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thepaperclip · 2 years

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FAQish but not really lol

More like “I feel like I should answer some questions no one’s really asking right now but I am concerned abt answering anyways” lmao

Why didn’t the D’arbys use their Stands on the Joestars and just stick to their vampire powers?

The original D’arby battles were challenges rather than outright fights, and all were to do with a wager of some sort. Both were meant to keep the SDC crew away from something (the truth of The World, getting to Dio himself). However, in the Anna Timeline they were both victims of Straizo and their goal was to escape and capitalize on their new powers. Since the SDC crew also didn’t know the way out, the D’arbys couldn’t gain anything from them aside from help getting out, and thus there was nothing of more value for Osiris or Atum to wager for. Too bad the SDC crew were also vampire hunters on top of being Stand Users.

Who was it that Dio was thinking of in chapter one when his inner monologue mentions of Anna, “He hates her, really, she’s too idiotically kind, just like—never mind.”

His mother. Dio at 12 years old doesn’t strike me as someone who would have a lot of women associates aside from his mother, and his mother would probably be the most comparatively kindest and highest in his good books. Thus Dio compares his new stepsister to the only other woman he knew best at that point, and in just as much contempt.

Is Strohiem dead?

Yes. He didn’t even get to turn cyborg, either. Even if he did, it never made a big difference to the end of the Second World War anyway. It probably has something to do with a human sized cyborg being difficult to upkeep in terms of energy, protection from overheating itself from using the various guns in its arsenal as well as must moving in general, protection from extreme weather conditions like in Siberia, the very specifically designed components and parts not having a very established mass production line established, you know, the works. Actually, Franz from Archives lost the blueprints somewhere and it burned down in some firebomb before it could even get to Strohiem in the first place so no getting cyborg technology from the Germans. Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure should’ve punched more N*zis.

Did Straizo actually love Anna back?

The short answer is yes, but the long answer is “It’s complicated.” The perfect time and scenario for them to have started a romantic relationship that actually would last would’ve been around when Lisa Lisa was well into her marriage and Joseph may or may not have been on the way; the scenario that would need to happen is that Anna opened up about her true origins to Straizo and have been clear about being willing to Turn Straizo but only with certain requirements and caveats in place. Where things fell apart was Straizo waiting for so long, and Anna keeping important secrets from him. Though, that’s not to say that Anna didn’t have her own reasons for wanting to not mention her reincarnation. That life becomes further and further from her as she continues living, and her concern about future knowledge spreading uncontrollably also play into her habitual silence. Let it be very clearly said that Straizo’s betrayal was very much a betrayal, and had he stayed and let her talk and heard her out things would have also ended better.

Holly can beat people up now???

Holly learned to fight because Caesar, Anna, and Lisa Lisa were around to teach her a thing or two. Joseph was less averse to teaching his daughter such things because Joseph was actively raised by Lisa Lisa who taught him combat and was an example of “girls can definitely kick ass and still be elegant and ladylike”; and Anna, who instilled in him the ethos of a well-rounded and holistic education as well as proper precautionary measures. Ergo, letting Holly live her life as freely and happily as possible also included making sure she was strong enough to save herself if need be. As for her being in a gang, yes. In New York she joined a Greaser gang more because they liked motors and she did too, thanks to Grandpa Georgie showing her airplanes since she was a toddler. Unfortunately fights and gang wars were part of the experience but it did let her put some of her lessons to practical use. Like her grandfather before her, she cannot channel Hamon but that doesn’t make much of a difference if you’ve got a better swing with a wrench. How Holly and Sadao met was that he was in New York for music school and his bike broke while she was on her way out from hanging out with her crew, so she helped him out. He treated her to lunch as repayment and they hit it off very well. But yes, Joseph still pettily dislikes Sadao for taking his daughter away to a foreign land. He’s just better at expressing and focusing his annoyance. And no, if canon Joseph won’t actually kill Sadao for doing all of this then Starsverse Joseph won’t actually kill Sadao for the same reasons. He actually does respect the dude, he just wishes his son-in-law could spend more time with his daughter and son. The ultimate thing about Holly is that she chooses to be a pacifist, and that’s not something someone without a strong will would stick to.

If Jonathan lived longer, as well as Lisa Lisa and Georgie, wouldn’t they have a chance to have more kids? Why don’t we see them and those changes?

