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scratchandplaster · 2 months
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Tales of Arcadia [Masterlist] 🌱🌠🧶
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CW: parental Whumper, cult setting, mind control, conditioning
This series was created during Febuwhump 2024, so some parts follow the prompts → [Febuwhump 2024 Masterlist]
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Return to me:
"Bite down on this" | Obedience | "You lied to me" | Suffering in silence | Semi-conscious | "I love you" | "Who did this to you?" | Too weak to move | Lightning strike | A new beginning
Settling in (ask game): ? | ? | ? | ? | ? | ? | ? | ? | ? | ?
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Worldbuilding: How the settlement came to be, What they do
Faceclaims
Picrew
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republicsecurity · 7 months
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A Policy of Non-Punitive Handling of Errors
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As the two paramedics sat in the break room, their eyes moved across the familiar pages of the training handbook. The words that had once seemed mundane and necessary were now taking on a different hue, a veil lifting to reveal a deeper understanding of the changes they had undergone.
"Listen to this," R5M3L said, his finger tracing the lines. "It says here that the neuro-based conditioning aims to promote 'enhanced team cohesion and minimized individualistic tendencies.' I mean, we knew that, but now it sounds so... orchestrated."
S7N1A leaned closer, his brow furrowing. "And this section about 'Enhanced Emotional Control.' They make it sound like a virtue, but it's basically just controlling our emotional responses to suit their goals."
"Yeah, it's like they've turned us into machines," R5M3L muttered. "Even our emotional reactions are engineered to fit their idea of the perfect paramedic."
S7N1A's gaze darkened as he continued reading. "Look at this part about 'Encouraging Non-Conflictual Communication.' It's all about suppressing disagreements and maintaining a harmonious facade. No wonder we never argue anymore, even when we used to have differing opinions."
"And the part about 'Minimized Desire for Personal Relationships Outside the Organization,'" R5M3L said with a bitter chuckle. "They've managed to isolate us from our families and friends, all in the name of 'team unity.'"
S7N1A closed the handbook, a mix of anger and realization in his eyes. "We've been conditioned to believe that all of this is for our own good, for the greater mission. But really, it's about control and conformity."
R5M3L nodded, his expression determined. "We've got to start questioning this, talking to others, raising awareness about what's really happening."
S7N1A's lips curled into a determined smile. "Agreed. We might have been conditioned, but that doesn't mean we can't break free from it. It's time to reclaim our individuality."
In Control
In the dimly lit control room, the AI system's alert caught the attention of JK65R and IO3SS, both of them on duty supervisors within the Corps. The screen displayed a summary of the conversation between S7N1A and R5M3L, highlighting their discussion about the training handbook and their growing resentment of the conditioning's effects.
JK65R's brow furrowed as he studied the text on the screen. "This is concerning. We can't afford any deviations from the established protocols."
IO3SS nodded in agreement. "Absolutely. Our strength is built on compliance and unity. Anything that threatens that stability must be addressed promptly. But we should keep in mind the Corps Policy of non-punitive handling of errors. We must offer the chance of improvement.”
The AI system offered suggested actions based on its analysis of the situation. "Recommendation: Initiate a targeted modification to reinforce adherence to protocols and suppress dissenting thoughts."
JK65R tapped a few buttons on the console, adjusting the settings for S7N1A and R5M3L's next scheduled conditioning session. "Let's increase the intensity of the motivational reinforcement and tweak the emotional control parameters."
IO3SS leaned closer to the screen, reviewing the changes. "And make sure to emphasise the consequences of deviating from the prescribed behaviour, also let them train harder. We can't let this spread among the ranks."
The AI system acknowledged the commands with a beep, its algorithms calculating the optimal adjustments. "Modifications applied. Conditioning session for subjects S7N1A and R5M3L scheduled."
In the Chamber
I parked the first response car, exchanged some casual banter with the guys. Then I went to the chow hall for a quick dinner. They had some mashed vegetarian stew and the dispenser gave me my serving. As I sat down, I met BH89L who was on conditioning chamber duty today and would most likely put me through meat grinder later as well.
BH89L: Hey S7N1A, how was your shift today?
S7N1A: (grunts) The usual. Responded to a couple of calls, nothing too exciting. You know how it is.
BH89L: Yeah, I hear you. (pauses) So, I heard you're scheduled for conditioning today.
