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cissyenthusiast010155 · 1 year

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Mommy... Master List

Welcome to my main, navigation post!! Requests are closed… So check out my Requests & Prompt-List post with all the details!

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Ava Coleman

When Shots Align ~Mommy!Ava*

Aaron Hotchner

It’s All Coming Down ~Broken!Aaron Hotchner xFem Reader

The Gilded Age

Bertha Russell

Bertha Russell Appearance Appreciation

Our Little Secret ~Fem!Servant!Reader*

Agnes van Rhijn

I’m Here, My Love ~Motherly!Soft!Agnes Van Rhijn xFem Younger(30s)!ClosetedLesbian!Reader

Sylvia Chamberlain

Trusting Mommy ~SugarMommy!Sylvia Chamberlain xFem Younger!SugarBaby!Virgin!Reader

I’ve Got You ~Plutonic!Godmother!Sylvia Chamberlain xFem Goddaughter!Reader

Dead Poets Society

Anderperry

Anderperry NSFW Headcanons*

Knarlie

Knarlie Headcanons

911

Athena Grant

Madam Secretary

Nadine Tolliver Masterlist

Elizabeth McCord Masterlist

Henry McCord

Long Night Reunions ~Nadine x Elizabeth x Henry*

Coming Home for You ~Nadine x Elizabeth x Henry*

Victorious

Jade West

Knives Out

Claire Debella

Baby It’s Cold Outside ~Claire Debella xFem Younger(20s)!CampaignAssistant!Reader ~Holiday Bingo

Sinking My Claws Into You ~Dark!Claire Debella xFem Younger!Wealthy!Reader

The Old Guard

Andromache the Scythian/Andy

The Jurassic Saga

Ellie Sattler

I Need You, Alan ~Ellie Sattler x Alan Grant (Grantler)

Alan Grant

I Need You, Alan ~Ellie Sattler x Alan Grant (Grantler)

Claire Dearing

Ocean’s 8

Lou Miller

Debbi Ocean

Tammy

Don’t Look Up

Brie Evantee

Janie Orlean

Law & Order: SVU

Olivia Benson Masterlist

Alexandra ‘Alex’ Cabot Masterlist

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Elizabeth Donnelly Masterlist

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Amanda Rollins

She’s Been to Hell And Back ~S13!Alex Cabot xFem Wife!Reader(feat. Casey, Rita, Liz, Liv, & Amanda)[MATURE]

Rafael Barba

Taking Care of My Girl ~Dom!Rafael Barba xFem Sub!Girlfriend!Reader

My Guardian Angel ~Broken!Rita Calhoun xFem Younger!Investigator!Reader (Liz Donnelly x Alex Cabot) feat. Rafael Barba & Olivia Benson

Cruella

Baroness Van Hellman

Only Murders in the Building

Jan Bellows

The Good Wife/The Good Fight

Diane Lockhart

Doors Closing

Flux Gourmet

Jan Stevens

The Beekeeper

Jessica Danforth

Stranger Things

Joyce Byers

Doctor Who

Amy Pond

River Song

Homeland

Elizabeth Keane

In Her Time of Need

House of Cards

Heather Dunbar

Hannibal

Frederick Chilton

Elementary

Cassandra Walker

Joan Watson

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catcryingemoji · 3 years

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lesssssssshmokkkkeee

#girls who smoke #stoner #lesbian #closetedlesbian #gay #lgbtq #weed #actually borderline #bipolar #borderline personality disorder #la verdadera yo

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the-sapphic-moon · 4 years

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I should've known I was a lesbian ages ago, cos when my friends casually mentioned how good looking a girl was (which was usually accompanied by a simple nod), my gay ass kept staring at her like

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newtinalover8189 · 3 years

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Quinn's Lament (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/LiVKx7IRubb Quinn Tabaro is one of my repeating characters. She's also closeted. This is basically me taking the lyrics to the song 'Little Miss Perfect' by Joriah Kwame and changing them a little bit to fit Quinn's story. She's going back through her thoughts of how she'd fallen in love with her best friend, but she didn't feel the same way about Quinn.

