#cant talk abt it more than that publicly

[jakekgs]

DATING JAKE SIM,

gonna do this with all of the members to get me out of my writing slump!! i’m opening a permanent taglist! send an ask if you want to be added! tw: mentions of ‘not eating’ briefly.

took him a while to even ask you out, he needed the entirety of his friend group supporting him before he could approach you.

he was so happy when you agreed to that first date that he hugged you, right then and there. it was quite possibly the best hug of your life, the way his arms wrapped around your waist and he buried his face into your shoulder:(

he hugs you lots now, he claims its making up for all the times he’d see you in the cafe beside the hybe building and wanted to hug you but he hadn’t known you then.

kisses you a lot, not just on the mouth but everywhere, your face, cheeks and forehead are his favourite spots. every time he does, he claims he cant stop because ‘you’re just too beautiful, and you’re all mine!’

watches kdramas with you so that you have someone to talk to abt them, and winds up enjoying them more than he’d care to admit. he really just loves watching sad ones with you so that you hold on to the sleeves of his jumper and cry in to his embrace.

lots of pda!!! he’s not the type to be embarrassed about showing you so much affection publicly bc thats truly how he feels about you, he’s so in love that he would want everyone to see it- members included.

often pulls you into him by your waist when you walk past him, just to see you get flustered and end up a giggling mess on his lap.

hands in jean pockets!!

pulling you closer by the belt loop on your jeans!!

he’s an emotional person, so he’ll go to you for comfort, as you do for him. he makes you feel so safe and will sit, wiping your tears and running his hands through your hair, listening to you spill your emotions to him before he’ll try to come up with a solution.

he does the same with you, there are telltale signs to jake being upset, he’s far too quiet, he keeps his hood up, his head down, he won’t eat properly etc. it doesnt typically escalate to the latter unless you’re out for the day, when he’s upset you’re the first person he’ll go to. joining you in bed in silence, hugging you until you feel his tears dampen your shirt.

loves taking photos of you, prefers when they’re candid but you two have some of the cutest selca’s to date. a few hundred of them are both of you pretending to bite on another cheeks, or just squishing the other’s face.

needs you, you calm him down completely and when you run your hands through his hair, his nervous jitters dissipate. gets a little mire upset than he’d care to admit when you cant come to certain performances or shows, but doesn’t think any less of you.

definitely has an instagram account which only fellow artists and friends from home follow, posts about you all the time.

loves seeing you interact with his family:( he almost cried when he found out that you had his mothers number and regularly spoke to her on the phone, as well as her allowing you to facetime layla through her phone.

when you eventually meet layla, he takes a ridiculous amount of pictures, it becomes his lock screen, home screen, laptop background… “my favourite girls:(“ under a picture of you, his mum and layla </3

lots of pet names, angel, princess and baby are his favourites!

makes you a lot of playlists, ‘cooking with my girl’ etc etc

you have matching jewellery, probably rings since jake seems to wear a lot of them! although i can see him having subtle matching necklaces too!

if your hairs long enough, he would either watch tutorials or ask sunoo (sobs) on how to braid/plait it because he knows after a long day there’s nothing more relaxing than having someone play with your hair:(

all in all, he loves you; inside n out, will never have a problem showing you off/bragging about your accomplishments etc, he’s your number one fan!!!

masterlist, requests.

#🫀. jake! #jake sim #jake sim fluff #jake sim imagine #sim jaeyun #sim jaeyun fluff #sim jaeyun x reader #jake #jake imagine #jake fluff #enhypen #enhypen fluff #enhypen drabbles #enhypen x reader #lee heeseung fluff #yang jungwon fluff #nishimura riki fluff #kim sunoo fluff #park sunghoon fluff #enha #enha fluff #enha x reader #jake x reader

[my-mt-heart]

About JDM. I agree that in a ideal world no one should be talking on behalf of everyone else, show business or not, "normal work place" (ah ah) or not. But we re not in an ideal world, and people are bound to make mistakes in the heat of the moment..people are human and flawed, even tv super stars.

Also, not to blame her because she does what she wants of course, but MMB never spoke herself publicly on the matter so its kind of hard to know what she thinks.

Also again, the pb for me should not be, as i 've read, that he's a man talking on behalf of a woman. Im not saying there isnt mysogyny or sexism in hollywood or "the real world" (ah ah), but as far as im concerned (and im not a man before anyone comes at me for this), he spoke as a collegue abt another collegue . Well, former collegue, now. Also, apparently he's one of NR best friend, so if ur best friend is attacked and u feel its unfair, yeaaah u re gonna publicly defend him.

Mind u: NR didnt speak himself for quite a long time after the inital mess, i think the first thing he said was after a few weeks with an answer to a fan on line who was like "eh norman have u seen whats being said" blablabla, and he answered something like "what did i miss? 😎" in a sort of ironical/cynical way. Correct me if im wrong.

But my point is that i personnally saw a collegue speaking for a collegue, and a friend defending a friend. If it had been Lauren Cohan saying "eh guys your wrong!" Would people have been more kind to her because its ok for a woman to talk on behalf or another woman?

JDM might no be super close to Melissa but last time we checked, they were more than fine with each other (i still think abt this lovely bts picture of both of them for 10.12, yes, its just promo but still).

