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u3pxx · 11 months
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had the stray urge to design the gavin parents. what if kristoph was their favorite what then ...
cw: car crash mention below
thinking abt the "all gavins are terribly nearsighted" headcanon of mine. in my mind, the gavins have no concrete backstory bc i ain't got brain space for that pftt
but. i think they're similar to the skyes in which they lost their parents when they were still young. in a car accident where kristoph and klavier were the only ones who survived.
with klavier fast asleep.
kristoph was 17 and klavier was 9.
i am a "kristoph raised klavier by himself" truther bc of the [waves hands] implications of all that like wow!
(having to become a parent for your little brother the growing resentment of having to be the parent of your little brother but he's your little brother. you must remember that he's your little br
ANYWAYS , what if kristoph was their parent's favorite. like klavier was the happy precocious kid during family reunions yes, but what if bright, brilliant, and promising kristoph was their favorite. have you ever thought about th
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hibiscera · 1 year
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Tatarigoroshi-hen
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cemeterything · 1 year
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we want to know about your near death experiences, please tell us of your near death experiences
erm. gonna put them under a cut in case it's too much for anyone lol (since it's kinda personal, i'm not going to pull my punches in describing how i felt, and i know not everyone's comfortable with discussions of death and near-death)
- took nearly 3 days to be born because my mom refused a cesarean and was nearly a month premature. don't know if this one counts because i was a baby but apparently they were pretty worried about my chances of survival towards the end and when i was born i was sickly and in a lot of pain for months.
- fell down the stairs multiple times when i was a kid, suffered several concussions and fractures and developed vertigo that gave me a phobia of heights i eventually grew out of. again not sure if this counts since i barely remember it but i do remember the feeling of cracking my head once and boy it's not fun. it's like cracking an egg but the egg is your skull. also remember having a lot of dreams of jumping off the top of the stairs and my consciousness separating from my body and watching it fall because of this.
- nearly drowned because i swam too far out to sea on holiday and got caught up in a massive tidal wave (it was the baltic sea in poland, on a very windy day, and i was 8 years old and an idiot). i'd just accepted that i was going to die stuck in this current i couldn't escape and given up on being afraid, embracing the cold dark tidal embrace of death, when the wave very gently set me down in the shallows and i was so at peace that i almost forgot to sit up and breathe. left a big impression in me. i did not tell my parents what happened because i was okay with it and didn't want to upset them or deal with them fussing over me or giving me hell for taking stupid risks when i didn't need it.
- got hit by a car on my bike and flipped over the hood. was fine except for bruises and scrapes but while in the air briefly freaked out and thought i could see a halo of fire around the driver's head (probably the sun shining through the rear window).
- nearly died of dehydration while infected with a very nasty bout of flu that kept me in bed for 2 months straight. i passed out on the floor of my kitchen while trying to lift a cup to pour myself a drink and would have probably at the very least ended up with severe complications if my cat hadn't wailed over my body until my mom woke up and found me lying there. while passed out i had this horrible nightmare that i was god reincarnated in a mortal body and got really upset because i didn't want to be responsible for the entirety of humanity because it was too much and i was only 15. was extremely relieved when my mom revived me and explained that i was just really fucking sick. ended up in hospital with an iv in my arm to prevent my body from shutting down on itself until the flu burned out enough for my own organs to stop fighting me.
- tombstoned off the lighthouse in the bay with some sort of friends and very fucking narrowly missed a shelf of rock that would have shattered me to pieces if i hadn't twisted out of the way moments earlier. as it rushed towards me i very much saw my life up to that point flash before my eyes and was really disappointed by how little i'd done with it. didn't actually do much about it for a while though because i was a depressed unmedicated teenager in a bad living situation. pretty sure that kid would be amazed by how far i've come since then though.
- pretty sure i only survived a bus crash because moments before it happened i felt this urge to stand up and did. if i hadn't my head would have gone through this metal bar on top of the seats and my neck probably would have been broken.
- got lost in a woodland area by google maps once and got so dehydrated from the heat and blood loss (due to trying to cut through thorn bushes when i got desperate enough to get scared) that i started hallucinating this shimmery figure i couldn't look at directly following me and chasing me every time i started to give up (somehow i just knew that letting them touch me would be very bad, but they didn't feel malevolent? i was scared but i didn't get the impression that they wanted to hurt me, just that it would be a consequence of letting them touch me). got rescued because i screamed so loud that some passing hikers heard and went in and pulled me out of there. again not sure if this one counts as near death but i was wandering in there for hours and felt like i was going to die.
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screemu-ribbons · 1 year
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Can't stop thinking about this. The image looks so strange. They look like they're eating in silence in the darkest, dingiest, most depressing diner they could find. All of them look mildly upset, staring at their food as if they're too stunned to stomach up an appetite; it's like they just witnessed a car crash on the drive there, and nobody wants to talk about it.
