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Little Mouse: Lethal (M)
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pairing: frat boy!jk x f. reader
genre: established relationship au, smut [21+]
summary: Jungkook loves getting you gifts when he鈥檚 out and about shopping. Today鈥檚 gift leaves little to the imagination, and he can鈥檛 keep his hands to himself... not that you鈥檙e any better.
wc: 5k
warnings: cursing, pet names (babe, baby, little mouse, good girl), vmin mention, pierced!kook (eyebrow), tattooed!koo, jk pretends he doesn鈥檛 know the pajamas are see-through, marking (biting, hickeys, bruising, scratching), breast play, hair pulling, grinding, handjob, jk is an ass man, oc sits on jk鈥檚 face, messy 69, oral sex, mention of oc being submissive and bratty, manhandling, fingering, spanking, unprotected sex, choking, spit kink, titfuck, cum facial, cum eating
a/n: here鈥檚 another version of the lace set of Jungkook鈥檚 July live. It鈥檚 still his birthday in the US so I wanted to post. Hope you enjoy!
date: September 1, 2021
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Jungkook enjoyed spending time at your place. He loved the silence it provided, away from Taehyung鈥檚 antics and Jimin鈥檚 flirtatiousness as he tried to make Taehyung jealous with one of his conquests.
It was no secret Jungkook enjoyed being at your place, tidying up and trying to keep himself busy while you were at work or school. Tonight was Friday, and he鈥檇 gotten off early, using his free time to stop by a shop on his way home to get you a gift. You loved Jungkook鈥檚 gifts. Sometimes they were flowers, chocolate, a bracelet you鈥檇 seen while out shopping for a birthday present, a hoodie to match his. Simple things he knew you鈥檇 love.
However, his latest purchase was for his eyes only. A matching set of lace pajamas that left nothing to the imagination. His tiny smug smile lit up his face as he admired himself in the bathroom mirror. His boxers could easily be seen, and he giggled . You鈥檇 be so surprised!
A few more minutes of Jungkook admiring himself in the mirror, including his eyebrow piercing, and he was ready to go. He just needed you to get home first.
Eagerly, his eyes land on the wall clock as he steps into your bedroom. You should be arriving any second now. He grinned, butterflies fluttering wildly in his abdomen as he did a little wiggle to let out some of the excitement.
鈥淏aby, are you home?鈥 Jungkook hears you call out from the doorway. The clatter of your shoes hitting the floor has him dashing out of the room.
Hollering, Jungkook startles you. 鈥淐lose your eyes, babe! Close your eyes! I have a surprise!鈥
Out of surprise, you do as you鈥檙e told. Jungkook chuckles, apologizing softly as he shuts and locks your front door. He places his hands over your eyes to keep you from peeking, something he knows you鈥檒l do if given the chance. He鈥檚 learned from his past mistakes. You were too curious for your own good, but he wouldn鈥檛 change anything about you, his little mouse.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 the surprise?鈥 You ask as you walk forward, your boyfriend鈥檚 firm chest pressed to your back as he guides you. You could feel the energy radiating off him, so you鈥檇 go along with it. A smile appears on your face, giggling when he huffs once you鈥檝e stopped walking.
鈥淟ittle mouse,鈥 he growls in a warning. You nearly moan, gently drooping in his hold. Jungkook chuckles. His breath brushes your skin. 鈥淏e good for me, baby. Can you do that? Can you be a good girl for me?鈥
鈥淵es,鈥 you breathe in response. Your body鈥檚 hot, nearly boiling with lust at the mere sound of his voice. You鈥檇 drop to your knees in a millisecond if he so commanded it in that tone.
鈥淕ood!鈥 Jungkook giggles, his tattooed hand wrapped around your waist to guide you into the bathroom.
鈥淜ook,鈥 you start, hands reaching out to feel the bathroom counter. 鈥淲hat鈥檚 going on?鈥
鈥淣othing at all, little mouse. Take a shower and I鈥檒l have your surprise waiting on the counter when you鈥檙e done.鈥 With a brow raised, you eyed him suspiciously.
鈥淥kay, Kookie.鈥
Jungkook grins, kissing your cheek as he ushers you further into the bathroom, shutting the door after. You roll your eyes, wondering what he was up to as you undress and start the shower.
Minutes fly by as you shower, ending it as quickly as possible before you鈥檙e wrapped in a towel. You dry yourself off along with your hair, tossing your dirty clothes into the hamper in the closet after.
On the bathroom counter, you see Jungkook鈥檚 surprise folded neatly wrapped with a white bow.
鈥淔ancy,鈥 you murmur as you untie the ribbon. It falls apart easily, spilling to the sides before fluttering to the floor beneath your feet.
You lift the top, eyes wide when you see it鈥檚 a lace top. It鈥檚 completely see-through! Your finger pokes the material, your fingertip visible on the other side. Grinning widely, you put it on, clasping the buttons as you go.
The bottoms are just as see-through, and you wonder if Jungkook was aware of this. He meant well with his gifts, but he tended to overlook things (like the sheerness of an item) if it was cute. You wouldn鈥檛 lie though. You loved the pajamas even if they left little to the imagination. Your nipples nearly poked out of the fabric, and you giggle as you turn to admire yourself. Surely Jungkook has done this on purpose.
鈥淟ittle Mouse,鈥 he calls from the other side of the door. 鈥淎re you dressed? I wanna see!鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 coming!鈥 You call back. 鈥淚鈥檓 definitely coming,鈥 you whisper with a mischievous grin.
Slowly, you open the door and step into the hallway toward your bedroom, where Jungkook is distracted by his microphone, trying to plug it up for a night of karaoke and pizza.
Just like yours, Jungkook鈥檚 matching set of pajamas is see-through. His boxer briefs cling to his thighs as he moves, dropping to his knees to get a better view of the connection. You鈥檇 bet money he had no clue they were see-through.
鈥淚鈥檓 here, babe. I love these,鈥 you say, gaining his attention after a tiny 鈥 aha 鈥 escapes him when he finally connects the mic.
鈥淒o you like them?鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 nervous tone is nearly overcome with his energy, nearly bouncing off the walls as he rocks back and forth.
鈥淚 love them,鈥 you assure him. You spin slowly for him to admire you in them. A small gasp escapes him as you face him once again. He gulps, eyes zeroed in on your chest where your nipples are hard and visible through the material.
With wide eyes, and mouth slightly agape, Jungkook is shocked. 鈥淚 can see your nipples.鈥
鈥淛ungkook!鈥 You exclaim, covering your chest with your arms. He blushes, apologizing as his gaze meets yours, eyes hooded.
鈥淚 can see everything,鈥 he murmurs as his eyes roam your body, stopping at your thighs. 鈥淢ove your arm.鈥
You do as you鈥檙e told, moving your arm out of the way for him to get a good view.
鈥淔uck.鈥 He licks his lips, crossing the space between you to cup your face, pulling you into a kiss. 鈥淵ou look phenomenal.鈥
鈥淭ell me, Jungkook鈥︹ you sigh his name as his lips meet your neck, his hands gripping your hips. He hums in response, only half listening to you. 鈥淒id you get these lace ones because they were see-through?鈥
Jungkook steps back, pierced brow raised in question. 鈥淲hat?鈥
鈥淭hey鈥檙e see-through. Yours too,鈥 you point at his thighs where you can see his boxers peeking through. Jungkook looks down, eyes wide as he turns in a circle, much like a dog would when he鈥檚 chasing his tail.
With pink dusted cheeks, Jungkook smiled sheepishly. 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 know until I got home.鈥
A laugh escapes you, shaking your head before pulling Jungkook into a kiss. 鈥淥h, my bunny. How could you not notice?!鈥
Jungkook murmurs something against your lips, but you deepen the kiss, his tongue pushing past them to twine with yours. You easily fall back into your bed, a moan falling from your lips as you scoot further on the bed. Jungkook鈥檚 hands grip your legs, spreading them to nestle in between.
鈥淎ccident or not,鈥 he grips the lace collar between his fingers, rubbing it. 鈥淵ou look hot as fuck.鈥
鈥淪o do you,鈥 you compliment, your hand sliding between your bodies to grip his cock, not surprised to find him semi-hard already.
鈥淜iss me, little mouse,鈥 he whispers. After kissing you, his lips find their home in the column of your throat while his fingers pinch your nipple that pushes through the soft fabric.
鈥淓asy access,鈥 he chuckles darkly, his fingers undoing the first button of your top to plant a kiss on your sternum.
Your fingers run through his short black hair, momentarily missing his long thick locks that you鈥檇 tug on for hours on end. But your boyfriend was still just as ethereal, just as sinful as his tongue peeks from between his pretty pink lips to swipe along his bottom lip. He eyes you hungrily. A low growl reverberated against his chest as he licks your pert bud over the lace. His name escapes you in a sigh, fingers gripping his locks as you arch into him.
鈥淓asy, little mouse,鈥 he tuts, grinning from ear to ear as his tongue teases you once again. 鈥淓asy.鈥
You nod, swallowing thickly as his fingers slide beneath your top, cupping your other breast. With a featherlight touch, he gently squeezes while his lips return to your other nipple, suckling it over the lace. His fiery tongue sends your mind spinning, your body growing needy for his touch in other places but Jungkook ignores your whimpered pleas for more and the tightening of your succulent thighs holding onto his waist.
鈥淛ungkook,鈥 you moan, tugging on his hair to bring him to your lips. His hands slide beneath your top, gently caressing the softness of your skin. His fingers undo the rest of the buttons, pushing the top off your shoulders to toss on your bedroom floor.
鈥淪o pretty,鈥 he smiles, his eyes crinkling at the corners as his large tattooed hands run over your body, gently pressing his thumbs into your skin to feel more of you. Soft bruises may appear the next morning, little reminders left of his touch that you鈥檒l smile when you see them, remembering the way he so lovingly caressed you.
Your hands slide over his arms, a finger tracing his newest tattoo that鈥檚 filled in the gaps of his arm. Jungkook follows your movements with his eyes, curious to see where you鈥檒l go next as you gently push at his chest. He鈥檚 hesitant to lie down, wanting to pleasure you instead, but he easily gives in when your lips press a kiss to his sculpted jaw. Jungkook was putty in your hands and he knew it.
鈥淭hese are so lovely, Kook. So soft and pretty鈥︹ you whisper, fingers tracing the design, smiling smugly when your fingertip passes over Jungkook鈥檚 nipple. He gasps, eyes filled with wonder as you lean down, pressing a kiss to his chest. He resists the urge to grip your hair in his hand, to kiss you as passionately as he so desperately desires.
Instead, Jungkook curses when your tongue flicks his hard nipple, groaning throatily when your teeth tug on it along with the lace. His eyes flutter shut, his hands gripping your hips as you settle your thighs on either side of his.
A wanton moan spills from his lips, causing you to clench around nothing. Your teeth sink into your bottom lip, barely stifling the cry that threatens to escape. Glittering eyes meet your own, as Jungkook鈥檚 chest rises and falls, ignoring the rapid beat of his heart against his ribcage.
鈥淪o sensitive,鈥 you coo, fingers slowly working the buttons of his shirt with ease. When his taut torso is on display, your mouth waters, and you鈥檙e left utterly speechless. It always surprised you how amazing he looked, and the fact that he was all yours was the cherry on top.
鈥淟ittle mouse,鈥 he breathes, groaning when your fingers pinch his nipples. You don鈥檛 allow him to remove the lace top fully, pushing it to the sides to not get it in the way, but otherwise, it remains on his body.
鈥淗mm?鈥 you hum in response, lips pressing kisses across his chest, moving upward to nip and suck at his neck. Jungkook moans, hips bucking into yours. 鈥淪o cute.鈥
Jungkook blushes, feeling the heat surge to his cheeks. He whines in protest, but a swift nip of your teeth on his skin has him moaning your name instead. His hands grip your hips, neck turning to the side to allow you more room. With his hair short now, it would prove difficult to hide the marks you were leaving behind, but he couldn鈥檛 care much in the heat of the moment, not when your tongue laved over each mark after.
Sitting up, you place your hands on his chest, running them up and down as he watches you with curious eyes. You smile, wiggling on his lap before leaning down to capture his lips with yours, grunting when his hand grips your hair, tongue twining with yours as he quickly deepens the kiss. Lust burns in your veins, hips moving of their own accord.
Jungkook is panting, his hands full of your ass. You whimper in his hold, kissing him harsher, as your body rocks with his. Your hand slips between your bodies, wrapping around his throbbing cock. He groans, his eyes squeezed shut as he sinks his teeth into his bottom lip to muffle a whiny moan of your name. It鈥檚 fruitless, hearing him so wanton burns a fire deep within you, craving to hear more of those dulcet cries.
A flame burns deep inside Jungkook, fueled by the dulcet sounds of your desires as you tug his lace bottoms off. His cock is hard, thick, and drooling pre-cum when it鈥檚 finally released. Your hand wraps around it easily, mouth-watering at the sight of it. Jungkook grunts, eyes shut as you flick your wrist, your thumb collecting pre-cum to swirl around the head.
鈥淔uck,鈥 Jungkook huffs, biting his lower lip as he meets your gaze. 鈥淪it on his face.鈥
鈥淲hat?鈥 You question, shocked by his command. Jungkook rolls his eyes, smacking your thigh before giving it a light pinch. 鈥淪it on my face.鈥
Jungkook鈥檚 hands pull on the waistband of your bottoms, quickly tugging them down your thighs, allowing you to kick them off while he leans back onto his heels. He gives you a moment to untangle them from your ankles before he鈥檚 settling on the bed on his back, raising a dark brow expectantly.
Gulping, you nod as you climb over him, only to have him turn you so your back is facing him. You bite back a noise of surprise, cheeks flushing with heat and mild embarrassment of him being so up close and personal with your lower region.
Jungkook senses your hesitation, his hands coming to stroke your back soothingly. 鈥淲e can stop if you want to, little mouse. We don鈥檛 have to do anything you鈥檙e not comfortable with.鈥
You soften at his words, knowing he truly means them and it gives you a small burst of confidence to lower yourself on him, gasping when he pulls you lower and his lips brush your thighs.
Slowly, Jungkook gives your folds a tantalizing lick. You bite back a moan, trying to focus your attention on his cock. Your hand wraps around him, mind muddled with lust as Jungkook dives in, lewdly sucking and slurping at your arousal, spreading you open further with his tattooed fingers.
He鈥檚 so lost in the taste of you, he鈥檚 taken by surprise when your tongue flicks over his mushroomed tip. Encouraged by his melodious moan, your lips wrap around him, sinking on his cock as your jaw relaxes.
You do your best to keep your rhythm but Jungkook鈥檚 tongue is too much for you. He knows exactly how to pleasure you, to make you a quivering, crying mess as you do try your hardest to suck his cock. It鈥檚 useless, you slobber all over him, messily trying to salvage this blowjob, but when his lips wrap around your clit and his fingers push inside you, curling just right, it鈥檚 over.
Garbled cries of Jungkook鈥檚 name are muffled by his cock hitting the back of your throat before you鈥檙e pulling off him. You inhale profoundly, your throat aching slightly as you sit up. Your boyfriend groans, gripping your soft thighs tightly in his hands as eats you out with a vengeance. You鈥檙e soaking wet, his skin sticky with your wetness but he craves more of it.
鈥淛ungkook,鈥 you whimper, hand reaching back to grab a handful of his thick hair, riding his face as your orgasm builds at an alarming rate. Jungkook senses your impatience, his tongue moving faster, his fingers adding pressure to your clit as you try not to suffocate him, but your head lolls back and pleasure consumes every bit of you as you鈥檙e slammed headfirst into a mind-boggling orgasm.
Jungkook moans, drinking you in as he tries to swallow every last bit of your cum. His dick throbs, yearning to be stuffed inside you until you鈥檙e a writhing, sobbing mess for him. The thought alone is almost enough for him to cum unprovoked.
With legs trembling like a leaf, you pull yourself off your boyfriend, who looks like he鈥檚 just been doused in honey. You smile sheepishly, pressing your lips to his, deepening it when you taste yourself on his lips.
Jungkook loves kissing you, loves the sweet noises you make when he does and he loves the feel of your body in his hands. You鈥檙e so soft, so delicate, and it drives him wild. He knows better though, knows it鈥檚 all an act in bed because you鈥檙e headstrong, confident, and a force to be reckoned with outside of the bedroom. It is a privilege to see you like this, soft with a dash of submissiveness in bed.
However, he knows all your little tricks, knows when your bratty streak is about to surface, so he shuts it down before it can flourish, knowing it鈥檇 drive you mad with lust.
You find it hard to keep your hands to yourself, reaching for him, but a stern look from him and a raised brow makes you lay back on the bed.
A smirk appears on his lips, his lust-filled eyes settling on yours. 鈥淪uch a good little mouse, aren鈥檛 you? So obedient.鈥
You whine, yearning to get your hands on him. To feel his skin beneath your fingertips, dig your nails into his back as you writhe beneath him.
鈥淧lease,鈥 you beg.
Jungkook takes pity on you, his hand cupping your face. His lips brush yours, hands moving to pin your wrists above your head as he trails kisses from your lips, down your jaw, to your neck, and ending between your breasts.
His firm hold on you made you mewl, earning a chuckle from your boyfriend as he planted a kiss on your side. His eyes are hooded when they meet yours, his fingers dancing across from one hip to the other as he settles onto his knees.
Jungkook鈥檚 hands grip your hips, thumbs pressing into the softness of them, his gaze making you pulse. Heat bubbles in your abdomen, feeling a new wave of arousal consume you as you reach out for his inky locks. With a smirk, Jungkook nips your wrist, shaking his head before he鈥檚 flipping you onto your stomach. A startled scream escapes you, muffled by the pillow underneath you.
鈥淥ops,鈥 Jungkook apologizes, his large hand lying flat on your lower back. He bites his bottom lip, breath stuttered as he takes in the curves of your gorgeous body. How lucky he was to have you all to himself. His cock throbs, his heart skips a beat, and his hands greedily grab your hips to pull you onto your knees.
You鈥檙e dripping wet, glistening for him. His chest swells with pride, knowing he鈥檇 been the one to get you so aroused, so fucking wet. 聽
鈥淜ook,鈥 you whine, looking at him from over your shoulder. Your lashes flutter, wiggling your hips to capture his attention. Jungkook chuckles, his hand caressing your thigh, dipping in between to tease you.
鈥淚 haven鈥檛 forgotten about you, little mouse. So pretty and wet for me鈥 how could I forget about my baby?鈥 Jungkook raises a brow, his finger pushing past your entrance. You sigh, feeling a second finger push in to join the first.
One hand wraps around his cock, stroking himself to the rhythm of his fingers ducking into your wet heat. He curses, shaking his hair out of his eyes for a better view of you sucking his fingers in greedily. He can鈥檛 wait to bury his cock inside you, stretch you and fill you to the hilt. To feel your velvet soft walls wrap around him, tighten around his cock to hold him in as he pistons in and out of you.
鈥淧lease?鈥 you gasp as his thumb rubs your clit, taking note of how your thighs tremble as you do your best to meet his eyes, mirroring your lust-drunk ones.
Who is he to say no when you鈥檙e asking so prettily? Jungkook swallows thickly, using his tattooed arm to wipe the sheen of sweat off his forehead. His tongue swipes along his lower lip, his eyes roaming over every inch of your body as his hands caress every bit of your body.
A sharp slap across your ass has you grunting, a surprised cry escaping you. You鈥檙e not shocked to see Jungkook mesmerized by the way it jiggles after. It comes as no surprise to you that your sweet tattooed boyfriend is an ass man. His small smile and glittering eyes make you melt鈥 until he smacks your ass once again.
鈥淔uck,鈥 his tongue peeks between his pretty pink lips as he admires your body, drinking you in. He loves the way your skin heats beneath his palms when he rubs you, hoping to relieve the stinging. You moan wantonly, begging him for more. He chuckles, 鈥渁nything for you, little mouse.鈥
Jungkook鈥檚 hand comes down on you once again and his name rolls off your tongue in a sinful cry that has his cock throbbing. Curses spill from his lips, groaning as he spreads you open, his fingertips ghosting over your folds.
鈥淚 need you,鈥 he states, leaning over you to press a kiss on your shoulder. You lean into his touch, arching further to tempt him. A sigh leaves you as you feel his cock press against you, coating the head in your arousal, teasingly circling your entrance before pushing in.
鈥淔uck yes, Jungkook!鈥
鈥淟ittle mouse,鈥 Jungkook breathed, grunting as the head of his cock pushed past the initial resistance. 鈥淔uck, baby.鈥 His eyes nearly roll to the back of his head. Breath stuttered as he grips your hips tightly in his big hands.
鈥淜ook,鈥 you whine, causing him to loosen his hold a tiny bit. Slowly, he pushes in and out of you, listening attentively to every cry that escapes your lips. When those breathy sighs turn into moans and pleas for more, he picks up his pace. His hands roam over your body, gripping and squeezing every bit he can.
It鈥檚 not long until the obscene sounds of your coupling fill the bedroom. The room has grown several degrees hotter, your body beading with sweat as you meet each of your boyfriend鈥檚 earth-shattering thrusts. His hand glides up your back, easily reaching forward to wrap around your throat to pull you up.
Jungkook鈥檚 lips find yours easily, kissing you deeply. His hips grind against your ass, fingers squeezing the sides of your throat. He watches as your eyes roll back, pushing your ass into him, lips parting to moan his name. Swallowing thickly, Jungkook slowly releases you. Owlishly, you blink as the slight fogginess clears. His fingers brush your hair aside, exposing your neck to his lips as he leans forward to kiss and nip the column of your throat until he鈥檚 leaving his mark in the sensitive spot where your neck meets your shoulder.
With great ease, Jungkook maneuvers you onto your back. It happens so quickly; you don鈥檛 even realize he鈥檚 manhandled you onto your bed until you鈥檙e staring up at him with your wide eyes. Jungkook smirks, chuckling when you reach out for him, fingers lacing in his hair as you tug him toward your for a kiss.
It鈥檚 messy. Your teeth bite his lower lip, sucking it before releasing it. A deep guttural grunt leaves Jungkook, eyes filled with lust and a hunger for you that he plans to satiate with your body. He hovers over you, overwhelming you with his broad body. Even sweating, he鈥檚 gorgeous as fuck and when he sticks his tongue out you open your mouth. His pierced brow raises in question for a moment, confused. It takes a few seconds for him to realize what you鈥檙e silently asking for as he grips your thighs, spreading you open for him.
鈥淥pen up for me, baby,鈥 he demands. You open wider, gasping when he spits in your mouth and you immediately swallow. 鈥淔ilthy little mouse.鈥
You bite your lip, 鈥測ou love it.鈥
Jungkook can鈥檛 deny it, because he does. So, so much.
鈥淚 do.鈥
Smiling, you welcome him back into you, your legs wrapped around his hips securely. He grunts, eyes widening in surprise as he catches himself before he has a chance to fall on you. Your giggles make him smile, shaking his head. 鈥淐areful, baby. I don鈥檛 want to hurt you.鈥
You say nothing as you kiss him, gasping when he pushes in deeper. Your nails dig into his back, leaving pink trails down his back. Your eyes flutter shut, body heated, fueled with lust as you lose yourself in Jungkook. Everything feels too hot , too much , and yet not enough.
Jungkook鈥檚 fingers easily lace with yours, pinning your hands on either side of your head as he finds his rhythm and fucks you steadily. His lips find their home on the column of your throat, his cries muffled as your nails leave crescent moons on his muscular back. Your thighs tremble, wrapped around his hips, as you raise them to meet each of his thrusts.
Pleasure overwhelms every cell in your body, fire running through your veins as you beg your boyfriend to fuck you harder. You鈥檙e so close to your orgasm, you can almost taste it, almost feel it.
鈥淛ungkook! Please, baby. I鈥檓 s-so close,鈥 you stutter as you plead with him to get you there, needing to cum while he鈥檚 buried balls deep. You鈥檙e already pulsing, your pussy ready to cream his cock. Your fingers tug on his black locks, holding him to you as you arch into his body.
鈥淔uck,鈥 Jungkook curses into your skin, muffled as he feels you tighten around him. You鈥檙e writhing beneath him, your words becoming intelligible babble as you feel your orgasm hit you hard and fast.
鈥淛ungkook. Jungkook. Jungkook.鈥 His name is the only word left in your vocabulary as you hold him close, sobbing into his shoulder as he fucks you through it, promising he鈥檒l get you through it as you cling to him. You kiss him deeply. Jungkook easily swallows all your muffled moans and groans, your quivering body falling apart as he continues to fuck you through one orgasm and straight into another.