#closeted #closetedlesbian #fantasticbeasts #harrypotter #lgbtq #quinntabaro #tinagoldstein #books #wattpad #amwriting

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chaoticfrost · 4 years

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for like,,, 0.05 seconds i felt like i was out to my family??? lol

#why did i post this #sapphic #closeted #closetedgay #gay #gayness #homosexuality #lesbian #closetedlesbian #closetedhomosexual #closet #wlw #sappho #lgbt

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angieee999 · 5 years

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If ya wanna read my mental demise.....

Can I just emphasize how fucking terrible it is to be so in love with the most beautiful human being in the world and not be able to love them because its actually dangerous for you to be out and happy? like??? I just wanna love this girl with everything but I know I can never be with her without losing my family and everything I’ve ever known in my life?? And I can’t even talk to her without feeling like my heart is being ripped out of my chest and shoved down my throat and everything hurts cuz I know I can’t make her happy anymore and I know she’ll find someone so much better who can love her and be with her in the way she deserves and knowing it isn’t me just physically kills me and makes me want to cease to exist from this disgusting homophobic world I’m living in??

Between actually working for the stupid fucking Catholic Church and living with a hella homophobic mother who physically hurt me and sent me to conversion camp at 15 years old I really truly cannot ever just be happy and gay without just completely displacing myself from my life and the people I’ve grown up to love and protect and it’s just so unfair? I just miss this girl so much and I want to be with her so bad and I hate myself for hurting her. If I know I can never be gay why would I let myself fall in love with her? She loved me even with all my faults and all the baggage I’ve carried with me and I can’t believe how incredibly stupid I am for not letting myself be with her.

I hate that I can’t be myself but I hate myself even more than anything because of what i did to this incredible girl. She is the love of my life and I swear I’m never going to love anyone even close to the way I’ve loved her. She’s my everything and I want her to be happy and that can only happen with me out of the picture. She does not deserve to be kept a secret.

#closeted #closetedlesbian #lesbianproblems #sad #soulmate #gayproblems #fallingapart #unhappy #imissher

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evil-ghouls · 5 years

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I am not ready yet to come out of the closet but i am preparing myself to come out soon. I am from a very strict religious family so it is a bit harder to come out. I just wanna say that whether you are out or not :

YOU ARE VALID!

YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID!

So, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Be happy always and happy PRIDE month!

📷 Credits: smatterbrain from Twitter!

#pride month #closetedlesbian #lesbian

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not-so-closeted-lesbean-blog · 5 years

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Everytime a girl in my class had a boyfriend I was like why do you need a boyfriend at that age this relationship totally unnecessary but when I figured out my sexuality it was like ohhhh i don’t want boyfriend because I want girlfriend... well that makes sense right?

#closetedlesbian #lgbtq #i’m dumb

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very-classy-gay · 6 years

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That is why I am being really fucking gay lately, its pride month!! Gotta wear that flannel, and vibrate that lesbian vibes, y'all

#gay #lesbian #wlw #closetedlesbian #lgbt #lgbt community #loveislove #pridemonth #im gay youre gay everybody gay

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phillipbloch · 6 years

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#mymom died in 1995 of #brestcancer she was #thewoman of my father's dreams but she had a secret #dl they lived they loved they laughed they fought they cried they divorced she was ahead of her time she loved me but never really got the whole #motherhood thing we were a team #coconspirators we loved all the samethings she was a #careerwoman #creative #artist #animallover #doggroomer to the stars #licensedrealestatebroker until somewhere in the circle of life it all went very wrong & somehow this damaged young woman became a #bipolar #paranoidschizophrenic #selfmedicated & #addicted #hoarder #closetedlesbian she never really got to live #parttwo of her life she never knew how to live her #bestlife she #livedalie and died with her #

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i-listen-to-girl-in-redd · 4 years

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Being really good friends with a guy and having EVERYONE shipping the two of you because you look like a couple and when he tells you he likes you you just get sad and force yourself into liking him, even if the thought of kissing him is disgusting and his smell repulses you

#comphet #comphetthings #ithoughiwasbi #closetedlesbians #it fucked me up #disgusting #lgbt #lgbtq #ireallytriedtolikemen

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cissyenthusiast010155 · 3 months

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I’m Here, My Love ~Motherly!Soft!Agnes van Rhijn xFem Younger(30s)!ClosetedLesbian!Reader

Summary— Agnes has always had a soft spot for Reader. And the older woman is always there in Readers times of need.

