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𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵

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Bang Chan had a lot of different sides to him. You figured that out very early on in your relationship.

Sure, everyone has complexities in their personality; after all, no one is really two-dimensional. Everyone has their quirks. The things that make them unique. That makes them special.

One of your favorite things about Chan was how spontaneous he could be at times.

He could be like this over a plethora of topics, ranging from where he wanted to go to during a date to the random late-night curiosities that plagued his mind. Today his mind seemed to be on track with comparing various aspects of you two.

It all began when he caught you snuggling in one of his hoodies when he got home.

You were sitting on the couch catching up on the latest episode of your favorite television series when he burst into the living room to exclaim that he had arrived home. After recovering from your mini heart attack, you got up to greet your silly boyfriend with a sweet hello peck on the cheek.

Chan happily awaited for you to make your way over to him. He even leaned over slightly so you wouldn’t have to get up on your tippy-toes to give him a kiss. The grin on his face was bigger than a kid’s during Christmas and you couldn’t help but find him absolutely adorable.

“You’re extra smiley today babe,” you said with a chuckle. “Did you get some good news or something?”

Chan poked your cheek and laughed as he said, “Nope, I’m just happy to see you is all.” Your heart skipped a beat at his cheesy comment. You were spoonfed heart-warming compliments such as this on a daily basis, but every time it still made you feel overjoyed. “Also you look adorable in my hoodie. I love that you wear it while we’re apart like you can’t stand to be without me.”

You felt your face flush in reaction to his statement. It was true that you happened to pull on one of Chan’s ‘fits-perfectly-on-him-but-is-way-too-big-for-you’ sweaters whenever you missed him; however, you never thought he’d put the connection together. He had more important things to worry about, so to notice a small detail like that made your heart swell with joy.

“Something wrong? Did I assume too much? I’m sorry I-” He started to ramble, a habit that only showcased itself when he was anxious.

You reached out to touch his arm, tracing your fingers up his forearm until he quieted down. “Shh no honey, it’s fine. To be honest… what you said was true. I never thought you’d notice a silly little thing like that.”

His face scrunched into a pout. “Of course I would.” He laced his hands in yours, bringing up your clasped hands to kiss the tips of your fingers. “I may be busy most of the time, but when we’re together you get my full attention.” He pulled your hands back and untangled your fingers from his. Chan slid his palm down to the bottom of yours and a wide grin made its way onto his lips. “Have your hands always been this small?”

“Listen just because you have giant hands-”

“-Maybe yours are just tiny-”

“-Oh now you sound like Jeongin.” At the mention of his younger friend, Chan erupted in laughter. His contagious glee echoed throughout the room and you felt a smile tug at the corners of your lips.

Once he rid himself of his fit of laughter, Chan suddenly interlocked his hands with yours. He leaned down and nudged his forehead against your own. “Well you know what they say about men with big hands,” he winked at you after saying this and squeezed your hands slightly.

“Do tell, what do they say?” You had no idea what was going to come out of his mouth next. Part of you thought he was going to say something goofy like he usually did, but the mischievous look in his eye made your confidence waiver.

You felt your heartbeat speed up, partially scared at what he was going to respond with. Your worries soon melted away though, as Chan’s demeanor shifted into the light manner he normally carried. “That we have bigger hearts to love you with!” He snaked his arms around you, swept you off your feet and spun you around like a giddy newlywed couple.

I should’ve known, he’s such a dork.

─ ✧ ─

𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵

𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯

- 𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓈

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인정하기 싫어 - Bang Chan

I’ve been finding it really tough conveying the words I want to relating to this song so if this doesn’t make sense then I apologise.

As with any music Stray Kids create, this song takes us on an incredibly emotional journey. I can’t speak Korean or read Hangul but I felt that, whilst listening to Bangchan singing this, I understood every word and every emotion.

Obviously we can’t presume what the song is in relation to and more than anything I hate over analysing music but I can’t help but think the entire song takes us through the 5 stages of grief.

