#candyflip

[rareandopulent]

#sweater #candyflip #love #rareandopulent #blue sweater #organic sweater #streetwearhoodie #streetwearsweater #streatwear

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

If you're not sweeping me off of my feet like this then are you even really trying

#bill and ted #take me away in the phone box #we'll have cowboy times in space #happy birthday i am very stoned #bill and teds excellent adventure #birthday candyflip

[percinterlude]

praDUH.

jedi flipping on new years🫐🫧

#candyflipping #high #weed #streetwear #tumblr girls #cute #rave #machine girl #rave girl #it girl #2013 polaroid #lil tracy #acid trip #molly #shroooooms #she wanna party all the time #spirtuality #trippy hippy #prada #pretty #it gives me so much serotonin #yung lean #polaroid #girls with plugs #girls that do drugs

[kurapike]

#u know when u listen to a song & are immediately transported to a specific time #well for me this is candyflipping for the first time and i havent even candyflipped to this #music #x #Spotify

[marica-ya]

Dulcecita flow candyyy ya tu sabes

#flow candyflip hoe

[yummy-tummy-time]

really, really long crush processing post cause it's taking up too much space in my brain

My feelings for my roommate might not be unrequited after all, which I've suspected for a short bit, but she's SUCH a hard read.

We candyflipped recently and cuddled most of the night, but that drug combo almost guarantees physical intimacy if you're partying with safe, affectionate people so I didn't want to put too much stock in that experience. Also, she explicitly said that kissing me while we partied was "because she wanted to kiss someone and it wasn't going to be [our friend]"; and when I asked about cuddling on the regular, she sounded hesitant and said she (probably) only wanted physical affection occasionally.

So I've been figuring out ways to express physical affection that are appropriate within the boundaries of our relationship, which has been very difficult because my roommate doesn't initiate or ask for different types of affection or tell me explicitly when she likes something. But she seemed very happy when I started asking for hugs, booping her head, and being physically playful. Most recently, I started playfully grabbing her toes when we're on the couch together, and I was pleasantly surprised when she started playing back. She hasn't said a word about it, but she smiles really big when I play with or rub her feet.

Outside of physical affection, we've been spending most of our social time together. Helps when you're both shy in public and live together. Our emotional relationship has grown really deep. In May, I told her I had a crush on her. Those feelings were explicitly unreciprocated, so I put away any ideas about our relationship becoming more intimate, and committed to encouraging her to chat with cuties and go on dates. Since then, I've been expressing affection while verbally maintaining platonic boundaries to avoid making my roommate uncomfortable. I think my actions have demonstrated that supporting her is one of my biggest interests & priorities, and now she shares a level of vulnerability and affection with me that she doesn't share with the other roommates.

Last week I talked with one of the other roommates about my feelings - trying to decide if I'm in love, how to know the difference between romantic and queerplatonic love, and revisiting my decision to not get involved with a roommate. They asked if she reciprocates my feelings; I said no, they asked, "Are you sure?" The next day, my (crush) roommate and I were playing around and the other says, "Oh, just kiss already!" Both of those moments sent my brain REELING, like, 'does my roommate know something I dont?? Why would they say that??'

On Friday, I went to a kink party for that roommate's birthday. Even though I was excited to play among experienced and welcoming friends in a private home, I got so shy that I didn't do any of the kink activities I planned on, I didnt ask anyone to get cozy, and I didn't tell anyone their advances were welcome. Remembering how my (crush) roommate shuts down around cuties in public, I began to wonder if she's like me the way I was at the party. With everything I wrote here (and more) in mind, I decided it was time to just ask my roommate if she wants to cuddle again. The answer each time has been "Sure". I've confirmed several times this year that "Sure" is a good response from this roommate, but it still takes a LOT of effort for me to take that as enthusiastic consent.

