#but when my mum said that i was like omgggg

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Heyyyyyy! I’ve been off tumblr since the holidays and just wanted to check in and say hey! How’ve you been? Happy new year!

I was using the sunflower emoji to sign off my previous asks (I always signed off with three emojis) and noticed over the break someone else adopted it (literally no worries at all — I can’t even keep track of what’s claimed and what isn’t lol) so I’m going to adopt 🔮🔮🔮 from now on lol.

Anyway just wanted to let you know the most recent blurb w/ Annie meeting her brother is eeeeverythinggggg to me and I need more. It was nice coming back on tumblr and catch up on the blurbs I missed. The teacher!au is one of my favorite fics I’ve ever read and I’ve missed the little family!!!

Also — I saw you’re post about how you’ve always thought Annie to end up with a character from another fic on tumblr and it just got me wondering what Mattys reaction would be to Annie dating/getting into her first relationship when she’s older. lol I can see him being really excited for her but also freaking out and wonder what you would think?

Lots of love!! - 🔮🔮🔮

hi my love!!! oh it's so great to hear from you!! this year has been a little shit so far, but its getting better for me! how about you???

I'm so sorry about the emoji mix up! although, you have chosen a very good replacement imo. for future reference for everyone, I have a list of claimed emoji anons in my pinned post so people know what's taken and what's not :)))) (i'll add you to it now <3)

omgggg I'm so glad you enjoyed the blurb, it was so fun to write. I love thinking about their little family growing :)))) it's so lovely to have you back and I hope you enjoyed your catch up!!! teacher au is one of your fav fics ever??? I am actually gonna cry??? oh I love youuuuuuu!!!!

oh yes... Matty's reaction would be interesting to say the least.

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I think he would start off just in complete denial. He refuses to believe that his little girl has a CRUSH?? or even worse, SHE'S DATING SOMEONE????

obviously, he wants her to be happy and find love, but in his head, she is a BABY. like, no, she is not 14 years old. She was born yesterday, actually.

Annie tells you about it first. I think she wants your help her break it to her dad because she knows he will have... mixed feelings. so you sit down together to tell him, and it's just... silence for a good few seconds.

"Huh? no, no. say it again, think I misheard you, sweetheart. "

"I said I have a boyfriend"

"Oh. okay, definitely heard you right then"

but being the good dad he is, he puts on a brave face for her, "That's great peanut! what's his name? how long have you been together?"

Annie gets all shy and blushy when she explains, she doesn't give his name, but she does tell him they've been together for a month now. matty nearly does a spit take at how long he's been unaware, but holds it in and just coughs awkwardly instead.

"I'm so happy for you baby, just make sure he treats you good, yeah?"

Annie nods and assures her dad she won't let him be a dick to her (matty would normally scold her for swearing but he can't muster the energy right now), and she runs off giggling upstairs because the boy in question has just rung her.

and he is genuinely happy for her, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make him feel ancient, "dating. she's dating. oh god, I think I'm officially old. i have a DAUGHTER who is DATING???"

you comfort him and laugh lightly at his reaction, which only makes him groan and bury his face in your neck. "m'sorry baby, your reaction was just too funny. from what she's told me, he seems lovely. even writers her notes in class"

matty then shoots back and eyes you suspiciously, "Wait. you already knew? she told you before me?" his voice is squeaky as he processes the betrayal.

"Sweetheart, you can't blame her! girls always tell their mums these kind of things first. she just wanted my help to tell you anyway." That soothes matty a bit. The fact that Annie wanted to share this part of her life with him at all was something he valued massively.

"Wait. she said he sends her notes. Did she show you any?" You nod, and matty immediately starts grilling you for information.

"I can't tell you anything, Matthew, girl code!" Of course he pouts and tries to get you to crumble by pressing kisses up your neck. but you stay firm (mostly) and don't tell him ANYTHING.

now, who is Annie dating? I like to think it's someone with a connection to the boys, not baby hann - those two are more like cousins. and in this universe, George and Ross aren't parents yet. so maybe a nephew from one of them?

I think her and George's nephew could be VERY interesting... especially when those two find out about the romance lmaooooo

#so nice to have you back angel!!! #also other sunflower anon- do not worry at all!! its very easy to get confused lol #but annie dating is going to be so fun to explore #especially if its with George's nephew... #🔮🔮🔮 anon #anon! #teacher au!

[swissboyhisch]

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edmontonoilers: Captain celebrating his team winning AND yourinsta becoming his girlfriend! Thank you to everyone who was there to witness something amazing ❤️ tagged: mcdavid97 and yourinsta

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mcdavid97: I love you y/n ❤️

user: I saw it! It was the sweetest thing ever ❤️

user: STREAMED IT! CONNOR YOU AND Y/N ARE GOALS!

user: AHHHHHH

yourinsta: Thank you for everything edmontonoilers ❤️❤️ ❤️

edmontonoilers: Congrats again

user: Everything is perfect now!

zstrome: It was so cute! I've been waiting for this since I met you both

dylstrome19: Glad I got to witness two of my best friends finally admit their love for each other ❤️ I'm so happy for the two of you!

mcdavid97: Thanks for coming and the support over the years

yourinsta: besties for life

user: I cried when I read this

user: same user. same.

clove_bennet: Squad united at the right time!

user: That was honestly so cute! The fact that at the end Connor wrote on a puck and flicked it over the glass where Y/n was sitting beside the bench with her and Connor's families, Y/b/f/n, Clove, and the Stromes. Her reaction was so cute (as it was on the screen). Y/n started crying and nodded causing Connor to celebrate more. She put her hand on the glass while crying and so did he but with the biggest grin on his face.

user: I CRIED ❤️

bianca_skye: I don't think I've seen you so happy that you cried

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yourinsta: Con❤️

user: CONNOR GOT OUT OF THE FRIENDZONE

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yourinsta: glad the Strome's could be there!

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hollymcdavid: it was adorable! ❤️

user: Fallen in love with these two 😍

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clove_bennet: Now time to be a professional third wheel and be the couple photographer

yourbestie: you got that right

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oilersWAGs: Edmonton Oilers' 19-year-old Captain Connor McDavid and Karate World Champion Y/n Y/l/n are officially dating! McDavid asked out Y/l/n after the Oilers' Win over the Jets and she said yes! #nhlotp tagged: mcdavid97and yourinsta

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user: AHHHHHHHH YESSSS!

user: #otp

user: How did they meet each other?!

user: They met through their families. Their mums were friends, and their older siblings went to school together.

user: it's been how many years in the making?!

user: loads.

user: 😍😍😍😍

user: Honestly, I think they are a good match

user: I should be his new girlfriend :(

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[therhythmafterthesummer]

EXPLAIN TO MEEEE explain!!! How even demon!Chris is better than the regular man !!! We love consent and aftercare in this house 🔥🔥🔥🔥

And omgggg THE TAIL 😵‍💫 at the beginning I was hoping that it'd be used a lot and ughhhh did you deliverrrrrr that was sososososo hotttttt and a forked tongue???? He's just so hot and lovely and I want him so bad in all shapes or forms and you're feeding into my delusions. I just love monster stuff like this and I was so excited when I saw that you delved into it I knew you'd do great ❤️❤️

And omg reading the pretty x chris drabble after this was so 😭😭😭😭😭 my babiest babies I absolutely adored them so bad and I know I said I love pre relationship stuff because Chris was a dork but omg pretty mum was the dork here imagine thinking that Chris doesn't want her that way girl????? (I say girl as if I'm not clueless irl myself lmao) but omg it was almost as if I could feel the comfort and warmth of those hugs and ughhh at this point I'm not sure if I want Chris or her more djfhdkdjdjdj I justtttt *clenches fist* LOVE THEM !!!!!

I just wish I could do more than constantly tell you I adore your writing bec I feel like you deserve more for being so good 😭 and I feel like I'm constantly repeating myself and at the same time not sure if I'm expressing myself well but oh well I just hope you understand lol 🫶🏼 hope you're well hydrated well rested and have all the head pats 💞💞

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demon!chris has me in a chokehold since he appeared in my mind. which is why i just had to write a mutually beneficial agreement 😵😵 if i do end up writing a pt 2, i seriously need to bring more attention to that tongue skjdfhskjdf (special thanks to @notastraykid for mentioning the tongue when she was beta-ing this for me).

i def want to write more monster stuff. there can never be enough.

and omg pretty was so... peak self-sabotage tbh sdfhsdkjfsdhf she was aware chris looked at her sometimes, but she wouldn't allow herself to think it was because he also had feelings for her SIGH.....

bb i love any and every one of your asks and comments. they're always really encouraging, and i truly get your excitement, so thank you for reading and always sharing your thoughts with me💜💜💜

head pats for you too, cerecita!

#🍒 anon #ask #wereroomies ask #amba ask

[pacifymebby]

Hiya! Ok so buckle up this is gonna be a long one sorry! So our day trip was super fun and we had a great time!! We went to a little park it was so lovely! I think I definitely accomplished the goal of spending more time talking to him and getting to know him!! We spent so much time talking and laying around together that we didn’t have time to go back to his place to have sex lol (and even if we did I was on my period so it would’ve been a one way thing). I’m seeing him again soon and I’m hoping my period will be completely gone by then because I’m a little touch starved.

And omg like I’m freaking out about him talking to his mom about me it’s so cute and omg bestie guess what… He finally said the word date!!! Apparently he’s been referring to our hang outs as dates this entire time and I had no idea. We’re not like officially boyfriend and girlfriend but we’re for sure dating now!! I do have a predicament which is that I don’t know how to tell my family that we’re dating because I know they’re going to judge me for dating an older guy… the reason this is a problem is because I live at home at the moment and I’m lying to everyone when I say we’re just friends but if I tell them and they don’t approve it’s just gonna be awkward for everyone. Should I wait a little to see if this gets serious? I feel like it’s already on its way there and I don’t want him to feel like I’m ashamed of him and that I need to hide him. - age gap crush anon

Okay sorry I haven't replied for a wee while been ill and overwhelmed haha.

