#cant promise ill get to it but i might

[hauntingblue]

Strong world is the nami and luffy twins manifesto written by oda this is my one piece.

You see luffy's finishing attack with his giant hammer being fueled by lightning which is nami's main weapon with her clima tact and she even made the guy steer the islands towards the cyclone so even if the lighting isn't produced by her the lighting is provided by her either way so luffy AND her finished that guy and even luffy attacked after nami announced how he will lose which also means nami knew and trusted luffy to end him after that and of course he did and

Oh my god luffy making nami explain herself about the message he left on the tone dial and being pissed that she didn't trust him to save and protect her but he got so mad and didn't hear the whole message and she asked luffy to save her omg....... she knew after all that they will come and win..... I love this ending I am going to walk into the sea now goodbye.

Why are whitebeard and ace on the ending credits I already cried. Watching aces part again cause he looks so good. Hello alive dead wife

#the animation in this one..... hell yes..... #img little luffy i missed you!!!! robin doesnt look like herself in this one and franky doesnt have his voice 😞😞 what a disrespect in his #first movie appearance....... franky i will avenge you. your fit is hard tho. well his voice could be his va with a cold. its weird #why is brook smoking a blunt ajdhsksj and sanji tease...... #the 3d is too good here.... and someone wants nami bc of her abilities instead of like well everything else.... i might accept this #sanji going insane ajdksjsk zoro what are you wearing on your head...... #love the duck following nami like well a baby duck... omg i thought if the duck electrifies the animals in the water nami is fried too #and indeed he was i didnt expect it to follow logic ajdhsj nami found luffy of course #why is nami on top of luffy ajdhsjs doesnt she trust the bird to fly or what #THE BARTENDER FROM THE PIRAGE RACE MOVIE IS HERE TOO!!!! #nami getting arlong flashbacks but now worse #kinda love the crew being protective over her and not to fall into stereotypes but it goes off every time.... they got her away form arlong #nami and usopp omg...... nami once again sacrificing herself... suffered more than jesus.... also her bracelet... i didnt know that #luffy is so mad.... he gets so mad when people leave.... (he gets sad but ofc he cant be sad so next best thing) #NAMI GOT SICK FROM THE TREES!!!! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!!! #they got changed and everything..... did robin tell them they had to follow the dress code and they all did?? qjsjaka luffys first cape also #luffy that was such a slay. why are they all carrying fire power. he called them a suicide squad... and well a lot of them actually #wasnt expecting this to turn into a mafia movie. surprised luffy knows how to shoot one of those. #nami isnt gonna sacrifice herself luffy said... while she rigs epxlosives in a place she cant move.... luffy she needs an intervention #oh my god. nojiko telling her to have fun.... every time i remember luffy promised gen san to keep her happy i die a little #luffy is gonna get a stroke he is so fucking mad 'nami ill beat this guy and well go back together' ok 🥺🥺 #sanji understands perverted gorilla 😭😭 #brook got robin instead of sanji.... sick ennies lobby reference bro #also how come franky didnt get his own movie.... like in this one franky AND brook join. confirming my theory that brook doesnt let franky #get confortable in the crew and be with them as the new one for a while bc brook joins immediately after and he doesnt get time to breathe #nami don't cry omg.... she was ready to never see them again omg #i thot nami was gonna electrocute him..... or make him eat the cyclone or smth.... well she said her peace at least #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

[plulp]

hey guys i dont know what im doing. help

#germaphone #if you choose full piece of art. i cant promise ill ever post again. #it might take me 9 months to do that. #and i cant promise ill be able to draw whoever wins. but ill try my best #i want to draw girls but GRRRRR ive tried multiple times and i cant get the designs the way i want them #im sorry girl fans everywhere #i only listed the ones that i mostly feel like i know a vague image of them in my mind right now #but im up for other characters too

[testing-reblogs]

my creature in the real!!!!!! He is now puntable. (here's a link to the model I used!!)