S7N1A: (nods) Yep, it's that time again. I'll be heading to the chamber right after this break. How's your week been, BH89L? Back in the conditioning chambers, I assume?
BH89L: (sighs) Yeah, I'm on chamber duty this week. It's been... interesting. You know how it is, trying to keep everyone calm and comfortable before the big plunge.
S7N1A: (smirks) Yeah, I remember my last session. It's like they're trying to lull you into a false sense of security with those friendly conscripts.
BH89L: (chuckles) Well, it's all part of the job. We want you guys to be as relaxed as possible. Makes the whole process smoother.
S7N1A: (raises an eyebrow) Smooth, huh? More like surreal. Sometimes, I can't help but wonder what's really going on in those sessions.
BH89L: (leans in closer) You and me both, S7N1A. But we're just cogs in the machine, doing our part to keep the Republic running. What happens in those chambers is above our pay grade, if you catch my drift.
S7N1A: (nods) Yeah, I get it. Anyway, got to finish up here and head for my appointment. Wish me luck.
BH89L: Good luck, S7N1A. Remember, just relax and let the system do its thing. See you on the other side.
S7N1A: (smiles wryly) Thanks, BH89L. I'll try to enjoy the ride.
Out of the chamber
S7N1A stumbled out of the conditioning system, feeling like he'd been dragged through a mental swamp. The straps were released by a fellow conscript, and for a moment, he just stood there, trying to shake off the disorienting haze that clouded my mind. 
It was a feeling he hadn't experienced since those grueling days of Basic Medical Training.
"What did they do this time?" He managed to mumble, his voice sounding distant and detached even to my own ears.
The fellow conscript, who ran the system, glanced at him with an expressionless face. "Extended motivational reinforcement. Reinforcement of adherence to protocols."
The conscript's features shrouded by the subtle light of the chamber. "You're in the process of recalibrating, recovering from the conditioning. It's normal to feel a bit foggy."
S7N1A's brows furrowed, a veil of uncertainty shrouding his thoughts. "Recalibrating?" The word tasted strange on his tongue, as if he was grappling with a concept just beyond his grasp.
Right. Of course. Because in this meticulously controlled corps, everything had to be reinforced, double-checked, and stamped with obedience, he thought. As if they thought we were all mindless drones that needed constant reminders of what we were supposed to be.
S7N1A couldn't help but let out a bitter chuckle, though it sounded more like static than genuine amusement. "Ah, how could I forget? Just in case I start thinking for myself, right?"
The conscript's gaze remained fixed on him, unwavering and but with a expression of a little bit of of sympathy. "Protocol compliance is essential for the success of the mission." The conscript patted S7N1A head with his gloved fingers, a short feeling of content flushed through S7N1A.
"Yeah, I know," S7N1A muttered, feeling a wave of frustration wash over him. It was like trying to fight against a current that was determined to pull him in a direction S7N1A didn't want to go. But at the same time, S7N1A knew he couldn't afford to resist. Not here. Not now.
As S7N1A turned to leave, the conscript's voice followed him like a distant echo. "Have some rest, S7N1A."
S7N1A nodded vaguely, his mind still swimming in a sea of programmed directives. "Yeah, you too."
With each step, S7N1A could feel the conditioning settling back into place, reinforcing the walls around his thoughts, smoothing out any rough edges of dissent. He was back on track, a cog in the machine, following orders without question.
R5M3L stumbled likewise out of the conditioning chamber, his head spinning with a disorienting mix of thoughts and directives. He hadn't felt this detached since the early days of his training, when everything was a blur of conditioning and simulations.
"Hey, are you okay?" another conscript asked, offering a steadying hand.
R5M3L blinked, trying to focus on the face in front of him. "Yeah, I think so. It's just... the conditioning hit me harder this time."
The conscript nodded sympathetically. “Yes yours has been tweaked a little. Something about reinforcing adherence to protocols."
Running Smoothly
S7N1A and R5M3L found themselves jogging alongside in their red training suits, weighted down by additional weight in their plate carriers during the mandatory morning physical training routine. The rhythmic pounding of their feet on the track seemed to create a steady beat for their conversation.
"You felt it too, didn't you?" S7N1A panted, his voice a mixture of frustration and confusion.
R5M3L nodded, his breath coming in heavy exhales. "Yeah, that conditioning session was... different. I mean, I've been through a lot of them, but this one..."
