#completely worthless

[iamtotatllycompletlynotgood]

Why is this so fucking hard? Why do I want to talk to you so badly? Why do I miss you so much it fucking hurts? Why do I know that if I did reach out to you that nothing would be different? You’d just block me after a day or two. Treat me like you used to. It’s never gonna be any different and I know that, but why do I still miss you so much? And why the fuck did you have to add me and then block me again? What the actual fuck?

#I guess the most pathetic thing is that I hope you see this #and think how much you fucked me up #but you won’t #either way #I’m sure you never gave a crap about me #i overestimate my value in everyone’s lives #I don’t think I mean anything to anyone #or nothing that’s worth really holding on to #I’m disposable #always have been #always will be #completely worthless #I’m so fucking pathetic

[darkmothsy]

Wanting to go to bed early but then sneaking off to cry is my main personality trait

#i hate myself #i wish i wasn't around anymore #it never gets better #completely worthless

[toomuchbloodinmyalcoholsystem]

The absolute whine Pickles lets out when he realizes he is indeed going to pay Seth so he can get back into his own band kills me every time.

#it's hilarious but also I feel so bad for him #seth is such a worthless fucking prick #also I love that they're at an Outback Steakhouse IN Australia #which is a real thing complete with shitty fake Australian accented commercials apparently #pickles the drummer #seth the brother #rehabklok #metalocalypse #dethklok #video #my video clips

[sleepy-bebby]

#We Should All Know Less About Each Other #we live in a society #memes #meme #funny #funny memes #lol #truth #facts #opinion #every other day I’m being forced fed completely worthless info about a celebrity or politician I don’t give a shit about on my newsfeed #why should I care what the dead queen’s favourite breakfast is

[softerhaze]

idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think

#u know sometimes you'll experience something bad in the moment and look back later like lol that was fine actually! #not july :) she was actually really bad :) #tmi but if u wanna know why i was gone lol #my partner of 6 years cheated on me in early may. on her birthday. at her party that i planned. with her coworker. and i saw it #on top of just being like. completely devastated? i was just so embarrassed? i hardly told anyone because it made me feel like #just SO worthless. and then i was embarrassed about feeling worthless and it was a whole thing #anyway they started dating in july and it was really tough for me #it was like every day i'd wake up and have to like grieve? and come to terms with reality? and accept that a lot of my future plans #were no longer going to happen - at least with her :/ it's a really tough thing to grapple with #esp since it felt like she wasn't nearly as sad as i was - which unfortunately makes sense but still sucks #ANYWAY im doing a lot better now lol i started telling people in my life and letting them be there for me and it's helped so much #it's still hard sometimes but i know now that i'm gonna be fine eventually #this is so dumb to post on my sims blog but it feels good to get it off my chest so SUE ME I GUESS

[taikanyohou]

i love you actors that just get their characters like ta does macau.

#macau #kinnporsche #ta saying macau is whiny? but also brave enough to question things? how he's needy and wants attention? how he only has vegas? #YEAH. YEAH. YEAAAH. #him saying that macau feels like bc hes the youngest of the lot he feels so average with nothing to offer?? #so his dad just overlooks him and dismisses him COMPLETELY. GODDDDD. and THATS why he does feel loved. #compared to vegas who does EVERYTHING asked and still he made to feel worthless by his dad #OOOFT. yeah the minor family dynamics are where its AT. #god its SO interesting to me how ta's like macau knows he wants attention and care but the difference is that #he isnt shy to ask for it. compared to vegas who wont but CRAVES it but wont Say It. #and thats ALL BC vegas all his life has TOLD macau to TELL HIM WHAT HE NEEDS and that vegas will give it him #so GOD that smile in the epilogue??? hospital scene?? WHEN HE SEES HOW HAPPY VEGAS IS WITH PETE?? #AND HE SMIIIILES AT THEM??? BC FINALLY VEGAS SPOKE HIS DESIRES??? OH GOD IM OK IM OK IM OK.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Wait, but what is it about wally in the human au that makes him so weird?? Is it just an ableism thing or does he have like strange habits/interests

mmmm it's a bit of both kinda? more so the latter honestly! i mean by social norms & standards he's already a quirky guy, and i think he'd have a plethora of 'odd' mannerisms & habits on top of that. so yes, he's genuinely strange, but it's up to others to view/treat that as a negative or a positive or a neutral yk yk

