#coz its life

[mi1kbomb]

Ummmmm vavoom heres a fem aziracrow doodle ! Based off of mr gaiman's post here ! Tbh i just wanted to draw crowley with audrey hepburn hair sssssoooooooo yeah....

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #wives? #ineffable wives #? #aziraphale #crowley #so many people have been unfollowing me lately #i think its because i draw fanart for every other media and then never again #and ive changed my username so much #call me killer queen coz i never keep the same address #i do not speak like a baroness tho #anyway i havent watched the last ep of go2 yet #i know vaguely of what happens and that vague knowing is scaringgg meeee!!!!! #writers named neil love to ruin my life #my art

[blinkpen]

burnt

#mog art #demersa #grimstone #monster girl #doodle that got away from me but its done coz i say its done #noooo dont be problematic your so sexy haha #pai: every time i hear a story about a sad injurious event in dem's life it's worse than the last one and its STILL #pai: never the story that explains The Scars i'm so fucking scared at this poitn

[loafbud]

#tomodachi life #idia shroud #ortho shroud #twisted wonderland #twst #idk what to caption this LOL #OK SO I DO HAVE A SIDE STORY— #back when i made mii ortho- i made an attempt to recreate his skull mask that he wears over his mouth #but it ended up looking like an abomination 0|-< #i couldnt take it srsly coz to recreat his mask i had to use a giant beard + a sans undertale grin #& everytime he'd talk i cant even see it as his mask its literally just a big freakin beard 😭😭😭

[evieeion]

this butch she makes me go weak in the knees but I can't let her see me swoon, or else she will think I am weak

strifehart but what if i make them butch lesbians (considering)

#cloud strife #squall leonhart #leon kh #strifehart #ffvii #final fantasy vii #ff7 #kindom hearts #kh #ffvii remake #cloud x leon #leon x cloud #was fighting for my life drawing this so not rlly happy w it but whatever #i had so much feelings over this song and them yesterday coz. its literally them

[perfectthewayyouare]

jealous buck has cured my depression

#no joke i am 100% happier then I was before watching this episode #im feeling very nov 5th (lite) rn #not that they can be compared AT ALL but yk... its the 'we were right' of it all :') #i have to go watch it again coz im pretty sure I blacked out when they kissed lmao #feelin hIGH on life. love this for us 🙌 #911 abc #911 spoilers #911 fox #911 #evan buck buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #ItTS HAPPENING!!??!!!?!?

[fujianvenator]

we have to put my cat down coz of My stupid dads decisions so im doing GREAT. today.

#vic.txt #animal death #its payat. his kidney problems got too bad because my dad wont stop feeding him salty ass table food #and now we have to put him to sleep #coz the other option is a 20k peso surgery that we cant afford that isnt eveb guaranteed to improve quality of life

[ditttiii]

it's every single time i give myself a minute to breathe. a minute away from people, places, distractions, running away from my reality--when the heartbreak catches up and hits me. knocks my fucking breath out.

#as someone who's default has been for the longest time to love love love not being able to give it all the time actually makes me feel #like i am missing a part of me #its the weirdest most incredibly frustrating feeling to feel just slightly off kilter every single minute of the day and knowing u have #no choice but to ignore the oddness bcoz if u poke it its gonna all come crashing down #i hate having loved someone to the point where it was more than how much i loved myself coz now i m left #picking up the pieces they chose to leave behind and not knowing how to piece it all together #and it hurtshurtshurtshurts and never lessens and i can kiss someone else and still feel like a corpse inside #bcoz theres pieces missing that i gave away and that feeling of being incomplete just wont go away #trusting someone to love me forever might have been the stupidest thing i will ever do #and on bad days i think i deserved being left for the sheer stupidity of my life choices #istfg i m never loving again until a man puts a damn ring on my finger #so unbelievably fucking done with this shit #i wanna hate him but i cant and i wanna stop loving but i wont and i wanna feel full again but i dont #tw breakup #tw heartbreak