And he didnt say anything bad abt her. He just said "they love each other, they re both very sad abt the situation and Norman's not the bad guy here". Maybe he knows them better than we do?

Was it clumsy of him? Yes. He might have actually been hurt for Norman and didnt think straight, who knows?

Was it inappropriate? Not his role? Probably. But the argument of him being a man here, while i do in a way understand where its coming from, still cant help but feel uneased by it. I for one think if we are going to be outraged, we should be outraged at whoever is speaking on behalf of Melissa, but im pretty convinced that if Lauren or Danai had defended Norman, nobody would have bat an eye. We are complaining because he's a man, and because he's supposedly the closest to Norman amongst the cast. Feel a bit unfair.

Its ok if u or your followers disagree of course. Again, im not saying that there isnt a pb with men vs woman in hollywood or the world in general, i just think that in this case, this is not the pb.

The idea that Melissa needed a break is inherently sexist because it implies she couldn't keep up with the same workload that her male colleagues had been given. Also, blasting it on Twitter has major ramifications for Melissa because people are far more likely to accept that a woman needs a break vs. a man needing one. You may recall that Andy said himself that being overseas, away from his family, became too difficult, yet no one criticized his fans for demanding Rick back for four years.

Even if contracts allowed a lead actress to back out that way (they don't), even if it was true that Melissa needed a break (-_-), it makes her look flaky and weak to other studios who might consider casting her on another project. Melissa and AMC legally agreed to announce that the location was "untenable" for her, nothing else. That's important. Regardless of whether or not JDM said what he said to defend his friend, it went off script and that's unprofessional.

Do I like that Norman was being cast as the evil villain? No. Do I think he was the evil villain in all of this? Ultimately...no. I'm frustrated because usually when a show is dealing with a controversy, the go-to strategy is to not say anything until the situation is further assessed, yet AMC and one of their male leads acted pretty fast to directly address the backlash in defense of another male lead. Melissa didn't get the same treatment. In fact, she's been dealing with fans saying sexist and ageist things about her and Carol for years without anything being done about it. And for the record, that doesn't have to mean calling out every fan who insults them. It is worth noting though, that the one person who did come to Melissa's defense last April (in an appropriate way) was Laurie Holden, who is no stranger to mistreatment herself. That should tell us something.

So in conclusion, anon, the issue here might not come down to a man speaking for a woman, but there is absolutely a gender bias in this whole mess. JDM's actions have unfortunately changed my perception of him, and while I might be able to support Norman again eventually (provided Melissa does too and provided I don't feel alienated as a Caryl fan), it's probably going to take a lot more than a Narol tweet for me to support JDM again (not that I had much interest in watching the same drama unfold between Negan and Maggie anyway). Every time I see someone insist that Melissa needed a break and try to scold others for "robbing her of her choice," it makes me angry all over again because how can you ever really undo all that damage?

ETA: If a woman had jumped the gun like JDM did, she would've been fired so fast. JDM still has his show.

#caryl #caryl spinoff #carol peletier #melissa mcbride #darylneedscarol

[woofdrm]

Idk if youll see this or not, simply dont care, just need to say the things i cant say out loud

I got into dsmp via tommy at 2020, when i was 14. I was one of those cringe Tommy stans that took roleplay too seriously. Looking back, i think our fandom was full of teens and it created a neg opinion abt us - i cant really blame them.

I disliked dream because of c!dream. I shut my mouth because back then i had no reason to publicly hate him. Speedrun drama gave me the perfect opportunity. Im ashamed of my past self, i harassed a bunch of dream stans that tried to defend him. I hated dream and gained followers from that. I was an unmature person.

Highschool changed me. I learned more about social issues. I grew up and deactivated my account. Today i saw dreams post on my tl and after i liked it, saw a bunch stan and antis' posts. Dream stans seems older and more mature - which is really good but seeing how antis act... Its sad to see that 2020-21 toxic stans never left. Seems like they just changed the person they stan. Community is still toxic.

Im 17 - almost 18 now and seeing the people i used to interact at dreams qrts, still talking shit is honestly insane. Hope they can start engaging with the stuff and ppl they actually like.

Its good to see how far ccs' have come. Even though i feel.. disappointed(?) in some of their actions. (I expected better from Tommy like i wasnt stanning that type of behavior)

I never had a chance to write my experience and your tumblr anon asks seemed like the perfect place (idk if ill send this to you). It was fun while it lasted, but im glad i grew up and discovered new stuff.

(I saw you at my dashboard a few days ago and recognized you, who is better than a christian lawyer dream stan to confess?)

I welcome this offering to my archive. Thank you anon. I am proud of you! You have grown and learned and changed. You're a lot like Dream in that way. I hope you keep growing and learning. And I wouldn't beat yourself up too much over the past. As you've seen, many others have not grown. That are addicted to the hate, and the rush it gives them. They can't move on. So be proud of yourself, too.

