The Mother and Father of nature, Iohr, Lord of the Hunt and Rehra, Queen of the Trees
Played around with braided hairstyles
In a bright cyber punk mood this week.
lil niki bcs shes my fave out there
Tomorrow, Im going to do what I’ve been wanting to do for months.
I’m going to paint on a jacket.
Why this is so significant to me I wouldn’t be able to tell you. But I remeber my dad yelling at me for drawing a smileyface on a shirt of mine that was so old I barely used it anymore.
I remember locking myself in a bathroom because I was too scared of my uncle saying one more mean thing about my clothing and me losing it.
I remember being told to shut up about my interests over and over and over again until I barely told anybody what I liked. Keeping the joy of being noticed to myself because they wouldn’t care. Keeping the sadness of a character hurting to myself because I would just bother them.
I remember being told to rethink my choice to go to an artschool over and over until I was forced to look at 5 other studies and I didn’t like any of them.
I remember being told that I won’t be able to provide for myself with this degree.
So I’m painting a jacket now. All of those things tie into why I am but I mostly am because I want to.
And that’s what’s most important.
(here’s the design. It’s Remus and Roman based because fuck not talking about things you like)
(from left to right: left sleeve, right sleeve, front pockets)
Idk why I’m being so sappy. But this means a lot to me and I wanted to say something about that, even if it doesn’t make sense.)
The Onset: A week by week progression after initial infection.
“sorry im late, im afraid I got lost on the path of life”
I’ve been obsessed with this fishy version on one of my characters for like two solid weeks now so I figured I’d share (please ignore marker bleeds, this was just to get a color reference so I wasn’t being as careful as usual)