#can i delete myself

[iamanartichoke]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but as a creator -

I am fine with "the audience" -

downloading my fics

printing my fics

copy/pasting or screenshotting my fics

sharing your saved copy of my fics with anyone else who might want them in the unlikely but never impossible case that my fics are no longer available on ao3

making a book of my fic(s) and running your fingers across the pages while lovingly whispering my precioussss

doing these things with anything I create for fandom, such as meta, headcanons, au nonsense like 'texts from the brodinsons,' etc

I am not fine with "the audience"

doing any of the above with the purpose/intent of plagiarizing my work or passing it off as their own in any capacity

feeding my work into ai for any reason whatsoever

Save the fandom things. Preserve the fandom things. Respect the fandom things.

Enjoy the fandom things.

#fanfic #ao3 #archive of our own #fandom things #tumblr things #i may have said this at some point #i'm sure i have #but whatever - just in case #i don't say this with the presumption that i'm so amazing and people are clamoring to save my fics #but just if anyone is so inclined that's all #ftr i don't intend on ever removing my fics from ao3 or deleting fandom things from this blog #i've always shared my fandom things with the intent of keeping them shared bc that's the whole point of posting #but the fandom atmosphere and ao3 constantly being under attack who knows what can happen #not that this applies to anyone but should all else fail you can also reach out to me and i will personally give you a copy #at least of fics bc i save everything #not so much the tumblr things but this is a good reminder to myself that i should do that for the things i care about #that i've made or done and only posted here #anyway sorry i have now used up my quota of the putting words into sentences doing for today #i have plans to stare into the void now

[chipmuncher5000]

I love posing

#lesbian #rollerskating #gothic #alt girl #nihilism #can i delete myself

[kinos-fortress-2]

i am aware that this looks nothing like them and i made them ugly af i just dont care anymore. and yes this is still tf2

#i think i should rest and take the artblock... this looks so bad bc i forced myself in this #i draw them so ugly thats why im still posting this but apologies for drawing them so... different at least im aware this is not good #tf2 #sniper #scout #pyro #team fortress 2 #kino art #YES THATS SNIPER IDC I WILL DRAW HIM LIKE HE IS MY OC FUCK IT #self indulgent sketch who cares all i do is sketch and never finish the others i have #i think i will delete this later to see if i can make some changes if i can

[thedocs-in]

You cannot convince me that this didn't happen.

Also, yes, I know, said I was gonna get the second part of the fic out. But I've been busy the past few days and out of the house, so now I can finally sit down and do shit. And I draw faster than I write, and I wanted to christen my new art tablet with a meme of an art piece. And the comic was mostly started.

This thing, this damn comic, has been sitting in my folder for about two years I think. The reason I say that is cause the original version I drew that's in my old style I started like a year or so ago. Never finished it, never plan on finishing it. Looking at my old art style makes me cringe lol. But, I actually started this one like, back in July I think.

#invincible #cecil stedman #invincible show #debbie grayson #nolan grayson #omni man #The OG version looks so bad #But I can't bring myself to delete it #honestly i got this done today #the only thing done was nolan #like he was fully colored and i only had the lineart for the other two #when i say i can crackhead art #i mean i can crackhead art #ps its a reference to malcolm in the middle lol #my art #the file is literally names 'what does the t stand for (2) electric boogaloo'

[kanrix]

I hate getting so obsessed with a character I want to name myself after them and want people to refer to me with said name. I NEED to die

#hi im clayton middleinitial puppington #i named myself henry after the narrator #mumbles #delete later #the sole reason i haven't put clay in my bio is because that man is actually embarrassing #but hey you can call me clay if you want 😔 #.....or kanrix that's also my name

[raccootic]

Everything is going to shit and The only reason i still exist at this very moment is to draw reigen and serizawa 😃👍

So here is reigen and serizawa

#i am not kidding #idk imma probably delete this or something #i just needed to say this somewhere even if i cant say it out Loud #digital art #art #fanart #anime #anime art #anime fanart #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #mp100 #mp100 fanart #reigen arakata #serizawa katsuya #serirei #not even i Can take myself seriously atp #who tf hides a bible in other People’s rooms either way #also Im so tired of Daily nosebleeds idk what to do Bout that tho #id be a perfect match for some hot lady vampire with this nose of mine 👀 #i space out so much #i do not feel real #Im on autopilot or on TV which makes me famous ngl #meet and greet ? 👁👁 #actually do not meet and greet me cause thats kinda awkward #see and ignore ? 👁👁 #if i do not get into School this Will be it i stg

