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imaginexwwe · 10 months

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SPRING BREAK 5 - Roman Reigns

TIME SKIP (MINOR)

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REAL NAMES WILL BE USED

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A GUILTY Y|N IS ON A MISSION TO TRACK DOWN HER BABY DADDY AND APOLOGIZE (🤣)

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PART 4 (×)

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"This is so cool." Tori squealed, as we pulled closer to the stadium where Extreme Rules 2016 was being held. "Like so cool."

I giggled at my best friend's excitement, playfully rolling my eyes as I glanced back at her from the passenger seat. "Calm down."

"Calm down?" Tori repeated, her words in the form of a question instead. "This is our first time seeing wrestling in person and it's at a major pay per view. So no." She added, poking her tongue out at me. "I will not calm down. You should be getting more excited if anything."

My giggling slowly eased as I sighed.

I wish I could be excited.

This is my first, well me and Tori's first pay per view like she said.

And the both of us have been getting more and more into wrestling lately after taking the time to actually admire the craft of wrestling entertainment and all.

But I'm scared.

I'm scared to see Joe after how I basically snapped on him for no reason after breaking up with Austin for good.

And it definitely doesn't help that I hadn't talked to Joe.

I mean, it's not like I called him or anything.

I've actually been too scared to call him, but still.

I'm carrying his baby.

You'd think he would call me or at least text.

Something.

"I'm sure he'll be happy to see you." Tori said bringing me out of my thoughts.

It was almost as if she knew what I was thinking.

"I hope so." I mumbled, as Colby brought his rental car to a stop.

I just...

I really, really like Joe and now that I don't have my ex breathing down my throat, clouding my judgment, I could see us being serious.

Like a real couple.

But of course it's not just up to me.

Joseph still has to forgive me.

As soon as my brother parked and took the key out of the ignition, the three of us were out of the car.

And within minutes we were walking through the arena, surrounded by wrestlers and backstage workers.

A few wrestlers I had quickly become familiar with over the couple months I'd been watching wrestling and a few that I either weren't familiar with or just wasn't a fan of.

"Oh my god." Tori half yelled, half whispered, pulling on my arm, causing me to stop dead in my tracks. "That's The Usos." She gasped out trying to low-key point to Joe's twin cousins without being caught. "I've never been one to go for brothers but those two -"

"Are happily married." Colby said, laughing as he cut my best friend off, earning a scoff from her in return.

"I was joking, idiot." Tori verbally spat at my brother as he again, led up through the crowded hallways eventually coming to a stop when we reached a area with a lot of tvs, more wrestlers and a few backstage workers.

All of whom seemed to be tuned into the current match that was taking place.

Wait.

That's Joe, I mentally confirmed with a smile forming on my face as I watched the father of my unborn baby kick ass inside the ring.

This is so cool, I thought, silently echoing Tori's earlier words.

Ugh.

He looks so good out there in his element.

His hair wet, and falling around his face.

His muscles flexing as he preformed move after move.

That sexy, yet extremely cocky smirk on his face because he knows he's the best and no one else is on his level.

And don't even get me going on his body.

"God, I love that man..." I mumbled to myself.

My eyes getting wide after I realized what I had said.

Did I actually mean that?

Do I love Joseph?

Or was I just getting lost in the moment as I stared at him through the screen infront of me?

"I'll be right back." I heard Colby say, looking from me to Tori as he snapped me back to reality. "Stay right here." He added, before quickly disappearing through the crowd of people moving in both directions.

Shit.

Did he hear that?

I bit down on the inside of my cheek.

It was a habit of mines when I'm nervous.

"I heard that." I heard my best friend whisper in my ear with a giggle as she nudged me with her elbow.

Of course.

If anybody were to catch me slipping it would be Tori.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I shot back, continuing to focus on the screen, rather than the stupid smirk I know Tori was displaying on her face right now.

"Bullshit." Tori giggled even more.

Before I could think of something to say back, the sound of applause was heard through backstage and Tori and I both found ourselves joining in.

