#can yall just appreciate the stupid amount of effort i put into this one

[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Saturn's Rewards. Time, Commitment, & Learning How To Be A Boss.

Saturn rewards you based off your commitment, discipline, and the amount of effort you put in to obtain the material reality you want.What beliefs, morals, and ideals do you keep in mind to ground yourself? Are you willing to face challenges and adversity? Do you remember to say thank you to the divine even when everything seems down bad?

Looking to where the planet is in your chart will speak volumes on this.

Saturn in the first house has to look forward and see things from their first mind. The second comes after. Just because there is nothing but dirt doesn't mean it cant be made into something special. I heard they sell dirt nowadays, making money off hard shit and making it a gold mine. Thats alchemy.

Commit to yourself and not what others see or think of you. The grass is always greener when its in your own yard.

Saturn in the second needs to learn their values & freedom will apply itself in the future. Financial freedom that is. The cold lessons gotta kick in before you can spend that gold from that treasure you just found! What good is it for a man to have the whole world but with the loss of his soul?

If you want to expand on your fortune, you must first appreciate the things you had before it all started piling in. Remembering your values is how you sustain your possessions and whats worth keeping. You dont need anything thats for shits n giggles all the time. You need things that will show growth in the future, not stagnancy. What are you willing to do to get the things you want? Your soul wants more but commit to having VALUES in place to receive the ideal manifestations of your worldly reality.

Saturn in the third, speak loud or forever hold your peace. These mountains need an echo from the village, and your words hold the key to salvation. You mirror societies dark picture, and theyll paint you into a villian if they can. But not without a fight first. Dont hold your tongue, as the truth will set you and others free.

Speak with authority as the teacher in you propels others to think for themselves and appreciate the power of their minds. You just gotta give it to em a little harder, but they'll think you later ;)

Saturn in the fourth house, the golden child. Yes i said it. They learn the way of their ancestors at a young age. Hell, they might even be the ancestor reincarnated. Jus gotta show everyone a thing or too before you hit it off to the next dimension ;)

These big brains know a lot and carry wisdom like no other. Its a shame that others force themselves (yes, force) to misunderstand them when their young and will convince themselves once more when their old. They can't handle the youngin holding them at a standard they themselves never gave em. Only saturn ;)

Saturn in the 5th. Play play play baby, we only got one life to live and we need yall to live it. They take things to new heights when you give em a lift. Their sturdy on the ground but they dont mind being picked up. They love to be head over heels for someone, they just wont break their standards for you so... they'll typically have to deal with bargainers from time to time. Lucky for them they never budge, which is why they stay single for a while until they find that one. They adore a love affair like in the 90s romance films, but only if it last forever. Their not too into fairytales.

Can be the life of the party but theirs limits to it. Their not your flat out drunk type, but they will be the social drinker.

Again, these babes have a standard and they hold a really good reputation for themselves & they will not do anything stupid for the sake of others enjoyment. More mature settings are best for them, no matter the age.

Saturn in the 6th house, Work work work work work! This is the house they strive in. A beneficial place for saturn before saturn is all about commitment, working hard and putting in the effort even if it makes them sick. Because thats what its like working with the 6th house (or being a virgo) and they can handle it.

Some of the hardest workers and are usually respected and valued by their co-workers and bosses due to them understanding the rules and working with them. Won't talk back unless necessary and pretty much will finish their duties without rebeling against authority. The thing is, they are naturals when it comes to management or being at the head of something so they understand what to do and what not to do. Also prone to take their time no matter how long it takes.

Saturn in the 7th, lonely lovers.. lol jk. these people are really romantic when they want to be, its hard for them to pick the right partners at time due to an influx of standards that are impossible for others to truly meet. Their a rare breed looking for another rare gem to live happily forever with. As that is not a problem, they must face themselves through the art of others showing up for them in a way they wouldn't have noticed was in them all along. Who ever they date is mirroring the inner turmoil they face on a daily, the partner is just turning up the charm on this one.

These radiators are turbulent in mass destruction when their needs aren't met in partnerships. They'll become the storm and turn everything upside down when their not facing the moments that are there to teach em a lesson. Helping them understand the dialects they have between them and other much deeper. It is for their personal growth. Believe in yourself and a better love will come.

Saturn in the 8th, testy testy. Your heart belongs to the world, your blessed to see the unknown from a consciousness thats presented with a crock of bullshit since the time you were born... not kidding. You may see things from more complexed lens from your peers but how you talk they would never know.

You have insights on how the world really works, and for better for worse you can transform things to something beneficial.

the darkside has its perks, you just have to appreciate the light a little better and everything will come together.

