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duderdoozer · 11 days
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I hope everyone is doing fantastic 🫶🏻
Here’s my rant for the day
I have 2 best friends 1 is a girl I’ve known my whole life the other is a guy I’ve known for 8 years? Something like that anyways so we’ve had other people in and out of the friend group but it’s always us 3. Anyways he got a girlfriend not a big deal happy for him the girl best friend also has a boyfriend but it’s long distance (it works for them) anyways so over a year ago I asked if I had a boyfriend like can I bring him to hang out with us or do we plan that separate because I don’t wanna just throw a guy into our group it feels disrespectful and my guy bsf immediately said no like we’re keeping our partners separate. My girl bsf I’m close with her boyfriend because we all met and talked and stuff and became friends before they started dating and his friendship wasn’t forced he’s also respectful of knowing like okay ima leave the call this is a convo I’m not suppose to be apart of type of person. Guy bsf has had this gf for less then a year and they’re moving in together which good for them but this dude is now like kinda forcing her to join us on stuff even tho they never make it to our plans. Like he invited his gf to my birthday plans. And because I HATE confrontation I cancelled the plans just now even tho I made them a month ago. Now he’s talking about bringing our movie nights back but if we do them at his place she has to be there (like no shit she lives there) but now she has to come to mine and my friends places? Like I’m sorry I didn’t invite her to my house :/ you don’t just invite someone to your house and I hate the whole forcing your partner and friends to be friends. So now I’m pissed at him for the way he’s acting and he had the audacity to mention my gbf and her boyfriend like they got nothing to do with this he’s literally long distance she don’t even get to see him but because we sit in a call together while we play games? My bsf is never even there for this ether because he doesn’t play games with us so why did he need to mention them he doesn’t even talk to her bf???
I’m so sorry that probably doesn’t make sense it’s late and I’m annoyed but idk if I should be that annoyed like im happy he’s happy and I feel like I need to tell him like hey stop trying to force a relationship with your gf but I’m the girl best friend and I don’t want our friendship to get ruin because of that
Anyways if this is to much you don’t gotta respond Lu 😭
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you have every right to be annoyed. they were your birthday plans and its your house. he should ask you as common courtesy
some unsolicited advice:
(pls take into account im a rude person irl and i dont take anyones shit :D)
i understand him wanting her to get to know you because youre friends, but there is a time and a place. i would say something like "hey super happy you have a gf, but we dont know her yet so i do feel a little uncomfy you invited her to my birthday thing without asking me when I made the plans. if you want us to get to know each other, im super down but time and place, my guy, time and place" that is if you want to get to know her. if you dont, you gotta tell him otherwise youre sacrificing the friendship either way
youre always going to be the bad guy, btw. in his eyes, hes never going to be wrong and poor his girlfriend is being left out. thats what happens sometimes. bc youre either going to set boundaries he doesnt like or youre going to be cancelling all the plans and next thing you know "you" pushed him out of your life even when he is the one putting you in a difficult situation
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unluckykarma · 10 months
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Some aethy positivity for those who are on the fence about whether to join or not!:
As a long-time community member, I welcomed any and all who joined for any reason, and will do that in the future too <3 I care about the community, and how it has been slowly growing! I personally like seeing a variety of posts: OCs, furries, fandoms, writing, imagines, art, hobbies, irl ramblings and anything in between! I feel happy to log in and see posts on my TL !! I enjoy my time there! I want to get more friends, especially people who share my interests/fandoms!! Otherkins and therians ppspspsps, I want you around!! I need Therian imagines (Might start to write those myself eek)
We are obviously Proship, Profic, and ofc LGBTQ, system-, kin-, fiction friendly! :D It's common courtesy for many mastodon instances to use Alt-text, and we try to do that as well (I use screen readers from time to time, and my app works there if you are wondering)
Many are suggesting ideas and voicing concerns and the community deals with it themselves (and ofc staff will intervene if needed)!! We started new hashtags together to help people find posts easier, we thought up better content warnings, and write info/helpful posts for those who are new and looking for guidance :3 I personally love to see it. Makes me feel like a proud older-sister lol
And before the people referenced below start to chirp: I'm not close to the staff (friendly mutuals more like, we are just part of Aethy) So I'm not "here to defend a friend". I'm not sucking up to mods.
Now for me to voice my thoughts on what happened: Some people who didn't like the rules, got banned, and their new instance got suspended, keep complaining here. JUST MOVE ON? If you didn't agree, you should just take the L and live on. It clearly wasn't your community, not your instance. Sipping tea and "enjoying drama" Is so toxic, and deeply concerning to me. People not wanting for others to have a community cus you don't agree with it? wow.
I don't want to post this drama on my aethy account since we are trying to keep aethy discorse/drama free to the best of our (community) ability. I have never had an issue there. NEVER! Anytime I needed help, I reached out, got the help I needed, ez.
Aethy isn't tumblr or twt, it's a mastodon instance, run by the community members on their staff account. Let them be, please. They made the choice to have certain rules in place, and if you banned folk don't agree, that's ok. Trying to slander and get people to hate aethy and the staff (mostly one person) isn't anti-harassment at all. "they were vague posting!!!!" ok, did you want to be called out publically? Do you want people to post "I saw Xs post about this, which is wrong", and to possibly make the OP feel bad? OFC I do think having an open conversation is the best but holy shit this entire thing is annoying. I don't want to write my entire opinion on this since it's dead at this point. The convo should have ended.
I got curious and came to read what happened here. I shouldn't have, I just want people to get along. We are supposed to be adults.
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erigold13261 · 3 months
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Yu and Kento convo
"They said they would put me in juvenile prison. For... girls. Or go to this place... in Mexico? To control my powers."
Kento freezes
Then starts to break school supplies around them into 7-3 splits
"What are you doing?"
"I usually adhere to rules. But I just can't let you go there alone."
HOW DID I MISS THIS!? This is such a good headcanon! I fucking love this so much!
Like I can imagine Yu is given a day before leaving to say goodbye to everyone (a rare courtesy, but the counselors had an extra watch or two so gave it to Yu so he could do this), and he's crying a bit as he says this to Kento.
And Kento, not changing expressions at all, just fucking destroys the classroom and even knocks down a wall or something to make sure there is destruction enough to get him sent with Yu.
Like that split second of realizing Yu is leaving no matter what, and leaving Kento with no one else, Kento realizes that Yu is his best friend and can't let him do this alone.
I fucking love this ask so much! Can't believe I have not SEEN it until now! Absolutely what would happen!
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Reasons not to go back
Don't forget about the HURT they have caused you
even after you have told them... revealed to them about your scar but they still do the EXACT same thing. i told him how my sis kinda traumatised me because there was this period of time i called her urgently but SHE NEVER PICKED UP and that honestly left a bad taste
To be honest... i guess i am too much too for bringing up "accountability" concept and enforcing it on him so early on. oh well
I have already told him at least twice about NOT going missing for hours. once was before we were exclusive and i said it's nice if he can just say beforehand if he is gonna go MIA.... Not nice to leave someone dangling amirite.