[kaeyachi]

gonna talk about kaveh thru the tags in case people dont wanna get spoiled

#also not tagging the kaveh tag in case someone forgot to block the tag due to spoilers #kaeyachi randoms #so anyway here we go #wtf is that back story why is it so painful #its incredibly realistic as well coz that can happen irl #also since we are going to fontaine i genuinely wonder if kaveh has a half-sibling there that will become a playable character someday #imagine the angst hnghh #loathe his mother so much sorry shes depressed but that has never been an excuse to be a POS #i have the same opinion about huffman btw like yes life is tough but who tf leaves a kid alone to do all the housework while u drink #even his specialty food has a backstory can yall believe it? #someone really enjoyed writing kaveh. good for him #now i have 2 depressed alcoholic babygirls who have a hard time accepting love and affection because they dont think it will last #what does that say about me when i kin them? who knows. im just a random internet person with specific tastes apparently #kaeya and kaveh meet and just start supporting eachother pls #they would be besties fr coz they would know how to ease eachothers troubles #kaeya and kaveh: no home? same. cheers to that mate #kaeyas bio dad and kavehs bio mom sweating as they feel kaeya and kaveh fans curse them to hell and back

[popcornsalty]

Okay important and genuine message from me. I'm not much or often a poster on timblr but if I can give a sincere message. It's to have varied interests. Be into multiple things at once. It doesn't have to be the same intensity for all of them or level of interest or whatever. Hell not all of it has to be good. Just have multiple things to look forward to and care about

#poke post #was watching a long ass video essay recently #n it finally mqde smth click for me coz like #one of the most miserable times in my life was when i was in the ds/mp era #because it and associated content creators were all i was into! so when shit was hitting the fan a long long time before i left #i was left in just the worst relationship to what was to be a comfort #and now fast forward a few years and. its like. im reading books. im going outside. im playing games. im drawing things. i curate my time #online very scrupulous because if i dont its easy to end up sad #which for me was starting to happen w/ q/s/mp #and so i was able to leave #because i have friends and shit outside of it and things i can talk about other then it #and its so freeing #which is to say. just. try to carve out time for more then one interest or thing at a time if you can #there are things you can do!! look up top 10 books in a genre!! order them off a library!! log off your socmeds for a while!! fuck!! #its not easy but its so worth it i promise it is. #+ also moreover please always remember my friends you are never obligated to engage in things if they make you unhappy. its always okay #to check and see if something brings you more joy then discomfort #take care everyone take care of yourselves #no one else can do it for you #anyway i will now go back to. my book :3 ive been reading the g/olden compass. havent finished yet so no spoilers #feel free to ask me about it ill probably get to it tmrw #also some things im looking forward to: #more on/e piece more wi/tch hat a/tieler ram the next stream of this small streamer ive been into #the next novel by this mid author i liked as a kid- #the next ep of du/nmeshi anime #and more and more #and sometimes i forget to have a thing to look forward to #and must find something new again again #its worth it #also yea no this is incoherent hope someone gets smth out of it tho

[theparadoxart]

Ultimately, which is more human: The desire to experience or the desire to survive?

Tom Scott

#its really deep if u think about it #like would u still wanna experience every little thing this world has to offer if that puts ur life at risk #or would u hide away in a bunker and bet everything on ur survival? #cuz u cant experience ur life to the fullest if u fear about everything #but still ur fears are true to some extent #for eg if tomorrow u had to go for sky diving to live ur life #essentially putting ur life at risk coz no matter the odds #u might just die in ur process of living #and if u just be scared of everything you'll never grow or experience the wonders #what is better to be full of zeal but foolish enough to walk towards ur own death or a plain coward but smart enough to protect oneself? #my thoughts #quotes #mine

[lostinbooks14]

Imagine after the Gaea war (no Leo didn't die, Trials of Apollo never happens. Everything is perfect) they blast music at chb and the Romans being like "wtf" while Jason and Leo are twerking in the middle of camp.