9th house saturns just know it all, a cosmic gift. They've learned a lot through past lives and bring it all back to us so we can appreciate the inner knowings of their minds. Their thoughts hold philosophical treasures that help us stick to a certain belief instead of always changing them. Its okay for our thoughts to evolve, but when their constantly changing with no background check it becomes a problem. 9th house saturns believe in committing to a ideal to get the better contract. Otherwise, we'll always be following someone else's tricks to believing in something that doesnt work for society as a whole but just for that person. These individuals train their minds to think bigger and expand on certain details before just sitting with a belief, its just better that way. They need to learn more so they can appreciate the wheel turning to different tides.

Saturn in the 10th, think big, dream big, be BIG. In its rightful house, these potential bosses will rule their world and leave a mark. They know what they want for themselves and they must commit to the details before that plan can get in order.

They must learn themselves in a way that others would not see coming. No such thing as potential when they already are the thing they want to embody, yall just havent seen it yet. They collect enough data before they take the world by storm with their mission and things begin to take shape for them to create space for their higher self. The kings and queens of manifesting their reality, they usually carry a lot of faith with them as they work hard to be where they want to be.

Saturn in the 11th, work hard. play hard. dont forget to thank the community, they did a lot just so they could see you win! Dont run away from help, thats your lesson here. The way you commit to yourself is the fastest way to get others to see your dreams and help you, too. This one is way shorter, i had to get straight to the point <3

Saturn in the 12th, you helpless helpers, lol jk. Seriously though, you guys need to see yourself in a better light. All that guilt shame and fear isnt doing anything but stopping you from achieving what you want. You know, calling yourself that bad word doesnt mean thats what you are... so why keep tricking your mind like that? its only going by what you say it. You're consciousness is smarter than you think. Once you learn the mind you can challenge the mind to benefit you. Commit to changing your way of thinking and watch how reality shape shifts into the world you want to be in.

hope that helps. enjoy everybody!

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[angels-of-death-as-memes]

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way...

#*christmas music stops* #can yall just appreciate the stupid amount of effort i put into this one #look at her lil santa hat #angels of death #satsuriku no tenshi #satsuten #rachel gardner #meme #christmas meme

[nomazee]

kuroo tetsurou + being taken care of while drunk

part of the intimacy drabbles series

word count: 0.8k

content: gender-neutral reader (no pronouns, no anatomical description), mentions of drinking, drunkenness (i think that’s obvious??), established relationship, slight use of petnames, domestic fluff

(hi okay i’m late again also there’s definitely spelling/grammatical errors here im so sorry <//3 ALSO THIS IS THE LAST DRABBLE omg. it’s been a wild ride yall and im really happy with all the positive feedback i got from this series! love u lots <3)

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your head is the slightest bit hazy, eyes blinking blearily when you step unsteadily into your apartment. kuroo’s grip on your waist tightens when you start to stumble, pulling you back into his side to make sure you don't end up knocking your teeth out tonight. 

“careful,” he mumbles under his breath. he’s tired—you know this even in your half-conscious, tipsy state. but kuroo isn’t one to neglect his lover in their time of need, even when this “time of need” is at two in the morning, drunk on excessive amounts of tequila. 

kuroo takes his shoes off swiftly before slipping on house slippers, moving to help you with the same task once he’s finished. your eyes are closed, body beginning to sway in an alarming way, but once kuroo is upright he lets you rest the majority of your weight on him (even though he’s on the verge of falling over, too). 

“gotta wash your face, hm?” he mumbles into the crown of your head, moving to cup one of your cheeks in his hand. his thumb taps your eyelids gently, coaxing them open. he can’t help but laugh when you smile at the sight of him—you’re loopy and tired and adorable and he thinks he might pass out from it all. 

“i’ll help you,” he tells you. “we just have to get to the bathroom in one piece.” 

you do, thankfully, and you find yourself sitting on the closed lid of the toilet seat, watching kuroo open the random drawers underneath the sink to try and find your fancy face stuff, as he calls it. (in reality it consists of one (1) cleanser, one (1) toner, and one (1) moisturizer—not fancy in the slightest, in your opinion. though you couldn’t help but appreciate the wonder in kuroo’s expression when you first introduced him to your “extensive” skincare routine.) 

the sound of the sink turning on is heard distantly as you once again begin to doze off. footsteps tread your way and you feel a foot gently nudge yours before fingers start spreading cold foamy soap on your face. kuroo’s fingers move in circles, no doubt doing his best to imitate what he’s observed from you over the years you’ve lived together. the feeling is soothing and a small sound of protest escapes you when his hands leave your face. 

he returns with a damp face towel, wiping off the bubbles of the cleanser from your face. this definitely isn’t how you’d normally go about doing this, but it’s definitely a lot better for you, what with not needing to put in any effort yourself. ah, the wonders of having a loving husband. 

you let yourself rest in your dazed state as kuroo continues along your routine, swiping a cotton pad dampened with toner along your skin and rubbing in moisturizer after that. he doesn’t trust himself to pick you up, instead resolving to nudge you awake again and let you rest some of your weight on his shoulder while he truds off to the bedroom. 

you’re drawn to the bed immediately, but a pull on your waist stops you from falling face-first into the mattress. “clothes, sweetheart. i’m not letting you sleep in these,” kuroo reminds you. you sigh. and to think you were so close to finally getting to bed…

kuroo helps you out with this part, too, and not reluctantly—he laughs fondly at your bleary state, making sure to keep you upright even if you also trip over yourself when he pulls your shirt off. you’re sat on the bed as kuroo pulls your pants off for you, replacing it with warm polka-dotted pajama pants and a long sleeved sleep shirt. 

you’re tucked beneath the covers before your head can catch up with what’s happening, but the soft press of kuroo’s lips against your cheek jolts you back to awareness. you blink up at him, fighting sleep, and yet another fond expression crosses his face. 