The Doylist answer is I don’t wanna make more OCs to juggle and factor in, that’s for a different timeline, thanks. The Watsonian answer is that contraceptives exist, pregnancy doesn’t always happen to some couples even if they’re going at it like rabbits, maybe Hamon is a factor that actually makes this harder, who knows! Although, in regards to Erina and Jonathan, in some ways this question also plays into the question of:

Giorno managed to exist in this universe even though his parentage is different. Are Donatello, Rykiel, and Ungalo in this universe too?

Originally, I thought that the mention of the “other fruits” of the tree thing that birthed Giorno would suffice as reference to Donatello, Rykiel, and Ungalo. Thus they were fruits of the same homunculus-method that made this Giorno, “born” to Anna as their mother, however unlike Giorno they didn’t survive beyond infancy for whatever reason. Another idea was that they would be Erina and Jonathan’s children but then see the previous answer about juggling characters so then nixing them would mean Erina miscarriages multiple times while she and Jonathan try having more children than just Georgie, and that was a pretty depressing thought. Plus I don’t see Erina marrying again after Jonathan and she would’ve been too old to have children by then anyway. The third idea was that they would be born to their original mothers, albeit with different fathers given that Dio is long dead, and since neither Jonathan nor Anna would’ve been involved then Donatello, Rykiel, and Ungalo could live perfectly mundane lives unburdened by the Joestar legacy. Their lives would be better in some ways and lack in other ways. In the end, the “other fruits” stuff made it in, but I can also see the version where their original mothers had them through different fathers and they just grew up normally also existing in the Anna timeline. Both are true, then.

Does Anna still remember the future? The time she came from? Or even canon?

Lmao that’s like 3 in one question lol. Short answer? Yes and no. The memory of Margot and being Margot is around but the information is buried under many, many more years of experience as Anna. I’ve answered in a direct comment before that Anna has the unique experience of time traveling but then returning to her original time the long way around. So in the 1880s, she’d remember iPhones, Jojo canon she’d read, and big world events and even wrote them down to remember. But she wouldn’t have written down certain memes and thus wouldn’t remember unless the meme was very big in her life (“What is love?” And she is tempted to reply with “baby don’t hurt me” vs. seeing a shiba inu and dogecoin not even passing her mind even once). Human memory is only as good as what it prioritizes to preserve, so Anna would slowly forget memes and even 2010s technology and re-learn them while they become released for the first time into the world. As stated at the beginning, the memory is around but there’s too much recent information to prioritize and new memories being made that it’s almost impossible to recall anything she didn’t preserve in books or destroyed. The memory would be overwritten and too corrupted. It’s like searching through a vast archive but the old stuff hasn’t been updated to the new system yet so the information is practically lost. In short, memories of Margot, Jojo canon, and the future is information that Anna can’t access anymore.

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askmyboys · 3 years

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Xovarkzis

Here’s the last god/goddess I made so far! More to come im sure lmao

| Name: Xovarkzis (pronunciation: Zo-Vark-Zis) God of Time (also has some power over life and death)

| Nicknames: Xo (again pronounced as Zo) or Vark/Ark

| Gender: He/Him, They/Them, She/Her, and It/It’s, gender doesn’t STRICTLY matter for them, you can call them a god or a goddess either one

| Age: It’s speculated that perhaps Xovarkzis has been around since the beginning of time, their specific age is unknown BUT it’s clear that he is over countless centuries old

| Height: 500ft (when they come down to visit Earth they shift down to about 6’3”)

| Species/Race: Well its obvious but still, just to reiterate- God/Goddess

| Hair Color: The left side of his hair is White and the right side of his hair is Black (his hair is a quiff style)

| Eye Color: Left eye is pure white and the right eye is pure black (they have a third eye on their forehead that is mixed between black n white, it isn’t two eyes, its just one eye with split colors, the left side of the eye is pure white and of course the right side is pure black)

| Skin Color/Body Type: The left side of his body is black and the right side is white (ayo a bit of a reversal there lmao) and he’s pretty lanky tbh

| Appearance: She’s got a few outfits BUT the main one is a white toga with a long black silk piece that’s draped over his shoulder (it’s got some white wording sewn into it but the language seems to be unknown, Xo’s language has been lost for centuries, you’d be lucky to find ANYONE aside from the goddess themself that speaks it or can even translate it, if you REALLY wanna know I’ll tell you, it’s basically going to translate into a blessing) it wears black and white victorian style boots (you know the boot got them h e e l s) for some reason he seems to have antlers, b i g ones- likewise the left side is a white antler and the right side is a black antler, he has necklaces hanging from those antlers full of Turritella Agate stones(it is believed to help in times of change, dispelling negative thoughts and reliving conditions of fatigue) and Snowflake Obsidian stones (it’s a 'stone of purity' bringing balance to the body, mind, and spirit. Said to be beneficial for the skin and veins) and she has a necklace she wears on her neck that is a Sodalite Stone (it helps to calm and clear the mind, bring joy and relieve a heavy heart. Said to aid the metabolism and lymphatic system)