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Warnings: Angst, little fluff, age gap (all legal), crying, implied anxiety attack, arranged marriage, pregnancy, closeted sexuality, physical comfort, kisses, etc.

Enjoy (;

You were Oscar’s best friend from childhood. Both of you having realized you were gay and had somewhat similar struggles, held a strong friendship.

The big difference?

Your family had forced you to marry another old money New York misogynist asshole.

One rough fight in a particular between you and your husband brought you to the Van Rhijn doorstep. Tears were flowing down your cheeks, your eyes stained, your hair messy, as you waited for the door to be answered from your knock. But instead of Oscar, it was Mrs. Van Rhijn who answered.

“Oh Dear, Y/N, are you quite alright…?” The older woman as concerningly.

You had practically grown up in the Van Rhijn household, always trying to escape from your own home.

Agnes urged you to come inside, guiding you past the hallway and into the living room. Aunt Ada and Miss Marian were sitting in the lounge, having some afternoon tea.

At the sight of you, both women stood up and immediately flocked to your side. Agnes tutted them to give you some room, guiding you to sit down on the couch next to her. Her hand rested on your back, as she comforted you. Aunt Ada and Miss Marian started chattering with questions and concern.

“Ladies. Please…” Agnes sternlywarned the women to calm down.

She then turned to you with a look at you, her face softening with concern.

“What happened, my love, hmmm…?” Agnes whispered, tucking a stray strand of hair to the side and behind your ear.

Marian’s eye widened a little at how soft and caring Agnes was being. She hadn’t lived here long, but she had never known Agnes to be anything but stern and direct. But not with you…? It perplexed Marian.

But Marian didn’t know your struggle. Agnes did. Agnes had seen you struggle with your desires since you were a little girl. She had seen you forced into a marriage you hadn’t consented to. She had seen you go through suffering, yet keep your head up nonetheless.

Agnes respected your strong will. And you hers. And this rarely happened. In all the thirty four years that Agnes had known you, you had only ever cried once. The night before your weeding…

“I… I— mmmm” you chocked out, trying to get your words out, but struggling through your sobs.

Agnes’ hand circled your back comfortingly.

At that moment, some of the servants of the house came upstairs to see what the commotion was about. Agnes quickly shooed them away. Then afterwards, she sent Miss Marian out as well. This now gave you, Agnes, and Aunt Ada more privacy.

“Breathe, Y/N, breath…” she reminded you, “Take a deep breath and talk to me…”

“Y/N Dear, talk to us…” Ada cooed caringly.

Ada always had an easier time with sympathy and care. It just came more naturally to the woman than her sister. Agnes nodded in agreement to Ada’s words.

Just as Agnes was nodding, you felt a wave of nausea hit you. You groaned and Ada’s eyes widened, understanding. She ran and grabbed a bucket, and you grabbed it swiftly before emptying out your entire stomache into the bucket. Your groaned, and Agnes quickly helped to clean you up. This only concerned the women even more.

“I didn’t… didn’t want it…” you whimpered, “didn’t—didn’t want it…”

The sisters furrowed their brows lightly. Your stomache gurgled and you placed your hand in front of you mouth, trying to suppress your nausea.

“Oh god…” you groaned, “I… didn’t want— no no don’t want…”

Agnes’ eyes widened as you swayed back and forth next to her. It clicked for her. She looked over to confused Ada and suggestively made eye contact, then looked towards your stomache, then made eye contact with her sister once more. Ada’s jaw dropped and her eyes widened. She silently mouthed and oh and covered her mouth.

