the way that i want hundreds of fans to simp for aplatypuss and like. cheesy and kara and tay and for them to have ppl who follow them like ppl follow mcytbers. what do you mean max has less then thirty fics on ao3? what do u mean everyone doesn’t love them and wait for the next upload. i want them to have stans even though it would kill them. Crewfu and dumbdog are the closest things to that that these guys get. but that’s so tiny. i want these guys to have more
I think a part of the reason i like jess so much is because i only really see her through chilled’s pov - like the times ive really seen jess have always been through chilled shouting “sweetie look at this” or “jess this, jess that” or the crab games of him being her #1 cheerleader and honestly how can you not fall in love with her slightly when every time you see her its through the lens of unconditional love and a husband being so so happy and proud of his wife
Over the last [insert time period since last major controversy - honestly, I forget when in October that was] I've stopped just watching whatever AH releases each day (which isn't much anyway).
My First membership doesn't expire until around Thanksgiving, so to gauge my actual interest, I've started asking "Do I *really* want to watch this video?"
I find that the answer is often "no" and that I don't miss it.
Turns out, the internet is a big place full of lots of content. A handful of individual streamers provide more content than AH these days (I get it, they slowed down to let the algorithm reset - or maybe genuinely to give their employees a break - but boy, when there isn't much to choose from, it's real easy to replace).
Also, I think I've just aged out of "4-6 people yelling/talking over each other".
Still loving Red Web and Face Jam, and the occasional other video/podcast. But mostly I'm just watching Matt, Jeremy, Ray, and Chilled on Twitch/YT.
It's gonna be a LONG time before I have the full squad to post... and a LONG time before I get to somewhere with a scanner to scan them!
6/13 headshots done! Phew.
Which one's your fave?