#but yeah he deadass just

[sunforgrace]

he sat there on the ground and cried. for cas. cas told him he loved him was taken away and he buried his head in his hands and wept

#AND THEN THEY TRIED TO PRETEND LIKE IT WAS FINE? and after the widower arc #it wasn’t even as nearly fucked then this time all their friends got thanos snapped and we don’t even get canon confirmation that they were #brought back. even with covid not even a vo or offhand mention or reference #jack is god and in every drop of rain or whatever. #sure yeah whatever they beat the final boss and got over the protagonist angst of it all but the world was still the same it just wasn’t a #chuck story which only ramped up to being The Big Problem in the season 14 finale. #cas was stabbed by an angel blade and dean broke while wrapping his body for the funeral pyre. ALONE. and was. not doing well #and you tell me it’s whatever after he sat there in that dungeon refused to answer sam’s calls and cried during the complete and total end #of the world. that he just bounced back from that and died and drove around heaven for decades in a few minutes and smiled while americana #electric guitar played on some bridge #cas helped oh that’s nice I guess smile now I have GOT to go drive my car around. because I did not get enough of that in my time on earth. #unlike my time with cas which I am satisfied with and in no need of closure. perhaps a conversation. looking upon him to see him alive and #well. healing some of that trauma of the last time I saw him. a reunion hug maybe even which has become tradition. CUT THE CAMERAS deadass #he’s going for the face touch. no this we cannot possibly have time for we have to play carry on wayward son twice #sorry. it has been three years. sorry. it’s just so funny buddy your ass did NOT escape the hamster wheel

[blueberryspyder]

Also idk who else has listened to Gale’s official Spotify playlist (made by Tim Downie himself god bless) but am I the only one who wants to write a college-style essay about how each song correlates to Gale.

Is this a Normal Thing that people want to do with their lives or am I… Unwell

#captains log #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #gale #bg3 gale #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #I just really #really like his playlist #it’s a lot of fun #I heard ‘(don’t fear) the reaper’ out in the wild today and I was like #‘that’s Gale!!’ #deadass got super hyped over that #and yeah there’s a Beatles song on that album and normally I’m all ‘the Beatles are overrated bleh’ #… but this song is genuinely one of my favorites from when I was a kid (my dad got us hooked on the Beatles) #and it holds a lot of personal value to me #so #sue me ig #ALSO HE PUT ‘US’ BY REGINA SPEKTOR ON THEIR AND I PUT THAT IN MY PERSONAL GALE PLAYLIST BEFORE LISTENING TO TIMS #I was FREAKING out #just made me really excited cause I just really like Gale (if that wasn’t obvious) #anyways I want to write essays

[tuff-ponyboy]

another random comment about leif garrett hehe but I think we as a fandom greatly underestimate how big of a star leif was in the 70s and early 80s. LIKE..tommy howell has been posting some videos from around the time the film came out (literally 41 years ago today happy bday girl!) and everyone is screaming for leif lmao. he literally has to introduce the cast to fans dhdjdjd he's like "oh and this is ralph and patrick" as if that's not The Patrick Swayze and The Karate Kid

#I think people also forget that the cast was deadass a bunch of nobodies LMFAO well actually I think Matt had skin in the game #and obviously Emilio cuz his dad but like #the fans were coming to the movie for leif and he was only in it for 1 second and then died #that shit would piss me off so bad but then I'd be like wait...these other guys kinda cute tho.. #i was talking to amanda earlier today about the two Coreys and we both agree that haim was cuter but Feldman was everywhere too #they were The Coreys! not just one! a packaged deal! so yeah it's hard looking from 2024 at teen boys in the 80s and wondering #'hm did they really like Feldman???' yes. yes they did. #it is the truth that Leif was a Big Dog in the early 80s and it's true that people genuinely like Corey Feldman #*LIKED i don't think he is the most popular nowadays but in 1987...something shifted #i just be saying shit #this is like if Harry was in dunkirk for 1 sec and then got killed #or if his character in don't worry darling died in the beginning

[shima-draws]

I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD

#One Piece #My favorite arc BY FAR #It was really long! But it wasn’t Alabasta long!! #Also Noland’s backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad #Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasn’t really a point I got super bored #Even with all the fights going on #Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out #Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions #And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS #Oh and Zoro’s look this arc. God he was STYLIN. I’m so weak for a man in goggles shut up. #Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah. #G8 is next and I know it’s filler but I’ve heard nothing but praise for it #So I’ll probably watch it instead of skipping :’D #Shima speaks #Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said ‘Lol you thought x character was dead?? SIKE’ #Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but he’s fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out #for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later. #Silly anime logic. It doesn’t make sense and I love it

[seasaltcosmos]

i cannot believe people legit got mad at april during this scene when she has EVERY GODDAMN RIGHT TO BE PISSED??? HELLO????