Which actually he subsequently DID tell me once when he was out with his friends... like he will reply later. that's cool.
subsequently he also told me in advance his plans which i genuinely appreciated because i honestly don't work well with uncertainty.
then came that one faithful SUNDAY where he just almost didn't reply the whole evening to night which SENT ME INTO SPIRAL & it caused me to go batshit crazy and insecure.
that one instance scarred me for good though. because afterwards i sorta started holding some resentment / grudge and just feel like i can't trust him the same to be THERE for me. he doesn't give me that sense of security i needed.
it's like how many times do you want me to repeat myself? why can't he be consistent? am i really asking for too much?
whenever i had my activation/ triggers aka i thought it was PMS (maybe partially PMS), we were discussing things HALF-WAY but he just went to sleep.... when we haven't even reach a conclusion. really makes me feel VERY spiteful. it's one thing to stick to his routine/ to be tired from work and not having to revolve around me and that he is living for himself. it all boils down to emotional maturity. effective communication. at least give a heads-up? if you don't say, you only leave room for people to assume and overthink. you just leave people hanging half-way which isn't nice? i know it's my onus to manage my emotions and i am responsible for how i feel but still i think it is basic courtesy/manners to inform someone...
okay to be fair during the first two times he did try to be THERE.
he asked me if i wanted to meet up to talk but i deactivated and just shut down completely. not replying at all.
but afterwards during the next "PMS" trigger, he just didn't bother to update me he is going to sleep. he just left the convo hanging very well knowing we haven't finished discussing WHICH I HATED.
the next incident was the cold shoulder one. didn't even say GM GN and tell me he has gone to sleep. simply went to sleep without breathing a single word... i think it is quite rude... it gives off the impression i don't matter at all...
just MIA for the whole night , next morning and even lalmost the whole EVENING.
didn't even want to be mature about it and tell me he needed space to think.... it's as simple as just mentioning.... not even asking for essay from him.
i bet that was the time he already felt we are incompatible and that stonewalling incident made him reconsider and lost his feelings/ aka chase/ new relationship energy / sparks. because i was no longer as ideal/ perfect. the novelty wore off. it became too high maintenance/ ses for him to keep up. it became too difficult to keep this connection going. i wasn't as easy going and was smothering and suffocating him. he no longer felt happy. there are too many conflicts ongoing.
-> how many times do i have to repeat my hurt?
THEN
2. came the unofficial ending of things from the asking of meet-up frequency. in which i had to FOLLOW UP with him myself because he didn't bother giving me an official/ direct answer...
3. him taking ANOTHER ONE WHOLE WEEK to reply to my closure message....
hurt people hurt people.
FACTS ONLY.
all these intentional ignoring. not communicating, blocking me out.... not viewing my IGS even....
emotional damage is irreversible and has been done.
me stone walling, protest behaviour, passive aggressiveness. basically all sorts of toxic behaviours surfaced when I am triggered and in the situation itself. all these realisations wouldn't have dawned on me if i didn't step out of it and take a step back to re-evaluate.
4. him LOSING feelings
this is legit heart wrenching to the core... in a way it's on him not me but it still makes me feel shitty i can't keep someone interested.
5. him being UNSURE ABOUT US in the long term. not sure what to think about us in the long term when i was willing to choose him and accept him as he is.
6. me having to make excuses for him. his behaviours…. him not wanting to go out of his way to send me home even when we only meet once a week... he always asks if i want him to do something. but some things don't require consent. it'd be better a statement. if he wanted to he would lah. he ask if i want him to i would defo say no right...
7. don’t forget the feeling he made you feel when he didn't bother to coax you on that faithful sat
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thebholl · 2 years
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I’ll never be able to life the life I want.
I’ve never explicitly wrote about this topic, because it’s too shameful. As much as I don’t want to, I teeter on the edge of coming to terms with my sexuality. I don’t want to admit it because of the lasting implications. And I wonder if I ever publicly will.
I won’t ever meet someone and be able to have a mutual attraction. That’s not simply pessimism, it is a heavy reality. I have tried apps (much to my own chagrin), and I’ve put myself out there too many times to count in as incognito a fashion as I can. Because I have never been freely out. And perhaps that’s just not attractive. Of course too, perhaps I’m just not attractive.
It was a chance Grindr message, we were both working at Inova at the time. The first encounter with Chris was a talk over boba. I think the next time was watching Joker. I didn’t know what the best way to go about it was, so it started ambiguous and as “nothing serious.” It culminated in 2-3 hookups. That was when I was first beginning to experiment, so I was definitely subpar. I ended up contacting him less (out of courtesy) when he shared that he had started talking to someone else at the time. In any case, I figured it was at least appropriate to remain cordial as simply just another friend. When I was back home during my month off post-M1, I reached out to him again. The door I know was closed since a while ago. To my surprise he did respond. And we met up for a 2-hour conversation over boba. He’s still dating, and I knew nothing would really change that; I wonder why I messaged him in the first place.
But the more serious opportunity was with AJ. A chance match on Tinder. I still saved our initial chats till now... as pathetic as that may be. First meeting was Kung Fu Tea. The next was Lotte, then to Jangwon. I remember getting pho in Reston. And also Thai food in some area that I don’t actually remember, but it was around his dad’s place. By this time I was less rusty and each hookup was hopefully better than the last. I was on the fence about staying over when he invited me, but I’m glad I did. And then suddenly longer delays between chats. I wondered if I had said something different or wrong. I pondered a lot what may have changed. It was the only stretch of time I had ever talked to someone every day; and then suddenly nothing. As much as I couldn’t understand, he did eventually get back to me saying that he decided to get back together with his ex. Maybe it’s just a combination of my inflated 눈치 or naïvety... out of anyone I’ve met, that was the closest it ever felt like to dating someone. Of course, it was not a real relationship in that sense. But in hindsight I really wanted it to be. For the first time in my life I felt inexplicably wanted, albeit just for those dear 6 weeks. In the end, maybe a fling was all it ever was? I finally made the move to start school. The next time was a summer phone call. A few short convos here and there. Getting to see him again when I was back home for the holidays. His relationship he told me was open. Getting to sleep together again was something I didn’t realize I could miss so much. Another opportunity to reach out, just before starting M2. Drove to D.C. to meet up after his shift, got to visit his current digs in Arlington. Another magical night. While I really hoped it could be different, I knew that it was temporary but I wanted to be there anyways. Another message sent, he did reply he’d be okay with catching up. A few days past, and I followed up again to no response as of yet. And I get it, I really do. I just... wish things were different. I wish we could have crossed paths earlier in life. I wish I was more impactful, charismatic, a more lasting part of your life. 
But I will never be. In anyone’s life I think. Because my circumstance won’t allow it. If I go against the grain, I’ll lose too much. Maybe I’d rather lose myself before that occurs. If I make it to graduation, I’ll still be single. Whether I move here or there, I’ll be alone. It’s frankly embarrassing to be on this trajectory. The older I get, the faster I seem to be spiraling down. I hate to be born with this inclination. I hate that others will look down on me should I ever yield to the pressure. I hate that I will never have the courage to express the way I feel inside. I hate that my parents harbor only disgust to my abnormality. I hate that the church rejects me before I reject them. I hate my passivity, even when it’s the only thing stopping the already too thin threads from breaking. This is the lot I’ve been given but I don’t know for how much longer I’m okay with it.