鈥淚 can鈥檛,鈥 you breathe, body shaking. Your thighs fall uselessly at your side. Jungkook presses a kiss to your chest. 鈥淐um on my face.鈥
Jungkook鈥檚 eyes double in size. 鈥淲hat?鈥
鈥淐um on my face, please?鈥 you ask bashfully.
Jungkook nods, carefully pulling out of you. He鈥檇 been so close, cock throbbing in his hand as he positioned himself beside you, but you shake your head, patting your chest. With slight hesitation, Jungkook straddles your ribcage, careful not to place too much of his weight on you as you press your tits together, spitting on them to help him glide between them.
Your tongue sticks out, licking at his cock with every thrust. Jungkook鈥檚 head lolls back, his thighs quivering. He鈥檚 so close.
His tongue peeks between his lips, eyes closed as he fucks your tits. You sit up slightly, watching him with hungry eyes as he tugs his bottom lip between his teeth, exposing the cute mole beneath his lip. Grunts escape him, his voice shaky as he utters through his heavy pants; warning you he鈥檚 close.
鈥淔uck,鈥 he groans deeply, his heated gaze meeting yours. His hand cups your cheek, smiling when you lean into his touch. With a hum, he brushes his thumb along your bottom lip. 鈥淥pen.鈥
You do so without a second thought, your lashes fluttering as you close your eyes. Jungkook鈥檚 moans grew louder, his devilish grunts making you thrum with excitement and a tiny burst of arousal.
鈥淪o good for me, little mouse,鈥 Jungkook states, grunting as he strokes his cock at a hastened pace. He groans and curses, his eyes focused on your lips as he moans your name when he finally cums. You flinch at the first spurt that hits you out of surprise, but open your mouth wider in hopes of getting some on your tongue.
Jungkook aims for your mouth after painting your cheeks and chin, nearly whimpering when you take his cock in your mouth, licking and sucking every drop out of him. His muscular thighs tremble at your sides, his hands weaved in your hair as he catches his breath for a moment before he鈥檚 using the last of his energy to climb off you and fall onto the bed next to you.
It鈥檚 silent for a second, you focus on the rise and fall of your chest as Jungkook鈥檚 hand laces with yours. He鈥檚 panting, pushing back his hair with his other hand before he鈥檚 rolling onto his side, weight secured by his elbow, to look at you.
Cum stains your cheeks, lips, and chin. He chuckles, nuzzling his face into your neck as his cheeks flush pink.
鈥淚 made a mess,鈥 he whispers, a smile clear in his tone.
鈥淵ou did,鈥 you agree, your fingers caressing his back, hoping the marks you鈥檝e left on his skin don鈥檛 ache.
Jungkook plants a kiss on your forehead, moving to sit up. With curious eyes, you follow his movements, smiling when his fingertips collect his cum. You鈥檙e not surprised when they press against your lips, mouth opening to welcome him in as your tongue wraps around his fingers, licking them clean. Jungkook repeats the process until all traces of his seed are gone from your pretty face.
鈥淲hat have we learned from this?鈥 You ask teasingly, looking at the lace pajamas that lay strewn on your bedroom floor. Jungkook follows your line of sight, smirking as he caresses your face with a delicate touch that has butterflies fluttering in your belly.
As Jungkook leans in to capture your lips with his, he stops a mere hairbreadth away, whispering, 鈥淟ace is lethal.鈥
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Watermelon Sugar | JJK (M)
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鈽 Summary: When your friends outvote you for your annual summer trip, you end up stuck at a beachside town. To make it worse, there鈥檚 an irritating local surfer boy that won鈥檛 leave you alone鈥 that is until you see him shirtless and in the water - then you don鈥檛 want him to leave you alone and your unexpected summer romance begins.
鈽 Pairing: Surfer!Jungkook x Female!Reader
鈽 Genre: Fluff, smut, a dollop of brief angst, strangers to lovers au, summer romance au?, age gap au (Jungkook is 21 and y/n is 27-29)
鈽 Rating: 18+
鈽 Words: 14.4k
鈽 Warnings: Profanity, mention of alcohol, y/n almost drowns, a classic misunderstanding, dirty talk, exhibitionism, handjob, oral (f receiving), face riding, protected sex, sub!jk, dom!reader
鈽 Note: Here鈥檚 my fic聽for the Blue Crush collab! Thank you to @jamaisjoons鈥 for this gorgeous banner!! And thank you so much to my amazing, fantastic, magical beta @bangtanhome! Moon always saves my ass when I need someone鈥檚 big brain to read over my fics. Ily moon聽馃ズ馃挋 Also! It鈥檚 still September 1st in the U.S. so I managed to post this in time for Jungkook鈥檚 birthday!聽馃檶馃徑 I wrote more than half of this fic when I wasn鈥檛 sober, so enjoy!!聽馃挏
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It鈥檚 hot. That鈥檚 the first and only thing you think of when you step out of your air-conditioned rental house and into the heat. The sun is beating down on you, the sweat immediately beading on your hairline. It is much too hot for May.
鈥淚鈥檓 going to melt,鈥 you groan, swinging the bottom of your sundress to create some sort of a breeze.
鈥淥h don鈥檛 be so dramatic,鈥 Irene chides. 鈥淚t鈥檚 not that much hotter than home.鈥
鈥淵eah, and nowhere near as humid, thank fuck!鈥 Krystal cheers, skipping ahead of your group.
You huff, wiping your sweaty forehead, and hike your beach bag higher up your shoulder. Luna brings up the rear of the group, a small cooler in hand. 鈥淧lus, we all know you鈥檙e just being pouty about being here, Y/n.鈥
Crossing your arms, your pout increases, making your friends laugh. Luna is right and you鈥檙e not even a little sorry. You wanted your annual summer girls trip to be in France. The four of you have been going on summer trips since your freshman year of college 7 years ago.
You鈥檝e been abroad a few times, in the big city, and in the mountains last year. This is your first year at a beach and you weren鈥檛 happy. You wanted to go to Paris and when your group voted on where to go, they all wanted to take it easy this summer and stay seaside. As a person who doesn鈥檛 know how to swim, you were against it. You were afraid you鈥檇 spend the entire trip inside or in the sand watching your friends have fun.
They assured you this wouldn鈥檛 be the case and you believed them.
This turns out to be untrue of course, as you now sit alone on your beach towel, watching your friends laugh and film videos in the water without you.
Honestly, you should鈥檝e known, but it鈥檚 too late now because you鈥檙e here and your rental beach house is paid for for the next two and a half months. Even if you鈥檙e in some random beach town on the other side of the country that you鈥檝e never heard of, already having a terrible time, maybe the rest of the trip would start looking up. At some point.
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It鈥檚 hot. That鈥檚 the first and only thing Jungkook thinks as he steps foot on the sand. The sun is beating down on him, the sweat immediately beading on his hairline.
鈥淢an, it鈥檚 good to be home!鈥 He cheers to no one, arms raising as he stretches.
Jungkook鈥檚 eyes sweep the beach, taking in all the familiar and unfamiliar faces. Honeycomb Cove is his home and he鈥檚 been aching to be back. College in the city up North is fine and all, and his freshman year ended without a hitch, but it just isn鈥檛 the same. He鈥檚 missed the sand, the sun, and the water every day he鈥檚 been away.
He also missed his best friends. His closest friends were all older than him, so being the baby of the friend group meant that his friends practically raised him when they were all together, and he hated being so far away from them. With that in mind, being away also gave him a chance to be a new person in college, having easily befriended his roommates and multiple classmates, as well as getting his very generous share of hookups.
College was the time that Jungkook took to find out if he鈥檇 ever grow out of being the 鈥渃ute kid鈥 that everyone in Honeycomb Cove knew him as and it worked. Between his new piercings and tattoos (that he was able to get for cheap, thanks to his roommate's brother owning a local shop), and his newfound love for the gym, Jungkook is coming back a different boy from a year ago and he can鈥檛 wait to see what, or who, he鈥檒l be able to do back home.
Jungkook is excited to see his best friends and tell them all about his escapades, having texted them all as he left his parents鈥 house. Not yet getting a response, he decides to go to the beach. Instead of his friends, his brown eyes land on you.
He knows you鈥檙e a tourist because he鈥檚 never seen you before and he definitely would鈥檝e remembered you. Legs bare, skin shimmering in the sunlight, body laid out on a towel, completely stunning. Jungkook adjusts his clothes before starting your way. Having been plenty successful in wooing college partners, he doesn鈥檛 think twice as he approaches you.
The closer he gets to you, the more his stomach flips at how good-looking you are. Your head is reclining on your tote bag, tablet in hand, earbuds in. Your sunglasses shield most of your face, but he knows all of you is equally beautiful.
When he鈥檚 finally in front of you, Jungkook waits until you notice his shadow casting over you. You pull your earbud out and put your tablet down, seeing him beam down at you.
鈥淚 hope you鈥檙e wearing sunscreen. The sun鈥檚 pretty brutal today,鈥 he shields his eyes and looks to the sky. 鈥淚f you鈥檙e not, I鈥檇 be happy to help you out.鈥 He meets what he believes are your eyes from the other side of your lenses, giving you the best charming smile he can muster.
You slip your sunglasses down your nose and off of your face, making Jungkook鈥檚 breath catch in his throat ever so quietly. He was right - every part of you is gorgeous and it frazzles him, just a little.
鈥淒oes that line really work?鈥 You respond, eyebrows raised.
鈥淚- what?鈥 That鈥檚 not what he thought you鈥檇 say.
鈥淚鈥檓 assuming it has since you said it with such confidence.鈥
Jungkook recovers as quickly as he can, clearing his throat. 鈥淚鈥檓 a confident guy, what can I say?鈥
鈥淲ell, keep that same confidence when you go hit on a different girl on the beach, okay? I鈥檓 sure it鈥檒l work on one of them.鈥 You put your sunglasses back on and move to pick your earbud back up, but Jungkook crouches down to keep talking to you. He doesn鈥檛 want to lose your attention just yet.
鈥淗ey, wait, I鈥檓 sorry. I think I may have come on too strong. Let me start over. I鈥檓 Jungkook.鈥 He holds out his tattooed arm to you purposely, feeling successful when you pull your glasses down again and inspect his inked arm.
鈥淵/n.鈥 You supply, reaching up to shake his hand.
鈥淲ell, Y/n, would you like to go for a swim with me?鈥 Jungkook prepares to stand up and take your hand, but you surprise him by shaking your head.
鈥淣o thank you.鈥
鈥淯h, sorry. I uh-鈥
You scoff. 鈥淥h, what, were you just anxiously waiting for me to be all like 鈥榦h yes, of course, take me away!鈥 or something?鈥
鈥淲ell鈥 not exactly, but -鈥
鈥淟isten, I鈥檒l save you the trouble. I鈥檓 not interested, okay? You seem like a nice kid, but maybe a cute pick-up line will work on a girl your own age?鈥
Jungkook furrows his eyebrows, scanning you from head to toe. He can鈥檛 tell how old you are, but he knows you look amazing no matter the number.
When he voices this, you roll your eyes. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e not supposed to talk to a woman about her age, don鈥檛 you know that?鈥
鈥淪orry, but seriously, you鈥檙e beautiful and don鈥檛 look like you鈥檙e that much older than me.鈥
鈥淗ow old are you?鈥 You ask, giving him a once over.
鈥淗mm. What are you, a freshman in college?鈥
鈥淛ust finished my freshman year. I鈥檒l be a sophomore next year!.鈥 He says almost hesitantly. It doesn鈥檛 seem like he鈥檚 impressing you as it is, but he wants to be honest.
鈥淲ell, I鈥檝e been out of college for about 3 and a half years, so鈥︹
鈥淪o, what? You being older doesn鈥檛 stop me from wanting to get to know you more,鈥 his voice lowers and he scooches closer to you.
鈥淲ell, it does for me. Now, I鈥檓 going to put my headphones on again and go back to my book. I鈥檓 done talking to you today.鈥 And with that, you鈥檙e reclining again, ignoring Jungkook鈥檚 existence.
The younger man blinks a few times before standing up, intending to give you your space. Jungkook hasn鈥檛 gotten turned down in at least a year. From anyone. At all.
It鈥檚 not that he鈥檚 a narcissist or anything, but he knows he鈥檚 hot. And he knows other people think so. It鈥檚 why he has so much trouble believing you.
He walks away, pausing to look over his shoulder at you, before something you said rings through his ears again. You said you鈥檙e done speaking with him today. You didn鈥檛 say anything about tomorrow.
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鈥淥h! Y/n, who was the guy you were talking to earlier?鈥 Irene asks later in the day at dinner. The four of you are eating at a small seafood restaurant on the boardwalk.
鈥淲hat guy?鈥
鈥淭he tall one with the blue hair.鈥
鈥淭he tall, hot one with blue hair.鈥 Krystal corrects her.
You genuinely forgot about the boy until just this moment. Being reminded of him, you remember that yes, he is hot. He is one of the most attractive men you鈥檝e run into in probably ever. You did your best not to ogle him when he approached you earlier, but you鈥檇 be crazy not to notice how built he was, even in a loose shirt.
You clear your throat, swallowing the crab cake you just stuffed in your mouth. 鈥淥h, him. His name鈥檚 Jungkook.鈥
鈥淎nd?鈥 Luna presses.
鈥淎nd what?鈥
鈥淲hat did he say?鈥
鈥淗e was hitting on me,鈥 you shrug.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 it? No number or anything?鈥
鈥淗e鈥檚 21!鈥
鈥淪o?! You say that like we鈥檙e in our fifties! It鈥檚 our summer vacation, Y/n. Go wild, fuck a cute beach boy. Fuck multiple cute beach boys! Girls too!鈥 She encourages you much too loudly, causing a few patrons of the restaurant to look over at you.
鈥淎lright, settle down,鈥 Irene says, putting on her mom voice. 鈥淵/n, our crazy friend is right. You may as well have some fun this summer seeing how otherwise you鈥檙e just gonna pout on the beach for the whole trip.鈥
You give Irene a look. 鈥淚鈥檓 fine, thank you very much. I won鈥檛 just be fucking any cute boy, or person for that matter, that talks to me.鈥
鈥淲hy not? Remember that guy Sota you hooked up with when we went to Japan last year?鈥 She reminds you.
鈥淥h yeah! And that other tourist we met in Thailand!鈥 Luna chimes in.
鈥淎nd there was that girl in the Poconos right before Junior year,鈥 Krystal adds.
鈥淎lright, alright, we get it. But none of them were younger than me. They were all older so it鈥檚 different. Jungkook has only been legally allowed to drink for a year.鈥 Your friends all share a look at your words, rolling their eyes, clearly not believing you.
You鈥檒l admit, you have a healthy track record with hookups, and maybe Jungkook being younger is arbitrary, but still. You鈥檙e stubborn and want to prove them wrong, what can you say?
You hold onto that stubbornness into the next day when you鈥檝e sprawled out on your beach towel again, flat on your stomach as the sun beats down on your back. You鈥檙e on your tablet, scrolling for a new manga to read when you see a shadow cast over you.
Straining your neck to look up, you see Jungkook standing over you, clearly interested in the screen of your tablet.
鈥淲ow. Beautiful, and a lover of manga? That settles it, Y/n, you鈥檙e my dream woman.鈥
You look at him over your sunglasses, taking note of the small sliver of skin peeking out from the bottom of his shirt. The blue printed shirt he鈥檚 wearing is unbuttoned near his belly button, giving you just a tease of his tanned skin underneath. 鈥淲ell, what if I don鈥檛 want to be your dream woman?鈥 You finally say, clearing your throat.
As if he caught the way you were looking at him, he smirks, taking this as an invitation to sit in the sand next to you.
鈥淥h, Y/n, how could you not be my dream woman? You鈥檙e funny, mature, and a woman of taste. You check all the necessary boxes.鈥
You click your tongue at him, rolling over on your back to look at him. You don鈥檛 miss the way his eyes roam your body now that it's on display for him. 鈥淛ungkook, have you ever even been with anyone older?鈥
He visibly falters, only for a second. 鈥淥f course. I鈥檝e been with plenty of older people when I was in school.鈥
鈥淏y older, I mean mid to late twenties, not a 22 or 23-year-old.鈥
Jungkook clears his throat and looks out to the water. 鈥淚 didn鈥檛 ask the age of everyone in school I was with, that鈥檇 be silly. I just know who was older.鈥
Judging by the way that he avoids looking directly at you, you鈥檙e skeptical about his claim. 鈥淚f you鈥檝e never actually been with a grown woman, that鈥檚 nothing to be embarrassed about.鈥 Deciding to tease him a little, you move your bare leg so that it rests against his arm. He isn鈥檛 looking when you do, so the sensation of your skin touching nearly sends him flying into the air.
You let out a giggle at his reaction, and if Jungkook wasn鈥檛 so flustered, he鈥檇 make a snarky comment at your teasing. Instead, he admires the way you laugh; the way your nose crinkles, and the way your lashes touch the apples of your cheeks when you close your eyes. He doesn鈥檛 know what it is about you, but something had him smitten the moment he saw you and it doesn鈥檛 seem to be going away.
Jungkook jumps up then, brushing the sand off of his white board shorts. 鈥淎s lovely as it is to be in your presence, I鈥檝e got to go meet up with one of my friends. I鈥檒l come and find you later.鈥 He sends a wink your way, but even he hears the hesitation in his voice.
鈥淪ee you later, Jungkook,鈥 you say in a sickly sweet tone and he rushes away from you before you see the way his cheeks heat up.
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You鈥檙e two weeks into your summer vacation and every day is more or less the same. You come to the beach with your friends, you go back and forth with Jungkook, then eventually you and your friends hang out on the pier in town, then do it all over again. You still think you鈥檇 have had more fun in Paris, but you won鈥檛 lie and say Jungkook鈥檚 presence doesn鈥檛 add some fun to your otherwise mundane trip.
Today Krystal is lying with you, deciding to work on her tan instead of joining your other friends in the water. You鈥檙e talking about dinner possibilities for the night when Jungkook approaches with two men, just as tall as him in tow. They鈥檙e all carrying surfboards tucked under their arms.
鈥淕ood morning, Y/n.鈥 He greets you when he鈥檚 close enough.鈥
鈥淗i, Jungkook. Come for your daily rejection?鈥 You tease and he genuinely laughs.
鈥淣ope. Just wanted to say hi. I鈥檒l be surfing today. You know, enjoying the water on the beach? Something you don鈥檛 do.鈥
鈥淗a. Ha. You鈥檙e so funny. Go on and have a good time.鈥
鈥淚 will. Oh, and these are my roommates from school. This is Mingyu and this is Yugyeom. They just got here this morning and will be around for a few weeks.鈥
You greet both of the men then introduce Krystal.
鈥淚t鈥檚 nice to finally meet you, Y/n. JK hasn鈥檛 shut up about you since he met you.鈥 The friend named Yugyeom says, earning a punch in the arm from Jungkook in retaliation.
鈥淎nyway, let me know if you change your mind about coming out to the water, Y/n.鈥
鈥淢mhmm.鈥 You say to Jungkook in reply. He sends you a smile and you watch as he walks away, hitting Yugyeom again.
鈥淲ow. That boy is whipped for you.鈥 Krystal comments, both of you casually watching the three boys pick a spot near the water to set their surfboards down.
鈥淵ou think?鈥
鈥淕irl, he comes over here to flirt with you every day. You just met him and he went out of his way to come over and introduce you to his friends. Yes, he likes you. And you like him too.鈥
鈥淲hat makes you say that?鈥 Jungkook and his friends are looking at the water and exchanging a few words.
鈥淚f you didn鈥檛, you wouldn鈥檛 keep flirting back and would鈥檝e told him to seriously fuck off from day one.鈥
You shrug. 鈥淚 mean he is quite charming if not cheesy. I also like messing with him. It鈥檚 obvious he was pulling all the little college girls so why would I just give in?鈥 You and Krystal share a laugh that very quickly dies in your throat.
Jungkook pulls his white t-shirt over his head and drops it into the sand. He鈥檚 close enough that you spy every flex of muscles as he stretches. His chest and stomach are much more toned than you originally thought. The skin looks smooth and is only a little less tanned than his face. You can see the tattoos that creep up his arm to his shoulder and only briefly wonder how a college boy had the time or money for all that ink.
He picks up his surfboard, his biceps damn near rippling with every move, and runs out to the water with his friends. The muscles in his back move with his steps and you ogle him until he鈥檚 further out of eyeshot.
鈥淐lose your mouth, Y/n, or a bug will fly in.鈥 You snap your mouth closed at Krystal鈥檚 words and shoot her a look. 鈥淎nd what were you saying about not giving in?鈥
Fuck. She knows your thoughts too well. The way your brain flipped from 鈥淚鈥檓 gonna play hard to get鈥 to 鈥淚 will literally fuck him right here right now鈥 is extremely embarrassing, but you鈥檙e a simple girl. If you think someone is attractive, you want to sleep with them.
At first, Jungkook was just like any other guy hitting on you, then it was a matter of being stubborn with your friends and not giving in to his charms, but each day you seemed to enjoy his company more and more, as simple as your encounters were.
And now, seeing his shirtless, under the hot sun and about to be dripping with water, the thought of teasing him vanishes. The desire to touch him more than simply shaking his hand or brushing against his arm is strong.
You don鈥檛 reply to your friend, instead opting to watch Jungkook in the distance standing up on his board as he rides a wave (you think that鈥檚 what it鈥檚 called. You know nothing about surfing but you just may need to learn). Eventually, you see his distant figure flop into the water and off of his surfboard, before you spot his head pop out from the water.
鈥淚s it weird if I go over and meet him at the shore?鈥 You voice your thoughts.
Krystal bursts into laughter at this. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e refused to go to the water since we got here! He鈥檚 definitely gonna know how thirsty you are if you鈥檙e all of a sudden waiting for him over there.鈥
鈥淯gh, you鈥檙e right. I鈥檒l just wait for him to come over.鈥 You follow his every move as he paddles back to shore, eventually able to stand upright. The sight of Jungkook rising from the water, droplets dripping down every part of his chiseled body has you feeling like a horny teenager again. He raises a hand to run through his wet hair and you swear you almost groan.
鈥淔uck it, let him know I鈥檓 thirsty because I am.鈥 You put your tablet in your bag and move to get up, but stop when you see the flock of girls that appear almost out of nowhere and surround Jungkook. He鈥檚 barely back on land and they鈥檙e at his side, clearly fawning over him. He smiles at them all, talking with them without even glancing at you.
鈥淲ow. He didn't even make it to dry land before they rushed him.鈥 Krystal laughs. 鈥淪till going over there?鈥
You watch as one of the girls holds up a beach ball and gestures to Mingyu and Yugyeom who are on either side of Jungkook. Jungkook looks up then, his eyes flickering up to you long enough to hold your gaze before he and his friends jog out of the water and plant their surfboards in the sand. He shoots you one more look before turning and following the girls back into the water as the group of six stands facing each other and hits the beach ball back and forth.
鈥淎m I crazy, or did he look you dead in the eye?鈥
鈥淵ep,鈥 you answer Krystal. 鈥淭he little shit knows I鈥檓 watching. He鈥檚 trying to make me jealous. He knows I won鈥檛 go in the water.鈥
鈥淒oes he know you can鈥檛 swim?鈥
鈥淣o, he just thinks I hate the water.鈥
鈥淵ou do hate the water too.鈥
鈥淲ell I guess now I have to learn to like it.鈥
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Is going out to the beach at nearly 6 in the morning to teach yourself to swim when no one is around a bad idea? Probably. Are you going to do it anyway? Yes.
To be honest you had thought about figuring out how to learn earlier in the week. As fun as your banter with Jungkook has been, you were admittedly tired of sitting in a heap on the beach while your friends frolic in the water without you. Now that Jungkook is clearly going to be showing off in the water, you have to figure it out fast. If you鈥檙e going to keep teasing him back, you need to be on a level playing field.
Swimming doesn鈥檛 even look that hard. You just get in, kick your legs about, and move your arms. Seems simple enough.
The silence on the beach is a little eerie compared to how lively it typically is later in the day. The sun hasn鈥檛 risen completely, and the sand isn鈥檛 scalding as you step onto it. The waves are low, the tide gently moving in an almost peaceful way.
As you approach the water, you catch sight of a woman jogging with her dog, going in the opposite direction as you. When she鈥檚 far enough away you let out a surprisingly calm breath and drop your towel and tote bag onto the sand.
You tread carefully to the shoreline, dipping a single foot in at first. The chill of the water makes you jump back and let out a little yelp. After surveying your surroundings again and inhaling again, you step both feet in, the current only lapping at your ankles the deeper you go.
Teeth chattering, you step in further and further, the water moving from your ankles to your calves, to your knees, until eventually, it鈥檚 at your waist. You stand there for a while, letting yourself get used to the temperature as the sun continues to rise and warms your upper half.