#tmnt 2012 #april just got her dad back for only like 2 episodes and lost him AGAIN #SHE’S ALLOWED TO BE FUCKING DONE WITH THIS #LIKE YEAH THE TURTLES DIDNT MUTATE HIM ON PURPOSE BUT SHE’S BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK TO SAVE HIM #BUT MIKEY JUST SAID ‘ITS OUR FAULT’ AND SHE’S PROBABLY ALREADY EXHAUSTED FROM ALL THIS??? I’D SCREAM TOO #i’m killing her dad off in my rewrite deadass bc he’s useless and also i want her to shout at them even more

[cowboy-robooty]

CALLING ALL CITIZENS THAT HAVE EXPERIENCED BEING A 16 YEAR OLD BOY

my friends are saying im wrong but IM DEADASS IN THAT I THINK DENJI IS THE MOST ACCURATE DEPICTION OF WHAT THE TEENAGE BOY EXPERIENCE IS LIKE. IM PROVING WIENER AND LEE WRONG PEOPLE WILL AGREE WITH ME

#NO OF FUCKING COURSE I DONT MEAN IN THAT HES KILLING DEVILS AND SELLING HIS LEFT TESTACLE FOR MONEY N SHIT NOBODY IS DOING THAT IRL #I MEAN LIKE YOU KNOW. CHARACTER WISE. IN THE SOUL. HIS FEELINGS. HIS UNDERSTANDING. HIS SHORTCOMINGS. HOW THE GEARS IN HIS HEAD WORK. #im just sayin denji is so good because hes so deadass and real like yeah it do be like that

[taegularities]

... "kpop 🤢"

#thinking about that time when that toxic ass guy from last year bashed kpop and immediately went eww #as many people do for some reason #and i showed him a kpop song or two and he deadass saod #said* #'oh.... this is just music too!' #like what did you expect.. some alien howling with unidentifiable noises in the bg or #anyway yeah just thinking about prejudiced some people are sigh #it can be hard to be yourself bc of this sometimes :') #what do we do with these people y'all lmao #tdl

[maskyartist]

what if I told you I was slowly writing a oneshot of them… >;3

IF YOU DONT LET ME DRAW FANART FOR THAT SHIT IMMA LOSE IT IMMA LOSE IT!!!! ACTIVELY!!!

#masky gets the mail #I WANT HICKORY AND CLAY SO BADLY IT MAKES ME STUPID!!! #hickory/clay....chaz/clay....we need clay dating enemies im just sayin #like deadass the humor of everyone going 'he tried to KILL US ONCE???' and clay's like #....YEAH BUT HES DIFFERENT NOOOOW #he fell for that accent i know it i fucking KNOW It. #clay weak for accents ;3c

[rarestdoge]

Hey Cam! Do you like to play sports? If not, what's your favorite video game?

"In more detail, I played a shit ton of basketball back in my high school days, and I was one of the best players on my team! It's just a small hobby of mine nowadays, though."

#I can't look at Cam with glasses without thinking of 🤓 #I mean it's PARTLY TRUE- #umm asckually #yeeah he'd definitely correct you on game facts n shit #also Cam has one of those like #mini basketball hoops in his room that you hang up above your door with a mini basketball #he plays around with that when bored #and YES COOL HAT REAL? There will in fact be a full design for that later #just some different clothes for him to wear when he's not at work in the military #and yes it's an N64 themed hat I literally have that hat and went “he'd wear that hat” #that's an official Luigi remote he has there btw #his favorite Mario character is Luigi he LOVES him #he's forced to play as Funky Kong in speedruns because it's the meta but he always uses Luigi outside of his runs #he will FIGHT YOU to play as Luigi #and yeah I know an official Luigi themed nunchuck doesn't exist so #I've decided Cam didn't like that and deadass got one custom made to match #he jokingly has a bunch of Toad wii remotes and uses them when he knows he'll get pissy at a game so he doesn't break his beloved Luigi one #because my ass couldn't help but make a Poofesure reference #he's been in a rivalry with 2 other speedrunners for years on end btw they constantly toss around the world record #I dunno what category he runs yet I'll think about that one #anyhoo HOLY HELL THAT IS ENOUGH RANTING NOW ENJOY THE LORE- #I just love him so much your honor #/ #cameron calvin #oc #henry stickmin #thsc #the henry stickmin collection #asks #GODAWFUL shitart

[pinkyjulien]

It's a Time-to-cry-over-pixel Type of Night ouggggggggggggghhh

cause y'know, mods, spawned entity, custom NPC+ and all... it's all fine but deadass nothing really HITS quite like the Original tbh tbh

Whoever got it bad bad for one specific NPC might've experienced/noticed the same thing in some way, it's subtle but explicable 🤏

Cyberpunk's characters are complex- and I'm not talking here about the writing or the personalities- I'm talking about their insides, their files! about the Animations specifically

The facial animation system has multiple facials expressions pools to pick anims from- just like us when we choose which facial expression swap mod we want to use for AMM or Photomode!