#gonna throw him 50 feet I'll update on how it goes /j #im joyus :) i know this guy!!!! i didn't make the model but i did hand paint it!! #im gonna paint a matching werewolf core next!!! might not have it's ears & tail but i am definitely gonna try. #i had thoughts about him while listening to pathlogical facade #bc spoiler alert he's definitely evil in the story but i wanted a motivation for it too of course #i was thinking 'why did they even make a vampire core?' its aperture so. not impossible by any stretch but. #i cant imagine he was used all that often and probably got thrown into that like box of cores you see in the endgame of portal 2 #gonna cut myself off here before I write a full page collage essay on this post but. he gets worse i promise<3 #either ill write my thoughts in a different post or just add it to his ToyHouse and artfight profile #portal 2 #portal oc #vampire core #editing this to add if i make a third I'll probably do Stirling!! if i have enough filament

[shleemies]

>need to go through my loops before bed which can take hours

> need to cut my looping short because I need to sleep to wake up early tomorrow

>resume looping because I'm not done so I can't sleep

>need to sleep so try to stop looping

>okay time to sleep

>resume looping because I'm not done so I can't sleep

>need t

#not sure if looping is the accurate term but its what i call it because i get stuck repeating a behavior like an endless loop #right now is the classic “check your tumblr notifications now your twitter notifications now your tumblr notifications now your twitter noti #making this post in an attempt to break the loop so i can fucking sleep i have to be up in 7 hours #i might delete this later right now im just hiding in these notes #its definitely an ocd thing .but because i havent been treated for my ocd and researching can make it worse sometimes #i dont have the best words to describe my experience #its part of why i dont taln about it #talking about it can somrtimes make it a lot worse too ugh #the looping specifically im not 'supposed' to talk about so thats partly why i would delte this #i cant stay in these tags forever i gotta decide to post this Or Else #i will. put on bluey. and sleep. #i promise ill try atleast lol #if u read all this hi sorry

[gaystardykeco]

not ready to go back to work tomorrow but luckily im so not ready that my brain isn't letting it fully process and so im just kind of numb except for little moments when the panic breaks through again

#feeling more and more like a robot and less and less like a person the emptier my life gets #the future is so empty like its just work and isolation forever #i have one thing left at the end of this week and then after that its just work and family and alone #and i think numbing out completely is really the only way ill be able to cope at all #i didnt used to really be able to do that but maybe now im to the point where i just have to so its become an option #idk i also might just be lying to myself and be about to get hit really hard with how bad this all is tomorrow #job interview friday. but plausibly i dont think i can take the job even if i get it bc i just dont think i can move to nyc #i just feel like ive hit a dead end #like i was a side character in someone elses story and that person has moved on so im just like floating in stasis #bc my part of the story is over i wrote myself out of their lives so i don't really exist anymore #idk my brain is telling me all these things that i know are silly but feel so true and i just am tired and empty #sorry to be dramatic and complain again just dreading work so bad #i just dont see any path forward thats not this forever loop like i cant make or have real connections with other ppl #and thats whats supposed to make a life real and worth living #but ive never had the capacity to connect right and ive never had passion for anything and ive never been able to really love and be loved #and i dont know how to fix any of it bc honestly i dont think any of its fixable #ill always be an emotionally harmful drain on anyone i think i love and ill always be left when they realize that #and then ive just hurt another person and i dont want to be a person that just hurts people so i cant be around people anymore #but its so empty and its so lonely and i hate myself so fucking much #anyway. i sound like a pathetic whiny teenager lmao sorry i know how stupid it all is i promise

[paradoxicalpaldeann]

i don't know if i'll be able to post on here or ao3 much at all in the coming months. vent in the tags

#like real vent #i honestly think this is the worst i've ever felt #bordering on a fucking mental breakdown #i hate myself because my thoughts are so violent right now and i already snapped and talked back when i didnt mean to im scared im going to #hurt someone i fucking hate myself so much im geniunely such a stupid retard i cant even fucking do my schoolwork #i overheard my parents talking about how they might consider deleting all my writing because apparently i spend too much time on it #when i barely ever even get to touch it recently #if they do that i dont even know what ill fucking do that will geniunely be the last straw #my mother always talked about how she moved out young and how much it hurt her but she is not fucking helping right now #i dont even know anymore #im scared #i dont want to be here anymore #i shouldn't be this upset all the time #i shouldn't post this with all the tags and i know that but fuck i don't care anymore. i love you all so much and im sorry #im sorry that this shit is on your dash im sorry i made false promises about long fics im sorry i never update im sorry my writing is never #even any fucking good im sorry #i hope you're all having a better day than i am. you all deserve it #im sorry theres literally no other place i can vent and my therapist sides with my parents regardless #i love you all platonically. gonna go crawl up in a corner and fucking die

[cxra-melty]

Nagito and Hajime playing a game.

