#cause I'm planning on doing more :)

[deoidesign]

I've been... Busy 👀

Trying to get all 4 arcs from season 1 into books!

(not available for sale, these are print proofs. I'm planning a Kickstarter early next year!)

#this is why i havent been posting much #ive been so busy between making episodes and doing Kickstarter prep #theres been a lot more for Kickstarter prep than i had anticipated #i mean. not really. #i knew it was gonna be a lot #but it's takin longer than i thought #cause i always forget how little time i have outside of making comic updates #I'm also thinking $25 a book #and then itd be $30-60 to ship them #so. if youre reading these tags its not an official announcement #but i want to give people ample warning #cause i know $150 is a lot to save up #also for legal reasons #i can not print all the books at once... #i have to go one at a time?? #so I'm planning on making it like.. a box every few months #idk #I'm trying to think of thinfs that make it more worthwhile to do it that way #i want ppl to feel like they got their moneys worth idk #but! tbese two books look really good #I get proofs really early so i can go through for typos or color errors asap #so! hopefully I'll have the ghost and Victorian ones done by end kf year #so i can do the Kickstarter in like... jan/feb #i wanna add some scenes to the Victorian one #so. loads of work to do #printing #books #Kickstarter prep #time and time again

[a-loose-collection-of-ants]

#ow my wrist #for the record this is absolutely not what happened at yorktown but it is the funniest possible explanation #amrev #alexander hamilton #marquis de lafayette #I do have more of these cooking but I am also planning to take my sweet ass time with the next one #cause if I'm being honest I'm not entirely happy with how this turned out #art tag #remember to do your wrist exercises kids #carpal tunnel fucking s u c k s

[can-of-slorgs]

caw 🦅

#neopets #neotag #neoart #eyrie #mutant #vin doods #I can't beat the allegations that i doodle dnd creatures on a daily with this one huh #god i love mutants eyries so much i'm sorry i gavehim more draconic features but uGH; #what great colours lmao #I also gave inverted knees to the hooves cause i aint doing whatever neos doing #can you tell i have a thing for dnd and dragons in general im so sorry JAKLSDF #also in topic i've been so wanting to make a neo player's manual for so stupidly long its insane #might actually do it at one point #i had species and proficiencies and everything at one point i think its all gone lol #also for a fact that i'd be a me-thing for the most part #like i'd be the only one wanting it or playing according to it #my other friends none like neopets so yeah #god do i want to dm a neopian adventure i have tons planned lmao #but oh well #i'm super greatful for all positive commenta ad every like and reblog you guys ave given meeeee #i sound like a broken record but i swear i try to not leave this blog for long but i always read your tags and crack up to them sajhas #i know i've left a couple of you on read that actually wanted to know about my characters BUT IM SO SORRYYYY #my master's taking so long and everytime there's something new and have to rewrite and replan everthing everyday i hate it here #but i will do it #i know i will #both the lore writting and my thesis HASJKHASJS #anyways if you're still reading dont be afraid to shoot up a couple of messages! It might make this blog less dead

[chr0n1c-ag0ny]

Kunikida has chronic pain. he doesn't really know why, he's seen a doctor and they're like "eh, your shit outta luck" and sends him on his way.

he's always stiff and achey and he can tell when it's gonna rain and how bad it's gonna be. pops whatever over the counter pain meds he can get his hands on without thought. is always stretching his back, neck, and legs out cause that's where it's the worst. constantly running a low grade fever.

he's just a little miserable all the time and he doesn't know what to do for it ever.

Dazai notices. he notices on days where Kunikida looks away from his work more often to rub away a migraine or stretch out his back are the days he's more snappy, where he edges into the territory of actually being mean.

he notices that he shivers when a draft or waft of AC hits him.

he notices how the winter and rainy days are harder for his partner. he runs 5 minutes behind his schedule. he needs more breaks. he doesn't pick up a pencil or pen unless he absolutely has to. his hands shake. he looks like he's gonna puke every time he stops to rub at his eyes. he sits in the dark whenever he gets the chance.

he takes it easier on him those days. he at least attempts to look busy and shoulders more of their shared work. he stands closer to him, he doesn't know why, but it makes him feel a bit more at ease. he makes excuses to close windows, turn off the AC, or redirect the fan to give his partner some reprieve. he gets him tea from the cafe. he walks home with him and tells him he looks like shit (they both know he's worried and just can't say it. that he doesn't know how to say it. that he's scared to say it) and Kunikida knows he's telling him to get some rest.

sometimes dazai calls Kunikida to make sure he's alright, flipping their usual script, and if Kunikida's cheeks are a little wet after each phone call, so what?