Joe had won the match against his opponent and was proudly holding up his titles in both hands, as he stood over his latest victim.

That smirk of his...

No, Y|N, I thought, mentally slapping myself.

You can't spiral again.

"Hold up." Tori spoke up again, probably taking note of my silence. "Why are they booing?"

"Apparently it's what the crowd does for the character he's playing." I answered with a shrug. "Some heel thing, I think." I again spoke up, explaining to her what my brother had told me a few weeks ago when I was curious about the boos that were noticeable louder than the applause.

"Oh, okay."

I nodded, unconsciously placing my hand on my belly to rub circles into it. "I guess Joe will be coming back here in a few." I said, looking over at Tori.

"Yeah." She replied, nodding before looking around. "I wonder where your brother went though."

Yeah...

Where did my brother go?

"He did say he'll be right ba-"

Before I could finish what I was saying, an all to familiar theme, that I had gotten to hear plenty of, over the last month or so, rang throughout the arena.

Gasps being heard from people close by and those that occupied the crowd.

Colby.

My brother, Colby was sprinting towards the ring as Joe stopped his celebration taunting to the audience, to glance over at the entrance, a surprised expression now replacing his previous cocky one as he watched Colby come closer and closer to the ring.

Wait.

When did he have time to change into his wrestling gear?

"Holy shit." Me and Tori said, simultaneously as we continued watching, both our eyes glued to the screen.

Colby finally reached the ring, taking no time to slide inside of it, soon standing eye to eye with Joseph.

The two men exchanged a few words to each other, neither man backing down from the other.

Then in the blink of an eye, my brother had taken control of the moment, grabbing Joe and preforming a pedigree on him.

Why didn't Colby tell us he was going to be back in action tonight?

Or at least me?

I'm his sister for goodness sake.

As the drama continued to unfold out in the ring, Joe's cousins Jimmy, Jey, and Solo Sikoa could be seen coming to the aid of their Tribal Chief as Joe's wise man Paul Heyman stood outside of the ring, a look of disbelief on his face.

And only for what seemed to be two or three seconds, my brother held up both of Joe's titles, dropped them, then disappeared through the crowd, just before the Usos entered the ring tending to Joe.

Barely escaping far into the crowd before Solo could catch him.

This was not how I imagined my first pay per view but I must say, I was not disappointed.

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Colby was the first to come through the curtain that led back into the backstage area and me and Tori wasted no time fighting for the chance to be the first to congratulate him.

Well more like excitedly question him.

"Why didn't you say your knee was healed enough for you to get back in the ring, Colby?" I asked, throwing my arms around my brother in a hug.

"If I told, it wouldn't be a surprise."

"Well that was a pretty awesome surprise, Colby." Tori said, joining in on the hug.

After a few more seconds, hugging my brother I pulled back, glancing up at him. "So, what..." I stuttered out. "What did you say to Joe out there in the ring. I mean, I couldn't really hear but it looked like it was a heated exchange."

"We were just in character." Colby said nonchalantly, with a shrug. "We weren't being Colby and Joe in the ring we were being Seth and Roman. Don't worry. I told you I was cool with you and him."

I nodded, biting down on my lip.

But you also said you were gonna kick his ass in the ring. I thought remembering my brother's words from a couple weeks ago.

Did he already have his plan in motion that night?

Or is all of this just a coincidence?

And again I'm just over thinking.

Fuck!

I just wish I knew what was sa-

Oh there's my man.

I mean my Joe.

Ugh, there's Joe.

"Hi, Joe." I called out to him, waving my hand like an idiot.

I probably looked like Forest Gump when he was waving down Jenny.

What is wrong with me?

"Hey." Joe replied, as he made his way over. "What are you doing here?" He asked awkwardly as his eyes locked on mines.

His beautiful brown eyes.

"Colby brought us out."

This is awkward.

Like this conversation spells awkward.

But why?

This isn't like us.

Me and Joe were practically strangers and we had a better conversation then, compared to this one.

Is he still mad at me?

