#cant show my emotions properly

[hotdogmchiggin]

King and Eda are fucking pissed.

Both of their reactions throughout this whole scene in Watching and Dreaming fucking destroyed me man. Their complete, wordless shock followed by unbridled grief-stricken rage just…. hit hard. Havent really seen art for this moment so wanted to take a crack at it.

Also since I’ve been experimenting more with procreate, I learned that it automatically saves a TIMELAPSE. So now YOU TOO! Can see my abysmal drawing process. I’ll either add that in a reblog or in a new post, so just keep an eye out if you’re interested in seeing that I guess.

Anyway tumblr’s gonna fuck up the quality so I’m putting CLOSEUPS under the cut.

#tried to post this with the timelapse attached before but i think she was too LARGE and it got mad #SO! I will post it in a reblog or something #or a new post?? i dont know whats better #anyway AUAIAGAOAIAUAHAHAOUAGAGAH I LOVE GRIEF FUELED RAGE AND INTENSE EMOTIONS #and i love trying to figure out how to properly CONVEY the INTENSITY of those emotions in my art #so HOPEFULLY! I succeeded here lol #i sorta wish that king and eda had more time in the episode to go completely apeshit and attack belos #but i understand the writers probably had to be super tight with how they handled time so I cant be too mad about it #FUCK DISNEY FOR REDUCING THE SHOWS LENGTH EDA AND KING DESERVED TO BEAT BELOS TO DEATH FOR 10 MINUTES #anyway I should. probably stop ranting in the tags #the owl house #toh #eda clawthorne #king clawthorne #watching and dreaming #toh season 3 #toh spoilers #myart #toh fanart

[neurotypical-sonic]

I think I've seen some people complain about things like this before, the inconsistency of how sonic's eyelids are portrayed/coloured, but idk the choices here make sense to me, even when it's back to back like this

#its like 1am so i cant descrive properly but #its about whats easier to look at/interpret. at least to me #when both his eyes are closed especially like this when its because of strain its easier to see the lines on the white #draws attention to it so you can see the emotion #then with the first pic going back to blue eyelids so once again you can tell straight away the one eye slammed shut #best choice to show the emption/action #like. its a comic. its not meant to be realistic. stylisation choices are made #egg.txt #idw #idw live blogging #my personal fave is the white just bc i like the cartoony look aha

[socksandbuttons]

IM SCREAMING UYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#sun and moon show spoilers #YEAH SO MUCH SCREAMING OVER THE WHOLE CONFRONTATION #LUNAR HAVING GROWN SO MUCH AS A PERSON #FINALLY UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE JAZZ IS UP WITH ECLIPSE #AND GOING 'alright then' PROCEEDS TO OVERCOME THE TRAUMA #ECLIPSE MAY NOT HAVE ADMITTED ANYTHING BUT THE FACT HE WAS SO PUT OFF ABOUT LUNAR #ASKING IF HE COULD HIT HIM??????????? LIKE???????? BRUH #'eclipse doesnt care' u caNT EVEN READ BETWEEN THE LINES OF THE COMPLEXITIES OF THIS MAN #WHO CANT EVEN FATHOM HIS OWN EMOTIONS PROPERLY #im screaming im so soaking up this episode hell eYEAH #LUNAR ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDING HE BETRAYED ECLIPSE!!!!!!!! #ACKNOWLEDING THE STUFF THAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #yeah he may have hit u once lunar but it was enough for you bud. your in a better fam #BUT AHHHHHHHHH #anyway im totally fine after this dfont WORRY ABOUT #knowing my bean au was actually not to far on 'yeah it could be okay' #hell Yeah

[713-4th-ward-g]

