#cj rambles

[hidefdoritos]

babyboy I can wiggle my leg faster than you ever imagined [adhd rizz]

#adhd #cj rambles

[nova-they-exist-yup]

HMS: Needs and Wants

Now, I’ve been trying to figure out what exactly HMS are to whole. Sure, they’re the emotions, logic, and aspirations, but how do they work?

I figured something out, so if you’re having a similar problem (or just like seeing hms being metaphorically dissected), you can keep reading.

(Also, if anything doesn’t make sense or if someone has a comment to add on this, reblog! I love to brainstorm and theorize with others :] )

Let’s dum them down to their basic concepts. Feelings, reason, and ambition.

Heart, as the feelings, decides based on feelings. He feels hungry. He feels tired. He feels sad. He feels empty. He tells you what the problem is.

Mind, as the reason, decides based on reason. He should eat. He should sleep. He should cry. He should get help. He tells you how to help him, or better yet avoid the problem.

Together, Mind and Heart create Whole’s needs. He feels hungry so he should eat. He feels tired so he should sleep. He feels sad so he should cry. He feels empty so he should get help.

Now that just covers the basics, what’s required to survive. What makes one sentient?

Soul, as the ambition, decides based on ambition. He wants to eat cereal. He wants to stay up. He wants to make music. He wants to deal with it on his own.

Soul is Whole’s want. His driving force. He feels hungry so he should eat; but he wants cereal. He feels tired so he should sleep; but he wants to stay up. He feels sad so he should cry; but he wants to make music. He feels empty so he should get help; but he wants to deal with it on his own.

Now whether or not his wants are telling him to be healthy or not doesn’t matter. What does matter is what Soul wants and therefore what Whole wants. Soul, as ambition, can push past feelings and reason and do what he wants. Sure, he typically acts based on what’s being felt or what’s most logical, but it’s not required.

Yet, this shouldn’t make sense. Heart says what Whole needs, Mind says how to get that need. That should be how it works.

And yet is ISNT.

Have there been times where you wanted to do something, knowing full well it’d impact your health? Your body and brain are screaming at you to sleep, and yet you keep your eyes glued to the screen?

That’s a want.

That would be Soul.

Soul has the most control over Whole, and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.

But what if you want this control?

To… let’s say get one over on your nemesis? Become the true sovereign?

Well, that can’t happen. Of course it can’t.

Wants will never equal Needs, no matter how hard Heart and Mind claim to have Soul as their own. Especially when one claims they’re better than the other.

Soul recognizes this too. He even says in TSE “You must be so arrogant to / think that either of you can / control the Soul so wholly”, “Here in my kingdom, I am your lord”. Sure, he’s going a bit off the rails, but the message is still there: {You can’t control me. Neither of you.}

It’s why Soul has his power: he is Whole’s wants. Heart and Mind are Whole’s needs. Wants > Needs

Switching gears here: Now how does Heart and Mind’s fighting make sense? Or lack thereof?

Well, the reason why they hate each other is more about the characters and less about what they are: They both believe they are more important than the other. (How can you be healthy when you don’t know what’s wrong?) [How can you heal when you don’t know how to?]

The reason it doesn’t make sense ties into what they are though, the problem and the answer.

Heart is the problem finder. He finds the problem. He notices what’s wrong and wants it fixed. Problem is, he doesn’t know how.

Mind is the answer finder. He can find the solution. He can fix what is wrong. Problem is, he needs to know what’s wrong, and he doesn’t know what is.

