Happy wip Wednesday. Today I offer you an older, unpublished piece I'm still obsessed with. I was trying to write it before the Fjorigins comic was released, but, alas. So it's non-canon.
Fjord and Vandran's first meeting. Sabian is there too.
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“Stowaways,” Captain Vandran observes. He’s sitting behind a large desk in the captain’s cabin.
Fjord balls his hands into fists to keep them from trembling.
The captain looks to the man standing behind Sabian. The quartermaster, if Fjord heard him right.
“How the fuck did we get stowaways?” the captain has a deep drawl to his voice. He speaks in low tones, which make it sound like he’s not bothered. His sharp gaze suggests otherwise.
“Hell if I know,” the quartermaster shrugs, “I’ve got the men sweeping the brig, but I think it’s just these two brats.”
Vandran nods in agreement, and then focuses his eyes on Fjord and Sabian. He’s got such an intense gaze, that Fjord is certain that this man will kill them. His waxed moustache twitches as his lips curl into a snarl.
“The hell are you boys doing on my ship?”
Sabian’s looking at Fjord. Fjord isn’t sure what to say. He knows the zhelezo in Port Damali, knows what to say as a half-orc and an orphan to appease them into letting him go when he gets into trouble. Knows how to charm the matron at the Asylum into letting him stay just one more night, even though he’s too old to be living on handouts. And now he’s here, out on the open sea, and Fjord doesn’t know what to say.
“You’re Stones?” Vandran guesses. It’s not too hard a guess. Boys wearing ragged pants that are too short at the ankle. Shirts that are threadbare and stained with age. Sabian stole an open vest off a clothesline a few weeks back, but neither of them can afford another shirt or even shoes. They look like what everyone expects of the Asylum wards.
“We’re w-willing to work for passage,” Fjord says. His voice sounds high-pitched, a flighty bird compared to the steady force of the Captains’ drawl.
Captain Vandran sighs loudly, “And what use are two boys to me, Mr. Stone?”
This is the furthest Fjord has ever been from Port Damali and the first thing anyone knows about him is that he’s a fucking Stone.
“That’s not my name!” Fjord snaps.
It draws the captain’s full attention. Fjord squares his shoulders. Stares back.
“That is the name given to wards of the state, am I wrong?” the captain asks.
“It was given to me,” Fjord admits. His voice cracks, “but I don’t want it. My name is Fjord.”
Captain Vandran nods slowly. Looks to Sabian, but Sabian can’t hold his gaze.
“We can work,” Fjord says again. Sabian’s gone mute, so it’s up to Fjord to save them, “whatever needs doing—cleaning, cooking. I’m-- I know how to mend. I can sew. Or—or I learn fast. Whatever you need.”
The captain nods slowly, strokes a hand down his pointed beard. Looks up to the quartermaster again. Fjord turns his head to watch the silent conversation play out. He doesn’t know them well enough to read them. The captain is too stoic to gauge his emotions.
“Do you know what the policy is for stowaways, boy?” Captain Vandran asks.
Fjord thinks carefully, “They—they get reported to the zhelezo? When you dock?”
Vandran taps his fingers on his desk, “That’s what they say, yes. But how often do you think a stowaway actually makes it back to shore?”
Sabian whimpers. Fjord digs his fingernails into his palms. Thinks about all the kids at the Driftwood who caused too much trouble, and were “adopted”: never to be seen again. Thinks about slinking around the docks and staying near crowds so the zhelezo can’t use him as a scapegoat. He’s been one step ahead of a world that doesn’t want him his whole life. Fjord tries to convince himself that this threat is nothing new.
He’s also aware that you can only run for so long. Death only has to catch him once.
“Are you—are you going to kill us?” Fjord asks.
Captain Vandran stands up. Fjord’s heart leaps into his throat. The man makes his way around his desk without breaking eye contact. He stops in front of Fjord. Fjord can’t take his eyes off of him. He feels the same kind of shame that wells up in him when he’d be singled out for games of playing hero, when Fjord was always picked to play the monster the other children would kill. The kind of shame that can still bring tears to his eyes if he lets it. He won’t give anyone the satisfaction of making him cry ever again.
Captain Vandran stares at Fjord. Fjord balls his hands into fists. He’s tall, but he doesn’t have the same kind of muscle as working men. He can’t win this fight, but he’s going to give it his all.
Captain Vandran glances again to his quartermaster. The corner of his mouth curls upwards. One of his teeth is gold-capped.
“It’s a nice day. I’d hate to ruin it with some killing. Wouldn’t you agree, Mr. Dhelir?”
“Aye,” the quartermaster says, “bad luck to do something like that, with the weather as it is.”
“So Mr. Fjord. And Mr. Stone,” Captain Vandran says, “I’m not going to kill you. Not today, at least. While the weather, and my patience, still holds.”
Sabian sighs in relief. It comes out as a whine. Fjord keeps his eyes locked on the captain. There’s going to be a but, he knows it. The captain watches him right back.
“Get them some food. They look like they haven’t eaten in weeks,” Captain Vandran orders, “and then find them some work.”
Captain Vandran leans back, breaking away from Fjord. Fjord keeps his fists tight to keep from shaking. His chest aches like he ran a marathon, and he’s lightheaded with relief.