"I uhm..." I again found myself stuttering on my words. "I've been texting and I even called a few times but you hav-"

Joe grabbed my hand, pulling me away from my brother, Tori and his cousins who weren't exactly in arms reach, but still close by.

I'm not sure they were close enough to hear but I guess Joe didn't want to take chances.

As me and Joe walked off, I noticed he was lost in conversation with his friend and fellow superstar Bayley.

There was no way he knew Joe had dragged me off.

But Tori had of course.

She stood off to Colby's side, giving me two thumbs up with a huge smile on her face.

But back to my brother...

Why was he seeming off today?

First he was quite the ride here.

Then the surprise attack on Joseph.

It's just, for someone who's supposedly okay with me and one of his best friends, he's hadn't been acting okay.

I don't know, maybe he was just trying to get back into his Seth Rollins mind set.

Cause if he wasn't, he would have brought us out with him.

No matter how much Tori and I had begged.

"Where are we going?" I asked Joe, realizing we'd been walking for what seemed like forever in a five month pregnant woman's mind. "Joe?"

Still, ignoring me, Joe finally came to a stop in an empty room.

A dark empty room.

Why are two of the men that means the most to me being so strange today?

"Sorry about that." Joe said, finally speaking up for the first time since he pulled me away from my best friend and brother. "And I'm sorry I was ignoring you. I was just still pissed from you snapping on me a couple weeks ago." He explained, making me feel guilty all over again.

Joe flicked on the lights and all of a sudden my eyes had to adjust to the brightness, as I slowly looked around, immediately realizing this was the room Joe is sometimes seen in backstage while he's either yelling at his cousins or watching his cousin's on going match.

Well one of them anyways, considering Smackdown isn't filmed at just one arena so there's no way it's just one room.

His private locker room.

Yeah, that's it.

"Can I?" I asked, pointing to one of the chairs, practically power walking to it the second Joe nodded.

"How are you?" Joe asked, sitting down in the empty chair next to mines. "How's the baby?"

"I'm good." I answered, looking down at my belly. "And the baby's good." I said, answering Joe's second question. "He or she actually kicked last night." I giggled, glancing over at Joe.

I felt my lips turn up into a smile as I remembered that amazing feeling of those little kicks.

It even had me questioning if I still wanted to go through with the adoption.

Or if I wanted to keep this baby.

I mean, as much as I hate to admit it because I was so sure of my plan...

I have been getting used to this pregnancy and the idea of having a mini Joe.

Or even a mini me.

"Could I feel?" Joe asked as I quickly nodded.

"Of course." I verbally answered him, watching as he stood from his chair and came over to squat in front of me. "But don't expect to feel anythi-" I stopped talking, as a gasp escaped my lips.

The little kicks were back.

Okay wow.

Scratch that.

That was a big kick.

"That's our baby." Joe gasped, smiling up at me as I smiled down at him. "We made that."

Again I nodded, feeling tears stinging at my eyes.

Yeah we did.

"Either it doesn't want daddy's hand on me or it is excited to finally feel your touch, cause that's the biggest kick I've felt so far." I joked, giggling again while also making Joe laugh.

"I'm gonna take it as it likes my touch." He replied, as he continued rubbing my belly.

I sighed dreamily as I continued to watch Joe. "I love your touch too." I sighed out, my eyes widening for the second time today as I realized I had embarrassed myself yet again.

What is it with me and this man?

At least I didn't make a mistake and admit my love for him again, in front of him this time.

Tori hearing me was enough.

And maybe Colby if he'd heard.

"Please ignore that." I mumbled, feeling heat rise to my cheeks. "I didn't mean for you to hear that."

"I'm happy I did." Joe replied, standing up again and going back to the chair he was previously sitting in. "With how you been acting these few months, I was starting to think I was more into you than you were into me."

I shook my head.

How could he think that, when he looks like he does?

You'd think that man never has to worry about a girl being into him.

And don't even get me started on how great of a personality he has.

Basically Joseph's the whole package.

And more.