It鈥檚 not as bad as you thought it鈥檇 be the longer you stand in it. You step in more, squatting to let the water rise to your chest. Steadying your breathing, you start to swirl your arms, moving the water around you and slowly getting more comfortable.
You take tiny steps in a circle, working hard to keep yourself balanced as you wade in further until you have to stand up and are on your tip-toes. 鈥淭his isn鈥檛 so bad,鈥 you muse out loud to yourself glancing towards the shore.
As luck would have it, no sooner do the words leave your mouth, do you take a step too quickly, losing your footing and tumbling backward. You flop in the water and attempt to stand up, but your bare feet don鈥檛 touch the ocean floor.
Panic starts to set in as you fumble to touch something to steady yourself, but find nothing. You feel yourself going deeper into the water with each flail of your arm and kick of your leg.
鈥淗-Help!鈥 You call out each time your head pokes above water, hoping someone will hear you. But the last time you checked, there was no one on the beach except you. You scream again, more water rushing into your mouth and filling your ears and nose. You don鈥檛 know how long you wave your arms, desperate for air, but just as you feel your limbs start to tire, something strong locks around your waist and yanks you to the surface.
You spit out as much water as you can and take in a huge mouthful of air. Your eyes and lungs are on fire and your heart feels as though it鈥檚 going to burst out of your chest. The person dragging you out of the water brings you to shore and sits you down as you continue coughing.
鈥淵/n! Are you okay?!鈥 You recognize Jungkook鈥檚 voice and squint up at him. His eyebrows are furrowed in worry as he looks at you.
鈥淵eah,鈥 you rasp out, coughing again.
鈥淚鈥檓 taking you home. Come on.鈥 You don鈥檛 object, still shaky as he helps you up. He wraps your towel around you and shoulders your tote bag as he practically carries you home. You hold onto his waist as he holds your shoulders, keeping you steady on the way.
Jungkook helps you inside and sits you down at the kitchen table. You鈥檙e both quiet as he sits across from you, inspecting you.
鈥淭hank you,鈥 you finally say.
鈥淲hat were you doing in the water alone?
鈥淚 was supposed to be teaching myself to swim. Clearly, that didn鈥檛 happen.鈥
鈥淣o, it didn鈥檛. You almost drowned, Y/n. Why didn鈥檛 you tell me you couldn鈥檛 swim?鈥 His tone is stern and when you look at him it matches the frown on his face.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know. I didn鈥檛 think it mattered. Then I saw you out there yesterday trying to make me jealous and I changed my mind. I鈥檓 just lucky you were around. What are you doing this early?鈥
鈥淚 jog every morning on the beach. It helps clear my head. I鈥檓 sorry about yesterday; I had no idea you couldn鈥檛 swim. But also Y/n, what if I hadn鈥檛 been there today?鈥
鈥淏ut you were.鈥
鈥淏ut what if I hadn鈥檛?!鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 face is flush and you see his hand shaking from where it rests on the table.
Slowly, you cover his hand with yours, and you feel the shakes subside. 鈥淛ungkook, I鈥檓 okay. You were there and you saved me. I鈥檓 right here.鈥
Without another word, Jungkook launches at you, pulling you in a hug. 鈥淭hat was so scary. I鈥檝e never seen anyone almost drown. And it was you which makes it worse.鈥 Jungkook pulls back, his eyes meeting yours. 鈥淵/n, look, I know I annoy you and we don鈥檛 know each other very well, but I do really like being around you and I like you. I don鈥檛 wanna lose you before we can spend more time together and get to know each other better.鈥
You smile at Jungkook, hugging him again. 鈥淵ou do annoy me that鈥檚 true鈥. but you鈥檙e not that bad. I鈥檓 truly thankful that you were out there this morning. Thank you again.鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 arms squeeze you again and you stay like that for a little while longer until a chill runs through you. The air in the house is cutting through your wet bathing suit, so you decide it鈥檚 time to change.
鈥淚鈥檒l see you later?鈥 Jungkook asks when you walk him to the door.
鈥淢aybe tomorrow. I鈥檒l probably stay inside for the rest of the day.鈥
鈥淥kay.鈥 He gives you an understanding nod and starts to leave, stopping suddenly and turning back towards you. 鈥淥h and from now on, we鈥檒l be having swimming lessons. I鈥檒l teach you, okay?鈥 He doesn鈥檛 wait for your answer before he鈥檚 jogging away, leaving you there with a weird feeling in your stomach about him. A weird, unexpected, but not unpleasant feeling. All of a sudden the idea of seeing Jungkook isn鈥檛 so bad.
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When you tell your friends what happened this morning, they give you shit any chance they get about how you shouldn鈥檛 have been out there by yourself. They at least stay with you in the house for the rest of the day, the four of you deciding to relax in your rental, watching movies and ordering takeout from a restaurant in town that you have yet to try.
By the next day, your friends are still poking fun at you about what happened.
鈥淚 still can鈥檛 believe you risked your life for some dick and you wouldn鈥檛 even learn to swim for us!鈥 Luna teases as you walk to the beach later that afternoon.
鈥淚 already said I鈥檝e been thinking about learning so I can have more fun with you guys! Jungkook shirtless and wet just gave me more of a boost.鈥
鈥淵eah, yeah. And I suppose you鈥檙e going to let him teach you to swim too when we鈥檝e all been offering as long as we鈥檝e known you?鈥
鈥淚, uh. Well-鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 a yes.鈥 Irene laughs.
鈥淚鈥檓, er-鈥
鈥淩elax, Y/n. We get it.鈥 Irene assures you, looping her arm through hers. 鈥淚t鈥檚 summer vacation. You deserve to have fun and do what you want. And it鈥檚 not like we didn鈥檛 encourage you to hook up with him the first day you met him.鈥
鈥淎nd let鈥檚 be real; if we were in your position and someone that looks like Jungkook was hitting on us, we would鈥檝e already been riding him into the sunset,鈥 Krystal says and the other two women eagerly nod in agreement.
鈥淎nd speaking of Jungkook, look who鈥檚 waiting for you.鈥 Luna鈥檚 words have you looking ahead and sure enough, Jungkook is waiting near the entrance of the beach you鈥檙e walking towards. You always thought he was good-looking since the day you met but seeing him after the other day and after he saved you, you can鈥檛 help but look at him with even more interest.
鈥淗i,鈥 he says, looking directly at you when you approach.
鈥淚 uh, I wanted to make sure to meet you and make sure you're okay.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 alright. What happened is over and I鈥檓 okay.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 glad to hear it.鈥 He offers a small smile. This is the first time you think you鈥檝e seen Jungkook looking so nervous with you. He keeps wringing his hands and looking around.
鈥淲ell, I鈥檓 gonna go鈥︹ you start, but Jungkook鈥檚 hand shoots out to stop you.
鈥淪orry!鈥 he quickly snatches his hand back, your arm feeling bare with the loss of him. 鈥淚 was just going to ask if you were feeling up to it if you wanted to have a swimming lesson with me today. You don鈥檛 have to! It鈥檚 just an idea and I understand if not.鈥
It only takes you a second and you say okay. Jungkook is taken aback, genuinely surprised that you said yes, but recovers quickly.
鈥淥kay! I mean, cool. Let鈥檚 go.鈥 Your friends teasingly call out their goodbyes as you follow Jungkook across the sand to a spot closer to the water. He doesn鈥檛 say much to you on the way and when you get to the water he鈥檚 all business.
鈥淲e鈥檒l start simple with just getting you in the water, getting you comfortable, and probably work on getting you to float.鈥 You nod at him and move to take off your shorts, folding them neatly and tossing them with your bag. Jungkook follows suit, pulling his t-shirt over his head. You follow his movements with your eyes, taking the opportunity of being so close to him to study every ripple and movement of his muscles in his arms, chest, and abdomen. You don鈥檛 feel bad for checking him out since he does the same to you every day.
You follow him to the water, your pace slowing the higher the water starts to lap at you. Jungkook senses your hesitance and turns back to you. 鈥淲e don鈥檛 have to if you don鈥檛 want to.鈥
鈥淣o, no it鈥檚 fine.鈥 He holds out his hand to you which you take and let him lead you into the water. He stops every few inches, letting you adjust. Initially, your heart seemed to be racing the more you stepped in, but with Jungkook鈥檚 hands around yours, holding you steady, you鈥檙e more relaxed.
When the water is around your knees, he stops completely, letting the cold water soak your skin. 鈥淗ow are you doing?鈥 His tone is soft, serving to put you at ease more.
鈥淚鈥檓 okay.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e sure? I don鈥檛 want to push you.鈥
鈥淛ungkook, I鈥檓 fine, I promise.鈥
He nods, trusting your judgment. The two of you move further into the water until the water is under your breasts while still only hitting him at his stomach.
鈥淗ere鈥檚 what we鈥檒l do. I want you to lay forward in the water and we鈥檒l practice floating and maybe have you start to kick your legs.. I鈥檒l hold onto you the whole time. Just try and relax and you鈥檒l be okay.鈥
You hesitate, the memory of doing something similar only yesterday coming back to you as well as the terror you felt.
鈥淗ey, hey, Y/n, look at me.鈥 As if sensing the panic setting in, Jungkook tightens the hold on your hands. You look up at him, your eyes meeting, and you see his gaze is as soft as his voice. 鈥淒o you trust me?鈥
Do you? You don鈥檛 know Jungkook very well other than the shared banter between you two for the past two and a half weeks. He immediately gave off a try-hard vibe and was acting very much his age. But, as many pick-up lines as he throws at you they鈥檙e always respectful and seemingly good-natured (as good-natured as possible for someone who wants in your pants anyway). He also saved your life a day ago and seems to genuinely care about your well-being. Even now, your life is very much in his hands, but he鈥檚 being nothing but patient and gentle with you.
All things considered, you do trust Jungkook and you鈥檙e not scared to put your trust in him.
鈥淚 do.鈥 You finally say. Jungkook smiles softly at you and waits as you take a deep breath then lay forward in the water, his hands never leaving yours.
Your body is rigid as you desperately push yourself to relax. Your head is above water and Jungkook has stuck to his word, not letting go of your hands. It takes a few seconds before you settle your nerves and you realize you鈥檙e successfully floating and not being pulled under.
鈥淚鈥檓 not drowning!鈥 You cheer.
鈥淚 told you you鈥檇 be okay.鈥 Jungkook laughs and the way your stomach flutters at the sound is new and you promptly ignore it.
You and Jungkook stay in the water for a while more. He starts to guide you slowly around the water with you still on your stomach. You kick your legs here and there with his encouragement. By the time you get out, all of your fingers and toes have started to prune, but you feel much more confident in the water than you ever have.
Things with you and Jungkook also change after that. You still see him every day for the next week at the beach, but it鈥檚 not the same. He teaches you to swim better and better each day. When you鈥檙e not doing that, you鈥檙e admiring the way he surfs, still not knowing much about it except how good he looks. Other than that, you鈥檙e lounging together in the sand talking which can range from flirting to swapping stories about yourselves to listening to Jungkook gush about Honeycomb Cove.
Being from this small beach town is something that he鈥檚 proud of. He鈥檚 had the same best friends all his life and has known most of the people in this town forever. As he tells you a story about him and his friends you can see just how much his home meant to him.
You may not have similar origins as him, having moved around a lot when you were younger, but Jungkook still loves watching you talk about your last few years since graduating college. You don鈥檛 seem to live with many regrets and carry yourself with the confidence and determination that Jungkook strives to have.
The two of you have been getting closer both personally and physically as the week goes on. Though you hadn't explicitly talked about the nature of your relationship, your bodies gradually moved closer; even going so far as to hold hands and sit closer together.
Jungkook tries as hard as he can to muster up the confidence that you have. You鈥檙e lying on your stomach next to him on your towel after a serious pro and con discussion about mint chocolate chip ice cream (you are strongly against it). Jungkook is on his stomach too and you鈥檙e so close to him that every time you shift, the skin of your arm rubs against his ever so slightly.
He scoots closer, your arms now pressed together. Another scoot has your legs touching and each time Jungkook鈥檚 stomach flips.
鈥淭ryna cop a feel over there, Jungkookie?鈥 You tease.
鈥淲hat?!鈥 He asks too loudly. You turn and look at him, a smirk on your lips.
鈥淒on鈥檛 be shy. It鈥檚 obvious you鈥檝e wanted to touch me since the day you met me and I won鈥檛 stop you.鈥 You reach around and grab his hand, placing it on your ass. He jolts but doesn鈥檛 move.
He hates how much his hand feels like it鈥檚 trembling on your soft skin, and tries to control his erratic breathing. Jungkook is no beginner with sex - not by a long shot - but for some reason you made him feel like the inexperienced, nerdy little boy that's about to have sex for the first time. He鈥檚 known you for less than a month and he already feels different around you, which both scares and thrills him.
You sense Jungkook鈥檚 nervousness and make a note of it. It鈥檚 obvious that if you want to sleep with Jungkook, you鈥檒l have to make the first move. With this in mind, you decide to tease him at every chance you get.
This includes touching any part of him you can reach as the days with him tick on. When you share your first kiss with him a few days later, you trail your hands up his arms and around to his chest, letting your nails scrape the warm skin. Jungkook lets out a shaky moan through the kiss, which drives you crazy. If Mingyu and Yugyeom hadn鈥檛 chosen that time to come stumbling out to where you were in the water, you could鈥檝e very well asked him to take you to the shallower parts and fuck you right there.
This same, near-feral state sticks with you the next day as the two of you are sharing a wooden lounge chair on the sandy front lawn of your rental house. Jungkook comes to see you in the morning, as has become his routine. Instead of trekking through the hotter than usual sand this morning, you decide to spend time lazily taking up space on the chairs.
You start on your own chair, but the sight of shirtless Jungkook, sprawled out so close to you is enough to have you climbing onto the chair with him. You鈥檙e practically in his lap, but neither of you seem to mind.
鈥淪o I was thinking,鈥 he starts as the music playing softly from your phone changes songs.
鈥淗m?鈥 You eye the way his adam's apple bobs as he gulps. The skin on his neck is practically begging to be kissed.
鈥淚 want to take you out on a date," he begins. "You've probably been to almost every restaurant in town, but I figured we could have a real date that doesn't consist of us just feeling each other up while we swim.鈥 Jungkook chuckles, but the sound dies in his throat as you move your hand from where it rested on your hip, to his chest.
鈥淚鈥檇 love to go out with you, Jungkook. Although I won鈥檛 lie, I do like the 'feeling each other up' part,鈥 you chuckle as a finger brushes over one of Jungkook鈥檚 nipples. He gasps and quickly throws a hand over his mouth.
Jungkook is shaking as your fingers trail up and down his exposed arm next.
鈥淔eeling a little shy?鈥 You whisper as you place a few small kisses on the shell of his ear.
鈥淵-you just make me nervous is all.鈥
His confident demeanor that you initially met with at the beginning of your trip continues to crumble as he turns soft and shy with only a few touches.
You adjust on the lounge chair so that you鈥檙e on your side pressed against him with one leg slung over his thigh. He visibly gulps at the shift in position, his hands unsure where to be until he settles for one on your hip and the other on your thigh.
鈥淚t鈥檚 funny, Jungkookie. When I first met you were so loud and obnoxious. You had this overconfident air to you that was so typical of so many guys I鈥檝e met. But this other version of Jungkook is so soft and quiet.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 your fault.鈥 He says through gritted teeth as your knee grazes his crotch. 鈥淵ou know how to make me like this.鈥
Feeling proud that you can make someone like Jungkook putty in your hands, you move up and turn his face towards you. His brown eyes are blown wide as he takes in your appearance. You鈥檙e sure you look just as eager.
You pull Jungkook into a kiss, lips knocking together sloppily but you deepen it anyway, your mouths eventually finding a heated pace. Jungkook pulls you closer making most of your body drape over him. The kiss quickly turns into a full-blown make-out session, the two of you only pulling back when Krystal walks by on her way into the house from the beach.
鈥淭his feels like public indecency!鈥 Her voice makes you and Jungkook pull apart. She lets out a cackle at the look you shoot her, but doesn鈥檛 say anything else as she goes inside.
You let out a huff and lay back down next to Jungkook. He takes a few breaths, still clearly recovering, then says he has to head out. His mom asked him to grab some things for her before this evening and he wants to get that done so he can focus on your date.
鈥淚鈥檒l be back to pick you up at 6.鈥 He says after placing a kiss on your forehead. You watch him go before beelining to your room to find something to wear.
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Your date with Jungkook is the first real date you鈥檝e been on in a while. You鈥檙e more used to quick coffee dates or grabbing a couple of drinks and then either never speaking to that person again, or finding somewhere to fuck. These options were always easier than a real relationship, but it鈥檚 clear Jungkook is trying to change that.
The date itself isn鈥檛 special in terms of what you do; just your standard dinner and hanging out. But, you did go to the pier and play some games at the arcade and the game booths and in cliche fashion, Jungkook won you a stuffed animal (a bunny to be exact which you named Cooky because it reminds you of him). You went for ice cream after and met one of Jungkook鈥檚 best friends, Jimin, who graciously gave you both free cones.
Afterwards, Jungkook takes your hand and leads you to a more secluded part of the pier that overlooks the empty beach - the inky dark water and the starry sky.
Everything about your date seems generic, but it isn鈥檛 because Jungkook isn鈥檛 generic.
What started as you shamelessly wanting to fuck him and call it a summer, was morphing into something much deeper. You keep reminding yourself that you鈥檝e only known Jungkook for a month, yet you still feel giddy when he takes your hand or looks at you with his round, sparkly eyes.
As if reading your mind, Jungkook voices similar thoughts.
鈥淵ou wanna know why you make me so nervous?鈥 He isn鈥檛 looking at you, gaze fixed on his ice cream cone.
鈥淥nly if you鈥檙e comfortable telling me.鈥 You say seriously.
Jungkook nods. 鈥淚t鈥檚 because you鈥檙e so different from anyone else I鈥檝e been with. I've dated a lot of people - not a brag, by the way," he laughs, easing the tension. "But I've never met anyone quite like you. I can't explain it, but I feel different, in a good way. 聽I know it sounds cheesy, especially since we haven鈥檛 known each other that long, but it鈥檚 true.鈥
鈥淚 believe you. I feel the same about you,鈥 you assure him. He doesn鈥檛 say anything, he simply turns and kisses you until you nearly drop your forgotten ice cream.
鈥淪orry,鈥 he starts. 鈥淚 got a little excited.鈥
鈥淏elieve me that was nothing to be sorry for.鈥 Then you鈥檙e kissing him again, ice cream falling out of your hand so you can cradle Jungkook鈥檚 face.
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Days with Jungkook are spent exactly the same, but with much more romance. He is surprisingly even sweeter to you after your date and insists on spending every single minute with you that he can, even more than before. He tends to meet you at your rental house in the mornings and walk you back home in the evening when the day is done. Your friends have even invited him to stay and watch movies a few nights at the house and to a few dinners altogether. Things are going well for you and Jungkook and as shocking as it sounds to you, you believe that there鈥檚 something more there for the two of you. The more time you spend with Jungkook, the more your feelings grow, which is scary within itself.
Do you still want to fulfill your original goal of fucking him? Absolutely. But, you can also see something more with Jungkook. You haven鈥檛 found the right time to try and make more of a move on him. That is until he mentions one of his best friends, Seokjin, is throwing a huge bonfire party. He seems excited about it and even though it sounds like the type of party that was more your speed in college, it feels like the right atmosphere to finally take things further with Jungkook without getting interrupted.
When the day of the bonfire approaches, you spend most of the day doing a skincare routine, making sure you shave so that you're nice and smooth, and moisturizing from head to toe.
Jungkook texts you throughout the day as he helps Seokjin set up for later and asks that you meet him on the beach since he鈥檒l likely be there all day. This gives you more time to get ready so you welcome this.
You鈥檙e picking out your outfit when Luna sticks her head in the room. 鈥淎lmost ready?鈥
鈥淵eah, I鈥檓 just struggling with what to wear.鈥 You hold up a crop top and consider it before tossing it aside.
鈥淛ust throw on a cute dress and call it a day,鈥 Luna shrugs, catching a skirt that flys past her.
鈥淏ut, do you think that鈥檚 enough? I need it to be a cute date outfit that鈥檚 suitable for the beach and also screams 鈥榝uck me as soon as we鈥檙e away from everyone.鈥 Am I overthinking this?鈥
鈥淵es, you are! Jungkook is gonna think you look amazing and fuckable in anything. He鈥檚 so into you, it鈥檚 obvious.鈥
You process this for a little bit before nodding and grabbing a mini dress to throw on over your nicest panty set from your suitcase. You and your friends head to the beach once as you鈥檙e ready and as soon as you see Jungkook you鈥檙e filled with even more excitement.
He鈥檚 standing and talking with a few people when you see him and as if he knows you鈥檙e looking, he turns at the same time, meeting your eyes.
The smile that spreads across his lips has your stomach in knots as he jogs over, scooping you up and hugging you. His lips meet yours in a kiss before your feet touch the sand again.
鈥淵ou look amazing,鈥 he compliments, eyes taking in every inch of you.
You mentally notate his words and wandering eyes as a win, then thank him. You鈥檙e about to lean in for another kiss when Irene clears her throat.
鈥淲hile you two suck each other鈥檚 faces off, I鈥檓 going to go and find my own hot surfer to cuddle with. Where鈥檚 the booze?鈥 Jungkook points her in the direction of a large cooler near one of the bonfires going. She offers a wave and heads over, Krystal and Luna following.
Jungkook takes your hand once you鈥檙e alone and places a kiss on it. 鈥淚鈥檓 really happy you鈥檙e here right now.鈥
You lightly slap his chest. 鈥淒on鈥檛 get all prince charming on me just because my friends left. There鈥檚 no one around to impress.鈥 You try to hide your blush, not confident if it worked. 鈥淏esides, of course, I鈥檇 come. Why would I pass up a party and an excuse to see you some more?鈥
Jungkook鈥檚 blush is visible and he doesn鈥檛 even attempt to hide it. He only gives you a heart-melting smile in return as he leads you over to one of the bonfires with fewer people surrounding it.
鈥淗ey, it鈥檚 Y/n and her boyfriend!鈥 Mingyu teases when you and Jungkook take a seat on a foldout bench.
鈥淥h look, it鈥檚 Mingyu and his not girlfriend!鈥 Jungkook shoots back, earning him the finger from his friend.
This causes the two of them to hurl playful insults at each other and Jungkook launches into a story about a time from the school year. You reach in a nearby cooler, fishing out beers for the two of you and he takes it, effortlessly taking a sip and continuing.
He and his friends banter for most of the night, making sure to bring you into the conversation when they can. Between some of their stories, 聽you and Jungkook get up and dance a few times, then you get to finally meet all of his friends from home. You know you鈥檝e seen all of them around town since you鈥檝e been here. They鈥檙e all kind and welcome you with open arms, letting a few jokes slip about how Jungkook has gone off on tangents about you at least ten times since you met.
When he gets too embarrassed, he bids them a quick goodbye to bring you back to your seat where you started, snuggled up under his arm, drinking, and letting all of your feelings go wild.
It鈥檚 been an hour by the time you鈥檙e compelled to make a move on Jungkook. Whether it鈥檚 the light buzz you feel or the good vibes in the air, you start to feel a heavy sense of want wash over you. You scoot closer to Jungkook, resting your head on his shoulder. He doesn鈥檛 pause his conversation with Yugyeom and Mingyu, only pulling you closer. Closing your eyes, you inhale the scent of him through your nose, loving the sweet smell of his skin even more.
Casting your eyes downward, you take in just how well his teal swim trunks hug his thick thighs. You鈥檝e seen Jungkook in numerous states of undress throughout the month, so the white tank top and shorts are nothing, but for some reason, you still bite your lip at the sight.
Jungkook is still talking about something you鈥檙e not even paying attention to. He doesn鈥檛 notice when you pull the blanket he鈥檇 draped over you further up your body to cover your shoulders while hiding Jungkook鈥檚 lap completely.
Your hand starts on his knee, rubbing small circles over the skin. He hums in contentment and glances down at you, giving you a sweet smile. He鈥檚 back to listening to his friends as your hand starts rubbing higher up his thigh, until you rest it at the juncture between his thigh and his crotch. He doesn鈥檛 react, not until your place your hand over his soft cock. He jumps, immediately meeting your eyes and you send him a wink.
鈥淗ey, you okay?鈥 Yugyeom asks. Jungkook turns back to both his friends and nods.
鈥淚, uh, yeah I-I鈥檓 good. I got a chill is all.鈥 He throws you a look before going back into the conversation and you find your way back to his crotch.