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#fucking swear i hate my dad so much #I'll never forgive him for how he was when i was a child #and right when i was starting to see him as a decent dude #he goes and acts like a child #youre 54 years old and raising your voice at me when i did nothing wrong #his stupid ass was the one who cut the pvc pipe and he thinks me telling him how to properly fix it is me criticizing him #and i told him you want me to criticize you ? fine. why were you cutting below the water lines to the washer? #theres clearly an opening showing the pvc pipe and you were the one who cut there still knowing it was there so why did you do it ? #you want me to criticize ill fucking criticize #all he has to say while screaming at me like im the one who created the problem saying shut the fuck up an go to sleep i dont want you here #he gives a stupid bullshit fix for it talking about using glue 😮‍💨 like dude you need pvc primer and glue to seal it correctly not fucking #elmers glue and tape wtf i was giving him an actual real option to fix it and he cusses me out like im the one who cut the damn pipe #i tried writing in my journal but my hand keeps cramping up #i cant stand how much of a child he is #he has no emotional control he takes his anger out of my mom and i and i fucking hate having to be the one to back away and apologize #when its his fucking issue not mine he was the one raising his voice when all i did was give him sound advice to fixing the broken pvc pipe #and i get cussed at and screamed at being told im criticizing when all i did was offer a solution to his own fucking problem he made worse #on his own accord and now hes breaking shit and kicking doors and slamming them all the while cussing over something #that can be fixed its cool to be like fucking shit i fucked up and get that energy out but to fucking throw a temper tantrum and break stuff #is fucking ridiculous it fucking takes me back to my childhood and how fucking horrible he was to my sister and i.. #we walked on eggshells around him cause any little thing would make him erupt into anger and physical bouts... #lord forbid he has to do something around the house and he breaks something he will cuss and scream at us for no reason like we did it #but im in the one who has to apologize thats fucking bullshit #i really want to kill myself rn im so over the edge rn i just keep thinking of my mom and why i cant kill myself yet #not until she passes away i cant kill myself.. #i long for the day i die im so tired of living here

[taikk0]

JUST SAYING ONCE I LEARN TO PRONOUNCE MY T'S PROPERLY ITS OVER FOR YOU BUTTNUGGETS

#IVE ALWAYS PRONOUNCED T'S WITH MY TONGUE AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT ITS BEEN THAT WAY FOR SO LONG #BUT ONE DAY. I WILL PRONOUNCE MY T'S SO GOOD YOULL THINK IM A WHITE PERSON #WHAT SUCKS TOO IS THAT IM BILINGUAL WHILE ENGLISH IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE I SPEAK TAGALOG MOST OF THE TIME BECAUSE OF MY ENVIRONMENT SO I- #-HAVE NO PROPER WAY OF PRACTICING IT BC FILIPINOS PRONOUNCE T'S DIFFERENTLY BC OF THE LANGUAGE AND UNLESS IM IN AN ENGLISH SPEAKING- #-SETTING THERES NO WAY IM GONNA BE ABLE TO PRACTICE CONSISTENTLY 💔💔 #even worse i slur over my words all the time. i have a stutter. i have VERY frequent voice cracks and when i try to suppress them i sound- #-ver odd. PLUS ADHD #idk if adhd might be one of the causes or of it gets added to the pile but dude i actually need help 💀💀 #but another problem is i dont think anyone would see the point in it #i communicate just fine its just that i have so much trouble communicating verbally (vocally?) in a way that isnt unnatural and in a way- #-that properly articulates what i want to say and how i say it. often i have so much trouble showing varied emotion to prove a point when- #-im referring or talking about something that isnt reactionary #LIKE DUDE WHY IS TALKING SO HARD 💔ALL PEOPLE CAN TALK WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH ALL PF THIS THIS SUCKS #which might be why i prefer writing what i want to say bc unlike talking the way i speak has nothing to do with it. i get given time to- #-think. and with an adhd brain writing what you want to say is so much better because typing it out involves the conscious decision to- #-type it all out and it acts as a filter #BLEFGGGH SORRY I KEEP BLABBERING ON THIS WSS SUPPPSED TO BE A SILLY LITTLE POST IDK WHY I WENT HAM IN THE TAGS #anyways umm yeah i dont like talking. i like communicating and maybe socializing tho. but not talking. does that make sense??? #there r also times where i straightup cant speak at all. i want to speak and i want to say things but my brain feels too busy or ig blank- #-but not empty and i cant form words or sentences and all i have are thoughts and feelings #anyways i think asl is neat and i want to learn it not just for my benefit but also for accessibility #also filipino sign language if im up for it #man there is something wrong w my brain 💀 #mikyomix rambles #yeah this one was a true ramble but only in the tags

