#can't wait for summer to end

[nipuni]

The weather this morning was pleasant and below 25ºc for the first time in months!! so we went thrifting, here are our finds!! I can't wait to style them for autumn 😊

#Nips photos #personal #SOON 🍁🍂🍁🍂 #I can't wait for this summer to end #it's been a really bad one with eveything that happened I really need a fresh start I feel so stuck #autumn will fix me I tell myself

[mspaint-flower]

it's too damn hot to even attempt to draw anything i'm melting

#vflower #v4 flower #v4flower #vocaloid #vocaloid flower #my art #ms paint #I CAN'T STAND SUMMER UGHHHH #it's too hot to even go outside #i can't wait until it ends i can't bare

[arsonist-chicken]

27 DEGREES AT THE START OF APRIL AND 30 EXPECTED TOMORROW, how are we all feeling.

#this doesn't even have 'on one hand i'm glad winter is over' reasoning anymore; this is just straight up insane #like man i'm all for summer but at least wait until the end of may for 30 degrees please #and i can't go outside this weekend which is entirely my own fault but i still want to go to the river or underneath some trees #let me ouuuuuut #mine #please no 27 degrees in april no 30 degrees in april

[explorethelittlethingsinlife]

Summer finally comes to an end and I couldn't be happier!

#personal #selfie #me #fall girl #summer is ending #can't wait for spooky season #Halloween decorations will be out before October even starts #and dont forget cozy nights! #cuddle weather

[forestofsprites]

there's so much to experience on this ludicrous little planet of ours. it is devastatingly thrilling, absolutely calamitous, fun and stupid and ridiculous and beautiful and awful and loving!!!

#I don't know how I've come to have this bizarre spirit #I'm in a disease relapse within a disease relapse- and I'm exhausted & stressed & frustrated & scared & my body is completely jumbled up!! #it's mid winter and COLD and SNOWY and everything hurts and I'm tired ! I'm drained!!!! #but I saw some little birds huddling against a roof heater today!! and one of the sweet deer twins from the summer! and #in a week or two- I get to start my veggie seeds for spring! and my sweet stupid son (cat) and my sweet stupid old man (also cat) #both came to give me cuddles this morning!! #and I am SO exhausted and I'm so fed-up but I also never want this to end #and it's SUPER confusing & I know I'm never going to understand the nuance of it all- but for all the pain and the trauma and regret and #messiness- I still look forward to spring #I can't wait for snowdrops and crocuses #I can't freaking wait for the swamp to melt and fern sprouts to peep out #and this spring is going to be so different in the wake of the hurricane- so much has changed and I'm still not to terms w/ it!! #my health is crappy!!! ahh! #but spring is a definite #it's coming! and it'll be warm! and green! and the ducks will return! and the baby deer! #and I can sit outside in that warmth and in my tree and BOY #despite it all #despite it all!! #thoughts #no grammar here bc im tired <3

[hirazuki]

Hanging out (ha!) with Maedhros today!

(This is "Maedhros" ⬇️ XD We're shooting in public so figured that an almost completely naked, bloodied elf would probably not be welcome on property lmao; especially since we're going the forgiveness rather than permission route.)

And Eonwe, as my sister graciously agreed to throw on a robe, lend her limbs waist-down to the cause, and step on me. She doesn't cosplay but she's such a good sport ♡

#yeah i did location scouting and had to pick between thangorodrim and dark forest vibe because they're on opposite ends of the city :/ #and i decided that since we'll have red lights and a smoke generator we should make the most of it and go for volcano aesthetic #i can wander off into a dark forest any time #and if i wait till october the fog will be 100% natural. no one can see a thing around here in the fall lol. #... also of course it's still been chilly around here but the one day i'm wearing a turtleneck and full armor #the temperature decides to skyrocket T_T #story of my life. #i'm just telling myself it can't be as bad as a silicone torso in 90F/32C in a concrete building with no ventilation #sephiroth summer shoot of 2021 set a new standard for Never Again lmao #withoutwords #hira cosplays mairon

[chocosvt]

