#crazy how grown up they look on the right 🥺

[luveline]

Hii!!! This is a request for Steve zombie!au

I don’t know how you do it but this au (and everything you write honestly) ITS AMAZING!!!!

I read that you wanted to eventually write about Steve+reader having kids so I was wondering if maybe you could write something like them talking about what they think their future would look like or Steve seeing reader interact with children and it just warms his heart… idk

Again, your work is truly so so so good, I love it!!

Hope you have a beautiful day <3

hi! thank you 🥺 I hope this is what you mean!! steve zombie!au ♥︎ fem!reader

On a rare day where you have work to do in the community and Steve doesn't, he misses you like crazy. He'd complain profusely about this wicked scenario to Robin, if only Robin weren't on shift too. As it lies, Steve is alone, bored and restless with your pillow pulled against his chest. 

Steve is functional. Steve is a fully grown man, with hobbies, interests, and a personality outside of being with you. But Steve is in love, and he isn't ashamed to admit that his very favourite hobby is being with you. You are the most interesting thing around. 

It's cold today, though he wears two pairs of socks, denim jeans, a long-sleeved shirt and a loose hoodie under the thick layer of blankets you keep on the bed. 

You must be cold. 

Your jacket's right there on the door. You'd forgotten to take it with you to the kitchen. 

Steve doesn't feel proud of himself, per se, but he also doesn't feel ashamed when he ends up in the doorway of the cafeteria. School is in session, their makeshift teacher Sammy standing near the dishes trolly with a whiteboard and pen. She's drawn a huge diagram of a piece of paper with cuts missing, and a smaller one of that paper seemingly after the cuts are made, labelled Origami Giraffe. 

He's surprised to see you near immediately, sitting at one of the cafeteria tables with a bundle of the community's youngest children (babies and toddlers not included). 

You're snipping at a sheet of paper slowly, hands held up so the dark-haired girl to your right can reach the crayons in front of you. 

"Will you cut mine for me next, please?" a blonde headed boy asks him. He's pale, and as Steve draws closer he can see the little boy's brown eyes. 

He kind of looks like me, Steve thinks, startled.

"Of course I will," you say gently. "You're a great artist, honey, I love all these purples and greens you're using." 

"It doesn't look like the driraffe." 

His mispronunciation has you smiling. It's an expression Steve knows well, your guilty bemusement. 

"That's okay! Do you know how many drawings of giraffes there are? Millions and trillions, and I bet none of them are as brightly made or as creative as the one you've made." 

"What about mine?" the dark-haired girl asks. 

You pause your cutting to peek at her giraffe. "That's so cute, I love it," you praise. "Wow, I'm sitting with the next Picasso's and I didn't even know it." 

Your voice… Steve's barely ever heard you speak like that. So soft, and so loving. 

Not that you don't speak to him sweetly, half the time he thinks your words are more love than sense, but this is new. That's how parents talk to their kids, how sisters talk to younger siblings, and aunties talk to niblings. It's a familial, mellow sound.

It kind of drives him crazy. He tightens his hands in the fabric of your jacket, head racing with thoughts he hadn't stopped to think of before. You with kids. You with a family, his family. Kids that look like you, that carry your features and your sweetness around for you when you can't.

Kids that don't look a thing like you, or him.

You put down the scissors and hand over a freshly cut, stand-up giraffe to one of the kids. It looks great, and the kid says thank you with a clumsy ardency that you clearly adore. 

"You're welcome, Nina," you say. "I'll do yours next, Hal, if you're ready." 

The blonde boy passes you his giraffe. Before you take up the scissors again, you look at the boy's front, and you laugh kindly. "Baby, your buttons are all wrong. They're wonky, see?" 

"Oh," Hal says, looking down, "I don't know how to do them."

"I can help, if you want." 

He nods voraciously. You start to correct his buttons in silence, and Steve isn't afraid to admit to himself that it's the last straw. There is something endearing, hypnotising about watching you take care of others, he thinks the forbidden words — you would make the most beautiful mother. 

