This is your daily reminder that 99% of people with ana binge, even if it’s not shown. People just doesn’t admit it bc they’re probably embarrassed and have a lot of guilt and shame, but I promise you that you are not alone and you’re not a failed rexie or faking
It happens to all of us, at some point your body will literally force you too
Don’t be so hard on yourself and happy pride
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Relapsed Baddies
starting a somewhat altered egg diet? idk i calculated my kcal to reach my ugw by my birthday, considering i'm starting gym tmrw and will be going every day (hopefully) with my new gym buddies!! first time when i have peeps to go jim with lolol so excitedddd
also in case i binge -> fast next day
here's 2 screenshots for reference :p 💞
sw: 87.1 kg
gw: 49 kg (will be happy even at 55, just setting myself for 49 so i go hard)
my main app3tite and m3al cutt3rs will be zero sodas, broth and gum lol; as well as distractions; i quit 🚬 again so i'm tryina not relapse on those lmfao
Stay safe lovelies 🦋💞
reasons:
- to have others compliment me and ask if i lost weight and how
- to have my enemies be jealous of me
- to fit into mall and thrift clothes efortlessly and look cute and dainty in soft grunge
- to have a daintier voice
- for my bf to lift me easily, spin me around, piggyback me, better s€x, be prettier for him etc
- to be pretty and skinny at a wedding this December
- to find it much easier to run my activities at art college (lots of standing up and arm usage, + lots of stairs to get to and from there)
- to ofc make that bi7¢# jealous lmao
- to feel good this autumn & winter & REST OF MY LIFEEE
- pretty & sk!nny privil3ge
- for people to turn their heads and me knowing they can't have me
- to be able to nibble on food in public without feeling ashamed
- to feel light and able, to not run out of breath on the stairs, not have my knees back and joints hurt all the time
- to look cute in pictures
- to be the sk!nny friend
- to silently tell everyone "i told you so 🖕 f<¢k you"
tips:
- if i'm not hungry enough to eat something i hate => i'm not hungry enough to eat
- zero sodas/juices, zero gum, instant broth, sweetened tea
- distractions: chug 0.5L of water (maybe with ice), take a walk, paint nails, look at th!nspo/m3alspo/grunge, watch €d movies, browse thrift stores, hangout, draw, do house/college chores, make gifties for bf, research business idea, watch yt lives, read, m@$turb@t€, call bf, listen to pop/grunge/re××ie music, exercise tattooing, snap hairband on wrist, etc
- take natural la××es
- take b∅dych3cks, take naps, talk to moots
- "i'd kill to look that skinny" well spoiler, girliepop,, i don't need to kill,, i literally just need to stop eating 💀 so do that lmfao
- you're literally eating yourself to death. stop eating yourself to death.
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