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necromanticryptid · 3 years
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sabertoothwalrus · 3 years
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i had ANOTHER dream abt miraculous ladybug and this ones a LONG one. it didnt have your artstyle but time paris DID have lovely architecture such as: the bigass hollow tree stumps in breath of the wild, u know the ones big enough to fit a shrine and a half. anyway, the final battle is Happening, people get to wonder if hawkmoth is gonna bite the dust in real time bc its being televised. this is all taking place smth like 3 yrs in the future from season 4 of the show. so theyre like uhhhh Older Teens and certifiably Tired Of All This Shit. so! at the bottom of one of those tree stumps, cat noir’s identity is going to be revealed! oh no!! hes in a #crisis of the soul mostly bc getting revealed would be Bad but also he doesnt feel like hes helping ladybug anymore. he doesnt feel trusted. a classic tale of the villain manipulating a traumatized teen. and ladybug (looking out over a roof and yelling at the top of her lungs) is like “ABSOLUTELY NOT YOU LEAVE MY PARTNER ALONE.” and bribes hawkmoth away by dangling her own secret identity in front of him like a worm on a hook. it works a little too well. her identity gets revealed! cat noir is safe but in the shuffle hes lost his miraculous and marinette picks it up. shes got both and puts them on. tikki and plagg are like “MARINETTE ITS SO DANGEROUS TO WEAR BOTH AT THE SAME TIME” and shes like “im going to punch hawkmoth in the face” and off she goes.
cat noir is nowhere to be found bc now hes adrian! and she doesnt know that! but he knows shes marinette! drama! so now ladybug is re transformed (without activating the black cat miraculous) and is whaling on hawkmoth. she crashes thru my house which is definitely not in paris and tells me and my sibs we have to get out NOW so we book it and its at this point the dream reveals to me that mylene’s mom is chinese and i sit there like Now Hold On A Minute and my mom says “i told u so!” and i tell her “you dont even watch the show???” mylene was wearing a green cheongsam. i don’t tend to ask questions. also by this point i made a mental note to tell u abt this bc it only gets more batshit.
ladybug told us (and everyone that was running away which was a lot of ppl) that if they find cat noir they shld tell him that ladybug loves him. then she has this Stellar idea. she finds nadja chamack and her camera (bc theres only two newspeople in all of paris and one of them runs reality tv) and is like “hi i need to get a message out to cat noir.” when the camera is situated on her (mind u ms chamack is VERY aware that this is her daughters babysitter and is currently holding hawkmoth in a chokehold) she says “im sorry cat noir. you believed in me and trusted me since day one and i couldnt extend you the same courtesy. i was wrong. there is no one else who can wield the black cat miraculous, no one else i would trust with the power of destruction. meet me at our normal rendezvous point so i can give back what is yours.” its all very heartfelt but undercut by the fact that hawkmoth’s bitch ass is shouting explicatives next to her. the fight resumes. she gets slammed into a wall á la every anime fight ever and manages to hide before getting to the roof where she’s waiting for cat noir. shes in a right amount of pain and tikki is running her mouth abt danger and injuries etc. marinette Will Not Move until cat noir shows up. and he does! adrian arrives! when marinette sees him she starts laughing and crying. adrian is rightfully confused. is this a good thing? is this a bad thing? did she hit her head? (yes to all 3.) marinette says “i have been in love with you since 10th grade.” (were they in 10th grade? i do not know.) adrian says “and ive been busy being in love with ladybug.” and then she apologizes again, gives him the ring back, they hug, kick ass and meet up in her room.
if it feels like we’re going rlly fast now its bc we are. the dream was pretty much a montage at this point. hawkmoth is arrested, the world knows who ladybug is, adrian is an orphan, nathalie is still sick, and marinettes parents r thinking that their kid has nearly died MULTIPLE TIMES and they never knew. also luka is under that bridge going “oh fuck.” marinette is in her room trying to explain what will happen next to alya and nino. alya says “i had to tell nino”and marinette says “i am beyond the point of anger. but whatever.” cat noir falls thru her sunroof and they hug (again, there was so much hugging in this dream to make up for the complete lack of hugging in the actual show) and alya + nino are like “uhhh awkward.” the last convo i don’t have quotes for bc at this point my alarm was ringing but it was something abt how marinette cant be ladybug or hold the miracle box and she wld want alya to be the holder but NINO knows and nino Cant Know. but cat noir doesnt want marinette to lose her memories! but People Know. the conclusion was they have to talk to chloe abt how to navigate paparazzi. this is my chloe-and-marinette-could-be-friends agenda. ok i think thats EVERYTHING. if u read all that godspeed, drink water. OH. FINAL THOUGHT. ADRIAN HAD LONG BEAUTIFUL HAIR WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ALL OF THIS. he had model-brand stubble and sharper teeth than he should.
sometimes I’m peeved that tumblr increased the character limit for asks to be higher than 500 characters, and other times I get
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1k word asks about miraculous ladybug dreams, and I think that’s beautiful
I do unironically love the part about Chloe helping Marinette navigate paparazzi, rip to her canon character development
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palimpsessed · 2 years
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First Lines Meme
Rules: List the first lines of the last ten (10) stories you published. Look to see any patterns you notice yourself, and see if anyone else notices any. Then tag some friends.
Thank you to @captain-aralias @prettylightsbigcity @skeedelvee and @aristocratic-otter for the tags. As it happens, I have exactly 10 fics now, so I can actually do the full list! I’m a little surprised!
10. Slings and Eros
Great! O you, Muses, who create fine words, grant me, your supplicant, skillful tongue!
this fic opens with an invocation courtesy of epic poet Shepard, so also including first line of prose:
It's early when I get the summons.
9. Chamber by Chamber
Baz is squirming beneath me.
8. The Thrill of the Hunt
I’ve been doing better lately, I think.
7. It’s a Kind of Magic
I can tell it's happening almost before it does.
6. Sleeping with the Fishes
Oddly enough, Snow, that’s not the weirdest photo I’ve ever received.
this is the first text I wrote, rather than the first line of the fic, since this was co-written with @the-greater-grief. I’ll also include the first non-text line I wrote:
Simon Snow is an absolute fucking disaster.
5. Lotus-Eaters and Sirens
"Better tie you to the mast," he said, like I was Odysseus tempting fate with sirens.
4. To the Manor Borne
In the end, we wind up at Pitch Manor.
3. A Man of Letters
Dear Penny,
I know that you won't be surprised when I tell you that I do not like writing letters.
2. Use Your Words
I'm not sure how I'm supposed to do this.
1. At the Top of a Tower, With You
Strange that it should end here, where it all started.
I very clearly hate starting fics with any useful information unless it’s to do with setting a scene, and even that much is debatable. Short sentences, stating a fact, in the middle of a thought that won’t be explored in clarifying detail until at least the second sentence. This must be a method that works for me since it’s every single one. I think my style is usually slow build so this makes some sense.
No dialogue, except as one flashback/reflection, despite the fact that I love writing dialogue, and usually start working on potential character convos in my head prior to writing anything down. I guess this is good to know, that I’m not overly privileging dialogue.
POV-wise, we’ve got one Lucy, one Penelope, one Shepard, three Baz, and five Simon. One of those Bazes is the text fic where I’m only writing his parts, and the fic starts in Simon POV, so maybe it doesn’t count. I always feel most comfortable writing Baz, so it’s interesting to see I actually start with Simon most often, but he is our main character and most frequent canon narrator.
I will tag @the-greater-grief again and @bazzybelle @bloodiedpixie @stillmadaboutpetra @unseelieseelie @seducing-a-vampire @jasonfunderberkerthefrogexists and @snowybank to do this or to say hi or both! 🥰🥰🥰
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lacklusterlexicon · 3 years
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4, 8, 15, 16, 23, 29, and 30 for eun ha!! :3
Have another novella, courtesy of Tess ;P
4. if you cut open your character's heart and there was something inside, what would it be? why?
This is cop-out, probably, but lightning. Light and power and heat she needs to learn to manage lest she hurt someone, including herself, but also drives her to protect and support and uplift her friends.
8. how did your character feel when they left home for the first time?