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

me when it's nearly 4am and i need to sleep but i'm thinking about the essay that lives in my head about how sunny shifted with the gang goes to hell

#and im sure this can be traced earlier but i havent gotten that far properly on my rewatch #esp the string of s11-15 season finales.... #usually give more space for criticism with the later seasons but i LOVE the blend between emotional development/depth and comedy #not that this wasn't present in earlier episodes and seasons #i just think the way its navigated and the way it builds to these moments is different now #but i cant elaborate on that yet til i finish my chronological rewatch hehe #its VERY interesting to me from a writers pov though #again i have my criticisms about quite a few of the later episodes but. i think overall the show is still well written #esp s15 and the ireland stuff

[ghostcrows]

i knowwww im not really too ugly or too unwell to be loved i knowwww that i know people love me right now this very moment its just like the brain synapses that connect that feeling of loved-ness to the thought are loose as fuck and you have to jiggle the cables and hold them in a specific position...and its hard to do that all the time...

and um i dont totally not trust people, like...its just hard you know.

#i definitely have both reclusive and dissociative tendencies that feed off each other to keep me isolated and nonpresent #i notice when things are chaotic enough (the bar is so low) i kind of just stare off into space and cant like #register or respond properly to anything going on #like if there was a fucking armed robbery i dont think id show any emotion #i cant say for sure id rather not know for sure lol but like #i dont know. i dont react to things. unless im overreacting to my own emotional turmoil over whatever the fuck #something happened 2 me

[silouvertongues]

my brother is obsessed with op and he's been trying to get me to watch opla and i really didn't wanna but then he literally made me sit with him and watch it and tbh . bit of a slay i'm a little bit attached to the silly little pirate babies

#first like 4 eps i was jist sitting there kinda on my phone not Really paying attention but i did watch the rest properly and ... <3 #also i dont know WHY but zoro somehow looks like jiung sometimes i cant place why so im kinda like 🫶🏼 #anyway ! i know like a lil bot of the story just bc i have to sit there and listen to my brother explain the plot for Hours #and also i see fanart on the dash sometimes and everyone is so....incredibly talented #but now i feel like i understand the characters way more ! #opla sanji is so....like im vaguely aware of how he is in the manga and anime and i feel like they made him more cunty in the show idk idk #im a lil scared like i didNot expect to be attached but why was i getting emotional in ep 7 likeeeee baby nami ☹️ #ANYWAY???? insane turn of events to me personally but itwas fun to watch <3 #so many typos :/ #h talks

[krispiecake]

currently thinking about how when i told my dad to tell my mother i would not be speaking to her until she apologised she just. straight up stopped even trying to contact me. like, not even a text. absolutely insane how much this woman refuses to admit that maybe she was wrong about how she handles some things. she cannot swallow her pride to even do this one really small basic show of respect. fucking mental.

#like…… i think she said ‘im sorry it came out rude’ right after it happened but. GIRL. #THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD BE APOLOGISING FOR AND YOU FUCKING KNOW IT. #she knows full well that what she said was inappropriate invalidating triggering and insulting #AND that i have repeatedly asked her NOT to say it over the past few years. #and yet she just says ‘sorry it came out rude’???? like not ‘im sorry i said that’ not ‘i was wrong and insulting and disrespectful of ur #boundries that youve had in place for years now’ #and like she keeps doing this again and again and again with so many fucking things #she just has no respect for my mental health issues or who i am or like just me as a person #its near constant. shes always subtly calling me dramatic and ridiculous and telling me that im stupid and that its all my fault #but the moment i try to bring up anything like this to her just just yells #and goes ‘oh i get it im a horrible mum well i tried my best and i put in so much work’ ect ect ect #like i was sharing with her biosocial theory and how i think that bcause we have never different ways of regulating out emotions #it meant i was never taught to do it properly/in a way that works for me and that combined with my autism and my trauma likely led to my bpd #and when i tried to explain that it wasnt anyones fault its just that we’re different ppl and there was no way she couldve knows #she was like ‘ohhhh so its MY fault? hm? I’M the reason youre like this!?’ #and she looks down on me so fucking much for my ed and for sh and really just for any symptoms i show bc #why cant i deal with things properly like HER. #idk its so exhausting like i just want a proper apology from my own fucking mother but no. #shes doing the exact same thing that she berates and mocks and looks down on me for. #ugh i feel like screaming

