

Tansy: Yeah, sometimes.

Peony: Probably because the watcher is sick of how long our generation has been and is eager to post the bachelorette challenge for next next generation.

Limerick: Huh. Guess that makes sense.

#Limerick Confetti #Tansy Confetti #Peony Confetti #confetti legacy #clg2 #this is the first time ive done a degree at university #its also the first time ive played so far ahead of when im posting #so im dying inside having to queue this long ass generation #when ive already completed the bc and clem is already thriving in my game #hence the long hiatus #we'll be moving on soon tho trust me #thhank god #never doing university during a gameplay legacy save EVER again

[twiceland]

if i ever let my queue get past 200 again i think im gonna cry

#shri talks ♡ #dont get me wrong i love having a big queue #but its not gonna empty for so long 😭 and i still have to queue more …. #queueing when i go to india is going to be such a pain 😭 #its ok tho #<33

[claitea]

I'M AT THE STORE I'M QUEUEING UP FOR POKEMON VIOLET ITS ALMOST MINE

#clai speaks #I'M SO EXCITEDDDD LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO #the queue kinda long tho and its not moving HKWVEJVDJRBJF #i saw someone walking out with scarlet they got it.... the game is OUT ITS HERE I CAN PLAY WHEN I GET HOME #I WOKE UP SO EARLY FOR THIS

[not-bcring]

"Happy Birthday, Kokichi! I hope you'll have a nice day today. If it’s okay, I actually wanted to give you some gifts! Ah, they’re in my bag right here, one moment... “  Taking off his bookbag, Shuichi takes out a dessert box, along with a gift box, and sets them down on the table in front of Kokichi. “Here you go... ”

Inside the dessert box was a purple velvet cake slice, topped with blueberries and whipped cream, with buttercream frosting. "I ah, made you a purple velvet cake. I-I hope you’ll like it!”

And then in the gift box, consisted of a pair of dice block bracelets. One was white, while the other was black. “I saw these in a store and thought you might like them, so I wanted to get them for you! Ahh I wasn’t sure what color to get, so I just went with both, heh heh... but yes um, hope these gifts are okay... !” (Happy Birthday, Koki~! 🎂🎲)

-  ✩   「    @ahogedetective ​   」   ✩

「 ☆ 」   One would think that someone like Kokichi would make a bigger deal out of his birthday. With how much attention he seeks from others on a daily basis— soaking it in, both good and bad, like a sponge —it’s odd that he’d be so quiet about today. Not that it’s entirely unknown to others at school, but the little leader seems almost reserved upon it. For Kokichi, anyway. His jokes and pranks not holding quite as much lighthearted impulsivity. As if he’s meeting a quota to avoid suspicion, going through the motions but finding not nearly as much joy in his mischief as usual. Simply waiting for the day to be done so he can return to normalcy.

However, hearing Shuichi’s voice calling out his well-wishes is decidedly NOT normal. At least, not in Kokichi’s opinion. Unable to understand why the detective, of all people, would be so adamant on making the trickster’s day better. They are natural enemies, after all. One of the reasons why Kokichi likes Shuichi so much. Predator and prey, destined to play on opposites side until one claims a final victory... or grows tired of the never-ending dance. Purposely confused expression doesn’t give away Kokichi’s inner ponderings, the little liar donning a mimicry of the curiosity he actually feels. Even when showing the truth, there never fails to be a careful filter over it. To ensure that he doesn’t reveal more than he means to.

Cocking his head, big eyes blink quizzically as the boxes are freed from the confines of Shuichi’s bag. Allowing his lips to form a smile, prideful as he sticks out his chest with the self-assurance of someone who HADN’T been waiting for the day to be over, Kokichi chipperly says,  ❝  Nee-heehee! Leave it to the Detective to be smart enough to realize the importance of today! These offerings should do nicely—  ❞  Opening the dessert box as he boasts, Kokichi can’t hide the surprised widening of his eyes at the sight.  ❝  It’s so... pretty.  ❞  He breathes, momentarily forgetting about his audience as he takes in the sight.  

❝  You... actually made this for me?  ❞  He murmurs, every detail suddenly seeming more purposeful. Trying to find the meaning behind each choice, knowing that he’s overthinking it. As he overthinks EVERYTHING. Yet, also hoping that he’s not. For reasons he refuses to delve into, the gesture bringing a troublesome hope into his chest that he knows to shy away from.

One might think it’s a silly reaction over a slice of cake... but those people have likely been given far more presents than Kokichi has in his life. Let alone one that he hadn’t known actually existed. It’s not like he’s eaten a lot of PURPLE velvet cake before. Plus, those blueberries look like they’re nice and juicy. Perfect for literally popping in his mouth. Abruptly realizing that he’ s showing far too much appreciation for a simple act of kindness treat, he hastily jokes with a glance at Shuichi,  ❝  It’s not poisoned, is it? Because that’d be a pretty dirty trick...  ❞  Shrugging nonchalantly as he opens the next gift, Kokichi continues his distracting tirade,  ❝  I’d have to respect it, but it’d still be annoying to deal with a poisoning today.  ❞

With an overdramatic gasp of excitement at the next sight, figuring that overly-enthusiastic is less damning that the gentle admiration of before— yet both are still positive reactions, to avoid making Shuichi feel like he’s not appreciated —he pulls out the dice bracelets and turns them over in his palm.  ❝  Oh, Shumai- you shouldn’t have~  ❞  He playfully quips, fluttering his lashes as if he were just gifted a pair of priceless diamond bracelets. Snickering at his own joke, Kokichi then studies the blocks more earnestly, running a nimble finger across the smooth surface.  ❝  Yes, I think this will suit me just fine.  ❞  Not entirely talking about the bracelets, a pointed look is aimed up at the detective. A smirk on his face, Kokichi internally laughing about an inside joke that only he’s privy to, Kokichi grabs onto Shuichi’s left wrist without warning.