You take your time to rub him, giving him a few squeezes every so often. Jungkook does an impressive job at keeping his composure and carrying on. It doesn鈥檛 take long before he鈥檚 swelling in your hand, getting harder with every stroke.
When you feel him poking against the fabric of his shorts, you slowly move your hand and slip it past his waistband. Jungkook jolts again when your cold fingers touch his hot skin, and he waves it off as another chill. His friends make fun of him, claiming he can鈥檛 handle the beach breeze anymore since he鈥檚 been away in the city with them, and he recovers quickly with a joke of his own.
You thought he鈥檇 stop you, but instead, Jungkook opens his legs more and leans back. Taking his invitation, you grip his cock full-on and he immediately lets out a low groan. The sound has you clenching your thighs and you squeeze him to hear it again. To Jungkook鈥檚 credit, he does a good job at keeping his voice level when he鈥檚 speaking, considering you鈥檙e starting to jerk him off in front of his friends and the other partygoers.
You set a steady pace, slow enough for anyone to notice what鈥檚 happening, but fast enough that Jungkook鈥檚 legs are shaking. He鈥檚 panting as quietly as he can, his hand under the blanket gripping your arm for stability.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e doing so good, baby,鈥 you turn to whisper in his ear, his breath hitching at your words.
鈥淧-please, Y/n.鈥
鈥淧lease what, Jungkookie?鈥
鈥淚-m - I just - I want to cum.鈥
鈥淩ight here? In front of all of these people? You鈥檙e such a bad boy, baby.鈥
Jungkook lets out a whine that has you feeling just how wet you鈥檝e become. You planned to tease him a bit, but now you just want him to cum for you right here. 鈥淵/n, I -鈥
The sound of sirens approaching suddenly interrupts the atmosphere, and you quickly yank your hands out of Jungkook鈥檚 shorts.
No one moves until you hear someone yelling for everyone to run. You jump up, grab Jungkook鈥檚 hand, and run down the beach among another group of people. You split off from most of them, trekking through some nearby shrubbery with your rental house in mind.
The two of you only make a few stops in the greenery, making sure you鈥檙e not spotted by the officers, and soon you鈥檙e sprinting the last few feet to the house. You quickly type in the lock code and open the door, finally relaxing once you鈥檙e both inside.
鈥淎nyone else here?!鈥 You call through the beach house. 鈥淜rystal?! Irene?! Luna?!鈥 You鈥檙e met with silence, assuming your friends are still somewhere on the beach. Jungkook is sprawled out on the couch, catching his breath with his legs open enough for you to admire the bulge in his shorts.
Now that you鈥檙e away from prying eyes and out of immediate danger, the lust you felt earlier quickly comes rushing back, and you want to do something about it now.
鈥淟et鈥檚 go,鈥 you demand, and without hesitation, Jungkook鈥檚 head whips up to look at you. He scrambles up from the couch and follows you down the hall to your room. As soon as he鈥檚 over the threshold and the door is shut, you press him against the wood, bodies flush against one another.
鈥淵/n,鈥 he groans as your thigh slips between his legs, rubbing against him.
鈥淭ell me at any time to stop, okay? If you don鈥檛 want this we-鈥
鈥淣o! Fuck, I want this so bad. I want you.鈥 You kiss him as soon as the last word leaves his mouth. Jungkook melts into you, arms wrapping around your waist to pull you closer. He wedges his thigh under your dress, between your legs and you relish in how firm and muscular he feels against you.
The two of you get lost in the kiss, tongues caressing, hands gripping anything they can. You find a similar rocking motion against one another as your thigh rubs against Jungkook鈥檚 hardening cock and his knee hits your clit with every move.
The wetness in your panties becomes too much as you pull away from him, both of you panting messes. You pull him to the bed and push him onto it, quickly climbing into his lap and straddling him.
Your lips meet again in another heated kiss and Jungkook groans as you grind on him. He鈥檚 hard underneath you, 聽so you move your hips faster and pull apart to let out moans. His head lolls back at the friction, mouth open as more moans tumble from his lips and his hands grip your hips.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so pretty, baby boy.鈥 You coo, hand coming up to cup his face. He lets out a higher-pitched moan at the pet name. 鈥淵ou like when I call you names?鈥
鈥淢mhmm,鈥 it comes out a whimper.
鈥淵ou like being my baby boy?鈥 You slip your hands under his shirt and he jumps which ultimately makes him rut up against you and has him whining.
鈥淵es, yes.鈥 Jungkook鈥檚 words are desperate, his hands still clutching your hips. He throws his head back again and you can鈥檛 help but lean forward and bite the flesh of his throat, sucking a mark there. The skin is soft and slightly salty from sweat. Leaving a kiss on the mark you quickly make, you switch to the other side and leave another there, Jungkook begging you at this point.
鈥淚 need you, please Y/n.
When you pull back and look at him, his doe-eyes are impossibly wider as he stares at you, an irresistible pout on his lips. They鈥檙e red from the way he gnawed on them as you worked at his neck. The urge to feel his lips on your pussy is overwhelming as you climb out of his lap.
鈥淐lothes off. Now.鈥 You breathe, already tugging your dress over your head. Jungkook follows suit, rushing to yank his shirt and shorts off.
You both stand there for a few seconds, wordlessly admiring your bodies. Seeing Jungkook in only shorts in the water is nothing compared to his nude form. You鈥檙e not sure who moves first, but you meet somewhere in the middle and your hands tangle in his faded blue locks as your lips meet again in a flurry.
The kisses are desperate and fast and match the feeling of Jungkook鈥檚 hands wandering over your body. Warm fingers settle on your breasts, his tattooed fingers tweaking your nipples, making you lean into his touch.
鈥淥ne second, baby boy.鈥 You reluctantly pull away and rush to your suitcase. It only takes you a few seconds to find the small pocket inside with the box of condoms you brought with you. You鈥檙e barely a few inches away from the bed before Jungkook leaps up to wrap his arms around you and lays you onto the bed.
Jungkook鈥檚 soft lips start at your neck, licking and suckling the skin, no doubt leaving you a mark of your own to find later. He makes his way down to your breasts, mouth latching onto your nipple and sucking which has your back bowing off of the bed and closer to him. You鈥檙e lost in the moment as he continues to alternate between your breasts, fingers pinching what he doesn鈥檛 have his mouth on.
When you feel Jungkook鈥檚 fingers dance down your belly and to your clit, you grab his wrist, stopping him.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 wrong?鈥 He asks, panic in his voice that he鈥檚 done something wrong.
You sit up and place a kiss on his nose to calm his nerves. 鈥淭urn over. On your back.鈥 You tell him. He nods, scrambling to do what he鈥檚 told. Once he鈥檚 flat on the bed, eyes blinking up at you, you straddle his lap, seeing him tremble in anticipation.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so pretty like this, baby boy.鈥 You coo as you rub his chest, tweaking his nipples a few times. Jungkook lets out a groan and squirms underneath you. As much as you want to continue teasing him, the throbbing between your legs needs attention now.
Your nails scrape against his skin one more time before you move to shimmy up his body, placing your thighs on either side of his head. Jungkook licks his lips, eyes locked onto the way your pussy glistens right in front of him. Once you鈥檙e settled, he impatiently reaches up to grab your thighs and pulls you down to his mouth.
Jungkook wastes no time in lapping at your pussy, the sounds of him slurping at your juices fill the room, mixing with the moans he has you letting out. Rocking your hips, you begin riding his face, his hands grabbing your thighs to keep you close to his mouth.
鈥淔uck, Jungkook!鈥 You pant as he begins fucking you with his tongue, the muscle rubbing against your walls in a way that has you shaking already. 鈥淪o good鈥 such a good boy, don鈥檛 stop.鈥
Jungkook鈥檚 grip on your thighs tightens and he lets out a moan at your words, the sound vibrating deliciously against your moist lips. You rock into him faster and change the angle which plunges his tongue deeper and makes room for his nose to bump into your clit with every forward motion.
鈥淵es鈥 yes right there, baby!鈥 Your hands shoot out to steady yourself against the headboard as you wiggle against him faster, your orgasm hitting you fast and hard. A scream slips out of you as you hunch over, your body still tingling. Jungkook laps at you, cleaning you up and only serving to rile you up all over again.
Panting, you lift from his face, and Jungkook whines at the loss of you. He鈥檚 not left untouched for long because you scoot down his body, your core hovering over his hard cock. You take it into your hand, eliciting a hiss out of him, followed by another whine.
鈥淵ou want to fuck me, Jungkookie?鈥
鈥淵es! Fuck, yes please, Y/n!鈥 He bucks his hips up and continues to beg a few more times. You grab the condom laying next to your body and tear it open. Slowly, you roll it down his cock, taking your time to tease him along the way. He croaks out another plea right as you line him up with your entrance and sink onto his length.
You let out identical moans as he fills you and you begin to rock your hips. Jungkook鈥檚 hands shoot up to grab your hips as he starts to thrust up into you.
鈥淔uck, fuck, fuck,鈥 you chant, as you find a pace consistently bouncing up and down in his lap.
鈥淵/n, fuck you feel so good!鈥 He says through gritted teeth, eyes locked on your breasts as they bounce along with you.
鈥淵eah? Yo-you like fucking me?鈥
鈥淵es鈥 so much鈥 so good鈥︹ The younger man anchors his feet flat on the bed, knocking you off balance and falling towards his chest. His strong arms wrap about your waist as your hands hold you up on either side of his head. Jungkook uses the new position and fuck you harder, the force jolting you forward repeatedly.
鈥淎h! Jungkook, just like that! Right there!鈥
鈥淵/n, please, I鈥檓 so close!鈥 A layer of sweat covers you both as he continues to pound into you.
鈥淕onna cum for me, baby? Gonna fill me up?鈥 You whisper into his ear, placing a kiss on it before licking at his earrings.
鈥淵es! Please, Y/n, can I cum?!鈥 He begs over and over again, his words starting to jumble together.
鈥淵es, Jungkookie, cum for me. Cum inside of me.鈥 No sooner than you say it, Jungkook tosses his head back, hips pushing his cock as far as it鈥檒l go as he fills the condom. He lets out a long, high-pitched moan that has you rutting against him faster and cumming soon after. You let out a squeal, your second orgasm hitting you harder than the first.
You both stay where you are as he softens inside of you while your breathing evens out. As much as you don鈥檛 want to, you move off of his lap, both of you sighing at the feeling of him slipping out of you. You flop on your back next to him, savoring the post-orgasm bliss.
鈥淗ow was that?鈥 You finally ask, a smirk in your voice.
鈥淵/n, you鈥檝e ruined any other pussy for me that I鈥檝e ever had in my entire life,鈥 he says, eyebrows knitted together, but you both still end up bursting into laughter.
鈥淚 guess I鈥檝e ruined you for any future girls too, huh?鈥
Jungkook stops laughing, giving you a goofy smile. 鈥淲ell, I was hoping that I wouldn鈥檛 really have any future girls other than you.鈥 His words make you flush and you lean forward, holding his face in your hands to kiss him.
This kiss is much sweeter than the earlier ones you shared and you relax into the feeling of Jungkook. You kiss him until you have to break away with a yawn and he makes a move to get up.
鈥淲here are you going?鈥 You ask, holding onto his arm.
鈥淥h, uh, I was going to go home鈥?鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to.鈥 You don鈥檛 know what鈥檚 gotten into you, but a wave of bashfulness overcomes you at your words.
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to tell me twice!鈥 Jungkook grins, quickly disposing of the condom then slinking under the blanket, pulling it over you both. You didn鈥檛 realize how tired you were until you were bundled up and lying on Jungkook鈥檚 bare chest. Just like a scene in a cheesy romantic movie, you fall asleep to the sound of Jungkook鈥檚 heartbeat.
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Light has long since peeked through the blinds when you wake up the next morning. Jungkook is still fast asleep when you slip out of bed and grab your robe from the corner of the room. After tying it closed, you tiptoe out of the room and immediately smell bacon.
鈥淲ell, look who it is!鈥 Krystal announces when you walk into the kitchen. She and Luna are at the table while Irene is at the stove, carrying a pan with eggs to the table. 鈥淗ow was your night, sleeping beauty?鈥
鈥淚t was good,鈥 you say nonchalantly, eyeing the spread of food. 鈥淏reakfast looks good too.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 change the subject! I poked my head in when we all got back sometime in the early morning and I saw you have a certain sexy surfer boy in your bed.鈥 Luna teases, wiggling her eyebrows at you.
You shove a strip of bacon in your mouth, chewing slowly. 鈥淲hat time did you guys get in last night?鈥
Irene shrugs as she joins the three of you at the table. 鈥淣ot sure. After the beach patrol busted everyone, we all scattered. I ended up going to that pizza place we went to the other night with a guy I met at the party. Luna and Krystal ran to another part right?鈥
Krystal nods. 鈥淵eah, it was us and a few other people. We found a more secluded part and smoked a little before calling it a night. When did you and lover boy come back here and continue the party?鈥
Shrugging, you take a sip of Irene鈥檚 nearby coffee. 鈥淲e ran back here right after everyone first ran off.鈥
鈥淎nd then you fucked?鈥
鈥淵es, Luna, then we fucked.鈥
鈥淎nd what was it like? Was he good? He looks like he knows what he鈥檚 doing.鈥
You try and think of the right word to describe last night, but all you can think of is, 鈥淚ndescribable. It was better than I imagined it鈥檇 be.鈥
Your friends all clap and Krystal raises her hand to high-five you. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 my girl! See, you got what you wanted in the end! How does he compare to your hookups of summers past?鈥
鈥淵eah, I remember you saying just how flexible Sota was able to make you when you two hooked up last year.鈥
At the memory of your fling last summer you laughed. 鈥淥h Irene, Sota doesn鈥檛 have anything on Jungkook okay? I don鈥檛 think anyone I鈥檝e ever fucked made me cum as hard as Jungkook. I went to sleep dreaming about his dick okay?鈥
鈥淲ho would鈥檝e thought your most memorable summer fling would be in some random coastal town.鈥
鈥淵eah, what Irene said. And maybe you鈥檒l actually call Jungkook back after the summer is over. That girl from a few summers ago was hella persistent with her texts before you blocked her.鈥
You nod at Krystal. 鈥淵eah and I-鈥 You stop talking when you hear a throat clear behind you. You and the girls all turn to see Jungkook standing in the entryway of the kitchen with only his shorts on. The expression on his face is the complete opposite of the blissed-out one he wore last night. 鈥淢orning Jun-鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry, I鈥檓 on my way out. You don鈥檛 have to worry about me texting you too much.鈥 You frown, trying to comprehend his words before you realize that he heard everything you and your friends were just talking about.
鈥淛ungkook, that鈥檚 not what it sounded like.鈥 You try and save yourself, but he鈥檚 already stomping to the front door, shoes, and shirt in his arms. 鈥淛ungkook, wait!鈥 You run after him, following him to the front porch. 鈥淧lease.鈥
鈥淧lease what, Y/n?鈥 He turns quickly and you stumble. 鈥淚 heard you, okay?! I heard you and your friends just now! It鈥檚 obvious what last night was for you.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 not like that.鈥
鈥淪o you don鈥檛 hook up with people on your summer vacations? I鈥檓 not another one of these hookups?鈥 There is clear hurt swimming in his brown eyes and it鈥檚 painful to see.
鈥淚鈥 well, I mean yes, I have slept with people on previous vacations, but you鈥檙e different.鈥
鈥淵eah, I鈥檓 sure. Because I鈥檓 such a good fuck, right?鈥 Jungkook scoffs and turns away from you to keep going.
鈥淧lease, let me explain!鈥
鈥淪ave it. I don鈥檛 wanna hear it right now. And don鈥檛 come after me!鈥 He calls back, taking off in a jog down the walkway and across the beach to the sidewalk.
You watch him go, a heavy feeling in the pit of your stomach. Jungkook is different. He鈥檚 the first person you鈥檝e met that you feel an actual connection with. You planned on telling him all this before the summer was over - before you had to go and open your big mouth with him in the next room.
You respect his wishes and don鈥檛 follow him. You even decide to give him a day to cool off, before sending him a text to ask him to meet up so you can talk. He ignores that text and the one you send him later that night. He then proceeds to ignore your calls and messages for the next two days.
Each morning, you go to the beach as normal, waiting for him to show up, but you don鈥檛 see him at all. You don鈥檛 even see Mingyu or Yugyeom on the beach either when you try to spot them both days.
On the third day of Jungkook ignoring you, you go around to his friends that you know are usually around. You鈥檙e not sure where Jungkook lives, but you can鈥檛 imagine it鈥檚 too far since he jogs on the beach every morning. Seokjin, the surf instructor, refuses to tell you anything, dismissing you almost as soon as you approach him. One of his friends, Hoseok, is a lifeguard on the beach, and when you find him at his post, you beg to know where Jungkook lives. The man simply tells you that if you don鈥檛 need him for a lifeguard emergency, then he can鈥檛 speak to you.
Getting desperate, you go into town, begging his friend Jimin in the ice cream shop to tell you how to get to Jungkook鈥檚 parent鈥檚 house, but he also clearly knows what鈥檚 going on, because he asks you to either buy ice cream or get out of the line.
Defeated, you slink out of the shop and slouch to the ground, tears welling in your eyes. After spending each day with Jungkook, not being with him feels wrong. The way you feel about him now makes you miss him more with each missed text message and ignored call. You want so badly to see him and just explain. You admit that you shouldn't have been bragging so much about your night together with him still in the house, but all you want is to get the chance to make it up to him.
You鈥檙e about ready to scour the beach for any sign of any more of Jungkook鈥檚 friends when Jimin steps out of the ice cream shop on his phone. Ducking out of the way behind the side of the building closest to you, you stick around when you hear him say Jungkook鈥檚 name.
鈥淛ungkook, I can鈥檛 just give you two gallons of ice cream! I love you but not enough to use my employee discount on you again鈥. Fine, send Yugyeom or Mingyu and I鈥檒l send it back with them鈥. Yeah, you better throw in a tip for me too. Bye.鈥
Jimin steps back into the shop and the gears in your head turn. If you just wait around for one of his friends to show up they鈥檒l lead you to where Jungkook is.
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鈥淪tupid. I鈥檓 so stupid!鈥澛營s all Jungkook tells himself after overhearing you talking about him. He should鈥檝e known a woman like you wouldn鈥檛 want anything more than one night with him. He鈥檚 just a kid compared to the people you鈥檝e been with.
He鈥檚 mad at himself for even allowing the feelings he has for you to grow the way they have. Admittedly, when he first saw you last month, you were just another tourist, albeit the most gorgeous tourist he鈥檚 ever seen. Then he got to know you and the more time you spent together, the more his feelings for you grew, making his heart race every time you kissed or touched him.
The night of the bonfire, he was going to officially ask you to be his girlfriend and you鈥檇 figure out your relationship from there. But then the officers showed up and you went back to your place, finally having sex and the thought was gone. When he woke up that morning, he planned on asking you then, but as he was padding down the hall and pulling on his clothes, he heard you and your friends.
One of them said something about other summer hookups and how you finally got what you wanted by fucking him. Jungkook remembers the sick feeling in the pit of his stomach at your words and the pain in his chest. He felt tears prickle at the backs of his eyes but refused to cry until he was away from you and at home.
And he did just that, throwing himself onto his bed and letting cries slip out. Jungkook never expected to marry you at the end of the summer, but hearing that he was the only one who had strong feelings and wanted something more hurt like hell.
He knows you鈥檝e been calling and texting. He can鈥檛 bring himself to block you, so instead, he just turns the ringer down every time you call and continues to absorb himself in snacks, video games, and self-pity. Ignoring the urge to go out and surf is killing him, but he can鈥檛 risk seeing you. He鈥檚 still hurt and is scared to have this conversation. Hearing the straight-forward rejection will make this so much worse.
He tells his best friends from home, Yugyeom, and Mingyu that the two of you aren鈥檛 talking right now, and that you may have broken up. This thankfully stops them from answering any of your questions about him when you come looking. They鈥檝e all taken turns to stop by and check on Jungkook, making sure he鈥檚 doing alright, all things considered.
Yugyeom and Mingyu stop by today, playing video games with Jungkook and Mingyu even leaves to briefly walk to the ice cream shop and pick up some ice cream from Jimin.
鈥淪o,鈥 Yugyeom asks in between trash-talking about Mingyu's gameplay. 鈥淎re you gonna tell us what happened with Y/n?鈥
鈥淣o,鈥 Jungkook says without looking up.
鈥淐an we guess?鈥
His friends exchange looks he misses, but don鈥檛 push the subject. They stay for another hour before they decide to leave, citing the need to get sunlight. Jungkook walks them out, saying goodbye and heading back upstairs. He鈥檚 about to finish the rest of one of the tubs of ice cream when he hears music playing from outside his window. He thinks he鈥檚 crazy at first hearing 鈥淚f I Ain鈥檛 Got You鈥 playing.
Jungkook pokes his head out of the window and sees you. You鈥檙e under his window, a small box-shaped bluetooth speaker raised over your head blaring music. He squints and sees the speaker looks similar to the ones you can win at one of the boardwalk games. He鈥檚 amused for a second until he remembers why he鈥檚 upset.
鈥淵/n, why are you at my house playing Alicia Keys?鈥
鈥淚 was trying to get your attention.鈥
鈥淲ell, it worked. Also, how do you know where I live?鈥
鈥淚 was at the ice cream shop when Jimin got your call asking for ice cream. I followed Mingyu back here and waited until they left.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 kind of creepy.鈥
鈥淣o one would tell me where you lived!鈥
Jungkook sighs, resting on his forearms. 鈥淲hy do you think that is, Y/n?鈥
鈥淚 know. I know you鈥檙e still mad. I鈥檓 sorry for hurting you with what I said. I know it sounded bad, but please let me talk to you. I miss you.鈥
Jungkook hates how weak he feels at the soft way you say you miss him.
鈥淚鈥檓 coming down.鈥 He murmurs, disappearing from the window and going downstairs to let you in. The walk up three flights of stairs is quiet as he leads you to his childhood bedroom. You take in the messy room with posters all over the wall and books all over the floor. 鈥淪o, what is it?鈥 Jungkook cuts to chase, leaning against his desk as he waits for you.
Taking in a deep breath, you plop onto his bed. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, again for what I said. I know that it sounded bad, believe me, but I wasn鈥檛 talking about you to make you sound like a quick fuck. I admit that usually on these summer trips my friends and I take, I end up sleeping with someone that I鈥檝e met that I鈥檓 attracted to and it鈥檚 usually left just as that. I鈥檓 not going to apologize for being a consenting adult and enjoying sex, but I鈥檓 sorry for seeing you as another summer fling - at first.鈥 You make sure to annunciate the last part.
鈥淛ungkook, every day that we spent time together, I started to like you more and more. You went from the hot younger guy that I wanted to sleep with to this funny, charming, sweet guy that I wanted to spend all my time with and know more. I promise you, that what I feel for you is real. I鈥檝e grown to really, truly care about you and I don鈥檛 want to stop seeing you. Please believe me.鈥 You hope more than anything that your words can thoroughly convey your feelings. Jungkook is still across the room, expression unreadable.
鈥淪o, you weren鈥檛 planning on forgetting I existed the morning after we slept together?鈥
鈥淣o! No, I swear I wasn鈥檛. I was honestly just bragging about our night together and I鈥檓 sorry for talking about you like that. I鈥檒l apologize as many times as you want me to, just know that I鈥檓 being genuine.鈥 Your expression is desperate as you plead with him and he can see how your eyes glisten with tears that threaten to spill.
Without another word, Jungkook crosses the room and pulls you into a hug, and you immediately melt in his arms. He decides to believe you. If you truly only saw him as nothing more than a hookup, you wouldn鈥檛 have been chasing after him and going as far as to follow someone to his house. It鈥檇 be much easier for you to just leave it and go on with your vacation, but you didn鈥檛.
He grabs your face, pulling you into a kiss that you eagerly return. The same jittery feeling that you get in your stomach when Jungkook touches you is back, but it鈥檚 much more intense this time. The feeling is the same for Jungkook and just as intense.
鈥淚 forgive you,鈥 he breathes out after finally pulling back. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry for not staying to talk it out with you. I was just upset. It鈥檚 not that you talking about our sex upset me, it was just the way that I thought the conversation was going that hurt me.鈥
鈥淚 know, and you needed time, I get that. Thanks for not turning me away again.鈥
鈥淚鈥檝e never had a girl serenade me outside of my window before so I鈥檇 be lying if I said I didn鈥檛 kind of like it.鈥
鈥淲ell, I鈥檒l serenade you with as many songs as you want as long as you don鈥檛 ghost me anymore.鈥
Jungkook smiles and he knows the expression is dopey, but he doesn鈥檛 care. 鈥淒eal.鈥
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Things between you and Jungkook pick up naturally as they had before your misunderstanding. The rest of the summer is different than any other summer trip you鈥檝e taken, and that鈥檚 okay with you. Jungkook鈥檚 friends accepted you again, and your friends even apologized to him too for the conversation he heard.