To try and beat Nagito's luck, Hajime resorts to very subtle cheating. (Picks up an extra bank note in Monopoly, moves one space forward when Nagito isn't looking, etc.)

Nagito does notice (cause it's Nagito, he notices everything) and tickles Hajime as punishment.

Maybe he finds it cute that Hajime is trying everything he can to beat his luck.

Komahina anon ^.^

(I'm holding back some ideas cause I believe you're into Splatoon right now and I don't know anything about Splatoon beyond throw ink everywhere.)

Komahina anon god bless you hajime absolutely would do his best to cheat and nagito would lovingly wreck his shit♡♡♡♡♡

#chi stfu #tickle hcs #tickle headcanons #sdr2 tickle #danganronpa tickle #komahina anon my beloved #also tysm you dont have to hold back #but i do appreciate it since splatoon has kicked danganronpa out of my head for several months now #but splatoon might be getting booted out soon since im hopefully getting pkmn violet for christmas #i got off track anywho feel free to send your ideas i just cant guarantee ill post them all #but i promise you i do read them and i love every single one

[ceabu]

I thought you'd be participating in Gamkar week?

I would anon but the prompts where released a week before and that is not enough time for me to get ready for it ( I can't draw every single day unless I'm in the right headspace ) + a lot of my friends birthdays are this month and I want to draw things for them.....and im also busy with other stuff lol

I could make myself draw for it but that would just be stressful for me and I wont have fun with it and thats not how I want to feel while drawing my fav boys

#ceabu's asks #I feel bad for not participating but I cant force myself to draw everyday and not even get 100 notes lmao cuz ik how hard it is #for my gamkar art to get attention #if the prompts where released even like 2 weeks earlier i would have had time to prepare lol but only one week its too little time for me #i participated in kiribaku weeks and months years ago and they always made sure ppl could prepare for it djdnjeks idk im rambling lol #+ im also not feeling very motivated rn ndnxjwkxjs idk might be art block or just the shitty weather making me not want to leave my bed #i might draw for some days later but im not promising anything lol #for now ill just sit back and enjoy the works of others ♡

[megabuild]

Yknow what... I am bored as hell if anyone has HC/Life fic recs send them my way... you can send your own too ofc idm...

#cant promise ill get round to them all but i cant focus on my own writing rn so. #might save them for a rainy day #mine

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i have so much focus ability rn wtf why cant i be like this all the time? #after weeks of being too depressed and out of focus now im like a fucking laser #it hasnt tipped out of control yet. usually when i can focus it goes too far. it is sorta on the edge tho #like kinda wanna just stay up all night getting stuff done. just slightly too much energy but im going hiking tomorrow so i gotta sleep #ugh thatll be a waste of focus time tho :-( #well at least my mood is up bc i also already found out that the project i was proposing at the school i was interviewing for was rejected #i dont feel too bad abt it tho. im not surprised. theres still a slight chance i could join the lab on another project but idk it might #be complicated with me being an international student. i just feel bad abt wasting the guys time tho #at least he likes me enough to still pull for me to join his lab. hes been v resposive too. maybe theres still a chance #i actually like this other project more than the one i proposed lmao. but cant get my hopes up lol #i have to finish all my other fucking applications lmao. me and my million applications #pls someone accept me. i promise ill interview better in future lol. at least i got further than the 15 other ppl who applied #i think they only accepted 2 projects #ah well. well see how long my mood holds out. i gotta get these manuscripts done #unrelated

[wabblebees]

the universe is mean as hell but at least its fucking funny

(cw for christian end-times conversion bullshit under the readmore)

