And the fact she doesn't think her sacrifice is admirable, but foolish.
She doesn't give a shit about her facade, she's just as much of a fool as Focalors. The oNLY thing she will give Focalors credit for is fucking over Celestia.
THAT'S IT.
Leucosia does not view Furina as their archon but a child playing the role of an adult when she can't even handle it.
She has her freedom now, and it infuriates her. Especially since she cannot return to her original form with her full power, she wants to go HOME, she wants to go back to the darkness of the sea floor, she wants to go back to the macabre and the horrifying creatures that lurk below where no one in Fontaine has explored.
And she can't. She is FORCED to walk the earth as an oceanid/Human while their 'archon' gets to live freely as she desires now that their archon is dead and the prophecy is fulfilled, Furina gets to live out her life as she pleases while Leucosia is barred from everything she loves and now playing her role in the Tsaritsa's impossibly long play. She's not tired, she's Jealous and angry...
She's exhausted having to spend time in the light, she wants to go back to the darkness and not worry about being disturbed unless by Neuvillette or her sisters...but she can't.
She will never be civil with Furina, she will always have a bite of hatred in her voice when addressing her, she will never grow to accept her as she is and will forever envy her and her freedom.
I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.
It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.
Leitmotifs drive me insane, like I hear *repeated melody that has an association with a person, idea, or situation* and I go *tears up the fucking rug like a dog*
i hate you "influencers", i hate you tiktok, i hate you "content creators", i hate you "unalive" and "s€x" and "dr/ügs", i hate you instagram, i hate you consumerism, i hate you family friendly, i hate you puritans, i hate you facebook, i hate you family vloggers, i hate you violating other people's privacy, i hate you modern day social media