#i love this video #ANYWAY #it's taken me like 3ish weeks to write this stupid fucking scene i'm so near the end i'll legit do a cartwheel #but so much unfolds in it so that's why i refuse to rush ;_; #by far the longest scene i've ever written gawd dawn #u think it's easier breaking it up into parts and then u have to write those parts and ur like Oh. #also i lied the biggest lie i've ever lied #it definitely won't b 80k ERHJWIUF more like ***k + #so um... we're dealing with that! take that as u must lolz #currently at 75k which is cray but i've outlined everything else that needs to happen so i'm sure i can pull thry #thru* #anyway i started summer scewl last week so i'll be dedicating time to that #I FINALLY GOT INTO WITCHCRAFT! FUCK U FIRST YEARS!! IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE! the prof is so funny #also watched the entirety of the bear yesterday it was pretty darn good!! but don't have hulu so can't watch s2 yet :/ #have to wait for disney+ #i've seen a lot of mixed opinions on the attractiveness for jeremy allen white tbh i think he's fine #nice nose #but why do they make his eyes so piercingly blue in the show erhwufek miley cyrus moment #t: choco's nonsense

[magentagalaxies]

i have so much work to do for finals season which is frustrating bc on the one hand i'm very glad all my classes have project-based finals where i get to be creative instead of just doing an exam or a paper. however. i have a bad habit with every project-based final ever of accidentally getting an idea that's way too ambitious and creating more work for myself than i need to do

however this semester even tho i fell into that exact same trap my two most elaborate final projects each involve 1. editing a video essay which contains an interview i did with paul bellini and at least 45 seconds of it are bellini talking about why he thinks i have great potential as a comedian, and 2. editing a ten minute reel of the documentary footage i got on tour with scott. which of course involves rewatching various videos of me and scott being extremely chaotic together. so i stay winning ig

#my other finals include ''powerpoint presentation detailing the historical significance of mel brooks the producers'' #and ''live sketch show that i actually don't have a significant role in but that's fine i have a different sketch class next semester'' #(this sketch class was technically ''creating characters and solo performances'' and i really wish i could've done more) #(but also that whole interview-footage-debacle drained so much of my creative energy so sometimes doing the bare minimum is self care) #so i don't have a solo piece in the show. but i do get to say my favorite line in the whole show in a group sketch which is great #and i did sign up to perform an aubrey monologue in a sketch show in a suburb of boston next week #which is gonna be super interesting bc i've been looking to do more performing outside of my college #bc i've found that i don't think college kids are actually my target audience??? or at the very least i want to perform to a wider audience #it's frustrating bc for that show i have to trim the monologue down to 3 minutes but it's the tightest monologue i have and it's 5 minutes #so trimming it down feels like a game of jenga since it's so tight lmao #but honestly even if the performance bombs i'm mostly doing this so i can tell bellini about it lmao #he's so supportive of my comedy and he's been such a great help with my aubrey monologues i feel like this is bellini homework lmao #anyway i probably won't post the video essay publicly bc it's not the style of video essays i want to make #and it's too specific to the class it's for #but if people are interested in watching it i'll send you the vid when it's done #and for the tour video i'll probably post that or at least some version of it #bc that's just gonna be a fun teaser of ''here's the level of behind-the-scenes content you'll be getting from this doc!!'' #and also a fun way to be like. audiences don't know me nearly as well as they know scott #but they will definitely know me by the end of this bc there are so many wild interactions i have on camera of me and scott being chaotic #anyway this post was mostly to organize my thoughts of what i still have to do this week #i am so ready to be done with school lmao i'm gonna be spending a full month in toronto this summer #and it's shaping up to be such an exciting time i can't wait

[watercolor-hearts]