#offerings

[slowjamastan]

tumblr for me has always been about stress relief, a fan outlet, and a means of collecting nice pictures. but when ppl post abt their real life i feel jealous! id like to be comfortable linking my online self to my real self. id like to not be so self conscious that i miss opportunities to find happiness and connection.

if i opened up more on here (posting face pics, talking abt real life non-vaguely, etc) maybe people would open up in return and we could be friends but if i start opening up then im publicly on the internet and findable/stalkable. with controversial opinions attached and also basically diary entries. i dont want to Exist online but i do want to exist online. i dont want to be seen but i do want to Be Seen. or something like that.

i do like having no one anonymously in my business especially tech corporations and ad companies. but god thats not really avoidable no matter what huh. google knows my location as long as i have a phone or whatever. the only middle ground is "no social media" which is just "the big corporations can know where i am and what im doing but not my friends and family"

like whats my goal here? not existing online for the sake of being unknowable? and yet im here now wishing i was more known? so isnt this just all making me lose touch with people more than necessary? i cant think of any upsides that dont boil down to "sense of superiority" — the main exception being sn*pchat i hate that app so much lmao

i guess another reason is that giving myself a Public Image is exhausting. if im a contactable shiny microinfluencer on instagram i would ignore SOOOOOO many messages. i hate replying to messages. if anyone tried to be like omg ur on insta now long time no talk :) id ignore them ......... theres no point in putting myself out there bc its the opposite of what i want.

i guess in the end id rather be known 5% by a group of tumblr strangers than 10% or more by irls. i dont know if this is just comfort in habit or what. i do know that this gets easier when you dont have a tumblr at all. i didnt feel the drive to post my feelings when i didnt have a place to put them. i was happier for it. idk

i dont want my friends and family to know anything about me tbh. i always want to cut everyone off and ruin my own life, and i dont know how to work around that. i can make friends but i cant keep a healthy friendship and love my family but i dont want to talk to them about anything important or really at all! and i end up very alone at the worst times. again i do not know how to work around this!

#post #man idk i didnt want to delete all this tho

[whumpshaped]

Is there anything you've waiting for an excuse to rant/talk about but the opportunity hasnt presented itself?

so this is half a lie bc ive been talking this nonstop for 5 days or so- BUT not publicly.

the spk storyline.

yes- yes- i know- "but tamara youve been doing nothing but post drabbles and picrews and-" SHUSH. I HAVENT TALKED ABT THE FULL CONTEXT AND STORYLINE YET. SO NOW I WILL. SIT DOWN.

ok ok so the entire premise of the spk au i have w @whumpsday is that kane somehow gets taken from the hunters to seth. and meets pumpkin. and theyre both horribly horribly tortured right.

now. this au has a rescue arc. BECAUSE bellamy, that fine ass man swoops in and kills seth. that does not go over well w pumpkin who, while less and less by the second bc of kane's treatment, is madly in fucken love with that man. and of course seeing bellamy commit murder??? is scary??? so pumpkin is TERRIFIED.

now after the rescue pumpkin spends a while being skittish and hostile towards bel, while kane is trying to sort out his own trauma and also manage that, and bellamy is trying his best to be like... non-threatening- but how do u act non-threatening after killing someone yknow- AND on top of all that, pumpkin is going mad without their daily fix of dehumanization. enter anton de sang. whom pumpkin sees and thinks yes. that is the man.

SO BABY PUMPKIN RUNS THE FUCK OFF AFTER ANTON TO BE LIKE "sir? sir? can u step on me?" AND ANTON IS LIKE. GLADLY?? WHAT A FUCKEN WEIRDO. pumpkin gets WHUMPED. while kane and bellamy r freaking out bc they find pumpkin's note abt where they went and they Immediately go after them. theres some angst in here i dont wanna spoil but GOD its some good shit. pumpkin gets home safe tho :D

they all know this cant go on, this is very unhealthy, kane offers to act like pumpkin's new owner in exchange for them never running off again, and pumpkin turns it down bc they know it makes kane SO uncomfy. but bellamy has great acquantances..... and this is where ambrose comes into the picture. u guessed it, the man is a professional vamp dom. thats how he and el meet. oh yes, by the time that happens, pumpkin finally gets the courage to leave the petname behind and start using the name el! which is a shortened version of their birth name that sounds more gender neutral and they love the sound of!

am helps them work through their little traumas while the two of them also fall for each other like nobodys business. in the meantime kane also finally works up the courage w el's help to ask out bellamy, and those two gay little lovebirds also get together. but oh no! el is... el is human... so when they and am finally get married (bc of course they do) that "death do us part" bit is pretty sour. am knows he only has limited time w them.

BUT BC THIS IS AN AU AND WE ALL WANT THEM TO SPEND 3000 YEARS TOGETHER IN HAPPINESS WE DECIDED HEY, AM COULD FIND OUT ABT THE ORIGINAL RITUAL THAT CREATED VAMPIRES AND TURN EL!!!!! so he does :D and from there its all sunshine rainbows and fluff, they live happily ever after as a huge happy family. am's parents kind of adopt kane, which does mean that they rly are one big family since both el and bel marry into it. so they just all share the same last name. oh yes bc neither kane nor bellamy would want to keep their original last names anyway bc of their stupid shitty families. SO YES. thats what we've been discussing for days now and its so good and im so happy it sparks so much joy

and then we have the dark spk au where seth actually survives that night and later bel and am go over to his house when the four of them realize hes alive, and get revenge :) this is a tasty au

theres the bbe or bloodbag el au, where kane takes el instead of jim and anton takes seth. thats where anton's on again off again girlfriend ruby comes in and this au splits into two once more

in one version seth gets taken by ruby later! which is way better than anton but also fucken humiliating bc ruby treats him like a silly little puppy. anton takes graham after this, like in canon

in the other seth never gets out from anton :) poor him :) lucky lucky graham tho

honestly the bbe is the sweetest shit bc el loves being owned by kane. they eventually rly grow on kane.....