Probably about the same as Ingot! She knew she wanted to join the military since she was a young teenager, and she thought herself a true patriot when she enlisted and went to war. She was sure she was fulfilling some great purpose for her home, etc. etc., even though she was literally just a foot soldier.
And then she was wounded, then accused of attempted to desert when she asked to go home, then court martialed, then incarcerated, and by the time she and Nullira defected and fled, she was ready to get the hell out of Dal Z'har. It felt like abandonment, for sure, but she also felt she'd been abandoned first, so there was an element of escape and freedom as well.
15. have you ever said something as your character that stuck with you for a while after? what was it?
The first to come to mind was her convo with Lucien. He noted that Eun Ha didn't seem to like him and was grateful because he wanted someone to keep Ingot from sacrificing too much to free Lucien, and Eun Ha told him, "I could think you're a royal asshole and I'm still going to fight for your freedom. Because it's right." That one moment really solidified for me who Eun Ha is.
16. what does getting flustered look like for your character?
Like me dropping character, lol
I think it depends on the context? If she's losing an argument or something annoying like that, she drops her jaw, licks her teeth, glares and huffs and generally gets pretty irritable. If it's more of a cutesy thing, she'll look openly surprised and get giggly. Any time her heart starts a-fluttering, she starts generating that staticky cloud around her like old tube TVs used to after you turned them off.
23. what's the pettiest thing your character's ever done?
....I'm blanking. My first thought was taking Lucien's leftover steak and sharing it with Whitlock and Rae instead of saving it for Lucien, but there has to be something even pettier that's happened in-game....
Maybe punching out Ingot's dad, but honestly, that was fully justified, and I'd say the same for Saube ripping that arrow out of Marigold's foot!
29. is there an artist whose style you associate with your character? (visual or otherwise; poets and musicians, etc. count)
Not...really. The first thing that came to mind are Korean hwatu cards?
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[ID: a spread of Korean Hwatu cards. They are smaller than Western playing cards and have simple color images of flowers, birds, mountains, and other nature scenes on them. /End ID.]
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I don't own a set. I have no idea how to play anything with them. I remember watching my grandmother play and really enjoying the sound of her shuffling them because they're harder plastic than Western playing cards. And maybe that's the correlation? Eun Ha has so little connection to this huge part of her ancestry, ie. being a dragonborn, but she knows it's there and wants to get closer but doesn't know how and probably thinks it's too late.
(Spoiler: I'm projecting a lot onto her, can you tell? lol)
30. how has your character's first impressions of their party members changed since they met them? have they stayed the same?
I wrote a whole thing about Eun Ha's first and ongoing impressions of Whitlock. :sob: The short version is that he was the first to say "yeah, sure, come with us to Hope's Crown," and she immediately singled him out as someone she could trust. That hasn't changed~
Her first impression of Rae was that this is a high-energy wild child, and she was all in for that kind of energy! I seem to recall that Eun Ha was ready to split the party to walk ahead with Rae and get to Hope's Crown faster as they were leaving Sweetvale. Now, Eun Ha recognizes that Rae isn't as chaotic as she first thought and is actually singularly driven by their sense of justice. She still thinks of Rae as being a little on the young and naive side, but she's also not going to be the one who tries to jade them, if that makes sense.
She immediately assumed Ingot was the leader of the party, and her first instinct was to size him up -- was he an asshole, was he chill, etc. She really wasn't sure how much she wanted to respect him until the party made clear that there wasn't any kind of hierarchy like that, lol. Unfortunately, she still thinks he's kind of an asshole, especially as they've been saying some shit in the heat of the moment throughout this current arc that has Eun Ha worrying that Ingot thinks the party is disposable. But she wants to believe he's speaking without thinking and tries to attribute that to his age, because she ultimately respects the decisions Ingot has made in the past that have gotten him where he is today.
I think Eun Ha almost overlooked Saube when they first met? Like Eli said, Saube was recovering from a lot of shit at the time, and Eun Ha was pretty singularly focused on just getting to Hope's Crown. Now that Eun Ha is feeling like she might have a stable living situation and support circle, she really really admires Saube. Her heart opened when Saube talked to the party about exploring her identity more, and she considers Saube the wisest of the group.
Also, for funsies: Eun Ha was freaked out by Mahety. Oops. But she has a rough history with fire, and seeing a fire person threw her the fuck off-guard. They haven't interacted much since returning to Hope's Crown from Sweetvale, but she's definitely come to recognize that Mahety is a fully-realized person -- and that she doesn't, like, randomly set things aflame, lol.
Eun Ha likewise hasn't interacted with Z'ress a whole lot. At first, I think she thought he was the most likely to shiv her if she gave the party a reason to mistrust her. She definitely respects him, though, especially in combat, but largely stays out of his way, lol
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Sanditon rewatch: Ep. 7
I'm convinced now that Sidney was never seriously considering marrying Eliza. He's not fully aware till the end of the episode but he already chose Charlotte a long time ago. Also, Eliza doesn't deserve my sympathy. Let us begin. Warning: long af
Lady D is about to croak and Tom reveals to Mary that if she dies they'll be bankrupt and lose everything. Mary is shook and Tom's like hey I'm just speaking the truth like you wanted, right? and he manages to say this like the whole thing was Mary's idea to put them in this position
Sidney makes a renewed effort with Georgiana. He apologizes for being a shitty guardian and promises to make amends but Georgiana is unconvinced (and still heartbroken over Otis) and tells him "Men like you cannot change"--- does she mean unfeeling men? White men? idk but that's exactly his inner conflict this episode, his doubts about whether he can really change. His apology to Georgiana shows that he's still taking Charlotte's words to heart and continuing his efforts to open up from episode 6 BUT now with his past back to haunt him (Eliza) how tf is he supposed to open up and heal from a decade of hurt and isolation when the cause of it waltzed back into his life? But I'm jumping ahead...
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He runs into Char and he's back to ep 3 levels of friendliness. A small but warm smile from Char who is more reserved after the Eliza situation at the ball and not sure where they stand. And that's basically Charlotte's conflict this episode-- uncertainty, confusion and mixed signals galore! First up, "I might wait for you downstairs" -- def a positive/ he loves me sign
"You know how sharp the agony of separation can be" --rather bold, Charlotte? bc technically he's never actually spoken to her about Eliza. But his reaction is more chill than you'd expect like he's more over it than we thought? 