[neurotypicalraphael]

People who write rottmnt Leo preforming surgery on his family members w relative ease have obs not researched into doctors treating their family members n what medical procedures usually entail hfhdbufn

#part of me wants to write an essay going into the emotional n ethical side of it. #like. preforming surgery on a family member is going impact your ability to properly figure out what needs to be done. #its actually a really interesting topic to read into #like in general people dont seem to consider what making him the medic actually entails other than just vague ideas abt first aid and etc #maybe i watched too many medical shows as a child. thats possible #sorry for being a nerd abt this but fhhfbhf yeah #like yes tv shows are not accurate. but they bring up topics n such sometimes n i find myself reading into em #edit: you also have to consider that hes 14-15 and has not had years of medical school n training. let alone experience. #yes i am complaining abt realisim in t_//%mn^^$;&t fanfic. i am having a normal one. #im sorryyyyy i cant suspend my disbelief when comes 2 fics that attempt to realistically depict other aspects of the situation except that

[ladymortimer]

Finished my Bojack rewatch and everything is worse now

#literally 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #the way i immediately turned off my tv and sobbed so loud by god this show.... #like it is so satisfying but its also just incredibly sad that its over.... like this is it. #i love these characters soooooooo much ngllllll #worst thing is literally i have none of my friends who watched the show so now im sitting here like 😭 #like only my bf watched the show 🤔 that's why hes my bf #my one friend asked me if it was pretentious and like i couldnt answer decent at the time but i just said no #bc its just so hoooonest and like it puts these hard emotions into words into smth tangible #like the show hits so hard when it needs to its literally one of the most depressing shows i watched #but also very hopeful #like im glad its not bleak like i rmr watching the view from halfway down for the first time and i was shocked thinking it was the actual #end but no haha they got me #i just grrrr hghhg love how every character got what they needed and became the best version of themself #and having clear defined borders and knowing how to properly take distance from someone who actively hurt u #and also i just wonder how tf they even began to write this like there's such a clear understanding and definition of these characters #yet the story progresses organically... like it just feels right when certain things are happening and hnmngh #i cant put in words how much i love this show i think its just a masterpiece #but its deffo not for everyone i have a hard time recommending this to people i think they get put off by the show #but by god... if u can take the emotional damage u oughta watch it

[weebsinstash]

Now don't get me wrong, I like how... calm and unbothered Alastor is, or at least tries to pass himself off as being

but like.... we know he's a drinker.... and we know certain details about him having an alcoholic abusive father who was cruel to his mother which heavily influenced his whole Dexter serial killer morality bs... and I can't help but think of a fic idea where Reader and Alastor are together and, suddenly without warning you break up with him BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON HIM. you're like, legitimately heartbroken and missing him but you broke up for a good reason and, time passes and you dont see or hear from him, you're basically just going on with your life, and, MEANWHILE HE'S JUST SLOWLY DEVOLVING IN A PATHETIC LITTLE MEOW MEOW

His radio show comes on and he's SLURRING and people are aghast. Alastor is usually such a classy gentleman, so careful with his image??? Meanwhile he's in his radio station with several glasses of whiskey and staring at a wall lined with your photos while he's broadcasting, "ohhhh hEeeEy LiSteNers!! How-how are you all doing this.... 😡LOVELY😤 evening. Isnt..... isn't it... so nice to... spend time with loved ones when you need them? 🥴 WELL I WOULDNT KNOW HA HAH HA" *cue 30 straight uninterrupted seconds of unhinged laughing from a man clearly having an emotional crisis* "so on tonightsssshow I was-i wasszzz hoping to-to discussss-"