And there's food and everyone's laughing and dressed up like they're at high school prom. (Most campers were too busy saving the world and fighting monsters to go, the younger demigods might die before they're old enough to go, and Percy and Annabeth just want to make sure everyone experiences it)

And Chiron is smiling because finally everyone's having a good time and goddamn don't they deserve it?

#this randomly popped into my mind while listening to lush life #its such a fun song #and accurate #“i live my day as if it was my last” #coz it very well might be for a demigod #and “live my day as if there was no past” #coz most demigods are traumatised #they just deserve to have fun #especially people like jason and hazel #they probably dont even know what a party is #heroes of olympus #percy jackson #pjo hoo toa #jason grace #leo valdez #annabeth chase #hazel levesque #piper mclean #nico di angelo #reyna ramirez avila arellano #will solace #frank zhang

[1327-1]

it is actually nefarious how grounding a work out can be

#i did take cbd coz i didnt want any injury war flashbacks on my first day back #but the endorphins #the endorphins…. its so good #im like if a very sad racing dog retired and found the joy in a sprint again #anyways. whatever. #im normal about the body and sports #.jrnl #apologies as i become a squat number tracker but ive hit many rock bottoms and found the joy of my life again

[meulinn]

Idk if its just me but i cant get behind jasprse/nep lol

#text #idk everything about what she said about nep just felt like a huge sarcastic middle finger to anyone who genuinely likes her character #as you know. its not subtle how they make fun of you for characters they dont care abt lmfao #also its just. oh im half cat uhhh *spins le wheel* lets be weird towards nep coz also cat #but i did like nepetas half of the conversation like shes so sweet and kind #jasprose felt weird to me idc #also i think i just have a natural opposition to ships that ppl make to fill in space bc they dont rly care abt her #nobody gets nep like i do..my darling #also im sorry all my posts have been texts and also not very happy! just frustrated is all heheee #once my life is at a consistent schedule imma draw so much #im autistic #I NEED MY ROUTINE

[fujianvenator]

one of these days me n my brother r literally gonna get in trouble 4 saying White person spotted out loud when we see one in public

#vic.txt #there was a white brit in the same building as us once and we were trying so hard not 2 laugh coz he was mad at someone ans going #Im very cross lik e FUCKKKK #thank god for masks coz we wldve looked insane looking like the fucking scene of spongebob n patrick trying not 2 laugh in class #Its not our fault we cant stop going White person spotted THEYRE SO. CONSPICUOUS. THEYRE LUMINESCENT AND PINK #theyre rare in our area so when we see one we turn into the fucking pointing wojaks and go woahhh a real life one #me and my lil bro pioneering the art of occidentalism its YOUR turn to get treated like an exotic animal. Bitch

[bidoofenergy]

rainy day

for @pixelperfunctory as part of @extremetimedchallengeexchange also on AO3 (1602 words)

It’s raining, hard. The whole server seems to be on pause, no one willing to wander to cause mischief when the rain is coming down so hard you might drown on no-longer-dry land. Of course, that doesn’t mean things aren’t happening. Things are always happening in the Death Games and we’re always interested in a new story.

To begin, we sweep down from a mountain of goats with only one horn, over a white, modern home surrounded by open fields, through a forest, and into a small, unlit cave on the side of a mountain. Hunched in a corner in the back wall is Martyn, clothes damp and blond hair slicked down with sweat and rain. At the entrance of the cave, leaning against the opposite wall, is Cleo, their curls dark from rain. A small puddle has formed where they stand, water slowly sliding down their armor. Underneath, her clothes are soaked and, though she won’t show it, though Martyn knows it, she’s slowly growing colder.

Neither of them has spoken a word beyond an initial “who’s there?” and an exasperated “of course!” Neither of them will. Until the rain dies down, they will stare at each other from opposite corners of a 2 by 3 cave in silence. When the rain finally ends, Cleo will leave without a word. “Pool party at the mid-century mansion!” Martyn will call after them, and he won’t know if they heard him. For now, we leave them in a smoldering silence, pulling up and out through the forest, to the top of an unfinished tower.