Things went well for the remainder of the summer, until the day that you and your friends need to fly back to the East coast. Jungkook is standing on the front porch of your rental house with you. Your bags are at your feet, and your hands are locked with Jungkook鈥檚.
鈥淎nd you鈥檒l text me when you get to the airport right?鈥
鈥淵es, Jungkook.鈥
鈥淎nd when you鈥檝e boarded?鈥
鈥淎nd when you land?鈥
鈥淛ungkook, of course, I will.鈥
He rests his forehead against yours, the two of you standing together in silence.
鈥淚鈥檒l miss you,鈥 you finally say. You鈥檝e decided to pursue a long-distance relationship. You鈥檝e been in long-distance relationships twice in your life, but neither worked out. Like you kept reminding yourself though, Jungkook is different. You believe that things between you will work out, even on opposite coasts.
鈥淚鈥檒l miss you too,鈥 he whispers back, your lips brushing with each word.
鈥淗ey, I really hate to break up your moment, but we gotta get to the airport, Y/n,鈥 Irene calls over her shoulder as she inputs the code to lock the front door. She wishes Jungkook a goodbye and lugs her last bag to the car where Luna and Krystal are waiting.
鈥淚 promise you鈥檒l get a text, okay?鈥
鈥淵eah鈥︹ Jungkook mumbles before pulling you into a soft, bittersweet kiss. When he pulls away you can see the wet way his brown eyes shine. 鈥淗ey, don鈥檛 cry, baby. I鈥檓 coming back for spring break, remember? And we鈥檙e gonna video chat when I鈥檓 home.鈥 Jungkook nods, wiping at his eyes.
When you finally pull away from him, he walks you to the car holding both of your bags for you. Once they鈥檙e packed in the trunk you kiss again savoring the sweet taste of his mouth.
鈥淥kay, I really gotta go.鈥 You pinch yourself to pull away and practically leap into the backseat so you鈥檙e not tempted to keep kissing him.
As if knowing how much self-restraint you鈥檙e practicing, Irene throws a glance your way through the rearview mirror and backs out of the parking spot without hesitation. Jungkook watches you go, waving until you can鈥檛 see him in the distance any longer.
Your phone immediately lights up with heart emojis making you smile as you feel yourself blush.
鈥淕ag! Are you gonna be all clingy with him even across the country?鈥 Krystal complains, not even hiding the way she鈥檚 leaning over your shoulder peering at your screen.
鈥淢aybe. Mind your business and you won鈥檛 have to see it.鈥
鈥淲ell, I beg you to remember how thin our apartment walls are. The last thing I need is to hear you calling Jungkook 'daddy' or something.鈥
You let out a laugh, and before you can stop yourself you say, 鈥淏old of you to assume he won鈥檛 be calling me 'mommy'.鈥 聽
Silence takes over the car, followed by various calls of 聽鈥渙h my god!鈥 You laugh along with your friends, trying to push down the longing you already feel for Jungkook. This may be your first serious relationship in years, but Jungkook already has your emotions in the palm of his hand, and you know they鈥檒l stay there once you鈥檙e back in your time zone.
You don鈥檛 want to even breathe the 鈥榣 word,鈥 but it does cross your mind. You鈥檙e not there yet, but if your phone keeps vibrating with sweet messages the way it is, you can easily see yourself falling for Jungkook. For now, though, you鈥檒l enjoy your new relationship with your dreamy surfer boy.
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NOTE: I have lost access to my old account @joheun-saram鈥. THIS IS A REPOST since I鈥檓 afraid that account will soon be deactivated.
Summary- Jungkook was the perfect boyfriend for two years, and then two months ago something changed. It was like a switch had been flipped and he鈥檇 gone from doting to distant. For the life of you, you could not figure out what happened, and you hated it
word count- 4.4k
pairing- nonidol!Jungkook x Reader (feat. Namjoon)
rating- R
genre- angst, smut
warnings- explicit smut (including fingering), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it friends), sad sex, talks of depression and anxiety, talks of therapy, character death, car accident
a.n- This was written part of @btswriterscollective鈥 secret santa project and I鈥檓 so excited to reveal that I鈥檓 indeed @therealmintedmango鈥嬧榮 secret santa 馃巺馃徏I had such a great time getting to know you this month Mango and I really hope you enjoy all the angst in this fic! Happy holidays, love! 馃挄
new a.n- i hope you enjoy this re-edited version of this fic. i will be posting all my old fics weekly so in case tumblr decides to delete my old account i don鈥檛 lose them.聽
As always feedback appreciated. Send me an ask! 馃拰
鈥淲ell if you can鈥檛 even talk to me, maybe we should just end this!鈥 you screamed, your lungs aching as you looked at your boyfriend on the couch next to you, the room falling into a charged silence.聽
It had been the same fight for months. The same constant back and forth. You would try to broach the topic but he would close off. Every time. His expression was neutral as he looked at you, his doe eyes betraying his defeat as he sighed.
Jungkook was the perfect boyfriend for two years, and then two months ago something changed. It was like a switch had been flipped and he鈥檇 gone from doting to distant. For the life of you, you could not figure out what had happened, and you hated it. You hated how it seemed to bring all your insecurities to the surface and clawed at your emotions till they were raw. From the corner of your eye you saw Namjoon looking at you sadly - disappointed - before shaking his head and disappearing round the corner. You felt a tear roll down your cheek as you looked at your boyfriend, who just sat in silence at your outburst.
Jungkook had always been quiet, introverted, and this cloud of mystery was one of the things that made him so unbelievably attractive, but now it was the worst thing about him. You didn鈥檛 expect this fight to escalate, you didn鈥檛 expect these words to come out, but now that they were you wanted him to react. You needed him to react. Needed just anything more than the stoic expression marring his features.
鈥淢aybe we should鈥︹ Jungkook spoke softly, after what seemed like hours. It wasn鈥檛 what you were expecting and it only caused your anger to flare. He was seriously going to just throw away everything?
You looked at him next to you and he seemed to have moved further away. You鈥檙e not sure if he actually did or your mind was playing tricks on you again, but the seat cushion between you seemed to stretch for miles, your boyfriend getting smaller in the horizon.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not even going to fight for us? You鈥檙e going to walk away?鈥 You didn鈥檛 care that you were raising your voice, and that the one tear from earlier was now a flood cascading down your features. Maybe it was your fate. You never thought you deserved happiness and this was just another nail in your ever growing collection. You had spent your life chasing after that elusive ray of joy, only for you to get too comfortable when you reached it and it disappeared as soon as it appeared, throwing you into the darkness once again.
It figures that this happiness would vanish too. You wanted to reach out and shake Jungkook. Why did he have to change? Why did he have to do this to you?
鈥淲hat did I do? What happened?鈥 you asked, your voice small, as you looked at him staring at his hands in his lap. His long wavy hair fell into his eyes, and the longer he sat there in silence, the louder your heart crumbled. 鈥淪ay something!鈥 you exclaimed, followed by a quieter 鈥淧lease鈥︹
鈥淲hat do you want me to say Y/N? You鈥檙e the one who wants to end us.鈥 Jungkook finally looked at you, his lips pressed together as his tongue poked the inside of his cheek lightly. You鈥檇 seen this look before, but never directed at you. It was cold and made your skin pebble - made fresh tears stream down your face.
鈥淏ecause you changed! Because you hate me!鈥 you yelled indignified as he sighed once again. He lifted his head slightly as he looked at you, his eyes glassy.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 hate you,鈥 he whispered quietly, the words floating in the tension in the air.
鈥淭hen why are you avoiding me? Why haven鈥檛 you said a full sentence to me these past two months?鈥
鈥淏ecause鈥︹ He looked away again, staring straight ahead at the blank wall of his living room and you couldn鈥檛 help but move closer, wiping your eyes to see him clearer.
鈥淣o. You can鈥檛 do your stupid quiet guy shit right now! I need to know!鈥 You pulled at his shoulder to make him look at you and as he did, his hand found yours, holding it gently. His eyes swam with the love you had come to expect from him but it was tinged with an overwhelming sadness, a sadness that drooped his features even though he tried to school them into a small smile for your sake.
鈥淚t鈥檚 not your fault, okay?鈥 He was still whispering, his hand squeezing yours as the other fidgeted with the untied string of his sweatpants.
鈥淲hat鈥檚 not my fault? Please Kook. Please talk to me.鈥 You removed your hand from his and cupped his face in both of yours, needing more, needing anything to help clear the haze in your head.
鈥淚 can鈥檛.鈥 His voice louder, he pulled your hands away from his face as he stood up and you grabbed at his legs to stop him, desperate for a real reason.
鈥淲hy not?!鈥
鈥淏ecause you鈥檝e never loved me and I had to find out when you were drunk!鈥 Jungkook yelled. He never yelled, not at you anyway, but it鈥檚 not his volume that stunned you, it was the words echoing through the small studio apartment. Words that made you freeze, dropping your hands from him as you felt the breath knocked out of your lungs.
鈥淭hat night after the club. While I was taking care of you. Me!鈥 He pointed at his chest, his eyes ablaze as he continued. 鈥淢aking sure that you didn鈥檛 get puke on your hair or fall or get hurt, you looked at me and do you know what you asked me?鈥澛
His shoulders fell as he quietened once again, sighing and running his hands through his hair. His face distorted into one of heartbreak as he said the next words, his tone even and calm. 鈥溾榃hy don鈥檛 I love you as much as him?鈥 And here I was like an idiot believing you every time you said you loved me鈥
You stood at his words. That wasn鈥檛 true. It wasn鈥檛 true. You remembered that night. Not most of it but you know yourself enough to know you would never say that to him, not after he had worked so hard to put you back together again. Jungkook wasn鈥檛 your soulmate, you didn鈥檛 believe in those anymore, but Jungkook was your rock, your best friend. He was there when you couldn鈥檛 get out of bed for days. He was there when you didn鈥檛 know how to stop crying. He was always there. And you loved him.
鈥淚 do love you. Jungkook, please!鈥 You grabbed his hands, holding them tightly as if he would disappear too. You looked at him desperately, trying to convey your feelings through your gaze, but all you found in him was defeat.
鈥淚 just can鈥檛 do this anymore. You鈥檙e right. I can鈥檛 compete with a ghost鈥 not anymore.鈥澛
He sighed again as his lip quivered. It stuttered your breath and you felt your chest tighten. You couldn鈥檛 lose him too, not after Namjoon. As you felt the panic rising, the drunk haze of two months ago came into focus, spiking your adrenaline and paling your face.
You were dancing to the loud EDM pulsing through the club as neon lights flashed across your skin, setting your white dress aglow. Jungkook was pressed against your back and his lips ghosted the skin of your neck, his hands grazing your hips as he pulled you ever so close. You hadn鈥檛 felt this content in years, the tequila warming your veins in a sweet comfort as your boyfriend鈥檚 hips moved against yours, your arms around his neck, fingers playing with his hair.
You missed this. Missed going dancing and drinking because it was fun and not because you were trying to forget. Surrounded by your friends, you smiled as you opened your eyes, finally happy.聽
Until you saw him and your heart dropped, making you freeze.
Namjoon smiled at you from the bar, the sweet dimpled smile that creased his eyes into crescents, as he waved. How was he here? How was he back?
You felt your heart kickstart as you pushed Jungkook off you and raced to the bar. You鈥檇 apologize to him later, but you needed Namjoon right now. Needed to feel him in your arms, needed to smell his calming scent, and so like an addict you raced through the club looking for one more hit. When you reached the bar, he wasn鈥檛 there anymore and the sheer weight of disappointment made you sob. You felt a pair of strong arms surround you and the familiar smell of bergamot and vanilla encased your senses, pulling you closer into a firm chest.
鈥淏aby what鈥檚 wrong?鈥 A soft voice asked as you looked at Jungkook鈥檚 worry-filled eyes. You hated that you were doing this again. It had been almost a year since this happened, and your mind felt numb as you grasped Jungkook鈥檚 black shirt.
鈥淗e was here! Kook he was here!鈥 you exclaimed, your loud voice carrying over the music. You were sure you looked deranged, mascara running down your cheeks, lipstick smeared where your lips had met Jungkook鈥檚 shirt, as you desperately clinged to him. He looked at you sadly before pulling you into his chest once again and holding you tight, his fingers running soothingly on your scalp.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, baby. I鈥檓 so, so sorry.鈥澛
He repeated that phrase as he stroked your back, trying to calm you down as you continued sobbing and onlookers peered at the two of you curiously.
The memory of the night jolted you as you grabbed onto Jungkook鈥檚 shirt the same way you did at the club, looking at him pleadingly. His face blurred behind your tears as you tried to unscramble your memories to explain.
鈥淚 was with him for five years and he fucking died!鈥澛
There was no volume behind your words, only the distraught behind the truth you felt you were never ready to face. You weakly punched at Jungkook鈥檚 chest trying to make him understand your agony. But you didn鈥檛 need to try, he already knew; had lived through it.
鈥淵eah Namjoon died! But I鈥檓 here! I鈥檓 alive!鈥 His voice was broken as the tears finally escaped his eyes. He grabbed your hand from where it was knocking against his chest and held it there. 鈥淵ou feel this? That鈥檚 my heart racing for you! How it always does! Because I love you.鈥
Before you could say anything else, he grabbed your face and crashed your lips together desperately, wanting you to feel just an ounce of what he felt for you. Your sinuses full of tears, your lungs burned as you pulled him closer. You wanted him to consume you, make you forget again. But as you tasted the salt of his tears, the overwhelming guilt broke you more. He didn鈥檛 let go though, his fingers moving from your face to your waist, digging in hard enough to leave bruises.
Three years ago you had never thought you would love someone again. You didn鈥檛 deserve to. Not when it was your fault you could never see Namjoon鈥檚 face again. Your fault that the world would never know what difference he would have made to it. But when you stood outside the funeral his parents had banned you from attending, arm in a cast and stitches on your forehead, caving into yourself from grief, Jungkook had found you. Had held you tight enough to stop you from breaking and told you it wasn鈥檛 your fault, that there was no way to have known that the 14 wheeler would run a red. He reminded you everyday till you believed him, till your dreams no longer weaved your memories into nightmares, till you no longer saw Namjoon everywhere you looked. Till you felt worthy to love Jungkook back.
When the air in your lung ran out, you pulled away, but Jungkook pulled you closer, trailing his lips from your jaw to down your neck. He kissed you with fervour, nibbling the skin and soothing it with his tongue till you were nothing but a moaning mess. You gripped his hair and pulled him back to your lips, and like always, he obliged, his tongue caressing yours as your tears give way to passion. Your heart stuttered as his hands moved to the back of your thighs and he effortlessly lifted you without leaving your lips, walking towards his bed.
Amidst the kisses, he bumped into the bookshelf that separated his bed from the living room causing a few books to fall to the floor, the loud thud breaking the silence in the room. He ignored it as he tossed you on the bed, climbing over you. There were still tears in his eyes, brimming on the surface of his pupils as he slowed down and pressed his forehead against yours.
鈥淚 love you,鈥 he said softly but the sadness in his eyes never gave way to their usual warmth. It felt like a goodbye and another wave of grief washed over you. Why did you have to be like this? Why couldn鈥檛 you give him what he needed when he gave you so much?
You cupped his damp face and he leaned into your hands, closing his eyes and letting you kiss him tenderly. You hoped to convey how much you needed him, how you wouldn鈥檛 survive without him.聽
You pulled at the hem of his shirt, running your hands under it, feeling the light shudder that went through him as his skin pebbled. He didn鈥檛 need any more hints, pulling the shirt over his head and tossing it on the floor as he kissed you again more urgently, his lips molding to yours, igniting a familiar fire in the pit of your stomach. But all through it, he held on to your face as if you would run away if he didn鈥檛.
You pushed gently against his chest and he looked up in alarm before you made him lie next to you and straddled his waist. You couldn鈥檛 help but continue kissing him, trailing your lips over his neck, painting his golden chest red as the lump in your throat grew. Despite the tears still running steadily, you whispered 鈥業 love you鈥檚, hoping he鈥檇 believe you, but you were not sure who you were trying to convince; him or yourself.
He was right, you didn鈥檛 love him like you loved Namjoon. You didn鈥檛 think you could ever love anyone the way you loved him. Namjoon was your first love, the one turned your sepia to technicolour. He was your shelter amidst the rain, but Jungkook was the light amidst the darkness. It was different, it was incomparable. You never needed Namjoon the way you needed Jungkook. Never woke up in the middle of the night relieved to find him still sleeping next to you. You had never depended on someone like you depended on Jungkook, and so, wasn鈥檛 that love? Wasn鈥檛 needing someone the same as you need oxygen, love?
You trailed your kisses lower, but before you could reach his waistband, he lifted your shirt pulling it off you, and with his arms circled tight around your waist he kissed you again. The two of you kissed for a while, just relishing the feel of each other鈥檚 skin, his grip tightening till you couldn鈥檛 breathe. He was never like this, never this needy and your heart broke as you realize that he still thought he was competing.
You didn鈥檛 know if you were still crying, but you pulled yourself up and stared at him, memorizing the lines on his face and the way his doe eyes glittered in the fluorescence of the room.聽
鈥淛ungkook, I love you. I need you. Please-鈥
But before you could finish your sentence, he was rolling the two of you over, pinning you under him as he pulled your shorts down your legs. You didn鈥檛 mean this need, but you couldn鈥檛 deny how wet his length hardened against you made you. He traced his fingers over your soaked panties, groaning into your mouth before pushing them aside and thrusting two fingers in immediately.
He swallowed your moans as you arched into him, setting a fast pace right from the start, his lips moving to your chest. His kissed your nipples gently hardening them, before capturing one to tease it with his tongue, lapping at it furiously. He nipped it lightly and you felt your whole body light, forcing all your thoughts to tumble out of your head. All you saw were the flashes of red behind your eyelids, all you heard were the sounds of his fingers thrusting in you, all you felt was him as Jungkook did what he did best - made you forget.
鈥淲ant to make you forget. Want to make you mine,鈥 he whined against your chest, as he removed his fingers, pulling your panties off your legs and he discarding his own shorts and boxers off in a haze. You didn鈥檛 know what was going through his mind as he looked at you with a darkened gaze, his eyes roaming your body, but before you could dwell on it he kissed you again. It was hard and rough, teeth clattering against each other, his tongue licking into you as you mewled.
His cock grinded against your clit as he kissed you and you couldn鈥檛 help the way your hips bucked up against him. He looked up at that, a hand quickly moving down to line himself up against you. 鈥淧lease tell me you want me,鈥 he pleaded against your lips, and another tear rolled down your cheek as you nodded vigorously before kissing him.聽
Another wave of guilt rushed through you at seeing your usually confident boyfriend pleading at you, and for the first time as he slowly sank into you, you didn鈥檛 think of Namjoon.
You gasped against his lips as he fully sheathed himself within you, your walls fluttering around him in need. 鈥淛ungkook鈥 Kookie. Please鈥 want you, need you.鈥澛
He rewarded your pleas by slowly pulling out and thrusting in again, gripping your waist tightly and bracing his knees against the bed to start rocking into you faster.
鈥淚鈥檓 here. Me. Me. I鈥檓 the one here for you.鈥 He repeated again and again, the mantra powering his thrusts, leaving you a moaning mess below him as he consistently hit the spot that made you see stars. You wrapped your legs around his waist, stuttering his name and gripping his forearms tightly. You could feel your orgasm build as you lost yourself in his touch, letting him move your body as he pleased, letting him pull you in each time his hips met yours.
You tightened around him as you felt the high of your pleasure coursing through your veins. At the feeling, Jungkook moved forward, bracing his arms around your head, his forehead against yours, and commanding you to open your eyes and meet his.
His eyes were glassy as he looked at you lost in pleasure like it鈥檚 the only thing he needed. He kissed you again, softly, a total juxtaposition to the hard movement of his hips that was quickly tightening the coil in your stomach. His movements were sloppier now as he approached his high as well, but still he put you first, moving a hand downwards, fingers starting to circle your clit.
鈥淐um for me, baby, please,鈥 he moaned as you lost yourself to the euphoria he provided. Jungkook watched your face contorted in pleasure as you writhed under him, finding his release in the melody your whimpers provided.
You pulled him closer, your arms tight around him, and he pushed as deep as he could before stilling and filling you. He collapsed on you right after, still buried inside you with his head in the crook of your shoulder, your pants echoing through the room.
He laid on top of you for a while, his crushing weight smothering you to the mattress, but you didn鈥檛 dare move him, welcoming the intimacy after months of distance. You thought he had fallen asleep, but then you felt his shoulders shake, your neck getting damp as he sniffled next to you.聽
The guilt returned tenfold as you stroked his back gently and let him cry, your own reservoir long empty. Without lifting his head, he grabbed one of your hands, lacing your fingers together, and holding it tightly.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry I鈥檓 not him.鈥 He mumbled against you. You started to say his name but before you could he interrupted you. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry I can鈥檛 make it hurt less. I鈥檓 sorry I can鈥檛 bring him back. I鈥檓 so, so sorry.鈥
You tried to move his head to see him but he just nuzzled his face in deeper, his hair tickling your neck gently. Your mind felt heavy, like if you thought more your brain would simply shrivel up. You wished you were a different person, had a different life, made better decisions. You hated yourself for making Jungkook feel like he was responsible for your happiness, responsible for putting you back together. But most of all you hated yourself for making him feel like he had to bring Namjoon back for you to feel happy.
Before Namjoon died, Jungkook was a different person. He was funny, energetic, competitive, but afterwards he just became quiet. Sure, he was introverted before, but he just lost the spark behind his eyes. It wasn鈥檛 surprising. Jungkook had known Namjoon even longer than you did. He grew up with him and looked up to him like a younger brother would. In the beginning of your relationship, you even felt that he thought he had some kind of responsibility to take care of you for him. But he never pushed you, always relenting to your requests.
The first time you slept with him was only three months after the funeral, when in a drunken haze you begged him to make you forget. He wiped your tears and held you as he obliged, feeding you euphoria as a remedy for your grief.聽
In the two years following he never asked you to do anything, except for one thing. One thing you were always too scared to do because to you it would be admitting that you were lost - broken. As you laid with your arms tight around him, lamenting how you broke him worse, you decided finally return his generosity by giving him the one thing he had always asked for.
鈥淚鈥檒l go to therapy.鈥 Your voice was low but firm, and it jolted Jungkook to move up and lean on his hands next to your head. The movement made the two of you wince as he suddenly pulled out of you, dragging his release down your thighs.聽
His red rimmed eyes roamed your face looking for deceit.
鈥淵ou will?鈥
鈥淚 can鈥檛 expect you to fix me, Kook. I can鈥檛 put that on you.鈥 You sighed, a hand reaching out to smooth the crease between his eyebrows. Your thumb brushed over his lower lip that jutted out in a slight pout, tracing the little mole that hid underneath. You couldn鈥檛 believe how lucky you were to have him in your life.
鈥淵ou can. I鈥檒l always be here for you, you know that right?鈥 He whispered and it made your heart ache when you thought about how defeated he seemed earlier.
鈥淜ook鈥 I love you鈥 I really do.鈥 Your eyes were glassy again and you wondered how it was that your body could keep producing tears.聽
He hugged you at that, his arms going under your waist to gently lift you and scoot the two of you upwards, resting your head on the pillows. He laid next to you, a little distance between the two of you, your hands laced together as you both stared at the ceiling, the emotions of the night quickly morphing into exhaustion.
鈥淚 should鈥檝e talked to you instead of trying to run away.鈥 Jungkook spoke after a while, making you turn your head towards him.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 mean what I said-鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay if you did. I miss him. I wish he was here too.鈥 He looked at you with a small melancholic smile that didn鈥檛 reach his eyes.
鈥淣o. It鈥檚 not okay. You don鈥檛 deserve this. You could be with someone else and you鈥檇 be happy. You could be happy Kook. Don鈥檛 you want that? To be with someone who doesn鈥檛 imagine their dead ex all the time?鈥 Your voice was firm, even when it wavered slightly towards the end as your heart accelerated, your grip around his hand getting tighter.