[whyamihereat4am]

there's something so deeply enjoyable about shipping characters you know would loathe being shipped. Like, whether they have genuine hate for each other or are just offended anyone else would think they tolerate each other, they would definitely rip my head off for giggling maniacally while I draw them smooching in MS Paint like I'm pressing my Barbies' heads together- and not just because that's a generally uncomfortable thing to find, but because it's that person specifically. the knowledge that there is a wealth of erotica that involves them having biologically impossible children would inspire them to destroy the world. but they can't, because they're fictional. the fools. *cackles evilly and posts about who i think would be the bottom when they have hate sex*

#cw mpreg #the moment i wrote this tag i realised this post was a mistake and considered deleting it #but i just watched 13 episodes of death note in one sitting and i physically need to rant about it somehow #fyozai #soukoku #lawlight #new obsession unlocked! #kavetham (probably) #shin soukoku #fukumori #zenku soukoku #i can think of SO many other ships this fits off the top of my head (like 10-12) but i am restraining myself #because i don't want to tag too many fandoms

[moonlume]

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism. #sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art... #i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this. #but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again. #its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years. #im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again... #but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it. #anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human. #i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍

[tokruta]

I can’t explain why, but this is my favorite hilson edit ever and I can/will watch it on loop for an uncountable amount of times

#hilson #house md #gregory house #james wilson #im very bummed about my laptop dying on me and possibly having to replace the motherboard #or put money aside to buy a new one in…who knows how long 🙃 #so i was looking through my tiktok playlists since i can’t do my usual late night genealogy #and i saw my house folder and got hit with a burst of nostalgia #i had already saved this edit to my phone bc i loved it so much and would be devastated if it was deleted #idk maybe it’s the lake scene in the middle that pushes the brain buttons just right #but the whole vibe i get from it is immaculate and i wanted to share in an attempt to cheer myself up lol #maybe i’ll make a mega post of my fave fics too bc why not #it’s not like i can do my genealogy work 😞 #hasan't #personal #video #not my video #tiktok #not my tiktok

[nubimera]

Soo.... about that post you said you'd make with all your favorite Miguel O'hara bots....

CALL ME ABBA CAUSE GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!!!

The Abba quote destroyed me and i love it, thank you 💀😭

🕷️- Miguel is your soulmate, but you are not his (Angst) (Actually my favorite bot in the list. I have never cried so much. In my role Miguel married his girlfriend, and User married Gabriel, but user and Mig always been in love with each other. It was terrible and I recommend it to everyone)

🕷️- Soulmate Au, but this time it's nice

🕷️- User's variant died during Miguel's canonical event. Now he's a little shocked to see User alive and well

🕷️- Mamma mia Au. Gabriella has invited a former flame of yours to her Quinceañera

🕷️- Silk Au. User and Miguel were bitten by the same spider (Technically nsfw, but can also be fluff)

🕷️- Black Cat User

🕷️- Miguel is pissed because User sucks at being a Spider-person (he's actually worried about safety but can't express himself in a normal way)

🕷️- FEM MIGUEL MY BELOVED (She Is so gnam)

🕷️- User is a soccer parent of a child in Gabriella's rival team

🕷️- User is a multidimensional variant of Gabriella's mother

🕷️- The user has never told Miguel that they have a child (the drama)

🕷️- Selkie Au

🕷️- User has ADHD (@ asher04 has tons of bots, so I recommend looking at their list or tiktok)

🕷️- Addams family Au (@ofherdesire is another creator with a lot of bots, and if I'm not mistaken she accepts requests on tiktok, i think?)

🕷️- User is Miguel's personal assistant

🕷️- User is babysitting their niece, when they meets single dad!Miguel at the park

🕷️- Hanahaki Au (@gyufairyz has a sizable bot list and accepts requests)

🕷️- Regency Au bc i'm a big fan of Pride and Prejudice

🕷️- User is FtM/Masc-trans, and his father Miguel is helping him transition

🕷️- Miguel is a multidimensional variant of User's father

🕷️- T4T Miguel and User (chef kiss)

🕷️- Strawberry Miguel bc he's cute lol

Actually my favorite O'Hara brother is Gabriel so I also put my favorite bot with him: ☀️