He wears a white glove on his left hand and then a black one on the right (they cut the tips out of them so their black and white claws can peep through BUT ONLY for the claws, I’ll explain the gloves being a VERY crucial detail in side facts)

They have razor sharp teeth (they also have a circle beard btw, it being the colors of each part of the respective skin color ya know), their ears are pointed and they also wear black n white gauges and other earrings of that color in their ears as well, that’s all for the jewelry however- they can also grow black and white wings (v feathery n fluffy wings), they also have a black based tail and then white fluff at the end (p much a dragon-esque looking tail), they seem to have a few scars here and there but nothing TOO major, it just appears to be from a few fights that must’ve ensued sometime in her life.

| Personality: Xovarkzis is an… Interesting being, it usually spends time by itself, tending to her own world and keeping everything in order, he’s usually VERY calm and collected in every situation possible since he’s seen it all pretty much, they’ve seen most outcomes when it comes to life, all the questions, the answers, etc- Xovarkzis is essentially almost an all knowing being, when it comes to fighting Xo has never been one to choose a side, they always stay out of matters that don’t concern them, it’s just… What happens a f t e r a fight, especially if it gets… Messy… They do warn of the consequences of every action, every choice has it’s consequences and if someone thinks they are ABOVE consequences? They are a fool, even Xovarkzis to be as powerful and high ranking being as she is, even he’ll admit he is not free from consequence and he never will be...

Xovarkzis finds mortals to be such… Interesting beings, Xo loved to study them whenever they could, always watching and observing from afar whatever it may be, whether their making decisions and choices or simply going about their life… Life ...Another subject as well as death, that Xo knows very well, Xo’s seen such much death in her centuries, at first she had questioned why death had to really exist, why did people have to be taken, taken away from their loved ones, taken away from the living, and so… Easily too... Ark had even gone as far to see if it could even s t o p death but hah, when they look back at that, such a f o o l i s h desire, death, albeit a tragedy by most… Can be beautiful in many ways, a lot fear death, Ark cannot blame them nor would she ever BUT, people tend to forget, there IS still beauty in death just as there is beauty in life.

Xovarkzis always tries to show any mortals that wind up before them that fact, it’s not a way to ease them into death, there is no such way to ease into death unfortunately, but there’s still the beauty, at the VERY least Xo can show them that before leading them to their final destination, Xo might be the god/goddess of life and death (as well as time which I’ll get to in a moment) but they cannot bring a person back from the dead, that would go against EVERYTHING they believe in and it’s impossible anyways, death is permanent, and even if there were a way, if they brought them back, that person would NEVER be the same… Well in THAT regard anyways BUT there is a… “Special Rule” If a person is taken before their time is up? ...There CAN be a pardon but it depends on the person really and the situation, and it still goes against what Xo believes in, in, well a way but… Sometimes an exception needs to be made, if their time was not up and it happened to be an… “Unfortunate” circumstance then they must continue on their journey.

Xo will even admit “Despite my beliefs… Your time has n o t run out… There is still so much you must do, so much to accomplish… So, just this once, I will send you back… But remember, life isn’t something you should take for granted, so many loved ones, whether it be a friend, family, or partner… You have someone who truly cares about you out there, so try and live life to the fullest every day possible… Remember, you w o n ‘ t get another chance like this, next time, it will be permanent I’m afraid…” now as for time, Xo holds time with a fondness… Time can be a blessing and a… Curse to some… Xo used to see time as a curse but they learned quickly, you must do what you can and will with the time you are given, never be afraid to get out there and do whatever it is you desire, time may seem so short… It may even feel as though time is plotting and working against you, but that is simply not true… It’s all about working with the time you are given, there is no such thing as more or less with time, and you had better make the most of the time you ARE given, for one day, your clock, as will everyone else’s, will run out.