You giggle and straighten Hal's shirt when you're done. "Tada." 

"Thanks," Hal says, sounding pleased. 

"You're super welcome. Stevie?" 

It takes Steve a second to realise you're talking to him. You're looking up at him where he's frozen, concern knitting together your darling brows. "Is everything okay?" 

"I just– brought your jacket. It's cold." 

You stand up from the table and pat Hal on the shoulder, a frown twisting over your face. 

"You look pale," you say, taking your jacket. You pull it on one arm at a time, and tilt your head back as Steve dives in to zip it up. "How are you feeling?" 

"I'm fine," he says. I'm going insane, he thinks.

"You caught me slacking off." 

"This is slacking off?" 

You huff a laugh. "Well, yeah. I should be checking the dates on a box of cornflour right now." 

"You haven't mentioned this," —he gestures vaguely at the table of art's and crafts— "before. Do you come in here a lot?" 

You hum as you wrap your hands around his wrists. You pull his hands to your shoulders, and grin when he gets the memo and gives you a hug. 

"Thanks for bringing my jacket." 

His hand scrapes up your back, trying to pull you closer when you're as close as you can possibly be. "You know how busy my schedule is." 

"I know." Your sarcasm is biting. "My poor boy." Less so. 

You pull away and he still can't believe it. You have an air of content about you, a lightness he's always amazed to see. 

"Sammy asks me for arts and crafts help all the time. The uh, apocalypse kind of threw a spanner into the works for most of these kids. Some of them don't know how to write, or use scissors. And we all know they barely need me in the pantry, they could replace me with a well organised book." 

"Do you like helping out here?" he asks carefully. 

"Yeah, I do." 

His head is reeling. 

The future is a long way away and right here at the same time. You and Steve could make something. 

He doesn't know what you want. Maybe you don't want kids, maybe you won't be ready for another ten years, but the possibility isn't something Steve can ignore. 

"You can stay and help if you want to?" you ask.

He doesn't have control over his own body when he nods, a panging ache in his chest for the possible future. You beam and lead him over to the table of children, taking up your scissors as Steve settles in a chair a ways away from you. 

"Hi, guys, this is my boyfriend, Steve. I bet some of you have seen him before. He's gonna help us with the cutting out, okay?" 

Steve smiles at the gaggle of little faces that turn his way. "Hey, guys. I'm a way better cutter outer than Y/N, so if you want the best giraffe you gotta ask me." 

Some are old enough to understand his sarcasm, and some aren't. He's delighted when Hal, the blonde-haired, brown-eyed boy, turns to you to stroke your arm. "It's okay," he says, "I still think you're the best one." 

"Thank you, Hal." 

#steve zombie!au #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x fem!reader #steve harrington #steve harrington fanfiction #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington x you #stranger things x reader #stranger things fic #stranger things #stranger things fanfiction

[chrollohearttags]

bout to scream omg…like y’all mind if a bitch gets sappy and annoying for a minute? 😭😭 cause imma do it anyway!!!!!!!!

like next month, it’ll be a year since I’ve *officially* started using this blog and I really could not have imagined it would’ve grown this much. Or that the quality of my writing would have either. I’ve met so many amazing authors and friends on here and I’m so so so grateful for each of y’all. I really can’t even put that shit into words. Y’all not only help me come out of my shell but step my game WAYYY up and I’m so thankful. I love reading y’all’s work and being surrounded by such talented ppl. Like for the FREE, I’m getting to read NYB masterpieces. Earlier this year, I started isolating away from other spaces on the internet and friends groups bc I really didn’t feel like I belonged or had a place. I was very depressed for a while and just felt lonely. And when I come on here, I actually have people I relate to and have fun with. I don’t have to pretend to be somebody else or wear a mask. I get so happy when I get to come on here and talk with y’all, act crazy in the comments, etc bc it genuinely makes my whole day! 🥹🥺🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾 you have no idea how much it means to me when y’all tell me that my stories helped you through this difficult time or that you read it and you wanna send it to your boo for tips (like damn okay!! 😭🤍). Or just the feedback and commentary y’all leave. Picking my brain for certain parts of a story or headcanon..it makes me so so happy. Or just coming to talk for advice, personal problems, etc. and vice versa. Y’all really like my family on here. Numbers don’t matter to me, never have, especially when I’m doing something I love but to know that so many of y’all are here and reading my stories makes me feel like I’ve done at least one thing right this year. So thank you, with everything in me, thank you all so much for being here in our crazy lil space and being amazing. I love all of you so so much and look forward to giving y’all more stories 💕💕💕