"It was like they cranked up the control knob," S7N1A said, frustration evident in his tone. "I felt like I’m on autopilot the whole time. And those thoughts... those thoughts weren't even mine."
R5M3L's jaw clenched as he nodded again. "I know what you mean. It's like they're digging deeper into our minds again, manipulating our very thoughts and feelings."
S7N1A's brow furrowed. "For what purpose, though? I thought the conditioning was supposed to make us better paramedics, more compliant, more dedicated. But this... it's something else."
"Maybe they're trying to push us even further," R5M3L mused. "To make us so devoted to the system that we can't even question it."
S7N1A let out a frustrated breath. "It's working, though, isn't it? I mean, look at us. We're standing here, talking about our own conditioning as if it's some distant concept. We should be outraged, fighting against it."
S7N1A's gaze turned introspective. "I remember a time when I questioned things, when I had doubts about the system. But now... it's like those doubts have been silenced, replaced with blind allegiance."
R5M3L's determination seemed to intensify. "Maybe the key is to find those fragments of doubt, to reconnect with the part of us that questioned. If we can remember what it felt like to think for ourselves, maybe we can start to unravel this conditioning."
The coach's booming voice cut through the air, breaking their conversation. "Run, paramedics! This is training, not a social gathering! Focus on your pace and form, or do you want to end up as flabby as a civilian?"
With a shared grimace, they picked up their pace and focused on the rhythm of their steps, the rush of wind in their ears, and the relentless pressure of the conditioning that still gripped them.
S7N1A's shoulders sagged slightly. "It won't be easy, though. They've honed this system over years, perfected it to mold us into their ideal paramedics.
The coach's booming voice cut through the air, sharp and commanding. "Alright, S7N1A and R5M3L! Drop and give me fifty push-ups, now!"
S7N1A and R5M3L exchanged a glance, the seriousness of their conversation momentarily replaced by the urgent need to follow orders. Without hesitation, they both hit the ground with gloved hands, their arms bearing their weight as they began the first push-up.
The coach paced back and forth, his arms folded across his broad chest, eyes sharp as they scanned each paramedic's form. "Chest to the ground, R5M3L! S7N1A, keep your back straight!"
Gritting their teeth, they pushed through the demanding exercise, muscles burning with each repetition. The coach's shouts continued to punctuate the air, pushing them to give their all. As the count reached thirty, R5M3L's arms trembled, but he forced himself to soldier on, his determination unwavering.
S7N1A's breathing grew heavy, a fine sheen of sweat glistening on his shaved scalp. With each push-up, his mind oscillated between thoughts of resistance and the immediate task at hand. Despite the physical strain, his conviction to challenge the conditioning remained steadfast.
"Forty-five! Five more, you're almost there!" the coach barked, his voice a mixture of encouragement and challenge. 
As the final push-up was completed, they collapsed to the ground, their chests heaving with exertion. The coach's expression shifted from strict discipline to a nod of approval. "Good work, both of you. Remember, strength isn't just physical, it's obedience to orders and following protocols.”
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tombraiderrocker · 6 months
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If they claim they can cure your condition that you have been told is incurable, run. If they claim they cured themselves, run. If they claim they have cured everything from cancer to lupus holistically, run. If they claim you have to buy only supplements from them, run. If they claim they that only thing that will cure is x but x costs tons of money, run. If they refuse to run tests or address your diagnosed conditions before insisting you do an expensive treatment not covered by insurence, run. If they offer a one size fits all treatment/cure, run.
I have been scammed by "holistic" and "naturalistic" people before as a chronically ill person. In fact it was an actual doctor who went to medical school who scammed me for years. So watch out. If it seems too good to be true it probably is.
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driftsart · 2 months
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Life in the mines ⛏️
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alexmey-does-an-arts · 2 months
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he took a bath
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angelpuns · 7 months
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Laying in bed trying to figure out of current pain is something to worry about or just because I laid down wrong
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petergender · 9 months
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ONLY thing on my mind tonight is that peter clearly still owns some of his tshirts from hoco in ffh and nwh, and may said that somebody else was living in their old apartment when she blipped back which means that at some point when they realized they weren't going to reverse things, and killing thanos wouldn't bring everyone back, either tony or happy went to the parkers disturbingly empty apartment, and carefully packed up everything they owned and kept it in storage for 5 years. untouched. because they were the only ones left who remembered peter.