#personally im standing off to the side sighing wistfully #wishing i could live my life so unbothered by how the world views me. oh to live your most genuine self without fear or compromise.... #like for example i gotta stick with the apple theme. he fucking Loves those things. he'll talk for hours about them #like in his & barn's kitchen there is an Apple Basket for him to gaze upon or pick out an apple to admire or paint #and he gets distressed whenever he views someone eating an apple or cutting one up cause to him they're Not Food & he loves them yk? #and of course there's the intense unbreaking eye contact with literally everyone #unless he's explicitly asked 'dont look me in the eye' he Will Stare Into Your Soul #and if asked he'll Remember & will literally never make eye contact with that person again. he'd rather close his eyes completely #& in this au he's still Constantly Smiling & honestly is very hard to ruffle to the point of it being slightly unnerving #he goes through a haunted house with his friends and has them all cowering behind him as he strolls through casual as anything #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #i could go on! he's just... yk! he's Him! without compromise! he takes norms & expectations and crumples them up! #he looks at them and says 'wow! this is worthless!' #and keeps doing his own thing

[existing-is-bothersome]

Low effort Magical girl Mikey from ROTTMNT or somethib I’m tired guys

other three coming some time

#rottmnt mikey #rottmnt reference or something like that #Rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #mikey fanart #rottmnt fandom #mikey rottmnt #plz lik I need validation from internet strangers to prove im not completely worthless to everyone in my life #mako’s blog #mako’s art

[here-to-reboog]

Wondering because I’ve only ever just measured it by pouring some into the cap and it’s always turned out fine but I’ve never seen anyone else do that so idk

#polls #this is completely worthless #I’m just curious

[trainingdummyrabbit]

goes feral over symbolism that matters to me and to me only

#assigns angela a pigeon because hehoo i like pigeons :] #and then thinks about pigeons and doves and how they were originally entirely domesticated-- are Still domesticated #and how pigeons are completely cast aside and considered vermin and pests and worthless #despite being the same birds we used to cherish; and the effects of that abandonment simply add to the publics disdain of them #thinks about doves being a common symbol for hope and peace. thinks about how pigeons and doves are the same thing. #thinks abt pigeons and doves. #piktalk

[derpinette]

SPERG YOUR HEART OUT

#EVERYONE #NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #& FOREVER #i love it when my friends &/or mutuals post about their interest & Passions i will like your posts but really i Loved them. #i deleted some tags because they might be interpreted as weird(er than usual) but 0_0 i am ♯Passionate about ♯Passion (for fashion - Bratz) #still kind of feel like a worthless human being but i secured another hangout in like a week so yayyy ^_^ #I GET TO BOTHER SOMEONE TOO NOW i just wish people did that to me too why am i like always the one raving #literally have to beg my friend to give me updates on her things even if i normally hate it even i go out of my way to look for things #for us to discuss -_- GIRL please i am for real not just faking for politeness who do you think i am I WANT TO KNOW #so effin excited OMG i have like so much to say & the greatest thing is that this girl has no knowledge at all about my Thing #so i can explain from the very beginning You literally have no idea how much i practiced the conversation in my head #ever since she told me & she said she wanted me to go on & talk about it more i have been Devising My Plan #OMG YAYYYY ^_^_^_^_^_^ AIMU SO HEPI AAARRRGHHHHHGSJDJSHSJDHSHSG #& OFC i had to plug it in the first time i met her in person i just could not help myself there was an NF on that day & i told her i wanted #to catch it i had to go in the end for a different reason & BTW it was such a whiplash the show itself was so fun but the winner... 0_0 NO. #next i will ask her about berserk & maybe even read it so we can talk about it because she really likes it #i dropped it when i was 14 because the laptop i was using to read it was complete crap Just like mine is RN #like a section of my keyboard is completely dead T_T so i have to use the on-screen one...

[disguisedcheezed]

people want the hs epilougues/hs^2 to be "canon" SO BAD, it makes them look stupid.

#disguisedtalking #the circle of stupidity is fucking complete. #you just found out that justifying something was completely worthless #what happened to do whatever you want forever instead of getting mad #its so funny how people hate to see a dirkjohn shipper win an argument lmao #its also the reason why i know a lot about the old hs fandom dramas in the first place. you dont understand our pai #im still stupid but i love my friends they tell me everything i need to know

[fellhellion]

As funny as the trolley problem and the suffering builds character memes are (and I do love them), I personally think it ascribes a belief to Miguel he doesn’t explicitly hold in the text.

“Bad things are gonna happen; it makes us who we are.“ is a line that belongs to Peter B. Miguel doesn’t even approach the idea to Miles of this model justifying the suffering it perpetuates, even if it’s an understandable byproduct because of what this model asks you to swallow, what it asks you to concede.

Why would he claim that suffering builds character? The one time he believes he defied fate, it backhanded him so hard he’s still reeling from the trauma, and it took at least 8 billion lives as collateral including Gabriella. What did that suffering teach him but a despairing submission to fate?

To Miguel’s understanding of what happened, there’s not even a trolley problem. It’s “you accept the terms fate deals you, or it will destroy everyone - including those you wanted to save - regardless”. His perspective is far more aligned to utilitarianism and fearing that massive human cost happening again, more than it is morally justifying why the canon operates as it does.

