So I just learnt there’s this actual thing called the Super Pink Moon, the moon of spring. But “that's not a reference to its actual color. NASA notes it's "a name that comes from the herb moss pink native to the eastern US, and one of the earliest widespread flowers of spring."
You're not lazy, you simply need to rest. You're not stupid, you simply have gaps in your knowledge that can be filled. You're not ugly, you simply have a wrong perception of your reflection. You're not naive, you simply believe in the good in people and in the world. You're not unlovable, you simply haven't recognised your own worth yet. All of these negative thoughts you may have in fact disguise a positive truth - a truth that you have to learn to believe. You, my love, are simply wonderful the way you are.
in stasis, between destinations, no obligations, no complications, the future is coming fast, but it flinches and settles into the gentle present before it reaches you,
Always remember that if someone calls you ugly, stupid, annoying or any other condescending/negative words, it only reveals their ugly character and has nothing to do with you. I know words can cut deep and leave scars, but I hope it helps you heal when you think about that whatever has been said to you is not a reflection of you, but of the other person. You are truly beautiful, radiant and so, so needed on this world. Everything about you is perfect the way it is. *sending hugs*