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yael-things · 2 years

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hi every1 so uh. i might b taking a break from tumblr for a while 4 personal reasons, and im not rly sure of when i'll come back. until then i might show up once in a while, but not much. TuT

<3

#i just need to like. think aboht some stuff #life is Compljcated and uhhhhghghghgh stuff so uh #but dont worry im fine!!!! just need to focus on other things right now #love u all <3 #lifeblogging

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compljcated · 2 years

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do you have any of the answers? can you spare some fucking wisdom? // journal entry 001

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pol-ar-ity · 2 years

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Start off gentle. Obviously. Lips capturing lips. I want to take it slow. Swipe my tongue along your bottom lip so we’re on the same page. Explore your mouth, your tongue, the roof, your front teeth. Little nips every now and then. Getting reacquainted even though it feels like it’s been a day, not hundreds. Fingers through your hair, on your face, dragging down your arms, under your shirt to run my fingers over your back. Kiss up and down your jaw, your neck, your cheeks. And then build intensity.

You on top of me, one hand down my side, ribs, waist, hips, back up, reacquainting. One forearm holding you up so you don’t crush me - yet. Your mouth down my neck, to my collarbone, leaving little red marks along the way, then back up. I’m wrapping my legs around your waist as your tongue begins working its way down my throat, I’m pulling your full weight onto me, rocking against you, trying to get as close as fucking possible. I’m moaning softly because every. nerve. is on fire. Reacquainting. My hands are gripping your hair tighter and tighter, and you’re pulling me to you as I arch up so there isn’t a single centimeter of space between us.

And you’re just fucking kissing me. Tongues all over, hands running wild, bodies moving but somehow totally in sync.

“you asked me how I wanted you to kiss me. this is my answer.”

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lovvur · 3 years

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poem for @good-vibes-and-blue-eyes <3

#mine #poem #poetry #writing #loveserum #compljcated #deadwatered #tiredbtw #i hope that this is alright!

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clumsiely · 5 years

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I just want to be soft and golden and dappled in sunshine at all times

#4tray #loviely #nitrogen #compljcated #mads talks no one listens #soft suggestion #sunshine #lovely suggestion #love suggestion #sweet suggestion #aesthetic #txt #loveserum #calm suggestion #happy suggestion #rambles

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megansknees · 6 years

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self love

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raine · 5 years

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i had no intention of loving her this much

or at all, really

but then she smiled and it was over

there was nothing i could do

i’ve always hated my addictive personality, but she’s one drug i never wanna get over

#4tray #extrasad #loveserum #weaksorry #4bella #loviely #spilled ink #4marya #poetry #me #mine #557am #extracold #veincold #love #compljcated #adjustive #hazyaffection #lovehigher #deadwatered

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supercutting · 6 years

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turns out im a liar, but mostly to myself

#deadwatered #loveserum #compljcated #localloveletters #writing #lyrics #poetry #mine #x

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heartghosts · 6 years

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DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT ME? DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO US? A LOVE FULL OF SLAMMED DOORS AND BROKEN PROMISES SCREAMING AND CRYING AND WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME PHONE CALLS AT 3AM THAT ALWAYS ENDED UP WITH ONE OF US BLEEDING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR PLEADING EACH OTHER NOT TO LEAVE NOT TO GIVE UP JUST YET BECAUSE WE BOTH PLAYED OUR HANDS AND WE BOTH ENDED UP LOSING AND NO MATTER HOW CLOSE WE BECAME IT WAS NEVER CLOSE ENOUGH FOR I WAS NEVER YOURS AND YOU NOR MINE I WAS NEVER YOUR JULIET NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WISHED YOU WERE MY ROMEO

star-crossed lovers (2018)

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1badassdog · 6 years

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love, always love

but first love

yourself

— 29. prioritize.

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ppastelpoetry · 6 years

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Every time I slip away, you pull, we crash and we burn.

#weaksorry #loveserum #compljcated #sorryish #lovehigher #extrasad #spilled ink #4bella #4tray #adjustive

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compljcated · 2 years

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how do i sit next to you and not kiss you

how do i listen to the way you laugh and not think about holding your hand

the way you sip your beer makes me want to love you forever

i want to say i’m sorry for staring at you so intently but i won’t

i’ll watch the way you throw your head back and my heart will ache for something i can’t have

you’re a piece of art

and i’ll never be sorry for staring

#upload #s #loveserum #loviely #4marya #4tray #hazyaffection #heavensghost #softgrlfriend #deadwatered #compljcated #journal #heartbreak #poem #poetry #spilled ink #love #poems #breakup #words

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pol-ar-ity · 3 years

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You cried to me over the phone, and I swear to fucking god, I fell in love with you during the first few sniffles. Your voice broke and your hands shook and I wanted nothing more than to close 3,000 miles and run my fingers through your hair.

I think this could be gentle, perhaps kind. It feels familiar, like we were together in past lives and on movie screens in parallel universes. I still overthink but you talk 100 miles too fast and don’t notice, and I’m grateful for that.

All of this to say: I’m glad I met you. I’m glad you asked for directions and I’m glad your destination was the same as mine. Maybe we’ll get to go through our twentieth life together, with twists on the classics that lead to your hand in mine, 3,000 miles no more.

All of this to say: you cried on the phone and I fell in love with you. There’s poetry in that, but for right now, it’s sacred in my palms.

“you’re the dream”

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lovvur · 3 years

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poem for @good-vibes-and-blue-eyes. hope this is okay !

♡

it has been quiet here for a long, long time.

the wind here,

it cuts through me, chilling me deeply.

oh,

so deeply i almost forget that there was a time when i enjoyed this feeling,

reveled in it.

♡

the sun pours through a sliver of clear sky,

just for a moment,

before it slides away behind the clouds.

i remember when the sun would wake me in the morning,

and i know,

i enjoyed this, too.

but the sun has not woken me up in years,

and i am so often cold now, it is hard to remember ever being warm.

♡

in quiet moments,

i sometimes wonder if i should have been a faery,

think that maybe the universe made a mistake with me,

if only because i am more spite than love.

more malice than kindness.

i worry that people can tell how raw i am on the inside;

my taut skin cut open to reveal such fragile, fragile bones.

and here,

where the wind is so frozen and the sun is so shy, the blood flows and it never stops.

#mine #dreamygirlfrnd #buttertoastbitch #loveserum #localloveletters #4Tray #supercutting #deadwatered #4bella #compljcated #weaksorry #highschoolhandjobs #extrasad #extracold

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justscribbledwords · 6 years

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reflection

the reflections of your past are the shadows of today maybe that is why you love to see the mirror break you are trying to outrun your demons that snark but you can never outrun your shadow unless you are in the dark so maybe you’ll learn to love them and hopefully you will learn to love you too

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megansknees · 6 years

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note to self entry #05

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