#tonight has been ! bad ! and my brain was not a great place to be for most of it bc iiiiits been getting worse. again. so #i went on a walk to clear my head and Stop thinking of being dead but ! lo and fucking behold ! #its okay ill be fine i promise #but i was laughing the whole fucking way home #i always take down or wreck shit like this when i see it out+about ((also saw a fucking inf//owars sticker that was too cold to peel off so #i had to take my keys to it until it was unrecognizable)) but when i saw the front of this one i was just like ''oh gross'' and tore it off #but i uhh. wasnt rly expecting that top sentence lmfao #started fuvking cackling like a madman in the street #for context if yr reading this and don't know already/cant tell: #im a xtian cult survivor. this is conservative xtian apocalyptic propaganda shit. im furious this exists but holy shit its fuckin hilarious #reading ''hey pal u ready to die?? god lovehates yr guts'' when yr just trying not to think abt how ready to die u are... fucken incredible #i covered up the url on the bottom + im not gonna show the front ((its fucking awful tho omfg. yhe fuckign flag+white house are on there?? #wild lmfao)) bc i dont need their right-wing apocalypse-fearmongering bullshit to get any more web traffic #plus its not like this shit isnt dimeadozen further south/out west. its just been a hot minute since ive seen anyth this edgy-guilt-trippy #in this state. figures. out in the yeehaw-ass back half of mass. #anyway. i hate it here lmao #im more ok now too i promise #walked back home once my phone died + forced myself to eat food+drink water; now im back in bed and texting someone to stay out of my head #i think i might actually go out w better stickers+a knife+some nailpolish remover sometime in the next few days before im headed back home #take down some bullshit and. oooh... think i might put up one of my ''transsexuals have got to get meaner'' sweatermuppet stickers:> #hmmmmm. yeah #cw cult mention #tw christianity #cw bible quotes #cw christianity #tw suicidality #<- just in case. #anyway. i love yall. be careful with yrselves #and if you see bullshit like this please take it down. its trying to funnel people into disgusting right-wing rabbitholes. its dangerous. #bee speaks

[mihai-florescu]

no idea whats gonna happen to me on june 6th i dont think i've ever liked a fictional character this much for this long

if i explode into a supernova it will be your fault for introducing me to mayoi /lh

In the grand scheme of things you gotta thank whoever decided to give mayoi a mole in his design cuz thats why i got interested to know more about a character i hadnt met in the anime or any of the stories i had read yet. This is such a small detail and here we are 8 or so months later

#in conclusion more characters should have moles so i can post about them and get my friends into them too #i think mayoi is a dream cosplay actually. would love to actually commit to it at some point #ask #nyx🔮 #enstars #ill try to draw something for his birthday but i cant promise anything. might just color an older drawing if anything

[anonymouslyanidiot]

I just read my damn posts a few minutes ago and now im cringing at how i wrote them with all that purposeful bad grammar.. jesus christ im sorry for the 1 or 2 people who had to read that...

#I actually read them all thinking it was silly how i did it #genuinely dont know why #anyways ill be working on the about me post #I might make a carrd now that i think about it #it should be fun #plus id get to express myself more #well add more onto the little thing than i can on tumblr #not saying i cant itd just be mmore fun to make a little space for me #plus!! I get to make it look cool and everything #who knows though #im spam posting because i have nothing better to do #again #motivations probably not gonna be here tomorrow isnt it? #/pos btw im not that depressed #anyways ima go fingure out what to do #i dont got much to do anyways so #idk #maybe put some questions in the ask box? I can try to respond #i promise ill make some actual posts soon abt myself and the acc #anyways #toodles!!

[straawberries]

ahahaha. really scared right now this is serious 👍👍👍

I HAVE LESS THAN 3 MONTHS LEFT UNTIL IM KICKED OUT AND DONATIONS ARE AT THEIR ALL TIME LOW WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST

i am less than halfway towards my goal of 2000 dollars to survive moving out, and at the moment, if current trends hold up, im.. probably not gonna make that amount. i dont know what will happen to me if im not able to safely move out, im a visibly trans autistic person living in texas.

for the love of god, please, if you can, donate anything, and if you can send this to like.. rich friends, or friends with nice jobs, or friends with money they dont need, because i could seriously use some help

im appreciating all the encouraging words ive been getting but.. while kind, words will only get me so far. i dont exactly have options for places to live, so the only place i can go if i dont manage to get enough to move out is on the streets.

i get seeing these posts a lot is annoying, i get doing something about it is annoying, i get clicking on a link and sending money is more than you wanted to do while scrolling tumblr, but if everyone who saw this post and had the ability sent me money, i might make it. things are looking bleak, and im looking everywhere i can for sources of income, but at my current pace.. im donezo without a miracle, i think.