Like imagine tuning into his show after avoiding it because it broke your heart and it turns from him like, having an actual topic and planned structure of his show, to then, one day you overhear a broadcast and he's just occasionally slurring, saying really really vague shit about how "real men are supposed to be strong enough to protect and hold onto those they hold dear" and you can occasionally hear the THUNK of his whiskey glass hitting the table meaning he's already drunk but still drinking WHILE broadcasting and, oh honey you already sound so wasted you don't need more--

You guys don't understand. I want this man having a very PUBLIC very MESSY mental breakdown because he was CRAZY IN LOVE WITH YOU and you sat him down and told him you love him deeply but you need sex and you've cheated on him REPEATEDLY and EVEN THEN he was HARDCORE COPING, "w well as long as you promise it won't happen again-" "I cant and i won't. I love you but i cant repress this part of myself" LIKE YOU DECIMATE THIS MAN. Alastor's just beside himself because like, not without valid feelings but you're basically dumping him to fuck strangers. Like. I just. What if he literally had a ring box or was starting to realize he's demisexual on the ace spectrum and was starting to have Those Feelings for you and you're just. Breaking up with him, and all he hears is "sorry but having these disgusting men I don't even know hunch over on me grunting like disgusting animals and defiling me who is definitely way too good for them is way better than being with you my respectful funny classy charming totally-not-husband"

I want you to be walking down the streets of Hell and Vox suddenly comes on their equivalent of a jumbotron and he's visibly beside himself with excitement, "BREAKING NEWS, THE RADIO DEMON IS PISS DRUNK IN THE GUTTER LIKE A FUCKING LOSER, MORE NEWS ON THE SCENE" and it just snap cuts to him facedown in the street somewhere. Have you ever seen Intervention. You can have grown ass adults with successful careers and loving communities and when they find something that breaks them you'll be seeing shit like, children finding their mothers literally passed out in the yard because they were too drunk to get into the house or even WALK properly. So. You just. See him in this legitimately pathetic absolutely humiliating state and you can't help but feel that that's YOUR fault, meanwhile Vox is living his best fucking life, GOD FORBID VOX SEES YOU STANDING THERE CRYING ON THE SIDEWALK, he's then broadcasting your crying face all over Hell, "Hey Alastor even your EX is CRYING AT HOW PATHETIC YOU ARE, GUESS THAT'S WHY THEY LEFT YOU HUH" and like. The live feed of Alastor shows him just, struggling to even lift his head to look up to, wherever, and see your image there, looking absolutely devastated, looking at him with pity and heartbreak. oh, his sweet beloved, looking so distressed because you see him so weak...

Vox is just living it up mocking both of you but he's made several enormous mistakes by putting you on the air, especially looking like THAT, especially with Alastor in this mental state, and ESPECIALLY to mock you when you're already looking so broken. The feed cuts. All the TVs read "LOST SIGNAL" and nothing comes back on the news for the rest of the night. Less than a week later, the radios are on again, and Alastor sounds... completely back to normal? Chipper, even? And at first you're happy to hear he's all good and well, but, there's something about some of the things he's saying that are making you a little.... nervous?

"You know folks, it took me an EMBARRASSINGLY long while to realize that, a true traditional man puts the needs of others above himself, and especially the needs of his special somebody! One can't truly care for one's loved one properly if you're too boggled down with, FEELING SORRY for yourself right? How else are you going to... defend what's yours if you just lie down and take it?"

"So while I was off the air, good listeners, I was doing quite a bit of, spring cleaning, let's call it! Yes, I was... unfortunately very busy, having to wrangle up quite a few.... disgusting, insignificant, dirty, thieving PERVERTS!!!! ....but now that that's all good and done with, I'd certainly like to think these streets are a little more... respectable!"

