#considering my energy levels im content with this actually. especially since im leaning more towards comics. which require a lot of energy

[theunconcernedembalmer]

To the owner of this blog can I just say- you’re legitimately one of my favorite artists like. Ever. I follow a lot of artists but your art style just vibes really hard and I don’t know why but it’s very very good and you are Improving Good and ah. Yes. The good shit. Like other then da vinky and shit you’re one of the best. Rant over aaa

Sobs thank you so so much,,,,, I’ll seriously never get used to hearing that I’m someone’s favourite artist cos there’s so many others out there who have. better artist stats in my humble opinion ldahfljhdgjlasdhg

I’m really glad to hear that I’m improving!! I’m getting busier (and more tired aha) so I don’t exactly have a lot of energy to spare in terms of experimentations and studies, so I kinda thought that my style might stagnate which I know I will eventually hate. But I guess I’ve found ways to make small but significant adjustments to my style within my energy boundaries so that won’t be a problem in the near future XD

Thank you once again, I’m truly very grateful for this message and your support!!! I hope you guys can continue enjoying the blog as much as I do!! <3

#its me the mun #mun rambles #i seriously. will never get used to that lahflhdsflkjashgk #there are some times when i feel like my art style is very meh. theres nothing special about it. n ppl talk about same face syndrome #which i probably have. n lack of body types. which i also probably lack #like. i have a lot of artists that inspire me n each of them have something very specific to their style which makes it Good #sometimes its just the way they stylize stuff in such a distinct and elegant way. other times its the way they use colours #since i hate using colours. i am actually struggling in my watercolour class cos of this reason HAHAHAHA #some artists have very good sense of composition and flow #personally i think my composition sucks cos its too static. but i also know its cos my first draft is always the final one #so unless i spend more energy to add dynamic to it it aint happening HAHAHAHA #considering my energy levels im content with this actually. especially since im leaning more towards comics. which require a lot of energy #i dont ever think i can do illustrations very well with my thiccccc lines n very bad colour sense aha #i never really found anything special in my art so its always a surprise when ppl tell me they really like it. honestly aha #i think a bit of it also comes to ppl hating on conventionally aesthetic styles. which i guess mine falls under #having said all that. all these critiques fly out the window when im actually having fun drawing HAHAHAHA #its usually when i do comics or really self indulgent doodles #so bottom line is that i am aware of all the places i might want to work on. but i shouldnt stress so much on it #cos im having fun with my art right now. its just really heartening to know that others are enjoying my stuff as much as i am #i know i havent done comics in a while. but ive been trying to plan one for the longest time so hopefully i can get to it soon HAHAHA

[bubblegumdicc]

I’ve recently been thinking how exactly periods would work for my monsters. see, I hc it as they reproduce with their souls, as most do, which means two dmab or two dfab can produce offspring together, which for two dmab would mean that after soulbonding/soulsex, if they were to get pregnant, their genitalia would slowly shift before the birth to be a puss, so ya know, they can give birth, and of course slowly shift back after the pregnancy. (This also leaves possibility for some monsters bodies not shifting like they should, causing complications and possibly surgery needed)  ((rest under read more since it got much longer than I intended..))

Skeleton monsters however, (depending on how much of a hybrid/mixed they are and magic levels) typically can shift their genitalia whenever they want, so wouldn’t have quite as slow of a shift as other types of monsters and during pregnancy, they might not be able to form a dick at all (I’m not completely sure on this, as it could easily be possible for them to form a dick above the puss, which sounds more plausible tbh, but it’d take extra energy for them to do so)

Obviously in humans, only dfab have periods, but that’s bcuz they have a uterus for pregnancy, so if monsters reproduce by soul and they all have the ability to become pregnant despite their sex, that leaves the question of how their bodies work with that. Normally the uterus bleeds to shed and clean to prepare for a baby and all that. Since all monsters can become pregnant despite sex, that either means they all have some form of uterus/ect(which would mean they’re all intersex/hermaphrodite technically) OR the uterus only forms in dmab’s after soul bonding when they get preg, which I’m leaning more towards.

