Women. Life. Freedom.
Feminine rage.
I’ve been born with rage i felt it flow through my veins, since i was old enough to understand what it means to be a girl in a world that doesn’t really prefer us.
Unless it can suffocate us under the blanket of patriarchy.
An undertone of sadness was born with me, and a lot of love.
Love that I rarely ever felt safe enough to breathe it in me
Love that isn’t touched by paranoia.
Now I bleed that same rage, from my eyes, and between my fingers.
I choke with it at night.
And collect it every morning every last drop of it is used as a different shade
In the bigger picture that clarifies the history of feminine rage.
I bleed it between my legs. A lot of shame with it,
Shame that I wasn’t supposed to touch
Until i’m old enough to rearrange my internal organs and carry it within me. An indefinite pregnancy that will most likely end up as a stillbirth.
I’m so mad at this world, the world that thinks women only know emotions, and yet it punishes us for feeling mistreated.
Emotional, hormonal, mad
I am mad, mad with rage Does women death mean this little ?
Who deemed our life insignificant?
And what numbed the world to the thousands and thousands of crimes against us ?
“Why” they ask
I wonder what reason would justify HER death?
“what was she wearing?” Another common question…
In all seriousness, SHE was wearing whatever a target would wear.
Her own skin, hair, and heart. born with it, no choice whatsoever
In a world that would like to build empires on top of our shoulders or corpses if we don’t cooperate, but wouldn’t listen to us when we say we can’t breathe
“She should’ve.” “She shouldn’t have.” Anything to blame HER own death on HER.
I’m so mad at this world.
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•Quotes: Barbara Jane Reyes/Sylvia Plath/Mitski/ Fernando Pessoa/James Baldwin/ Faouzia/Halsey/Marion James/ Hozier
•Original context: sinligh
•Art reference:
1. Art by Andrew Atroshenko, (detail) 2. Eugen von Blaas - The Red Fan, 1892 (detail) 3. Laodamia by George William Joy. 4. The Brood By Sam Wolfe Connelly 5. Halsey #ichliwp via James Paterson. 6.The Red Cloud (detail) Photo by ..david….on flickr. 7. Art by Vanni Saltarelli.
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I didn't notice what I lost
Until all the lights were off
And not knowing what you're up to tortured me
Now this might be a mistake
We're broken in so many ways
But I piece us back together slowly
Ooh-ooh, maybe I'm just a fool
I still belong with you
Anywhere you, anywhere you are
Ooh-ooh, these minefields that I walk through
Ooh-ooh, what I risk to be close to you
Ooh-ooh, these minefields keeping me from you
Whoa, what I risk to be close to you
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I'm finally reading Red, White & Royal Blue while I wait to see which unstable, fragile piece of my life is going to implode in the next few days, and gods, I'm literally crying, this shit has no right being so amazing and deep and well-written and emotional and intense and real. Why is it so good? How? I was up til 5am when I had planned to go to sleep hours before, shaking in the dark trying not to lose it completely at the emails, the fucking emails I swear, and it's the first thing I picked up after barely sleeping 4 hours, my life is a mess but at least I'm not them and their gigantic diplomatic mess. Gaaaah. Alright, guess you guys were right; this book is amazing and I'm going to learn whole pages of it by heart.
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.𓂃□ :💽: 𓏲 𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗚 𝗔𝗦𝗦𝗢𝗖𝗜𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 ᠑ 𓏹 𝗚𝗔𝗠𝗘 !
□□. ॰ 𖥔ؗ ̟ ﹅💽 : 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐈 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐄𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈‘𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 ❝𝐓𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐨𝐥𝐝❞ 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬. 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐄𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭, 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𓈒 𓈒 𓈒 ★ॱ ✦ 💿 。
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