#carolyn spring

[subsystems]

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#actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallytraumagenic #actuallyosdd #actuallytraumatized #books #quotes #carolyn spring #recovery is my best revenge #shame #dissociation #trauma #graphic created by carolyn spring

[hauntedselves]

“Avoidance comes in many forms, perhaps the most potent of which are intellectualisation and fantasy. With the former, we talk about DID, we read about DID, we research DID, we hypothesise about DID. Anything other than facing the trauma, and working it through. We try to drown out the trauma with a multitude of words. With fantasy, we live in a complex world of ‘alters’ and ‘littles’ and ‘systems’ and ‘hosts’, elaborating what is undeniably real - the polyfragmentation of DID and complex trauma - until our self-representation becomes in itself a form of avoidance.”

- Recovery Is My Best Revenge, by Carolyn Spring.

#dissociative identity disorder #complex trauma #trauma #avoidance #dogpost #carolyn spring #recovery is my best revenge

[wayti-blog]

Triggers are like little psychic explosions that crash through avoidance and bring the dissociated, avoided trauma suddenly, unexpectedly, back into consciousness.

Carolyn Spring

#triggers #emotional triggers #inner work #inner world #shadow work #trauma #avoidance #dissociation #personality #character #feeling #thinking #awareness #consciousness #know thyself #self mastery #psychology #carolyn spring

[eames-with-three-roses]

This excerpt effectively described my 2015 to 2018

"Shame had told me that there was no hope: I was intrinsically defective.

It was not about trauma (which I didn’t understand) or behaviours or choices. It wasn’t even about mental health or emotions or skills. For me at that time, my symptoms and my experiences were only and always a direct result of the badness that was me. I didn’t have any other way of framing it.

I had had a breakdown because I was bad. I couldn’t cope because I was defective. I wanted to kill myself because it was the only way to be free of my ugliness."

#carolyn spring #unshamed

[theoriginalsupermodels]

Halston - Spring 1998 RTW

#fashion #fashion show #halston #spring 1998 rtw #1998 #halstonspring1998rtw #carolyn murphy

[fairweathermyth]

LITTLE FOREST (2018) dir. Yim Soon-rye

I make sweet chestnuts even sweeter to store them, so that I won't eat them all at once. Glazed chestnuts tasting this good means it is deep into Autumn.

#littleforestedit #filmedit #movieedit #kdramaedit #cinematv #little forest #yim soon-rye #kim tae-ri #ryu jun-yeol #2010s #리틀 포레스트 #made by carolyn #we've reached the final season!!! #🍁🍂🌰 #happy autumn everyone <3 #actually southern hemisphere buds you can find the spring one on my blog if you want to celebrate that lol

[chicinsilk]

US Vogue January 1955

Destination Sicily./Destination Sicile.

Fiona Campbell-Walter wears a long-sleeved summer dress, in black and white ABC Everglaze cotton (Norwegian design), by Carolyn Schnurer.

Fiona Campbell-Walter porte une robe d'été à manches longues, en coton noir et blanc ABC Everglaze (design norvégien), par Carolyn Schnurer.

Photo Henry Clarke vogue archive

#us vogue #january 1955 #fashion 50s #spring/summer #printemps/été #carolyn schnurer #fiona campbell-walter #henry clarke #printed dress #robe imprimée #everglaze #sicilia #sicile

[wearevillaneve]

There are no strings on Villaneve. (commissioned illustration by Mekare Madness)

#killing eve #eve polastri #villanelle #carolyn martens #konstantin #no strings attached #killing eve art #art commisions #my commissions #mekare madness #spring cleaning

[therunwayarchive]

Carolyn Murphy at Anna Molinari, Spring 1996

#Carolyn Murphy #Anna Molinari #models #fashion #runway #vintage #Spring 1996

[floral-grunge]

Carolyn Misterek

#Carolyn Misterek #Art #Dark #Spring #aesthetic #grunge #Painting

[subsystems]

#actuallydid #actuallyptsd #actuallyosdd #actuallydissocaitive #actuallytraumagenic #triggers #resources #trauma support #DID support #carolyn spring

[hauntedselves]

"One of my particular pet hates is the use of 'academese', the kind of words and phrases based on Latin and Greek that only 'specialists' can understand. It's no different from Catholic priests in the Middle Ages reading only a Latin version of the Bible so that their congregants couldn't understand it and couldn't challenge their power and hegemony (and abuse)."

- From 'Not Mad, Not Bad - Just Traumatised', in Recovery is my Best Revenge by Carolyn Spring

#antipsych #psych critical #anti psych #anti psychiatry #carolyn spring #recovery is my best revenge #dogpost #no bold

[cuntyko]

her

#cbk #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #carolyn bessette kennedy #tumblrina #waif #fashion #aesthetic #it girl #cool girl #driptoohard #spring/summer #waifspo

[eames-with-three-roses]

"Now this woman sits here looking at me and I don’t know how to be. I know that all of me, here, now and always, is wrong. I am filth. I am broken. I am a dirty, damaged, defective, sub-human. That is who I am.

And I don’t think it: it just is. It just always has been. This is me. I am shame."

Carolyn Spring

#carolyn spring

[theoriginalsupermodels]

Givenchy - Spring 1997 Couture

#carolyn murphy #fashion #fashion show #givenchy #spring 1997 couture #1997 #givenchyspring1997couture

[fairweathermyth]

SUMMER STRIKE 1.01 An Underpaid Pushover at Work

#summerstrikeedit #tvedit #kdramaedit #kdramaladies #summer strike #kim seol-hyun #lee yeo-reum #made by carolyn #one more addition to my kdrama + spring gifsets!!!!!! #i support you yeo-reum!!!! #i actually just started this show on a whim last night due to being SO over winter #wasn't even on my watchlist #but i can already tell it was a great choice!!!