"I'm sorry." I finally apologized. "Especially for the way I snapped on you a couple weeks ago. It's just even though I wasn't really into my ex, I still, for some reason was hurt finding out he was still cheating on me and when you asked if I left him for you, it just set me off. And I know you didn't mean it like that, when you asked, I just couldn't help but take it that way." I rambled as Joe quietly listened. "Can we just blame it on the hormones?" I asked, with a playful pout.

"This time." Joe answered.

And for a few minutes everything just seemed right between us again.

Joe and I were laughing.

Catching up on what's been going on in our lives

It was like my last day in Miami again, before I had to say bye to the man I've quickly come to love.

"There's something I've been meaning to ask." I said, still looking over at Joe. "Why didn't you tell me that you had talked to my brother about us..?"

Joe raised an eyebrow at me, giving me a confused look.

Like, a really confused look.

"I don't know what you're talking about, babe."

OMG he called me babe again.

I don't think he's called me babe since Miami or when I last saw him at my house.

It just feels so right hearing him call me th-

Wait.

Did he say he didn't talk to Colby about us?

"The last time you were in Iowa, Joe." I said, nervously. "Colby said you came to see him at Black and Brave and told him about us." I added, hoping to jog his memory.

"Y|N." Joe replied, letting go of my hand that he'd been holding for a while now, using his thumb to stroke small circles onto it, his facial expression showing signs of nervousness also. "I didn't know your brother knew about us, that's why I brought you in here so we could talk. And if he does, he definitely didn't find out from me. I haven't even talked to him since I've been back on the road."

My heart rate began increasing.

And my throat all of a sudden felt dry.

Very dry.

This would explain why Colby had been acting weird since the second Tori and I had asked if we could come to the show with him.

I'm betting he wasn't as okay with me and Joseph like he said he was to me that night.

He probably didn't really want me to come here because he was worried about me seeing Joe but knew it'll be more suspicious to say we could come with him.

Colby had lied.

But why?

And if Joseph didn't tell him...

Who did?

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dirtywrestling · 8 months

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Can I request a top seth rollins x male reader smut request where the male reader returns to wwe after a while and seth confesses his feelings to the male reader and then fucks him?

Pairing: Seth Rollins x Male!Reader

Warnings: 18+ Blog, Smut, Male x Male, Cussing, MINORS DNI!

Commissions: Open!

Imagines: Open!

Follow My Side Blog!: @dirtywresling102

At first you were scared to return, not sure how the fans would react to you for being gone for nearly five years due to personal issues, but they welcomed you back with loud screams and chants of your name.

Now that, that was out of the way you were scared on how the other wrestlers would react to you being back. It's been awhile since you've wrestled and you didn't want people to think you'd hurt them due to having ring rust.

You were shoved into a locker room, almost tripping over other wrestlers bags that were on the floor, luckily no one was in here but you and the person who shoved you. "You think you can just come back." Seth's voice was rough and cold at the same time.

"Seth- I'm sorry, I wanted to." You apologized.

"You left too fucking long, Y/N. You left me waiting." Seth confessed, stepping over the bags that were scattered on the floor.

"Waiting?" You asked.

"The day you left I was going to confess my love to you but you fucking dipped before I got the chance."

A low grunt escaped your lips as he shoved you against the wall, air knocking out of your lungs. "This time, I'm not letting you go." Seth crashed his lips against yours, a soft moan escaped your mouth as Seth's tongue danced along yours. "Gonna take real good care of you, baby." Seth moaned against your mouth, his hand palming your growing cock and gave it a light squeeze making you gasp.

"Gonna stuff you real good with my fat cock." Seth then slowly started to tug off your pants.