Aw see i told you you would get there!! Most of the stuff we over think or worry won't happen or won't happen right just happens naturally in the end!!!

Also btw, obvs you've only just started seeing eachother but like sex can be a two way thing when you're on your period, B still touches me there when I'm on my period, and we've had sex when I've been on too. We just tend to use a condom and like, maybe put a towel down but honestly, there's a lot less blood there than you think and generally your body sorts the whole thing out.

Omgggg that's so cute and also a bit funny haha, all this time you've been wondering and over thinking stuff and he's there telling his mum he's been going on dates!!! ❤️❤️❤️

That's so cute honestly I'm dead.

I guess telling your family/friends is something you will need to do if you think you want stuff to go further. If you're gonna be serious then you can't be feeling like it's all a secret or that you're in the wrong. At the end of the day you're not in the wrong, you can't help who you like and age isnt this big taboo really, it's none of anyones business and they should be happy you're happy. Concern is absolutely fine from people you care about and who care about you. I get prickly whenever my pals date someone new and I'm always a little sus because I wanna make sure that the new person is going to be nice to my friends. But anything beyond that concern out of care for you is entirely a Them Problem not a You Problem.

If I were you I'd drop it into conversation casually and just say oh I've been seeing *name* a lot lately," just mention it in a normal lowkey way and if you roll with it like it's completely fine and normal, your friends and family will have the choice - either treat it for what it is, something completely fine and normal, or make a fuss, be dramatic, but have it be really obvious that it's them bringing the drama to the situation.

People can be judgemental about things they don't understand but all they actually need to understand about your relationship is that you are cared for and safe and happy and that's literally it. Beyond that they don't need to understand, and any judgements they make you should just ignore.

However, they may be less judgemental than you think, sure you're young but you seem like u have your head screwed on bestie, your friends and family should trust you and your judgement, they probably do, more than you think you do. Try not to be too worried about this and remember that anyone who judges you is a) wrong for doing so B) kinda lame? Like we aren't in infants school and C) projecting their own thoughts/feelings/insecurity onto you.

If you tell them and they don't approve then no offence to your family but that's a them problem. They care about you and even if its awkward at first, they love you and care for you so they will adjust. If it's awkward to begin with it won't be forever. Once they see you are happy and cared for then they will slowly get used to it. It will be a big change for them and you are precious to them so it makes sense.

My dad was sceptical about B when he first found out I was moving to be closer to him. He asked me multiple times if I thought I was being irrational or moving too quickly, but in the end he had to accept my choices and also, more than that, support me as best he could. That's what families and parents do. Even when they don't agree and even when they are worried.

But you're right, you don't want to be carrying any shame around and you don't want your man to think you are ashamed or awkward being with him. The age gap isn't an issue for you two so don't let what other people think turn it into an issue. You like eachother and you have fun together and thsts what's important. Just be casual when you bring it up, and be confident. If anyone questions you, you tell them you're happy and that you get on really well and also tell them all the things you like about him. Don't just be unashamed be proud of him ya know?

❤️

[acourtofredqueens]

When Boromir stops Frodo from running after Gandalf and when Aragorn, Legolas and Gimli decide to go after Merry and Pippin:

My mum: this film reminds me of iron man and spiderman

Me: omgggggg platonic parental relationshipsss

#idk why ive started posting lotr content #i literally only like this world for tauriel and kili #like bro give me the girls aha #lotr #irondad #tony stark #peter parker #spiderson #legolas #aragorn #gimli #lord of the rings #frodo baggins #gandalf #merry and pippin #but when my mum said that i was like omgggg #i literally just made a post about them being dads to the hobbits

[undermattsun-archive]

japan national team x reader | w.c 1.3k

a/n: omg guys here’s the super cute epic collab fic i made w all my frieednsies <33 we all worked superrrr hard on this so pls don’t be mean!!!!!!!!! pls enjoy its xoxox and don’t forget to follow everyone here on this kidnapped by hq collab <33333333333

warnings: not proofread bc who does that xD (guys pls free me from this hell i’m in so much pain i didn’t even look at this i skimmed over it i left it as is, gg)

Read this while lsitening to the best song evar!!!!!!!!!!!1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_cXhBy78T4&ab_channel=JonasBrothers if you dont listen whil reading ill eat ur family MONCH MONCH MONCH

i go dwnstars, yelling ‘by mum!’ bfor laceing up my wite convrrse hightops (NOT blck becauz u cant sharpi on it) wth 1d lyrics scribbled on it. i rmb to draw a directioner infinite sign on mywrist. perfect, i think to mysdlf.

I never thot i would get to go to the olympics all the way on the other side of the planet in toky o japan! It was a dream come true for a simple, average, run of the mill girrl like me, who is 5’7 with naturally wavy hair, that’s not curly or strait and eyes as blue as the dark blue part of the ocean. 

I been dreaming of the olypoics since fetus. I just knew I had to be here, but I never thought it would actually happen. The only thing that would make it better is if I had a smezxy smexy boyfrwend! (A/n: Tee-hee! Maybe even two! (Or five! <333) haha! Aren’t I so quirky? <3)

I’m Wearing A Mint Green Crop Top That Ties In The Front And Some Denim Shorts With Black Converse. I Don’t Need Makeup Because My Skin Is Naturally Smooth And Clear And My Lips Are Already Red #wokeuplikethis And I Listened Only To MCR And P!ATD On The Plane Ride. I Bet You Dont Know Who They Are, THey’re My Favorite Banxds And Are Super GOod And Like Underground Bands. (A/n: Okay But If You Don’t LIke Welcome TO THe BLack Parade GTFO Of My FIc I Don’t Need YOu Here xoxo) 

ok so like,, im on my way to the olympics but then like, i get kidnapped !!! the car i was in was like super expensive and i cant see anything with the blindfold on. i hear voices of men all around me though, for like, a whole 30 minutes before they bring me somewhere and tie me up? "Take Her BLindfold off," one of them say, i hear. and im so nervous. but it's like a dream when they tug my blindfold off and im met with the prettiest emerald orbs ever looking back at me.

my stomach knotted in fear (more like an angry swarm of butterflies fluttering around ) i feel like screaming or squealing or both bc those eyes belong to someone so gorgeous . even more gorgeous than harry styles. hes like a god. i woukd so worship his foot. or something. (squee omg i can’t believe this is happening. i bet you wish that it was you huh?) 

bro who tf has emerald orbs green eyes im blanking rn

^ yo i was gonna ask i cannot for the life of me remember who

his #afff14 sppheres peered into my soul i really just felt seen. i took a deep breath before fainting he was just so pretty. *one hours later* i woke upa nd saw the pretty viridescent peepers staring into mine. like he was literally two inches away from my face omg i could feel his minty breath on my lips it smelled so good.

“My name is atsumu miya,” he said gruffly, the gruffness in his voice so gravely. “And me and me mates here think yer the most gorgeous girl weve ever seen. I blink up at him, orbs gleaming amd full of tears. 

“What do u mean, i’m just a normal quirky girl?” I say shakely, biting my lip. I bit my lip as the piss blond man spoke.

“You don’t know ur beautiful.” YOUR INSECURE DONT KNOW WHAT FOR YOUR TURNING HEADS WHEN YOU WAlk THROUGH THE DO OO OOOOOR

“U may be a normal quirky girl but ur OUR nroaml quirky girl now” his friend said with a deep voice. It was so deep that i almost thot it was like the ocean, he had curly balck hair and his eye were sooo mysterious (a/n i loooove sakusa i can’t believe him and his friends kindapped me omgggg XD)

“Stop it go away” osamu said (hee hee i can never remmber  tell which twin is which LOL i think its osamuuu) “no u have to share” sakusa responded angrily. I starred at them and didn’t know what theyd do next!

I looked over to he side ans see sakura pulling out hand sanitizer passing it around to his teamates. The green orbed boys huff as they put it on. i wished i could see his whole face hes so sedy, look over here pretty girl, i gasp pulled from my thoughts by their captain kita walking into the room with his hands on his hips and was theat aran? “You look even better in peroiusn” aran said to me, walking over to me “how do you know who i am?” i ask.

“listen bbygurl...” he yealls, pulling out a chair to sit acros from me. “you dont get to ask the questions, we are your new masters, and you shall do as we say.” i gulp nervously, my stomach feeling like a sharkndao is happening inside. “we hope u will be worth every penny we payed foru.” 

“M-m-m-masters?” my head felt like it was spinning in a teacup from disney land as i thought about what he just said to me. what did this mean? was i gooing to miss the olympics?? I wanted ot hate him with his super smug look on his face but i cant deny that he looks kind of hot and i’m into guys who look just like him,, the other guys r also relly attractive it makes my heart race. I look around trying to find answers when i make eye contact w a really really reall y tall guy who i thinks name is gao only to see another really really relly tall guy next to him,, hyakuzawa?

“what are yo going to do to me then?” ((*lenny face))

you ask, stomach bubbling. maybe i shoudnt have ateen that stale pizza earlier and washed it down with watermelon-lemon minute maid because now i felt like it was gonna come up. ((ew gross um tw vomit mention hehe)

“Dont worry were going to grab seme din din soon lil one,” one of them says. His name espapes me. Hes a ginger. They wont answer me for some reason and i suddenly miss my freedom when i would go to school (i go to an expesive private school for rich kids ahahah).

“WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH ME??” i yell again batting my fists against the ginger but he doesnt even blink. Ive decided hes hot but in a short king kinda way. His hair reminded me of of like cheeto coloured fine thread woven into waves.,,, like the ocean xD (ans...this has an ocean theme)

sudenly there was another voice it was yalling “BOKE HINATA BOKER” i looked with my stricking dark blue orbs and there wasd inother pair of stricking dark blueor bs like the ocean and blck hair. his voicde was veryy deelp an sexxcy (a/n lololol i luv u gakeyama kun *w*)

theres suddenly a loud voice in ur ear screaming directly into ur eardrum " BAKA KAGYEAMA BAKA"  (wtf our they communicating ????  ? )    i cringe at the yellign and another pair of strong arms bulls me away . i land against a hard, solid chest, i can feel the six pack thru his track Suit. 

and then my alarm clock playin what makes u beatyful goes off n i woke up. 

amen.

i rub my eyes wakng up, starrn into the mirror at my super borng brwn ugly eyes and brsh my equaly borng brwn hair. i lok up at m wall and see harey stylz and niallr starinf back at me on t walls. i sigh dreamily. they wud twll me my brwn uairs beatufil. 

#i'm gonna kermit #my eyes hurt #my brain is dying #where am i #kidnapped by hq #tw wattpad

[reversecreek]

struts onto the dash carrying this deliriously wriggling little elf in my arms like a swaddled bebe......... they’re genuinely my oldest muse of all time i think i created them when i was like. 13 possibly. n i haven’t written them in Years but. i’m literally so excited to jst vibrating w muse. smiles at u all demurely..... they have risen. u can find their pinterest here n their playlist here.

* alana champion, nonbinary + they/them | you know nyla palmer, right? they’re twenty-two, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, eight months? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to 6669 (i don’t know if you know) by neon indian like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole a two headed doll of a prairie girl with stitched on rabbit ears and butterfly wings, befriending shadow puppets & finding god with your eyes open underwater in a public pool you broke into thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is march 2nd, so they’re a pisces, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( nai, 24, gmt she/her  )

HISTORY:

was born in georgiaaaa georgiaaaa (phoebe bridgers voice holds my bang...) to a vry honest hard working man named george (omgggg he’s called GEORGE and he’s from GEORGIA? ahaaaaa fuckk ur jestinggg) nd a woman who did her best named pamela..... george worked on a construction site n pamela was a pharmacist..... their house was this small rickety white thing with a wrap around porch n a very rabid overgrown garden tht kind of looked like the earth ws trying to reclaim it bc nobody ever hd the time or motivation to mow the lawn.... there ws literally a piece of fold out furniture just entirely submerged by weeds n foliage

nyla ws always closest w their dad george..... he hd this way of looking at the world tht was seeing the best in all of it.... he took them on long walks where he talked abt how u have to respect the trees bc they’re breathing fr us n we’re breathing fr them..... he hd a strange whimsical sense of humour n a gnome alter ego called grundlebolt who always tickled them..... in a way this closeness created a distance between nyla n their mother but not so much that it ws rly a problem. just enough tht nyla sometimes waited until their mother ws out of eye n ear shot to tell their dad they loved him bc they didn’t wna make her sad >_>

(mental health, death & grief tw) pamela always struggled w her mental health but george ws great n understanding n knew how to help her thru this... nyla didn’t get it too greatly at a very young age bt they knew their mum got “the sads” sometimes (how their dad wld explain tht she needed to lay down in the quiet for a while or why she’d stood at the stove n let the dinner burn until the smoke detector went off without doing anything abt it). when nyla was 14 they got home one day to a police car in the driveway n came prancing in exuberantly as they always did. immediately hugged the legs of an officer bc this is hw they wld greet everyone they ever met. they only realised something was wrong when they let go n saw their mum sat at the table crying. essentially there ws an accident at the construction site george worked at n :/ yeah. 

(jst mental health & grief tw now) this rly had an intense ripple effect on everyone tbh. pamela’s mental health deteriorated quite a lot without george there as her rock n nyla sort of had to step in as best they cld but it was....... hard. some days she ws better bt some days nyla had to sit her in the bath n stroke a wet sponge over her back bc they didn’t know how else to calm her down. nyla always had a very overactive imagination which george encouraged bt it ws like. losing him rly opened a window in nyla’s head n all rationality went floating out of it. their dreams seemed more real than being awake. fantasy wasn’t jst the way they coped bt it was the way they thought n the way they saw. everything on earth was alive. the trees n the clouds n the wall with a brick missing at the bottom of her road n especially their dad. their dad was alive in everything in nyla’s head. the sun shining extra bright in the morning was george. ponds were a veil they could dunk her head under and find george waiting on the other side. reality rly just pulled the plug n said bye tbh n they were ok w that <3

(abuse implied tw) their mum remarried too fast to a man named stephen n it was jst not a good arrangement. he was Not a nice man. i won’t go into this but home wasn’t a nice place for nyla any more n after a couple of yrs stephen wound up asking them to leave n their mum said nothing to contradict tht. there’s more to this bt long story short nyla left <3

(drugs tw) they couch surfed fr a while before settling living w their best friend. they got up to like... all sorts of trouble n grew up far too fast. nyla’s lack of sense n realism hd a habit of getting them into some sticky situations n these few yrs were a rollercoaster where they got by on the skin of their teeth. when they think of high skl they think of gravel and skinned knees and sucking sherbet dunkers to ignore the taste of pennies in ur mouth and getting lost in the woods a lot bc they’d take FAR too many drugs n be lead astray having conversations with kind trees whose branches held their hands

(drug mention) got by on odd jobs like making candles n selling them at market stalls. leaf blowing at cemeteries. face painting fr children’s parties (where they were blatantly high). random stuff. all over the place. in this time them n their best friend also hd a sugar daddy named tony who always wore very impressive colour block suits n mink stoles n jewelled fedoras n hd a swanky apartment w marble floors. rly just. surreal. lots of strange stories frm this time.

things kind of blew up in their friendship group n they fell out w their best friend raya bc she slept w this guy aj who nyla hd been madly in love w for yrs.... he was a Stinker n honestly so ws their best friend so good riddance i say bt obviously it felt like having their entire world flipped upside dwn fr nyla.... they split after this came out bc they just did Not want to b around these ppl any more n they decided to leave w this guy frm a band they barely knew tht much save fr a one night stand to tour w them..... this ws another whirlwind. jst chock full of them. it ws similar to being on a teacup ride at a carnival n spinning round n round n only knowing u were surrounded by lots of lights. tht’s how they’d best describe their time on tour.

SO in terms of them coming to irving 8 months ago they came w the band.... they honestly did pretty well on tour n wound up renting a big beach house on dorado as a kind of “retreat” sort of place fr them to shack up in while they worked on writing and recording their first big studio album (they gt signed w a label so it’s all vry exciting stuff). nyla among like 3 others were allowed to stay w them too bc they hd a lot of fun on tour. literally jst. taken on as professional groupies essentially. nyla loved it bc they’d never seen the ocean n when they first got there they jst threw off all their clothes n ran straight into the water. it was 3pm on a tuesday afternoon. they got arrested fr public indecency n didn’t get why bc they were like but i just wanted to hug the ocean u silly little oinker? i picture the beach house as like. the loudest one on dorado.... comes alive like a jungle at night..... they r probably bad neighbours. anyway. onto personality puts hand on hip.

PERSONALITY:

sets out patio furniture on someone else’s lawn n jst takes a seat n leans back like ahhhhh vat a nice day to be alive ya! (swedish accent suddenly bc they think it’s fun). they come out n start yelling n they’re jst so confused they’re like hey wat’s the big idea hey wat’s go on here why u angies why this happen?

likes drawing imaginary veins over their arms in all different colour blue pens in a sudden fit of hyperfixation n then forgets all abt it n goes out like tht n scares several townsfolk bt they’re oblivious they’re jst in her own world loving life already onto the next fixation. has many many different fads like this. one day will jst start snipping up a bunch of magazines bc they’re like EYES ARE COOL N THEY SEE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P n they’ll stick a bunch of them over their wall n then forget they was doing that n leap onto the next. quite a pattern. bt they love the vein thing a lot it makes them feel like a walking planetarium like they have their own constellations

sometimes jst doesn’t make sense. they’re honestly kind of strange. pops up in places like they suddenly materialised there n it’s like how did u get there where have u been when were u last seen are u ok. has the energy of an ancient deity frm deep in a mountain cave n an ambiguous forest sprite all at once..... talks shit honestly. abt anything n everything. sometimes outrageous. sometimes plain incoherent. like what are u talking about? i dnt kno. even i dnt kno sometimes.

luvs stick n pokes will let anyone tattoo whatever they want on them for the price of a gummy bear kindly placed onto their tongue n swallowed whole

has this obsession w being underwater w their eyes open luvs it. calls it their tadpole time. runs baths just to lie there blinking looking around n drifting her arms. best friends w the bottom of any local swimming pool n hs probably given it a quick kiss so it knows they’re bff’s n then got sick bc there’s sm germs in a public pool. says the kgb probably poisoned their oatmeal n r finally here to deliver on their promise n THAT’S why they got sick unrelated to the pool incident. what promise? noone knows.

unclear if they believe what they say or if they jst has a very expanded sense of humour where they nvr let on if they’re joking.... lines r blurred a lot..... 

loves excitedly shouting things. sometimes just screams at the sky bc they say it’s good to let the creatures in ur belly fly out every once in a while otherwise their wings get sore.

(drugs tw) still does an excessive amt of hallucinogens n it kind of shows. very bad fr their brain bt we’re going to ignore it.

dresses fun n strange n eccentric n careless. loves to experiment. does nt care abt what’s considered to be societally appropriate. living in their own world.

sleeps around a lot... jst doesn’t rly see sex as a big deal.... very free w themselves in that way..... sometimes greets their friends w a kiss on the lips they’re like awww :) kisses <3 when they run into them in the middle of the cereal aisle n then pulls away n suddenly breaks into a box tht has a free toy in it bc it’s a banana with googly eyes n that’s the best thing they’ve ever heard in their LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n isn’t he so HANDSOME????? enchante indeed my good sir ;)... gives the toy a kiss too.

