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ooppo · 3 months
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themogaidragon · 8 months
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Thanatophobia Pride Flag
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Thanatophobia: irrational fear of death. Can also be called death anxiety.
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rekhaa · 2 months
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Worrying doesn't stop you from dying, it stops you from living.
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jellypawss · 2 months
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Having health OCD, more particularly cardiophobia, is such a hard thing to deal with. From the moment I wake up and feel my heartbeat to the second I go to bed I’m riddled with anxiety unless I’m able to distract myself for a some time throughout the day.
I have such a hard time with this condition BECAUSE I have a history of heart problems and its almost like the stress I had before I had my condition caused it. At the age of 19 I went to the ER almost every day from thinking I was having a heart attack or I had heart failure or even cancer. It was so draining and eventually when I was 20, I had a cardiac event that had me in ventricular tachycardia for around 20-25 seconds that my holter monitor ended up catching and I started two very serious heart meds.
All of my scans and tests are perfect but my heart still misfires a lot and I get pvcs and sometimes I will get NSVT.
I’m hoping my new anxiety and antidepressant will pick up the slack for me because it’s the most exhausting thing in the world being terrified of an organ that keeps you alive.
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aftonfalk · 8 months
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Okay. Of course my first post on this blog will be something as boring and dark as my symptoms and my health anxiety.
Sooo I was woken up around 5 in the morning with diffuse right chest and shoulder blade pain(it didnt HURT it was more like a squeezing, uncomfortable feeling)
Spent the last 40 minutes googling symptoms. Im scared, tired and angry with myself. I have so many different symptoms and I just accepted the fact that I pulled my pectoralis minor muscle in my left side from testing myself, pressing and hurting myself to see if my chest pain is muscular or from the heart. Then this shows up, another symptom. I dont know where to start, mentally. In some ways I am to tired to even care about it. It feels like I have chronic discomfort in my belly, along the sides of both my ribs, throat and esphouseugal spasm, globus sensation etc.
All these symptoms can be indication of GERD (acid reflux) and I do hope it is what it is (even though I dont reslly have a sour taste in my mouth lol) when I google all these symptoms everything from GERD to angina and blood clot shows up. I know its not a blood cloth but Im terribly worried it is heart even though I dont get heart pain from excersie (that seems to be a teller)
If someone reads this and is having a hard time with similar things, know that you are not alone. The truth is that it is probably something mimor, nothing to obsess about. This is hard for me to accept. I feel broken, like my mind is playing tricks on me or that maybe I really am ill and will die young. My brain keeps spinning with "what if's". Like a scratched, deformed record. I hate myself because I know I will seek reasurance from my boyfriend as soon as he wakes up. My poor, fantastic boyfriend that has to deal with me and all my symptoms. Im scared of losing him over my own fears of illness.
I am tired.
I'll keep you updated.
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marrras · 2 years
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SOLARIS
another experimental pmv (drawn & animated fully on a laptop trackpad, didn’t let myself re-do or overthink frames)
everything close is terribly far away and distinguishing solitude from isolation
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boyrobottz · 1 year
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Normal resting heart rate
This is actually based off of a fake error message that i found really impressive, cool, and scary, and I really wanna see more of these health related fake error screens pop-up.
However despite how silly the idea is of a joycon actually detecting a heart attack (you can't feel a heart attack with a pulse, you need an ECG to actually diagnose one), I genuinely lost sleep over the idea of encountering an error like that. There's something about the idea of a game alerting you of a medical emergency that sends shivers down my spine. Plus I'm a nerd in human anatomy and medicine stuff, I'm bound to find this cool.
DO NOT TAG AS C4RD10PH1L14 OR ANY RELATED TAGS, IF YOUR BLOG CENTERS AROUND THAT DNI, I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU DO THIS.
