I used to think i was meant to save the world, so i took on every problem i could find. Before i knew it, i was drowning in stuff i couldnt control. Now im just trying my best to get through the fucking day without a panic attack. Dear Future Partner, please be patient with me, im still learning how to be my own person, not what they need me to be.
Paint and sip with the family
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**My readings can resonate with your sun, moon, rising and/or venus. Please remember that if you feel scared or anxious about this reading, it’s not the reading for you. Readings are supposed to make you feel relaxed, not the opposite.
CARDINAL (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn) - You’ve been working hard towards a goal. A really important one, for a lot of you, your mental health. You’ve been working hard towards this goal and have been planning it long term. There have been times where your goal has been within reach and you can’t seem to take it. You’ve been juggling your responsibilities wondering when this stationary position will end. Well good news! Spirit has presented to me the Ace of Wands. What you’ve been working toward is going to present itself as a new opportunity and it’ll come steadfast. If it is in regards to your mental health, you’ll finally get out of this period of relapse or negative experience. I’m also seeing a need for external validation and not seeing your worth, while being pushy and bossy, almost clingy. It’s been this constant cycle of not feeling that you’re good enough but this cycle was important because you’ve learned and grown so much. Spirit wants to tell me they’re proud of you for what you’ve accomplished and your hard work is not going unnoticed. Whatever this goal you’ve been working towards to is, you’re going to receive a lot of abundance long term and you know it! I mean, it is what you’ve been working towards, right?
FIXED (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius) - Things are going slow for you. There’s an extreme blockage here and spirit is telling me that in order for you to receive your blessings, you have to fix it. I see a broken home, a loss specifically. You could’ve lost a family member. It doesn’t have to be literal though, maybe you or someone just moved. My point is that ever since this loss in your family has occurred, you’ve been struggling to see your value. You feel as if everything is unfair and there’s a seeing the hard work you’ve been putting in. It’s like no one sees you for who you are. For some of you guys, this have been going on for a while. But that’s not true. You’re binding yourself to these lies and the only one who is telling you this is you. You feel this way because you don’t want to get hurt again. Spirit is telling me that during the full moon, you will come to that realization and start to heal. This may not seem like a lot for some of you but it is, it’s a chance to heal. To start over. To not live with this guilt and shame. Remember, the universe will not give you what you won’t be able to handle. Good luck! <3
MUTABLE (Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Pisces) - Congratulations! You’ve worked so hard and you’re receiving so much. There has been a long period of trials and tribulations. But you’ve finally done the shadow work needed for you to prosper. I see that in order for some of you to put in this hard work, you guys needed to have a your life shaken up a little. By that I mean, there was a period of time where everything was falling apart. Before, you were bitter and cynical and felt like nothing was given to you of value. You just felt like things were so unfair. However, this full moon will bring the opposite. It’s going to bring a celebration, a new way of communication and a new you! Things are going so well for you guys and you’ve worked so hard. There’s this mothering energy, like you’re providing for other people financially or emotionally. After this celebration, you’re going to be providing for other people and you’re not mad about it. You’re just gonna feel so generous. I see a really loving energy here and you guys seem to be really selfless people due to your hard work and I love it. During this celebration, there might be a new romantic opportunity. You might communicate your feelings to someone or vice versa. This connection is really prosperous and if it’s not romantic, it’s possibly a new business opportunity! Whatever it is, spirit has your back!
Some people befriend Ravens with treats, and the Ravens bring gifts of paperclips and candy wrappers. Shiny little happy things. Bright.
Here in the Hollow, we give to the cardinals, in the hopes that the little red gentlemen will bestow upon us a single crimson feather- so we can write to those that have died.
If I don’t get a feather by tomorrow- these things have a limit you know, and of course I’m running late on it- I’ll never get to speak with my daughter again.
And I know it was her that gave my secret Thanksgiving Cake-Salad recipe to Judy and them.