we briefly discussed a feisty kane au too, where kane gets taken by the hunters, but before hes properly broken he gets taken by seth. that au includes kane being rude as shit to pumpkin at first. but also seth gets to break him himself :)

anyway heres a demonstration of the difference between spk and bbe

and heres ruby

thank u for this ask it means a lot i rly hope i didnt share anything mill didnt want me to share-

#asks #spk

[biohazard2017]

hello asking abt ur leon death au mwah

SO GLAD YOU ASKED MY DARLING DEAREST

so leon death au is basically what happened when i thought about leons blackmail + the u.s. and umbrella connections being secret, and therefore leons initial team being a secret + forgetting that hes canonically an orphan. initially it lived up to its title w leon being at the very least publicly dead. it was unnecessarily angsty and involved a lot of leon wearing a baseball cap and watching his family visit his gravestone 👍 then i realised i dont particularly like angst esp for leon

so now he just has a fake job ^_^ his family has no clue he works for the government. its gonna be 2 chaptwrs long, the first from r.c. all the way to re6, the second from re6 to vendetta. re6 is the breakpoint bc he fakes his death so. Drama

speaking of his family, just gonna immediately say that his dad died in the line of duty as a cop. parallels and all that also i cant write dads. hes a middle child, with an older sister sam and a younger brother theo. sams 2 yrs older than leon, a lesbian and who shes dating will become pretty important. LOL theos 5 years younger. he was in the military and was present at harvardville. after re6 he transfers to the bsaa. for the Drama. for the record leons a scorpio sams a leo and theos a virgo just fo establish birthdays. leons mom has not been figured out yet i cannot write any parent in general

both chapters will have a lot of guest appearances for leons various friends and acquaintances, which will make leons family very confused 👍 it basically fills in each year with One Specific Event that happened. eg for 2000 he brings claire over for new years eve with his family and they decide to be forever roommates. for 2009 after re5 claire hosts a barbecue for everyone she knows is associated with jill to celebrate her reappearance. etc etc he has a moment with ashley post re4 where they talk about the plagas where theo accidentally comes over and sees his brother being friends with the presidents daughter. like that kind of stuff

chapter 2 is less Fill In the Blanks bc its more the fallout of both leons faked death and also him finally admitting he does not work at a travel agency and instead kills monsters for a living which becomes pretty apparent when his sister starts dating REDACTED and his brother joins the bsaa. also chreon Will be a thing bc i write this.

also his family live around ny mostly bc of vendetta to have most of them near each other for the stuff that happens after thank you very much estimated release date honestly like.. june .. at least for ch1 teehee

#TY BABE ILY BABE #also im on phone so.. i cant put this under a readmore sorry

[crazythoughtsdiary]

me extreme venting below pt. 2

i deleted my snap story and this is my new outlet

after more than 10 years i still cant talk about it. i have never ever said what happened out loud and i don’t think i’ll be able to. the other day i said the words ‘i was molested’ out loud to my friend and i almost started crying over those simple words. i have no idea how people describe in detail what happened to them bc i would rather die than let everyone know so publicly what happened. the words cant leave my mouth. i wish i had said something as a 7 year old, but instead i let it fester and now it’s become this unconquerable monster. if i had something then, when there was evidence, so much would’ve been different. when i cry about it i feel stupid. i only remember crying about it twice, and both times i was like.. jesus, pull it together. this is baby shit and we are not going to cry over an isolated incident that happened twelve years ago. and that’s the thing, it was literally one singular time yet i am absolutely destroyed and in pieces and unable to recover. i am ashamed once i tell people. i told my cousin and now i isolate myself from her because i’m ashamed to be around her. it’s embarrassing to me, but i didn’t even do anything wrong.

i need a therapist to talk abt this with but none of them even take my insurance HELP

#judetalks #i decided to be more private and be more dignified around my irls but you guys can see this!

[nightfallsystem]

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#5

basil sprites for your enjoyment

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#4

stolen from an anti-mogai person

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#3

EVERYONE!!! GREAT NEWS!!!

AUTISM!!!!!!!

1,182 notes - Posted June 27, 2022

#2

normalise..

autistic people who dont stim

autistic people who stim publicly

autistic people who stim a lot

auitstic people who arent "seen as autistic"*

autistic people who arent diagnosed

autistic people who self diagnose

autistic people who got diagnosed as an adult

autistic people who cant get a diagnosis

autistic people who do not want to be diagnosed

autistic people who dont get special interests or hyperfixations

autistic people who are proud of their autism

autistic people who are very social

autistic people who are not social

autistic people who can make eye contact

autistic people who cannot make eye contact

autistic people who view their autism as a good thing

autistic people who are "cringey"

autistic people who use autigenders/neurogenders

autistic people who talk a lot about their autism

And lots more! all autistic people are valid!