The 1st night, I curled up next to her until she fell asleep. She didn't say anything or cozy up more, but she woke up multiple times after I fell asleep and stayed in her spot despite having a lot of couch space and a bed available. The 2nd night, I asked to cozy up next to her again. "Sure." I snuggled up with my head on her shoulder; she didn't move at all, arms folded across her chest. I asked if she wanted to cuddle or she liked where I was; "Being cuddled would be nice." I wrapped my arm around her waist. I dont think she changed positions the whole time except to adjust her legs; When she sat up to go to bed, I rubbed her back and again she didn't move. I confirmed that she enjoyed me rubbing her back, and she chose to stay with me for another 30 minutes for back rubs AND asked for a massage. We spent a little time sitting with me hugging her from behind; she leaned into me and put her head on my shoulder, but didn't hug me back. 3rd night, I laid next to her on the couch with my arms around her legs and gently rubbed her thigh for a while. Again, she sat up for bed, then stayed with me so I could rub her back; but this time she told me when she wanted scratches instead of rubs, asked me to touch her sides in addition to her back, "demanded" head scratches after I played with her hair, laid back against me so i could put my arms around her shoulders, and put her hands on mine when I hugged her from behind. (I feel like I'm successfully befriending a shy cat.)

So here we are!! I don't know if my roomie is into me or if I'm just a familiar someone, who regularly shares nonromantic physical intimacy with friends, filling a void of physical touch for her until another cutie comes along. Maybe it's both? In any case, she recently decided she'd rather develop intimate relationships through her friendships instead of going through dating apps, so I hope the slow blossoming of this physically intimate relationship is just as exciting for her as it is for me. The cuddling is extremely relaxing, but based on her body language I'm 99% certain that some of my touch is also turning her on and she is enjoying that too... Things are too new and uncertain to even consider sex, but damn, these cuddle sessions got me fantasizing like a fiend 😵‍💫

[baddingtonbitch]

ok so like we allll know how trippy sense memory can be but can we please talk about FALSE sense memory?? like when something reminds you of something for no logical reason? there's a perfume my mom used to keep in her car that reminds me exactly of a specific environment in the game haunting ground and like?? video games have no smell? and this song reminds me so vividly of candyflipping when i know for a FACT i never heard it high. hello??

#Youtube #p

[rareandopulent]

#oversized sweater #candyflip #psychedelic streetwear #poetry clothing #streetwearclothing #sweatshirt #sweater

[livetheraveforever]

TechFusion is a new sub-genre of electronic music created by ĀDĀM featuring techno & hi-tech. Combining Hardtechno and Hi-Tech with Schranz and Trance beats TechFusion stands out as an innovative form of rave music.

Candyflip w/ Strangers is the first public mix made to define this sub-genre.

#TechFusion #sub-genre #techno #hi-tech

[hyumjim]

Literally he had to reschedule his mv release cause he got his back blown out while candyflipping

[kurapike]

top 5 kpop pics that made me suicidal while on acid

5 chen spark

self explanatory tbh. i was sitting at the rave passing the time until the vegan medialunas store opened in the morning and this was my lockscreen which ensued some whoas and ooohs

4 shinee insta

it wasnt this one at all but i cant remember for the life of me which one it is so im putting a random one to ilustrate the kind of pic it was. i had to ask my friend if it was real or fanart (it was indeed real) i think there was a female idol w kibum but i cant find the pic they were probably holding a sign

3 taekey chile

i dont even remember why i was looking at these pics perhaps i was just scrolling through kibums insta but i was like yeii pic from when i saw them! and then i was like whoa wait why do they look like this. . do they always look this plastic.. i remembered my friend saying she was surprised at how plastic taemin looked on stage (like a melting wax doll were her words😔) and i was like so true such is the face of the kpop idols... to be fair to high as fuck me they do look like a walking makeup brush with twenty filters on but i prommy they looked more normal in person at least kibum

2 chen grass

mind destroying photographs if im being completely honest. i SWEAR he wouldn't stop moving the grass was dancing around him gently caressed by the wind and he was hiding from me and then apppearing again like a sick joke i unstanned for a second there

1 cbx dolls

i cant overstate how much this photograph shaped who i am today. it was my first time hard candyflipping and i got the notif and got clinical depression at the sudden realization that they were dolls, not real people, whose purpose was to entertain us, had been designed for that, and the fool i was for falling straight into their trap. i still cant look at this pic without having flashbacks to that sinking feeling and the consequential epiphany it caused. on a happier note some minutes later they became the pilots of my spaceship when i thought i was flying through space while trying to pee in a chemical toilet

#lesson of the day dont do lsd+ecstasy for the first time on an empty stomach while psychotic and upset #x

[psihoactiv]

candyflipping was dope

#but i also slept 14 hours straight after