#seth rollins #male!reader #top!seth rollins #seth rollins imagine #seth rollins x you #seth rollins x male!reader #seth rollins x reader #seth rollins smut #wrestling smut #wwe seth rollins #wwe smut fanfic #seth rollins smut oneshot #seth rollins smut imagine #smut imagine #wrestling imagine #seth rollins imagines #colby lopez #requested

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kiraxcute · 2 months

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Becky is not overpushed, y'all need to stfu. And sending her death threats about Colby and Roux is vile

#wwe #becky lynch #rebecca quin #colby lopez #seth rollins

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maineventpapiuso · 13 days

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With Seth and Roman out for awhile what if we got the big dawg back and the architect back and the shield is reborn to destroy what Roman created?

#seth rollins #roman reigns #the big dawg #the shield #the bloodline #wwe #colby lopez #joe anoa'i

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south-of-heaven · 8 months

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Brollins x reader where reader is getting her business degree and is stressed out from trying to keep up with that and wrestling for wwe?

Break || Becky Lynch x Reader x Seth Rollins

Summary: Working towards a business degree and wrestling at the same time is stressful to say the least. Seth and Becky practically have to drag you away from your laptop to make you take a break.

A/N: Not me making reader resist when Seth tries to convince her but she folds the second Becky speaks up (me behaviour). Also this gif is everything. Becky in this episode of UUDD is my favourite thing ever.

You're hunched over your laptop, fingers typing furiously as you try to balance studying for your business degree and keeping up with your wrestling commitments. It's a juggling act that's been taking a toll on your well-being, and you know it. But the pressure to excel in both aspects of your life is unrelenting.

"Hey," a voice interrupts your focused concentration, and you glance up to see Seth standing there with a concerned expression. "You've been at this for hours. Maybe it's time for a break?"

You let out a sigh, running a hand through your hair. "I can't afford a break right now, Seth. I have so much to do."

He leans against the table, folding his arms. "I get that you're dedicated, but you can't keep pushing yourself like this. It's not healthy."

You give him a half-hearted smile. "I'll rest when I'm done."

Seth shakes his head, his expression firm. "That's not how it works, and you know it. Come on, let's go do something fun for a while. It'll be good for you."

You're about to protest when another voice chimes in, this time it's Becky. "Seth's right, lass. You've been glued to that laptop for days. A little break won't hurt."

You glance between them, their concern evident. It's as if they're a united front, determined to get you to take a breather.

Reluctantly, you close your laptop and stand up. "Fine, fine. What do you two have in mind?"

Becky grins mischievously. "We're going to the beach. Sun, sand, and not a single laptop in sight."

Seth nods in agreement. "It'll be a nice change of scenery. Trust me, you'll feel better after some fresh air."

You let out a defeated chuckle, realizing that they're right. Maybe a break is exactly what you need, even if you're hesitant to admit it.

As you arrive at the beach, the sun is warm against your skin, and the sound of waves crashing is oddly soothing. Seth and Becky encourage you to kick off your shoes and join them in a game of beach volleyball. It's a welcome distraction, and for the first time in days, you find yourself laughing and enjoying the moment.

After the game, you all sit on the sand, watching the sunset. Becky nudges you playfully. "See? A little break doesn't hurt, does it?"

You smile, feeling a weight lifting off your shoulders. "No, it doesn't."

Seth wraps an arm around your shoulders, giving you a reassuring squeeze. "Remember, we're here for you. You don't have to do everything on your own."

Becky nods in agreement. "And stressing yourself out won't help you excel in either wrestling or your studies. Balance is key."

You take a deep breath, letting their words sink in. Maybe it's time to start finding that balance, to give yourself permission to take breaks and enjoy life outside of your responsibilities.

As the sun dips below the horizon, you lean back on the sand, feeling grateful for the support of your partners. With them by your side, you know that you can tackle the challenges ahead, one step at a time.