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rr-sheep · 4 months
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▶.-·Cardiophobia·-.◀
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🖤-[The Fear Of Heartbeat's]-🖤
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Headcanon that Keigo has hyperesthesia:
He feels everything x10 the normal extent of everyone else, including why he feels his wings and feathers so much
Sounds are so loud to him that they can become painful
He has chronic pain due to how sensitive his nerves are to every little thing (i.e, digging his nails into his palm? It fucking HURTS, not even breaking the skin. You know how pimples are super painful? Multiply that by at least 5.)
This includes constantly feeling his lungs expand, heartbeat, the hair on his arms, legs, etc.
If he's anything like me, he also has cardiophobia, so he constantly has to distract himself (see, overworking 24/7)
Also has insomnia
Trouble eating because of focusing on his stomach too much and consequentially makes himself sick from worry
Experiences emotion stronger than most people
Lots of sensory overloads
Tends to hyperventilate / self regulate breathing a bit too much
Higher pain tolerance than the average person but only because everything hurts so much
Had to comb his skin to desensitize (Yes, a plastic comb on your arms and legs etc., I had to do this as well)
HATES scratchy materials, but also hates velvet because it's too soft
Am I self projecting now that I know what I have is hyperesthesia? Yes, but it makes SENSE, y'all!
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aquatic-batt · 1 year
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here’s a third batch!
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I started working on a fnaf sb oc that was totally meant to be taken seriously and not just a self insert to ship with Vanny, she doesn’t have a name but was initially planned to be a puffin (I’m thinking of making her a bat now) and she was a prototype animatronic which is why she’s small and looks more like the rockafire explosion animatronics bc she was a test, the team didn’t really know what to do w her so she’s just kinda. placed somewhere in the PizzaPlex where she just. tells kids animal facts if they talk to her? and she might uhhhh have a crush on a certain security guard idk (I refuse to draw humans)
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Oriolestar (they/them) and their relative Finchsneeze (they/them), Oriolestar is Finchsneeze’s Aunc and Finchsneeze is Oriolestar’s Neifew! Finchsneeze loves Oriolestar and likes to brag that they are related to the coolest leader of all the Clans!
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some doodles of my ClanGen ocs depicting a moment where Flutterstar (he/him) was accepting that his death would come soon because of his old age, and his deputy, Wetpelt (he/him) taking it harshly because he not only feels like he isn’t ready but also sees Flutterstar as a father figure
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I wanted to make some horror art for Halloween based on my own fears so this is a doodle based on cardiophobia, my fear of dying from heart problems which leads me to freak out whenever I have chest pains LMAO
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ooppo · 3 months
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You know for the longest time I thought vampires teeth were like some kind of weird fucked up straws and that's how they drank victims blood and not that like. They just puncture an artery to start drinking the blood that flows from it or whatever.
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themogaidragon · 8 months
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Cardiophobia Pride Flag
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Cardiophobia: irrational and extreme fear of having an heart attack and heart diseases. It is a form of thanatophobia, the irrational fear of death.
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uryzagzoq · 1 year
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alexawayneocd · 2 years
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Confession Of A Shamed Mind Born Broken
Some believe I suffer from asociality, which’s a mental disorder that has an association with introverts. It can be a clinical condition, but in my case, asociality isn’t my disorder. I am a misanthrope and know this to be true for me.
It took me years to understand myself. People rejected me at a very young age. Sure I have scars like any other my age, but I’m also differently wired. When People Disgust Me At a young age, I couldn’t stand how people close to me, except for my grandpa, would remove a stain from my face or simply wash my hands. I did not like the contact. As I grew older, I thought it was merely a case of…
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venus-ratt · 3 months
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I'm so sorry. I hate worrying everyone because of stupid things. I can't help it. I'm so afraid. I'm so fucking sorry. You don't deserve this
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aftonfalk · 8 months
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Progress today,
ran 13 minutes at the gym without getting a palpitation, its ceazy what the mind manifests. This may sound like nothing to everyonelse but it really made me feel hopefull I can overcome health anxiety and cardiophobia
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