"Fate has a strange way of surprising even the most jaded amongst us." Something that comes up a lot this episode is fate, particularly for Sidney, more on that later. So he's obviously talking about Eliza resurfacing, but all I'll say for now is he doesn't look all that pleased thinking about it. Then some light banter and idk shit about flirting but they're fucking flirting. And just when it gets going we cut to the Denhams WHY?? Srsly for every 2 minutes with Char we get like 10 with the Denhams! Anyway, even if Char isn't totally sure where his head is at this convo is definitely a positive signal
Char helps Tom with final regatta prep and then his kids bust in screaming about Uncle Sidney and the "pretty lady" he brought with him...traitors
Enter Eliza and everyone is thrilled to see her while Charlotte is suddenly chopped liver, sheepishly looking on. Then Sidney spots her but instead of the warmth and friendliness from what, an hour ago? he looks at her with the same distant glance he gave her at the ball when he first reunited with Eliza and gahklghklh that fucking look! It's the look you give to a stranger you accidentally make eye contact with and it's no big deal just awkward but there's something that really quietly stings about getting this indifferent look that seemingly feels nothing for you and shows no recognition from someone you thought you were cool/ friends/ close with ghakghmysocialphobicass but at least he did look conflicted for a second. So bringing Eliza, and that awkward stranger's glance, what's Charlotte supposed to think?? + 2 negative signals i.e. he loves me not
Eliza: at the last regatta i was at blah blah damn we get it you're rich and Sanditon is beneath you, geez. She masked the bitchiness with such charm however that you kind of let it slide until she looks down at Charlotte with cheap politeness and a disdainful smile-- hell no. Sidney is friendly to Charlotte again but he's also strutting around with his ex so like...you're tearing her apart, Sidney!  Negative
Eliza's oh so subtle "who did you say that girl was?" Guess she forgot about the inconsequential frizzy haired house guest (who I assume she was introduced to earlier unless Charlotte pulled a Charlotte and ran tf outta there) but now after witnessing a mere 10 second interaction between them her rival sense is tingling
"She is a rather sweet little thing" --she says this like a sophisticated evil stepmother lol. Sidney gives one of his courtesy smiles but he totally sensed her cattiness bc then he turns away with this not amused look on his face. Apparently her strategy is infantalize her
Enter Lady Susan. Tom is already seeing money and sucking up to her, geez man show some dignity. She ever so elegantly tells him to stfu because she's only here for Charlotte
Oh yeah, Lady D has officially recovered and gives us this gem: "If anyone deserves credit it is the ass whose milk restored my strength" this crazy bitch I swear...
Lady Susan starts with the local gossip before diving into her otp drama. Char's like nah he's taken but Susan has no time for Char's doubts. She gives a quick rundown of Eliza's stats before setting up a game plan--- and she does this all no more than 6 feet away from Eliza herself. Lady Susan is that bitch.
Tom raving about how happy Sidney is now (he's not, and if he is it's bc of Charlotte, you ignorant slut) and already pushing the idea of marriage and Sidney's like what's the rush, and Tom's like I need the fucking money. Ok, I'm sure Tom does genuinely care about his brother's happiness but let's be honest, he cares first and foremost for that Campion mula. Would he be this encouraging if he knew he was into Charlotte? I think not
Arthur of all people has the sense to remember that this is the woman who betrayed him HELLO!? And he's right, how could you just trust that person again? What's he gonna tell their kids-- she left me for a richer man then 10 years later after he died I knew it was my time to shine!  Sorry, how is this a happy prospect? Forgive yes, but don't be stupid have some self respect, man!
A parallel scene with Charlotte talking to Stringer. Oh, Young Stringer. So yeah his dreams are dashed
"It could be that we share the same thoughts" --a moment of silence for Stringer's hopeful smile that dropped like a dead fly. Andrew Davies basically made him the John Chivery of Sanditon. He's sweet, kind, sympathetic af, but for all he has in common with Charlotte he's purely a friend/ brother to her. Also that hat, I went this long without saying anything but srsly all I see is
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I'm glad that after having a moment to be upset he at least gets to win the race before bowing out gracefully
Arthur outta the blue decides to sneak Georgiana out to the regatta. They do make an amusing pair but man, Georgiana was wasted this episode. She doesn't end up doing anything. They were clearly just setting up for next episode where they tease them as a couple
The rowing scene.
S: What do you think Ms. Heywood, do I look ready to you? C: How tf should I know? --Do I detect a hint of annoyance in her tone? She's really keeping a distance, not opening up to any friendly banter
"A man cannot step in the same river twice..."  His admiration when she completes the quote --a great example of how they connect on a deeper, intellectual level. And also very revealing. Imo the Heraclitus quote shows that Sidney has long since decided not to be with Eliza. That's not a quote expressing doubt or asking a question, it makes a decisive statement and Sidney spends the whole episode getting confirmation of it everywhere: from Arthur, from Charlotte, even Eliza herself. In every interaction he has with Eliza (after the initial shock/ excitement of her return has worn off) I would describe Sidney as quietly disappointed. There's no life in any of their conversations, nothing particularly joyful or angry, nothing beyond politeness though Eliza certainly tries. In the deleted scene (which seems to take place soon after she arrives) Sidney is quick to point out they're not the same people anymore. That's not someone who is torn between 2 women. That's someone going thru a low key personal crisis at the realization that his Daisy Buchanon who he spent a decade heart broken over is really nothing special. And kind of fake. Maybe there's even some guilt that he's not in love with her anymore and hasn't been for a while? Idk, but by the time he quotes Heraclitus I feel like he's reaching acceptance
So a big positive signal when he asks her in the boat, and almost immediately asks:
"Why is it when I finally have a chance at happiness I cannot accept the fact?"
Charlotte gives sincere advice, though she has every reason to believe this is about Eliza--but actually, I'm not really sure if she is the happiness he's referring to bc really by reconnecting with Eliza and bringing her to the regatta it's his chance at happiness with Charlotte that he's not accepting. Then the question of fate comes back:
S: "I had convinced myself that I was destined to remain alone, that I was ill-suited for matrimony."
C: "I don't believe anybody is truly unsuited to marriage, not even you. I suppose it's just a question of compatibility."
The real thing holding him back is his deep-seated belief that he's not good enough. Fate for Sidney is a cruel force working against him, it's the stuff about himself he believes he can't change. Charlotte not only rejects this idea, but her suggesting it's about finding the right person also implies one has a choice and control over the matter--a far cry from ep. 4 when she was convinced he was inherently disagreeable. It's a much more positive and very different perspective to Sidney's fatalist view and maybe that's why he seems really struck by her reply.
On the one hand there's something endearingly dumbass about him talking to the girl he loves about his ex (albeit in vague words) and asking advice on whether he's marriage material because he values her opinion that much. I mean he basically tells Charlotte I think I found the one (you) but I'm worried I'll screw it up bc my ex fucked me up and I've been carrying this baggage for 10 years, what do you think?  Who else has he opened up to like this?? Nobody. And with that, he agrees then ends the conversation (is this acceptance that Eliza wasn't all that and maybe he's not destined to be alone?) and on to rowing (moving on with CHARLOTTE?)
His near constant eye contact while they row lol he's not subtle at all. Before I ever watched the show I saw gifs of Sidney touching her waist with no captions and I was like how tf could that level of contact be justified? I must say even with the context of teaching her proper rowing posture, he just barely gets away with it. Real smooth, Sidney 😏
Eliza looks quite threatened when she spots them. She calls his name and Sidney suddenly stands up leaving Charlotte with the oars and he just like
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It's so awkward wtf was he pretending to do 😂
Good for Esther, finally breaking away from her turd of a stepbrother but I'm gonna skip to Charlotte's breaking point
Susan: I know Eliza's weakness 
Char: WHATISIT
I love that Eliza's weakness isn't anything wrong with her personally, her "achilles heel" is the fact that she's not Charlotte, she's just not the one Sidney loves. Susan saw this and really apart from moral support she was there to sit back and watch it all play out lol she just had that much faith in her ship
Poor Char looks so vulnerable and uncomfortable when Eliza shows up in the tent with Sidney. When Susan brings up marriage Char's like FUCK and Sidney's like 😲 before politely declining to comment. Char answers in her genuine cinnamon roll way and then Eliza opens her damn mouth. Char and Sidney keep observing each other during this whole scene trying to read each other
Let me translate Eliza's genteel opinion on Charlotte's marriage prospects:  You're a nobody village girl who has nothing in common with us, you wouldn't even understand all the fancy city talk that I absolutely excel at. Validate me, Sidney! 