#(it's fibromyalgia. I'm projecting) #pre #kunikidazai #kunidazai #but like #only by a little #I plan on actually writing something for them with this concept I just needed to get the lead up out of my head #idk why I need to beat Kunikida with the fibro stick so bad but I do. I swear its cause I love him #he's really got more than one issue but the fibro's the bulk of it #he gets migraines too and they make him nauseous #he has chronic fatigue that is only made worse by stress #he's got a lot going on in my head (again. I swear its cause I love him) #kunikida doppo #bsd kunikida #kunikida bsd #dazai osamu #dazai bsd #bsd dazai #bsd #bungo stray dogs

[hephaestuscrew]

The most dramatic action that Minkowski takes towards Eiffel in the finale (sending him back in the Sol) is going against Eiffel's choices in an attempt to prevent him coming to harm. In contrast, the most dramatic action that Hera takes towards Eiffel in the finale (the memory-wipe) is causing him to come to harm in order to enact a choice that he's made.

In a sense, these actions are conceptual opposites. But they are both taken with love and respect for Eiffel. They are both extremely selfless actions which Minkowski and Hera find painful to take.

They are also both actions which could be considered to be harming Eiffel. Both of these actions involve doing something to Eiffel that Minkowski/Hera would hate to have done to them. And both of those actions are taken with the awareness that they are fairly likely to result in losing Eiffel in a sense (either because he's headed back to Earth while Minkowski is on the Hephaestus, or because he's losing part of what makes him him). That's part of what makes those acts painful and complicated and significant.

Minkowski and Hera both care about Eiffel so deeply, and their care often expresses itself in contrasting ways because they are very different people. The finale emphasises these different manifestations of their care. Love can be 'I will do whatever I can to keep you safe, even when that's not what you want'. Love can also be 'I will support the choices that you make to bring about our common goal, even when that causes you harm'. The way Minkowski's care for Eiffel manifests is tied up in her sense of responsibility for her crew's safety. The way Hera's care for Eiffel manifests is linked to how she's had to fight for her own autonomy.

Neither of their actions in the finale are perfect or typical expressions of love, but in their very different ways, they both act with love, and that's important to me.

#wolf 359 #There's more to say about this cos it's v complicated but I don't want this to keep sitting in my drafts #Although I have immense sympathy for Minkowski's choice #and I love the motivations that underlie it #I do think she wrongs Eiffel in a sense by trying to send him back against his will #whereas I don't think Hera wrongs Eiffel by causing him to lose his memories #which would be a strange thought without the context #but that's just it I guess #All the relationships in this show are so specific to those particular people and the dynamics between them #That's what I'm really trying to say here #Of course Minkowski's love for Eiffel looks different to Hera's love for Eiffel #There's no perfect simple way for their affection to manifest in the situations they are in #Minkowski loves him and so she goes behind his back to protect him knowing she might never see him again #Hera loves him and so she supports his plan (once she's checked if he's sure) and so she causes him to forget her 😭 #Love as accepting loss in order to protect the loved one #Vs Love as accepting loss in order to respect the decision of the loved one #w359 #renee minkowski #hera w359 #the empty man posteth #w359 spoilers #wolf 359 spoilers #renée minkowski

[signalhill-if]

#here's the project i've been working on! finally she's finished!! #this is my first zbrush project so it's not 100% perfect but i'm happy with it :) #some parts of the process were hellish but i learned a lot haha #i'm planning to do some more 3d art for signal hill!!! next on the docket is everybody's favourite plague doctor #(in costume cause his full outfit is sick as fuck) #ch: yasmin #my art #zbrush #3d sculpting

[nicistrying]

Feeling lots of feelings again tonight so here are some cute pics of Maggie this afternoon

#dad has been rushed to hospital for another random anaphalactic shock #this is maybe the 6th/7th time it's happened and he's almost died in 10 years #and the docs still have no idea what causes them #like i dont like him very much but i'm wracked with guilt that i dont drag my ass over to see him more #was already planning to go over mon or tues to see my sister but now it looks like i'm only going bc of this #also my older sister is about to potentially lose her house and need to come stay with us #which is absolutely fine bc she'd do the same for me #i just feel so guilty being happy and planning wedding stuff and holidays etc when people around me are struggling #anyway it's 12.30am i need to go to bed

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

i love spanish conferences. for the london one the fee is £90 (£45 if you're a student) and i have no idea if as a speaker i also have to pay the fee or not. in this one in spain i'm planning to speak at attendance is free and if you want to be a speaker you have to pay a total of 10€ as fee.