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tempural · 1 year
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I think the phantom of the opera would be sick in your style! No one does gross and breedable like you
I love phantom of da opera, movies n musical n book!
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First one is based on the book, second one is the musical (with too-chad-to-be-ugly Gerard Butler), and the 3rd one... I have an old AU with Vicky as the phantom. Angus died in a car crash in the early 90's. By the late 90's, Vicky has withered away and become a recluse, but still need to groom a successor.. who shall it be?!
Never decided who the not-Angus would be, but I will openly steal Shinra Rufus's Advent Children design for my own old man needs.
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Here's some old high school sketches of phantom Vicky. He can still use his legs here :p But right now I'd rather him use a wheelchair. He's a lot groddier and dehydrated now, missing his usual bloodbag/squeeze Angus 🙏🥺 Vicky could have been in the same car crash as Angus, and maybe got his legs squished? Still gotta wear them stiletto heels on the wheels tho!!!
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warning. longpost. very long longpost.
so.... au idea. The Nimbasa Trio are all ballet dancers, with Elesa being the prima ballerina and Ingo and Emmet both being ballerinos. However, all three learn the whole dance, so anyone can take any part.
All three of them make up their troupe, and others are learning to dance with them- the protags would be mostly. Skyla is their manager, Drayden keeps them on a tight leash, and they're traveling out of region for a ballet competition in Sinnoh- a prestigious event, one they've been longing to compete in for a long, long time. They arrive in Sinnoh about four months before the actual expo, invited to perform at venues across the region before the official event. Elesa is the prima ballerina of the Nimbasa Trio, and the one who's been dancing the longest. She used to hate dance class, tired with the endless manner lessons and poise and necessary quiet she needed to have. This changed, however, when two quiet twins transfered into her class. They became close friends, going through en pointe training together, and all three decided to strike out together. She makes their uniforms and helps the boys with trickier moves.
Ingo is one of the two ballerinos of the Nimbasa Trio, and he and his twin were transfered into their lifelong friend's, Elesa's, ballet class during their youth. This started their journey, and all of them stuck together through all their lessons. He's more proficient with en pointe than Emmet is, yet is worse at bearing weight than his twin is. He takes care of cooking most days, and helps Emmet to launder their uniforms after long days.
Emmet is the other and last ballerino in the Trio. He's not as good with going en pointe, but he does have shoes for if he has to. Emmet's strength lies in his physical strength- he's the one who's able to pick up and throw his brother or Elesa for high leaps in choreography.
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The Pearl Clan is an up and coming Sinnohan ballet school, with many students participating to learn how to dance. The only ballerinas and ballerinos in the Pearl Troupe, however, are the best of the best in their classes.
Lian is one of the most proficient young ballet dancers in the Pearl Clan. He was allowed to follow the Troupe along on tour, and will follow them to the Sinnohan Ballet Expo. He will have minor parts in the choreo, but he aches to have a fuller part after he proves his skills in the Expo.
Irida is just barely 18 and already a very skilled pointe dancer. She can't be called a ballerina yet- she doesn't have the skill needed for that title yet- but she's on a steady road to it. She's in a stubborn rivalry with Adaman, the leader of a rival troupe and an equally skilled dancer.
Gaeric is a ballerino, and he's the male lead of the Troupe's dancers. Where Lian is heading, Gaeric has the responsibility of spotting the prima ballerina of the Troupe during dance, catching her and making sure she stays safe. If something goes wrong midair, he's the one to catch her.
Palina is the prima ballerina of the Pearl Troupe, and she's the most senior of the group- and the tallest. She keeps everyone in line with team manager Calaba's help, and makes sure everyone is on track to improve the best they can.
When crossing Mt. Coronet, going to a nearby venue they're performing at, the Pearl Troupe finds an interesting sight. A man, crumpled on the road, in a ripped dance uniform and with a broken, crumbled car almost on top of him. Calaba was at the venue, keeping their hotel room for them, and they had the van. There was no phone, no I.D.- there could have been one in the broken car, but Palina didn't trust anyone to not get injured on shards of metal or glass. They'll bring the stranger along, she decided, and they'd launder his uniform, and they'd have Calaba help him because they were closer to their venue than any hospital, and they'd find whoever he came with.
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His name was Ingo. He... danced. He did some sort of dance, that he remembered. But when he looked at his bound and cast wrist, looked at the bandages wrapping his head in the mirror, let the young adult help him across the room as people murmured behind him.... his mind fell short.
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At the venue, Emmet bit his lip, trying in vain to connect to Ingo. They performed in 15 minutes, and his brother was still not here.
It would be three months before he saw him again.