鈥淣o. I want to be with you.鈥澛
His thumb caressed your hand as he turned on his side and puts his arm around your waist. The warmth you missed these past months was back in his eyes, but instead of it raising butterflies, all it did was produce dread for when it would disappear as he continued. 鈥淚 would鈥檝e left a long time ago if I wanted to. If you don鈥檛 want me, I still can鈥 if that鈥檚 what would make you happy.鈥
鈥淚 think you need to be with someone who you don鈥檛 have to put together again.鈥 Your voice was small as he sighed again, letting go of your hand to pull you close to his body, cradling your head into his chest. On instinct, you wrapped your arms and legs around him, nuzzling into his chest. The touch of his skin on yours never failed to comfort you.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e not broken. I鈥檓 not putting you together. I just鈥 I don鈥檛 want to lose you.鈥 His voice reverberated through his chest as he held you tighter, kissing the top of your head.
鈥淏ut maybe you need to.鈥澛
You wanted to be selfish, keep him for yourself but shouldn鈥檛 you let Jungkook go for his sake? Let him find someone with less work, no matter how much it hurt you? It was bad enough that your mental health was terrible, did his need to be too? You felt his heart pound under you and it caused yours to speed up as well, anticipating his words. You didn鈥檛 know how you would react if he agreed, even if it was your idea.
鈥淭omorrow. Let鈥檚 talk about this tomorrow,鈥 he said after quiet contemplation. 鈥淚 love you. More than you鈥檒l know.鈥
鈥淎nd I love you. You. Jeon Jungkook. Even if I鈥檓 selfish and ruining you.鈥
He shushed you at that, stroking your hair as the two of you fell in a dreamless sleep. You didn鈥檛 know if your relationship would survive past the post-orgasmic endorphins, but you knew one thing for sure.聽
You were in love with Jungkook and tomorrow you were going to set up your first therapy appointment to make sure you never made him feel like he lost again.
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eatjeanjin27 days ago
Homebound (M)
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Summary: You had moved on with your life. You had come into terms with everything you left behind when you left your home years ago. But a trip back home to attend a friend鈥檚 wedding makes you realize that there were some feelings that you thought you resolve-- feelings for that ex-bestfriend of yours. Turns out these feelings were still there, they were simply homebound.
Pairing: Jungkook x Female Reader
Genre: Smut, Light Angst, Fluff, Enemies to Lovers
Rating: Mature (18+)
Warnings: Legal alcohol use, Rave Parties, Swearing, Lots of Making Out, Grinding, Unprotected Sex, Oral Sex (Female Receiving), Fingering, Cum play, Rough Sex, Cockwarming
Word Count: 12437 (i.. really have no explanation)
Projects/Event: This was supposedly a very short fic that turned into a monster of a piece for the聽鈥淏usan Sea Festival鈥 square on my BTS Summer Bingo Card by @bangtanwritingbingo鈥
Credits: A huge thank you to @bluewhale52 for beta reading and editing this piece for me. You were such a great help and I will forever be grateful for your kindness. <3333
A/N: On another episode of Jean writing a short fic but ends up writing a monster. But this episode is special because she actually ended up posting it lololol I hope you all enjoy this thirst bred fic. Thank you in advance for reading :鈥)
**Please do not plagiarize or redistribute my works. I post my works either on Tumblr or on AO3. If this or any of my works are found on other sites, please let me know so we can report accordingly.**
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鈥淎ttention all passengers. We will begin our descent in Busan鈥檚 Gimhae International Airport in a few minutes. We will be welcomed by beautiful clear skies this morning. Please fasten your seatbelts when you see the seatbelt sign turn on. On behalf of your flight crew, I鈥檇 like to thank everyone for flying with us and we鈥檙e wishing you all a safe and happy summer here in Busan.鈥
The inflight announcement prompted you, and the rest of the passengers around you, to shuffle in your seats to prepare for landing. You closed the book you were reading and tucked it in your carry on purse. After zipping your bag up, you stowed your purse underneath your seat and buckled your seat belt as instructed.
Looking outside the window next to you, you could see the outline of Haeeundae beach and the buildings that littered the area.
It鈥檚 been so long since you last came home.
Since you moved to Japan for work right after college, you never had the chance to come back even for a short visit. The travel, and everything else that you had to adjust and prepare for, made it hard for you to find a reasonable amount of time to take off from work and make the journey home.
But this time, you were given a perfect excuse to come back home-- and for a decent amount of time at that. Two of your friends who you met in college decided to tie the knot and you wouldn鈥檛 miss it for anything. They were your best friends and you watched them and their relationship happen and grow. So, missing out on such a monumental event in their life was not an option.
Besides, you would be lying to yourself if you said you didn鈥檛 miss home and everyone else in it. You missed your parents鈥 house. You missed that little hangout spot by the beach where you and your friends always went to after school. You missed your parents. You missed your friends. And--
Okay, maybe there was one person that you didn鈥檛 miss. As a matter of fact, just the thought of possibly seeing him again gave you a chill down your spine. And, no it wasn鈥檛 a possibility. You will definitely see him there. He was also a close friend of the couple, ( heck, he was closest to the groom) and much like you, you figured he wouldn鈥檛 miss this wedding either.
You leaned back against your seat and shut your eyes tight while you felt the plane make its descent. This was the part of flying that you hated the most. But, you appreciated the distraction it provided against your thoughts.
Besides, it had聽 been a while since you came back. You decided you would not let your past (or the fear of) ruin this rare trip home.
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The outfit you decided to put on that night reminded you of how much you had聽 changed since you were last here. As comfortable as you used to be with your friends, you couldn鈥檛 find yourself to be as relaxed as you used to be whenever you were together. It had been years since you last saw them in person, and you had聽 always been the type to need some time to warm up to new people.
And so, there you were鈥 standing in front of the same full sized mirror you had since you were little. You were staring at yourself, so different in comparison to the usual image of yourself that you saw through this reflection.聽
You had your cream colored suit and slacks, matched with a pair of white pumps on. You straightened the chiffon blouse that you wore underneath the layers, followed by tucking some of your baby hair behind your ears. You grabbed your favorite vanilla cotton perfume and sprayed an ample amount on either side of your neck.
Right as you were grabbing your purse, your phone chimed with a message from your best friend and soon-to-be bride, Jane.
鈥淲e鈥檙e all here. You remember where our house is, right? See you soon!鈥
Of course, you remembered Jane鈥檚 house. It used to be one of your friends鈥 favorite hangout spots during college. It was a house that her aunt used to use when she attended the same school the rest of you did. Jane used the house for the same purpose instead of getting a dorm room.
It was also in that house where she met her roommate, Jimin. It was where they grew close and eventually fell for each other. A typical, happy love story of a pair of roommates who realized they couldn鈥檛 see life without the other in it.
Now, they own a restaurant which they both started from scratch. With Jane being a culinary arts major, and Jimin with his business major, it wasn鈥檛 a surprise when they told you they opened up a restaurant of their own. They started with renovating the first floor and used that space as the restaurant. They were going to move when they started to notice business was doing well for them but it defeated the whole purpose of what the restaurant was known for: a place which feels so familiar, anyone could call it their home.
You were so happy for them, it was like their story was one of those that most of us would wish for ourselves. A pair so perfectly made for each other.
All these made you feel excited to see how much they had聽 changed. So you quickly sent a reply to Jane saying you were on your way before heading out to grab yourself a cab.
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You arrived a few minutes later than the rest. Not used to how the usual traffic was in the area, especially during this time of the year. It slipped out of your mind but when you were passing by the stalls and different event venues that lined the downtown area, you remembered how it was the peak of summer and a lot of tourists and residents alike are travelling to the city for Busan鈥檚 Sea Festival.
After giving your cab driver a well deserved tip for driving you through all that urban ruckus, you stepped out of the vehicle and stared at the humble house in front of you. It didn鈥檛 change much but it was absolutely different. A good type of 鈥渄ifferent鈥. Business seemed to be doing well for them more than you thought it did and you couldn鈥檛 be anymore proud.
With a hand grasped on the strap of your purse, you took a deep breath and walked up to the house鈥檚 entrance. Jane already told you to use the house鈥檚 entrance and not the one that led to the restaurant, even though that was basically where you and your friends were set to meet up at.
You stood still for a moment before gathering enough courage to press the doorbell. But right as your finger was about to touch the surface of the button, the door in front of you swung open. You took a step back out of surprise but you found yourself going back into ease when you looked at the happy person in front of you.
鈥淵/N!鈥 Jane didn鈥檛 take a moment to even let you say your greetings. Her arms were around you within a split second after your eyes met hers. 鈥淵ou made it!鈥
You lifted a hand, awkwardly tapping her back in acknowledgement. 鈥淥f course.鈥
Jane finally took a step back but her hands immediately grasped yours, dragging you inside of her house to lead you where the rest of your friends were. She鈥檚 always full of light and energy, you couldn鈥檛 blame Jimin for wanting to have her in his life forever.
鈥淟ook who鈥檚 here everyone, fresh from the busy streets of Tokyo!鈥 Jane was grasping your arm and had her head on her shoulder when she announced your arrival for the rest of the crew.
If anything, you were glad Jane stuck by her word this time and really had just invited your close circle of friends from college. There were seven of you back then, and it鈥檚 been forever since all of you were in the same room. Well at least, most of you were there already. One pretentious asshole was nowhere in sight, and to be frank you were happy that he was nowhere to be found at that time.聽
Your friends were all busy enjoying their meals before you arrived, all of their heads turning to your direction when Jane鈥檚 chirpy voice rang through the room. The three of them, Taehyung, Yoongi, and Hoseok, all stood up to give you a hug. Each of them exchanged short greetings with you before they returned to their seats and to their meals.
You sat next to Taehyung and Jane, where an empty seat was ready for you. As soon as you sat down, a man came out of what you remember to be their kitchen. He had a tray skillfully perched up with one arm.
鈥淲ell, well, well鈥 look who decided to finally show up!鈥 The man set the tray, that you now saw聽 had a freshly made meal, in front of you. His eyes were almost closed as he leaned down to give you a half embrace, a smile forcing said eyes to almost close.
鈥淛imin,鈥 you slightly leaned into his embrace, 鈥測ou are all still as goofy as ever.鈥
鈥淎nd you seem to have been living the good life.鈥 Hoseok quipped before taking a huge slurp of his ramen.
You raised an eyebrow and responded, 鈥淲hat do you mean?鈥
Hoseok chuckled before he answered while resting his chin on his hands, eyes staring into yours, 鈥淭he sweats. The glasses. And the unwashed hair bundled up in a sorry excuse of a-- what do you ladies call it? A bun?鈥
Your mouth fell open, an evident proof of shock, while the rest of the people on the table laughed at his sense of humor. He was right though, that was a perfect description of how you would always dress up (or the lack of effort to) whenever you meet up with them.
鈥淲hat Hoseok meant to say was, you look great, Y/N.鈥 Taehyung deadpanned beside you, his eyes bore into Hoseok鈥檚 which meant he was obviously directing his words to Hoseok.聽
鈥淭hank you, Taehyung.鈥 You lifted a hand to tap on his shoulder as you thanked him for backing you up.
The rest of the dinner went by smoothly and the conversation flowed naturally. All of the worries you had earlier that day about meeting with them again were long forgotten. And at that moment, you were so thankful for having friends like them in your life. Time and distance didn鈥檛 matter. Meeting and casually enjoying dinner with them like this makes the gap seem like it never happened at all.
鈥淪till can鈥檛 believe the two of you are finally tying the knot.鈥 Taehyung exclaimed while he took a sip of his drink.
鈥淵eah, we鈥檙e excited and鈥 kinda scared.鈥 Jimin was holding his future wife鈥檚 hand and was looking at her as if she held the world in her eyes. 鈥淏ut we鈥檝e been together for so long and have been through so much already-- we鈥檙e basically just doing this to make things official. Either way, we know we鈥檒l be alright.鈥
Jane only smiled back in response, her eyes mirrored Jimin鈥檚 as she stared into his as well.
Yoongi, who had聽 always been the most quiet one of the group, coughed to break the silence. 鈥淪o, what鈥檚 the plan for this week? It鈥檚 just Wednesday and you guys are not going to get married until Sunday.鈥
鈥淵eah, is there anything we can help out with for the big day?鈥 You chimed in to carry on with this conversation. As much as you admired how those two love each other, they could get lost in their own little world far too easily.
鈥淥h, everything鈥檚 pretty much all set.鈥 Jane turned to all of you with, again, so much excitement and enthusiasm in her voice. 鈥淵ou all just have to make some time for the wedding rehearsal and to get fit for your clothes for the wedding since neither one of you were around when we were fitting the rest of the bridesmaids and groomsmen.鈥
Right. You then remembered that these boys had also been living elsewhere like you. Hoseok and Yoongi both have been living out in Seoul. Taehyung flew all the way from Paris, which was聽 where he lived and worked now.
鈥淎h, so did Jungkook get fitted already too? Heard that man鈥檚 grown another chunk of muscle or two.鈥 Hoseok鈥檚 words were out of his mouth even before he realized what he had just said.
The room went聽 quiet once again, but it was the complete opposite of how it was just a few moments ago. Everyone knew everything that had happened between the two of you. How you were the closest in the group before Jane came along, up to how the two of you had that messy goodbye.
You noticed how everyone else was hesitant to say anything, if they knew what to say at all. Not wanting to break the good atmosphere you all had before his name was brought up, you cleared your throat and did your best to put up a smile.
鈥淥h, please. It鈥檚 okay, it鈥檚 been so long.鈥
All of them were trying to avoid eye contact with you, until you looked at Jane who had a worried expression on her face. When she noticed your eyes on her, she blinked and shook her head. 鈥淵eah, you鈥檙e right.鈥
Surprising everyone else on the table, Jane stood up and clapped her hands. 鈥淎lright! Other than the boring fitting and wedding rehearsals, we all have to live up to tradition and get wrecked this Friday night!鈥
You narrowed your eyes, wracking through your brain to figure out what Jane was referring to. But you couldn鈥檛 think of anything. 鈥淲hat鈥檚 happening this Friday?鈥
鈥淲ell, our favorite part of the festival, of course!鈥 Hoseok answered. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e been gone for quite a while, have you?鈥
When Yoongi noticed the confusion still apparent on your face, he sighed before spelling it out for you. 鈥淭he Friday night beach rave for the festival.鈥
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The sun was quickly setting when you arrived at the beach rave鈥檚 location. People of all ages were everywhere-- from the boardwalk full of food stalls, to the lines that led to the rave venue.
Knowing how the night would most likely go, you planned your outfit and your baggage well, only bringing your phone and your wallet with you that both fit in a tiny crossbody purse you were clinging on to as you made your way through the crowd.
Your taxi driver could only go as far as the parking spots by the boardwalk, so you were forced to make your way through the sea of bodies that were all walking through the line of food stalls on either side of the walk. After finding a spot for you to safely fish your phone out of your purse, you scanned through your messages to look for the one Jane sent you while you were on your way there.
鈥淲e鈥檙e at the hotteok stand nearest to the rave venue. Jimin and Tae craved for some.鈥
You shot your head up to check how much further the venue was. The top of the banner was visible from where you were but it was enough to tell you that you had to walk a bit more to get there.
You let out a sigh at the thought of the walk you inevitably had to go through before reaching your destination. You were about to tuck your phone back in your purse when you felt someone bump into you from behind, causing you to lose your grip on your phone, the device falling on the wooden boardwalk beneath you.
As you crouched down to grab your phone, the suspect who bumped into you was mirroring your action and actually was faster with acquiring your phone. A tattooed hand wrapped around your gadget while the perpetrator said, 鈥淚鈥檓 so sorry! I--鈥
There was no mistaking who that voice came from. You were almost afraid to look up but you knew you had to.
You both stood up, quite slowly in contrast to the pace of the crowd around you. And finally, your eyes met.
It was quite comical, really. You wanted to slap yourself awake, insisting to yourself how this was impossible. It was not a movie or a story that was plotted out but it was starting to feel that way.聽 Reuniting with him really had to be through a cliche moment like this.
鈥淵/N?鈥 His eyes were wide in surprise, and you wouldn鈥檛 wonder if yours looked the same.
He was how you remembered him the last time you saw him. Albeit he had more tattoos and piercings (and muscles) than he did then, he still had that innocent doe eyes that sparkled everytime and for what reason, you never really knew.
鈥淲hat are you doing here?鈥 The question came out of both of you at once, it was hard to tell who asked first.
Since neither of you followed the question, you found yourself looking at him closely. He was dressed in a loose shirt, paired with a loose pair of cargo pants. He had his sunglasses perched up the top of his head. It shone against the setting sun鈥檚 light along with the piercing he had on his right eyebrow. His shirt was short sleeved, so a good part of his sculpt arm covered with a sleeve tattoo was out for the world to see.
He looked, as much as you鈥檇 hate to admit, really good. To be more specific with your brief assessment, he looked dangerously hot right now.
Realizing how your thoughts were running, you shook your head back to reality and silently cursed at yourself to get your shit together. You quickly grabbed your phone from his hand and tucked it back in your purse.聽
Without giving much of a thought, you turned around to walk in the opposite direction-- completely ignoring the man who you were admittedly thirsting over, calling out your name.
It didn鈥檛 surprise you how he didn鈥檛 follow you, although a part of you irritatingly and silently wished that he did. That part of you that whispered in the back of your head that you did, in fact, miss him too.
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The festival鈥檚 rave was as amazing as how you remembered it. Everyone was doing nothing but enjoying themselves, as if no one had any worries in life. Good music, good food, great drinks, and an amazing company: it was an event that brought people together鈥 to have nothing else to do but to have a good time.
You and your friends never missed the well known event ever since you all met. But after graduation, after everything that happened between you and Jungkook, and when all of you eventually started to move out of town, the tradition ended up being hard to keep.
Yoongi and Hoseok, given that they still lived in the same country, were able to show up every now and then. Taehyung, you learned, was able to come back once or twice despite living the furthest among all of you. And you, well, this was the first time you joined since that last time back when you were in college.
The deeper the night went, the more loose everyone on the floor was starting to become. That, of course, included you and your friends.
Jimin and Jane had already left, making a lame excuse that they had to prepare something for the wedding the next day. It was the day before their wedding, there was nothing for them to prepare. Not together at least.
Yoongi didn鈥檛 even last the night, leaving much earlier than Jimin and Jane. He was never one to enjoy the crowds, especially when he sensed how the rest of his friends were starting to be pulled deeper into the trance that was brought about by their alcoholic drinks. Even back then, he would have a drink or two before going off somewhere.
Hoseok was in the middle of the dance pit. You lost sight of him at some point during the night, knowing full well he was probably enjoying how he鈥檚 able to bask himself in all the glory everyone who鈥檚 seeing him dance was giving him.
The only one who you were able to stick with that night was Taehyung. But at some point, he had to excuse himself to鈥 god knew what. So you were left in the middle of the crowd, who were all equally as intoxicated as you were.
Nevertheless, you enjoyed the carelessness, the freedom. It was then that you realized you needed this. You needed to let loose. You needed a moment of letting all of your inhibitions go.
As you were letting your inhibitions go, dancing to the music with a cup a quarter full of the drink you were drinking, you felt a presence walk up from behind you, matching the moves you were making in tune with the music.
Dancing and going home with a stranger during nights like this was nothing new to you. You had聽 let yourself go a couple of times while you were in Tokyo. But you tended to be quite picky with who you ended up going home with, stranger or not.
And so, you joined your mystery partner to find out if he was worth bringing home. You allowed yourself to lean against him, your back met with his strong chest. Nice. He seemed to have, at least, a great body.聽
You felt your partner鈥檚 hands grip either side of your hips, pulling you closer against him. In this position, you could feel his semi hard-on brush against your ass. Just from that, you could tell he was well gifted in that department too. And you could not help but think about all the lewd things you could do with him and that talent.
So far, you were pretty confident with where this was going. The only thing left was to see if his looks matched how he was making you feel. So you turned around to see鈥 but doing so made you freeze on the spot, especially after identifying who the presence turned out to be.聽
He had sweat drenched all over his forehead and on the collar of his shirt. He moved just like how you remembered-- like he was built to have such talent to make everyone thirst for him. Quite successfully at that, too.
It was as if he felt your hesitation, the grip he had on your hips grew harder, and he quickly leaned down to place his lips near your ear.
鈥淚 can stop now if you want me to. But I can see how you missed this as much as I did.鈥 His voice came out with so much need but you also cannot deny the truth laced with his words.
Let go and live life without the chains of your past holding you back.
You didn鈥檛 know if it was entirely the alcohol pushing you to listen, but your subconscious was too loud to ignore. And so before you let another piece of thought change your mind, you decided to let go and lifted your arms to grab a hold of the back of his neck.
And much like everything else since you came back, his lips felt the same way as you remembered it-- soft, not smooth but not too chapped either. It still tasted a bit of that strawberry flavored lip balm that he loved to use. Although tonight, there was also a trace of alcohol that came with the taste.
He pulled you in even closer, your bodies now attached to one another, with nothing in between other than the thin choice of clothing you were both wearing that summer night.聽
It felt perfect. It felt like nothing had gone wrong in between.
After a while, he was the first one to pull back. Although he didn鈥檛 back up as far as you thought he would. You could feel his forehead resting on yours, and when you slowly opened your eyes, you found he still had his eyes closed, paired with that stupid adorable smile on his lips.
鈥淕od, I missed you.鈥 He breathed out as he slowly opened his eyes.
You pulled back a bit to get a good look at him. 鈥淚 think it鈥檚 a bit too late for a spiritual epiphany on your end, don鈥檛 you think?鈥
He chuckled but you ended up getting a flick from his finger on your forehead. 鈥淎nd your sense of humor, or the lack thereof.鈥
Your arms reflexively went up to cover your forehead, but before you were able to do that, he grabbed your wrists and placed it back to where they were. 鈥淟et鈥檚 stay like this for a while. I really missed you, Y/N.鈥
鈥淚鈥︹ You struggled to continue but you realized you were too far from redemption at this point. Not with how he was smiling with his eyes right in front of you.聽
And so, you finally admitted, 鈥淚 missed you too, Jungkook.鈥
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It was now a little past two in the morning, and the crowds were starting to die down slowly. You were seated on one of the benches by the boardwalk, taking in all of the sensations the ocean was making you feel. The scent, the sounds, the breeze鈥 it all said one thing to you: you were home.
There was always that familiarity of home that made us forget all of the worries we were bothered with on a daily basis. It was this very feeling that reminded you why people always took some time to break free from their routine and go on vacations. Whether it was to a new place, or a place that you may have been to already but have forgotten.
You were thankful your friends reached out to you. It was like a strong tap on your shoulder, waking you up, telling you that there鈥檚 more to life other than your 9-5 (and more) job.
That said, you were reminded why you were sitting here by the ocean by yourself. It鈥檚 been a good few minutes since Jungkook had left to go to the bathroom.
The two of you enjoyed a few more songs before Jungkook noticed it was time for the two of you to hit the sack. Seeing how you were too intoxicated to take yourself home, he offered to at least accompany and share an uber ride home with you.
Besides, now that the fresh air had helped with getting you sober again, you knew the two of you had so much to talk about. Even without what had just happened between the two of you in the pit, you knew the two of you needed to talk.
Your impatience was getting the best of you, so you decided to stand up and look for Jungkook yourself. There weren't as many people as there were earlier that evening. Everyone must鈥檝e been home or are trying to get home by that time. So it wasn鈥檛 as hard for you to locate the restroom stalls.
But before you even reached the spot, you saw someone familiar by one of the food stalls nearby. His back was against you, but in front of him you saw a woman you did not know. And as you stepped closer, you noticed the familiar tattoo patterns on his right arm-- the arm that is currently being grasped by the tiny hand of the woman in front of him.
The girl seemed to have noticed you staring at them and before you could turn to run away, Jungkook spun around and his eyes immediately found yours. His face seemed to have had a smile on before it quickly faded when he saw your face was nowhere near a happy expression.
His mouth was about to open, undoubtedly with an excuse that you鈥檝e heard before, but you didn鈥檛 give him this chance. You turned and ran off to the other direction before he could feed another set of lies in your head.
Because you noticed, just like everything else that you鈥檝e observed since you came back, Jungkook was like how he was before.
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You and Jungkook had been inseparable ever since you met. Growing up as neighbors and schoolmates all your life, it was a default that the two of you would grow this close.聽
Even when the time came for the two of you to decide on which college you were going to, the two of you still chose to be close to one another by going to the same university in your hometown. With your shared interests, going to the same college under the same major, didn鈥檛 become an issue.
Somewhere along the line, the amount of care and affection you had been giving one another, grew into something more. You felt it. He felt it. There was a mutual understanding on how you felt for each other. But neither of you have been good at confrontation, so it was not surprising how these feelings were never addressed.聽
Not properly, at least.
But when you received that early internship offer, the one where you had to leave earlier than everyone else including Jungkook, you decided it was time to let him know how you feel.