However, the BIG difference is that the game is able to layer those animations on top of each others; to add them, to play them at the same time, to control different part of the face with "additional" animations and poses on top of each others

That's something we cannot do with mods; we're stuck with the "base" of those facial animations, the "bare"/"raw" layers

If you ever looked at your fav during a photoshoot and thought they looked a bit... off, OOC, not quite right? Missing that lil something? That's because all of the "main" characters have their own expressions pools, set of facials expressions, anims "layering" and micro-expressions! And we cannot re-create that with mods just yet

Been using some of my vanilla raw-photomode pictures here, from different 'caldos quests to illustrated all of this cause- ghfhghf I always get emotional looking at just how kind and soft and EXPRESSIVE Mitch is, and I can't really re-create that in my pics even if I try hard to mimick it (and it always makes me sad when I think about it too much 🤡)

It's simply not possible with the tools we currently have, and that's why I love going back to the feral state of just staring at the blorbo through the different in game scenes like

👁👄👁 ............................................ yeah h

#deadass don't know where I was going with this #is it useful? idk #is it interesting?? idk #AHUGHUIEZ Is it JUST ME SCREAMING ABOUT MITCH AGIAN? YEAH IT IS #he's ouuHHHGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Q _q he makes me cry is what he is Ough #take this Idk what this is TAKE IT hgfh take my thoughts #cyberpunk 2077 #mitch anderson #idk how to tag this #text #rambling #vp shenanigans #long post

[ladyimaginarium]

i swear to g-d im& not even the jealous type but jfc i HAAAAAAATE this feeling when im& just lowkey like. who's :)))))) this :))))) bitch 👀👀👀👀🔪🔪🔪🔪 :))))))

#arcana.vents #& its like. kinda irrational bc we're just friends & just vibing & we're not even together but like. i cant help it so fuck me ig lmao #like obvi he can have friends & shit & w/e so im not gonna like. tell him anything bc i dont wanna like push him away or push anything yk?? #& he said he missed me & everything but like. damn. why arent you talking to me like that. i wish you would talk to me like that. #i miss you too & i wish you would tell me you loved me more :< #im just like bitch chill he aint even your man. but he's sweet & good to me & he's deadass one of the funniest ppl ever. #& we have literally so much in common & he said i was a miracle & resilient since birth & that sb should make a documentary about me ehehe. #& we're both autistic poc4poc & have a lotta solidarity between our communities & he makes me blush & giggle & i love his curls & his smile #& the color of his skin's so pretty & he said that it'd be neat if we just. played videogames in a pillowfort #& he makes spongebob refs & he likes anime & horror & buffy & ethel cain nicole dollanganger & lana del rey & he got a nasty ass vocabulary #& he said it'd be cool if we explored abandoned places together & go to concerts together & he has the cutest name ive deadass ever heard #when nicole said ''when i see you i cant find the words to speak my cheeks go as red as two big cherries'' & ''you're so cool''... YEAH. #im gonna start fuckin chewing on the fuckin walls dude. im GNAWING at the bars of my cage. i need him to firmly grasp it. #i wanna feed him the world's sweetest strawberry!!!! #we have lost the entire fucking plot besties lmfaoooo #& i rarely if ever feel like this for cis dudes & my mind is blaring sirens like he gonna leave me im just. getting war flashbacks to. yeah #the red sirens be blaring like HE'S GONNA ABANDON ME!!!!! its so irritating #ill be goddamned if i EVER feel replaced to that degree ever again. id actually rather get hit by a car & throw myself into the sea lmao #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BPD SPLITTING I HATE YOU #this was from a few hours ago but i forgot to post it so lmao

[thebewilderer]

Watching Wednesday for the first time and,, is every line she says the entire season always this cringe inducing???

#also one of the people im watching it with is just. SO dumb. #ih #wednesday #he making up these theories about whats happening and treating them like canon and im ??? girl no #edit also this is an actual question #like i want to watch this show but #idk if i can if its always this... ''teenager who thinks theyre the specialest thing on earth because they hate people'' thing... #like girl we know youre super special can do anything hate people etc etc etc we all went through the same phase lmfao #my eyes hurt from rolling i cannot keep this up #i simply do not have the mental fortitude required to watch a show that has me rolling my eyes every time a character opens their mouth #and disclaimer i liked the addams family like the actual show #this is playing too deadass and im :-/ #but yeah fr is this going to continue the whole time or does she stop being QUITE so annoying once she gets a friend???

