#crawling out to attack

[fauvester]

little moshang fan kid <3

spoiled, aloof, a bit of a bitch, terminally 'weak constitution'-ed, lowkey lazy, prefers reading his dailies in the office and pretending to do paperwork to fighting

#svsss #moshang #he DOES grow up and becomes a respectable demon prince eventually. but hes a cold disinterested spoiled brat as a teen #shang qinghua rides his ass because he KNOWS that hes slacking on the paperwork that hes pretending to do #but unfortunately thats His Baby and he cant be TOO strict (this attitude not extended towards binghe... sad) #crawling out of mirrors like The Grunge to scare the transmigrated soul out of uncle sqq #he got his love of shiny shiny jangly accessories from aunt sha hualing #when he was a baby everyone in court was trying to poison him for political reasons #but didnt realize that since hes only half demon full demon poisons wont kill him #so for years moshang just thought their kid had like. horrible IBS. lack toast and tolerance that almost kills you #and even now as a young man hes like.... ah... sadly my body is too frail to go on ceremonial monster hunts with father.. #my greatest love language for a series..... making fankids #his fighting style is Very elegantly avoiding all attacks. poor MBJ like JUST STAND TALL AND TAKE A HIT LIKE A FUTURE DEMON KING #his poor firstborn son like Why would I do that. getting beaten up is very unpleasant. i would personally like to avoid that

[1very1fancy1doilies1]

uh oh boys Armin hyperfixation reigniting

I am thinking of Burn by Cellar Darling

#my art #please no I just crawled out of the AoT depths #he's just like me fr #unfortunately #armin #HE DOESN'T RUN :'( #armin arlert #i can't draw boys #armin arlert fanart #armin fanart #snk #aot #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #eremin #erearu #snk armin #snk fanart #aot fanart #attack on titan fanart #attack on titan the final season

[zazzander]

I just realised why Camp Jupiter is seperate from New Rome. It's for training. It's so they get attacked. It's to keep them vigilant. Camp Half-Blood is a safe haven where you learn to fight. Camp Jupiter is getting thrown into the gladiator pit and being told to literally "conquer or die". They aren't supposed to be safe. They're suppose to fight for their lives for ten years straight and then they've proved themselves good enough to be safe.

#okay I realise this was obvious #but I just made this realisation #the kids are on their own for a reason #they don't have anyone training them because its a trial by fire #I'm actually surprised they didn't get attacked by monsters more often #the field of mars should be crawling with them #but I guess the legion trains by clearing them out #that's why they have guards at the entrances #because there is no magical boundary #camp jupiter

[themanwhomadeamonster]

the comedic timing of this entire clip...

#the funniest thing is that this was preceeded by the coolest jump attack ever until the arisen got thrown #thank u to @whitefoxes for pointing this bit out to me LOL #the pawn saying 'well done :D' #the arisen gettting ragdolled right next to a greenwarish then the same pawn immediately telling him off #'crawling - view tutorial logbook' #the player spamming circle to get up #the arisen getting beat up by the ogre AGAIN #god i'm so excited for this game i can't wait for it to tell me how much i suck #dragon's dogma #dragon's dogma 2 #dd2 #dragon's dogma 2 spoilers #dd2 spoilers #videos

[iguanodont]

Environment practice of sorts

A scene from a dnd session Ahab was in abt a year back. The room was perfectly mirrored, and you could reach the ceiling by jumping into the fountain…

#we also got attacked by our alt timeline reflections that crawled out of the fountain #but that’s a drawing for another day #dnd #illustration #ahabblefrup

[batboybisexualism]

ugggggggh today I had a surprise extra dog walk, and I'm already on a dog-sit so I had to leave sweet miss Bailey alone at home three times today, and she gets separation anxiety so that was hard 😭 also while walking Finn and Leo in the park I not only had to deal with every single one of the dozens of people I passed on the walk not moving out of the fucking way, like I swear people are allergic to sharing the path in that park and the path is like eight feet wide, so I always have to drag the dogs over to the grass next to the path which isn't as smooth and it's usually muddy and/or covered in fallen tree branches etc so it's harder to navigate without tripping especially with those insane dogs pulling me all over the place, ANYWAY not only did I have to deal with that but I also had maybe the worst asthma attack I've ever had and I didn't have my inhaler so my lungs have been sore all day and I can't fucking breathe normally 😭😭😭