C*SH*PP - @delilahswagga

P*YP*L - @delilahkill

i guess ill do the whole thing again

hi! im delilah, im a plural autistic trans girl in an abusive household in a shitty town in texas. ive been incapable of getting a job because no businesses are trans-friendly and i cant exactly pass as cis, i rarely have enough food in the house, and to top it all off, on june 1 2024 (my birthday, in less than 3 months) i am going to be kicked out onto the streets regardless of what i do. i have no options for places to live, i have no options for actual income, so i have to resort to begging on the internet. i know its annoying but.. i really dont know what else i can do that i havent already tried.

i promise to you, if your money goes to me and helps me survive, it wont be a waste. i have so many dreams that i am desperate to fulfill, im in a large polycule (the above banner is my polycule's "logo"/"flag") with people i love and people that love me dearly, and one day i want to live with as many of my partners as i can, and open a bakery with my boyfriend finn. i try to be the best person i can be, i try to help my friends when they need it (and plenty of my friends have told me ive saved their lives or made their lives much better) and. i just want to live. i dont know how to continue this without just sounding like im guilt tripping, so ill sign off here.

please dont scroll past this. share it if you can, copy the link and post it among you friends just to see if they can help, anything, for the love of god.

#plural #autistic #trans #transgender #trans woman #t4t #polyamorous #polyam #actually autistic

[rainyjackalope]

So I have a lot of sketches that never ever see the light of day online, as I keep a folder that I call my digital sketchbook and any time I want to doodle, I open a canvas, do whatever until I run out of steam, then toss it in there. It's pretty much entirely loose sketches, some character concepts, and lots of fursona art.

I've been thinking for a long time that I may start posting them to my kofi page and make them viewable by a membership tier, but I'm not sure what monthly payment would be fair to see some bonus art that's mostly sketches and may never get posted anywhere else (but isn't promised to be forever exclusive because I don't like to limit myself from sharing what I want. And I do post a little of it to my discord here and there. I just don't want to bombard my blog with all of them and generally don't feel like posting them all over online so I probably never will.)

#not putting 2 or 1 dollar bc after fees that's like almost nothing on the receiving end #to me thats just a tip jar amount not one that receives anything asdsgdhjf #I need at least some motivation to post the stuff or I won't bc it doesn't feel worth it at a certain point #anyway I genuinely just like. dont know what thats worth to people #obv feel free to vote even if you wouldnt be interested! i still value your opinion #think about it like if there was an artist that offered this that you really wanted to see it from and what you would pay for it #tbh i dont know what to tag this bc im not just rambling this time and it is art related #there's also the fact that I will not be providing a consistent amount of promised art for the tier every single month #like i will try to post at least one thing but the amount i draw varies wildly bc its just for fun and practice #so some months you may get like 5 or so full canvases of sketches and others you might get like two cropped ones with a few doodles yknow #ill try to make that clear on the tier description but i dont do membership stuff purely bc i cant promise consistent output of things :') #BUT you can also join and leave as you want #and like whenever you join every single post ive made to it will be viewable #so you can let it build up for a while then subscribe for a month or two or whatever suits you #thanks for your help!!

[maaaxx]

I just wanted to let you know that between the anxiety of your fic (the wounds bleed blue) and that i happen to be playing a scary game (outer wilds echoes of the eye, 10/10 recommend lmao), i lost my appetite. I just. Can't really eat right now, I'm not hungry, my mind is just circling those two things, and so, you're half responsible for it. Hooe your happy

In all seriousness, i really like your fic and GOD zuko. Baby. And Tomkin and Nanook? If they don't go with zuko on search of toph I'm rioting. Or crying, I'm not sure yet

thank you anon im glad you enjoy my stuff <3

but you've gotta eat bestie. even just smell some lettuce or something. im sure thatll give you some nutrients.

why choose between rioting and crying when you can do both?

Nanook and Tomkin might go with him. They might not. I guess we'll just have to see in 4-ish chapters. :)

#anon read all of this as if im being very eccentric because i promise i dont mean to seem bland #tomkin and nanook are definetly going to be up to something #but idk if theyll both be with zuko #but they might be #who knows #(i do its already written) #either way im excited to see your riot or lack thereof #ill hold you to it if need be #i love getting asks its my favorite thing ever #i think the next chapter is going to be posted by the end of next week #but if youve been reading ihiap since the beginning you know my word cant be trusted #but ill TRY #its the thought that counts #the next two chapters are really boring #but the two after that arent #theyre probably my favorite out of the whole series #because more of my favorite characters become more prevelant #im very excited #thank you for the ask anon :) #max thinks shes relevant #asks #ihiap