#butch at 11

[werewolfaday]

day 11!

directly referenced from this photoset

#art #werewolf a day #butch art #werewolf art #werewolf #butch werewolf #uhhh #leather #art study #day 11 #lycan #lycanthropy

[lesbianredhoodedmercenary]

happy father's day i'm thinking about this outis line again

I always thought it was a bit out of pocket considering this isn't too long after the events of Canto III, even with how Outis was being harsher this Canto.

But I then I remembered that Outis' son is the same age as Sinclair.

Her son, who thinks that she died in the Smoke War (the in universe equivalent to the Trojan War as depicted in the Iliad and the Odyssey) because she hasn't been home in years. Her son who cannot cry out to her. And her son, who is currently in much the same position as Sinclair regarding his self-perception and ability to fight, as Telemachus refers to himself as "a weakling knowing nothing of valor" (Book 2 of the Odyssey, line number and exact wording depend on translation).

I think this line reflects more on Outis and her anxieties about her family thinking that she's dead, as well as a reference to Telemachus experiencing his own journey to manhood, much like Sinclair.

I think there's also things to be said for the parallels between Sinclair and Telemachus, even just the ones imagined by Outis. Hell's Chicken had her showing a very paternal worry over his diet (raise your hand if your dad has ever said you'll be short forever if you don't eat right). Overall, even though Sinclair and Telemachus only share the bones of a coming of age narrative, Outis is seeing connections there because she misses her family.

As with this one. Again, she's showing her hand more than she means to. Though she's talking to Dongrang, I think she's also talking to herself. Trying to reassure herself that home will always be waiting. Dongrang, however, decides not to return, but to pursue glory no matter who he hurts in the process. The Odyssey also contrasts the pursuit of glory with the desire to return home. Odysseus has to choose humility in order to return.

Outis has been keeping up a careful persona around us, but it's slipping. Her desire to return home is seeping through even as she tries to assert herself by clinging to the glory from a war that's long since ended.

#limbus company #outis lcb #outis makes me insane i need to bite something #outis is canto 11 going by release order... that's so far away #penelope and telemachus i need to think about them and see them #rotating them in my mind every day #and. i can't unpack homeric ideals of masculinity with how the odyssey treats telemachus' coming of age and #how that's going to influence outis' writing and how she treats sinclair. because that would take way too long #but y'know #that's another post. and that's also a post about gender. like. i can see the title now #Homeric Masculinity. Butchness. and The Meaning of Manhood: a Closer Look at Outis' Gender in Limbus Company #i title my shit like academic articles do not @ me #like. i know gender isn't really a factor in the city. but from a meta-textual level i think it's interesting and i'm a butch lesbian so #also this is a scheduled post. i am scheduling it for fathers day because i would not remember otherwise. so hi from the past

[doctorwhoisadhd]

transmasc doctor rights

#ari opinion hour #12 is transmasc. you cant change my mind #(also 11 butch lesbian rights) #not bonff #doctor who #this is the witch's familiar and hell bent btw

[aroaceleovaldez]

miscellaneous series of Will Solace doodles and comics from awhile ago. ft some bonus Promare.

[Post that Will is quoting in the first image]

#pjo #riordanverse #will solace #solangelo #my art #some of these are cropped comics but just the cropped bits are funnier #guest starring: Nico. Butch. one of the cabin 11 twins. Persephone. Drew. Leo. and Frank #anyways woe my Will headcanons be upon ye

[booksandpaperss]

watched but I’m a cheerleader last night and actually cried afterwards bc I never see lesbians and even sapphics in general have a beautiful sweet love story portrayed in such a genuine way with a happy ending like that

#11/10 highly recommend #also Megan and graham are so sweet #perfect butch and femme dynamic that’s not stereotyped in a heterosexual lense #also the queer love isn’t sanatized for straight comfort #modern day rep can learn from this movie #but i’m a cheerleader #elli’s random thoughts #lesbian #sapphic