ALSO I went to swap out the tip on the syringe for my t-shot from the drawing needle to the injecting needle and when I screwed it in I heard a cracking sound...didn't really think anything of it because when I aspirated the needle it seemed to be working fine, but once I jabbed myself and pushed the plunger down all the t oil just squirted out of the side of the base of the needle tip and all over my leg lmaooooooo so now I have to call my endo and be like "hey I spilled my boy juice can I have more" and idk what they're going to say because I just had to refill it early because I'd been giving myself a double dose because they didn't fucking tell me how much to inject into myself so I had to guess 😅😅😅😅😭😭😭😭😭😭

I feel like absolute shit I feel so sick and exhausted and I haven't been able to sleep lately because I'm in so much pain and can't ever find a comfortable position and my restless leg syndrome has been so insanely bad idkkkkkk it's just so stupid I honestly can't wait for my surgery next week because I'll be taking two weeks off to recover lmao............if my surgery even happens lol who fucking knows!!!! and like yeah I'll feel way better dysphoria-wise but I'll also be post-surgery lol so physically I'm probably going to feel even worse than I do now!!!!!!!!! why am I aliiiiivvvveeeeeeeeeeeee

#btw I don't expect people to totally move out of the way and let me have the whole path lol #just like...if you're coming from the opposite way and walking in the middle of the path maybe move over to one side? #and if you're walking a dog maybe pull that dog over?? so my dogs don't fucking attack your dog??? #and so I don't have to drag them into the woods and army crawl through the fucking underbrush???????? #it's my hardest walk terrain-wise AND because it's the longest AND because the dogs are insane #like they are always pulling in a different direction than we're walking #and usually each one is pulling in a different direction #and if they're both pulling to the right I'll be like okay let's go over there!! fine!! #and then we do and they're like wtf get us out of here and they start pulling in a different direction/s #they're so perfect and beautiful and I love them but god dammit you guys............ #anyway this was supposed to be a short post just listing a couple of shitty things that happened today why can I never stfu

[ironmansbay]

Just remembered that Larys gets engaged to a teenaged girl from a major house for treaty reasons and that that girl was originally supposed to marry a prince who was around her age and now she’s marrying someone who’s much older and has been assigned “Undesirable” status because he’s disabled and F&B doesn’t say anything else about it because the wedding never happens but there’s no WAY she was happy and there’s no WAY he didn’t know that and this MIGHT’VE contributed to his decision making at the end of his arc and

anyway hey does anyone remember Tyrion’s wedding to Sansa in ASOS i just remembered that for no reason haha

#book spoilers #text #hotd #larys strong #THINKING. THINKING. CRAWLING DARKLY. ATTACKING REGARDLESS OF TARGET. #i hope he gets some introspection anyway and isnt just like ‘YEAH child marriage RULES’ because he’s the writers room’s chosen poster creep #floris idk which of those 4 girls we saw for 2 seconds you were but i am getting you OUT OF THERE DO YOU HEAR ME #YOU DONT BELONG IN THERE I PROMISE YOU IM GONNA GET YOU OUT

[mrsdulac]

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#a wonderful day turned into a horrific night #i am freaking out #i was staying with a friend #a really good friend and i love them so much #i truly do but their home is infested and I don’t do well with bugs #i tried my hardest to spend the night but there were bugs all over me and i just couldn’t take it #and it was freaking me out #to the point where i think i had a panic attack #so i ordered a uber to go home #in the middle of the night #and i can still feel the fucking roaches on my skin #and I’m breathing real hard in my uber trying to keep it together #and i feel so awful about it #bc i didn’t wake them up to tell them i was leaving #i was honestly just thinking about escape #but i know it’s gonna hurt their feelings which i don’t want to do #but i just can’t sleep in a place where bugs are gonna crawl all over me like #one of my biggest fears is a bug crawling inside my body via my ears or nostrils or whatever #so i just ran #and i feel like that makes me a bad person… #i’m just having a really bad night rn #and could use a hug or three