( anti self dx, transautistic/supporters, pro-cringe culture, anti-xenogenders/anti-neurogenders DNI please, your comments will be deleted. )

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My #1 post of 2022

Favourite ship dynamic

(btw he's happy ABT not being in a relationship)

(thank you to @otterpenguiny for the image id in the alt text)

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[sparklecare-good-au]

Sparklecare Good AU FAQ

FAQ

-General Questions-

Q: What is the Good AU?

A: The Good AU is basically just one of those "what if The Bad Thing didnt happen and everything was fine" kind of things. In it the hospital has zero connection to Cuddles in anyway, and because of that, nobody gets hurt.

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Q: What is the comics schedual?

A: I post updates on Wednesdays and Saturdays at 6:00 AM Eastern Standard Time. The updates themselves can be one or two pages each, depending on if I had recently come back from a break, if the update falls on a holiday, or if the pages just need to be together for some reason.

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Q: Does the comic have an overarching plot?

A: Not in the way you might think. Theres no single goal the characters are aiming for, like how canon is about eventually getting Sparklecare exposed to the public. The "main goal", you could say, would be to get better and go home. This is still going to be difficult for some.

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Q: Does this version of the hospital allow people under 18 to be admitted?

A: No.

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Q: How many chapters will there be?

A: Right now there are 4 planned chapters, but more may be added over time.

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Q: Why are there ocs in this AU?

A: I just felt like it. It makes the AU more my own. Anybody can make an AU where nobody is hurt by the hospital, I make it different by adding new characters and dynamics.

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Q: Who runs the hospital if Cuddles isnt involved?

A: Richard Sparkle, the most boring guy on the face of the planet.

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Q: Since you know all the canon lore, will any if that be implemented?

A: No, I'm only ever going to include things that are publicly known. I don't want to spoil anything for anyone, so you won't be seeing any characters early or getting any backstories or lore before it is outright said in the comic.

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Q: How do you feel about shipping/selfshipping with your ocs?

A: Totally fine! The only exception to this is Saturn and Graham, as Saturn is my fursona/self insert, and Graham is my self inserts boyfriend.

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Q: How about kinning/IRLs/fictives?

A: Same answer as shipping, totally fine with kinng my ocs with the exception of Saturn and Graham. Saturn is me, so it would be kind of weird. IRLs and fictives are okay, but for personal comfort reasons, I would really not like them to interact with me/be talked abt on my blog, sorry!

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Q: What are you comfortable with when it comes to fanart?

A: I'd prefer if people didnt make anything nsfw or immoral with my characters, especially Saturn. You can do pretty much whatever you want other than that, like ship art, our ocs being friends, ect. Just please respect what im comfortable with and itll be fine!

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Q: Why isnt character/plot point/ect in here?

A: Even though I am a part of the ZCP, I obviously won't be spoiling anything about the comic. So I cant include things like the unknown patient who Uni hinted at in v1, or the other patient who Hemera hinted at in v2. I can only add in what is publically known, which is why character backstories arent going to be a major focus.

-Character Questions-

Q: Is Saturn a y*ndere?

A: No, and please stop asking. /srs

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Q: Wheres Cuddles?

A: Jail for tax evasion. He wont be important /srs

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Q: Why not just make Cuddles a good guy?

A: I didnt do that because of what he represents. Hes based off of Kittycorn's personal experiences, I feel it would be rude to do that. Besides, making him a good guy who doesnt kill people would leave him with literally no personality.

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Q: Are there any character blogs for the good au characters?

A: Yes! Saturn's blog is @xxdemondogxx, Uni's is @tiniestferryshop, and Graham's is @grahamberrymusic. There is also the general @asksparklecaregoodau blog where you can interact with the rest of the cast.

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Q: Who is Saturn, and why is he a main character?

A: Saturn is my fursona, he represents me! He is a main character because I've had him for a while and really wanted to finally do something with him.

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Q: Is Saturn really a demon?

A: No, he just thinks he is. Everybody, minus Barry, is nice to him about it.

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Q: Why does Saturn think hes a demon?

A: He feels like he is a horrible person for having intrusive thoughts, because he feels normal people would never consider the things he thinks about, even though those things are not in his control. He's literally demonizing himself for being mentally ill. That and he thinks demons are naturally evil, so hes assuming hes a demon to sort of give himself a better reason for being "evil" (he is not evil)

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Q: Why are the rainbow characters (Doom and Mood, Party, ect.) still rainbow? Werent those colors caused by truama?

A: In canon, yes, the rainbow characters are rainbow because of that. However, I didnt know about that when I made their AU designs and started the comic in December of 2020. They are still rainbow despite the knowledge I now have because it makes them more recognizable. The rats specifically are still rainbow because they got past the truama of being bullied when they were younger.

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Q: Why is everyone in the hospital at the same time if they arent being kept there?

A: The plot needs it. If everybody left when they were supposed to, the only main characters there would be Barry and Saturn.

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Q: Are there any new characters who are lgbtq+?

A: Currently, as of early 2023, all the new characters who are in the hospital are lgbtq+.