[butch-with-a-deep-voice]

Feeling pretty or something 😌

#would you believe this top was $11 #so happy with the finr #bite me #butch #two spirit #nonbinary #soft butch #trans lesbian #trans butch

[lesbian-ootd]

What if I butch

#ootd #ootd 11-16-23 #plus sized fashion #fatshion #ootd fashion #butch #butch lesbian #sophisticate

[novelconcepts]

It’s always so funny to me when someone can’t tell the difference between an actor who’s over the top and an actor who is doing an intentionally over the top performance. The former can be super aggravating, I get it—but the latter can be so goddamn effective. Especially when you know the actor already, know they’re fully capable of giving normal human facial expressions and chill line deliveries. And they’re out here doing The Absolute Most all of a sudden? It’s for a reason, dude. It’s almost always for a reason. And once you can see past the camp on the surface, it’s so much fun digging in to what emotions the character is actually hiding.

#this is mainly about servant (and to a lesser degree YJ) #like Ambrose in servant is (pardon me) serving SUCH a chaotic performance #but having known her for decades I know full well that’s on purpose #Dorothy is over the top because she HAS to be. because she’s built walls so high around her own grief that the denial comes out in Crazy #and she fully thinks she’s the only one paying attention. the only sane one in the room. #you get glimpses of her being ‘normal’ in flashbacks #still a little Much. still a product of wealth and expectation. detached from reality to a degree. #but the character she becomes after the tragedy is. A Character. #it’s not the woman she was before. she bricked that woman up. she’s taken her performance from television and made a baby blanket out of it #it’s so. so intentional. #and you sort of get a similar thing going with Hewson in early eps of YJ #totally different starting block. Van doesn’t start out traumatized. but she does start out Big #she’s loud she’s silly she’s being intentionally wacky to get laughs out of people #and some of it comes off a little cringe. because it’s a kid playing a role #this is how you like me. I’m gay. I’m butch. I’m hiding. #if I’m a jester you’ll see what I want you to and nothing more. that’s the plan. it’s working. don’t look at the goalie. #not as a person. #but as the show goes on (or as she’s spending time with taissa) she slows down some. quiets. she’s snarkier. holding tension differently. #Hewson starts the performance at an 11 so they can really delve into who Van becomes when the mask is off #when there’s no point in playing the class clown #when it’s like. ah yeah. here’s the kid who grew up too fast. #here’s the kid who’s scared to death. and angry. and willing to fight to live. #it’s not an overacting thing. it’s VAN overacting to keep her secrets #watch the face so you miss what the hands are doing #actors man. actors are fucking cool. storytelling is fucking cool. #deconstructing the illusion is my favorite thing #(anyway still watching servant and it’s still really. Something Else.)

[dykemd]

I like, want to be butch but I'm kind of super nervous about it and feel kind of like an imposter because I didn't always feel this way. Plus I am terrified of topping even though I think it's super hot and have really enjoyed when I have done it! I just like, love butch4femme and butch4butch and feel empowered by butchness but also idk!!! Ah!

my brother, u need to take a deep breath… first, almost 100% of us didnt always feel butch it can be something that can time for u to grow into. n u know being butch has nothing to do w topping!!! u can be a butch bottom, vers, or whatever else u feel like having sex! if ure asking for my advice i say just take it easy bro, it’s supposed to be a journey of self discovery, u dont have to have everything figured out now. just give urself time to see what feels right to u 🙏🏽

#like i came out 11 years ago n i only identified myself as butch for like a fraction of that time n it took me a while to figure what that #meant for me n even now when im at my most comfortable i know im still gonna keep changing n growing into it so dont try to rush it just #take ur time

[regret-breathing]