[genius--built]

yknow it is the internet and all, so I can’t really say I could’ve expected better. but the last drawing I posted was not intended to be ship art. I would’ve been up front about it if that had been my intent. I’ve gone and tagged it at the request of a few people, but this is not a blog where I will be posting stuff that should result in genuinely threatening asks, so I’d appreciate some civility. I’ve been here less than 2 weeks, you don’t even know me.

#aide screams #antis would love to chase every perceived proshipper off the internet #and despite this not being a tcest blog I’m fielding threats from people over art that doesn’t feature any romance #I am not made of spite. I joined the fandom a week ago and I’m just trying to make friends #it just isn’t worth being attacked over #it absolutely takes a village to stand up to hateful ppl and I don’t have any friends in this fandom yet so yknow #no ones got my back and it’s not worth the RSD to put up with #I’m not leaving yet but if the ridiculousness continues I will go Anon and stop fielding the bullshit bc it’s undeserved #I know antis love to get a rise out of ppl and I’m just feeding the flames but jfc this IS an 18+ blog and I stg most of y’all are minors #I can’t honestly believe someone over 18 would send a stranger on the internet threats over fictional characters. it’s childish as hell #I’m beginning to understand why this fandom has such a problem with authors and artists MASS DELETING everything they’ve ever made #antis even crawled into the ask box on my LoZ blog. like. wtf is wrong with you

[beskad]

me every day: yes, I understand that I have ptsd. yes, it will frequently disrupt my life in sometimes (seemingly) random ways. sometimes this will necessitate leaving work or disclosing things about myself to a supervisor or friend or bystander because it's freaking them out and THEY are now panicking and often wanting to call me an ambulance. this is just a fact. it's fine. i'm dealing with it. most years are easier than the ones before them. it's fine.

me when my ptsd is actually triggered: what is happening right now. why can't I breathe. why can't I stand up. why do I feel like I'm about to throw up and die. oh, I know!!! I must be having an allergic reaction to something!!!! I'm suddenly coming down with the flu in the span of 3 minutes!!! this is so weird!!!!!!!

#EDIT: talk of PTSD proceed with caution #it's morphed a little over the years lololol #used to present as very obvious and unmistakable panic attacks with crying and hyperventilating #10 years later and it's quieter. 70% of the time the whole world just shrinks to a 1 foot bubble around me and everything goes dark #at least i didn't actually throw up this time around #and i was able to pinpoint the trigger about 2 hours in #once i was able to think again #and it was a song. 30 seconds of a song. #noticed right away that something felt wrong so i hit stop #but it was too late lmao within 5 minutes it was hard to breathe and the room was spinning and within 10 i crawled upstairs and passed out #but yeah like in the moment i often don't understand what's happening #i don't realize until I've passed out and woken up again #i had to lay down on the floor in the backroom of my retail job once and it scared the shit out of everyone #i usually stay somewhat lucid but i rarely realize I'm reacting to a trigger until after I've recovered #which means then I'm laying on a floor woozily insisting I'm fine #and then have the SUPER FUN TIME of having to explain everything after the fact once my brain and body are working again #I have a few long time coworkers who realize I've been triggered before I do lmao #They're like. Bro. You need to sit down. Right fucking now or you're gonna fall #rray.txt

[galaxythreads]

why are all the fandoms I'm in suddenly like "you disagree with me, you deserve to be taken out back and shot" like my GUY?????????