[shima-draws]

Adopts soon?!!

YES

If all goes well they should be posted tonight or tomorrow night ;)

#I say that bc I think an old friend will be over at the house tonight. So I might be too busy catching up to draw lol #He's a longtime friend of my roommate and I literally. Have not seen him in YEARS lol #Like I deadass think it's been. 4-5 years? Since I've seen him? #Which is crazy to me bc A. Again he's one of my roommate's buddies and B. WE LIVE IN THE SAME STATE. LIKE #Tbf I've only lived with my roommate since July so he just. Hasn't come over since before I moved in. #ANYWAY. Anyway. Yes adopts. #They are VERY cute. Probably my favorite set to date #I think you guys will like them ;) #But yeah I'll try to get them done tonight if said friend doesn't come over #Otherwise it'll be tomorrow for sure #Shima answers questions #Adopts

[cowboy-robooty]

now that wiener has changed me i can show my true colors to you all. this is the equivalent of me posting my little prince on the internet okay because i genuinely think this is cringe and stupid but i cant help it i have autistic rage and everyday i fight against it. anyways the reason why its so big i like wieners itapan is bc this is how i actually feel about itapan

its okay though because everyday i fight to cure myself of these aids (once i opened my social media app and saw itapan and my day genuinely felt significantly worse. ruined even. i am fighting so hard).

#BECAUSE I FOR REALSIES THINK ITS SO DUMB TO GET ACTUALLY DEADASS MAD AT FICTIONAL SHIPS #WHO THE FUCK CARES #AINT NOBODY CARE ABOUT THAT SHIT SHUT YO DUMBASS UP!!!!! #but my weakness... is itager... because idk im ill abt them its not a joke #ive been this way for like 6 years now #i can handle reading fanfics of germany x other characters bc germany literally never loves them #like all the fics i read of him x other characters is just him being tortured by them and he doesnt even like them #the only way he reciprocates their affections is literally after white room torture and getting turned into a different person #i believe that i think thats true thats the only way he could possibly show romantic affection to someone other than italy #i only can tolerate and sometimes enjoy content of germy/itatard x other people if its onesided and they dont love the other person #bc then im like yeah seems legit cuz theyd only love eachother in all universes #and i feel this way abt basically all of my ships i care abt bc im a monoshipper #but usually i wont give a fuck if i see them with other people im like that sucks lol but not my house not my soup! #BUT ITAGER....... IT MAKES ME CRAZY #IT MAKES ME ACT LIKE A FREAK ! I DONT ENDORSE MY OWN BEHAVIOR #thats why this is my shame............. this is my one true cringe and something i genuinely consider a flaw of mine #one of my few if not only autistic rage inducers............. please accept me for who i am. i am trying to fight this (ngl im losing but #we still try our best bc i want to have no weaknesses) #one of my few weaknesses..... #robooty dick pic

[rose--hathaways]

vampire academy if rose’s friends knew about her crush on dimitri and ruthlessly bullied her for it as all good friends do, but they don’t know that dimitri is simping just as hard

#there’s a fic in this #i can smell it #brb #vampire academy #like adrian makes his snide comments yeah #BUT IF CHRISTIAN KNEW??? #MY GIRL ROSE WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO CATCH A BREAK #lissa would constantly be like ‘hey dimitri do you think rose is pretty’ and dimitri would be PANICKING because he thinks she’s onto him #but really she’s just trying to get rose a date #OR SHE WOULD ACTUALLY PROBABLY BE COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS #ROSE WOULD DEADASS SAY ‘I HAVE A CRUSH ON DIMITRI BELIKOV’ AND LISSA WOULD BE LIKE ‘omg u and eddie should date’

[chewysgummies]

I gonna lean in on a little secret...

#chewys notes #I deadass dont care for wander over yonder as a whole #Literally only pay more attention to killbot 86 #Everything else i just dont ex knowledge their existence #dont get me wrong #the show is good #But like #i have a thing where if i became so attached to a character from that show #i tend to lean in more with them and forget everything else #in other words #I have favoritism #I have one thing i love more while neglecting the other #Cause im a bad bitch and a hottie #jk im joking #But yeah #I just really REALLY love killbot 86 #He's mean so much to me and it annoys me that i try to find anything related to him but come out empty handed #Yes i can make some for myself but damn it is sad #killbot 86 #fucking hell #Ima just take killbot 86 and claim him as my own now #He's mine now💖 #might try to distance myself from the show in favor of killbot 86 #my homeboy #my beloved scrunkly robot