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#for some reason tiktok has showed me a lot of videos from a hospice nurse today and what was my first fucking thought?!?!?!?! #a simi story #listen up my fucked up brain i won't fucking write sad stories. no fucking way. do dying no sad end no no no. #and now i'm sitting here crying over these videos while i should pack my stuff for tomorrow to move away #i don't even know how this nurse's page ended up on my for you page when i only watch f1 makeup and graphic design videos #i hate these emotional rolecoasters #like... carlos on pole today = happiness and positivity and i don't let anyone to fuck up my mood i even eat one of my fave foods because #this was my last full day at home and now i'm sitting on my bed after i cried my eyes out and i'm just sad and scared #for some reason all day i was thinking about wanting to write a short little something for myself with one of my fave topics as comfort but #then i didn't write it because i don't want people to think i'm obsessed with that topic or something and i didn't really have the #motivation to write because after writing for prompts this summer it's really hard to write without prompts i mean like without someone #waiting for the story and without someone requesting it #i want to write cute stories and i want to write about that one topic over and over again but it's so difficult because... i can't not #care about what people might think if they saw i have like five stories about it or so and i want more #i sometimes don't know what to do with my thoughts and emotions #my useless posts

[cassmouse]

Okay a continuance of 'what original stuff is Cass working on atm' because I thought these bits were cool and since we're on the topic of me getting all dramatic and romantic about my own characters...

#and that was your very delayed update on my new wip atm lmao #haven't posted any original story stuff since the tsos business #Wait I don't think it even was that?? I think it was when I started that side story as a summer project #it was never finished but it made me happy over the summer #and isn't that what's important?? #anyway this one I'm super serious about so this one I genuinely will get polished and finished no matter how long it ends up being... #I love it I love it sm already #yes I promise it will get more surrealist horror-y since that IS what it is and not a romance but let me have my fancy natalie content lmao #(a part of me can't wait until it gets all fucked up tho) #I have so many goddamn ideas for it #will update will update #there's some other funny stuff from this wip from mainly the intro but idk if I can be bothered to post it lmao #anyway enjoy #writeblr #writing wip #story extract #damn I need a tag for this #okay let's goooo #surrealist horror wip #there we go #if anyone cares there it will be

[k1rishiki]

it's soooo fucked to think about how everything that's ever happened in your life is connected, no matter how mundane. what do you Mean my 5th grade teacher's seating arrangement is the reason i lived past the age of 13

#it goes. have to sit next to the girl who's really into animal jam > get REALLY into animal jam bc of her > discover wattpad through animal #jam youtuber fanfic > spend all my time on it > discover those marysue appraisals that used to be so popular > read all of them > run out #of generalized ones and end up stumbling across one specifically for kuroshitsuji ocs which is titled in a way where i don't think it's #media-specific until i'm already reading it > find it really funny > go to the library the next day > figure 'what the hell. i'll check the #dvds of this show out.' > the dvds are checked out > 'well in japan the adaptations better match the source material' (<<< no idea where i #got that from but it's HILARIOUS that i tried to apply it to kuroshitsuji of all franchises) > take out the entirety of the manga > go #insane over it to the point where i had brought like. 5 volumes to school and started fr Crying over the fact that i finished reading them #and still had hours to go before i could go home and start a new one > make a tumblr account bc i'd been possessed w a love of 2 characters #from the weston arc and no one on wattpad was making content that wasn't centered around the anime or musicals > my phone breaks in 7th #grade and it gets replaced w a new one which works better and thus i can't get around parental controls which means no more wattpad > #tumblr works wayyyy better on my recently acquired school ipad than on my phone so i start using it more > summer between 7th & 8th grade i #consider throwing myself out of a third story window > 'wait. who will tell my tumblr mutuals that i'm not ghosting them. i just died. #no one knows my password and i don't want to be rude' > i close the window > i'm still alive to this day #romeo.txt

[radio-4-is-static]

"I sat down for coffee with my good friend Donna Missal one day and we talked for hours about music, songwriting, etc. I talked a bit about the early seeds of inspiration for the new music I was working on. How it's about having fun and writing music that is free and playful. I wasn't yet sure exactly how to deviate from the way I've written in the past, but the prospect excited me. I remember jokingly telling her that I wanted to "just talk my shit." She said, "why not just say that? ... Can I talk my shit." It suddenly felt simpler. It was as simple as granting myself permission to write freely, as I would in conversation. There is inherent value in how we speak to each other, there is inherent poetry in daily conversation. These moments with other great artists really inspires me, thank you for your help on this one Donna 💖"

– Vagabon on her new single Can I Talk My Shit?