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Q: Are any of your ocs autistic?

A: Saturn and Graham are both autistic. Though its not canon in real SC, Hemera in the good au is also autistic.

-OC Questions-

Q: Can I make a good AU oc?

A: You can make an oc if you want, I dont own the idea of "Big Bad Thing Never Happens" aus, so feel free to make as many characters as you like!

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Q: Can you put my oc in the comic?

A: I dont include peoples ocs in the comic itself, since if they change their mind later I would have to either edit pages or write the character out. I will, however, draw your oc if you ask and provide a reference for them (or if I just feel like it)! I will only really do that when im taking requests, or if we are friends/mutuals.

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[gh0st-patr0l]

Okay. Alright. I wasn’t gonna talk abt this, but apparently this is a discussion that needs to be had. So Lets Have It.

I have a Big Fucking Problem with all this “cc!critical” stuff in general. And I’m just gonna say it straight up.

You Don’t Know These People.

You do not have a personal relationship with these content creators. You do not talk to them on a one-on-one basis. You do not know them.

So why the hell do you people think it’s your responsibility OR your place to judge them as a person?

Let’s look at what this person pointed out specifically!

First of all- yes, Karl IS ND and has confirmed that much. He’s mentioned having ADHD several times on stream and has tweeted clarifying that he’s officially diagnosed- I don’t have the tweet on hand but it Does exist, you can do your own research if you don’t believe me.

Building on top of Niki’s base. Let’s look at that situation:

They are on a survival minecraft server. Where Niki specifically made an underground base, without telling Anyone where it is. Where they are free to build and do what they want wherever.

Niki specifically stated publicly after the fact that she had no problem with Karl building on top of her base, and that it was funny and could pose some cool lore opportunities- proving that all of yall complaining about this not Only don’t actually listen to her or pay attention to her actual feelings or opinions on things and just want an excuse to get mad, but that you will specifically talk over her when her feelings don’t support your argument.

KARL AND NIKI ARE FRIENDS. They are Real Life Adults who are capable of talking to each other if they have problems with what they are doing. For someone who seems concerned with infantilizing people, you sure seem to have trouble with remembering that being an adult also means you can have agency and can speak for yourself

“Treating people on TFTSMP as if they are visibly less important”

I’m... not even sure where to start on this one? Where has he Ever gone out of his way to exclude someone or make them seem unimportant?

TFTSMP is a Group Improvisation Series. People come up with characters and roleplay. There is no line-to-line script. If people want to talk, they Can Talk. Sure, some people may be more shy or anxious! It Is Not Karl’s Responsibility To Put More Pressure Or Focus On Them, nor would that be good or productive of him to do! If your fave is in an episode and isn’t talking as much, it’s probably because They Don’t Want To, and that is in no way Karl’s doing???

I honestly REALLY want to see a specific example of him doing this because I cannot name One off the top of my head. Karl does his best in Tales to make sure everyone there has their time to shine if they Want to. If somebody doesn’t do as much, that’s because. They Didnt Want To Do As Much

And this is why I have a fucking problem with yall. Because you LOVE to remind us that Karl is an adult and is responsible for his actions and how he treats people!!!

But then... suddenly the rest of his friends are Incapable of voicing their opinions? Of settling personal conflicts? Of choosing to interact with people who they enjoy spending time with???

You cant pick and choose to address personal agency and responsibility when it suits you. If Eret, or Niki, or any of Karl’s friends have problems with him, they can fucking say so? Or better yet, address it in private? Like normal fucking people? Because this is what yall dont seem to get-

THEIR PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS ARE NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

Imagine you were walking down the street, and passed a group of people, and overheard their conversations. And you decided you didn’t like the way one of them talked to the others, so you inserted yourself into their conversation and went “HEY I DONT THINK YOU’RE A GOOD PERSON AND I DONT THINK YOU SHOULD BE FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY OBVIOUSLY TREAT YOU BADLY.”

How fucking weird would that be??? Is that not overstepping major boundaries and making assumptions about people you don’t know??? HOW IS THIS ANY DIFFERENT.

Any time Karl’s friends have ACTUALLY spoken about how he is as a friend or person, I have heard NOTHING but good things! His close friends- including Eret, Niki, and all the other people you LOVE to speak for and get mad about- have only ever spoken about him being kind, selfless, and a genuinely lovely person and friend. But you all seem to be absolutely Certain that what you see of him, from behind a screen, is somehow a much more accurate picture of who he is as a person, and think you know better than the people who are actually friends with him.

When I made that post, I wasn’t saying that you can’t make any judgement about him without being ableist. Frankly, the fact that you assumed that was what I was saying says a LOT about you, but I’m not gonna touch on that.

What I was saying was that a lot of the time, when people say they’re being “CC critical”, they’re not actually being critical of anything Karl does as a content creator. They don’t talk about his streaming, his writing, or his directing. What they talk about is the way he talks, the way he acts, and stuff that is heavily influenced by his ADHD. What I have a problem with is that people completely misuse the term “criticism”.

Because giving feedback on how somebody makes content is one thing. But when you’re complaining about how he talks, how he acts with his friends, or how he lives his life, that’s not “criticism”, that’s just fucking judging someone that you don’t know.