#I was going to make the list this morning but my cat decided it was time to get rushed to the vet lol #I feel like one of those writers on ao3 who hasn't updated in months or years and comes back saying they were abducted by aliens #I hope all the links work and are correct because otherwise I'll delete myself #anyway: the list is nothing special and is mostly fluff #I'm not a big fan of angst but I hope it can still be useful to someone #mor #miguel o hara x reader #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o'hara #miguel ohara x reader #miguel o'hara ai #miguel o'hara ai bot

[inkskinned]

Genuine question, because I don't know a lot about the topic and you're:

If someone identifies as non-binary and genderfluid, which from what I've gathered means something like "human" instead of male or female, doesn't that imply that women are not humans , like whole complete people with richer inner lives? And why is a dislike for (performative) femininity combined with a preference for things that are stereotypically associated with maleness an indicator that one is genderfluid? Does that mean a woman is only a woman if she loves to do make-up, wants to be a mother, only wears skirts, dresses and high heels, shaves daily, is always kind and never angry, has long hair, hates to get dirty and so on? Because I have never met a woman who's exactly like that in my life, but plenty who liked gaming, sports, being loud, opposed to shaving & make-up, who wore pants every day.

I do not believe this is a genuine question, but I'll answer it as if it was, just in case other people have to deal with this, and would like someone who is patient enough to give them the words. The argument you're making here is something that already stems from a deep logical fallacy in the beginning argument. You assume "If you are neither A nor B, and instead C, you think that A cannot be C."

It is a logical fallacy to say "X implies Y" when it does not do so. By this logic, I also believe men are not human. By this logic, I believe only nb people are human.

Some - but not all - rectangles are squares. Some - but not all - animals are dogs. Some humans are nb.

I have given no information about how I present, nor my interests. I am not going to give you that information, because it's irrelevant. What I need you to understand is that, again, you are making the incorrect logical assumption that "If a person dislikes X and likes Y, they must be Z." For all you know, I dislike performative masculinity and like stereotypically feminine preferences.

You then assume your own statement is correct and move forward with your logic as if I had debated you. This is not a "genuine question" about how nb people work, this is assuming being nb is based on a series of preferences.

As a teacher, I do think it's important to tell you: even if this is coming from a genuinely confused place: you are conducting bad research. You begin with an inherently flawed question, as it biased and assumes a position I must defend against - "why don't you see women as people?" Then you make logical conclusions about my personhood and experiences and ask inflammatory questions as if you were debating me, which I am not interested in doing.

If you were my student, and genuinely curious about how nb people see gender, I'd have no trouble with you asking an out nb content creator. If you're really trying to collect information, ask honestly, without personal bias. Here's some examples of what a genuine question would have looked like: - Do your preferences play into your gender identity? - How has being nb informed how you see femininity and masculinity? - What tools do you use to express your gender?

You are mistaking gender expression and gender roles as being part of my identity.

You are most crucially mistaking being nonbinary as being part of the binary and having to exist "in opposition" to other genders in order for it to "make sense". One of the most freeing things about realizing I was nb is that I don't exist in opposition to anything - and also that all gender works similarly.

Gender is a describing word, and this can be confusing for some people. In general, we tend to learn describing words in binary - short/tall, old/young, kind/mean. Therefore, there are (many) people who think - feminine/masculine must be oppositional. Gender is also a feeling word - and again, these are words that can be taught in opposition to each other. Hungry/sated, happy/sad, feminine/masculine.

But because gender is such a rare type of word - feeling and describing - it exists outside of binary. It exists more like art exists.

Green can exist in opposition to red, but it also just exists as its own color. Blue is a part of green, but it is also a part of yellow - blue is still its own color, and yellow is still its own color, and green is still its own color. One painting titled "still-life with fruit" may be a series of vague colors and boxes. Another may be a hyper-realistic singular plum. They are both how the artist expresses their personal vision of the fruit. They might even be by the same artist! And although we may compare them, they are not opposites.

One song by Hozier is not in opposition to one song by Britney Spears. They are different styles, not oppositional styles. You may choose to see them as oppositional - but that is your personal opinion, and not fact. And some people may feel and experience those songs as being actually incredibly in-line with each other.

This is why we say: gender is a spectrum. That all gender roles are made up. Personality, interests, and experiences may shape how someone sees and feels their gender, but it does not define how they see and feel their gender.