Pearl sits on cobblestone blocks that will, eventually, become the floor of her house. She’s cold and soaked and miserable but she can’t bring herself to move. She’s two blocks away from the ladder and the ground and Tilly, but still, she lays on the floor with her eyes closed. She could’ve thrown up a temporary roof when the rain started, but the cobble quickly became slick and, no matter how mad she is at Scott, she isn’t looking to die today. Instead, she lies on the stone and, not for the last time, quietly wishes Scott would forgive her. She’ll stay here until the rain ends and then a little longer.

Let’s leave her for now.

From Pearl’s tower, we float over a birch forest and around the mountain to Red Velvet Keep. Inside, safe and dry, Grian cuts down wheat from their random patches of farmland. His secret store of cocoa beans is safe in his pocket and Scar is out with the pandas and it’s the perfect time to bake some cookies. The rain hammers down on the wood planks overhead, but Grian trusts his building skills to keep him dry. He hums tunelessly to himself as he mixes together the dough. BigB is Red now but, just as he trusts the planks to hold the water out, he trusts BigB to hold them together. He’ll drop off the cookies in another chest later and hopefully steal a few moments together and it will be enough because they will make it enough.

Outside the Keep and down amongst the pandas and the bamboo, is Scar. Between the canopy of trees and the mass of fur of several pandas around him, he’s managed to keep mostly dry. When the rain started, he considered going inside, but being inside means pretending not to see Grian sneakily make BigB cookies, and outside means holding a baby panda against his chest and cooing softly as she sleeps. The choice was easy. He bends over the Jellie in his lap and kisses her forehead. Who needs a soulmate that only stays with you in one server, when you have a cat that will find you in every server?

Scar knows he’ll be okay, at least as okay as you can be in the middle of a Death Game. And he will be, at least for now, so we move away, across the ravine to the ship, high above the engorged river that rushes below.

Inside, Joel rushes around, desperately patching up leaks. Etho lounges on his mostly dry bed and watches, amused. “This ship wouldn’t last a minute on the water.” He remarks calmly. Hidden, a smile grows at Joel’s frustration.

“Well, it’s a good thing we’re on land.” Joel hisses back. He’s on top of a table, frantically trying to fix a joint in the ceiling. This whole thing is ridiculously embarrassing. He’s in the middle of a Death Game and he’s patching up a boat that he lives in. Why did he build a boat in the first place? He could’ve built a box, called it a day, and got to killing—instead he decided to try and impress Etho. And now he’s running around not killing anyone and definitely not impressing Etho. “Do you want to maybe help?” He asks when he’s finished.

Etho just huffs a laugh. “Nah, I think you’ve got it.” Joel growls and moves on to the next leak. He can’t wait to be Red. He needs to kill someone before he kills Etho—and himself.

Back across the ravine, in their ranch house, Tango is curled into himself under their sole bed. He was supposed to be feeding the cows while Jimmy herded the chickens back into the automated coop. Jimmy had to herd them back in because Tango, when he was supposed to be checking on the egg production, accidentally broke the glass and got too frustrated to fix the problem on his own. If it wasn’t raining, he’d be outside in the wheat field where he can’t hurt another breathing thing, but it is raining and so he’s inside, under the bed, while the cows eat the wheat he dropped in their pen.

Tango hears the shuffle of Jimmy’s footsteps up the cobble stairs, hears him pause at the top of the stairs, feels him stare down at whatever hint of Tango he can see, all pathetic and mopey. Tango is mourning a monster that would’ve killed him without hesitation, and he doesn’t know how to explain that to his soulmate.

Jimmy sits down, leaning against the bed, and Tango startles. Jimmy doesn’t speak, just slides his hand under the bed until it’s within Tango’s reach, palm up. He doesn’t speak and, hesitantly, Tango reaches out to hold his hand. Neither of them speaks. They sit and listen to the rain and squeeze each other’s hands occasionally and Tango feels understood.