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

other groupies of the band: self explanatory a little.... i dnt have a name for the band yet bt all can b worked out..... i picture them as kind of. not that nice but like. there for a good time........ rock genre.... bit chaotic...... to say the least........ they dnt have to have come there w the band like nyla n the others they cld have been adopted in their time there.... whoever wld b wild n down fr a good time <3

chaotic trash goblin friends: idk what this title rly means it just came to me in a vision....... jst ppl tht r rly kind of off the rails n don’t care abt anything...... they r who nyla tends to mesh very well w......... they rly r living in their own world n by their own rules n they like ppl who do this too <3 inevitably they get up to no good n party far too much...... cld be angst to this if they enable each other’s bad habits...... world’s our oyster. opens my office door. let’s talk abt it.

nyla set up camp on their front lawn: maybe jst w a fold out chair. maybe w a literal pop up tent w someone else too. genuinely so bizarre of them bt that’s what we’re dealing with. they poke their head into the tent n nyla’s lying down crunching on a cracker crumbs over their tits n they just hold it out to them nt even fully consumed n are like hey polly want a cracker? :)

they responded to her craigslist ad: they posted one saying they cld cleanse their house of demonic energy bc they’re an all seeing eye in touch w the spirits. this is a lie. they came n waved sage around n did a little dance as they did it w bird sounds playing on a special cd they brought fr the occasion (had weird indistinct doodles over the case it ws brought in) n then ws like OOH! scary.... n jumped at something in the hall. they go in thinking maybe they’ve seen a ghost bt they just were startled by their own reflection in a mirror n is like. scary mirror placement...... might wna reconsider that........ they charge them merely 10 dollars fr their time n is like this was so fun we shd do it again some time :) also i think u have mould on ur bathroom tile! vanishes. they dnt recall them ever going to the bathroom.

came knocking asking for items for a garage sale: yes. u heard that right. they’re asking for ur muses things to set up their own garage sale. selling items that do not belong to them. they think this is a genius business strategy n don’t understand why ppl think this is so strange or why they cant just ask ppl to donate them things to sell bc hey they’re an entrepreneur? they even had a pencil behind their ear when they knocked on the door so why aren’t ppl taking their business seriously? probably got distracted several times trying to explain their pitch n chattered abt random other things instead.

honestly anything... fwbs... flings... good influence... someone who cnt stand the fact they’re barely coherent.... someone they stopped on the street one day n asked for their opinion on water beds.... we cn do literally anything. fling ur chara my way n we can talk.

#irvingintro #mental health tw #death tw #grief tw #drugs tw #abuse tw

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number10

Pre-Event plannings

I had a grand plan, to be lawfully wedded to my bby on our 10th anniversary, 1 year after proposing to her on our 9th, in Jeju, in front of a field of flowers with a fantastical view of the sparkling sea. I even rushed and got the engagement ring ready before our planned trip to Korea in April! But alas, covid-19 had to happen and all was foiled. After the initial plan was foiled in Apr’20, we held out hope that we would still be able to travel by the year end.. but yeah covid gave us a great big middle finger, as yet again, cases skyrocketed and we were all but grounded in sunny Singapore. 

Finally, in Dec’20, I decided to propose before July’21! Since the ring and the JannPaul box has been hiding at the back of the closet for the past year, and i didnt want to put it off any longer.

i began to scout for and collate decor items bit by bit on carousell, shopee and other shopping sites. It was a painful process because my initial plan was to recreate “Venezia”, which was an ice cream cafe we went to at Sixth Avenue, back in our JC days before it bowed out of Singapore a few years ago. There was next to no mention of Venezia on google and I was also unable to find any useful logos of the establishment either! So that idea was scrapped. Next, there was the plan to create big cut-outs of either Monsta X or VIXX members who would seem ‘genuinely happy for the proposal’.. but once again, let down by google, as the images I managed to find were either too pixelated or not relevant enough. Sadly, that idea flopped too. In the end, I decided to go for a more normal but personal decor to surprise bby :)

Truthfully, there were many chances to surprise-propose bby, especially our most recent staycation at Park Royal Marina Bay, but I didn’t feel that I was ready to do it.. so I delayed it till our big dinner on July 10th. Why July 10th? SAF had the brilliant idea to schedule my ICT during our actual 10th anniversary date, so we decided that we would have our anniversary dinner earlier. Furthermore, after Gyu Bar, we decided that we could and wanted to try more fine dining. After much research and deliberation (between Whitegrass and Buona Terra), we finally went for Whitegrass, which had decidedly nicer deco and ambiance. 

The weekend before the 10th, bby suddenly suggested that after our big dinner, maybe we should go for a drive. This gave me a great idea - if i drove, this meant that she would have to come stay over, and then I would definitely be able to surprise-propose to her! I very easily agreed with her suggestion and went for a slightly higher-end car, an Audi. Thankfully, this rental was not far from my place and the rental wasn’t that much higher than the Honda Fit before. So far, all was going to plan. Then, we also decided that since we would be getting a car, we could travel slightly further out, eg. the East. We decided to go to Playground Ragdolls, which would be our first interactions with our dream pet for our new house! 

I ordered a huge preserved flower bouquet beforehand as well as a tiny flower-box, to be delivered on the July 9th, which was also my mum’s birthday. She requested to have chilli crabs for dinner, which my bro bought from Jumbo seafood. We had a scrumptious dinner that night, but extremely regrefully, I couldn’t invite bby to come over, because it would mean that she would see all the flowers and thus ruin the entire event. 

On the day itself

On the 10th, coincidentally, I had to take up a mover role, to help my bro move some of his guo-da-li stuff to his fiancee’s place in Pasir Ris in the morning. It was a very simple job that took up the bulk of my Saturday morning. After lunch, he sent me back and I quickly completed the deco and freshened up before leaving at 4pm to collect the car. 

Leaving at 4pm was an overestimation of the travelling time, but also to prevent any lateness. I reached the rental car location at about 445pm but could not find the car at all. Confused, i called the host and she was quite pekcek to inform me that I was 15 mins early.. i went ‘oops’ and apologised for my kiasu-ness. At least she wasn’t overly judgey about it. I took over the car and quickly got on my way to Lakeside. Along the way, the aircon vent handphone holder kept dropping everytime I made my way over a particularly high bump as the Audi aircon vent was different from the normal aircon vents i was used to, with horizontal panes. Other than the handphone holder dropping from time to time, the drive to Jurong was pretty smooth. 

I picked bby up at about 5pm and she surprised me with another street branded shirt, endorsed by Hyungwon of Monsta X. She even gifted me with a picture of him wearing the exact same shirt! I gifted her with the small flower-box and inwardly laughed as she whined about receiving another flower.. inside i was like ‘lol, wait till you get the one at night’. We drove off from Jurong to City Hall, which was supposed to get us to Chijmes in 25 mins? 

Oops, we will be so early! But in the end we spent more than 35 mins on the road, because google maps was being a bitch and not giving the correct directions and we had to circle round Chijmes twice because we couldn’t enter the place! Finally, we decided to follow the signs strictly and we managed to enter the Chijmes carpark at last. We wandered around Chijmes for awhile and took some pictures. I helped her take some pictures that she was actually satisfied with!!!! SDNJIADBNAIKFAUFAKLFDNA!!! 

After inwardly celebrating alone, we entered Whitegrass. Overall, the food was nothing to brag about, though the service was very good. Like what bby has said, the best things about the meal were the breads and the specially made financier by the Japanese Chef. The Chef came out to greet us and even wished us a happy anniversary followed by a picture of us hehe. 

Full af, we decided to drive to Sentosa cove to sneak a peek at the rich people but nope, not allowed to ba long long go in, so we rerouted to Palawan beach instead. well well well, no entry into the beach. hur. oh well, time to head home. Inside my mind was running in all directions, almost 1.5y in the making, it’s finally gona be time!!

We reached and parked in less than 30 mins and quickly made our way back home.. only upon reaching my doorstep that i realised i left my keys in the flower-box inside the car.. luckily my dad was still awake to open the door for us.

Once in, we discovered my room door was closed and i let her enter first. Once she sweeped her eyes around the room, i panicked a little and just grabbed the ring and knelt down. I was entirely FLUSTERED and my mind was blanked out. haha, i lost all sequence of events. i knelt at an awkward angle and i wanted to switch knees, at which point, bby looked down and saw me kneeling on both knees (facepalm ttm). but okay, eventually it got sorted out and we took some pictures, with creative advice from my fiancee (^^). i also told her the entire journey from the ring all the way to present time, honestly, without hiding anything. Tbh, i wanted to make it hella grand but I missed out on some deco and by the time i discovered, it was too late to order again. UGHHH. When we went off to bathe, it was already about 1am and we had an early morning ahead. We both went to sleep happy hehe. (i got myself a ring catto)

Ragdolls all day, err’ day

I woke up next to bby catto who suddenly wrapped me up in the blankets and took a picture of me -.-

anyways, after a quick breakfast, i wore bby’s present and went out. We went some place first, before heading to La Fez in the East. It was a Morrocan restaurant which had a very pink and cutesy exterior. The food was not bad as well, the bby ordered Shakshuka while I ordered the Lamb Shwarma. Not entirely filling but good enough for me!

