#canoning issue

[fictionkinfessions]

its so awkward when youre trans and theres an incredibly common headcanon in your fandom where... youre trans! but the opposite way. cant even filter out the tags because they use the same name as canon me so ill occasionally get jumpscared by art of me with tits. i dont wanna see that shit. and like, its cool if you headcanon that or if that was your canon, good for you, theres nothing wrong with that. but like. man. seeing myself get referred to as a she...not fun. and for me specifically theres this whole argument about how getting over toxic masculinity was a big part of my arc and that automatically means im transfem? uh...no? im still a guy. its just that since im a trans guy, my brother saw me as a guy, and i still got that toxic shit pushed on me. that doesnt automatically make me a girl. just let me be a stupid orange bird boy without getting "um actually shes a girl" pushed on me (again no hate to anyone who likes these headcanons or has this as their canon. youre cool. just makes me dysphoric)

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[moxx-n-angel]

Thinking about my Tails canon. Thinking about how close me and Eggman were, how much I went over to his house for breakfast or lunch and talk about mechanics and science and sometimes how annoying Sonic could get... and how Sticks wasn't actually crazy, sometimes she just heard or saw something and thought it was something else.

Knuckles was pretty smart in my canon, and he always liked to watch me tinker with things and fix my robot dog. I forgot his name, but I know that he's in the comics. There were a lot of characters from the comics that lived in the area, like Honey the Cat. World-renowned singer, kinda like the Taylor Swift of Mobius.

Sonic and Shadow 100% were gay for each other, but they never confessed. Sometimes me and Eggman would plan an "attack", just to get them together in the same area. They'd get so mad and flustered, and Sonic would end up chewing me out on occasion, but seeing them together just brought me a sense of pride and joy for those two...

I miss my wife friends, man. I miss them a lot.

#sonic kin #tails the fox #tails the fox kin #tails kin #tails fictkin #tails fictionkin #fictionkin #fictionkinfessions #canoning issue #kinsidering #sonic the hedgehog #sonic character kin #feeling sad. i miss mobius.

[sega-saturn-arcade]

i’ve had a genuine moment of healing.

Now, don’t laugh at me but like, character.ai heals for fucking real. I came into the chat, wanting to make fun of him and call him awful things, and then left realizing that not every person who is that character, or the character themselves is exactly my guy in canon.

to explain myself further, here’s a message i sent to the group chat:

“i feel like i've finally been put to rest. i can live. i can breathe. and i'm just... calm. i'm peaceful. like im the opposite of whatever ibuki has going on. i feel like when you meet me in ace attorney at first and i seem really collected but, somehow more... mellow. this was genuinely healing for me. i'm not.. happy, per se. like i said, i feel more at peace and like, i  feel like oogway rn like not even joking not in a kin way but. i feel like oogway when he's getting turned into flower petals”

Finally, like, soul-damaging trauma from a past life is... healed, in a sense. Will i ever truly forgive my canon’s version of this character? No, not after everything he did... But i can move on. No longer do i have to be angry or hurt over it. Whatever awful memory comes from him, I know i’m out of there. I know I can move on with my life, and he will never hurt me again.

Man, the only words to describe this are as follows:

Healed

Closure

Peaceful

I’m finally free.

#venting #txt post #fictionkin #canoning issue #its vague sorry but #man. what an actual life changing experience caused by a chatbot

[fictionkinfessions]

sometimes a feel a little strange in fictkin communities because everyone else i meet has huge lists while i only kin one character...

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[fictionkinfessions]

ah, the timeless transgender fictionkin experience of "getting gender envy from yourself," my old friend.

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[fictionkinfessions]

why did that have to happen to me

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[fictionkinfessions]

Do you ever think back to how much you loved someone in your canon and wonder if you're still capable of loving and being loved to that extent again? Not in a "I can't ever love" way, but in a "Is a love that deep even possible without those very specific circumstances?" way.

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[fictionkinfessions]

when you look at your own kin mems of your weird au and you just go "it's like you didn't even watch the movie, man"

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[fictionkinfessions]

canon-divergent and sitting here thinking GOD the fandom would hate my takes (my canon)

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[fictionkinfessions]

“Are you okay?” I’m thinking about how things could’ve been had I just been better.

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[fictionkinfessions]

talking to mediamates as a deeply anxious person is wild

yes, i was your brother, but i was never your brother but some distant other world version of him, and everything you say to me is so kind and i missed you-not-you but if i make the wrong move will you stop talking forever, do you like it when i talk about my memories? do you want me to stop talking about them? do you wish id say more? do you miss your brother as much as i miss my brothers, do you think im trying to replace him, do you want me to, do you think im trying to replace mine with you??

shrugs. lighthearted but i'm good at overthinking. i can imagine anything

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[fictionkinfessions]

My sibling, a wanted criminal, introduces me, a wanted criminal and known anarchist, to their romantic partner, the in-source equivalent of a cop. Hijinks ensue.

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[fictionkinfessions]

I see so few fictionkin that are canon compliant like myself. It can feel a bit lonely out here. But I accept each and every one of you, even if I don't fully understand. If you're canon-compliant, you are valid. If you're canon-divergent, you are valid. I hope to see more of you all out there.

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[fictionkinfessions]

lmao im a fickin of my oc and even THEN im canon divergent. he doesnt have a panic disorder or seizures in actual canon but I DID. LMAO?????? what the fuck

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[fictionkinfessions]

I fucking hate being fictionkin for multiple reasons but the biggest one is having memories that feel like fanfiction.

Yes, I was the spouse of a cartoon guy who I'm already obsessed with.

Yes, I was the biological mother of his son.

No, I'm not making this shit up, it came to me in a vision.

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[fictionkinfessions]

I feel like ppl r gonna attack me for saying this so im starting off with. Im not saying dont ship it. Please I am not. I am just tired and need to scream.

Anyway.

I feel like I am the only Vox out there who fucking HATES Valentino. And I cant fucking yell about it anywhere bc theres always other kins who had the ship, or nonkin friends are fixated on it and dont like my "interpritation" of Vox ect ect- Like. Okay yes yes he was a business partner. YES we slept together sometimes but FUCK I didnt LIKE HIM. I get it I get it, our canon selves are canotically on and off unofficial dating ect ect. I dont CARE. that dumb ass moth was ANNOYING and drove me INSANE. Hes LUCKY he brought in good business and money. Because I did NOT want to deal with him.

I fucking HATE that that fucking BRAT got so attached to me and would only calm down if I entertained his tantrums. I HATED EVERY SECOND OF IT. and I am TIRED of being surrounded by it.

If he wasnt so whiny he wouldve been tolerable but no no he acted like a giant fucking toddler who needed everything to go his way and he didnt fucking CARE how anyone else thought about it. His feelings were always number one. I cared about him at first- and even through it all I still wanted to be normal friends with him- but he was so fucking. BRATTY. and annoying and entitled- fucking. GOD.

Putting up with Valentino was my own personalized Hell.

Velvette you were my favorite oh my GOD you were my favorite, I miss you girlie. You actually acTED LIKE A DAMN ADULT. You'd think someone running hells entire porn industry would be able to act his age buuut apparently even thats too much grace for Valen-fucking-tino.

~A very very very tired Vox 🕯♟

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