They need each other to be efficient, and that’s what they realize in the end. After many, many arguments and fights, that is.

idk how to end this properly so insert jazzy ending here

#TL;DR: Heart is the need that finds the problem #Mind is the need that fixes the problem #And Soul is the wants #chonny jash #cj rambles #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj mind #cj soul #cj heart #character analysis #(?) #i think it is but idk

[callmewisteria]

mspaint is for making shitty fallout edits

#cj.txt #cj rambles #fallout #fallout shit #fallout shitpost #fallout memes #fallout meme #fallout edit #fallout stuff #fallout things #vault tec #robco #repconn #west tek #corvega #posedion energy #fallout new vegas #fallout 1 #fallout 2 #fallout 3 #fallout 4 #fallout tv #fallout tv show #fallout amazon #fallout on prime #fallout fandom #fallout 2024

[thegrantwater]

just got the urge to write angsty swanqueen listening to reckless driver by lizzy mcalpine why am i like this

#regina mills #ouat #emma swan #cj rambles #once upon a time #swanqueen

[heart-shaped-chains]

Need a guy to love on and hug and cuddle and whisper sweet nothings into his ear and more

#cj rambles #not nsft #yearning #you couldve had all of that smh.... #im still getting over him lol #i just dont get it i have so much fucking love to give and no takers yet. i know that with patience comes rewards but i want it NOW #kills me that i don't have a beautiful boy to dote on. to make him feel so loved. ill make him feel like a million bucks #hell I'd carve open my chest cut my heart out and serve it to you you just have to ask #i need to be wrapped around someone's finger #guess i have the canine urge to pledge my loyalty to someone and bite them sometimes and give them unconditional love #it's not fair i need someone to obsess over tbh. to live in my head rent free. let me worship you god dammit!!!!! #gay #ftm #mlm #t4t #come onnnnnn ill play with your hair and let you lay on my chest ill be suchhhhhhhh a good boyfriend #actually losing my mind rn #all this devotion and no one to lay it on. feels like my hearts gonna explode sometimes like i need to get it out #manifesting a relationship this year idc if we dont get married and raise 5 dogs i just need something #thats not a fucking. one sided situationship......

[struggleintown]

i really really need a cute twink to top rn

#cj rambles #mlm ns/fw #mlm nsft #ns/fw

[ramblingcj]

Unpopular opinion: each new teaser for Dragon Age Dreadwolf is making me more nervous about the game.

Yeah, cool new location and cool new characters blah blah blah. I'm just not interested in playing "let's kiss Solas ass" the video game.

I had enough of that crap with Cullen and his favoritism.

Edit: Is Varric really in the game? I keep seeing posts talking about it... Because if he is then that just makes me even more nervous. Really, Bioware? You gave him a send-off of sorts in the last game and now you shove him into this one? You do know there are other characters in this series, right?

#cj rambles #dragon age #bioware critical #anti cullen #cullen critical #Not gonna be hyped for this game #I'm going to wait and see #not here for the leas writer's golden child character the video game #If Varric really is in the game #then I'm convinced that they would've forced Cullen into it as well #Who cares about the story when fanservice makss you money right? #Have some fcking integrity!

[cjskribblez]

It's genuinely one of the funniest things ever to me that alot of the Fandom (from what I could tell) really thought Scar was gonna kill BigB after finding out about the whole secret soulmates thing but then it was GRIAN who ended up taking his last life and all the angst enjoyers simultaneously went

#they were READY BRO

#double life brainrot #double life #trafficblr #desert duo #bigb #grian #scar #gtwscar #cj rambles #third life series #hermitcraft #secret soulmates #blockmen rambles

[cj-productions]

So uh. I'm alive!! I got locked out. Again. And also various traumas made it hard to really try to get back into the account.

Then fucking boops made me start trying again. God

#cj rambles

[cj-is-causing-chaos-again]

This isn't my usual type of post but my depression is back and so this is something for people who need it.

It's okay to be a coward, loves.

For a long time and hell even today, my brain has been calling me a coward because I'm scared to slice open my skin, I'm scared to take the steps that would end it.

However if this cowardness keeps you alive then it's okay to be a coward.

No matter what your brain tells you.

If being a goddamned fucking coward keeps you from ending everything because you're scared of the pain, scared of what comes after, scared of if it won't work, then be that coward.

Because that's a fighting method against depression.