 Next we set off for Playground Ragdolls.. but i think i missed a turn somewhere so we just parked at a nearby carpark instead. We wanted to walk to Tigerlily Pattiserie but changed our minds to head to Birds of Paradise nearby instead, since bby has been wanting to eat it. and hohoho, dark skies ahead started to thunder and shortly after rain poured down. We didn’t bring umbrella and neither were there any umbrella in the rental car.. so we decided to brave the rain. The initial rain was pretty manageable, a slightly heavy drizzle but manageable. The moment we were halfway to the next shelter however, it poured. and poured. and poured. Needless to say, we were both drenched.. and bby was wearing her Tory Burch too... nevertheless, we persevered and reached Birds of Paradise and got our ice cream too! (along the way we passed a mama shop and bought a $6 umbrella) We got roasted sesame and sea salt hojicha. Tbh, both were good but as we were practically wolfing the ice cream down and the quantity was really alot, the ice cream became pretty jelat after awhile. For the first time in a long long while, we threw away ice cream. Yes, bby was pretty horrible for throwing away ice cream, especially when she was the one who proclaimed she loved it. 

With our new umbrella, we eventually made our way back the way we came, dry this time, towards Playground Ragdolls! Since we were pretty early, we waited outside for a short while, before the host let us in. and wow, once in, we were greeted by 2 curious little Singapuras. At first glance, they looked like regular strays but on a closer look, they had a kind of refined quality that really separated them from typical strays. And then as the host continued her briefing, our eyes strayed to the ragdolls. OMGGGG all so floof and cute!! Bby and I settled down near the couch and started playing with an 8 month old female kitto. and omg she was so playful!! Immediate want! While playing, we didn’t forget to enquire more about the purchase process and also listened in on the other customers’ queries as well. 1 hour passed all too quickly, and it came time to bid farewell to the cattoes. 

On the way back to the car, bby remarked that she was a little peckish, so we decided to head to a drive-thru at marine parade.. but once there, no drive-thru to be seen!!! We stopped at the passenger waiting area for awhile to research but to no avail. Eventually we gave up and I drove her back to her house.

At her block, I helped to carry all the barang barang back up and I remarked to her that I was going to call her parents ‘Mother’ and ‘Father’ to hint them that I proposed. And I did, but apparently, only her mum caught it. Her dad didn’t, sadly. Unfortunately, I needed to rush back to return the car, so i couldn’t stay to explain further (Sorry Father, i will explain the next time i’m there!)

Anyways, I drove back to return the car and swiftly parked. The owner ‘received’ back the car without much incident also. Aaaaand that concludes mine and bby’s eventful weekend, in which we both had our relationship statuses changed from boyfriend-girlfriend to fiance-fiancee ^^. 

Honestly, I do regret not getting actual flowers for you back in 2011.. but lol, the virtual flowers confession did make our relationship more interesting though haha. Yet another interesting tale that we can tell our kids next time also. I feel so happy as I recount the entire experience and am so glad that it succeeded. This sat, we will be going to re-size the engagement ring so that bby will wear the ring for events soon!! can’t wait!!

[sailorhyunjinz]

CHERRY LISSSTEENNNN OMGGGG

I WENT WITH MY MUM FOR AN EXHIBITION AND I MET SOMEONE THERE AJSHUSBSH DUDE THEIR PARENTS CAME OVER TO BUY STUFF AND SAID MY DAUGHTER LISTENS TO BTS TOO AND I WAS LIKE OH OKAY BUT THE LATER ON SHE COMES OVER AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT KPOP AND SAID THAT HER ULT ISN'T BYTS SO WHEN I ASKED HER ABOUT IT SHE SAID IT'S STRAY KIDS AND TURNED OUT WE'RE IN THE SAME STAY NATIONAL GC??? LIKE WTF SO WE LITERALLY HAD EACH OTHER'S NUMBER WITH US OHMYGODDDD THEY'RE CUTE AND HOT AND IS CHANNIE BIASED AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND THEYR SO MUCH TALLER THAN ME LIKE ALMOST A HEAD TALLER WHEN I WAS WEARING HEELS AND THEY WERE WEARING FLATS-

I'LL BE MOVING TO ANOTHER CITY FOR UNI I'M JUST STUCK HAVING ONLINE CLASSES AND TURNS OUT SHE'S BASED OYR OF THE SAME CITY TOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AND THEY'RE INTO ART TOO??? TF ME TOO??

ALL THEIR INSTA POSTS HAVE SKZ PICTURES TOO PLS WHAT IS THIS HAPPENING-

☁️anon

OH SHIIIITTTTT AYO FUCK THEM ok im sorry dont do that-

also wtf you guys have national groupchats? HUH- also if they are a channie stan its a massive green flag they nice as fuck <33

MAYBE YALL CAN BE FRIENDS WHEN YOU MOVE!!! THATS GREAT!! ALREADY MAKING FRIENDS IN A NEW CITY~~

aaahhh im so happy to hear this it legit made me smile earlier SO I HOPE YOU GUYS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER MORE!! who knows, maybe this is the beginning to a friendship~

#☁️ anon #Cherrymail🍒

[jordanstoptalking]

omgggg i wud die off my mom or anyone found my t-word searches how did ur mom find out?

hello from discord person, please don't be afraid to reveal yourself! this is a long story but here we go

so for my twelfth birthday i used all my bday money to buy an ipod touch because they were all the range in 2012 and i was psyched. i did what i'd been doing my whole life, typing in 'tickling' on google and seeing where it got me, except this time i could do it in private so i had more freedom (sidenote: i fully used to just watch tickling videos on our family computer as my family would just walk by me when i was nine before i understood it wasn't 'normal' can you fucking believe).

i found this website called the experience project, now extinct, and i used to spend HOURS on there reading people's tickling stories, writing my own false encounters of tickling at school and pretending it was real, and using an attractive person's photo as my profile picture so that no one would know it was me. it also had the 'benefit' that older guys would message me wanting to roleplay, which as a 12 year old who no one had ever been attracted to, i found very appealing (oh boy). i said i was 13 in my profile and was fully just roleplaying getting tied up and tickled in a fucking barn with a 19 year old like oh fucking boy.

so this is kinda lame: for three months when i was 12 i had severe anxiety at night about a certain phobia i had, to the point where i couldn't be alone, so my mum had to sleep in my room. she noticed i was on my ipod a lot and asked me what i was reading, and i was like jfoaooajbf nothing because i sucked at lying. she got it out of me that i liked reading stories about tickling and that i did it every day, and afterwards she started not letting me go on my ipod after a certain time of the day (jokes on her, i just read stories in the bathroom) because she said she was concerned about how much i liked it. to this day, NO idea what that means, like i wasn't obsessed with it to where i couldn't sleep or study, i still saw friends, so i don't know what it was about.

it's literally like, the one and only time i think she made a bad decision as my mum. the rest of the time she's always been so supportive and understanding about everything in my life, but i still remember her saying that and it was the start of me feeling shame about liking tickling. the shame followed me for a long time and i still sometimes feel embarrassed and stupid about it, but i've told multiple people in my life because i can't keep shit to myself and they've all been really nice about it, most of them forgot i ever told them. i've had multiple partners who let me indulge in my kink, the best being my current boyfriend, h. for us, it's weird if we hang out and we don't tickle each other. mostly it's just playful, like i'll tell him to get on the floor and straddle him and get his sides, or i'll pretend to be mad so that he peppers kisses all over my neck until i'm laughing and have to give in. but sometimes we have proper sessions, with handcuffs and tools where one of us gets completely wrecked (like me a few days ago lmao)

tl;dr: got an ipod and had privacy so started reading/writing tickling stories all the time, mum asked me what i was doing and got out of me what i was doing and told me it wasn't normal. but everyone i've told doesn't find it weird, and most people have been happy to participate!

#tickle community #h #big long story #this was like. the core of my shame #i was secretive before it #but never really ashamed #it was just a thing i really liked #hey anon come chat sometime

[onyour-right]

Titans 1x08 review

Me after watching episode 8 of Titans;

FIRST OFF. DOMESTIC DICK AND KORY WAS EVERYTHING TO ME, OKAY. HER SLEEPING IN HIS SHIRT, HIM WATCHING HER SLEEP AND THEN TALKING WITH HER ABOUT HER NIGHTMARE, THEM BOTH AGREEING ON PUTTING THEIR “SOMETHING” ON A BACK BURNER FOR NOW UNTIL THEY BOTH FIGURE OUT WHO THEY ARE. Omgggg, one thing I find sweet is that whenever Kory is upset she turns away from Dick, I really need - once they get together officially, for Dick to notice this. ALSO DICK REACHING FOR HER WHEN SHE GOT UP FROM THE BED, WHEW MY HEART. MY HEAAAARTTTT. This ship literally sails itself and I cannot wait for the moment when they fully decide to do it for real real.

I thought I’d be annoyed at Dick leaving but it kinda makes sense. When he’s with the Titans he assumes the father role, the one who takes care of things and so given that now he’s lost he kinda needs to be taken care of. WHICH LEADS ME TO DONNA WHO IS AN ANGEL, SWEETPIE, LOVE OF MY LIFE, who I love completely. Their sibling relationship had me chuckling and it was so good to see Dick being the young, immature (kinda) one. Poor bby needs to work on his small talk skills too, but it made me giggle. God Brenton is just too damn fine.

Kori and Gar, their relationship is great. I love it, I love that Kori was the one to talk to Gar about what went down and assure him that he shouldn’t feel bad for defending himself. I love that Gar noticed something wasn’t right with Kori but didn’t push it, those two always deliver in their scenes together and their relationship is one of my faves. This mother and son duo >>>> 

The flashbacks we saw of Kori and Anna really sold her as someone who was frustrated at not being able to remember, I love how she took care of the people on the train and showed them that she is not to be fucked with. I AM EXTREMELY WORRIED ABOUT THE ENDING, OBVIOUSLY I KNOW SHE WON’T HURT RACHEL BUT WTFFFFFFFFF? I also love how Dick immediately said that Kori was meant to take care of Rachel not harm her. He knows his wife. Also, small disclaimer, if I see anyone bashing Kori or starting to hate her because of what went down, best believe I’ll start cussing you. She has been a mother to those kids and I really hope people remember that, I also hope the team try and reason with her and help her, not just get all angry and defensive.  