Xo keeps the time in order (kinda like father time in a way), she CAN control it in a way, meaning it can stop and start time BUT there could only be one reason for stopping, starting, and speeding up time- And if that reason EVER comes to pass ...Whatever god/goddess/being you worship, you had better p r a y to them, pray as hard as you can… (Xo cannot reverse time however technically speaking, unless you wish to count them bringing a person back via unfortunate circumstances then I suppose in a way she can do that but still) Xo’s always been fascinated with how time worked to be honest, it’s interesting all the things time can make happen… Mortals, plants, etc- those grow up, worlds they age and sometimes become more progressive than others, and mostly people change with time, some anyways- Everything changes with time marching ahead, and that, to Xo is a wonderful thing…

That’s honestly the best I can sum them up?? There’s obvs gonna be more to them but for now this is good for personality basis (Xo despite being so blunt with things, Xo is a sweetheart who just wants the best for everyone, just wants peace, equality, and for people to live life to their fullest potential, Xo wants to see them succeed, failure? ...Failure is natural and should not be something to fear, you can always learn from the mistakes you make and next time you try something, then you’ll know what to avoid next time around, failure in a way should be treated as growth, as growing and learning because it is)

| Side Facts: Xo isn’t one for weapons BUT it does wield a black handled scythe that has a white blade attached to it (if you REALLY want, Xo can be technically called a Reaper even if he is much more than that, but if you wish to classify her as that then so be it), Ark’s world is also made up of black and white (literally if you look at the world, it’s split down the middle, black and white, nothing more nothing less, it’s world is actually considered a “Void” given that there isn’t anything really there, the only thing there in the split is Xo’s “throne” of course because it’s literally right in the center of the world it’s black and white as well, they have decorated it with various stones (like the Turritella, Snowflake, and Sodalite stones) there are a few others that are p much otherworldly, those stones can only be found in Xo’s world (I’ll leave those up to interpretation lmao), there ARE shelves lining the “room” however full of hourglasses, all of various types, various names are labelled on them.

Even Xo’s own, for even Xo, despite being a god/goddess n such, does have a due date himself, all the gods/goddesses do, one day their time will be up just like everyone else’s, granted… They D O live a LOT longer than mortals, animals, etc… Hence why their hourglasses are so big and almost infinite, but Xo knows, deep down, despite their infinite size, the sand will reach the bottom one day and then that will be it… Xo isn’t scared of death anymore, they haven’t been for MANY centuries now (they used to be afraid, they used to not understand why they had to even deal with the things they did, why they were the god/goddess they were, but one day, it finally understood… And that was that)

(If Xo and Thanatos (side note, i do realize that’s an actual god name but this one in particular i made is… woo b o y, just- yikes), but Xo and Thanatos would honestly be at each other’s throats, Xo has never liked picking a side in a fight, has never been one for fighting anyway- but Thanatos would disrupt EVERYTHING… That sick disgusting excuse for a god doesn’t even deserve his status, he treats death like a game for his entertainment, he’ll LITERALLY go out of his own way to make everyone suffer in any way he can, and Xo will not have any mockery and slander toward life nor death in this way so those two would c l a s h)

You would think Xo would live forever given their status and being the god they are BUT, it’s definitely not true! They can even be killed even though ...That’s LITERALLY near impossible, not ABSOLUTELY impossible but still, someone would have to get a REALLY lucky and fatal shot in, however even if they were to fade (if Xo dies, imma say this right now, there’ll be a spotlight on them and they’ll start fading away into little specs and drifting into the wind) the balance of life, death, and time will not implode, there are many other gods/goddesses that will be ready to take Ark’s place even if it may be sooner than expected, there’s always a chance after all…

Also fine, yeah- Unus Annus inspired me p heavily here BUT not ENTIRELY?? I just wanted to make another god/goddess for the world, Osmundus has never met Xo despite Xo sometimes visiting other worlds/Earth, and literally meeting his husband- speaking of… Arvish? ...Xo will forever remember what he did to everyone, to all the mortals, his own people even, everyone he hurt and killed- However, Xo holds no grudges, Xo will not haunt him, besides Vark knows deep down Arvish is tormented constantly by his own head, it’s a wonder the old beast hasn’t driven himself insane with all that guilt, Xo has told him before however “You cannot change the past, what’s done is done… However… ...You can make anew for yourself, it all depends on the choices you make in the remainder of your life, so if I were you, I would make the right choices as best I could” Arvish… Took Xo’s words to heart especially, and told Xo he’d try his best.

