alright chat . it's time for "dissecting the inherent tragedy of transformers: botbots and the relationships in them":
toxic doomed yuri edition ( referring to these two ↑ )
(yes, i made this picmix myself 4 this. i have no regrets. also no tl;dr because you guys NEED to read this)
something i want y'all to understand is that it is Not about the idea that spud wasn't loved. he was VERY much loved by everyone, ESPECIALLY burgertron.
the whole point is that he sabotaged himself in the process of ruining someone else's life, someone who valued him and his word above others. he and burgertron BOTH let their ego get in the way of their personal lives, the only difference is that burgertron at least had the dignity to swallow his pride and apologise when it mattered most.
He gave spud a second chance because he loved him. because he recognised that he does deserve redemption, and above all else, he wants spud to know he cares, even if that means he'll never see him again, or they'll never be friends. (Even in light of the "sidekick" comment, i genuinely don't think he held any inherent malice in that statement. even if burgs was an egotist, he still loved him.)
the worst thing burgertron did in their relationship was be unaware, and im sure that despite his ego, he never meant for spud to get hurt. that's why he went out of his way to protect him, when he couldve just stood there and let spud get put on the back of a truck to never be seen again. it would have been easy.
but he didn't. he did the hard thing. the Right thing. he stood up for someone who never did the same for him.
Spud Was Loved.
Spud Is loved.
and sometimes love isn't going to look pretty, or manifest in holding hands and cuddling, and it isn't all rainbows and sunshine. it can hurt.
it can be letting go of someone who you hurt by accident, who you never meant to harm, but it happened anyways because you made the fatal mistake of being oblivious.
And that's what Burgertron did. he let Spud go, because he understood they both needed time to heal on their own terms. regardless of if he's mad at him or not, he does still harbor positive feelings for him, and he stood up for him during times he probably shouldn't have. If he ACTUALLY hated spud, he wouldn't have stuck his neck out for him at bot prom. or believe spud when he was lying through his teeth in the games.
And that's what makes them so tragic. perhaps in another world, another life, they'd have been Actual good friends, who truly stuck by each other. maybe things would have been different.
But we'll never know that now, will we?
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*JJK 238 spoilers*
Gojo? Dead.
Sukuna? In his true form.
Also Sukuna? Reverts back to being a selfconcerned douchebag because his slutty twink malewife didn't survive the Mortal Kombat fatality.
"Love is worthless." He sounds like a middle schooler dealing with their first breakup and it's fucking hilarious to me 💀
GDKDHDKSHDKFJSJD he's tryna cope fr. not to mention the way he keeps mentioning gojo too. he's doing BAD BAD, the loss is hitting him hard
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Lost by losing you.
I feel so lost.
Some days I manage to live.
Only twinges of pain at the memories here and there.
Other days
Days like today
Its overwhelming.
It clenches my heart and drains air from my lungs.
It tightens my throat and erases any hope I have left.
On the days that I live
I feel guilty.
At the end of the day I’ll lie in my bed and feel guilty that I laughed at something funny. That I ate something I enjoyed.
That I spent time with a friend or a loved one and I was happy.
And when I look back on the time we spent together watching tv, or playing on our phones, not paying attention to one another.
I hate myself.
I hate myself for not appreciating it more.
Because I would give anything and everything to spend just one more moment with you.
To tell you how much I miss you.
To hold you close and tell you how much I love you.
How much you mean to me.
How much I wish I could see you one last time.
These are the things that I think about.
The things I wish I could Tell you.
The feelings that flood me with piercing agony and leave me feeling so broken and empty that every poem, book, song, movie and show depicting loss in such an aggressive and dramatically tragic manner makes sense.
Some days I live.
Other days I just survive.
I can never truly explain how much I miss you.
How much you mean to me.
How much of an impact you made on me.
You changed me for the better.
You were there when no one else was.
And now inexplicably you’re gone.
And it’s soul crushing.
Every part of losing you has shattered everything around me.
I’m lost without you.
I’m so lost by losing you.
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Ace is fighting for a World where All Is Happy to prove his mother’s powers were not a force of despair but a force of love. He spent 2000 years just trying to find her and learn why he was born. All Mitsume wanted was for him to forget her and be happy.
Aruto is fighting for a world where humanity and Humagear can live happily side by side. He does this because he still loves and mourns his beloved father, who was a Humagear. Soreo died so Aruto could be alive and so Aruto could be Zero-One without the weight of carrying on his legacy.
Is that anything?
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Far be it from me to defend wwx, who has already a lot of unhinged fans lol, but being dismissive is really his way to cope lol. I know that can piss off how he treats jzx after his death, but it's his way to dealt with it. "ass full head empty" is his motto lmao. He is described as someone who doesn't cling to things, who is always smiling, and he literally does it! In his second life he doesn't linger in the past, he doesn't think about jyl or wq. And when he is forced to confront his past (es jc) he is like "ahahahah, he isn't that great so it doesn't matter!". It's not a great way to cope, but it doesn't have to be lol. Also this helps the narrative, so wwx can have his love story with lz without problems, lol. Anyway yeah in the novel everybody is worse than in the drama, they are assholes, in particular wwx and lz
That's the sense I got about him--I remember seeing a good meta once about how WWX doesn't remember anything (a blessing because he can happily move on, a curse because he doesn't recognize patterns or consequences until it's too late) whereas JGY doesn't forget anything (a blessing because it keeps him organized and lets him anticipate and adjust, a curse because he can never truly move on), and I love that for them as narrative foils.
I don't agree with it helping the narrative, though, at least in terms of what I like in a story. WWX's total lack of reflection--and the fact that this goes unquestioned, as opposed to this being something he needs to work on--makes the romance with LWJ feel cheap to me. The romance is the core of the story, and either those traumatic events mattered to it or they didn't. If they mattered, they need to have a lasting impact. If they didn't matter, why did they even happen? Why did JYL and WQ give their lives for a guy who doesn't even care enough about them to think about them once in awhile? I'd much rather read LWJ gently helping WWX unpack all of that as part of them coming to truly know each other than have Wangxian bouncing around with a disjointed cutesy romance on a pile of unacknowledged corpses.
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You were my person.
You are my person.
You’ll always be my person.
The person i could say anything and everything to.
You were unparalleled.
You were amazing to me in every way.
you were my best-friend.
You are my best-friend.
I’ll never stop imagining what life would be like if you were here.
I’ll never stop wishing you were here.
I’ll never stop remembering every second we spent together.
I’ll never stop loving you.
I’ll never stop missing you.
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