7/11 drip

#regret posting #my girl bought me the 7/11 beanie at the speedway cuz i joked that it was drippy #i was kiddingg at the time but tbhhhh #i fuck wit it heavy now #butch dyke #butch4butch #i had a whole joke like ‘yea he cute but he do the fuckboy squint in every pic’ ready #and then i remembered i scratch the eyes outta every pic on here #so u cant see the squunt :’( #joke cancelled

[holographicbutch]

Thinking about this incredibly gay friendship I had as a kid where we would rp as characters from movies and stuff and without fail she would let me/want me to play the guy characters that were in a relationship w/ her character... how are you girl I hope your bisexualism (?) is going well. Sorry about your incredibly right wing parents

#oversharing time but she was actually my first kiss. i didnt really have any feelings for her lol but we were like 10? 11? #and id never kissed anyone and i was curious #she knew i was butch before i did LMAO #like. she did a lot of stuff that as an oblivious kid didnt make any sense to me at all but looking back makes so much sense #some conversations i look back on and im like OH. SHE WAS TRYING TO MAKE ME JEALOUS WHEN SHE SAID THAT #anyways it was a wild time. and im pretty sure she also became like anti mask and anti vax so. #ANYWAYS. its 5am and im procrastinating getting out of bed but i really should #skele says stuff

[wutheringhestia]

absolutely did not expect a book with a canva illustration cover, handed to me by my best friend with only the words “be warned, there’s train sex” to utterly demolish me. and yet here we are

#it’s the queer history + fantasy of herding all your loved ones into the one tiny new york appartment + butch lesbian love interest for me #this is about one last stop if you hadn’t already guessed from the subway sex part #sometimes you start a silly little romance to distract yourself from a depressive period #and then four weeks later you’re no longer depressed but you ARE lying in bed at 11:30 sobbing with love of my life by queen playing in the #background because of [redacted spoilers] #also my best friend annotated it and I’m getting to add my annotations on top <3 god I love her

[vamptastic]

I need to come out to my synagogue soon because my voice has dropped a noticeable amount and it's getting to the point where not saying anything raises more questions than not. The congregation is very progressive, albeit in a way that is sometimes too enthusiastic, and I need to find a way to let everybody know that both isn't a big attention-grabbing statement and lets enough people understand my deal that I don't have to field a million individual conversations

#I mean there's going to be questions and conversations obviously. I just want the least amount possible #Dgmr I'm reform Jewish in the Florida version of a blue haven (which is more uhhh purple). They'll be fine. #We have a booth at pride every year. Honestly they've all just thought I'm a butch lesbian since we joined when I was like 11. #Probably also think I'm nonbinary or something because I asked for the male traditional gift at my bar mitzvah #And wear kippot and yk. Call it a bar mitzvah #Idk. We had a guest come who was writing an article #And I told her my legal name then froze up when she asked my pronouns and told her to use whatever. Which definitely #Made her think I was nonbinary. Feel bad for leaving a bad impression esp since we discussed gender and Judaism #Like at this point I need to say something before the whole congregation starts they/themming me without asking #*Wrong impression. Whoops

[christinedepizza]

HELLO I am back from that date I mentioned it was lovely

#11 hour long first date accidentally oops #I was so nervous this morning I thought I was going to be sick #anyway they’re so sweet and clever and I look like I’ve been mauled #I leant them my copy of Stone Butch Blues but we’re going to see each other tomorrow I think #epistles

[gaycey-sketchit]

Kind of want to look like this

#I’m rewatching SU with my younger brother and remembering Pearl is etched into my soul #androgynous queer man wants to look like his favorite butch lesbian for some reason. More at 11 #respectfully me

[pigeonrocks]

oOoOO I am so normal ooooo

#mystuff!! #IN ORDER! #rvb carolina #rvb sarge #richard simmons #dexter grif #frank dufresne #rvb Lopez #franklin delano donut #michael j caboose #rvb tex #allison church #rvb washington #lavernius tucker #leonard church #kaikaina grif #butch flowers #rvb florida #← i guess #i spent like. 11 ish? hours on this. #i think??? idk #rvb