#wwe fanfiction #wwe x reader #pro wrestling #wrestling #wwe #seth rollins x becky lynch #becky lynch fanfiction #becky lynch x reader #becky lynch fanfic #becky lynch #seth rollins x reader x becky lynch #seth rollins x reader #seth rollins fanfiction #seth rollins #brollins x reader #brollins #rebecca quin #colby lopez

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jamie-hayter · 1 year

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SETH ROLLINS and PAUL HEYMAN - Monday Night Raw: May 1st, 2023

#seth rollins #sethrollinsedit #srollinsedit #colby lopez #paul heyman #wwe #wweedit #wrestling #wrestlingedit #wwe gifs #wrestling gifs #wwe raw #monday night raw #insaneelbow #skari gifs

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acknowledge-reigns · 5 months

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11 years ago today!! These three men showed up and changed the game, and today they are STILL on top of the wrestling industry. I will forever and always believe in the shield and be extremely proud of each of them.

Sierra

Hotel

India

Echo

Lima

Delta

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rhodesrider · 1 year

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Your Dating…

Seth Rollins!

✨Bimbo Edition✨

NSFW Headcannon | Minors DNI

-Seth and You are total fashion people. Hell he looks at you for a second opinion.

-Seth helps you with certain words and thinks it’s adorable when you struggle a bit.

-You will always were an outfit that matches Seth.

-Seth will always defend you or ask you to “Get behind Sethie” so there’s not much damage

-You always shop with Seth and he barley saids no.

-Constant reassurance.

-He picks your nail color. No if ands or buts.

-Hair is always done.

-Music choices never bothered Seth sometimes he sings with you.

-Seth has a Dumbifacation/Daddy/Dominance Kink so this is where the fun is.

-His dirty talk is on point, he’s always a mixture of rough and gentle, it drives you crazy.

-Examples: “Aw it’s ok baby daddy will help you~” or “No no baby daddy knows what’s best, your brain is melting from all this dick your taking~” or (My fav) “You will always be a good lil cumbucket for daddy, be a good girl and take it.”

-Aftercare is top tier, it’s either a bath or a movie, a shower and online shopping, or just a nap between both of you.

-Sometimes when it’s too much and people are at your necks you power down from a sweet hyper feminine cutie, to a non-verbal downer. Hell it even looks like your color is gone in your face. So Seth’s always on that.

-In car? Headphone with light music and naps, at home? cuddles with Seth and makes you food if Seth’s at work? Weighted blanket and you nap in the back!

-Seth might seem like a mind manipulating jerk, but to you he’s the sweetest kindest man you love dearly.

#wwe one shot #wwe imagine #wwe smackdown #wwe raw #wwe smut #wwe seth rollins #seth rollins #colby lopez

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jeysuso · 1 year

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Seth Rollins - WWE Monday Night Raw, 16th January 2023.

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imaginexwwe · 11 months

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WRONG NAME 2|3 - Seth ROLLINS

Seth Rollins X Reader • Cody Rhodes X Reader

Guest appearance Brandi

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PART 1 (x) : Reader's backstage watching her boyfriend, (Colby Lopez) Seth Rollins' HIAC match against his current rival Cody Rhodes

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Reader goes to check up on Cody Rhodes while her relationship with Colby Lopez hangs in the balance after a little mix-up

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I stopped in my tracks, biting down on my lips as I stared at the door of the hospital room Cody was in.

My hand lingered above the door handle as I continued to contemplate whether or not I was making the right decision by coming here.

Of course you are, a thought in my mind seemingly answered for me as I now lowered my hand onto the door handle, feeling the coldness on my palm.

But Colby...

What would he think?

Two new thoughts rang out just as I had being to apply pressure on the handle to open the door.

"Colby..." I whispered to myself, images of my pissed off boyfriend from earlier flickering in my mind.

Images of how his eyes flickered with so much hatred as he processed the fact that I had mistakenly called him Cody.

How contorted his face looked.

How he had left me in the backstage area alone as he stormed away.

My body quivered as I mentally shook the images from my mind.

I had done nothing wrong

Sure I called Colby, Cody but it wasn't on purpose

I was just confused from the kiss I had shared with Cody which again, was an ACCIDENT

But that kiss also stirred up a lot of emotions.

Emotions I thought I had buried deep, deep down in my thoughts after Cody and I had parted ways after five years together.

Five of the happiest years of my life.

Up until the last few months of course, I reminded myself.

Why did he have to come back?