Slipping on the white bracelet, the color stark against his black sleeve, Kokichi does the same with the black upon his own. Dice standing out against his white clothes, Kokichi proudly holds his wrist beside Shuichi’s.  ❝  There! Now whenever you look at your wrist... you’ll have no choice but to think of me.  ❞  It’s said triumphantly, as if Shuichi has wandered into some grand trap. From the pleased beam of Kokichi’s smile, it’s not that hard to believe... Lightly poking Shuichi’s band with his finger, he teases with a cheshire grin,  ❝  And no taking it off! ‘Cause if you do, I’ll have no choice but to kill you...  ❞  A beat of silence before he laughs,  ❝  Don’t worry! That’s a lie!  ❞  

...  ❝  Or is it?  ❞     「 ☆ 」 

#(( Sorry this took so long fdgjkndjkgd - time is a Lie and birthdays are for Always lol )) #not-bcring #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ʟɪᴇꜱ ᴄᴀɴ ʟᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ; ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜꜱ ᴄᴀɴ ʟᴇᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇꜱᴘᴀɪʀ ❞ ¦ 「 Kokichi IC 」 #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ꜱᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴏɴᴇ ɪꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟ; ᴄ’ᴍᴏɴ ɴᴏᴡ! ❞ ◌ ᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴇɴᴛ ᴅᴇᴠ. ᴀᴜ ¦ 「 Kokichi 」 #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ᴜʟᴛɪᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴅᴇᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ 2.0 ❞ ¦ 「 Shuichi 」 #ahogedetective #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ᴏʙᴛᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ꜰʀᴀɢᴍᴇɴᴛ ❞ ¦ 「 Answer 」 #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ᴅɪɴɢ ᴅᴏɴɢ; ʙɪɴɢ ʙᴏɴɢ: ᴀ ʙᴏᴅʏ ʜᴀꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅɪꜱᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ! ❞ ¦ 「 Queue 」 #(( also he chose the left wrist because of that superstition about the vein on the left hand leading directly to the heart... totally not- #-force shipping tho (but im open if you are interested lmao) - whether it's romantic or platonic; Kokichi just has Many Feelings when it- #-comes to how his 'destiny' is- #-intertwined with 'Shumai' and i wheeze )) #(( he basically went 'yep. i like this guy. he's Stuck with me now.' and im so sorry Shuichi XD ))

[vidoxi]

queue limit up to 1,000 now??? wrow.

#since when tho... its always been 300 iirc? and then they upped it to like 500 i think just last year #this is so convenient cuz i have a long ass flight coming up #so i'll prob queue a bunch of shit ive been meaning to while watching in flight movies and being uncomfortable #v #tumblr

[noxtivagus]

ain soph aur making me feel things i shld be asleep rn 😭😭

#🌙.rambles #[ gbf. ] #rather comforting that i'm once again. idk returning to this part of me? #like.. not embarrassed by it or wholly compelled to hide it #or maybe it's bcs it's 6 am rn n i'm very stressed bcs i have a bunch of assignments to do bcs the christmas break is soon and #i was finished w one assignment earlier but i accidentally lost what i wrote oh well i'll just rewrite it later #n then i'm just rambling n dumping here but . fiction #immersing in stories once more have made me. yk. live as i always have. full of love for whatever means a lot to me #particularly rn it's gbf #T_T #belial lucilius lucifer sandalphon vira nier anthuria #wait #my queue is so unfair rn ik i added these songs but. morning light hymnus then ain soph aur then another sky.. 💀 #I LOVE THE. YEARNING #THE LONGING???? IT'S SO PAINFUL N BITTERSWEET N I'VE ALWAYS LOVED IT #iirc two years ago when i listened to another sky n searched up the lyrics. vira rlly became one of my favs #when it comes to charas i like i realize tho that color scheme genuinely influences me so vira's not the type that i'd often talk about #but she's a very special character to me. #idk but.. characters like belial vira nier anthuria there's something i really like about them #i'd joke that it's bcs i'm a scorpio haha #WAIT I'M GETTING OFF-TOPIC #ain soph aur lyrics always hurts!! i love those two so much #what makes the sky blue.. ARGHHH PAIN. #honestly i cld never pick between lucifer/sandalphon or lucilius/belial. they're both so bittersweet in a way that appeals to me #yk i was reading some old stuff i wrote like. more than a year ago now n how tf did i write stuff so. damn. #the lyrics of nier's song r also so pretty. she's a bit of a dark character n she's. v sad #huh. thinking too of emet-selch ffxiv & haruka milgram n. all these characters r so similar in a way #i wonder if i like them bcs i relate to them. to have love returned. or i want to love them. to give as i am wont to do. perhaps both #yearning is so bittersweet but perhaps i'll just lose myself in fiction again. i have assignments to do anyways lmfao i #i won't let myself sleep until i've finished them all. oh but dw i'll just take care of myself after ig