"To end the broadcast tonight, a final word to all my fellow men out there. If you happen to discover that, for whatever reason, your beloved has run off with another? It was because you deserved it for being WEAK. You allowed another man to just, COME IN and... DESECRATE what is precious to you? Disgraceful. Pathetic. Ill-mannered. You cannot call yourself a worthy partner if you simply allow your beloved to waltz themselves into the mouth of danger, can you? So, a little piece of advice from your humble host here tonight: Take back what is yours. Take them back, do not let them go, and do not let anyone EVER soil your love ever again. ........Also hey! Don't forget that the annual Cannibal District Cook-Out is this coming weekend so be sure to--"

#yandere hazbin hotel #yandere alastor x reader #yandere hellaverse #yandere x reader #hh #sinprompts

[taylorswiftbutsimp]

Putting Down Roots

[Jealousy]

☆ Author’s note: I might make a series out of this >ᴗ< (any reqs L&DS is open!!)

✰ Warnings: low-key angst, angst to fluff, pregnant reader, tears, insecurity, second point of view, husband zayneeee

✰ synopsis: which reader has trouble understanding their emotions properly and Zayne reassures them it's okay to feel that way

✰ Word Count: 597

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“You've been ignoring me for a few hours now, wife. Do you want to talk about it?” Zayne replied as he sat down and turned to face you from across the bed

“I’m not ignoring you; in fact, I'm talking to you right now” You answered, doing your best to pretend everything seemed well

If it takes the two of you staying up all night to work out the tension, then so be it. Zayne understands you better than he knows himself

“Your lying my precious jasmine” He moved closer to you as he spoke softly while maintaining eye contact

You did not respond, debating with yourself over whether or not to brush it off and act coy with your husband

“Is it because of the intern?” Your pupils dilated as you realized Zayne was right

You had gone to the hospital earlier in the day, carrying lunch for him even though you had been scolded for roaming around the kitchen too much unsupervised—especially with a growing baby bump

You walked along the hallway to his office, where Yvonne told you he had just done a surgery with interns. Normally, you wouldn't give a damn who he was with, even if they tried to flirt with your husband

Because you knew deep down he loved you, and he was a cold man, you had to work your way into his heart even though he claimed you had him since you two were little

However, something changed today when you observed him heading to his office with a stunning woman you had never seen before, causing you to assume that she was one of the interns

Normally you would continue talking about your day with Zayne, but they looked amazing together. She's young and attractive, and she clearly takes care of herself

“Dr zayne care for a lunch?” You could hear her voice it was quite seductive with hint of flirty

You were standing a few inches away from them when he saw you in his peripheral vision as he was going to decline the offer and open his office

His gaze softened “my wife” you waddled making your way to him “did you walk all the way from here hm?” He asked giving your forehead a kiss

He then excused you both leaving the intern standing there from shock quiet uncomfortable of the situation she witnessed

“I cant lie to you can i?” You pouted pulling zayne closer wrapping your arms around his neck

"I know jealousy is a disgusting, green-eyed monster, but I can't help feeling this way, Zayne" pulling away from the hug and looking at his eyes with tears forming into the corner of your eyes

With tears running down your cheeks, Zayne hates to see you in this state. "I'm moody everything makes me think, i eat random foods that doesnt even sound well but taste so damn good and i think so little of myself"

“I hate to see you like this my wife being the reason of your crying in pain even i think im not worth for you” he whispered holding your right hand before giving it a soft peck

“Everyone can disappear from this world but not you i love you so much that you might as well take my heart”

You whimpered, cupping his cheeks. There was a pregnant pause between you both, but this one is warm—not the one with awkwardness or tension, just full of love and understanding

His soft lips touched into yours as he whispered praises in between, “You drive me crazy every time I might just show you tonight how”

☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆

#ᗯiᒪᒪoᗯ #lads zayne #zayne x reader #zayne love and deepspace #love and deepspace x reader #li shen #i have a problem #l&ds x reader

[toysrguts]