#follower milestone #12k followers #like I legit wanted to cry seeing this #maybe I’m just emotional idk #but I really love y’all sm #cherry chats 🍒

[sunshinesteviee]

Hi Emma!!! I saw you’ll be celebrating Valentine’s Day with a sleepover and I think it’s so cute! If you don’t mind I want to send a 🌹for a fluffy blurb with Steve🥺 with this prompt from list 3 “jumping into your lover’s arms” maybe one of them has been away for a little bit and when they return is ready to catch you when you jump into his arms and kiss him silly 😭💕 I hope you have a wonderful week and a wonderful Valentine’s Day! 💖

- underoossss

thanks so much, angel!! all the same to you <3

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It’d been a week and a half since you’d seen Steve. Eleven days. The longest you’d ever gone without seeing him. And you’d been going crazy without him. Not to say you hadn’t talked to him — you’d called him nearly every day you’d been gone — but you missed him and his hugs. You were finally heading home, though, and Steve was picking you up at the airport. 

Steve had been fairing about the same as you. He’d been missing you like crazy, and Robin was going crazy hearing about it. Anxious for your arrival, Steve had shown up at the airport nearly an hour early, pacing back and forth with flowers in hand. He was getting weird looks, but couldn’t find it in himself to care.

When he knew your flight had landed, he headed towards the baggage claim and found a spot right in front. One hand on his hip, his shoe tapped against the tile floor repeatedly, bouquet of flowers clutched tightly in his grasp as he scanned the incoming crowd impatiently. There were so many things from the past week that he wanted to tell you — one call a day hadn’t been cutting it — but most of all, he wanted to hug you close and never let go. Finally, he spotted you near the back of the group of people and shouted your name, lifting his hand above his head to catch your attention. 

Your head whipped in the direction his voice had come from, eyes lighting up as you spotted him. He had the biggest smile you’d ever seen tugging at his lips, and your heart skipped a beat knowing that it was all because of you. Grinning, you returned his wave and started pushing your way through the crowd of people in front of you. Everyone was moving much too slowly for your liking as you muttered apologies and wove through families and couples in your way. 

“Steve!” you shouted as you burst through the crowd to the other side, closing the short distance between the two of you with a few quick steps. You practically threw yourself at him, arms flying around his neck as you buried your face in the crook of his neck. “Oh my god, I missed you so much.”

He let out a huff of a laugh as you nearly knocked the wind out of him with how hard you’d launched yourself at him. Quick to recover, Steve’s arms circled your waist as he pulled you off of your toes enough to spin you around. His voice came out muffled in your hair when he finally replied, “Missed you, too, baby. So, so much.”

You squeaked in surprise as he lifted you off of your feet and clutched him even tighter as he spun you around until he set you back down, his hands settling on your hips gently. Letting out a huff, you moved your hands to cup Steve’s cheeks and looked at him seriously, “I’m never leaving you for that long ever again. Was going crazy without you.”

Steve laughed again but nodded seriously, his fingers pressing into the soft skin of your hip, “Me too, sweetheart. Robin was sick of hearing about how much I missed you, I think.”

