#by it bc im jealous of my own art lmao and im rly torn between wanting ppl to like the characters i draw and liking my art when im drawing

[stillthesunkenstars]

I'm having to go by what Google Translate offers, but... I love you. Your art is amazing, and it always bring me great joy to see it on my dash. Even the stuff for fandoms I'm not a part of is delightful just for your command of colour and the obvious love and care you put into your work. I know things like depression can be cruel and chemical misfires in the brain can make it hard to believe that other people care, but I do. I care, and I love you.

Hi anon... I don’t know how to say this I’m feel really warm rn bc of your message and that’s really kind and really sweet of you to say thank you thank you so much,,, I love you so much thank you so much for saying this...

#the last weeks r really rough bc i have a sht ton of hw and executive dysfunction stops me from doing them and i have ro apply for programs #which i have to record videos and its so daunting everythings screaming their importance at me i dont know which order to do them in and #without doing that first i basically cant do anything except for dreading more and more plus my teachers and my mom are nagging me to do #the things i should do but i dont know how to do them nor in what order and i take walks to chill but its corona virus time and its rly #unsafe and im always thinking about how i could use the time to do work instead of taking time off but as soon as im home i just panic agai #n and just refreshes social media like a madman for a sense of security #idkidkidk #but ive made a task planner today and backed up (half of) my files like last week so im really proud of myself bc at least thats 200x bette #r than before but im also like. if i take pride in such insignificant things how fucked am i #but ur message really gave me the strength to go on and at least try to do my shit bc i cant just rot like this #thank u for giving me the strength to hold my heart and know im like. acceptable to some #thank u for liking my colors and my art like whenever i draw art for a big fandom i get a shit ton of notes and im always rly discouraged #by it bc im jealous of my own art lmao and im rly torn between wanting ppl to like the characters i draw and liking my art when im drawing #for small fandoms lmao #but i love u mysteryperson.... thank you so much.. #replies