That option means dmab monsters would not experience a period, but can still become pregnant, which im simply not completely content with bcuz I want them to bleed.

this also brings up the existence of what heats are for, since in the animal world, they go into heat for breeding purposes. after putting thought into all this, periods and heats would technically be the same thing. You bleed and breed.

Theres also subcategories tho, like sub heat and domheats, sub being where they want to be impregnated. So this could occur randomly, some have more of one than the other ect ect.  Heats also vary from monster to monster, some might have heats every Month, some only once every 2 years or something.

Perhaps dmab would then only have a period type thing if they go into a sub heat, which would make sense I think and so far is what I’m thinking I’ll go with.

Honestly this is all just my random theorizing and deep thought into fictional monster anatomy, which all started bcuz I’m a filthy fucker and wanted blood and now I’m thinking really deep into their anatomy and the fact any sex can become pregnant and I’m writing all this out to help myself think and make a desicion on whether or not heats and periods are one in the same or not, and if not, that would bring a whole dif set of questions as to why they have two separate similar things when the soul heat is the only one necessary for reproduction.

how I thought of it originally, the soul would get super drippy when in heat, and other parts, like their crotch of course, only gets drippy as a side effect of the horniness, since sex isn’t actually necessary for reproduction with monsters. And when it comes down to it, the simplest and I guess most plausible option is that they don’t have periods at all, since its all based on the soul for reproduction. But again, I want the option for any to bleed bcuz I just fuckin do that’s why.

So I’m THINKING maybe it’s random and sometimes their heats come with blood and sometimes they don’t, so they’re technically the same, just dif sub types of heat I suppose. Maybe. also im optionally thinking that the soul may bleed as well, since its the main thing, but even if its just dripping juices, i realize theyd prob need some kind of soul-pad thing so they dont leek all over their shirts. THAT HOWEVER might only be in skeleton speices, other species may just drip into their body and maybe expel the excess by pissing? whereas the skeletons have to wear something on their chest bcuz itll leak through their ectoflesh. again, not completely sure what ill go with, but when it all comes down to it, im sticking to my guns when i was asked before if they have periods, and yes they all do.

Also tacking this on as a side thought, skeleton monsters technically have no defined sex from birth, I figure they’re MAYBE born with a cloaca type thing?(essentially just a puss really, since my hc is none of them shit) tho I think dif babies come out differently, it also depends on how much of a hybrid they are, puppet for instance is only half skeleton and was born with a dick, so technically they’d be dmab. I figure most skeletons, especially the less mixed/hybrid ones, simply choose genders for their babies or leave it ambiguous until the child gets older and chooses for themself. (Though some even with a defined sex at birth child would still go with ambiguous, it’s more of choice on how to raise them.)

For further example, ph was born without an ectobody altogether, since theyre a mostly pure skeleton monster. The only reason I consider them intersex is bcuz when they do form an ectobody,  what ‘comfortably’ forms for them is a mix of both parts, but the basis of being a mostly pure species of skeleton is there’s no defined sex whatsoever, so identifying as intersex would be by choice for ph.

ANYWAYS THIS HAS GONE ON TOO LONG AND I APPLAUD ANYONE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ THIS and if u have input or ideas on it man, I’d love to hear em. I’m thinking too deep about this monster shit now. also im gonna end this by saying again, this is all just my personal headcanon stuff and of course other ppl don’t abide by it unless they choose to or already hc something similar ect ect.  also also, i want to tack on that i like the idea twigs had about the difference between soulsex and soulbonding, soulsex being where you may or may not get pregnant, and soulbonding being a guaranteed pregnancy. (tho perhaps only mostly guaranteed/or just a higher chance of pregnancy for my hc, still unsure) u can check my headcanon tag for other related things, tho i think the only other thing in that tag rn is this which goes more into how skeletons ectoflesh works

#monster anatomy #skeleton anatomy #headcanon #hopefully this is all in order #it was a lot of random thought i wrote down and tried to organize so it flowed #geddit #flowed? #lmao #ok ok that was a bad pun sorry #theyspeak