Rachel and her mum, their scenes together were sweet. I also enjoyed Rachel hugging Dick even though she was hurt by him leaving, those two have such a tight relationship that she could instantly tell he was gonna leave by the way he was silent at the breakfast table. 

Me looking at the promo for the Hawk and Dove episode next week, knowing full well I wanna see what goes down with Kori;

I mean don’t get me wrong, I like Hawk and Dove but that cliffhanger. Whew lord, these cliffhangers gonna make me kill somebody!!!

#dc titans #dick grayson #koriand'r #rachel roth #gar #dickkory #G's review

[atopearth]

Liar! Uncover the Truth Part 1 - 1st to 5th Liars

So I’ve always wanted to play this game because everyone says it’s unique, interesting and fun with a great heroine so let’s go! The boyfriend the heroine first starts off with is the biggest jerk ever though like whaaaat. Glad she caught him out and dumped him. Too bad that since she’s promised she’d show her boyfriend to her mum, she’s now gotta go to a matchmaking party to find one before the meeting in a month, otherwise her mum is going to get her a country bumpkin lolll. As for the potential men, the doctor guy was pretty smooth haha. Anyway, fortune teller guy tells her that she’ll come out of this party with ten guys to choose from but nine of them are liars, so you gotta sweep through them to get to the true love!

1st Liar Ooh so there’s two guys that are potentially lying every time and you gotta find out and choose which one you think is lying from the evidence. Omgggg that the soccer player guy that earns like whatever million yen in a year is a mama’s boy! Oh goshhhh, I would die if I had to deal with someone like that. No please, legit no. Just the thought of having a bath with him and his mother irks me to no end like gg, heroine may be judgemental and a bit shallow at times but, yeah definitely no mama’s boys omggg. I’m so traumatised by him lolll.

2nd Liar Can’t tell whose the liar since it seems blatantly obvious that the pastry chef guy would be the one but I feel like if it’s obvious, it’s probably not him? Lol. I mean, if he’s got anger management problems and there’s holes in his wall, shouldn’t someone care..? Although the other guy did seem like he wanted to flip the table at the waiter loll, but maybe he’s just hot blooded rather than requiring anger management haha.

Kinda disappointed that it is Toya though (since it was the obvious choice and there’s heaps of evidence lol) but I guess I don’t want a guy leaving me heaps of messages and missed calls just for not replying him within a certain time frame anyway lol. Good that it’s not Itaru though because I like him, I’ll be sad if he’s a future liar though🤔 It was nice that Itaru was there to protect her, like, I read Toya’s true ending and you can see why he’s such an angry person that never got healed since his first girlfriend cheated on him with a classmate when he went to Paris for half a year but seriously, he needs to get some anger management before he really hurts someone. The girl is terrible though, half a year and she’s lonely enough that she just finds another one, sigh. But yeah, good that the heroine caught on, otherwise her possessions would be broken and need a claim for damages in the future! Since it seems like as long as things aren’t going his way, he gets pretty angry. I wonder what type is next?

3rd Liar Pop idol obsessed? Hahaha! Oh no! I think everything in moderation is good so we’ll see how everything goes. The Foreign Affairs guy seems like a fan, with like those pink glowsticks lolll but we’ll see. Designer guy seems okay but OTT. Omggg when she got kidnapped, like whaaaat. Then all the guys came to her rescue because she posted an SOS on her chatting app. I was about to say, what kinda guy puts on slippers when you’re rushing to save the heroine, so dodgy! Yes, Joe, you’re dodgy lol.

It’s cool to see that he was obsessed with Nanyami (the pop idol) because she was cute and because she was his first customer when he first started out his brand that no one acknowledged, so really, she’s rather special to him and not just an idol. But yeah, crazy that he wanted the heroine to be his personal Nanyami doll since she looks so similar to her. Lucky the guys saved her, kinda slack for the guys to blame Itaru for not having protected her properly though, it’s not his fault… Anyway, next guy~~

4th Liar Wow, marrying a gambling addict would be the worst. Anyway, I know that this game is about sussing out liars but sometimes I feel like the heroine is so unnecessarily suspicious about every little thing the guy does? Like, I know it’s so the reader will think about whether the guy is dodgy but like seriously, it was so obvious it was Keima this time around considering how he had so many chances to use her hanko (official stamp to sign legal documents etc) and how he was acting. The only problem with the doctor guy was how hasty he was in wanting to marry her and domesticate her? LOL, who tells a guest to clean their work table for them, seriously, no consideration for the lady and dude it’s your own desk! The younger guy is rather pushy but okay I guess? And lol just because he likes horses doesn’t mean he likes gambling heroine! That’s so slack LOL.

Keima is legit the worst though, I knew he wanted to use the heroine as a guarantor but omgg for 3 million yen, and then he said she’d easily be able to pay it back with her body?! Pay back your own debt, you jerk! Like, I feel sorry for him that he got into gambling through his client taking him to an underground casino, but he was the one that kept going back because he liked the thrill etc so he’s got no one to blame but himself, especially since the moment he laid his eyes on the heroine at the party, it was all to get her to be his guarantor! Yeah, worst guy for sure lol.

5th Liar LOLL that the fortune teller guy ended up going with that guy crying to his mum that he really liked the heroine at the party, how nice….. Right now, I’m the least fond of the author so I hope he’s the liar with the family hahahaha. Although Haruichi is such a natural flirt that it really just might be him. Tbh though, I feel like the heroine is pretty easy to impress🤣 When Kunio brought her back to his apartment to share fresh oysters with her and she was thinking about how he was such a great catch because he’s hot, loves to clean and can cook, I was like cook?! He’s just preparing fresh oysters by sprinkling pepper and lemon on it!!! Heroine, don’t get fooled by these men that say they can cook but really can’t! Oooh, he boiled some oysters and some with gratin too, I guess that’s better loll.

Imo, I think the guy with the family is Kunio and he and Shinya are both players that went to the matchmaking party to see who could pick up the most girls or something. Kazumi’s supposed possible wife seems more like his editor cooking him meals or something lol. And yasssss, the dodgy one is Kunio! LOL that he lied to her before that he had to leave because his mother was sick but then forgets he told her that lie, sigh, such a no good liar. He is so crappy though, he’s been using an alias this whole time! Player! Super glad to ditch this one! Shinya (the friend he went to the party with) was pretty shitty though, he lost on that day since Kunio grabbed the hottest girl of the night (heroine) and so he seems jealous or whatever and just told Kunio’s wife about this bachelor apartment and him being a player etc. Not saying that Kunio doesn’t deserve it, but dang is Shinya such a petty piece of crap too. Now we’re getting into the last few guys that even get their own lovers routes! Let’s see if my favourite Itaru will be her destiny~

#liar uncover the truth #liar! uncover the truth

[bufanzi]

so i missed out on yue yue’s bday vlog ;; (i’m so slow omggg i alr saw ppl making gifs from it help)

ok so ;; yue yue looks extra soft in the beginning, he says that they are recording songs so ONER might not have other activities during this period

caps : yue yue doesn’t rlly want to celebrate his birthday, he only wants to record a song for the fans, so he has to put on make up (to look good on screen)

bowen?: omg isn’t this the salt video??? did you guys watch the salt video??

omg what the heck who’s the guy with the paper bag over his head (oh apparently he’s the god mo that yy mentioned in his weibo post)

but anw let’s enjoy yue yue’s vocals~~~ (the black guitar brings back idol producer feels)

mzy : “cut! this overall feels not perfect”

caps : although yy doesn’t want to celebrate his birthday, but his dad...little brothers still prepared a surprise for him (HELP WHY DID BOWEN WRITE 爸 (dad) ???????? )

mzy : JIAYOU SON! eh no JIAYOU LAO YUE!

why is bufan so aggressive AHAHAH he’s like “make a wish~! WHY ARE U LOOKING AT ME FOR MAKE A WISH!!!!!!!!!” bufan was lowkey angry that yy just blew out the candles without making a wish

bufan is somehow very uptight on birthday traditions HAHA yue yue was like “just eat it” BUT BUFAN WAS LIKE “ JUST COME HERE AND CUT IT FIRST”

AWWWW i think they all prepared a voice msg for yy ;; (just a very very super rough trans)

mzy : “i still rmb the first time we met, you just turned 17. now in a blink of an eye, you’re 32. grateful for you for walking this path with me until today, i wish your tiger tooth will get bigger and bigger! happy birthday!”

bf : “wishing ONER’s leader a happy birthday! i wish you can become the person u wish to be ”

lc : “yue minghui, you’re going to be 30 very soon. 越活越年轻 (the longer you live, the younger you become) 越来越老 (the older you become)

even the staffs/fans also gave him a msg ;; omg one of them was so poetic idk how to even translate that omg

a guy fan gave him a msg and said he got to know yue yue bc he watched his videos with his girlfriend ahahahahah

omgggg ;; i’m tearing up his mum also recorded a msg ;; omg bowen stop with the sentimental music ahhhhh

lao yue’s mum : “son, today is your 26th birthday, i wish you a happy birthday! Very regretful that i cannot personally make the dishes that you like today, when you have time and come back, i will make those dishes to make it up for you. This year you were really busy and didn’t come home often, but grateful to bowen for letting me watch your daily life on bilibili (the site that their videos are uploaded in) anytime i want. Seeing that you have many good friends by your side, bufan lingchao yangyang, and the other good staffs in your company and so many fans that love you, i’m very happy. You must cherish this properly, cherish your friends properly. Friiendship and life is equally important, you must be like Carton from A Tale of Two Cities. Seeing how hard you work i’m very happy but you also received a lot of hardship so my heart hurts. You must smile and face everyday. There are both good things and bad things, receiving criticism and setbacks doesn’t mean anything, sunlight always follows after rain. In my heart, my son is a brave warrior and not a coward(?). I hope i can see your improvement and change everyday. From today onwards, please sort to tidy your room everyday. I’m not going to say much anymore, if not you’re going to say that i’m naggy again. Wishing you a happy birthday again, if you have time, come home and visit us”