Obviously, that night didn鈥檛 go well. Otherwise, the two of you wouldn鈥檛 be in the predicament that you were in now.
鈥淗ello? Earth to Y/N?鈥, Jane said, snapping her fingers in front of your dazed out face.聽
It was a fine, sunny afternoon and your bride-to-be friend invited you out for coffee, mostly to relieve the hangover the two of you ended up waking up to at noon. Yes, noon.
You blinked your eyes a couple of times, hoping to wash off the memories that randomly plagued your thoughts. 鈥淪orry, what were you saying?鈥
鈥淎 little teddy bear said he saw you with Jungkook last night before he left. Is it true?鈥
鈥淯mm鈥 yeah.鈥
You took a sip of your coffee and swallowed a huge gulp before answering, 鈥淎nd, what?鈥
鈥淲ell, it鈥檚 you and Jungkook!鈥 She rested her chin on her cupped hands and continued. 鈥淚 honestly thought we鈥檇 end up with a casualty between the two of you after an unsupervised meet up, and yet here you are!鈥
You sat back and crossed your arms across your chest. 鈥淭sk. How are you so sure Jungkook鈥檚 still alive?鈥
鈥淗e wouldn鈥檛 be out with my fiance and the rest of the boys right now if he weren鈥檛.鈥
You rolled your eyes at her and sighed in defeat. You were trying to make it seem like it鈥檚 not as big of a deal as how Jane was making it to be. But, you couldn鈥檛 fool your friend. She knew how much meeting Jungkook again meant to you鈥 whether it鈥檚 in a positive or negative light, it still meant something.
鈥淒id something happen?鈥 Jane asked, helping you break free from trying to rummage through your brain for something to say.
The truth. You have nothing else to say at this point other than the truth.聽
鈥淲e, umm鈥︹ Your eyes avoided hers and you could feel your cheeks heating up from the memory. 鈥淲e k鈥 kissed.鈥
鈥淥h.鈥 She rested her back against her chair. You could tell she was also struggling with what to tell you. 鈥淯mm鈥 how was it?鈥
鈥淚t was鈥 whatever. I was in that limbo between tipsy and drunk, and so was he. I鈥檓 just glad it was with someone familiar.鈥
鈥淵/N, it鈥檚 okay to admit you still feel something for him, you know. Jungkook, he鈥 he鈥檚 changed so much since then.鈥
鈥淎nd what about it?鈥 Then the memory of how you last saw him the previous night started to play in your head鈥 a shiver of disgust ran through you at the thought. 鈥淗onestly though, I doubt that.鈥
鈥淗e really has. And you know that that matters to you. The two of you didn鈥檛 get the closure either of you deserved and it shows.鈥
It was painful how accurately correct she was. A part of you knew this. But the other part of you that wanted to just let it go and live through life with this unfinished business in the back of your head, was overpowering that truth.
鈥淛ane, he may have changed but so have I. Everything that happened before things fell apart between us were some of the best moments of my life. But that鈥檚 all in the past. If I鈥檓 going to be really honest, I feel like something鈥檚 missing in my life right now but at the same time, I鈥檇 like to keep it like that.鈥
鈥淏ecause if I start to do something about it, then that would mean I would have to get out of the comfort zone I鈥檓 quite content to be in right now.鈥
She sighed before taking your hand in hers. 鈥淚f that鈥檚 what you really want, then I鈥檒l respect that.鈥
鈥淭hank you.鈥 You gave her the best smile you could give her to ease her worries.
But even you weren鈥檛 sure of what you really wanted to happen between you and Jungkook. So even if you tried your best to show her you were okay, your friend undoubtedly saw through you.
鈥淐heer up for me, at least. Please?鈥
鈥淚 know, I鈥檓 sorry.鈥
鈥淚f anything, tomorrow鈥檚 the last time you鈥檒l have to endure him. Plus, I guess the last two days you鈥檒l be here after the wedding if you magically run into him.鈥 She reassured you while raising her cup to share a toast with yours.
You lifted yours and briefly clinked it with hers. 鈥淢agically. How鈥 Jane-ish.鈥
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With the amount of time you spent being away from your home and your friends, you had forgotten how extravagant Jane can get with planning events. Now that she was marrying Jimin, who was as lavish as she was, if not even more, you shouldn鈥檛 have been as surprised as you were when your car pulled up to the wedding venue.
The wedding took place in one of the luxurious hotels along Busan鈥檚 beaches. The chapel was a semi outdoor venue-- semi as the front part that houses the altar, extends to the sandy beach around the hotel. Right above you, the covered portion of the venue, had a beautiful arrangement of hanging plants on the sides while a line of chandeliers were lit just above the carpeted aisle.
You were at the back of the venue along with the rest of the bridesmaids and groomsmen, waiting for the organizers to tell you and the rest of the entourage to begin the walk down the aisle. It didn鈥檛 take long before you were all asked to stand in your places, a signal that the ceremony was about to begin.
As instructed, you took a small step to climb up the elevated aisle. You were the first bridesmaid to walk, just right behind the first set of flower girls a few feet in front of you. But ahead of them, you caught sight of the rest of the aisle, the guests on each side, and the altar up ahead with the ocean right behind it. Your grip on the bouquet you held in your hands in front of you grew tighter at the sight.聽
This was what you wanted. Somewhere along the line, you had envisioned this to be the obvious end game for the two of you. This was the next step for the two of you someday.
Your thoughts were cut short when the first few notes of the wedding march played through the speakers. On cue, the kids in front of you were ushered by the organizers to begin their walk-- their little hands reaching into the flower baskets they had slung over the groove of their inner arms. The way they let out little chuckles from spreading the petals all over the floor, as if it was an excuse to make a mess for once, made your heart feel a little lighter than it was a while ago.
When they had reached a point in the aisle far enough from where you stood, your eyes travelled to one of the event organizers in the corner, 鈥渉idden鈥 amongst the crowd. She was looking at her tablet before lifting a hand and motioned for you to-- slap your elbow?
No, she was gripping her own arm-- obviously telling you something else other than to begin walking. It took a second, but you finally remembered that you had to walk down the aisle with one of the groomsmen.聽
It was very comical how, thanks to your nerves, you even forgot to register the human being standing a foot away to your left. You mentally facepalmed yourself, this was what you got for only attending one rehearsal for the wedding. And even then, your attention was barely there.
Before you even got the chance to look at him, your arm was already around Jungkook鈥檚. His gaze was locked on the aisle ahead of you, and when you were about to unlock your arms, he grabbed yours and placed your arm back to where it was.
鈥淭hey said it鈥檚 our turn to go.鈥 He quickly muttered before guiding you down the aisle.
Sure enough, when you turned your head back to face upfront, you could see the organizer in the corner of your eye, hurrying you to start walking.
You have been to many weddings and have had to walk down the aisle a couple of times. One thing about wedding marches that you didn't understand is, why did you all have to walk this slow? It was the one in white who should be having this moment. The rest of you shouldn鈥檛 have to walk this slow.
But then again, your impatience was greatly influenced by the man whom you have your arm linked with. You did your best to keep your eyes locked on the aisle in front of you鈥 the only concern you should really be worrying about at this time.
You were a nervous wreck when it came to people having their eyes on you. So that, plus the fact that you had to walk down an aisle with a ridiculously long dress and high heels, was a horrible combination for your nerves.
But the sudden touch of Jungkook鈥檚 hand on yours that was, apparently, gripping on his arm, soothed you and made the walk bearable.
鈥淩elax. We鈥檙e almost there.鈥
Before you knew it, the two of you had reached the front of the walk. Your eyes lifted to meet his while you slowly slid your arm away from him. His expression was very hard to read, but he gave you a slight smile before he looked away and went on to where the groomsmen were supposed to stand.
As you looked at him from the other side of the altar, you鈥檇 be lying to yourself if you said you didn鈥檛 appreciate him just now and that you were not longing for him.
Once the rest of the entourage had made their way down the aisle, all of the guests stood up to finally welcome the bride. She came in through a double door entrance, with both her parents on either of her sides. Her face was translucently hidden underneath her veil, but you could tell she was about to cry from the overwhelming joy she undoubtedly felt. You looked around and everyone鈥檚 eyes were on her, but her eyes were fixed up front-- to the man waiting for her at the front of the aisle, her future and her partner, Jimin.
The happiness they were both feeling radiated through everyone and it was hard not to get caught into the whirlpool of emotions they were both feeling. So it didn鈥檛 take long until you felt your eyes pool with tears, a drop eventually falling to the corner of one of your eyes. You swept the tear off with one of your fingers and once the tears were no longer there to blur your vision, you saw Jungkook staring at you with eyes that were sparkling with tears as much as yours were.
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The rest of the wedding went by fast. A lot of people, mostly the groom and the bride, shed a tear or two during the ceremony and even during some portions of the reception that was held just outside of the hotel.
The rented part of the beach had tents set up for guests and the catering staff. Flowers and string lights were used to decorate the plain white tents while the pathway that led from the reception area to the hotel was lined with bamboo torches. Some guests were now dancing on top of the stage that was set up in the middle of the said tents circled around it.
It was like a venue taken out of a pinterest post and was absolutely captivating.
You were sitting by your assigned table while you watched the rest of your friends dance with some other people you knew back in college. Seeing them enjoying themselves and witnessing everything else made you feel a great sense of gratitude for being given the chance to and finally choosing to come home.聽
These people, this place鈥 it was your home. And a big chunk of the happy moments of your life involved all of these.
Right in the middle of your thoughts, your eyes caught the presence of someone who was a huge part of all these happy memories of home. He was standing next to your friends with a glass of champagne in his hand like the rest of the group he was mingling with. He still looked dashing even though it had been hours since he dressed up for the wedding.
His suit jacket hung on one of his arms, leaving him with the black dress shirt he was wearing underneath earlier. The shirt hugged his figure really well, and the matching pants that he had on did his well sculpted legs the justice they deserve. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up to the point just below his elbows. From where you sat, you could see how his biceps contract, the shirt he was wearing barely keeping its fabric together, as he lifted the glass he had on his hand up to his lips.
Your eyes instinctively followed his exposed neck, now fixed on his Adam's apple that bobbed up and down as he propelled the sparkling liquid down his throat. It was when you felt that slight tinge of dizziness that you realized how you have been holding your breath for quite a while.
To make things worse, when your eyes travelled up to his own orbs, you were stunned to see how they were staring back at you.
You blinked your eyes a couple more times to free yourself from the trance you were obviously in. Without looking back, you stood up and turned your back against where he was.
鈥淵/N? Wait--鈥
As you walked through the crowds, making your way to the path that leads back to the hotel, you heard him shout your name.
鈥淛ungkook~!鈥 You heard another voice cut off his consecutive calls for your name.
You turn around to find the voice coming from the same girl you saw him with that night at the rave, and your heart did what you expected it to鈥 it sank and fell so deep, you could hear it shatter across your ears.聽
You just wanted to leave and go home. You didn鈥檛 need to be there and you thought your heart couldn鈥檛 take anymore of the same thing that it went through years ago.
But before you took a step to walk away, you saw Jimin approaching the two of them, calling the girl some name you think you鈥檝e heard Jungkook call her before too.
鈥淛amie, stop bothering Jungkook so much. I鈥檓 telling your mom.鈥 Jimin was visibly grabbing her arm in an attempt to drag her away from Jungkook.
鈥淭sk. Stop being so salty over the fact that Jungkook鈥檚 the better cousin and not you.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e literally at my wedding reception right now.鈥
Before their banter continued, Taehyung cut them off by waving his hand, motioning for them to stop. 鈥淗old on. Jimin. Jungkook鈥︹ He pointed at the two of them as he said their names. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e cousins?鈥
Jimin chuckled while he gave Taehyung鈥檚 back a slap, 鈥淚 thought you all knew.鈥
鈥淲ho would know when you鈥檙e ten times more annoying than Jungkook?鈥 The girl butted in.
鈥淎nd this brat is our cousin too.鈥 Jimin flicked his finger on Jamie鈥檚 forehead, to which the latter shot her hands up to soothe the skin Jimin just hit. He then continued, 鈥淥ur moms are sisters.鈥
Jungkook was scratching the back of his neck, a mannerism he had when he felt shy for having too many people鈥檚 attention on him. He smiled awkwardly in acknowledgement before snapping his head back up towards your direction. His eyes grew when he found you were still standing there.
You decided to run. You tried to ignore him but your attention was caught by the raindrops that started to fall on your head. One by one, they fell on top of your head and eventually, it came down strong enough to soak through your clothes.
You looked around you and you found everyone else running in the same direction you were headed to.
鈥淵/N, let鈥檚 go back inside!鈥 Hoseok shouted when he ran up to your side.
You grabbed Hoseok鈥檚 hand and you were ready to run with the rest of the crowd, until you felt a hand wrap around your free wrist. Both you and Hoseok turned to see Jungkook fanning out his jacket before he placed it on top of your head.
鈥淯mm, thanks. I鈥檒l give it back once we鈥檙e inside.鈥 You turned back around as soon as you thanked him, already a step in the carpeted path that led back to the hotel.
But you heard him call for your name once again. 鈥淵/N! Wait, please!鈥
Fueled with so many conflicting emotions, you let go of Hoseok鈥檚 hand and spun back around to face Jungkook, 鈥淲hat?!鈥
鈥淚--鈥 He looked at his feet while he visibly struggled with his words. 鈥淚 just wanted to say I鈥檓 sorry.鈥
鈥淪orry?鈥 You took another step closer to where he stood. 鈥淲hat exactly are you sorry for, Jungkook? Or do you feel sorry for me? Because, clearly, you see how I still have the same feelings I had that night I left. Clearly, you see how I am still struggling with expressing it. And clearly, you still feel the same way as you did last night too.鈥
鈥淣o, that鈥檚 absolutely not what it is--鈥
鈥淥kay, so are you sorry for making me watch you make out with that bitch of an ex you had whose name I can鈥檛 even remember anymore that night I left? That night when I, after struggling so much with whether or not I should face my feelings, finally decided to just go ahead and pour out my feelings for you?
鈥淎h! I know! You鈥檙e sorry because even after everything, you鈥檙e still the same-- You reel me in and make me think that we鈥檙e both on the same page, that we鈥檙e finally facing this together and that we鈥檙e taking the next step. But no, right as I鈥檓 putting my feet down on the edge of the next step, I look back and see you holding hands with someone else again.鈥
鈥淧lease, wait--鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 tired. I can鈥檛 do this anymore. I will always have feelings for you, that much I know and have concluded after seeing you again after all these years, but you clearly don鈥檛 share the same as I do and our friendship鈥檚 long gone after I broke it by confessing these feelings before. So let me just leave quietly and--鈥
This time, it was your sentence that was cut short. You felt his hand wrap around your wrist and now his lips were on yours. Everything else that happened in between had happened so fast you couldn鈥檛 even register it in your head.
The raindrops were now heavily pouring all over you since Jungkook鈥檚 jacket fell on the floor after he literally swept you off your feet.
You tried to move away but he lifted his hands up to cup your cheeks, his thumb swiping across your cheekbone. From the way his chest was rising and falling, and from the way his breath was stifling while he kept his lips locked on yours, you could tell he was holding back from bawling his eyes out in front of you.
It was hard to tell if he was already crying or not because of the rain, but you wouldn鈥檛 be surprised if he already was. Because Jungkook still seemed to be the same-- still terrible at holding back his tears.
After a while, his lips slowly let go of yours. He rested his forehead on your own while he tried to catch his breath. Once he did, he bent down to rest his head on top of your shoulder, his arms wrapping around your waist as he did.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry I suck at telling you how I really feel for you. I鈥檓 so bad at it, I am actually worse than you.鈥
鈥淲hat do you--鈥
鈥淭hat night, what you saw was me getting caught off guard by a girl who kissed me without even asking if I wanted to be kissed by her.鈥
You grasped his shoulders and pushed him to stand back up. You needed to look him in the eyes before you heard the rest of this. 鈥淲hat?鈥
鈥淭hat night, when you told me about your feelings, I was on my way back to where you were when Chelsea literally stopped me on the way and begged me to date her again. And right on cue, you came and saw her drag me by the shirt against my will.鈥
鈥淚 told you that girl鈥檚 bad news, Koo.鈥
He chuckled before he continued, 鈥淚 knew that. But I guess I was an idiot for thinking that that was the best way to keep our friendship. If we put our feelings into stone, I always had this fear that we wouldn't be able to take everything back. And that night, you were leaving. Not only would I be losing you physically, I would most likely lose you completely. I was going to tell you how I feel but you beat me to it, like how you always do with everything else.鈥
鈥淭hen, why did you leave after I told you?鈥
鈥淚-- well, I told you I was going to tell you about how I feel. I had all that prepared and I had something I wanted to give you for you to take to wherever you went off to at that time.鈥
You felt like an idiot. No, you are an idiot. You should鈥檝e listened to him. You should鈥檝e let him explain. You should鈥檝e reached out to him at least once through all these years that you were apart, and maybe he would鈥檝e had the chance to tell you all these. That鈥檚 what it was, you didn鈥檛 give him any chance at all.
Now, he saw you again after all these years. He saw how you still felt the same way. It was the perfect chance for him to let you know of how he truly felt for you. It was the right opportunity for him to remind you that he was still and would always be your home.
Right as your feelings started to overwhelm you, your brewing sobs were cut short by a sneeze you involuntarily let out.
Jungkook, who was also sobbing and apparently shivering in front of you, bent down to grab his drenched jacket on the floor next to you. He placed it back on top of your head before wrapping an arm around your shoulder, 鈥淟et鈥檚 go back inside before we catch a cold out here.鈥
You let him run with you back to the hotel, where the rest of your friends were apparently watching probably everything that had just happened between you and Jungkook. They all swiftly turned on their heels and made their way to the elevators when they saw you glaring at them. Jane, who was being carried by Jimin on his back, gave you a thumbs up before her husband ran off with everyone else.
When the two of you finally reached the entrance and freed yourselves from the obstruction of the rain, you looked at Jungkook once more. He was about to walk straight to the elevators, but you stopped him by placing a hand on one of his shoulders. You put your weight on it as you leaned up and placed a kiss on his cheek.
He returned your gesture with the sweetest smile you have ever seen. His hands were quick to find yours and his fingers immediately intertwined with yours, as he walked you to the elevators that led to the hotel suites.
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It felt like you had run a few laps from pacing back and forth in this hotel suite. Unlike everyone else, you didn鈥檛 have a room reserved for the night since your house was just a 10 minute car ride away. But because of the storm that broke out about an hour earlier, Jungkook and the rest of your friends insisted that you stay for the night.
It didn鈥檛 take much for you to agree and stay with Jungkook. You wanted to talk to him more. You wanted to spend more time with him. The fact that you would have to leave again soon was something you thought you had come to terms with, but after everything that happened between the two of you since you came back home, you were starting to dread it.
You were staring at the nightscape of Busan, although blurred by the continuous downpour outside, while you toyed with the end of your robe curl. Your fidgeting stopped and you froze in place when you heard the sound of the shower come to a halt.
You started to panic, looking around for something to hold on to that would make you look like you were absolutely not waiting (anxiously) for him to finish. Luckily, your eyes caught sight of your phone sitting on top of the bedside table. You picked up your legs and ran for your phone. As soon as you heard the door to the bathroom creak open, you leaped and threw yourself on the bed, hid under the covers, all while quickly grabbing a hold of your phone on the side.
Your eyes were fixed on your phone until you heard Jungkook鈥檚 familiar chuckle. You lowered your phone slowly. The first thing you saw was Jungkook鈥檚 dark locks, all wet and being dried with the towel he was rubbing on it. His eyes looked as if they were almost closed because of how he was smiling right now. The next thing you saw when you lowered your phone further, was his upper body on full display for you. All that was covering him right now were a pair of shorts and... who knows if he still had that habit of not wearing his underwear in his sleep.
It was hard to ignore how something as simple as a visual made you feel all hot and bothered, your cheeks felt like they were on fire. You were subtle with how you rubbed your thighs together, you didn鈥檛 want to give him more obvious reasons to make fun of you. And so, you pulled the covers over your head, hoping he would just let it go.
However, you felt the mattress dip from Jungkook鈥檚 weight, as he made his way to where you were hiding. It didn鈥檛 take long before he was hovering on top of you. He was heavy, but you somehow felt comfortable since it was sure proof of his presence.
You were starting to get used to the semi darkness provided by the confines of the comforter, but Jungkook grasped at the end of the fabric and pulled down just enough to reveal your face. He was so close on top of you, just the slightest movement would make your noses touch.
鈥淲hat鈥檙e you up to?鈥 he teasingly asked.
Your eyes were locked with his when you answered, 鈥淣othing. Just waiting for the rain to finally calm down.鈥
鈥淗mm鈥︹ He lifted his hand to tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear. 鈥淒o you still hate the storms?鈥
鈥淯mm, yeah.鈥
He slid himself to lie down beside you. He gently lifted your head to rest it in his arm and tucked you close to his chest. He placed a kiss on the top of your head before asking, 鈥淒o songs still help fight it off?鈥
鈥淚 honestly don鈥檛 know. I haven鈥檛 tried that in聽 a while.鈥
You hadn鈥檛 tried it in a while because it was impossible. You tried it with a song playing through either your house speakers or through your headphones, but it still kept your nerves awake. You realized, songs only worked when he was the one singing them for you. It only worked when he held you close like how he was holding you right then.
He held you closer, and you took this chance to breathe him in through the skin of his bare chest. You felt him comb his fingers through your hair, a soothing method he seemed to have remembered along with everything else that helped calm you in these situations.聽
He started to hum a familiar melody. It was one of those songs the two of you used to listen to a lot when you were in college.
You wrapped your arms around his waist and hugged him back. You started to place kisses on his chest until he cut the song short and cupped one of your cheeks, making you look up at him.聽
He looked as if he had all of the stars in his eyes when he said, 鈥淚s it too soon to tell you, I love you?鈥
鈥淣ahhh. In fact, it took you long enough.鈥 You answered with a smile.
鈥淟ikewise.鈥 He leaned down and gave your lips a peck. 鈥淚 love you, Y/N.鈥
鈥淚 love you too, Jungkook.鈥
Your lips were back on his as soon as the words left you. This time, you didn鈥檛 hesitate to deepen the kiss, craning your neck to give yourself up further into him and make him know that he can take you.
His tongue licked your lower lip, and you opened your mouth on instinct, allowing him to slide his tongue in and meet with yours.
You reached up to grab the back of his neck, grasping on his hair as you pulled him even closer to you. His hand travelled down your back, tracing your spine, before he grasped one of your ass cheeks. He grinded himself, hot and half hard, against your clothed core.
You broke the kiss to straddle yourself on top of him. The robe you were wearing was now barely hanging on to your figure with one of your shoulders exposed and the top of your cleavage all out for him to see.
He swiped his thumb against your cheeks before his hand travelled down to your neck then down to your shoulders. He slid your robe off, and you freed yourself from the clothing, tossing it somewhere behind you once you were.聽
You were now left with nothing but your panties. With the hard length pushed against your inner thigh, you could tell Jungkook was happy with the view.
His hands made their way on either side of your hips. Next thing you knew, he was now on top of you. You knew he was strong, so it wasn鈥檛 a surprise how he was able to switch places with you.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so beautiful.鈥 He said, staring into your eyes.
His lips were soon on your neck, alternating between giving your sensitive skin sucks and kisses. And everytime he sucked on a specific part of your skin that you knew would leave a mark for you and everyone else to see, you couldn鈥檛 help but breathe out a moan laced with his name.
He remained silent. But his actions were all you could hear and it was all the response that you needed from him. He went down to wrap his lips around one of your pert nipples. He sucked one while massaging the other with his palm. He did the same with the other when he finished.
His lips then travelled further down your body, tracing you with kisses on the spots that he thought you liked. And boy, was he right with each of them everytime.
Finally, he was just above the hemline of your panties. He didn鈥檛 waste anymore time and hooked his finger on the thin fabric and slid it down your legs, now leaving you completely bare for him.
He kept kissing every inch of your skin, as if he was marking every bit of it to be his. After kissing both of your inner thighs, he positioned himself to lay on his stomach with his face directly in front of your core.聽
He hooked his strong arms under your thighs to hold them open. He gave your lower lips a peck before slotting his tongue in between them, licking a stripe from your entrance and then up to your clit.
鈥淎hh! Yes!鈥 The word escaped your mouth before you even thought of holding it back. He had barely done anything yet the thought of what was to come gave you so much excitement, you were just eager to feel more.
His hold on you was as strong as you expected it to be. 鈥淩elax. I need to get you nice and wet. I think you already know why.鈥
The smugness in his voice would usually set you off, but you couldn鈥檛 help but agree. It was a statement he had every right to brag about.