So.

There's your message.

It's okay to be a coward.

Reach out to your friends.

People love you.

#tw depressing thoughts #depression #tw depression #tw unalive #just mentions tho #cj rambles #love you all

[hidefdoritos]

is anybody else gonna romanticize leg hair? no?? ok. I will be the change I wish to see in the world.

#leg hair #cj rambles

[shootinhockey]

I think one of my least favorite things about the end of first round of the Stanley Cup playoffs is reading about all the injuries that the guys played through just to do good for the fans and their teams.

Seguin playing on a broken foot that he suffered in game one. Jarry also played with a broken foot that was so bad he had to bubble wrap his foot in ice after game seven. Dumba played with a broken rib that punctured his lung and made it hard to breathe.

Like, I get that this is your job and you want to do a good job, but please take care of yourselves.

Also, all the shit taking that people do about how much the players get paid and how they “play like shit”. You go out there and put yourself in front of a frozen piece of rubber flying 90mph.

#dallas stars #tyler seguin #pittsburgh penguins #tristan jarry #minnesota wild #matt dumba #stanley cup playoffs #cj rambles #just thoughts

[callmewisteria]

i got the new furby and she will live in my purse until i get home tonight. i've named her Lily, and she's a sweet little baby 💕

(also, no, the box isn't cigarettes. it's the opposite. i don't smoke because i have asthma. that box has my inhaler in it)

#cj.txt #cj rambles #cj is crying because ive wanted one of these babies since they came out #furby #furbies #furbys #furb #furby baby #furby family #furby fandom #furby 2023 #allfurby #safe furby #all furby #early 2000s kid #early 2000s #y2k baby

[thegrantwater]

thinking thoughts about melissa schemmenti today

#melissa schemmenti #lisa ann walter #abbott elementary #cj rambles

[heart-shaped-chains]

Went out to lunch with my family and it was really nice! I'm crying over him again but I know that I'll heal. I just. Have so much love and affection in my heart. It's so overwhelming keeping in, I just need someone to give it to. And I can't find anyone who wants it. T-T

#cj rambles #i wish someone could just. get me stoned and make me forget all about him. #mlm #gay #ftm #trans mlm #t4t #ill tag this nsft just in case #nsft #but its more than just getting railed. i need someone to accept my love thats all i fucking need #i need someone to love on someone to praise. ill worship the ground they walk on. #so anyway gonna cry a little more probably listen to Mitski bc those lyrics cut SO deep into my soul. #and then once ive reached catharsis idk. watch Markiplier and feel better #actually fuck that ive been feeling soooo sad for like 8 hours. pause on the lunch break. #im gonna watch comfort youtube now #get stoned. rewatch his forest series with bob and wade. #and over time I'll be able to talk to that guy again as just a friend. but for now i need time. #i dont need him though #im young. not even 19 for a day. there are other people. mom and dad were 31 and 25 respectively when they met. #and theyre still going strong. coming up on 26 years. #i judt need a relationship like theres #but i guess ive gotta grow up more #call it baby's first heartbreak #GAHHH I WANNA CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DIE THIS HURTSSSSSSS #no pain no gain #cant have the good without the bad #one day i will find my soulmate an this will be a distant memory. a scar that maybe tingles a little. but it doesnt hurt anymore #rn though im dying my heart feels like its going to burst out of my chest into a bloody mess #bc i cut it iut and gave it to him. so now ive gotta reattach it to me and let it heal. #eventually it will. just gotra stitch myself up and follow the doctors orders (i have therapy soon thank fucking god 4 that)

[ramblingcj]

I still haven't played Baldur's Gate 3 yet. I also haven't blocked any tags regarding the game.

I wasn't that worried about spoilers.

I was right, because from all the GIFs, text posts, videos and discussions I've seen, I can safely say:

I have no fcking clue what's going on.

#cj rambles #seriously! #I've learned nothing #If anything I have more questions!