So she's switched to the simple country girl angle. Clever. And finally:
Sidney: "I have no doubt Charlotte would rather be sat somewhere quietly reading Heraclitus"
Eliza: "Sidney you are wicked! That will certainly not help her find a husband." *sips her fucking champagne*
Char: "You're quite right Mrs. Campion. I'm a farmer's daughter who reads books. What could I possibly have in common with anyone here?"
I really believe Sidney was trying to lighten the awkward mood/ change the conversation, and if it had been anyone other than Eliza I bet Charlotte would've recognized the little inside joke as his way of acknowledging the phony society talk and saying I'm totally with you on this (just like they bonded over feeling out of place at the masquerade ball) but with Eliza-- aka his rich, sophisticated ex who she already feels inferior to-- turning it into a put down becomes for Charlotte a confirmation of what she's been afraid of this whole time: that Sidney Parker could never love a simple farmer's daughter like her. Eliza's snarky little triumphant smile kills any sympathies I might've had for her: bitch you are my enemy
This was the straw that broke the camel's back for Charlotte. She's been getting mixed signals from Sidney since he arrived. While he's spent the day working out his emotions and facing his past he's unintentionally confused tf out of her. Eliza's snarkiness brings out all the anxiety and insecurity that's been bubbling under the surface and she finally just comes out and says what she's been thinking for a while now which is: wtf, Sidney?
"Is that all I am to you, a source of amusement?"-- it's not just about the Heraclitus comment, it's about everything --the heart eyes and soft smiles and teaching her to row, dancing specifically with her at the masquerade ball, his changed manner toward her, the deep personal conversations, etc ---Charlotte is done racking her brain and looking for a sign, she just wants to know already did any of that mean anything? Was he just having fun with no regard for her feelings?
"What is it you want from me?" -- Why does he keep seeking her out and having these seemingly special moments with her, giving her reason to believe/hope he has feelings for her?
Sidney can't give an answer. He just stands there like when Eliza turned his words into a joke at Charlottte's expense, visibly feeling bad about it but saying nothing. Wtf happened to the Sidney who told Charlotte she's more than equal to any rich lady and made it unabashedly clear he wanted to dance with her and her alone? He falls back into that politely distant manner towards Charlotte whenever Eliza's around. You'd think she's his mother the way he clams up! And for Charlotte that was the tipping point, no wonder she concludes:
"I'm no longer in doubt as to how you regard me" 
A great moment for Charlotte honestly. She says how she feels, makes it known that she's had enough and removes herself from a situation. Defend your pure cinnamon roll heart, Charlotte 😭
She also kind of forces Sidney to man up and decide for himself whether he can/ will truly change. And to prove that to Charlotte, he has to take down his walls and be open/ honest/ vulnerable and tell her exactly what she is to him, and what he wants from her. Yes, he's been hurt in the past and he's understandably conflicted but like... it's Charlotte's feelings too!
Sure, I've considered Eliza's side in all this. Maybe she was forced into a loveless marriage and just did what she had to do? Maybe she suffered as much as Sidney? Maybe, but NOPE. True, we don't get much of her background or perspective but what we do get makes it pretty clear what kind of person she is, specifically the way she treats Charlotte, and how she tries to manipulate Sidney
The minute she thinks Charlotte poses a threat she starts belittling her. First at the beach, referring to her as a child. Then she purposely seeks her out and uses the marriage conversation to tell her and everyone listening (read: SIDNEY) that she doesn't belong in their high society company and is not good enough for Sidney. Then she takes it further when she twists Sidney's Heraclitus comment to suggest she's not marriage material at all, and after Charlotte, visibly hurt and upset, excuses herself how does she react?
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Totally fucking pleased with herself. Then during the race she feels the need to tell Charlotte "I've never seen the point in entering a race unless you win it" --tf? So this is a competition to her? In any of her veiled messages to Char does she ever hint at how much she loves Sidney or that he loves her? No. It's always a cheap shot at Charlotte. Eliza's goal in all this is clearly beyond Sidney, it's about her pride. It's the fact she doesn't want to lose to someone she thinks is beneath her
She makes similar attempts at inception with Sidney, conveniently glossing over the fact that she chose to leave him for a rich richer man. She insists she's the same girl he remembers (the one who left him for a richer man lol) that she's waited 10 years for him (waited for her husband to die?) and that she "never lost hope" that they'd be together again-- as if she wasn't the one responsible for their separation to begin with 😒 You know, because she left him for a richer man. And he must've been pretty damn rich bc she's now like the wealthiest widow in England. So let's not mince words, she knew what she was doing. The fact that she was willing to leave the man she supposedly loved and the way she looks down on Charlotte make it clear that social status and wealth are very important to her. More important than Sidney. So much more important that she has no problem destroying his happiness a second time just so a farmer's daughter doesn't "win" what she feels entitled to
In their last scene together she all but proposes to him, saying "Fate has gifted us a second chance" -- her face when she says this is like please believe my bs-- and Sidney? Sidney looks tired. These words bring him back full circle to his conversation with Char at the start of the episode. Fate for Sidney has been tied to Eliza ever since she left him 10 years ago. It's why he's believed himself to be "ill-suited for matrimony" and "destined to be alone" and never questioned it all these years until he met Charlotte
It's interesting that Sidney and Charlotte both have a fear of not being good enough for the other, but for very different reasons. For Charlotte, there was never any competition between her and Eliza. She pretty much immediately steps aside and tries to accept that he's with her the minute she arrives--which is admirable but also kind of sad how quickly she assumes she doesn't, or never, stood a chance with Sidney. She tells Stringer it was a "futile attachment" and "there's nothing to be done." Even with Susan backing her up, she's just trying to drown her hopes, thinking herself insensible to ever have believed he could return her feelings. By the end of the regatta, she's still trying to convince herself
Susan: "You must not lose heart. The race is not yet run."
Char: Thank you, but I'm more or less resigned to its outcome"
Susan: "When it comes to love, there is no such thing as a foregone conclusion" 
aka FATE. Lady Susan sharing the same opinion Char spoke to Sidney on the boat
Tom at least gives Charlotte credit for the regatta's success before heaping all this praise on Mary and even she looks at him like tf I was busy with the kids the whole time. He doesn't even mention the work Sidney put in and makes this a lesson of trusting his wife like no you idiot, this whole thing was a success bc of Charlotte and your brother's devotion, and the fact that your top investor just happened to not die-- your ass got lucky! Needless to say he's learned absolutely nothing
The Confession. Charlotte looks wistfully at the Sanditon model in Tom's study-- a nice parallel to when she first saw it all wide eyed and filled with wonder at the possibilities of this little beach town 😤
Enter Sidney, keeping a respectful distance. Charlotte assumes he returned to London with Eliza and I'm just gonna quote Sidney's whole thing with comments okay:
"She's already left." --Good riddance 
"I decided against joining her." --Char's words when she popped up in the brothel lol but the key thing is HE DECIDED
"On reflection, I realized I would rather be here." --as in here WITH YOU, Charlotte. He finally has the closure he needed to say goodbye to Eliza and let go of that part of his life. So why go back to London where Charlotte is not?
"I am a great deal less than perfect. You've made me all too aware of that." -- since meeting her he can no longer ignore how closed off and detached he's been from his life and those around him, he can no longer accept how his past heartbreak has affected him
"But for whatever it's worth, I believe I am my best self, my truest self...when I'm with you. That is all." --  He just dips after he says this but this is probably the most selfless thing he could've done atm. He decided to be completely honest and vulnerable here, and regardless of how she feels for him--bc he's not asking for any response-- he's answering her question and telling her exactly what she is to him: She's the one who brings out the best in him. She's the one he feels his truest self with-- the true self he's been holding back for years. In other words, she's EVERYTHING to him. She's hope that he can change, she's his chance at happiness, she's freedom from his past!
