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lelif · 2 years

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conflicting feelings about god

mary doria russel, the sparrow // contorno, hand in unloveable hand // ethel cain, sun bleached flies // @avainblue // billboard in ohio // ? // friedrich nietzsche // florence + the machine, girls against god // supernatural 10×16 // mary oliver, leaves and blossoms along the way // the last temptation of christ (1988) // @ponyoisms // frank bidart, the war of vaslav nijinsky // harley poe, I wanna die // sylvia plath // The Script, breakeven // pheobe bridgers, chinese satellite

#why didnt you make me good enough #so that you could have loved me #god loves you but not enough to save you #hell is real #god is silent #web weaving #web weave #parallels #quotes #about god #religious trauma #chinese satellite #relationship with god #phoebe bridgers

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eclipsedsuns · 1 year

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lorde, “buzzcut season” // phoebe bridgers, “chinese satellite” // ethel cain, “sun bleached flies” // julien baker, “go home” // taylor swift, “my tears ricochet”

#I’M TIRED OF WASHING MY HANDS GOD I WANNA GO HOME #web weaving #lyrics #parallels #*greatest hits #lorde #phoebe bridgers #ethel cain #julien baker #taylor swift #buzzcut season #chinese satellite #sun bleached flies #go home #my tears ricochet

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ymdslf · 6 months

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when phoebe bridgers said i want to believe, instead i look at the sky and i feel nothing you know i hate to be alone i want to be wrong and when lucy dacus said you don't owe him shit even if he said you did and when julien baker said maybe it's all gonna turn out alright and i know that it's not but i have to believe that it is

#phoebe bridgers #lucy dacus #julien baker #chinese satellite #thumbs #appointments #boygenius #am i mentally ill? yes why do you ask #lucy dacus thumbs #julien baker appointments #also like the entirety of kyoto #and like everything julien has ever written

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starryrain · 3 months

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when it’s that time of day

#chinese satellite #pheobe bridgers #punisher album #boygenius #lucy dacus #julien baker #music

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sprinedankle · 4 months

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"you know i'd stand on the corner embarrassed with a picket sign if it meant i would see you when i die" phoebe are you INSANE

#listening to this song isn't enough i need it injected into my veins #phoebe bridgers #chinese satellite

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runillholdhimoff · 1 year

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sometimes i think about how phoebe says “open heart, open container” in scott street and it feels like finally being okay with feeling all of the things you told yourself you wouldn’t and missing people and missing the kid you used to be and letting yourself be so sad but having that realization that you’re here and you kept going, knowing that sometimes you have to walk away and have that ache in your chest, and it’s okay because that means you’ve loved so hard and deep that it doesn’t go away when you say goodbye.

#phoebe bridgers #scott street #stranger in the alps #punisher #waiting room #nostagiacore #graceland too #chinese satellite #moon song #indie

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cryptic-queer-cryptid · 9 months

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i am chewing on live wires as we speak chew chew munch gnaw

#top gun 1986 #top gun #top gun incorrect quotes #icemav #i’m making an edit of them to this song soon mark my words #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #maverick #iceman #pheobe bridgers #chinese satellite

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vauxxy · 2 months

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luke castellan is chinese satellite by phoebe bridgers proof ‼️

little spoiler for the sea of monsters!!

younger luke, maybe pre or post- scar.

he wants to believe the gods are there and listening and that things are gonna be okay, but they aren’t. and he hates it.

while they’re up in olympus, he’s at camp. one of his best friends got turnt into a tree, there’s dozens of unclaimed children running around him, and the gods simply don’t care.

he feels nothing. but he wants to be wrong.

pre-kronos, but still at camp half-blood.

THIS BITCH IS SCREAMING AT THE EVANGELICALS. HE WILL NEVER BE THEIR VEGETABLE !!

luke cannot even trust anyone anymore. they’re all worshipping their parents as if they care, as if they’re protecting them. but they’re not; and if they are, then why isn’t hermes’ protecting him?

why did herme’s send him on a dumbass quest for no good reason, returning with a scar and a new complex? this is his fault, and luke will be damned if he ever lets himself become a pawn in the god’s game ever again.

post-kronos luke.

kronos is in his brain, and he knows he will never sleep peacefully again. gone are the comforting walls of the hermes cabin, the sound of his half siblings sleeping soundly beside him, the feel of his old bedsheets.

but despite the war in his head and the pit in his stomach, he still has a fraction of hope. hope that his dad is there.

it’s stupid and gullible- he knows is unrealistic. but if it wasn’t true, then how come hermes told percy, annabeth and tyson to speak some sense into him?

how come his dad tricked them into boarding princess andromeda? does he still care?

but then he remembers his poor mother. and he realises that it’s impossible.

#luke castellan angst #luke castellan drabbles #luke castellan fic #luke castellan imagine #luke castellan pjo #luke castellan imagines #luke castellan fanfic #luke castellan #chinese satellite #phoebe bridgers #songfic #pjo disney+#pjo tv show #pjo series #pjo spoilers #pjo

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pseudolivenotes · 1 year

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