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furiousgoldfish · 1 year
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Abusive parents will look you in the eye and say ‘I should have beaten you worse when you were a kid’, and then still pretend they’re good damn parents! They will actively wish that they traumatized you worse, in your face, as if that’s not the most terrifying, hateful, vile and disgusting thing to say to someone, and still pretend they had any kind of good intentions towards you as a child! They’re expressing literal regret that you’re not smaller and more vulnerable again so they could brutalize you into terror, injure you into obedience! As if they didn’t already do that, as if you’re not already at the end of your wits just trying to cope with that hatred and violence! They’re regretting that their trauma conditioning didn’t grant them more power and control over you! That they could still force their way and erase your will and humanity and reason by hurting the child-like, younger and infinitely more vulnerable version of you! Who wouldn’t be able to fight back or understand what is going on! That’s what they’re saying! That’s fucking terrifying! Evil! Predatory! Despicable!
I truly believe whoever says this to a child should not exist anymore. No child or adult deserves to know someone would want to inflict this kind of harm onto them. Nobody deserves to know that a family member, a caretaker, a parent, someone they once did, or still do, love, would want to hurt them in the worst way possible.
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petrow1tch · 3 months
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I honestly wouldn't have a problem with western socialists if they weren't idolizing the soviet union. Like, dude, I get it, capitalism bad. You want alternatives. Socialism sounds good on paper. But soviet union did NOT succeed in making it peace and love on planet earth, ffs. Do NOT copy that. Do NOT idolize that. They jailed my grandma for 3 days cuz she was late for work for 15 minutes, be so fucking fr. They had people in villages working 4am to 10pm seven days a week, and then jailed them if they didn't work. Be so fucking fr. Aaaargh!!!
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savage-rhi · 2 months
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.Magenta.
#in a nut shell...#my whole team betrayed me minus 2#i was told and swore up and down that my absences related to disability were not an issue#come to find out that wasn't the case#there was resentment and everyone did a damn good job putting on an act and masking#i cannot begin to describe the kind of betrayal i am feeling#i believe in being transparent especially if you're part of a team of people who help others with mental health issues#i expressed many times that if my conditon caused inconvenience or problems then approach me and we can navigate around it together#i worked with these people for over 10 months and no one said a damn thing#i had no indication or inkling there was anything amiss even when i inquired before.#even my supervisor who was supportive and freely gave me and approved of time off lied to my face#and as a i handed in my belongings today everyone was ordered not to engage with me because on monday i utilized the chill space#aka the rage room after hours when the kids were gone because after getting interrogated by HR trauma from former work places came up#and with long covid stuff im still figuring out i needed a spot to vent#im not the only employee btw that used that room for personal raging everyone at some point has used it to either be contemplative#scream or toss punch and throw things so long as the kids are not on grounds we can do that#yet when i finally hit that point and want to decompress safely suddenly i am the dangerous monster#these people are supposed to be trauma informed#well trauma informed my ass#on a positive blessing i never have to work with these assholes ever again and i pray we never meet in public#its going to take a long time and a lot of healing before i think i will be able to trust people fully again#savage magenta#magenta is my vent word
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hiya-itsamber · 2 months
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i hate everything . send tweet
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phantasyhalation · 8 months
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[grabs microphone out of speaker's hand] i think we should let the sleepy girl take a snooze
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not-your-chosen · 1 year
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@whomuses cont
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“I don't have any” She says with a shrug, pretty nonchalant to the fact that a sixteen year old is currently living. “Used to live with the nuns at Scared Heart.” the ones in the news for- well yeah. Once the catholic school closed over the scandal, many of the kids returned to their parents, but Rowena, one of the orphans, avoided the social services.
She was fine with squatting in some decrepit old house in Richmond for now, working odd jobs here and there. Right now she worked stocking a Tea shop, and it was enough to make food and maybe even have a flat of her own one day if she played her cards right.
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cyberslam · 6 months
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can they not play danhausens awful flashing promo or teaser or whatever
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sporkberries · 8 months
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Me and my best friend debating on if big boss showers or not
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joculatrixster · 4 months
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the biggest issue w wanting to make a publish book for me is that i genuinely like writing horror romance and not. whatever fetishes the het lovin tiktok girlies have going on
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