Thumbs brushing up his cheeks and the bit of stubble that had grown there, you gently pulled Steve’s face closer to yours until your lips brushed against his. You could already feel the hint of a smile that tugged at the corners of his lips as you murmured, “I might die if you don’t kiss me right this second.” 

“Well, we can’t have that, can we?” he murmured in reply, dipping down to close the space between the two of you in a sweet kiss that wasn’t nearly long enough for your liking. 

“One more,” you whispered as he tried to pull back, leaning up to kiss him again, “Never going that long without you again, baby.” 

#steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington blurb #steve harrington fluff #blurbs #steve blurb #my blurbs #vday sleepover

[minttulips44]

how did u get bitten by a vampire!!

a fun, hypothetical, miscellaneous pick a pile

pile un -•-•-> pile deux -•-•-> pile trois

pile un ♱

you are out with your friends, having fun, possibly at the club - but either way it’s a night where you’re dancing, taking pictures, and drinking. omg okay, im getting that one of your friends bites you. a female friend specifically. if u identify as a lesbean, this is a girl u have romantic chemistry with, but who is mostly ur friend atm. and up until this point, you probably don’t even know she’s a vampyre! I’m getting that you and your friends are out on vacation, you get like a hotel or air bnb together, and one night you’re out partying, the next morning u wake up a full vamp. I’m also getting very strongly that you’ll see yourself in the mirror the next morning looking COMPLETELY different. like your appearance, but the seggsyy-ness meter turned up by 444%!! Like you will look so BOMB, your body specifically will look very bangin, and ur hair will have grown overnight, gotten more fuller, and shinier. You will barely recognize yourself in the mirror!!

pile deux ♡

out on a date!! you already knew he/they are a vampyre, but that’s what draws you to them. and they are crazy about you too, and very romantic and somewhat traditional. I’m getting this will be around the holidays, specifically Christmas - when it’s cold, snowing, and everyone is bundled up in scarves and mittens, etc. this date will be very sweet, this person has money and takes you to expensive shops for holiday treats like Tiffany’s and pastry & chocolate shops. You two will definitely be outside enjoying the night air. At the end of night, you meet one of this persons family members like a sister or something, and when you two are alone, you ask her to turn you, in which she does. At first your lover is shocked and like irritated with this happening behind their back, but deep down they’re glad you are a vampyre, after all it looks so cute on you 🥺 awww

pile trois ◌

at school!!! Omg!! im sensing that you go to a very prestigious type of university, like an Ivy League school, or maybe you study something like Law, Psychology, or Criminal Justice. you get turned at dawn. it’s SUPER early in the morning, there’s birds chirping outside, the sun has barely made an appearance yet, and you need to get ready for class. you get ready for class as normal, looking hot as always, and you leave your house/dorm with like an orange juice or ur favorite breakfast drink, and start heading to campus (walking). and ironically at this time, your neck isn’t even exposed. it’s quiet and peaceful as you’re walking, and enjoying ur breakfast drink, but little do u know there’s someone else in the bushes looking for their own breakfast drink. hastily, they seize you quickly, drinking from you, and as they begin to finish, something in them is like « aw, f it. » and they bite themselves, giving some of their own fluid to u. a few moments later, u wake up alone, and confused on the grass, and quickly realize ur going to be late to class! once you’re in class, you can’t stop itching and touching ur neck, but u don’t know what it is. u try to pay attention in class as you’re skin smoothes itself all over, every wrinkle disappearing, any ache that had ever been in your body nonexistent, and what feels…..like a toothache? right in your canines.

thanks a bunch for reading! I sincerely hope u enjoyed. :)

#pick a pile #pick an image #pick a picture #pick a card #psychic readings #tarot readings #intuitive messages #spirituality #twilight #vampire diaries #interview with a vampire #vampirecore #vampire aesthetic

[nrhshm]

That Zoro with Pregnant!S/O is amazing 💕 Hey!!!!! May I request the afterwards of it? I mean like his child is already 6-10 years old & asks Zoro how to fight with a sword. 🥺 Because the child wants to be as strong as their parents 😭❤️ THANKS!!!