“Thank you,” Fjord hears himself say. Sabian has the sense to find his tongue again and blurts out a thank you as well. This has to be a trick. There’s no way this isn’t a trap of some sort.
Fjord can’t tell when the hammer is going to drop. But for now, he’s alive.
“Don’t make me regret it,” the captain orders.
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A late WIP Wednesday to make up for the fact that I thought today might be Work FINISHED Wednesday, but instead is not:
Relvin shrugged. “Don’t know. Wasn’t there. She came raring through afterward with some strange woman in tow and then off they went. Last I saw of her until a couple of weeks ago.”
“This is your daughter, you said?”
“Yep,” Relvin confirmed.
“And she just left?”
“Sure did.”
“How long ago was that?”
“Two years, give or take.”
Vandran let out a low whistle. “What did you do?”
Relvin sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. “Not enough of the right thing, obviously. Maybe not enough of anything. Don’t even know what the right thing was, to be honest. Just know I kept missing it.”
“Ah, well,” Vandran said, not unkindly. “You know, I got a boy of my own. Not by blood, but close enough to count. I look back on a lot of things and all I see are the mistakes, too.”
Relvin looked at him dryly. “Did your boy ever leave without a word for two years?”
“No,” Vandran admitted.
“Right,” Relvin said.
“I might’ve left him, though,” Vandran continued. “For a time. After our ship sank, I came ashore on some island and didn’t bother to get off of it. Didn’t figure much of anyone could have survived what happened. Until I found out he did.”
“Well, that’s not your fault,” Relvin said.
“Didn’t say it was,” Vandran said pointedly. “Doesn’t mean I don’t think about it. He did pretty well for himself, though. Better, maybe, than he did with me. Put a whole life together, friends, family, a girl to love. I couldn’t have given him that.”
Relvin blew out a deep breath, balancing his elbows on his knees and placing his head in his hands. “Yeah,” he said, with a whole world of understanding.
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working on some Fjord backstory stuff that I’m still trying to finish before the Fjord origins comic drops and, well, here’s some street-urchin teenaged Fjord during his first night(s) on the Tide’s Breath, ft a Captain “I’ve only just recently decided not to be totally evil” Vandran:
Fjord pokes his head above deck and squints to orient himself. He’s pretty sure he’s not supposed to wander, and he doesn’t know the Captain’s standards for punishment yet. Best not to get caught.
It’s dark. There are a few lanterns lit, throwing off a faint enough glow to make out the limits of the deck. Fjord has heard the phrase ‘black as night’ before, and only now does he understand what it truly means. The masts disappear into the dark sky, even the stern and bow of the Tide’s Breath are lost to darkness. It’s like they’ve been swallowed by a void that’s only held at bay by the tiny spots of flame in the lanterns.
Something like a lump, settles in Fjord’s throat. He’s been made to feel small and insignificant his entire life. This is the first time he’s wondrously small because the world is so vast.
He wants to know what lays beyond the light. What’s out there, in the dark?
Boots come to a stop beside him. Fjord drags his eyes away from the creeping void, up into Captain Vandran’s face.
“Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” the captain drawls. He’s got a hand resting on the pommel of his sword.
Fjord debates wordlessly slinking back to his hammock. Eyes that sword again. It’s not like Port Damali, where he can lay low to avoid attention. On a ship there’s nowhere to run.
“I thought we were going to sink,” Fjord admits. His voice is as small as he feels. Not for the first time his face flushes in shame.
Captain Vandran frowns at him. He seems like the kind of man who frowns a lot, with how natural the look sits on his face. It’s used to this kind of expression.
“It’s a calm night,” Captain Vandran finally says, “we’re due for good weather this trip. Don’t you worry, son.”
Fjord moves slowly, crawling up onto the deck. If you stood still at the Driftwood, especially if someone’s eyes were on you, then you became a target. He’s aware of how easily Vandran could kick him in the face, and he wants to change that.
“How can you tell?” Fjord asks.
“You spend long enough at sea, you learn to read the signs,” Vandran explains, “you’re from the port, you should know.”
“Well I don’t,” Fjord snaps. Realizes his mistake. Bites his tongue. It’s too late.
Fjord stammers out an excuse, “They don’t like it when you can read. If you can read, you can learn things. And if you can learn, then you have info you can sell.”
Vandran stays quiet after Fjord finishes talking. Should Fjord have admitted to being illiterate? It might decrease Fjord’s potential in Vandran’s eyes, and change the man’s mind about letting him and Sabian stay on.
“Words are important, but I was talking about the weather. Anyone can read that,” Vandran says. Fjord flinches. He revealed too much. He always talks too much.
“Sorry,” Fjord mumbles.
“A sailor should know the difference between a good night and a coming storm,” Vandran says, and gestures for Fjord to follow him, “you feel that warm air? It’s good to have a warm night. If you notice that it gets cold real fast, well, then you’re in for some rough weather.”
Vandran takes Fjord to the edge of the deck, and out of the path of the night watch. Fjord holds out a hand like he’s catching the air in his palm. Warm is good? A shift is bad? That seems easy enough.
The waves roll against the ship below. If he squints he can see the way the light glints off of the surface of the water. It’s as dark as the night sky, and maybe more mysterious. Seeing the gentle roll of the waves, compared to the noises he was hearing down below deck, Fjord feels foolish for thinking they were in danger.
He can’t imagine how scary it would be to sail in truly dangerous weather.
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