I’m not saying you have to like Karl. But don’t try to make it look like you have some moral high ground, speak over other CCs, or make it seem like you’re somehow conducting some social justice when what you’re really doing is complaining about a person living their life. Just say you don’t like him and move on, because I promise, you are not doing Anything else.

#yall rly dont do Any effort to actually know wtf you're talking abt huh #also I love how patronizing these asks were #'/gen' sure bud #karl jacobs #dream smp #dsmp #argue more babes <3 ur just diggin the hole deeper #ghost.txt

[sanchoyo]

thinking abt that text post I rbed like a week or so ago that was like abt being thankful for older butches existing in public. and I cant stop thinking abt it.

like retail def made me more evil and the job itself was miserable but one thing I did like abt working at walmart was the sheer amount of gay ppl there. specifically on my morning team there were SO many older butches. so many. like there were maybe 10-15 of us there on most days on that team and out of us 7-8 were gay and like 5 were older butches it was incredible. im talking like 50-70 yr olds that would tell me they loved my hair and my energy and my weird little pins. they would bring me donuts n tell me abt their wives (actually several couples worked on the team too...so wonderful to see gay love in public)

my manager was even a lesbian and I met her grown sons and her wife once and seeing older gay ppl doing well and thriving and having familes. idk man something abt that.

the other week me and my mom were out shopping and I met one of my cousins for the first time (we have a LOTTTT of cousins on her side of the family so this isnt unusual for there to be ones I've never met, I joke that we're related to everyone in the state, lol) and this was a man older than my mother, shopping with his husband, and my mom told me he was basically the first family member she can recall coming out, like back in the EIGHTIES. we live in such a conservative area and I'd never even heard of this guy, but he's related to us and has been so brave and living his truth for so long...idk I've just been emotional abt this lately.

I wish there was a non-weird way to reach out to older queer ppl and be like. thank you. thank you for existing publicly it means everything to me. I need them to know how much it means to see that.

and I try my best to do the same around my younger cousins too, to use the word lesbian and tell them its a good thing to love who you love and that ill always be there for them too even if some ppl in our extended family are homophobic, that theres more ppl who will love and accept them.

and my sister was telling me she met an older man at the salon who was telling her abt his husband, and my sister was telling her salon lady abt her gf at the same time, and the salon lady was being so sweet abt it.

and idk. im emo about it. I felt so isolated as a young preteen when I first realized I liked women bc I thought there was really no one like me around here. everyone was a christian and id heard a lot of ppl who said they loved me say gay ppl go to hell and. I was so scared theyd hate me and that I would be alone... and its like. no. older queer ppl have been here this whole time. and there will always be people that are accepting, and a lot of the reason my family was okay with it is because of older gay ppl. one of my moms old best friends at the time came out as a lesbian a few yrs before I did and I KNOW that impacted my moms opinion abt gay ppl, bc that lady was amazing and I actually still have a lot of ppg toys she would give us as kids.

im so thankful for every older gay person. I've been out for like 10 years now and I'm still choked up anytime I meet an older queer person... ;_;

#sanchoyorambles #this got so much longer than I meant for it to but idk. idk #a lot of bad things and news lately and this is one thing thats kept me kind of sane lately #it makes me hopeful #one day ill have the life i want to have. one day ill find my wife #theres billions of people shes gotta be out there ... you know? <3 #not that i think im in a good mental place to be dating...I would love to somehow try therapy again first to work on my own issues... #but therapy isnt possible rn so I will be patient #everything will fall into place as its meant to if I just keep doing my best and being hopeful #my sister told me a few years ago #that me coming out first helped her and now shes obv out as bi and idk!!! #gay ppl inspiring gay ppl and helping each other!! being visible and loud abt it!! paving the way for younger queer ppl!!! #disclaimer im not saying every gay person needs to come out esp if its not safe its just... #cannot imagine being so brave. love is so pure and amazing the POWER OF LOVE!!!! #MAN......... #can you guys tell im in a MOOD!!!!!!!........ #its called being manic #but also gay #I love being a lesbian. I love being nonbinary #even if im too mentally ill atm to do anything abt it LOL

[creatively-cosmic]

what are some of your 2kki headcanons? or lore ideas? i'd be interested to hear them!

well there r some that i can't mention publicly bc that's a surprise thing for later for some friends that follow this blog :x BUT!! Im GLAD 2 talk abt what i CAN

Urotsuki is a dream jumper! She involuntary leaps from various other people's dreams--some of the npcs you see around the game are said dreamers! Like Odorika, Elvis Masada, Victim, and Marina for a few examples off the top of my head.

Urotsuki MAY be a little Unwell for a supernatural reason that may have to do with a very damaged, practically non-existant soul :D this has absolutely nothing to do with why she can do the first thing i mentioned /s

She knew Madotsuki and was friends with her! She was also online friends with Sabitsuki for a little while. I speak in past tense because, the events of 2kki take place after the endings of both Yume Nikki and .flow. oops...