#atsv #miguel o’hara #tunes talks spiderverse #that man is in the terminal despair vortex guys #the very fact Miguel doesn’t question why his understanding of the canon operates as it does #serves to doublebind him back into his sunk cost fallacy thinking #he can’t turn back because it would make the costs worthless. and to question the canon would be to invoke what happened to him when he #tried to defy fate #<- all of this is to his mind I mean #the actual details areeeeeee complicated and don’t make complete sense. but I understand WHY he ignores those inconsistencies #because incredible recent trauma (within the past couple MONTHS) and to examine would be to make the sacrifices meaningless #not trying to dunk on Peter either. it’s just lots of different people trying to make sense of what they believe is a terrible but #necessary sacrifice to save the universe.

[terrytheinsane]

Me tormenting the captive borrower with infodump rants

#g/t #Cortana: What is that? #Gravemind: I? I am a monument to all your sins. #Arbiter: *struggling* #Master Chief: Relax I'd rather not piss this thing off. #Arbiter: Demon... #Gravemind: This one is machine and nerve and has its mind concluded. #This one is but flesh and faith and is the more deluded. #Arbiter: Kill me or release me parasite but do not waste my time with talk. #Gravemind: There is much talk and I have listened through rock and metal and time #now I shall talk and you shall listen. #2401 Pentinent Tangent: Greetings! I am 2401 Pentinent Tangent. I am the monitor of installation 05. #Regret: And I am the Prophet of Regret...councilor most high... hierarch of the covenant. #2401 Pentinent Tangent: A reclaimer? Here? At last! We have much to do. This facility must be activated if we are to control this outbreak. #Regret: Stay where you are! Nothing can be done until my sermon is complete! #2401 Pentinent Tangent: Not true. This installation has a successful utilization record of 1.2 trillion simulated and one actual. #it is ready to fire on demand. #Regret: Of all the objects our lords left behind there are none so worthless as these oracles! They know nothing of the great journey! #2401 Pentinent Tangent: And you know nothing about containment! You have demonstrated complete disregard for even the most basic protocols! #Gravemind: This one's containment *shudders in disgust* and this one's great journey are the same. #Gravemind: Your prophets have promised you freedom from a doomed existence but you will find no salvation on this ring. #Those who built this place knew what they wrought. Do not mistake their intent or all will perish as they did before. #Master Chief: This thing is right. Halo is a weapon your prophets are making a big mistake. #Arbiter: Your ignorance already destroyed one of the sacred rings Demon in shall not harm another. #Gravemind: If you will not hear the truth then I will show it to you. #There is still time to stop the key from turning but first it must be found. #Gravemind: *gestures to Master Chief* You will search one likely spot *gestures to the Arbiter* and you will search another. #Gravemind: Fate had us meet as foes but this ring will make us brothers. #was gonna do the part where master chief gets teleported to high charity but I ran out of tags

[the-cookie-of-doom]

"I guess I'll see you around," he mumbled. His phone buzzed in his pocket; no doubt Porsche calling to ask what was taking so long. He didn’t look at Kim as he answered. 

“Hi, hia, yes, I’m coming. No, I just ran into someone. No, it’s…” His eyes flicked up to Kim. “It’s no one important.” 

Chay watched Kim’s jaw work around clenched teeth. Maybe he wanted to say something; Chay waited, but Kim only stared at him.

#cookie writes #kimchay #yall chay is vicious in these rewrites #hes like oh you made me feel worthless?? #time for you to see how it feels! #baby ran into Kim by complete accident (or was it) and immediately chooses violence

[musashi]

stop putting the onus on your depressed/traumatized friends to reach out. "feel free to reach out!" is such a pointless fucking platitude. CARE ABOUT THEM. REACH OUT YOURSELF. have you ever been traumatized? have you EVER been depressed? the last thing anyone going through a horrible thing wants to do is be forced every single day to initiate conversation. for fuck's sake. you can only do it so much before it starts to feel tired, no matter how much i WANT help i literally do not have the will to start the 50 fucking conversations per week i need to get support.

"feel free to reach out" is just a way to absolve YOURSELF of the guilt you feel watching a friend fall into despair and standing by watching it happen. you don't actually want to have the courage to hold them aloft. you just want to feel like you did. i'm so sick of it.

you don't have to be my fucking therapist, but literally just a 'hey! what's up! can i tell you about a funny thing that happened today?' would keep me sane for another day.

but no, it's my fucking job to go down my friends list during my 40-hour work week where my only destinations are home and work and i can barely make it 30 minutes without sobbing. yeah, that seems fucking fair.

#wordy wendy #im so broken im so tired i hate being so worthless #i hate being so completely and totally unloved #im tired of being a foster friend i'm tired of being plan b #im tired of not mattering im so tired #i just want someone to love me really good #a group of two of three friends who like me EVEN WHEN IM SAD #god. god #what will it take #how can i make it happen #i've been fighting so hard