#once again. southern europe supremacy #this is what we are talking about when we demand making academia and culture accessible #anyways i have no idea if i'll attend #because if they pick me. it's on may 3rd #i'm still in trento technically by then but. if i have that. idk what i'll do i'll have to consult my parents #cause i was planning on staying until may 8th cause there's a seminar on that day #but i could just leave earlier #the contract is for two months #beyond april i can stay until i want #moreover. the conference is in salamanca #so that's another problem. getting there #i say problem i'm sure there's a train i can hop onto #but it's one more variable to look into #whatever. i'll just apply and worry later #cause the conference is very cool. it's organized by a phd student organization and it is made to present your phd proposals to the public #mostly other professors #to get feedback and stuff #so that's cool i think

[tabbyjack]

the problem with building out america's rail network btw is that it's privatized and there will never be a corporate incentive strong enough or backed enough to implement effective, accessible, AND privatized countrywide travel. nationalize railways deliver on the demands of railway workers and most importantly respect indigenous sovereignty/include indigenous design input when plotting routes

#and a million other things mostly to do with geology but in terms of politics and morals this is what im going with as far as a snappy #summary of 'the problem' #however geology elaboration: america is So hard to build railways across because our most populated areas along the west coast #(where most of the rail drought is; rail PRICING on the east coast is a whole nother thing) #are stupid mountainous. the california hsr plan is spending several million more on the rail line bc they gotta plan around a mountain #and the problem gets worse the farther north you get on account of the cascades and ESPECIALLY the region around shasta #in another life i was a seismic engineer. anyway #i'm looking for a papers or other peer-reviewed content on the history of american rail labor #if anyone has favorites send them my way cause all my research is locked on california and the pacific coast more broadly #'research' my font of pdfs i downloaded from ILLs lol

[lionydoorin]

Hi this is for the drawing request involving the sapphic senate

Buff!Robin in her scoops ahoy outfit unloading and bringing in tubs of ice cream to the front of the store and putting them into the freezer before opening and having Nancy, Vickie, and Chrissy hiding in the bushes pulling a Dustin and Lucas with binoculars

OMG SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG 😭 tbh anon drawing buff people is always a challenge for me so i was kinda scared of doing it .. but yk i need to try right !

i know it's far from perfect but overall i kinda liked how this turned out :) it's such a nice/funny prompt tbh shskdhd

anyway, here it is! :)))

#buff robin the woman u are #i didn't wanna make her extra buff cause i struggle w muscles kinda but ig you can see the strong arm right ? #chrissy and vickie fighting for the second binocular there? mood BSJSHD #robin's hand? dang sometimes i do good shtuff dude 🤧👌 #anyway! i'm gone for now 🏃 #if anyone has a doodle request pls 🫶 i'm just gonna eat dinner real quick and plan on doodling some more! 🫶 #buff!robin #the sapphic senate #robin buckley #chrissy cunningham #nancy wheeler #vickie #<- poor girly doesn't have a last name.. #ma ur arting #ask #anon #btw idk if robin noticed them and is laughing or if steve is offscreen yelling something #probably the second one cause i can't stop thinking abt her saying something like #'whatever dingus!' #w this expression #doodle requests <3

[freakwiththeknifecollection]

I'm literally counting down the days til I bring my puppy home. I know it'll be a lot of work, and part of me is stressed about it, but I'm really looking forward to having something like a full time job. As a disabled person who's unable to work and isn't going to school, I struggle with depression and my self-worth. Also being autistic and ADHD, I really really struggle with setting my own routines. I NEED routine to function because of my autism but due to my ADHD, I can't stick with it without external accountability. So, I have a lot of free time on my hands in comparison to my peers, and it's hard when I'm asked "What's new with you?" or "What have you been up to?" because I don't have anything the average person finds value in to say. My mom (who's also AuDHD) and I always say we need "have to's" in our lives (meaning responsibilities and obligations) to maintain a routine. A puppy is a big "have to" and I really need that in my life. I need a big "have to" to organize my life around so I can get my shit together

#a lot of my days lately I'm just like. trying to kill time cause idk what to do yet #trying to do all the research and preparation I can before she comes #I know more about dogs and training than most but with puppies I feel less equipped because it's been 7 years since I raised one lol #and back then I wasn't very well equipped at all knowledge wise. so I really want to be better this time #be more proactive about training socializing and conditioning #I have BIG plans and I just can't wait to get started! #em rambles #puppy talk #personal #I wanted to post my thoughts to my dog Instagram but I don't have a picture to post so I'm rambling here lmao

[greppelheks]

happy new year, my loves 💖 I'm doing my little new year's ritual of cleaning everything, cleaning some bad energy in the house, and journalling. Hope you all had a good new year's eve!