The song starts slow, Chan gently singing the lyrics with the soft notes of the piano matching, as though he is in disbelief over what has happened. The next stage of anger comes with the lyrics ‘I don’t know I can’t give up on you’ but instead of being an outburst of anger, it feels more like frustrating at himself and the situation. Later on in the song we reach bargaining with ‘please stay with me’. You can physically feel the desperation in his voice, begging for the person to stay. The fourth stage of depression comes when the song starts to slow down, similar to the beginning of the song before finally reaching acceptance with the lyrics ‘I might as well forget’.

Although this song is incredibly emotional and heartbreaking to hear, not only because someone is going through this journey as we listen but because (as I’m sure many Stays do) we perceive this song to be about someone. We’ve all been through these stages of grief, whether it’s in relation to a potential similar individual or someone else, and I think that’s one thing I truly love about Bangchan. He creates a song that listeners can not only relate to, but almost seek comfort in, knowing that we’re not alone in having these feelings.

I could really ramble on for days about how much I love this song. Each time I listen, I feel like I’m hearing it for the first time. The simplicity of the music mixed in with his incredible vocals and emotions and lyrics makes this song so incredibly special.

I hope when people listen to it, they don’t think of what it could be about, and instead feel the music and emotions Chan is projecting. He truly is an artist like no other.

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Okay tbh we ALL thought about the source of Chan’s song at least once by now. Idk man, but I have the feeling that this is exactly about whatever happened, and I sincerely wish them both healing. All of them. I know this will take time, even for us, but right now I understand he is still hurt and I am glad he uses music to transform it AND trusts us enough to show the song to us

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[19:43]

you look at boyfriend!chan, eyes watering as he excitedly tells you about minho and felix returning for debut. you were happy that they were back, you were happy that chan was happy.

chan comes to an abrupt stop, his smile faltering when he notices your glossy eyes, your tears threatening to fall. “baby, what’s wrong?”

“c-chan, i —“ your breath hitches when he gently grabs your hand in his, your tears finally falling. “i can’t do this anymore.”

you don’t miss the way his eyes widen, the glow of happiness vanished completely off his face. “w-what? are you talking about?”

you wanted to tell him that you’d just hold him back during his career as an idol, any wrong move and dating scandals would destroy stray kids and chan’s career. you knew you couldn’t say that, he’d just convince you to stay because he needed you as much as you needed him.

“i just —“ you take a deep breath. “i guess i fell out of love with you. i’m sorry.”

you both knew you were lying.

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bang chan - 인정하기 싫어 (i hate to admit it) eng trans

(t/n: this may contain some mistranslations so please don’t come at me if i get something wrong!!!)


i want to admit it

i still miss you

how could i forget?

we promised


i want to admit it

it’s hard to understand it

how could i forget?

the day you lied to me


don’t go anywhere, stay by my side

i said “let’s talk”, but it’s already too late now

you, the one who was painted in my dreams

have changed in no time


i said “you can always come back just in case.”

say something, do something, you did the same last time too

i don’t think it’s a good idea

you’re the one who caused it to fall apart, yeah


don’t go anywhere, stay by my side

i said “let’s talk”, but it’s already too late now

you, the one who was painted in my dreams

have changed in no time


i said “you can always come back just in case.”

say something, do something, you did the same last time too

i don’t think it’s a good idea

you’re the one who caused me to fall apart, yeah


i’ll be honest

i wanted to give up

i don’t know

i still can’t give up on you


i will wait for you a little more

it has been this way until now, woah


(repeat verse one and two x2)


da da da ~

all night long

i can’t stop thinkin’ ‘bout you

da da da ~

just stay with me


i won’t admit it

i still miss you

how could i forget?

i won’t admit it

it’s hard to understand it

i might as well forget


eng trans: @/dandelinos

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This was such a powerful song. I listened to it in intervals because i couldn’t listen to it the whole way through while crying. The lyrics are so touching and just sad tbh. for those of those who read korean, lyrics under the cut. for those who don’t, translation below the korean. SPANISH INCLUDED😩😢

https://youtu.be/cESg37OFeso 

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