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glacierruler · 9 months
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Bipolar 1 Disorder
So there have been a few people, who on this post, weren't sure what Bipolar 1 Disorder is. Keep in mind this varies for everyone, but I'll give you the medical definition, and what it personally feels like, for me.
Also feel free to rb with questions, or how these things feel/affect you, or just to spread awareness.
CWs: manic episodes, depressive episodes, hallucinations, delusions, intrusive and impulsive thoughts, suicide ideation and thoughts of suicide, car crash mention, medication
According to this website, NIMH Bipolar 1 Disorder is:
Bipolar I disorder is defined by manic episodes that last for at least 7 days (nearly every day for most of the day) or by manic symptoms that are so severe that the person needs immediate medical care. Usually, depressive episodes occur as well, typically lasting at least 2 weeks. Episodes of depression with mixed features (having depressive symptoms and manic symptoms at the same time) are also possible. Experiencing four or more episodes of mania or depression within 1 year is called “rapid cycling.”
Again, every individual experiences this differently, and this won't be completely true for all individuals, but this is a good place to start your research(I do not agree with all the information in this, but it's one of the most credible sources I have). And again, you should definitely do your research, not everyone experiences this like I do.
Okay, so most of this has to do with, or is tied to emotions and feelings. Which makes explaining it harder. But bear with me here.
First, manic and depressive episodes are two extremes. And like you can feel both at the same time, despite how polar opposite they can seem, but both of them are still two extremes.
Now manic episodes in particular are interesting, because like, for me, most of the time they're chaotic and happy. But there have been a few times where I'm irrationally angry. However, at least until I reblog this with probably more information, I'm going to focus on the more happy chaotic side of manic episodes, because that's the main thing I have experience with.
During these happy chaotic moods, these manic episodes, I feel like I'm on top of the world. I legitimately think laws don't apply to me, which is not a good thing. I'm more likely to act on my impulsive thoughts, and thoughts that would usually be intrusive, become impulsive. Like, for example, burning down a building with people in it, usually that would be an intrusive thought for me, but when I'm manic, all of a sudden, I do not care about human lives, and it seems like the most fun thing I could do(this is an example of where my mind could take me). So it takes what would usually be an intrusive thought for me and turns it into an impulsive one. And while my manic episodes don't usually last for a week(has happened a few times), they do get really bad. And I will be a danger to myself or others because of these episodes. I am also like so much more honest, because I don't see the point in lying, lying takes more effort than it's worth in these episodes, which is not great when you're closeted. Thankfully I am mostly left alone when I'm like this, and have never been asked about my identity during an episode.
And while yes manic episodes can be, and in most cases are, dangerous, I can usually do my best writing/painting/drawing during these episodes. I find that I'm more creative, with ideas flowing out of me, and as long as I'm sitting at my computer or easel, I'm not nearly as dangerous.
As for depressive episodes, those are different. Er... I don't think I can explain them very well tbh. But I'll try my best.
Depressive episodes are interesting, because they themselves aren't depression. Depression is a completely different feeling. Like, don't get me wrong, depressive episodes contain depression, but that's not all they do. Depressive episodes make it harder to do anything, but in a different way than depression does. Like, at least for me, with regular depression, I can still be objective about the day that I've had. Where as with depressive episodes that reasoning that I have with myself is like, taken away? And like, depending on how bad it is, it's harder to fight off certain thoughts. And these episodes can last a few hours to a few weeks for me. I'm not explaining it well, because it sounds like regular depression, but as someone who has regular depression and depressive episodes, there's a difference in the feeling. Like depressive episodes contain depression and the hardships that come with it, but make it worse and have a different feel to them. Like, with normal depression, I might think about killing myself, but I'll be able to tell myself no, and why I'm valued. With depressive episodes, the worst one I had I almost crashed my car on purpose, and it took everything in me to not do that. (And that was when I was on my meds, so I'm very glad I didn't have it while off of them).
Now, I experience hallucinations and delusions as well and while not everyone with bipolar 1 disorder experiences this, it is common. And like it's interesting because it can be caused by manic and depressive episodes, usually manic, but with me, it's more of an everyday type thing? Like, they're stronger when I'm manic, but I still get them when I'm not experiencing manic or depressive episodes. With the hallucinations bit, I'll see shapes floating in the air, or hear a few words loudly or even a distant conversation that I just can't make out the words too. Along with some sensory hallucinations, where I'll feel random stings or crawling sensations on my skin. With delusions it's more like I believe something that is so obviously false. One common thing that happens with me, is I'll believe I'm a literal disney princess, like I'm the daughter of Ariel or something. And again, when I'm manic it's worse than when I'm not. So like, a delusion that will usually take me a few hours to break out of, might take me a few days. And hallucinations that are more obvious, become harder for me to tell the difference between, say a see through figure on the streets, and what looks almost like a full body person. (Although it's usually shapes that I see, but I have seen what looked to be a person a few times even though there was no one there). And like, sometimes my hallucinations and delusions will team up, and to keep with the previous example, I will envision the dining room in my house as this big grand ballroom, even though it is literally not big enough to be as spacious as what I'm literally seeing with my eyes. The only hint that my hallucinations aren't real is they will be slightly see through, like, even the most vivid ones I can slightly see through, but some are harder to see through than others.