We’ll leave them for now and make our way down and up the grassy hills to another ranch. Scott sits on the floor of his house, slowly and methodically polishing his chestplate. He can practically see his face reflected in the glistening diamond, but still, he works. Cleo is safe, he tells himself with every swipe. Cleo is safe; she messaged him when the rain started that she found a cave to wait out the rain in.

Scott, not for the last time, wishes he and Cleo were properly linked, if only to truly know her pain as his own, to know her safety as his own. Instead, he feels like his clothes are soaked even though he’s perfectly dry, feels a chill making a home in his bones even as the fire in his home crackles. Scott, not for the last time, wishes Pearl would take care of herself if only to keep himself out of misery.

But she won’t move for as long as the rain lasts, so in misery he will remain, while we move down, sinking beneath layers of stone and through underground systems until the caves open up into a massive cavern. Ren and BigB are moving, working, with the unnatural precision of Reds. The rain has barely registered with either of them, so focused on the growing horde of zombies in front of them.

Ren has finished digging the tunnel and his boots leave wet footprints as he paces along the wall of the zombie pen. They work together to arm the zombies, throwing down stone swords and picking up the potatoes and carrots the zombies drop to accept the weapons. BigB has put a few potatoes in a furnace and he passes a cooked one to Ren with a soft smile. Ren accepts it with a kiss on BigB’s forehead. The rain will not dampen their plans. Their excitement grows as the horde does. They will taste blood tonight.

Enough of that. We drift down the river of zombies, untouched by their swords, and up the pillar of bubbles into a copper-lined swimming pool. Impulse and Bdubs are drifting around each other, laughing quietly.

Guilt from his earlier death shades Impulse’s expressions, though it’s only truly visible when Bdubs is not looking. Impulse laughs appropriately when Bdubs announces he will try a handstand but as Bdubs dives, his face collapses. Fondness and shame war for control of his face, while Bdubs flails his legs. When Bdubs rights himself, he clears expression and laughs, easily. The pool party wasn’t their best idea, but maybe it will do them all some good to have a moment of fun. This moment, swimming in the rain, is good, tinged as it is with guilt.

Well, you and I know how the rest of the story goes. We don’t need to hear the rest of it again. We rise up from the center of the pool and pass over the nearby jungle. A moment by the pandas—look that one just sneezed!—and then onwards out of this server. Time for another story, one we haven’t heard before.

#extreme mcyt gift exchange #double life smp #life series #traffic series #im not about tto tag everyone in here coz. its everyone anyways enjoy #my fic #double life

[atsu-i]

Because I'm in my 30's too and I feel like an ignorant kid who is lost. I can't seem to grasp the meaning of adulthood and feel accomplished as one, also when I was a kid I saw adults as people who had their shit together and know Lotta stuff meanwhile I am just an grown up with no knowledge about life.

:0

#I get what you mean anon #coz I feel that way too #but in all honesty....the thing about what you thought about adults...I mean sure they might got their shit tgt in some aspects of their- #life #but am pretty sure there are times when they are lost as well just like us? #and also its okay for you to not be the 'adult' you think you are supposed to be atp and age #we grow in our own time and heck if it takes more than in my 30's to be able to feel like a proper adult it's fine.. #all i'm saying is..dont put pressure on yourself coz we are aging #to learn and know all the things about being a proper adult as you think... #take your time and just do what you can for now coz seriously that's what matters in the end #dont let the number get to you anon #do everything in your own pace and dont let anybody tell you that you have to be this kind of person now when in fact..all of us struggle to #be an adult really #eh #idk if what am saying is giving you anything tbh lol but ty #for somehow talking to me about this 🥹 #am glad to know a fellow someone who is also in their 30's now and having the same feeling as me ;-; #let's grow as much as we can anon! one step at a time still yeah? ^^ #i rambled a lot so am sorry if you are reading this long reply lol