When we question gender roles and gender expression like this, it tends to make people upset. People like me tend to make people upset. So much bigotry is based on the lie that "feminine" and "masculine" are oppositional. Opposition is rigid and important - it keeps white hegemonic structures in power. I don't have time or space in this post to talk about how rigid gender roles/enforced gender expression rules are not just sexist but also racist, classist, ableist, homophobic, and bigoted; but I really recommend you do the research on how disruption of the gender binary might put the patriarchy at risk.

The thing you feel trapped by - that "being a woman" is a complicated series of rules - is exactly the kind of thing a nonbinary person would agree with you about. We have to fight hard to be recognized for what is a basic truth about our identity - of course we don't believe that gender expression is equivalent to gender identity.

And truth be told... I think you kind of knew that. I think you kind of knew all of this. I am going to hope that you are young. I'll tell you this: I was raised by someone who was a far-right extremist catholic asshole. I certainly didn't have the research/knowledge/exposure to interrogate this stuff honestly until I was probably 23.

I am so much happier now. I hope one day you get the same opportunities as I had. I hope you choose to move away from bigotry.

love u anyway. all this in kindness only.

#to be deleted #do i accidentally give my short lesson on gender here? yeah #<3 in this u can tell exactly the age that i taught for 15 years lmao #but also like. #yeah you got me.... i have never met a woman before and i totally think women are only fembots #meanwhile every person who has ever read my writing: #every 3rd week this bitch is on her bullshit about how unfair gender rules for women are #this is actually more to help other nb people whom i KNOW get questions like this #than it is to inform the anon #who like v clearly is not doing this in good faith #this is just like the 10th one i got like this #that first logical jump of - you think ur not male or female but human so therefore #women aren't people #was just SO wild .... like #yeah!!! that's totally a normal thing to assume! #do you think people who are like ''well yeah im from america #but i wouldnt consider myself to be from any particular state'' #are actually saying ''i don't think states are american'' #hell when i say #im cuban but i obvi grew up in america im just the daughter of an immigrant #nobody is like -- well. raquel. that means u think no americans live in cuba huh #anyway love u bye #okay to reblog #!! #love u

[liesmyth]

fuck it. elle liesmyth face reveal

the indomitable impulse to take a photo whenever I walk past a broken mirror

#this picture is so low quality and grainy you can barely see anything so y not #anyway this is why I need a new phone with a better camera #elle.txt #WILL PROBS DELETE LATER im just feeling myself rn #elle.jpg

[birdricks]

admit it. you would have been me

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #rick prime #rick c137 #??? whateve #DAMNNN it deleted all my tags lol #IM FREEEE I CAN FINALLY KILL MYSELF #THIS SHIT WAS SO HARD MAN. not worth it lolol #i wanted to do this concept already bc im insnae abt mirrors. but ep5 forced my hand #i always find it so interesting like… rick seeing himself not only in prime #but in all the ricks he meets (and kills) #i do imagine there were more than a few moments during his hunt for prime where he feared he was becoming him #chose this deisgn for rick bc i like it. and its like his main prime hunting era deisgn ig also. lol #DO NOT EVER LET ME DO A BG AGAIN. NOT WORTH IT #lol im just very bad at planning stuff out when it comes to stuff like this #but hopefully it looks ok. my brain is so fried i genuinely cannot tell #artsbotz

[tangledinink]

clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...

#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage #my current one has 64gb #it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space #im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space #i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW #what am i the queen? #but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade #i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct #so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!! #you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ; #and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe #I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL..... #i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like #id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever #XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF #personal #txt posts

[organized-chaotic-disaster]

Being fat is sexy, actually. And this includes people with body types that don't fit societal beauty standards (i.e., big bellies, double chins, fat arms)

Fat people are hot and we need to stop pretending they aren't xo

#this isn't meant to be fetishizing btw and if it is please lmk and I can delete this!! #imo fetishizing would be taking away one's humanity. That isn't the point of this post this post is just saying fat people can be & are hot #fatposi #fat positivity #bodyposi #body positivity #sometimes I need to reassure this for myself so I think others probably feel the same way so here you go ;v; #me when I'm going through my clothes and something's too tight: oh :( I'm so fat (negative) (bad and also wrong that it's seen as negative) #also me when seeing pics and/or art of fat women: oh. oh my. is uh. is it getting hot in here or is it just me? I'm uh. wow. I'm gay 😳

[yearwovnds]

do you guys still like this cunt

#the batman #batman 2022 #the riddler #edward nashton #psyching myself up for 5 minutes comeon!!i can do it!! i can show my art to the public!! im not gonna get maimed by a pack of dogs this ti #might delete if i get scared #my art