Again, just to reiterate my point here, this is what I go through. Not everyone who has bipolar 1 disorder will go through these like I do. It is NOT a universal experience.
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thatdamnsquadra · 2 years
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La Squadra and Driving
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Ghiaccio:
ROAD RAGE
suspended license but drives anyway
no one feels safe in his car
speeds
90 in a 65 type of speeding
will drive up on the sidewalk to get around traffic
radio full blast
if he's the only one on the road he's calm
doesn't use his blinker
will cut in front of you
Melone:
prefers his bike
gets nervous if he has to drive a car
would rather walk than get a ride with ghiaccio
but that goes for everyone
quiet as a passenger
likes messing with the radio though
speeds but no road rage
likes his bike for the convenience of finding parking
has never been in an accident
Prosciutto:
wears driving gloves
refuses to give rides
immaculately clean car
decent driver
his road rage though
it's bad
he will run you off the road if you cut in front of him
probably owns like 6 cars
Pesci:
drives like a grandma
prefers public transportation
wears his seatbelt
will automatically get into the backseat even if he's the only passenger in someone's car
picks up hitch hikers
too nervous to ask for gas money
Formaggio:
likes old classic cars
offers rides to everybody
the type to go out on a night drive just for fun
pretty chill driver
but will not slow down for speed bumps
does mechanic work on his own cars
Illuso:
hates driving lol
will bum a ride off others
car is always out of gas
he will stare at you through your rear view mirror
will change the radio station
feet on the dash
if he has to drive no one is safe
"who actually stops at red lights?"
will jump a curb
backseat driver
"you know the turn was back there right?"
Sorbet:
perfect getaway driver
does not slow down for turns
speeds excessively
one hand on the wheel the other on gelato's thigh
begrudgingly allows other passengers
puts a hand on gelato's chest to keep him in place if he has to break hard
Gelato:
can't drive
thinks he can drive
will crash within five seconds of getting behind the wheel
sorbet drives them everywhere so it's okay
obnoxious passenger
"that guy just cut you off. run him off the road."
refuses to wear a seatbelt
Risotto:
usually drives alone
total silence
decent driver, doesn't really speed or draw attention to himself
doesn't bother talking if he has a passenger
will only accept rides from prosciutto
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astronomical-bagel · 1 year
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The person who I carpool with keeps being on their phone while driving. And, I’m not talking about checking it or changing the music: I’m talking about having full-on discord conversations while on the freeway. And today, they were. They were READING A BOOK. Like a phone is at least a normal irresponsible thing to do, but a BOOK! Requires BOTH HANDS! AND IS BLATANTLY NOT OAYING ATTENTION! I’ve told them to stop but they KEEP DOING IT BC THEY THINK ITS FUNNY WHEN IM SCARED.
I don’t have anyone else I can carpool with. I don’t have a car and all my family members are out of the house from before seven. I’m going to fucking die in a car crash.
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u3pxx · 11 months
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op are the gavin parents called KARen and KARsten bc they died in a car crash
you know what anon, it wasn't even intentional but what a coinkidink! ace attorney names puns now happen to me unintentionally agfhdjd
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germboyfriend · 5 months
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redraw of this idiot in this stupid shirt
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npdlangley · 6 months
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weirdo guy i used to talk to and havent spoken to in like 3 years mjessaged me
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genderstarbucks · 8 months
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https://www.reddit.com/r/tumblr/comments/wb1mg3/nonbinary_for_tax_reasons/
wait I think I found the "being legally nonbinary gives you tax benefits" thing. Or at least related even if it's probably not the same post. Apparently people are allowed to set insurance prices based on gender, so choosing anything but male means you pay less
YEAH!!
Boys also have to pay more for car insurance cuz they crash more LMAO (thanks for teaching me that driver's ed)
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Karin: YOU HIT ME WITH YOUR CAR
Lanzhu: YOUR BODY HIT MY CAR
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werewolfrevenge · 1 year
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I think the thing that drives me so insane about wheels is how tragically ironic his story ends…his parents die from a drunk driver in djh he struggles with this heavily during djh and d high (and also uses their death to excuse his asshole behaviors later on unfairly which leads to further issues) until it all blows over in schools out where he becomes the drunk driver but he kills a child instead of the parents….he’s become the man who killed his parents in reverse….
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