MORE jeff hc's!!!!!!

thank u for the love on the last one i love writing these sm ^___^

•can fit like 11 cigarettes in his wide ass mouth at once

•half asian (his mom is chinese)

•his hair is really thin because it never grew back properly after being burned

•hates being wrong more than anything else on the planet. sometimes he knows hes wrong but will NEVER admit it and fight to the death over it

•bpd representation 💯💯💯

•something in my brain tells me he cant die. kind of like a johnny the homicidal maniac situation. he never gets caught and he never dies (he can still get seriously injured but he will always come back when u least expect it)

•always has to be in control of the aux in every vehicle hes in and is so obnoxious when his favorite songs come on

•also yells "I SAW THIS LIVE" every time a band he saw live comes on

•barks at random unsuspecting people through the open passenger window

•always stealing shit off his victims after killing. he has a whole ring collection because of it, and of course he steals wallets for weed money

•also steals from slenderman but you didnt hear that from me

•"saying jeff is a douchebag is like saying the sky is blue." -toby

•kind of guy that takes out his bottled up emotions on everyone around him and then hates himself for it

•wears the same gross outfit all the time. just grabs one of the 3 pairs of crusty skinny jeans from off his floor and of course the musty ass dirty ass torn apart ass hoodie

•smile dog is truly his best friend. he feels like nobody understands him like smile does. he loves taking him for walks in the woods while smoking a cigarette and having deep conversations with him (not that he actually responds but jeff knows smile can understand what hes saying)

•horror movie enthusiast, from obscure fucked up ones to super cheesy ones. he has a whole shelf dedicated to his horror movie collection

•has an addictive personality, which is partially why he has a drug and alcohol abuse problem and struggles with self harm

•rarely goes out in public because hes known to have violent outbursts. he once committed mass murder at a burger king because people were looking at him weird and EJ had to drag him out of there before the cops showed up

•HATES the light he literally duct taped over his windows so the light couldn’t get in (he forgot blackout curtains exist)

•his room smells like pennies, skunk weed, and foot stank

•is actually an incredible artist but acts like hes not. literally everyone loves his work except for him

•secretly loves cartoons. he loves taking bong rips and watching scooby-doo to escape reality :)

•has never had a healthy relationship with anyone in his life, usually just sticks to hookups

•its a miracle this man is still alive considering he survives off gas station snacks and week old sodas that have been sitting on his nightstand

•speaking of he once drank an old dr pepper after he forgot he put out a cigarette in it

•got a tramp stamp when he was blackout wasted

•writes random thoughts and draws little doodles all over his bedroom walls; it kind of looks like a mental asylum in there

•also his bed is literally just a blood stained mattress on the floor with no sheet and a singular pillow and blanket

•so fucking broke he will do anything for a hundred bucks

•writes the most foul hate comments under every post he disagrees with

•he loves video games, his favorite being postal 2 (hes OBSESSED)

#creepypasta #jeff the killer #creepypasta hcs #creepypasta headcanon #jeff the killer hc #jeff the killer headcanons #jeff the killer x reader #jeffrey woods #jeffery woods #jtk headcanons #creepypasta jtk #jtk x reader #jtk #jeff woods #creepypasta x reader #creepypasta fanfic #slenderman #slender mansion #slenderverse #headcanons #headcanon

[privitivium]

Motherly yan with a reader who is neglected in childhood?

Mommy takes care and attention to reader to the point that they cry from it,,,

i was thinking about this earlier... get out of my head.,,,he's a comfort oc based on exactly that,,,

him being so understanding. him even crying while holding you bro shut UP. but also. like. he'd be fucked up... taking advantage of that and manipulating you mildly. i forgot how i introduced it, i think it was you calling him mom on accident because he was taking care of you too much,,, like ur childhood mommy used to do. cant help but make the connection and latch onto him unconsciously. him abusing the fact, being absolutely fucking in love with you and ready to throw everything away and pour all his money into anything you want. you can splurge on food, he has it. dont worry about paying him back damn you.