#i get being annoyed with people #but like #this is getting out of hand #we need divorce lawyers #we need SO MANY divorce lawyers #no this actually isn't about mcu although the Loki fandom is crawling toward that again and i am TIRED #i guess I just don't see the point of correcting everyone on everything all the time #like there's sharing headcanons and thoughts #and then there's viciously attacking everyone because they disagree that Sam WInchester maybe wasn't abusive toward dean #in that specific scene in s9 #idk #maybe i'm just used to arguing through fanfics #like when I don't like something in canon i write a fic about it in a really passive aggresive way #i don't actually go after other fans #ughsdghsdg #just trying to sort out my thoughts on this #fandoms #fandom discourse #like i thought that was just fandom culture? #when you disagree with people you go find fics that disagree WITH you and then you all consolidate in the comments about #how much you disagree with canon and other fans #it's just weird to see it all over tumblr instead of in fics

[widevibratobitch]

took a bunch of clothes to my mom's to wash them since my washing machine is still down and she said 'ill do it dw about it' and threw my favourite white top in with the colours. i no longer have a favourite white top :)

#and i cant even be mad at her because her husband is dead #lol and lmao #anyway the top is now the ugliest greyish minty colour and it looks horrible #normally i wouldnt mind. like there were two white tops and the other also got dyed and idc #but this one had a more unique idc shape? whatever you call that. and it was one of the very few crop tops #that really made me feel good about my body. like not even 'ok i guess i dont look like something that crawled out of a garbage bin' #but genuinely 'good' #and it feels so stupid to be this upset over such a small thing but i feel like ive been at the very limit for the last few days #with everyone fucking crying around me #that this genuinely feels like a tragedy to me rn lol #anyway im being nice and i keep saying its no big deal and nvm but ig you can see that im upset #so now SHE'S mad that I'M mad even tho im not even being a bitch about it im just Sad lol #kms #anyway i feel like shit and it all feels so overwhelming and to think that ill have to spend the long weekend in may here too #my dad and his gf will be at my place in wrocław going to concerts cause there's some sort of festival #all my friends will be chilling and having fun #and i cant even go to prague or vice versa because ill have to be here. having the time of my life with my mother and my grandpa #losing my mind and getting panick attacks in the bathroom lol

[figuerockfaeth]

would it be the worst financial decision in the world if i left two months early but kept paying my rent…. i hate being here so much which sucks so much shit bc i loooved this house but living with this random roommate is TORTURE i’m anxious 24/7 already bc of social reasons but that i could cope with except bc of the cat thing that happened earlier (roommate left our back door wide open then went to sleep and My cat got out) (i found her) now i feel unsafe because she’s leaving doors unlocked and wide open while we’re sleeping and now it’s 4am and i’m just laying here awake. i can’t move for at least two months bc i work at a school but after that i might just pack up all my stuff into a storage unit or smth and drive for an extended visit to my parents house

#she also smokes weed 24/7 which i don’t care if she does BUT i hate the smell of weed and it absolutely permeates the entire house #so i get headaches from either the smell or annoyance idk anytime i’m home #and she keeps letting! my! cat! out! she is NOT AN OUTDOOR CAT and then she’s SO nonchalant about it #i’m going crazy #i feel like i’ve been having one prolonged anxiety attack all day #i gave kevin (the cat) a bath when i got her inside bc she was in the crawl space under the house #and i have no idea how long she was outside (another thing making me furious) #and then i sat on the couch where i could keep kevin in sight at all times for the rest of the day #but sitting on the couch gives me anxiety now bc it’s a shared common space with this girl i Do Not care to share the presence of #personal #delete later

[pepsi-maxwell]

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#had a panic attack driving to board games last night and i've been feeling fucking rattled by it since and it sucks #went out for brunch today and wanted to crawl into a cupboard and sit in the dark #this fuckin SUCKS i shouldn't feel like shit on a weekend!!! #godiva speaks

[roseworth]

cassandra tangledtheseries the lesbian you are

#watching cassandra’s revenge. also high #i am going to crawl out of my skin and attack people (positive)

[dapper-comedy]

small victories

#crawled out of bed after stayin hours in there have anxiety attack to get to services! #unfortunately no time to have shabbat properly or i woulda missed the bus and i dont need More of that good good anxiety #ok time. to uh. hooh. look at. messages. #and then im gonna go back into my bed #and hope i can avoid tomorrow somehow