#can i talk my shit #vagabon #music #音楽 #gif #my gifs #so many albums slated for end of summer/beginning of fall I CAN'T WAIT #new shamir new hlc new vagabon !!! #there was a period in 2021 where i had just started going for long daily walks & would repeatedly listen to vagabon's self-titled #it was like a fog lifted & peace settled over my body #so when the weather cools & her new album is finally out i look forward to doing the same #she said it's not a dance album but suggestive of one #perhaps i will be twirling in the streets then~ #her new singles & this mv definitely have that sense of freedom she talks about above #sooo good #also i don't know how everyone else feels but i'm totally with her on the white sauce discourse #except for like... whipped cream bc that's not a sauce imo #anyway 😂 #9/15 !!!!! <3

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

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The sudden flames in the mist and puddles along the road cause a steam reaction that temporarily blinds her, and Dany spends too much precious time scrambling to her feet. What before was ugly gray-yellow in the mist is now blazing orange, and the beam of the telephone pole is blocking her best pathway out of the flames. All her bags weigh her down and trip her over and over again, and by the time she gets untangled from the straps that tangled when she fell, she's surrounded by fire and heat.

"Robin!" She shouts, not knowing if she's yelling for help or to check that he's still alive. There's no reply, and her heart thumps in her chest. "Robin!" She can't see anything. Before all this she probably needed glasses. But the blurriness in her vision now is caused by heat and fear, though she refuses to acknowledge the latter.

Her ears are ringing nearly as loud as the fire is roaring around her. At least the wind is still, held down by humidity. Dany stands in the midst of the building inferno, turning slowly, frantically. It's nearly impossible to see. Something drops against her face and she reaches a hand up to touch it. It's a raindrop.

She prays for miraculous timing, but as the rain picks up, it only becomes harder to see and hear. It's all she can do to avoid the heat around her, but there's a path clear now and she takes it. The drainage ditch on the other side of the road is wet enough to be safe, she thinks. It's the best chance she has right now. Something keeps her tethered to that street, much as it may be safer to get far away.

She looks up, staring through the smoke and steam and mist, when she hears a cry of her name. "Dany!" It's Robin. Dany can't see him, but she throws a hand up and waves it on the off chance he can see her.

"Robin!" She shouts again. "Over here!" Her voice is ragged and dissolves into a barrage of coughing the more she tries to yell, but at least they're both alive.

"Dany!" Robin stumbles toward her, nearly falling into the ditch headfirst and looking like he's about to hug her. "Are you okay?"

She nods. "I'm-" she's about to say fine when the air crackles sharply again and she sucks in a breath. She grabs Robin by the back of his hoodie and drags him with her. "Get down!"

Lightning doesn't often travel horizontally. But it's the end of the world, so it may as well do now. The flash of white light hits nearly right over top of them, drowning out the still-crackling blaze of the electrical pole that had been knocked down in the first place. Dany doesn't let go of Robin. When they look at each other next, with his sweatshirt twisted by her grip on it, their eyes are wide.

The rain keeps falling for nearly an hour. Lightning strikes three more times, once close enough that the hair on the back of Dany's arms stands up, with thunder loud enough they can't speak over it. The entire time, until it's been twenty minutes without thunder, Dany doesn't let go of Robin. She doesn't think he's stupid, not stupid enough to try and move, but this is security.

She hangs onto her bags, and she hangs onto him. That's just the way it works. She doesn't think about it any deeper than that. She can't afford to. And Robin doesn't mention her death grip on him, either. He's smart enough to know not to question things that even she won't address. He just walks a bit closer when they take back up the trek afterwards.

Dany, attention fixed on seeing through the remaining fog and listening for any telltale warning noises, doesn't speak. She thinks maybe enough was said through the looks exchanged in that ditch. Maybe too much, she thinks. Maybe she'll never know why she's let Robin stick around. She doesn't really want to, anymore.