AHHH EVEN HIS DAD ;;

dad : “hui hui happy birthday, actually your mum and I are happier than you today. 26 years ago today was the happiest day of our lives, from then on, every year today gave us beautiful memories, and this happiness was given you us by you, thank you. I hope you can become a person that understand gratefulness, and be grateful to your team. Their friendship gave you warmth and help, they also helped you fulfil your dream. Be grateful to the people that like you, they help you understand the value of love and gave you the power to continue improving. Also grateful to the people that slander you, for helping you become more resilient. Remember that other than yourself, no one can hurt you. Of course, you must also be grateful to us, your body isn’t just yours but it something that we gave you, so please be mindful of your health. Having healthy soul and a kind heart is the best reward that you can give us. Contact us more often so we get to hear news about you, talk to us if you have any problems, sometimes we might give you conflicting opinions and views, but the decision is yours to make. We will always support you because we believe in you.”

awwww yy got more than one cake!!! :”) and also mzy removed the head from the figurine omg help & LING CHAO ATE AWAY THE HAIR AND THEN HE PUT IT BACK omg “yue yue this will be you after 30″  omg they made him become bald

#qin #qin summary #bc221 #oner

[bts-is-my-life-as-always]

Till death do us apart.

Jimin scenario where you guys get arranged married.

Sooo my requests are dryer than the Sahara desert, anyways this is a scenario, for you jimin stans out there hope you enjoy~~~~

You were born into aristocracy, your family was extremely rich, to be exact top 3rd richest in korea, you were never the type to like being rich, every friend that you’ve ever had only was your friend because of your wealth so, you moved schools to a arts school, and made sure to wash your hair with a cheap shampoo and then wear clothes that you bought off the street, your uniform was made sure to look tacky like it came from an older sibling.

On your first day of this hell hole, you didn’t speak to anyone, you were naturally beautiful, so even if you tried to not look nice, it didn’t really work.

Months had passed since you were the new girl, now you were almost irrelevant, the girls in your class kept bullying you, but this was better than being loved because of your money.

You thought your life were okay, until Park jimin entered this art school, he was from the 2nd richest family, and he had no problem flaunting his money, he had never met you, but you’d already heard about him, a month before he entered the school because he was just that extra.

You would see jimin down the halls, and he would just look down on you like he did with every girl, you never really cared about your academics but your parents did, you were always smart and talented, but to keep yourself out of peoples eye sight, you always made sure to get the lowest grades.

It was one of the worst days, your hair was constantly pulled and using a cheap shampoo didn’t really help your dry hair, and you were tripped over in the halls so your tights had ripped, you thought it couldn’t be any worse, but that’s exactly what happened.

You walked into your home “I’m home”

And what you didn’t want to see was, well, jimin sitting on your dinning table with your parents and what seemed like his parents,

“Y/n go clean up and come down here, make sure you look a bit nicer”

You nodded and went straight to the showers and washed with your regular shampoo, because there were guests.

You walk back downstairs with a nice branded skirt and Tshirt.

“What’s going on, why are we gathered like this?”

“Apparently were going to get married”

You stopped and blinked twice, thinking, there’s no way, you’ve got to be dreaming.

“I’m sorry, what? We’re getting what?”

“Yes, we were planning on marrying the two of you to each other, we did promise your marriage when you guys were babies”

“Mum you can’t tell me that Just out the blue, especially to.... never mind”

You didn’t question them anymore, you knew exactly what they were like, your opinions didn’t matter, you felt like you were living in the Victorian era.

“So when is this wedding thing happening?”

Jimin asked, why he was curious, I have no idea.

“Well never cause I’m not getting married to you, I’m having a hard time in school as it is, I don’t need you to add to that”

“Don’t worry y/n me and your father are planning on going to your school to let them know”

You internally cursed at yourself, you literally just dug your own grave.

The next day, you were dressed by a bunch of hairstylists and makeup artists, you wore your engagement ring, that was exchanged between the elders, and you walked out of your family limo, your mother and father went straight to the principle, and you were in there with them, your parents told them how you were engaged and anything that bothered you would be dealt with seriously, you hated this, you hated the attention that people were giving you again.

On top of that, you were put into the same class as jimin, and placed right next to him, people kept looking at you, like they were ready to kill you.

“HEY, YOU, who do you think you are, to take the seat next to our jimin oppa”

You heard the most annoying squeal coming from across the hall way, this was when you had enough, enough of all he bullying and time to use the powers that you had.

You turned right around, and walked towards that annoying squeal,

“Are you talking to me” you demanded looking straight at her.

As you thought she slapped you, and jimin was there to catch it, he on the other hand didn’t take it lightly, it was weird, the feeling he had for you, all he knew was that seeing you being slapped made him want to go slap them back, but he made sure to be the bigger person.

“What are you doing?”

“OPPA OMGGGG I LOVE YOU”

She went and launched herself towards him, and he pushed her off, you looked at him, surprised, because usually he wouldn’t even bother standing up for you, before this could escalate you stepped in,

“I’m going to have to call in the lawyers, I hope your family can at least support that.”

Sure enough out of pure anger you changed, from not really caring, to if anyone even stared at you, you went crazy, you brought your true self out, but hid behind a mean one to keep yourself safe, you were the top student at school, you were practically finished with education by the age of 10 and you were grade 10 in piano, violin and cello and grade 8 in flute, you were extremely talented, and so was jimin because of all the money your parents had put into you.

Girls were starting to snake up next to you, and would say shit like

“Hey y/n want to join us for a movie?”

“Hey y/n want to come shopping with us?”

“Hey y/n how did you meet jimin?”

Every time you either ignored them or said “no”

You knew exactly what their intentions were, when you were younger you were way too messed around with to be stupid and fall into this, your and jimin parents were now deciding on you and jimin’s wedding, the cake the dress and the tuxedo was all beautiful, only that it was your wedding and it was happening tomorrow, you parents never really cared for your opinion, so you protesting wouldn’t do much.

They always said at least your not out on the streets cold with nothing, but at his point, being on the streets with nothing would feel less lonely, through the days jimin tried everything to be near you, to keep an eye on you.

Something about you was much more different to all the other rich girls, it was funny to him, how you thought that he didn’t know who you were the first time you guys met, but he did, he came to this school for you.

You could say he was starting to crush on you pretty hard, it was after the event, it didn’t really feel like a wedding, it felt more like a contract, that if it was ever broken, the party that broke it would loose so much.

You didn’t questions them again.

You went with the flow, and didn’t want anything to do with your parents business.

You moved into a small pent house with jimin, you guys had to go to school with jimin, he held your hands and pulled you closer.

“Hey were married now, don’t you think we should try and at least act a Little happy?”

This didn’t really come out right, to you it sounded more cocky than anything, but he was being sincere, he wanted you to have a crush on him like he had one on you.

“I don’t think the whole world needs to know”

“Well... I think the world does, it’s too rude to only see your beauty all to myself.”

It took your breath away, how his one compliment made your heart beat, your parent never complimented you, in fact told you to improve on everything that was already on max, you violin and piano could be improved in their eyes, like you had to be just like Mozart, and you had to be as smart as Einstein, he saw how you became a little flushed, and this made him smile, so he pulled you hand back into his, and walked out together.

The media went crazy, the top richest family ties the knot together, and how the young couple walked into school looking cute and lovey dovey.

So I think I’m gonna end this off here, I don’t know, I just reallllyyyyyy, can’t think creatively right now, hope you enjoyed that, this might be taken down if it’s reallllyyyy bad.

Anyways request away.

#bts jimin #jimin scenario #bts jimin imagines #bts jimin scenario #happy chimchim month #jimin month day 1 #jimin #park jimin #bts #bts scenario #bts imagine

[tipannies]

i was showing my mum 'into the new world' and i started crying. i love them so much and i'm so proud of them although i haven't been with snsd for a long time. they're not my bias group, but i hold them so close to my heart and to me. i showed my non-kpop friends videos and performances of theirs and they said smth like "well i can see why they're queens! they're amazing!". i love snsd so much and they're immortal to me ♡ nothing could ever replace them. they'll reign forever.

omgggg this is really sweet bb!!!! and im glad you have supportive friends like this i remember when igab was out and i showed to my friends because i was so happy and excited and they thought it was strange and funny (because people of my country are usually ignorant and stupid when it comes to culture they dont know) but anywaysss yeahhh!! its impossible to not cry while listening to or watching them performing itnw this song brings us such good memories and idk this song and way to go for example taught me to dream and to not give up ;; you know in general all these years the girls taught me a lot of good things that i will be forever grateful, although i dont show my feelings for them a lot, snsd also means the world to me and i wouldnt be here today if it wasnt for them, they’ll forever have a special place in my heart 💖✨🌷

#replied #Anonymous

[reversecreek]

clicks onto the dash wearing kitten heels n coyly holding my bang....... hi. me again. it took me so long to select a gif to use on cricket’s intro n i settled on this one bc he looks so unsure abt his smile n it’s rly his essence <3 u can find his pinterest board here n his (work in progress) spotify playlist here. hmu to plot!!! 