.Child is gn! (take (C/N) as "child's name")

. Sfw

. Spoiler free

Zoro teaching his kid swordfighting:

You watch fondly as your 6 year old child peaks at his father, who's been busy practicing his newest attacks and lifting large weights. Mouth wide agap and literal stars forming in his eyes, he tries to conceal his tiny body behind the sunny's mast. But his father's sharpened senses catch on immediately.

Not noticing Zoro's slipping smirk, the young Roronoa races to the other side of the deck, excitement pumping through their veins. They pull out their secret weapon hidden under the cupboards, a rough bamboo shoot found and picked up from a recent island.

Now, eyes furrowed in concentration, trying best to recall the exact movements their father has been demonstrating, the exact pose, the exact moment to strike, c/n aims their sword directly at the fraile hanging target, then landing a full-powered blow.

A sheathed sword intecepts the attack, a dark figure looming over their puny one. C/n looks up catching their father's gigantic stature, his usual frown as prominent as ever.

"Your handling is wrong." Zoro casts the bamboo sword aside, pulling his own katana from it's sheath.

"Right hand up front, left hand at the tail-end." Gripping the sword's handle with a grip of steel, he tears down the same target in up-most ease.

The latter, witnessing the said demonstration, didn't even realise how wide their mouth was open. Their father was even COOLER up close!! Adrenaline was coursing like crazy, he wants to- no, he HAS to learn those techniques as soon as the next second passes.

"Papa! Teach me sword fighting!!" The kid was practically jumping around in excitement, and Zoro found that somewhat amusing. Thinking back, he was seriously considering force-training the child into swordfighting before they were even born. So, the relief he was feeling right now is immeasurable.

Of course, he wanted to scold them for not using the proper formalities of swordsman apprenticeship.

Nahh, he'll scold him later. Right now there's a bigger fish to fry.

"Sword fighting is not a children's playground. The moment you grasp a sword of your own is the moment you decide to carry the weight of your ambition on your shoulder, and there is no. Turning. Back."

Zoro's scowl immediately vanishes once his kid nodded their head vigorously. Who is he kidding?? His kid doesn't even know the meaning of ambition yet! Obviously he didn't grasp a single word he said.

The swordsman huffs with a sarcasting grin. This is gonna be one hell of a journey.

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Evening rolls by, and you join your family with two bowls of steaming chicken soup. Your sight lands upon a flash of green figures moving, hearing the sound of sticks clashing, and the voices of the two doofuses you have to chaperone daily.

As soon as they see you, the young Roronoa drops their weapon and points out.

"Don't eat without me!!" he calls rushing to the bathroom in the blink of an eye. Knowing by now the full protocol of "washing your hands before dinner".

"(C/N)'s really grown up." You murmur to Zoro, whose impeccable proud grin couldn't be any wider.

"They have a lot ahead of them." Your husband answers in response, his eyes never leaving his kid's figure talking to Luffy.

"Look Uncle Luffy!!! I can sword fight!" Swinging his tiny bamboo sword with his little body can afford, whilst Luffy reciprocating the same goofy energy as he always does.

Another laugh escapes Zoro, fondness and amusement never leaving his eyes. He vows to bestow all his fighting knowledge onto the cherub, he wants the best of the best for them after all.

His hand subconsciously clasps the mighty Wado Ichimoji. With thoughts drifting far ahead he thinks that one day... he'll have to hand it over, entrust it to the future generation. Possibly- no, Most definitely, the future swordsman leader.

Right now? He's only yet to dream and percieve, from this moment on he'll put all his time and effort into monitoring his son's training.

"Mama! I promise that I'll protect you and dad, when I grow up!!" He punches the air in determination.