If he had just stayed away at AEW I would've been fine.

I wouldn't be here.

I wouldn't be questioning myself, my decisions.

I wouldn't be confused over which man I loved.

I wouldn't have, had to hear Cody finally say the words I had wanted him to say so many years earlier.

"I still love you, Y|N..."

Did I still love him though?

I sighed, realizing that I had been holding my breath this whole time.

"I won't know if I don't go in." I mumbled slightly frustrated at myself for taking so long to build up the courage to step inside Cody's hospital room.

I hurriedly pushed down on the door handle, and stepped inside the room unwilling to give myself another second to think, afraid I may spend another five or ten minutes getting into my own head again.

"Cody, I really need to talk to you," I began to ramble uncontrollably, not even stopping to think that maybe they had given Cody some kind of painkillers and that he could be sleeping. I just knew I had some things to say and I wanted to say them while I had this built up confidence. "I can't stop thinking about what you said and I know it seemed like you meant it but I," I paused for a second to swallow. "I just need to hear you say you meant i-"

I stopped suddenly, as I finally rounded the corner in his hospital room seeing a female figure standing over him, rubbing her thumb along his cheek.

"Brandi..?" I gasped out, seeing the attractive woman standing at his bedside.

"Y|N..?" Cody's estranged wife called out my name, her tone matching mines as if she was mocking me.

Her face was made up like it always was when you would see her on TV, she was dressed nice like always, the only difference this time...

Her red puffy eyes.

Had she been crying over Cody?

Was his situation that bad?

I mean it looked that bad but was it bad enough to rush to your estranged husband's bedside to be with him?

Well you rushed to be here for him, that voice in my head reminded me

"Y|N..." I faintly heard my name being called as I continued to blankly stare over in Brandi's direction, my thoughts once again consuming me. "Y|N..." I heard it again as I finally snapped my eyes over from the female and over to the male that I had come to see.

The very male, I was so confused about.

"Yeah?" I asked, my gaze now locked on Cody's.

His blue eyes staring back into mines.

"I said, what are you doing here..?" Cody seemingly repeated

I shook my head, once again biting at my lip as it had begun to trimble out of nowhere. "I um..." I took a breath, trying to come up with a lie, knowing I couldn't tell the truth to why I was there.

Not with Brandi in the room.

"I um..." I stuttered again.

"You just came to see if I was okay after that match?" Cody spoke up again, slightly nodding his head as if he was trying to let me know he was trying to help me because he realized I wasn't able to get a full sentence out.

He always did know when to jump in and help me, I thought

Just like when I was struggling to come up with what to say to Colby earlier this evening...

"Uh, yeah..." I mumbled. "But I didn't know your wife was here..." I spat out.

A small part of me wanted to see if his eyes would let me know how he felt about me calling Brandi his wife.

Were they going to show that he loved having Brandi referred to as his wife?

Or were they going to show that he didn't like it, considering that they were supposingly separated and had been for almost a year now, according to the news that broke all across social media.

But as I continued to search his eyes I couldn't sew any kind of hint or answer to the questions I was thinking.

Just a few hours ago he practically confessed his fucking love for you, Y|N... you should know the answer whether he says it or not... you should know

"...But since you do and I see that you're okay, I should go." I quickly said, doing a quick turn to head back the way I came, in a hurry to get out of this hospital room and away from the two people in it. "Bye."

In what seemed like twenty five or thirty seconds, I had finally reached the door and the second my hand came in contact with the cool handle I heard my name being called again.

Cody's voice rang in my ears as he pleaded for me to stop, but little did he know, it only encouraged my feet to move faster.

I just had to get away from there.

I refused to see him again.

I refused to see her standing by his bedside, stroking his cheek with her thumb.

And I damn sure refused to let the both of them see my cry.

As I got a few doors down from Cody's room, I rounded the corner bumping into someone.

"Shit." I gasped out, looking up and being able to make out through blurry vision the person I bumped into was Cody's older brother. "Sorry Dustin."