* alex wolff, cis male + he/him | you know cricket donahue, right? they’re twenty-two, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, all of their life, on and off? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to should have known better by sufjan stevens like, a million times this year, which slipping on wet leaves to photograph a tree struck alight by lightning, delivering a tedtalk to your own reflection to hype yourself up to buy groceries, hiding your hands inside of your sleeves in case you grew an impromptu megan fox thumb overnight thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is october 1st, so they’re a libra, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( nai, 24, gmt, she/her )

HISTORY:

cricket ws born to a couple tht lived in lilac ridge. their trailer was tucked closest to the woods n always fell under the shade. it was like the leaves wanted to pretend they were a perpetual hanging cloud on the family n that was kind of fitting. their only reason fr having him in the first place was a kind of shrugged like........... we’re under the income bracket we’d get child benefits so why not! may as well try it to rake in some extra cash! needless to say they didn’t rly think it thru or anticipate all of the responsibilities tht came w children n wound up seeing him as an extremely large burden n boy didn’t he know it!

(child neglect & abuse tw) i’ll try to keep this part vague n brief but things were Not Good for cricket growing up. people in lilac ridge didn’t like his parents n it was for a gd reason. he remembers foggy things. being little n wandering around combing the grass with a stick to search for wrappers to suck on bc he was hungry. feeling uneasy when the front door opened. finding out his name was cricket bc the insects used to crawl into their trailer thru the vents n his parents liked to squish them into the carpet -- his mum told him as much once. i think this says a lot. to excessively trim the fat of the story he wound up entering the system at around 8 after his latest and most serious hospital visit. his parents hd to deal w the authorities n last he heard they bounced to evade charges.

(anxiety & violence & trauma tw) cricket sustained a few lifelong injuries from his time in lilac ridge. his knee didn’t heal right which meant he had (n still has to this day) a limp n he’s partially deaf in one ear. he’s always been an incredibly insecure n anxious person so this mde him rly self conscious going into a strange n new environment tht wld b difficult fr any kid to adjust to, nvm w these added worries. he jst felt like something weird to ogle at honestly. he probably wld have felt like that no matter where he was or what he looked like. he cld be in a huge hall of 200 people all wearing the same uniform n he’d still feel like the odd one out. needless to say this didn’t rly help him make friends

cricket’s coping mechanisms were romanticising the things tht other people found ugly or embarrassing or painfully ordinary. he liked it when the rain hit clunky drops against school windows n forbid everyone from playing outside bc he could feel the vibrations through the rubber soles of his shoes n it was a little bit like hearing all of the world at once fr just a moment. he liked medieval fantasy lore about stout gnomes w crumbs in their beards n cheeks red from ale. he liked fallen nests with the remnants of hatched eggs still dirty from the branches n soil they’d hit on the way down. he liked the way the sunlight leaked thru the leaves of the trees in the woods and how, when he sat very still, he could tune into the ringing that was always in his ear n pretend it was coming from the same place, that light thru the leaves, that the angels were trying to talk to him.

he spent a lot of time in the red room at his high skl (i’m begging u this is not a 50 shades reference) (after googling i jst realised it’s called a darkroom bt i’m leaving this fr the sake of sexy bimbo authenticity) n felt quite at home in there. he borrowed a camera whenever he cld (maybe he did yearbook) n photography became his way of immortalising the world as the romanticised version he wanted it to be. his memories were bad bt his photos were beautiful. maybe if he took enough they’d paste over n bleed into each other. maybe bad cld be replaced w beautiful if he tried his very best.

he got placed into fostering w a family once bt apparently didn’t meet the vibe check of their tastes so he wound up returning to the group home he’d initially been placed in. overall this is where he grew up n he aged out the system rather than getting adopted. there was a sense of floundering/isolation/not feeling gd enough in tht bt cricket made do the best he knew how. 

that said there were some gd points! (shocking i kno bc his life hs been so fking bleak so far bt please it’s ok........) (is it?) (🤔). basically he interned as an assistant at this local photography studio during high skl working under this kind of whimsical yet endearing old man. suspected wizard possibly in cricket’s eyes, as an avid fantasy genre reader. for one of his bdays said old man / his boss bought him his very own film camera n cricket cried bc he’d never been bought a bday gift. this ws rly embarrassing bc this old man didn’t know how to emote n neither did cricket so he ws jst sort of sat wiping his eyes n sniffling saying he wasn’t crying as the old man pretended to suddenly clean his lenses. when cricket graduated he offered him a full time position there. they do like. wedding photographs n family portraits n all kinds of things...... pay isn’t huge bt it’s something n he Loves taking photos so it’s sexy <3

PERSONALITY:

SUCH an anxious person it’s actually unreal. overthinks absolutely everything he’s ever said. one morning he might hv put green socks on n for the rest of the day he’s nervously looking around like omggggggg they’re all looking at my socks probably thinking im a little green sock boy thinking i’m a fool n a jester this is all everyone’s probably thinking about i hv to hide my green socks..... even tho literally no-one cares

once saw a girl eating a chicken wing n in his head was like ok she likes chicken good future gift idea..... n turned up at her house with an entire rotisserie chicken

probably thinks WAY too hard abt what to write in bday cards n googles like generic ideas that he can use.... u open a card from cricket n it always says smthn weird like “Warmest wishes and love on your birthday and always!” or “You deserve everything happy. Wishing you that all year long!” tht he got off google

nervously fiddles w things a lot. literally anything. his hair. the cuffs of his sleeves. a thread on his bag. u name it

struggles w eye contact sometimes............ it’s like. he wants to talk to ppl n make friends bt he’s honestly so bad at it. he’s fumbling thru life like a nervous headless chicken

ALWAYS has his camera on him. like always. will tke a photo of u bc he thinks u look nice then be like im so sorry im so sorry...... bowing his head shakily holding his camera bc he doesn’t even kno what possessed him he jst thought it’d be a nice photograph bt boundaries exist. probably breathes very heavily over this later in his room panicking thinking he nw seems like hannibal lecter

probably more confident online bc he has time to think abt what he says more.......... i can see him hving a group of online friends tht he’s more confident w. honestly he’s pretty witty at heart he jst has a hard time verbalising things so ppl overlook him sometimes bt once u get to know him more / he’s more comfy he can b a funny little man.....

loves photographs where he cuts something out of them. loves missing spaces n voids. thinks it’s a rly interesting concept when something that isn’t there becomes the focus of a photograph where everything else is. probably loses his mind fr a collage like a front row 1d stan. likes experimenting w light n perception. pretty artistic honestly hs probably made a stop motion film in the past bc that’s just an extended form of photography in his mind bt i doubt he showed anyone

ummm...... very sweet bt like. he reminds me a lot of this quote. “he had the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise.” feel like tht sums him up quite nicely

WANTED CONNECTIONS

someone he met at a wedding: cricket probably ws forced to photograph a wedding fr his boss one time n it cld b interesting as a place to meet from that....... like. i can imagine either it being rly awkward maybe he accidentally spilled a drink on ur muse n was stuttering rly apologetic n it ws just a train wreck. or mayb they took pity on him or even (in a shocking turn of events) a shine to him n invited him to drink n dance. omgggg the thought of cricket trying to dance makes me wna die n probably mkes cricket wna hyperventilate bt idk maybe he went wild n let loose. mayb they wound up damaging the camera somehow. mayb they had to scramble to get another one n ur muse covered the cost n it was a strange late night excursion tht cricket thought about a lot since. cricket probably vowed to pay them bk somehow no matter what. idk. we can work things out. lots of diff options here. doesn’t have to b a wedding either can b any event tht required a photographer

ppl he went to school w: pretty self explanatory i suppose...... maybe they were frm completely different worlds..... mayb ur muse was popular n cricket was definitely not but they got paired fr an assignment n had to work on a project together....... mayb cricket asked ur muse on a date one time n it was completely embarrassing bc he didn’t realise they had a bf n it haunts cricket at night still bc he’s rly dramatic.... mayb ur muse felt sry fr him n ate lunch w him n inducted him into their group like a lost puppy finding a home.... world’s our oyster

neighbours from his brief time at lilac ridge: not to reference taylor swift but i’m gna reference taylor swift n say we cld do a seven inspired plot here. sighs a little..... then sighs a lot. he was here ages 0-8 so idk. we cld work out childhood plots perhaps....

sickening simp: i mean.............. cricket probably gets crushes on ppl so easily like just. anyone who’s the slightest bit nice to him.................. he’s a disgrace. ok i take it back. bt also please get it together freak............... i didn’t say that. he’d probably b extra nice to this person n try n pay close attention to things they liked so he cld get them little gifts. just a bit embarrassing n lovestruck bless his heart. wldn’t expect anything back tho honestly that just isn’t something he tends to do.

let’s go gays: cricket’s bi but he probably was rly in his head abt liking boys n tried to sort of squash it internally during his younger yrs...... i think he’s more comfy w it now MAYBE idk bt back then i picture him having a friend tht ws kind of like. similarly loserish as him perhaps (no offence to ur muse potentially filling this plot or cricket bt let’s face the facts) n they’d hang out n play games a lot n one time it jst kind of happened n he was like............. *struts in looking around sharply* What going on here? except not. bc it’s cricket. more like *shambles in looking around anxiously* What’s, uh... What’s... the happenings? S--... I’m sorry. (immediate apology for saying what’s the happenings bc nobody talks like that n it was an impulsive panic bc he didn’t know what else to say)

those who grew up in the system w him: maybe at the group home or i’d also like the family that fostered him n said sayonara. honestly i imagine the parents just thought he ws a bit too much of a handful / had too much baggage which is rly quite merciless n terrible but. if u think that aligns w ur muses home situation hmu......

um. can’t think of more bt just anything honestly. jst go wild.......

#irvingintro #abuse tw #neglect tw #trauma tw #anxiety tw #violence tw #DOES A LITTLE JIG #admittedly i didnt include a formative moments section like my other intros bc idk what kind of superpowers i was inhaling the fumes of #for those intros but #i'm a mere mortal now.