#I cancelled my new year's plans and I'm so happy I did #it was so nice to just be alone and journal and listen to music #I wrote down what I wanted to leave behind in 2023 and what I wanted to learn and needed in 2024 #I set a reading goal 'cause I wanna read more #I deleted my apps #I'm downloading some really good movies I've been meaning to see for months #but that need a lot of focus #I'm listening to full albums #I'm doing laundry and bought new bed sheets #gonna do some grocery shopping #and then I'm gonna disappear offline for a while #y'all can reach me by pigeon or love letters only #personal

[muckmage]

Tell me a conspiracy theory you think is true. Or rant about a hyperfixation. Or both.

wooeeeueuhjh i don't know how people just talk about stuff at will, my mind is like a peaceful empty garden there is nothing happening in there ever, buddhists hate me, i've achieved inner peace only to think it's super lame cause i have no idea what to say to people that i'd like to talk to and get to know better, weuehhh i just wanna hang out in real life and let conversation happen naturally

anyway i'd totally buy that the monarchy killed diana, i don't know nearly enough about that whole thing to actually have an opinion, but they're definitely evil enough with some real motive behind them for sure pffshfjjs idk

#when i do end up going on rants it's more like a hurricane hitting my peaceful mind garden and i don't control the weather #none of this counts as a rant btw. i'm just complaining lmao #i mean even irl i usually end up planning the beginning of conversations with a bit or something #and just hoping it picks up afterwards or otherwise things just get awkward #idk i just feel bad cause people online talk to *me* but i never end up striking up conversations in return #and it's not at all that i don't wanna talk to them i just have no idea what to say ever #literally i'm so silent all the time unless the balls already rolling and i'm comfortable then i turn into the loudest mf ever fkfjsjshs #but i cannot for the life of me choose to navigate between those two states lmao #also i'm not really into conspiracy theories. like i don't really know anything about any of them. occam's razor is my best friend 🫶 #02

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 22

"Too Sweet" by Hozier

#song of the day #new Hozier songs!! absolutely adore this one. listen to that bass line!! #and as much as I also take my bed at three--or later. since it's after six now. whoops--the chorus isn't my very favorite part #'I aim low / I aim true and the ground's where I go #I work late where I'm free from the phone / and the job gets done / but you worry some I know' #love the build there #I still haven't had the bad talk with my boss. she had to have another meeting with another person disappointing her and mine got delayed #hooray? gonna cause more problems later but it got me a reprieve for now so hooray I guess! #it's raining now and it'll be freezing later so I haven't gotten out to the garden yet either #it looks like the weather will be better for it on Monday which is also when my meeting got rescheduled for #so I'll get to garden as my reward for being a big girl and doing my job even when it suuuucks #also tentative plans to play Stardew with my siblings this weekend!! very excited to see the updates #I want one of those blue farms so bad #and then /next/ week we'll go around to the pet stores and scout the stuff for Duncan's frog tank #we got the filter matting that's going to make up the lowest layer of 'land' in his paludarium today and it's neat-weird squishy

[imwritesometimes]

ngl I've gotten like 95% of my Christmas shopping done, a solid 85% of the gifts wrapped, and I've already gotten most of the food for the Thanksgiving meal I'm hosting including the turkey and I haven't freaked out abt any of it not even once like........ I'm trying not to be like omg I'm gonna jinx it but I'm pretty proud of myself rn

#haven't had *one* anxiety attack over hosting Thanksgiving which is INSANE #I host every year and every year it's like fml fml fml fml #this year I am doing really well! and asking for help where I may need it! and planning it out w/my family #and there haven't been any arguments about any of it it's just been ok yeah I can do that that's a good plan! #really happy abt the Christmas gifts too cause that leaves me more time to decorate and plan for Christmas #which I also host every year #I mean even the kitties have gifts and they're wrapped and ready to go lol #idk man I'm just...... happy??? I feel so much better on my meds dude. #erin explains it all

[pttucker]

Lee Jihye watched me and grabbed the Cut Medicine like she was frustrated. "Give it to me. You can't apply it to your back." Lee Jihye placed the Cut Medicine on my wounds. "Be gentle. I might die if you press hard against it." "Don't be a crybaby. By the way, were you this small?" "My muscle mass was just reduced a bit." "Your shoulders look similar to mine?" My pride was hurt so I took back the Cut Medicine. No, I tried to take it back but failed. It was because Lee Jihye was more powerful than me.

He's so tiny and weak without his stats. 😭

Jihye even has to set up his tent for him. 😭😭

He's ABSOLUTELY FUCKED if he runs into an angry Joonghyuk.

#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #I'm hoping that yjh will have calmed down a little by now #even if everybody is screaming 'Divorce Arc!' in the notes 😬 #like he seemed vaguely??? worried??? about metatron's plans for Kim Dokja??? maybe??? #and he left him alone when he woke up with dokja passed out beside his bed in the infirmary #(this is all my wishful thinking) #but now I'm kind of worried that yjh might fight him just to relieve some frustration but maybe not realize just HOW depowered dokja is #and possibly cause him serious harm when he more intended to like...gently kick his ass #I do absolutely love Jihye taking care of her suddenly pitiful leader though ngl that's the best thing ever #dokja needs to have more moments of his party taking care of HIM for once #orv novel chapter 359 #orv spoilers #orv liveblog #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #yjh #kdj #ljh