Ok fine I'm overanalyzing at this point but it just hit me how significant this is for Sidney's arc, okay-- Given a second chance with Eliza, Sidney Parker said FUCK FATE
Ep 8 is when he was supposed to answer "what do you want from me?" --which was ofc to marry her... you know, before everything goes to heck. Damn you, Tom...
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fallenoutoflove · 3 years
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This is an actual convo I had.
For 1. I never asked you to tell me when you have guests. Because I don’t give a fuck you’ll do it anyway.
2. I pay rent- you’re not my mother I’m not running it past you if I have guests.
3. We are literally quiet as mice, she only heard the door nothing else
EDIT because apparently i need to say more: she was in her room for the night (not leaving, told me that at supper.) I had a friend in the area so i was like sure they can stop by for a coffee? no harm done she’s upstairs, they'll have no contact, no reason for her to be uncomfortable as this friend has been here before (notice she didn’t ask who it was) but since I didn't tell her that I was having a friend come in for a coffee 2 floors away from her she was mad. 
yes it may be common courtesy and I understand to do so if I have a friend coming for a weekend but for an hour? I’m sorry but no.. at this point you want to know my business and that’s it.
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gilmesc1 · 4 years
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Well mongrels, it's time to play "is this a realistic problem or am I just picking "
So, for the past 3 days my partner will either disappear while we're texting or just not respond for hours at a time. This never used to happen, or maybe I suck at observing.
So yeah. I'm getting a little...emotional-y. Yes that's a word. It's a huge pet peeve of mine when people do other things while talking to me. Like playing video games while texting me. I want the full attention firstly because I'm an attention whore, and second because I feel important then. Like I'm worth it.
So this whole thing is making me angry/worried/hurt. Angry because isn't it like common courtesy to tell people before you leave a convo? Worried because maybe I fucked up or they're finally losing interest in me, and hurt because Idfk I'm fragile I guess???
Picried an angry garden gnome with cracks in it. That's my mental state XD
So. Tf do i do. I'd bring it up but I don't want to seem clingy, or controlling or demanding. But letting it be is driving me crazy.
Is it even realistic to want attention like that? I guess I'm not comfortable in relationships unless I get a good amount of attention.
Well friends, you decide. Is this a realistic problem or am I just nit picking.
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stayinurlaneboi · 4 years
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Asra 
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mc finds a starving cat and brings him in 
things he would definitely do 
can’t let go yet kisses 
drunken convos between asra and nadia
wintertime 
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something about your bleary eyes and messy hair 
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soft hugs cold hands 
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competitive found family
when you are effectively are a cryptid but all it brings you is minor troubles
elizabeth swan was a lot of peoples gay awakening
nude modeling is not as sexy as you’d imagine it to be
hanging out with old people rock 
its a taboo to admit that your lonely
jurassic park except they have proper enrichment programs
the aadams family rents out rooms in their mansion for broke college kids
vegans need to make peace with honey
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anepiphany · 4 years
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so rant time, skip away if you don’t want to read this;
i have this lil friend group irl. it’s me, my best friend suni (pronounced sunny lol), and another of my best friends aahu, plus these 5 guys (pun intended). we’ll call them guys 1, 2, 3, 4, and the fifth guy is euph boy, so i’ll stick with that name. anyways, we as a whole haven’t talked much recently, and today i was doing work for class when i took a break and checked my phone and saw that the gc was active, and they were just spamming the lyrics to wap, so of course i joined. anyways, that turned into the boys doing some convos about fucking each other so the girls (me, suni, aahu) were just hitting on each other and hyping each other up. so guy 1 has to leave, and guy 4 hasn’t been online in the chat, so they’re kinda irrelevant to this story.
so guys 1, 2, and euph boy are not only playfully hitting on each other, they’re saying shit like “ugh the girls are trash” and “women suck” and, my personal favorite, “gn to the boys and to the boys only because the girls are gross” (courtesy of our beloved euph boy, of course)
so suni, aahu, and i jump on our own ft call and were just vibing and having fun and ignoring the gc, when suni asked if we could play crazy 8’s on the gc so we let the guys into the ft and fuck they were driving us insane. and then suni found her old magic 8 ball and we were messing with it and asking dumb questions and she would shake it for the answer and then the boys got weird so we left but like they were still saying shit about the girls and boy 2 especially was making misogynistic comments left right and center and i’m so annoyed.
not to mention euph boy was being absolutely infuriating both today and just the past few days and then during the magic 8 ball shit he kept referencing inside jokes between him and i and i was just like akcoowkfjedrn no <3
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owenandnoahtdi · 5 years
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Top 10 TDWT songs
Hello everyone, I'm back to shove my opinion down your throat with my top 10 favorite TDWT songs.
World tour is one of, if not my favorite season of total drama. It focused on drama and challenge equally, gave us more devolpment on characters that desperately needed it, and gave us a great villain with Alejandro. But, its main gimmick was that every episode, the cast would sing. Now I want to say how risky this was. It would have been so damn easy to make these all sound like something from the Disney channel. But they didnt do that. Every song is unique, and I love all of them. Except for Boyfriend Kisser.
Before I start, I want to give an honorable mention to Sierras German song. Its a good song, but its not normally counted.
So, without further ado, here are my top 10 favorite... You know by this point.
10. Baby
Eat your heart out, Justin Beiber! Not only does this banger sung by Harold beat your shitty single by a mile, Harold actually put Effort into his. Moving on from the pretty boy bashing, Harold sings about his love for Leshawna, pouring his heart and soul into it, and its beautiful. Plus Justin's taborine dance was just so cute.
9. Oui, my friends
Probably the best thing to come out of Sierra. I should slap myself for saying that, but I'm not. In this song, Sierra sings about how she's been.... Betrayed I think, by Cody(even though that bot the case). The interaction between Seirra and Cody is mesmerisingly good. Plus the amazing convo between Owen and Noah was funny, giving the knowitall one of his many classic lines. But, the focus is mainly on sierra, and she does reapeat the same Crap over and over, only to end with the fact that she just wants to go outside. Kinda dumb, youre in the middle of a competition, not in a romance novel.
8. What's not to love
I live around the NY area, so I can confirm some of the statements are on point, or at least a bit exaggerated. But its a cartoon that's to be expected. Although a short song, clocking in at just under a minute, it provides a song that just screams NYC.
7. Eine keline
I never thought a song sung so quietly could be so enjoyable, but here we are. Sung in germany on a high mountain, the cast has to remain quiet to avoid an avalache. What follows is just basically a calming interaction with a big finish, courtesy of Tyler. He may have caused an avalanche, but when your braindead girlfriend finally remembers him, can you blame him for jumping for joy.
6. Come Fly With Us.
This song is a staple for World tour, and it shows. Giving each contestant a chance in the spotlight, this song sets up the tone for the season going forward. Some classic lines of the season come from this song. And yes, they're just reapeating the same thing over and over, but its the first song, so ill cut them some slack.
5. Condor
In one of the few songs where Cody actually gets to sing by himself, this songs gives off the... Wait, they were on Easter island? Hm. And Easter island is near Chile, according to Google. Then why does this song give off African vibes? Maybe cause the cast was in Africa last episode? I don't know. Its just a great song with great singers.