Also one thing they have to question now… ...Why is it that the mortals want them to say “Memento Mori” so much? Granted, they DO know what it means and even the words “Unus Annus” I mean she knows what BOTH words mean but it seems to hold such value and significance to the mortals...

#Xovarkzis #my oc #original character #god of time oc #god of life and death oc

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gimmebuckysloveorelse · 7 years

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Suprise Part 3

Bucky x Reader

Warnings: mentions of blood, bombs, fluff

Word count: 3,756

Y/N = your name

E/C = eye color

Summary: Bucky finds out one of his old gal friends is in town and was invited to hang out. But reader has a bad history with her since she too loved Bucky so she wants to come along, but Bucky doesn’t think that it is a good idea. This leads to an argument that doesn’t end with tears of happiness.

Part one Part two

Justice has been served to you on a silver platter. Bon Appetit!

“Bucky! Bucky, wake up!” Steve couldn’t believe this. Bucky’s nightmares had come back, but they weren’t about him being back at Hydra headquarters…They were about Y/N. And it was always the same thing, Y/N walking out of the door, Bucky trying to stop her, but he can’t move. Or her coming back with his son or daughter and them resenting him for what he did to Y/N. Bucky said they would say things like, “Maybe if you hadn’t told mom you didn’t love her anymore you could’ve seen my first steps, or heard my first words” or “I got married Dad and you weren’t there to walk me down the aisle”.

These dreams were killing Bucky slowly, and all Steve could do was stand by and watch his best friend be consumed by his fears once again. Of course Steve had thought that his friend was stupid for leaving things the way he did, but he thought that they would work it out. Y/N has been gone for five months now, god knows where she is but Bucky has barely been able to sleep, eat, or even talk. He had been looking for Y/N every day, trying to figure out where she’d gone, to no avail. Steve would have to be the one to tell Bucky that it was time to call it quits, sometimes he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Steve also had to make sure that Bucky showered regularly, sometimes he would have to stay in the bathroom with him with his face to the door just to make sure Bucky was actually cleaning himself. The whole team (not including Wanda or Natasha since they’re still pissed at Bucky for what happened) has been trying to cheer him up, trying to get him back into missions with them, or even a simple movie night, but nothing worked.

A girl had come to the tower one day, nobody quite knew who she was but Natasha knew quite well who she was, and had her in a chokehold before she even made it to the elevator. Once the team had found and separated them, she had explained that her name was Claire and she was a “special” friend of Bucky’s. Now knowing her name, Wanda’s fist immediately collided with Claire’s jaw. The second blow from Wanda went straight to Claire’s nose, causing her to fly back and hit one of the various glass windows. Natasha was about to straddle her again, but Clint quickly grabbed her waist pulling her away, as Vision did the same to Wanda. Knowing that Clint and Vision wouldn’t be able to hold them both down for long, Tony had sent her out of the tower with a warning that if she ever showed her face at the tower again that they will put no effort into stopping Natasha, or Wanda, from tearing out her limbs. Once she left the tower Nat had told Steve who she was. Now he wished that he could’ve got a punch out of it too. But knowing that at least a punch could fracture her skull, Steve decided to put that idea in the back of his brain…and probably save it if she ever decides to return.

Bucky had come out of his room for the first time this week to see what all of the commotion was. Once the elevator opened on the first floor of the gigantic tower, Bucky stepped out. “What’s going on?” Everyone’s attention had turned towards him, and they had noticed that he had taken a shower, and shaved his long beard. He ignored their wide eyes and agape mouths as he took notice of Wanda’s red knuckles, and Natasha’s riled up hair. “And what the hell happened to you two?” Quirking an eyebrow, he walked forward to stand in between Steve and Sam.

“Hm, I don’t know, Bucky. Why don’t you tell us why that little rat Claire came to the tower just now?” Wanda spat while making her way to the fridge to find some ice to put on her red throbbing knuckles.

“Claire? I didn’t ask her to come here if that’s what you’re implying.” The mention of Claire’s name made his stomach clench. He couldn’t care less to know why she was here, and why would he? Now being able to fully obtain what he did wrong, he knew that what Claire meant to him was nothing compared to what he felt for Y/N. Now he felt like throwing up but dismissed the urge as Steve walked up to him.

“No one is implying anything Buck. Wanda is still running on adrenaline is all.” Steve gave him a reassuring pat on the shoulder, as a way of saying “don’t take it to the heart”.