Almost all of the 2kki endings, except for the one when you step off the stool, are dreams. One particular ending actually leaves Uro dreaming forever, falling into a self induced coma. (hint: it's the one where the stool appears on the dream balcony)

By the way, Urotsuki is nonbinary (she/they) and sapphic, and is in a polycule with Odorika and Firehead :]

Odorika works at a pet shop and is the only person that consistently visits Uro. She's usually the one that gets her out of the house since Uro can't leave alone, due to her easily falling asleep in potentially dangerous places. They have fun times together!

In my personal canon, she sees Mado and Sabi as sisters! (i am totally fine w the ships tho im just a sucker for found family). Uro also has biological family, though--they're [REDACTED], [REDACTED], and [REDACTED] :D

Urotsuki is very skilled with art, composing, and technology! Her computer serves as her dream diary. She digitally draws things she sees in her dreams, composes tracks based on them, makes note of repeating occurrences, and just in general uses it to document the many things she sees. She's VERY dedicated to this and very very thorough.

This is because she has! Memory issues! Urotsuki has forgotten a very large chunk of her childhood, with only some glimpses seeping through the occasional dream that ends up being her own. She also has faulty short term memory, hence why she likes to keep a diary, so she can check anything that slips her memory!

Going back to the Urotsuki knew Madotsuki and Sabitsuki thing--I'm actually writing an entire lore thing (with the help of a few friends!) to create an entire world within which various fangame characters exist! Urotsuki is a main character in this due to reasons i cant say here (hi space pangea folks). That being said, if you'd like to see what I have so far for things beyond 2kki, you're welcome to check out this informational doc! It's still a work in progress, but there's a lot there so far, much more than I can sum up in a tumblr post. We've got diseases, unethical science, AND eldritch horrors!

if u have any theories on this stuff u can dm me! :O I'd b happy to confirm or deny!

#yume 2kki #Yume nikki #Yume nikki fangame #ynfg #long post #there is SOO much more i wanna talk abt but i cant say out here o_o #but uh!! hope u enjoy what i can provide ^^ im ALWAYS happy 2 share my 2kki lore

[flockofdoves]

i think its funny when people get mad at me for using they pronouns proportionally more for gerard than he pronouns and try to justify it with “nonbinary dont Have to use they pronouns exclusively you’re being performative!!!” like i’m not literally a nonbinary person who uses she/they(/ey)

do you bring this same energy to people exclusively using he pronouns for them when they say they like both... i dont think so

also it just doesnt matter like different people can contextually have different relationships with pronouns they use. like i dont see me having three different pronoun sets as meaning people Must mix them up equally (i actually have really complicated feelings abt this personally i do not feel like getting into on some goofy small unrelated post). of course some people do but like gerard way has not said anything publicly either way about that. and they just . literally are not even seeing my posts about them. i just choose on my own personal blog proportionally barely anyone is seeing compared to everything using exclusively he pronouns for them to mostly use they in part because maybe some people (fans, not gerard) who Will actually see my posts among all the others it’ll make them aware they use both and in part because i am just vibing on a whim and its a very short way to acknowledge in a way that cant be dismissed that theyve talked about gender stuff and thats something i personally value in my relationship with their work

#putting under read more just because i do Not want to clog my dash with this discourse any more. but im dumb and wanted to say this lightly #mcr blogging #cpost

[guroshitsuji]

All you do these days is follow horrible people out of spite, I really thought you were better than that. Almost miss being mutuals but you and your blog are full of red flags.

i have a feeling i know who you are n i almost miss being mutuals too but its probs for the best if u rly think this black n white. cus i don’t follow “horrible people” out of spite. i don’t think anyone i follow is horrible and ive yet to find a reason to unfollow anyone other than this mob mentality that once someone has been accused of something via a callout post w no evidence, then they are that thing , no questions asked. ppl keep sending me anons abt my new mutuals and i keep asking for evidence that they are these horrible things and i always turn up empty handed. ive talked about this before. x , x .  and ive talked abt this before too but its so like .... nonsensical that you’re all anons. if you rly miss being mutuals or if any of you guys rly cared enough ud just talk to me directly. how are you gonna expect me to it take seriously when ur saying rly confrontational things or rly heavy accusations and ur quiet literally anonymous. idk how everyone else is ok with that but im not.. i just cant get behind it. these things matter to me and if im going to break mutuals w someone i need more than a rly aggressive anon, i want to be talked to like a person and explained in detail all this evidence that ive yet to see. like my dms are always open and i am happy to talk these things out privately !! there is no reason for me to be having a onesided public conversation like this !! id esp want to talk abt these red flags you think im full of, bcus as far as i know i have not changed whatsoever and thats a big accusation . i would absolutely love if it someone could talk to me abt smth ive done thats hurt people bcus i rly cant think of one thing and i dont want to be doing that !!!

anyways this is too much energy and time to waste on stuff like this. this is the last time i will ever answer an anon like this... ive said this before but ill say it again . just mssg me. frm now on if i receive an anon abt my mutuals i will delete them and i will not publicly acknowledge them.. im sorry that i demand a little respect in situations w sensitive topics but its rly what i think is fair. and sry to literally anyone other than the asker whos had to read thru this and for all the needless drama, this will not be a problem again, i promise

#kinda ... worried this anon sent me my last anon too #took it as a joke but under this like tone ? it feels kinda weird. #anyways this is a long one so its under the cut #its always so draining to get these asks #Anonymous