Me obsessively working more on my sin demon designs after my teacher complimented how much he liked Tony.
yeah im emo keep scrolling
Ya know what’s great? One of the only reason i go outside is because when I go to check the PO box there’s this cat that lives on my street, she’s a grey calico with green eyes and she’s legit the cutest
Well I LOVE cats and so when I go out she’s usually out so I sit on the curb for HOURS and pet her and cuddle with her and ya know what? The amount of serotonin it gives me is godly.
Ya know what’s better? My grandma has like 13 (thats a low estimate btw) outside cats that are mostly super Afeconate and loveing, and the ones that arnt warm up to people if they see em enough! She also lives in the country so no people!! So I can sit outside, alone and comfy with 13ish cats who love me. It’s heaven. And my grandma in true grandma fashion has lots of snacks! It’s literally the best
My other grandma has cats to! And they love me! One is super fluffy and one is a absolute chonk. They also have a bluenose pit who is an absolute UNIT of a big ole good boy, he’s such a sweetheart 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰
My grandma’s are great and I love visiting. I’m also 6'0 and they are like 5'2 little old lady’s so I have to bend down to hug em and I just akansjaksbsks I miss them so much rn
Gah I have so many stories that are fun so I might just info dump tonight
we are adopting a kitten soon i’m literally so excited 🥺
love how i was told my whole life that taking pleasure in “the little things” and “stopping to smell the roses” are noble and praiseworthy qualities and now, at a time when the little things are kind of all i have, the same people who’ve been telling me I should appreciate those little things my whole life are somehow both jealous and dismissive when I’m able to find genuine happiness in like a nice meal or an afternoon spent listening to music I like. if i express any upset or dissatisfaction or…. grief about our current situation I’m being “too negative” or “giving in to hopelessness” and “some people have it worse” but if I successfully make the best of a bad situation by finding pleasant ways to occupy my times that don’t put myself or anyone else at risk then I’m “not taking things seriously” or “becoming complacent” or “unfortunately not everyone is as easy to please” as I am. okay but how is that my fault? if I could somehow change the circumstances and personalities of everyone in the world in such a way to allow them to feel content with a good novel or album and something good to eat i would but I don’t have that kind of power, and if i did I wouldn’t I just, you know, end disease and social inequality and bigotry and climate change and suffering in general….? I am only a person! a person who tries to help people whenever they can and take happiness wherever they can get it to avoid falling into the pit of despair. literally what do you want from me at this point
this is tmi up the wazoo but it’s funny to bear with me, but since about june or july we’ve been experiencing what’s turning out to likely be a tumour or growth in the pituitary gland of our brain and i’ve started jokingly referring to it as the bimbo brain tumour because amongst other things we’ve a. started lactating (i wish that was a joke), b. become the world’s sluttiest twink, and c. grown a whole cup size and then some so like AM I WRONG to call it that i think i’m spot fucking on
why didn’t anyone tell me liking girls is as painful as liking guys
Just,, listening to Julie and the Phantoms songs and Make Out Monday and really wishing I’d learned how to play the guitar years ago so I don’t have to go through the process of teaching it to myself now and can just know it already,, yeah
I want to be friends with big creators because they would be fun to talk to and i need more extroverted friends but the problem is i have no way of doing that without being Just Another Fan and honestly I really am Just Another Fan
all i do is hyperfixate on children’s shows, eat hot chip and lie