Your thoughts were all shifted to the sudden feeling of his tongue licking another strip up the inner part of your lower lips. When it seemed like he had collected every bit of your arousal, his tongue was on your clit, making figures of eight on the sensitive bud.
Your thighs reflexively tried to close against his head from the overwhelming pressure, but his strong arms held you in place, thus allowing him to continue with the onslaught of pleasure he was giving you.
鈥淛ungkook, you鈥檙e so good at this.鈥
鈥淵eah, am I finally showing you what you鈥檙e missing?鈥 His head lifted from below you for a moment to look at you and to respond to your praise.
He didn鈥檛 even give you a chance to respond as you felt him insert two fingers in your wet entrance all at once. The suddenness made you gasp and roll your eyes and head back in pleasure. Jungkook had his eyes fixed on you while you visibly reacted in front of him.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so tight.鈥 He finally lowered his head and surrounded your clit with his lips, sucking on it while he started to pump his fingers in and out of you.
You couldn鈥檛 even come up with a coherent sentence at this point, all of your attention has gone to the way he was making you feel so good right now. Unknowingly, you had been moaning so much, it drove Jungkook to pick up his pace. Eventually, he added another finger and pumped into you even faster. With him alternating between sucks and licks on your clit, it was not surprising how he was able to bring you to your climax as he had planned to.
It took a moment for your vision to come back after the blur that your orgasm had caused. Once cleared, you were faced with Jungkook on his knees. He was wiping off the remnants of your orgasm around his lips with his fingers, before he put them in his own mouth and sucked on every digit.
鈥淒elicious.鈥 He then hovered above you, putting his weight on one of his arms. The other hand was right in front of you, tracing the outline of your lips. 鈥淲ant a taste?鈥
He didn鈥檛 even have to ask. Your eyes were locked with his as you took his fingers in, sucking on his digits the same way he did earlier. He let out a breathy exhale when you popped his fingers out of your mouth, a string of possibly a mix of your arousal and saliva very visible from where he was.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e driving me crazy, Y/N.鈥
It was all he said as he dove down and crashed his lips with yours, his tongue immediately making its way in, exploring every bit of you. Your arms went up to wrap around the back of his neck, with your fingers grasping on his hair. With your hold on him like this, you pulled him down, deepening the kiss even more than it already was.
One of his hands was busy pulling his shorts down, and as soon as you felt him kick the fabric out of the way, your theory of him not wearing anything underneath聽 was proven correct. His free hand went back up to your hips, grasping it as he positioned himself.
His erect length was bare against your inner thigh. He adjusted his hips that allowed him to be in a position where you could feel him slide his length between your lips, coating himself with your arousal.聽
Having him this close to you with literally nothing else in between sent all of the feelings you had for him into overdrive. You wanted him-- now and forever.
It was not until you felt him brush his thumb right by the corner of your eye that you realized you had actually shed a tear. His lips left yours, but he didn鈥檛 go too far away. Instead, he rested his forehead against yours, his chest heaving with yours as both of you tried to catch your breaths.
鈥淚 know. I love you so much.鈥 He whispered before placing another peck on your lips, feeling him smile as he did.
鈥淚 love you, too.鈥
His hand left your hips to take a hold of his length. You could feel the tip prod at your entrance before he halted. His head sprung up and he started to look around the room before grunting, 鈥淪hit.鈥
鈥淚 gave Hoseok and Yoongi my box of condoms.鈥
鈥淥h鈥︹ Your hands started to slide off his neck. For the first time during your throes of passion, the two of you tried to avoid eye contact.
Your arms were almost completely off of him until he gently grasped one of your wrists. From how he was looking away, you could see how his ears were red from his shyness. He was caressing your wrist, his thumb was swiping the back of your hand as he struggled to say, 鈥淚f-- If you still want to, I just want you to know I鈥檓 clean.鈥
You were too surprised to answer, a lot of questions going through your mind which was why you took your time to respond. But no, you wanted it too. Moreover, you wanted him. And wanting him also meant you trusted him.
He took your silence the other way around though and rushed to follow his statement. 鈥淏ut if you don鈥檛 want to, that鈥檚 ok. We can just sleep.鈥澛
He immediately tried to sit back up, but you locked your arms back around his neck, pulling him down for a quick kiss.
鈥淚鈥檓 clean, too.鈥
鈥淎re鈥 are you sure you want to? We don鈥檛 have to if you don鈥檛. I--鈥
鈥淛ungkook,鈥 you grabbed the back of his head lower, aligning your lips against one of his ears. You whispered, making sure he felt your hot breath against his sensitive spot, 鈥淔uck me already.鈥
He didn鈥檛 need to be told twice. He lifted his head a little so he could look into your eyes. He reached down to grab his length, eyes never leaving yours, as he aligned himself back on your entrance.
It was agonizing how he went into you slowly, inch by inch. You threw your head back while your entire body curled up in pleasure. He felt amazing, and you had never felt so full and complete-- physically and emotionally.
When you had finally adjusted to his size, you gave him a slight nod. Again, he started slow, paying close attention to how much of him you could take.
鈥淛ungkook, go ahead. I won鈥檛 break, I promise.鈥 You teased him.
He chuckled before taking a deep breath. His hands travelled your sides until they reached the back of your legs. His arms flexed as he hooked them underneath, spreading your legs further open. He then rests his hands somewhere near your head. You couldn鈥檛 really tell exactly where they were since the view on either the sides of your head were blocked by your knees.
The position you were both in allowed Jungkook to pick up the speed of his thrusts. It only took him a few strokes before he was pounding into you harder than before. His head was now the one thrown back in obvious pleasure.
鈥淵ou feel so good around me. I might not be able to stop like this until we both come, baby.鈥
The new nickname made your heart flutter even more. He felt so good and from the sounds he was making mixed up with how he was lustfully chanting your name, you could tell he felt the same way.
You lowered one of the hands you had on the back of his head to cup his cheek. 鈥淭ake me home, baby.鈥
Jungkook smiled before lowering his face to kiss you as he chased both of your highs. Being well gifted down there, it was an easy task for Jungkook to hit that spot every time he thrusted into you. So with a few more thrusts, you eventually found yourself heaving for breaths, your body convulsing as you let out one of the most intense orgasms you have ever had in your life.
But even after your body slowed down, Jungkook kept his pace. After the gush of your release around him, he proceeded to chase his own high. He pounded himself into your sensitive walls until he finally painted them with his own warmth.
He placed a kiss on the tip of your nose before he laid on top of you, his softening cock still plugged up in you. His arms wrapped around your waist as he placed his ear against your chest, on that little space between your breasts.
You toyed with his hair, curling a strand on your fingers while you watched him even his breaths out. Finally, he lifted his head to look at you, his chin now resting on your chest.
鈥淚 think we need to shower again.鈥 He said.
You swept the wet hair on his forehead back with your hand, he immediately smiled at the endearing act. 鈥淵ou think?鈥
The two of you laughed and stayed like that for a while before finally giving in to the stickiness that was starting to get hard to ignore. You bathed together and you stayed the night. Needless to say, you did what you truly wanted. You stayed with him and spent time with him. And as you lay beside him later that night, his soft snores ringing against your ear, your heart started to ache at the thought of the looming reality coming to take place.聽
You dreaded the fact that when you woke up, you would have to leave home again. And unlike the first time you left, you wanted to stay with Jungkook more this time.
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Two days later, you found yourself sitting on one of the waiting chairs by the boarding gate of where your plane will be at. You were just finishing up with an email response to one of your clients for work when the announcement that your plane was聽 starting to board for your group prompted you to stop. You closed your laptop shut and packed it away in your bag.
As you stood up, a familiar voice stopped you in your tracks. It was a voice you didn鈥檛 think you鈥檇 hear.
鈥淭hink we can find someone to switch seats with so we can sit next to each other?鈥
You spun around to find your best friend, the love of your life, your home鈥 standing behind you, his hand clutched on the strap of his backpack that hung on one of his shoulders. He was looking straight ahead while your eyes were wide as saucers, your mind still processing how he was in front of you right now.
He clicked his tongue in disappointment before looking down to meet your shocked gaze. 鈥淗mm, want to go up to the boarding crew to ask? I don鈥檛 mind paying extra if you鈥檙e in an upgraded cabin.鈥
He grabbed your hand and was starting to pull you to walk up to the crew as he had said, but you grabbed him with your other hand and pulled him back to a stop.
鈥淲ait, what are you doing here?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 going home. I didn鈥檛 know you were taking the same flight as me, though.鈥
鈥淚 moved to Tokyo a few months ago. I didn鈥檛 know you were there either until Taehyung told me yesterday. I was just going to try and surprise you there but then, I saw you here so, here I am.鈥
Your heart felt like it could leap out of your chest because of the joy and excitement you were feeling. He wrapped an arm around you and he pulled you against him. He kissed the top of your head while saying, 鈥淭his time, I鈥檓 not letting you go.鈥
You leaned against him, your head resting against the crook of his neck. 鈥淢e neither.鈥
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jimmeo-kooklieta day ago
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a compilation of jin鈥檚 Very Important roles and occupation in bts聽
for shirley @moonprincejin鈥 鈾 happy birthday to one of the punniest person alive!聽 聽 tape, dwellingsouls, namuspromised
part-time rapper
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yooboobies14 days ago
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鈥渁 dancer dies twice 鈥 once when they stop dancing, and this first death is the more painful.鈥 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PARK JIMIN! Because to me... you are the greatest. Thank you for telling us your story through your moves thank you for teaching us what dedication means and thank you for showing us this side of yours. Even if you feel like sometimes you're not good enough... you are. To us, you are! {cr. namuspromised, jamjam}
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jjungkookislife24 days ago
In Your Dreams (M)
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鈽 pairing: incubus husband!seokjin x wife!reader
鈽 genre: established relationship, smut [18+]
鈽 synopsis: Seokjin creates nightmares on the daily and All Hallows Eve is no different. However, when he accidentally drops into your dreams upon his return home, he鈥檚 surprised by what he finds.
鈽 wc: 2.5k
鈽 warnings: cursing, incubus!jin, consensual somnophilia, f. masturbation, mention of voyeur!jin, multiple orgasms (f), fingering (f. receiving), hair pulling, marking (biting, hickeys, scratching), breast play, impreg kink, unprotected sex with the intention of pregnancy, tiny lactation kink, belly bulge (I'm sorry), creampie
鈽 an: i took some liberties with the incubus since seokjin is monogamous and instead causes nightmares for energy
鈽 date: October 2, 2021
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Late nights were the norm for your husband, Seokjin. It wasn鈥檛 unusual for him to crawl into bed long after you had gone to sleep. Tonight, on All Hallows鈥 Eve, it was no exception.
When Seokjin had arrived home, he wasn't surprised to see you asleep in your marital bed, tucked in and sleeping soundly. The dim glow of the lamp illuminated his path to the bed, a smile on his lips when he sees the shirt you鈥檝e chosen to wear to sleep.
It was one of his favorites, often found in your drawer instead of his when the laundry was put away. He didn鈥檛 mind when you鈥檇 throw it on, knowing you must have missed him dearly if you鈥檇 worn it to bed tonight. Oh, how he wished he could spend your favorite night at home instead of invading strangers' dreams. He wonders if you were dreaming of him since you missed him so much.
Seokjin knew better than to jump into your dreams, and normally he had more control of his touch, but his longing tonight was greater than ever before. He missed you while he was gone. Terrorizing others' dreams, turning them into nightmares, took a lot out of him. But he needed that energy from their fear to live, so with a heavy heart, he would leave you almost every night to dream drop.
Yawning, Seokjin walks to the mirror. He looked exhausted, his eyes clouding with sleepiness and his natural glow not as radiant. He was still drop-dead gorgeous. His beauty from the slope of his nose, to the plushness of his pink lips, high cheekbones, and his sculpted chin were all part of his tantalizing allure. It was part of his charm, part of what allowed him to slip into people's dreams without much resistance, turning sweet dreams into terrifying nightmares. Tonight, he was worn out, didn鈥檛 feel like he was at his full potential. Seokjin figured all he needed was a good night鈥檚 sleep to regain his energy and restore his glow. Tomorrow night wouldn鈥檛 be as strenuous as Halloween, so he had that to look forward to.
Seokjin strips out of his clothes, remaining in his boxers as he checks himself out in the mirror. He blew himself a kiss before turning around to get into bed without waking you.
Carefully, he gets under the covers, licking his lips when he sees your delectable thighs with your shirt riding up to bunch at your hips. Your black panties are on display and his fingers graze the soft material as he settles in behind you.
Seokjin is wary as his fingertips graze your cheek, admiring your beauty from the curve of your lips to the softness of your eyes. How he wished he could have spent the night with you, holding you in his arms and pressing kisses to your lips.
He鈥檚 so lost in his thoughts, he doesn鈥檛 realize his touch has caused him to slip into your dreams.
鈥淔uck,鈥 Seokjin curses at the realization. He looks around until he spots you at the opposite end of the room, lying on your shared bed alone. His brows furrow at first, his lips turning into a frown as his heart sinks to his stomach. Were you dreaming of tonight when you鈥檇 been left all alone?
Seokjin steps forward, his apology sitting heavily on his tongue until you gasp. He freezes in his spot, eyes wide and lips round in shock.
On the bed, your legs were spread, one hand palming your breast and the other out of sight under the waistband of your panties. Soft moans escape your lips, back arching in the slightest as your husband鈥檚 name escapes you in a whiny plea.
As Seokjin admires you from afar, he notes the way your eyes are squeezed shut, chest rising and falling as you quicken your pace despite the trembling of your thighs. Oh, how he wishes he were the cause of your pleasure.
鈥淪eokjin,鈥 you groan, arching and canting your hips in the air as you cry out for your husband amidst your impending orgasm.
鈥淚鈥檓 right here, baby,鈥 Seokjin assures you as he climbs onto the bed, his hand stroking your cheek. Your eyes open, relief flooding through you as your fingers rub your clit faster, not wanting to lose your orgasm.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 it, baby. Rub yourself for me just like that. I bet you鈥檙e dripping wet, aren鈥檛 you? So wet and aroused you couldn鈥檛 wait for me to come home?鈥 Seokjin chuckles mockingly, licking his lips as you nod. You tremble, cursing and moaning his name as your orgasm hits and you cum, hard!
Panting, you reach out for your husband. 鈥淚 thought you weren鈥檛 going to invade my dreams anymore?鈥
Seokjin has the decency to blush, his ears burning as red as his cheeks.
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 mean to. I just wanted to touch you, baby. I missed you so much. Besides, you know your dreams are my favorite.鈥 Seokjin winked and pressed a wet kiss to your cheeks. You giggle, pressing a chaste kiss to the corner of his lips. He growls, his hand gripping the nape of your neck to kiss you. You kiss him eagerly, thankful he鈥檚 back home even if you鈥檙e fast asleep and he鈥檚 in your dreams instead. If you focus hard enough, you can feel his body pressed against yours outside of your dream. His erection pressed against the curve of your ass with his arm draped over your waist.
鈥淢y dreams are only your favorite because you鈥檙e a voyeur,鈥 you poke his chest with your index finger and your husband takes a hold of it, bringing it to his lips. He presses a kiss to your fingertip, his teeth nipping at the pad. 鈥淢mm.鈥
鈥淪uch lovely sounds,鈥 Seokjin coos as he releases your finger, gliding his hand down your side until it rests on your hips. 鈥淲hy don鈥檛 we rid you of these and see the mess you鈥檝e made of yourself, love?鈥
鈥淧lease,鈥 you agree airily, your lips meeting his as his hands easily rip your panties off. His large hand rests on your warm thigh, feeling remnants of your orgasm on your skin.
鈥淟ook at you,鈥 Seokjin smirks, his fingers dancing upward to touch your folds. They鈥檙e coated in your arousal instantly as he rubs your clit in slow circles, making you whimper from the sensitivity. His lips capture your dulcet sounds, tongue pushing past the seam of your lips as his fingers slip inside you, curling as he continues to kiss you.
Your hands grip his broad shoulders as he hovers over you, nipping and sucking on your bottom lip. Your fingers laced in his hair, tugging it as you turn to allow him space to kiss and mark your neck. His fiery tongue laves at the skin, teeth scraping along the flesh before suckling it.
You melt beneath him, soft sighs spilling from your lips as he helps you out of your shirt. Your bare breasts garner his attention, his plush lips kissing every bit of them until he takes a pert nipple between his lips. His tongue flicks the bud, circling after before taking it between his teeth and biting gently.
You arch into him, hands gripping his hair, shoulders and then digging into his back, leaving pink trails in their wake. Seokjin groans, erection throbbing in his boxers, aching to be released and enveloped by your tight cunt.
鈥淲ant you,鈥 he murmurs against your tits, love marks scattered between both.
鈥淔uck me, Seokjin,鈥 you whisper, your hand caressing his face, thumb pressed to his lips. He smiles, taking your thumb in his mouth, suckling it before releasing it with a lewd pop.
鈥淵our wish is my command, baby,鈥 He presses a kiss to your forehead then your lips as he leans back to rest his weight on his knees. He slowly palms his cock, feeling the spot where the pre-cum has soaked through.
鈥淚s that so? Can I ask for anything I want?鈥 You question him hesitantly, eyes sparkling with curiosity.
Seokjin nodded. 鈥淲hatever you want, it鈥檚 yours.鈥
鈥淚 want to have your baby,鈥 you say softly, nervousness clear in your tone. Seokjin鈥檚 brows rise in surprise. That鈥檚 not what he was expecting you to say.
A beat of silence passes before Seokjin kisses you once again. His lips move in sync with yours, tongues twined and hands roaming each other鈥檚 body.
With one hand, Seokjin rids himself of his boxers, sending them flying across the room before he palms himself. The head of his cock dribbles pre-cum that he used to aid him in his stroking. He needs to be inside you. The thought of filling you with his cum clouds his mind, head reeling because the result of such actions leads to his offspring; half him and half you.
Seokjin nuzzles into your neck, nipping and sucking as he slots himself between your legs. You keen, loving the weight of his body atop of yours as your hands grip his shoulders, nails digging in when he lines up at your entrance and slides in with no resistance. A gasp from your lips is all that鈥檚 heard when he bottoms out, giving you a second to adjust before he鈥檚 grunting your name, his breath fanning across your heated skin.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e so fucking wet,鈥 Jin hisses as you clench around him, his teeth raking across your skin. A lovely mark will bloom come morning and the thought alone has you pulsating, thighs quivering as they wrap around your husband.
鈥淔uck me. Fuck your baby into me, please,鈥 you plead in a breathy tone that has Seokjin鈥檚 hips nearly slamming into you as he moves to take a hard nipple into his mouth. In just a few months he could be drinking from you and the thought must cross your mind because he feels sudden wetness鈥攁 creaminess hitting his tongue.
It鈥檚 your dream, he reminds himself as he suckles your breast, his hand kneading the other, eyes lidded as he sees the tiny droplets that spill from it. He鈥檚 enchanted by the change, your moans rising in octaves as his lips move from one nipple to the other. Your hips rise off the bed to grind on his, coaxing him to start thrusting into you.
Seokjin releases your breast, gripping your thighs as he rocks into you. He sets a pace you can keep up with, meeting each of his thrusts with one of your own.
Sweat beads at your hairline, body fueled with desire and the need for your husband to breed you. Whimpers fill the space between you, breathing heavily as Seokjin fucks you harder, deeper until the tip of his cock kisses your cervix with each powerful thrust. He pistons in and out of you, the obscene sounds of your coupling lewd enough to have your ears burning with embarrassment but your husband is fucking you like a man possessed, the need to breed too powerful to think of embarrassment at a time like this.
You鈥檙e so warm and wet, deliriously tight around his cock as it drags along your walls; the perfect fit for you. Your thighs pull him in further, ankles crossed behind his back as he kisses you, wanting to be as close to you as possible while he fucks you full of his seed.
When he looks between you, right where your bodies connect, it鈥檚 a sticky creamy mess that has his cock twitching inside you. And when his eyes rove a bit higher, Seokjin nearly loses his load at the sight of your belly bulging from his thick fat cock.
鈥淟ook,鈥 your husband instructs in a low voice tainted with lust. 鈥淟ook at how you suck me in. Such a greedy cunt.鈥
You look down, seeing and feeling him in your abdomen. Your head spins, eyes fluttering shut and lashes brushing the apples of your cheeks. You grip the sheets beneath you, crumpling them in your fists as a wanton moan escapes you.
鈥淵ou can鈥檛 help but take my cock, huh? Want to be pregnant so bad, love? Need my seed to fill you to the brim?鈥 Seokjin chuckles, hand gripping your breast, his thumb brushing your nipple.
鈥淣eed it so bad,鈥 you whisper, moaning his name as he grinds into you, his thumb finding your clit. 鈥淧lease, baby. I need you. Need your cum.鈥
鈥淪o greedy. Desperate for my cum,鈥 he smirks, lips capturing yours in a messy kiss as his thrusts speed up. His body thrums as he fucks you, his mind growing foggy as he nears his peak.
鈥淐um for me, baby. Cum for me and you鈥檒l get what you want,鈥 he pleads, tone whinier than ever before. 鈥淐um for me, and I鈥檒l fill you to the brim. Cum so deep inside you, you won鈥檛 have a choice but to get pregnant.鈥
鈥淪eokjin,鈥 you sob, nails digging into his back as you arch into him. He watched with lust-filled eyes, licking his lips as you fell apart beneath him, pussy tightening around his cock as you shake and tremble with pleasure. Seokjin isn鈥檛 faring much better, groaning as your wet cunt milks him for all he鈥檚 worth, until he鈥檚 cursing and moaning your name, thrusts growing sporadically until he鈥檚 filling you with his seed. Thick ropes of cum drench your walls, leaving you pulsating around his cock, satiated and exhausted when he finally pulls out of you.
Seokjin admires the mess he鈥檚 made of you, using his fingers to push any escaping cum back into your well-fucked cunt. The sight of you has his cock twitching and he knows he鈥檒l be ready to go again in just a few minutes.
You sleepily welcome him into your arms, wrapping him tightly in a hug and pressing a kiss to the top of his head. Seokjin exhales softly, getting comfortable in your hold, and when he notices you start to fade, he knows you must be waking.
With one last kiss to your lips, he lets you go to welcome you into consciousness.
鈥淕ood morning, love,鈥 Seokjin greets you when you wake completely naked. The blankets are lying over your hips and you feel a certain soreness between your legs and on your breasts.
鈥淕ood morning,鈥 you greet in return, your husband draping his arm over your waist. 鈥淚 take it you paid me a visit in my dreams?鈥
鈥淚 did it by accident but it was very eventful, If I do say so myself,鈥 Seokjin chuckles, planting a kiss on your cheek. 鈥淒o you wanna have my baby?鈥
You swallow thickly, face heating under his gaze as he laces your hands together, offering a squeeze for support.
鈥淢ore than anything,鈥 you state, biting your bottom lip as you nervously wait for his response.
鈥淭hen how about another round?鈥 Seokjin asks with a smirk. You nod in agreement, giggling when he kisses your entire face before he鈥檚 on top of you. You look so pretty beneath him and his cock throbs are the thought of you round with his child, breasts so full of milk it makes his mouth water.
Oh, this was definitely the best Hallows Eve in all his years.
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漏 jjungkookislife - I do not allow reposts or translations of my work on any platforms, this includes Youtube.聽
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hannahbee12719a month ago
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於旍劃 鞛 氤措偞靹胳殧~!
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Feel free to send an ask or dm if you want a one of these formatted as a phone background 鈽猴笍 That was my original intention for these anyway lol.
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joheunsaram2 months ago
the platonic collection (ksj)
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A collection of one shots and drabbles about two idiot best friends turned fwbs turned lovers
pairing- bff!seokjin x reader
rating- R
genre- collegeau, bffs2fwb2l, smutt, fluff, a little angst
a.n- Well, well, well鈥 what started as a one shot has somehow grown into this. lol i don鈥檛 know how often i鈥檒l be updating this but this is going to somewhat out of order snippets of these two鈥檚 relationship and i hope you grow to love them as much as i do!
A big thank you to @bangtanhome for the banner! 馃挄馃挄
Got questions about the series, or want to be on the taglist? Send me an ask! 馃挄
this list is complied in chronological order of events. each part can be read as a one-shot.
platonically horny (fluff, smut)
Who knew doing a simple online quiz with your best friend would lead to the best sex of your life?
platonically fighting (fluff, angst)
What happens when the best friends who always get along get into their first fight?
platonic (fluff, smut)聽[the one that started it all! 馃グ]
Finding a new method for stress relief, you rope in your bestfriend/fwb to try it out with you.
platonically in love (fluff)
鈥淲e can鈥檛 be platonically in love鈥︹
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