“Sweetheart, are you… with child…?” Ada asked gently.

At her words, you started sobbing again. Agnes rubbed your back a little faster and began shushing you.

“Shhhh, Y/N, we can’t have the whole block hearing you…” Agnes whispered softly.

“I— sorry… hic! um yes, I am…” you stammered, lowering your voice but accidentally hiccuping in the middle of your statement.

You swiftly wiped the tears away from your face, and went to try and fix your hair. Agnes telling to you quiet down sent reality back into you.

“I’m sorry for coming, I’m sorry for all of this…” you muttered, moving away from Agnes’ touch, “I’m simply overreacting…”

You knew your words weren’t true deep down, but on the surface, you believed them…

“Hush now, child.” Agnes shook her head and stopped your from pulling away, “Now, I’m going to set you up in the guest room for tonight, where you used to stay when you were young. You remember?—”

You bit your lip, your eyes starting to water again, and nodded.

“Good. And then you are to eat dinner with us and sleep here for the night. Tomorrow morning, when you are more level headed, you and I will have a longer conversation about this…”

You hiccuped again and nodded.

“Thank you” you whispered.

“Nonsense. It’s the least we could do. Now, you will unfortunately need to inform your husband…” Agnes softly said.

Alarm bells started to go off. You started to shake and were about ready to start sobbing again. Luckily, Ada then stepped in and offered to send a letter to explain that you had gotten sick while having dinner and were gonna plan to stay the night. Agnes agreed to this, then standing up to call for the servants to have your room prepared.

Ada began to write the letter right away, And once your room was ready, Agnes took you by the arm and guided you upstairs. She let you into your old room, leaning close and giving you a kiss on your forehead.

“Sleep for now, my love. I’ll come get you in time for dinner…” Agnes hummed softly.

You nodded and thanked the older woman once more.

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catcryingemoji · 3 years

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hey yall kinda made this account as a secret 👀 cause i have a lot of secrets and virtually no one that i trust enough to tell them to :)

1. i am a lesbian in a 2 year long relationship with a man and feeling very lost and confused and guilty and fake (also have a crush on this one girl which makes me feel extra shitty)

2. pretty sure i have autism but rn im diagnosed with bipolar 2, borderline personality disorder and cptsd (but when i bring this up around my fam they yell at me and say i’m “normal”)

3. i used to smoke weed like once a month now i smoke all day every day 😅

my name is madie, i’m 21, i’m a microbio major (spanish minor) in her 4th year, living in a city 4 hrs away from anyone she’s ever known, i have a kitty who i love very much, um....

Like i said this is a secret random account . i just want unbiased answers & anonymous support ( and maybe make a few friends along the way too!)

i’ll be posting in the form of texts, reblogging, and the occasional video/picture.

#closetedlesbian #in the closet #actually borderline #mental health #girls who smoke #bpd #bipolar #bipolar 2 #autism #self dx #self dx autism #girls with autism #la verdadera yo

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the-sapphic-moon · 5 years

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Me, passionately belting out the lyrics to 'perfect' by Ed Sheeran, low-key hoping my fam questions my sexuality and high-key wishing they never do, and just mind their business. Is true closeted energy.

#I found a girrrrl for meeee #darling just dive right in #follow my leaaad #lesbian #poc lesbian #sapphic #closetedlesbian #closeted lesbian #wlw #wlw aesthetic #wlw moodboard #single wlw #love #pride month #pride #lgbtq community #lgbt

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miquellaslily · 7 years

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They thought they were being attacked on the closetedlesbians textpost tonta

gjdfo i kn ow

a blog about being a closeted lesbian: I’m def bi lmao I just,, dont like men!!uglies: wow this offends Me, it’s biphobic end it

#Anonymous

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chaoticfrost · 4 years

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sometimes i just forget that straight people exist

like,,, in a movie people kiss and i'll be like

oh. the straights

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