“i’ll be right back. i just need to change.” 

you whine childishly—kuroo was expecting this, reasonably—a hand darting out to grab onto his forearm. “c’mere already. i’m cold.” 

“just a minute! i promise.”

“i can’t wait a minute. i’ll die. i’ll freeze to death. it’ll be your fault.” 

you’re exaggerating, of course, but in your mind it’s the perfect way to guilt-trip kuroo into getting in bed immediately.

kuroo lets out a laugh, one of the breathy ones that you find very hot, especially now—warm breath fans across your cheek before he starts planting sweet, innocent kisses around the perimeter of your face. you melt into the feeling. it feels warm; warmer than it is underneath the covers, but before you can use this as an arguing-point, kuroo is already adjusting the sheets to rest firmly around your shoulders. 

“five minutes,” he promises. “just five minutes. and then i’ll be back, and you won’t be dead from the cold, and i’ll warm you up and we can go to bed. okay?” 

you sigh. screw your stupid-hot husband and his stupid-hot charms. 

“fine.” 

he kisses your forehead. “that’s my baby.”

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[themenudoboy]

Sleepless night and a lot of thoughts going around...

I've been thinking about a lot of stuff and it bothers me to say that it's about all my friends that I know. I probably shouldn't be thinking about this since it's just too negative but it bothers me to not say anything about it. I have to think that my friends and girlfriend are both people that I care for but I just cant seem to care enough. Caring enough where I feel that I'm not putting a whole lot of effort appreciating their presence, their feelings for me, their significance. Puts a whole view on me that I think is really important like I matter a whole lot. Do I matter though to them in a way where they need me at times? Am I not realizing that I should be with them more often or at times where it helps to be there.

As of now, I've been busy with school and I feel like it's taking me over where it's just a constant routine of class, work, study, repeat and barely having time for other things. Leisure time for me would be playing whatever and reading. But it's only so short where I have to make time for anything else. I have to check my schedule and see how I'm going to do other stuff with the people I know. I talk to them once in a whole but I dont think it's enough where I'm hurting the relationship between us. I complain about this a lot in my head, especially with my gf. It used to be so carefree and just do whatever, but now its do this and do that and prioritize this cause its important. Do I lack the skill to manage myself well?

These thoughts have been like this for a while now and I mean since like the end of summer. Maybe I'm just overthinking and it's all normal. Every night my head just thinks about everything I'm doing whether its stuff from the past, present, and future. Could be good or bad but I just want to relax and forget about all this. But maybe all this thinking means that I care a whole lot to the people that matter a lot to me.

My friends are all those that are in my life who know me just as much as I know them. What if they are thinking the exact same thing too? Am I good enough for you? Can we fix this and say the issues? I feel bad and I want this negativity out of me. Maybe once school is done, I'll have time to reflect and make up for all this.

My best buds are the ones that I feel bad for not talking or hanging out with them. Sure sometimes I do have chat with them online but it's not the same in person. I cant really remember the last time we all hung out together. Tells that it wasn't recent. Am I just missing out and denying the fact that I'm "too busy" for my own good. It's like I'm blaming myself to not go out cause I dont want to face my issues. I want to be with them. I want to show that I care. And then my gf. I fell that the relationship is becoming severed. The joy isn't what it used to be. The connection is dying slowly and I can see it whenever I see her. I don't want to let go but I fell that it's also my fault for not connecting with her. The time spent isn't enough and I just cant be there. Heck idk if I just want to deny the truth that I wont love as much as I could. Do I matter again towards her? Sucks if that's the truth. It's stupid though that with her, I spend more time with the people I know at school as of recent than her. My friend that I hang out with during my breaks, is with me more than her bf. Dazzles me how we spend the most amount of time together than anyone else and idk its cause that is how it is. Feels comforting whenever I'm with her and she probably feels the same too cause I never seen anyone else that is that close to her. Says something that we all feel differently from one another.

I dont want to keep going any longer. I want to stop my madness with all this work I got and spend life to the fullest with everyone. Let me change it all and feel good with yall. I want to stop my internal hurting. All these questions are hurting me a whole lot. Let me rest knowing that I matter to the peeps. I love you all and I wish to show it any way I can.

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