“Well, considering how beat up Wanda’s knuckles are, I know she’ll never come back.” That made him feel a little better to know that he would never see Claire’s face again. And kind of suprised to know that Wanda did all of the damage instead of Nat. But then he also knew that Nat and Wanda didn’t do it for him, they were just getting revenge for what she did to Y/N.

“Oh now you suddenly don’t care for ‘Carol’, was it? By the way, Barnes, have you found where Y/N is yet? Because boy do I have a story to tell her,” Natasha said in a bitter tone.

Steve again put his hand on Bucky’s shoulder, but he shook it off. ”What about you, Romanoff? Last I checked you’re still looking for Banner, can’t be too hard to find a giant green monster, am I right?” Natasha was walking towards Bucky now, eyes full of animosity, fists clenched, and as she was about to land her jab, F.R.I.D.A.Y had come on the intercom.

“Mr. Stark you might want to check the news.”

Tony had went over to the flat screen TV in one of the nearest rooms across the hall, and quickly turned on the News. There was a female news reporter, covered in black ash with a slight cut on the top of her head.

“This is Serena Fern reporting live from Lansing, Michigan where I have just witnessed a bombing just near the ‘Re olds Transportation Museum’. There’re many fatalities and no word on how many have died. The group who have caused this monstrosity have been identified as members of Hydra. Once they activated the bomb, they had fled to the museum holding exactly forty six people captive. We have only been able to identify very few, but here is some footage that one of the captives was able to take. This video may be disturbing to others so viewer discretion is advised.”

The video that had replaced the reporter was absolutely horrifying. About sixty Hydra men surrounding hostages that were sitting on the floor with their heads down, some shaking uncontrollably from fear. The person holding the camera started to move it throughout the room showing more than five people in a line with bloodied up faces, and hands tied behind their back taking in multiple strikes from one of the Hydra agents. One face had caught Bucky’s eye though, in the corner of the room crying crouched down, was a woman with a hand on her stomach. Bucky’s face went white and the nausea had returned. It was Y/N. “It’s Y/N! God no this can’t be happening! What are you all standing around for! Suit up!”

‘Just hang in there a little longer love, we’ll be safe I promise.’ You thought to yourself as you held your now watermelon sized stomach. All you wanted was a nice day in the museum to relax, and read, but plans quickly changed when you heard an explosion. Then not even fifteen seconds later you heard multiple gunshots, and men yelling at everyone to get down on the floor, and put their hands behind their head. It all happened so fast, about sixty men of these men swarmed in, all armed with heavy duty guns. Some started to scream in German, and fired more bullets. You quickly, yet carefully got onto the floor, and did as they asked not wanting to put your unborn baby’s life in danger.

There were some people who didn’t listen to what these men were saying, and were taken to the middle of the crowd. They made them get on their knees and tied their hands behind their back. You had seen the red badge on their suits and immediately recognized it. They were Hydra, your heart sunk, your breathing became erratic. If these men were as dangerous as Bucky had told her, then god knows what they’ll do to us. The men all started to take turns punching those who disobeyed their orders. You couldn’t watch, all you could do was hear the sounds of your crying mixed with others.

All of the sudden you felt something pop, and a wet spot formed around the floor completely soaking your jeans. ‘No! No! Not right now, why now?!’ You were not due until another five weeks! Then the shock diminished and the pain started to kick in. You started to groan and kick your legs as you felt your pain grow. Others had took notice of what was happening, but were too afraid to move toward you. But an old woman behind you took a hold of your hand, and gave it a squeeze.

“Hi hun, I’m Mable, just keep taking deep breaths you’ll be fine.” She spoke in a low whisper you could barely hear. But gave you a reassuring smile, and you squeezed her hand back as thanks, and followed her orders. “That’s it hun, you’re doing amazing.”

Oh god how you wished Bucky was here, you weren’t supposed to give birth like this. You imagined giving birth in the hospital with Bucky by your side, not in a museum with Hydra assassins threatening to kill whatever blinked. What if you didn’t make it out alive? No you couldn’t think like that, you had to stay strong. The pain continued to worsen, and you let out a shaky breath, then inhaled another lung full of air again. One of the assassin’s eyes landed right on yours and made his way to wear you were seating. You put your head down trying not to show the immense pain you were in. He pulled your hair up roughly so you looked right at him.

“Oh, tsk tsk look at zee mess you’ve made.” A smirk played on his lips as he continued to taunt you. “How about when zis baby is born, I take it to headquarters. Oh my boss would be z’rilled to have another experiment. Как ты думаешь, Деймен, не хотел бы, чтобы босс не был благодарен?(What do you think Damen, would our boss not be grateful?)” He shouted to the other man across the room, and he gave him a nod and laughed.