imagining,,, breaking down in his arms after he peppers your face in kisses and unconsciously checking for injuries on your face;; moving your head around by your jaw and looking so intentive and thoughtful. bro. you just couldnt take it. he's too soft with you, you think... he's too gentle. he's too fucking loving. is he planning something? what exactly is his plan? is he gonna hurt you? this cant be real. you cant believe this man, so in love with you taking care of you and so proudly wearing the mommy moniker. yes, yes, he's your mother now. he'll love you, shower you in love and affection, show care for you properly. he's startled when you tear up so suddenly - a soft gasp leaving his plump lips; thinking he hurt you and begins fretting over you - lifting his hand to your eyes and his eyebrows furrowing in worry..,,,

before he understands why youre crying,,,. mumbling a soft "i love you my sweet boy, my darling, my baby," into the crown of ur head, and leaving fluttering kisses in their wake. holding you into his shoulder and rubbing along your back, tearing up and inhaling shakily at your emotions, feeling so upset for you... taking the time to nuzzle you and let you make a mess of his clothes with your tears, snot, and drool. yes, yes, he's not going anywhere... there's no where for you to go either, don't fret.

#motherly yan! #x male reader #male reader #yandere x male reader #yandere male x male reader #yandere male x reader

[angelltheninth]

Can I please request female reader x Hal jordon friends with benefits blurb or headcanons <33

You can, you said please and that is my magic word Anon.

Pairing: Hal Jordan x Fem!Reader

Tags: nsfw, smut, catching feelings, hook-ups, friends with benefits, reunion sex, possessive sex, long distance relationship

A/N: A friend of mine really likes Hal so I hope she likes this.

FWB!Hal who is the one to establish and break the no feelings rule. He has the whole universe of potential partners if he just wants to a quick fuck but somehow he always shows up at your place first, with that charming smile of his that has you opening your window and your legs for him.

FWB!Hal who can is a huge tease when he uses his ring to bind you and keep you still while he fucks you. So what if he makes a few sex toys with it, his imagination is he limit and lucky for you both he has quite the pervy imagination.

FWB!Hal who is gone before you wake up just to avoid talking about his feelings with you. He's never been good with things like this. Oh sure he has a way with words when it comes to getting into someone's pants but feelings? No, that will take him a long ass time to come to terms with.

FWB!Hal who always fucks you like he hasn't seen you in months. In some cases he hasn't but most of the time he tries to visit you at least once a month.

FWB!Hal who doesn't let the fact that you want a boyfriend get in the way of your friendship even if you break of your agreement. He ultimately wants you to be happy and he knows that being with him might not give you the emotional fulfillment you need.

FWB!Hal who will visit you just for a quickie. When his libito hits him full force he needs to get rid of it fast. You don't mind him going to someone else either if he's in a different system, but if he's close by you'd rather him come to you.

FWB!Hal who gets emotional when drunk. He'll tell you he really likes you, not just for sex or as a friend, kiss you and then pretend to not remember any of it the next day. Sometimes feelings need to stay just feelings, not words.

FWB!Hal who cant keep his hands off you even on the most mundane of outings. You'll often find yourself tucked away above the clouds, getting fucked raw by him. You don't need to hold on so tight but he likes the closeness and warmth of your body pressed against his when you're like this.

FWB!Hal who never leaves you hanging when he fucks you. If you go out and fuck someone else while he's away he will be smug as hell knowing that he fucked you ten times better.

FWB!Hal who is oblivious of the fact that in your mind you're already practically dating. He's always calling and visiting you, he brings you food when he flies over, you haven't been with anyone else but each other, he has a few of his shirts, jackets and tank tops at your place because he claims its convenient to have fresh clothes to change into. Now you're just waiting for him to confess properly.

#hal jordan x reader #hal jordan imagine #hal jordan headcanons #hal jordan smut #hal jordan x female reader #dc comics x reader #dc comics headcanons #dc comics imagine #dc comics smut #dc comics x female reader #green lantern x reader #green lantern imagine #green lantern headcanons #green lantern x female reader