4. Sisters
Unpopular opinion I may have mentioned and forgot: Leshawna's dancing isn't that bad. Its not great but its not terrible. But onto the song itself. This song portrays Leshawnas character perfectly, dissing Alejandro, showing her love to Harold, and vowing her revenge. Again, another short one, coming in shorter then what's not to love at :53, its still packs a lot into those 53 seconds.
3. Her real name isnt Blainley
People. Its a Russian theme song, sung by Geoff, dissing Blainley, and strips down to his boxers. Need I say more?
2. Sea Shanty
Heather is right, this song is catchy. This song is full of great lyrics, fun beat, and it will be stuck in your head for a long time.
1. Oh my Izzy
This is an adorable song sung by Owen. I always loved the pairing of Owen and Izzy. A cute couple, even though it can sometimes get a bit risque. The great thing about this song is that its relateable. We've all been in Owens spot before, having just broken up with someone we love and missing them. Every word of it is heartfelt and the Jamaican beat tops it all off.
Well that's all for me. Bye!
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catsaar · 5 years
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GET TO KNOW ME
TAGGED BY @magnasimblr (thank you! I think haha)
Traits: Cat Lover, Creative, Non-Committal 
1. What is your full name? Sara 2. What is your nickname? Don’t really have a nickname, well people tend to use my last name for that but not going to spill that here 3. Birthday? June 21 4. What is your favorite book series? Game of Thrones 5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Aliens yes, ghosts nah. 6. Who is your favorite author? Jack Kerouac 7. What is your favorite radio station? Radio? Radio? What? Gimme Spotify 8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? Salty things 9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Cool 10. What is your current favorite song? Sometimes I have no music periods for a short while, currently going through one of them 11. What is your favorite word? Bishdafaken, courtesy of @lordkiribatisims and yaaassss 12. What was the last song you listened to? 6Lack - Switch 13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Bojack Horseman, Fargo, How to make a murderer, Love, Idunno I watch a lot of different things 14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind 15. Do you play video games? yaaaassss 16. What is your biggest fear? my place being burned down with my cats in it 17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? I’m an empath 18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I can be lazy 19. Do you like cats or dogs better? obvi cats, but I like doggos too 20. What is your favorite season? Summer 21. Are you in a relationship? to quote @magnasimblr​ *runs away* 22. What is something you miss from your childhood? having no responsibilities  23. Who is your best friend? Matthias 24. What is your eye color? Blue/grey 25. What is your hair color? Pink 26. Who is someone you love? my cats Lowie, Lucky and Arya, my mom and stepdad and my best friends 27. Who is someone you trust? my mom, my best friends 28. Who is someone you think about often? my cats​​​, yeah I’m that crazy cat lady 29. Are you currently excited about/for something? not easily excitable anymore, I guess seeing the end of my depression 30. What is your biggest obsession? my cats I guess, seeing as they keep returning in my answers 31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? Buffy 32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? my bff Matthias 33. Are you superstitious? Nope 34. Do you have any unusual phobias? being in large crowds. 35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? def behind 36. What is your favorite hobby? my cats (duh), traveling, the sims 37. What was the last book you read? don’t remember, it’s been a while 38. What was the last movie you watched? I think that was Doctor Strange, it’s been a long time, been more into series 39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? unfortunately none 40. What is your favorite animal? do I still have to say? CATS 41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? so many, but I guess, @budgie2budgie @whiisker @a-kind-red @mellocakes @simmerberlin​ Don’t be offended if I didn’t name you you’re prolly in my top 10 42. What superpower do you wish you had? flying 43. When and where do you feel most at peace? at home, in my trusted couch  44. What makes you smile? my friends, my cats, reddit discord bs, the sims, animal gifs 45. What sports do you play, if any? none at the moment. 46. What is your favorite drink? Orange juice 47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? this summer 48. Are you afraid of heights? no I managed to overcome that 49. What is your biggest pet peeve? people smacking while eating 50. Have you ever been to a concert? oh boy have I 51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? vegetarian 52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? I never figured it out 53. What fictional world would you like to live in? San Myshuno with Calum and Pandora 54. What is something you worry about? The future and climate change 55. Are you scared of the dark? Nope 56. Do you like to sing? yes but you don’t want me too 57. Have you ever skipped school? once 58. What is your favorite place on the planet? hmmmm hard one, San Francisco I think 59. Where would you like to live? where I live iz good 60. Do you have any pets? I think that’s pretty clear by now 61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? night owl fo sho 62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunsets 63. Do you know how to drive? even tho I have my license, I haven’t driven in 12 years so I don’t think I can anymore, also I hate it 64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds 65. Have you ever had braces? Yes 66. What is your favorite genre of music? I’ve gone through so many styles and I still like em all but atm feeling hiphop. 67. Who is your hero? Hunter S Thompson 68. Do you read comic books? not anymore 69. What makes you the most angry? inhumanity 70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real books for the win 71. What is your favorite subject in school? psychology 72. Do you have any siblings? I have an adopted sister. 73. What was the last thing you bought? food 74. How tall are you? 177 cm 75. Can you cook? Yesss 76. What are three things that you love? lol you gonna make me repeat it, my cats! And since I have 3 that will do for this answer 77. What are three things that you hate? ignorance, sexism, racism 78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? more male friends, one of the homies 79. What is your sexual orientation? straight, altho probs bordering to asexual  80. Where do you currently live? Belgium  81. Who was the last person you texted? my friend Chloé 82. When was the last time you cried? last Thursday 83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? Safiya Nygaard atm 84. Do you like to take selfies? no thanks 85. What is your favorite app? Spotify and Tumblr 86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? love my mom and stepdad, my bio dad is a big nope 87. What is your favorite foreign accent? a Frenchman speaking English 88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Australia  89. What is your favorite number? 4 90. Can you juggle? no 91. Are you religious? o no 92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? outer space! 93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? definitely but not atm due to my depression  94. Are you allergic to anything? only to a certain lip balm that sets my lips on fire 95. Can you curl your tongue? yes 96. Can you wiggle your ears? no 97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? if I’m wrong, I’m wrong 98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach?  beach 99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? believe in yourself 100. Are you a good liar? yes but only white lies 101. What is your Hogwarts House?  I’m going to offend someone but I never got into Harry Potter sorry 102. Do you talk to yourself? best convo ever. 103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? normally an extrovert, ENFJ 104. Do you keep a journal/diary? nah 105. Do you believe in second chances? yes, but strike three and you’re out 106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? I have before and left it at the front desk of the place I was at 107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? yes and no 108. Are you ticklish? no emotions 109. Have you ever been on a plane? yes, I lost count 110. Do you have any piercings? no, the ones in my ears grew close a long time ago 111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Bojack Horseman 112. Do you have any tattoos? yes, 4 113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? just go with the flow and do 114. Do you believe in karma? hmmm undecided 115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses, but only when I need to see far 116. Do you want children? o no no no 117. Who is the smartest person you know? Idunno, I think most of my friends are pretty smart 118. What is your most embarrassing memory? let’s not go there 119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? too many times 120. What color are most of you clothes? black 121. Do you like adventures? yes altho I have calmed down quite a bit 122. Have you ever been on TV? yeah 123. How old are you? 35 looking like 27 and never growing up 124. What is your favorite quote?  "the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes “Awww!”  - Jack Kerouac  125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory
I tag @artemisa02 @mangostefan @lovearound5am @simsontherope @toffeetip @lordkiribatisims (if you’ve already done this I’m sorry I’ve seen so many pass by I don’t remember) Also don’t feel like you have to cus it’s a lot.
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