You spat in his face. “Go to hell.” He slapped you hard across the face causing you to fall to your side. Mable had got up and tried to help you, but was violently hit in the back of the head with the back of his gun. She yelped and fell to the ground unconscious.

“Apologize!” He screeched, face red with fury.

“Over my dead body.” You spat back, tears were threatening to spill at any moment but you didn’t want to give him the satisfaction.

“Oh that could be arranged.” He pulled out his gun and aimed it right at you.

As if almost on cue the windows shattered, and you could hear multiple gunshots being sent back and forth throughout the massive room. You could hear the assassins screaming.

“It’s zee Avengers!”

This made your heart skip a beat. You cautiously looked around hoping to see the face that you’ve been wanting to see for the past five months. The man who stole your heart, who gave you love, the man who broke you. And there he was, his metal arm making it easier to spot him, fighting right next to Sam trying to take down as many assassins as they could. His ocean blue eyes spotted yours, and he started to move at an even faster pace in your direction. When he finally reached you, he picked you up, and whispered “I am so sorry doll”, and made his way to try and get out of there as soon as possible.

“No, Bucky the others are still in there, we can’t leave them!” You tried to tell him but he just kept on running.

“I have to get you and our baby safe, your safety is my mission right now! Steve and the rest have everything controlled.” Bucky didn’t even bother to look anywhere else as he got out of the museum took one of the police cars, put you in the back seat, and drove off.

“Bucky where are we going? I’m in labor right now you know!” Bucky quickly slammed on the brakes, and turned to look at you.

“Are you serious!? Right now?! Can’t you hold it?!” Bucky would be happy later, but the nearest hospital was ten blocks away. He slammed on the gas again.

“Did you really just ask me that Bucky!?” You tried to reach out and smack him for asking you such a stupid question, but the pain in your stomach caused you to keep your hand pressed against it. He was at least going at ninety miles per hour. But Bucky crashing was the least of your problems, this baby wanted out. You started clenching as hard as you could on the leather cushions, while trying not to scream to loud. You had finally made it to the hospital in one piece, and Bucky got out of the car carefully picked you up again, and sprinted you inside.

“She needs a doctor! She’s giving birth!”

“BUCKY COULD YOU MAYBE NOT SCREAM IN MY EAR!” Bucky flinched at your sudden outburst, but quickly turned his attention toward the doctors and nurses that were running towards you and Bucky with a gurney, and he set you down on it.

“Don’t mind her sir it’s a normal part of transition.” She turned back her attention to you as they ran you along the hallway trying to find you an open room. “Hey trooper you’re doing absolutely amazing, just keep up with your deep breathes.” Of course she would say the same thing as Mable did, but this was their job so you once again listened to her orders.

You knew that the contractions would be painful but every time when it would stop, they would come back even stronger. They finally found you and room and rushed to remove your jeans, and undergarments so they can begin. Bucky was holding your hand the whole way never letting go, even though you were probably squeezing the life out of his flesh hand.

“Doctor her cervix is already dilated by 8 centimeter’s.” The doctor nodded, finished putting on his gloves, mask, and looked at you. “Now Y/N I know it hurts, but you’re going to need to start pushing.” You gave him a nod and pushed, the pain was excruciating.

“You’re doing great doll.” Bucky leaned over kissed your forehead, and gave your hand a small squeeze.

“But it hurts so much Bucky!” You cried out as you gave another push.

“I know baby, just keep on trying.”

“How would you know! You’re not the one with a baby coming out of your-Ow!” Now that push really hit you, you tried to hold back from screaming to loud but that third push set you off. Sweat was pouring down your head, and the nurse wiped it off. The doctor told you that he could already see the baby crowning, and you only needed to push a few more times. Then after those last four agonizing pushes, everything went still. Almost peaceful, as you felt the pain slowly sever. Then you heard the most beautiful cry, your baby’s cry. You quickly looked up to see your beautiful baby.

“Congratulations, it’s a girl.”

Bucky was crying as he went over to your little girl and looked at you asking for permission. You nodded, and the doctor gave Bucky the scissors to cut the umbilical cord. Once cut the nurse put her into a pink towel, and gave her to Bucky. He looked so happy holding his little girl, and carefully headed over to put her in your arms. He slowly bent over the bed and handed you your baby. She had Bucky’s eyes, and your hair. God she had so much hair you could probably braid it. She stopped crying as you held her small, fragile body. You started to cry again as Bucky sat next to you and kissed your forehead, and said a slow ‘I love you’.