Dustin nodded, looking down at me, concern in his eyes and voice. "You okay?"

I nodded, mumbling a quick. "Yeah." Before adding. "Just came to check up on Cody, but I'm really in a rush." I added half lying so that I could get away and not have to hold a conversation any longer.

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I silently groaned to myself as I walked into the hotel room that I shared with my boyfriend Colby.

It felt so wrong just stepping foot into here with the way my feelings are beyond twisted.

"Colby..." I called out, keeping my voice purposefully low, hoping that he'd probably be sleep or better yet put at a bar pr something so that I could try to sort myself out.

But of course I couldn't be that lucky, I thought as I heard footsteps coming closer towards the entrance of the room.

"Where you with him?" Colby questioned as soon as he was face to face with me.

That was one of the things I liked about him.

Always getting straight to the point.

Unlike Cody who I had to drag it out of.

But once I did, his words just flowed like a river, unafraid to say what was on his mind.

"Yes," I admitted. "Yes I was." I added, walking further into the hotel room, going directly to my luggage that sat in a corner.

Colby quickly followed, grabbing at my arm. "What are you doing?" He asked, a mixture of confusion and anger lacing his words. "Why are you packing? Where are you going Y|N?" He asked again, throwing a couple more sentences at me.

I grabbed a few items of clothing, shaking my head. "I can't do this Colby..." I said, finally giving him an answer. "I can't do us anymore."

After shoving a few more things in my luggage, I eventually looked up to face Colby.

"I went to see him, nothing happened,"I spoke again, making sure it was known I didn't have some kind of quickie affair and had come to our shared hotel room to pack my things because I was leaving Colby for Cody. "I wouldn't do that to you. I love you too much to do something like that."

"Then why are you leaving me?"

I sighed again, wiping a tear that had fallen. "Because after almost three years of being with you, I've come to love you, obviously and even though I'm not sure what my feelings for Cody are, I don't think I can continue to be with you bec-"

Colby scrunched up his face, giving me a weird look like I was talking a foreign language he didn't understand or something. "What are you trying to say."

"I used to date Cody," I continued, talking a bit slower than my previous pace. "We were together for five years and earlier when you were still in the ring after your match," I paused to bite at the skin on the inside of my cheek. "I kiss-- I kissed him." I finally stuttered out. "And it was on accident, it really was," I continued. "I thought it was you coming back from the ring and I knew you'd be upset cause of your loss, and I figured I'd be waiting with a kiss to let you know that even though you loss, I was there for you and you'd always be my winner," again, I paused to make sure he was keeping up and after he frustratedly nodded, I continued. "I moved to fast and didn't realize till after the kiss felt different that it wasn't you I was kissing. And when I opened my eyes it was you. Then you walked in and I got nervous and well after you got pissed at me mixing up your name, Cody came back from down the hall where he overheard us, well you, yelling at me and he," I bit deeper on the inside of my cheek. "He told me he still loved me."

I finally finished explaining everything that had been wrecking my mind for the past five or six hours, and for about a minute or so, all Colby did was stare at me through narrowed eyes.

"Was it a good different?"

It was my turn to narrow my eyes, as I looked at the man in front of me in disbelief.

"What are you asking?" I questioned, even though I had a feeling what he was asking.

Colby ran a hand through his frizzy hair. "The kiss." He sighed, swallowing as if the words he was about to ask, were a lump that had formed in his throat. "You said you knew it wasn't me you were kissing because it felt different. Was it a good different or a bad different."

"You don't really want me to answer that, Colby," I replied.

"Good or bad?" Colby asked again, his tone darker.

I looked down unable to look him in the eyes because of the words that were about to come from my mouth. "Good." I whispered just enough that he could hear.

I was very aware that after tonight I was going to be on my own.

No Colby

And from what I saw at the hospital no Cody

But I'm proud of the way I handle the situation between me and Colby

He's a sweet guy when he wants to be and he wouldn't have deserved for me to keep what happened from him a minute longer

I'd be sleeping alone but at least I would be able to sleep

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