She won't give him her full trust, either way. That's one thing she can't do. The list of those is growing. She grits her teeth and adjusts the bags again. She keeps trekking on.

#Lu writes #crosscountry apocalypse #two in one day!! idk if I like how this one ends #but it is going to lead pretty directly into the next section. they go shopping!!!! #am I laying down Themes too heavy handedly??? summer is the Season Of Trust for them I can't wait to really get into it #but I'm trying to lay down the foundations of those themes pretty early. idk how I'll segue into it but hey #here we are

[yohankang]

i'm making a list of things i want to do when this semester is over... i'm basically daydreaming about my hobbies lmao

#my summer list includes: trying out painting #joining some ngo as a volunteer. this or joining a party 🤡 depends on how pissed at our government i'll be at that stage #increasing japanese study time #finding a cool place for saturday breakfasts #or at least a nice bakery #and reading!!! i have 20 unread books on my shelf rn..... #watching dramas :) as soon as my finals finish i'm going to bingewatch at least 3 #i can't wait for summer #increased pay + free weekends? i'm going to treat myself #god knows i deserve it #and i want to make so many gifsets #even though i'm so anxious and stressed rn i feel so creative. i can't wait for my finals to end #this summer will be good to me. i'm not even manifesting i FEEL it ok #k.txt

[ashyblondwaves]

Do you think about Spotify Wrapped in June or are you normal?

#i'm so excited for it already #and it's not even summer yet lol #i can't wait to see my listening minutes by the end of the year

[thedreadvampy]

honestly I am big time upset about this holiday-Pride clash for some reason and I THINK. it's that I already feel like there's not enough time for me to just like. do fun things with my friends without thinking about work. and like work is the one thing that doesn't give. so any time I do Leisure Activities they get traded out against different leisure activities and I'm only ever missing out on stuff that's GOOD and that I WANT to do. I can't be like 'hmmm hmmmm work or hang out with friends?' it's only ever 'pick which friend to hang out with in the slivers of time you have around work'

like fuck me. goddamn. there's ONE WEEK I'm taking off work and suddenly THAT'S the time everyone's going to be in the same places doing fun stuff? when I'm not there? and the only way I could be there is to not do the other fun thing I'm excited about? FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU. my life should contain more fun shit and less worrying about how to fit fun shit in. I don't need to be at work 39 hours a week and have that take precedence over everything else in my life!!!!! fuck off!!!!! fuck offffffff!!!!! I want to go to a party! I want to be on the beach with the leatherdyke meetup! I want to go on a rollercoaster! I want to have a nap! I want to tend my garden I want to get drunk I want to go to a barbeque I want to climb a hill I want to take mushrooms and lie in the grass I want to draw I want to make t-shirts I want to cook I want to go for coffee I want to drink wine and bitch I want to have difficult but important conversations I want time to travel and see friends I've not seen in years I want to look the fuck after myself and do things that nourish me and make me happy!!!!!! I don't want to choose!!!!!!!! I don't want to work!!!!!! I should get to choose between work and fun sometimes instead of between fun and fun! This sucks! This fucking sucks!!!!!!

#red said #NOBODY'S EVER AVAILABLE #why would everyone only be available when I'm not here why would they DO THAT TO ME PERSONALLY #<<knows that this was entirely my decision #but also that the only reason we MADE that decision was because sam couldn't get the July week we wanted off work #so again it comes down to #WORK FUCKS US #like fuck you man! fuck you! why does work always have to take precedence over the people we care about or the stuff we need? #why does someone have to be So Much More Worried about when work Can't Do Without Them than about what people in their life need? #literally who gives a shit if repairs or emails have to wait a week oh no the world will end will it? #who gives a fuck???? who cares????? it's not that important!!!!! #i refer to my past claims that all offices should have staggered summer closures. give us a fucking summer holiday you cunts. #it sucks SO HARD that the only time in the whole year you get an ACTUAL holiday where stress isn't just building up for you to come back to #is the middle of the winter when everything sucks anyway and nobody wants to do anything #like you know what the world will not end if we shutter for a week in June/July #and pay overtime to people who have to work through it