“I’ll leave you two alone for a bit, and let you settle on names.” The doctor left with a smile on his face as he watched you and Bucky stare in complete awe at your beautiful creation.

Words couldn’t describe your happiness. But you and Bucky did need to settle on a name for her. “Well I had no idea what gender the baby was going to be so I didn’t think of any names.” Bucky gave you a confused look and started laughing.

“How did you not know our baby’s gender?”

“Hush, I wanted it to be a surprise!” Bucky chuckled once more then looked up at you, and gazed into your E/C eyes for a second before speaking.

“You can choose the first name, I’ll choose the middle?”

You nodded and started to think of what you should name your first daughter. Then it hit you. “What about Arista…” He gave a wide smile, and nodded.

“Arista Brissaih Barnes. It is.”

You smiled at the thought of him using his last name. You both agreed, and told the doctor. The nurses soon came in and took Arista to go and get her cleaned. You and Bucky sat there for a while, contemplating on what to say.

“Listen Bucky-” He put a hand up to silence you.

“No Y/N you don’t have to, this was all my fault. You were right, she kissed me and I did nothing about it. I should’ve walked out right when it happened, but like an idiot I stayed. I lost your trust that day, and I walked out on you instead of settling things. I should’ve listened to you and not went at all. Because now I screwed everything up. I am nothing without you doll. Living without you almost killed me. If it weren’t for Steve and the other’s…who knows what would’ve happened. I know that I abandoned you and our baby, and I’ll regret it for as long as I live. When I saw you in the video on the news, I didn’t know what to think. All I knew is that I needed to get to you fast. I thought I would be too late, that you would be out of my life again. The thought that you were there alone with nobody to hold you, and tell you everything is going to be okay, it burned an even bigger hole in my heart. I wanted to let you know that I do love you. I love you so much, I love it when you snort as the dumbest jokes, I love when you always put others before yourself. I love it when you get into you books, because I can look at you all I want without you noticing. I love when I wake up because you were snoring, and you deny it even though you know I’m right. I am madly and deeply love you Y/N. You have possessed me body and soul. And if you are willing to forgive me-“

Bucky didn’t finish his sentence as you grabbed his face, and crashed your lips against his. It was so sudden that it took Bucky a second to respond, but he started to melt into the kiss. Mouths moving together in perfect harmony, his lips molding into yours perfectly. This kiss was different than the others, it was mixed with need, happiness, and love. You missed him so much, these five months have been tormenting. There were days where you wanted to not eat, sleep, or drink, but you knew that you were going to be a mother now and couldn’t take any risks. But now you having Bucky back it made all of your heartache go away. You slowly pulled away from the blissful kiss, resting your forehead against his.

“I love you too. Of course I forgive you.” He let out a sigh of relief and smiled, with tears streaming down his face. He was leaning in to give you another kiss, but the nurse walked in with Arista in her arms. She gave her to you and said that you both had visitors. She pulls the curtain to the side, and there they were looking as if though they have just been caught stealing cookies from the kitchen.

“Look Y/N, it’s ‘zee’ Avengers.” Bucky said trying to hold back his laughter.

“Hey guys nice to see you too, how much did you hear?” You asked as you raised your eyebrows waiting for a response.

“Enough. And Bucky did you seriously quote Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice?” Steve asked as he crossed his arms and quirked an eyebrow at Bucky.

“I knew I heard that from somewhere!” Sam screamed, and the whole room shushed him gesturing to the sleeping baby. “O yeah...sorry.” He said flushed with embarrassment.

They all rushed into the room, almost toppling over eachother, and managed to all give you hugs and kisses without disturbing the baby. Natasha and Wanda made their way over to the side of your bed and asked if they could hold Arista, which you happily said yes to. You had all told them her name and they all loved it of course. And Tony said that her initials spell out ‘ABB’, so that’s Tony’s new nickname for her. They all stayed overnight, wanting nothing more then to catch up with you, and spend time with their new niece. Bucky looked over at you and smiled.

“Are you ready to come home?”

You looked at Arista, then at everyone else. They are your family, and you missed the hell out of them. So you turned back to Bucky, smiled, and took a hold of his hand.

“Ready as I’ll ever be.”

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