"Oi! I don't need protection." Zoro protests. You eye your husband in mild annoyance. Come on, let them have their moment!

You let out a big sighing smile, rubbing your child's green hair.

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"I can't wait."

#one piece #one piece headcanons #one piece scenario #one piece fic #op zoro #one piece zoro #ronoroa zoro #zoro #roronoa zoro x reader #roronoa zoro #zoro roronoa x you #zoro fanfic #monkey d. luffy #mugiwara no luffy #zoro headcanons #zoro fic #straw hat luffy #straw hat pirates #op imagines #request box open #one piece fanfiction #luffy headcanons #zoro one piece #zoro op #one piece strawhats #zoro x reader #zorojuro #luffy #swordsman

[richmonds-disaster-bi]

Jaime/Roy/Keeley idea: They are all together and things start out great but soon Jaime finds himself feeling more like a third wheel rather than an essential part of the throuple. They are all crazy busy and every time he tries to initiate anything romantic it's always the wrong time. Roy and Keeley don't mean to but they keep forgetting get togethers or are too tired. It all comes to an head when Roy and Keeley forget something hugely important, like Jaime's birthday or their shared anniversary after Jaime was looking forward to it for weeks or even planned something wonderful only for Roy and Keeley to not show up. Jaime finally has enough and leaves. Roy thinks Jaime's overreacting and even Keeley's a bit thick, until Ted, Rebecca, the Richmond fam, and even Roy's sister and Phoebe give them a clue and make them realize the imbalance of affection that's happened. Can they win back their sweet Tartt?

My heart 🥺

Jamie joing the relationship after Roy and Keeley have been back together a while, and he feels like a bit of a third wheel. He can't see why they want him other than for sex. He knows he's good at sex and that in the past he wasn't a great boyfriend or person, so even though he's grown, he still feels like he's going to fuck it up. He feels they can do better, especially when he can see how in love Roy nd Keeley are. He can see their connection just in the way they look at each other (but never sees the way they look at him....)

So when Keeley starts to get busy with work, and Roy is busy withr ecruitment for the team and designing plays with Ted and Beard, Jamie starts to feel forgotten. He tries to tell them, but Keeley just kisses him softly and tells him she's sorry and they'll try again. Roy just cuddles him, and tries for a few days to be more present before he gets caught up in coaching and the game again.

And then comes his birthday and Jamie is excited. Keeley and Roy have been hinting ar having big plans for it, there's no game that weekend, they've told him to pack and Jamie is just waiting....and waiting....and waiting....and they never show up. He'd gone home to pack, and Keeley had text him to be ready by a certain time....and Jamie just ends up sitting in the dark in his quiet home, forgotten.

Keeley calls him the next day with excuses. Explaining something about a nightmare client and Roy having a bad day with his knee and ending up in physio and Jamie quietly accepts it. Until it happens again with their anniversary the next weekend, and Jamie had set up a huge dinner. He's spent hours making everything perfect....and they never show up. Not until almost midnight and he finds out they went to dinner together because "work was stressful" and it just breaks him.

He just gets up and packs his bags while Keeley tries to stop him, and Roy, Roy wants to stop him but he can't. He's internally panicking because he knows he fucked up and that Jamie is right when he says "I deserve to be a priority" but he can't move and then it's just him and keeley and the remains of everything Jamie had thoughtfully put together and they can't even look at each other because of what they've done to Jamie

Everyone would be worried at first, until Roy admits to the diamon dogs what happened and they get pissed. Keeley goes to Rebecca and while Rebecca is comforting she doesn't hesitate to point out the multiple way keeley and Roy fucked up and offers some solutions. The team is frosty with Roy, and when he goes to Phoebe who asks about Jamie, she just sighs and goes "Did you do it again uncle Roy?" and he knows she's asking if he pushed Jamie away like he had keeley

#ted lasso fic #roy/jamie/keeley #roy x jamie x keeley #roy kent #jamie tartt #keeley jones

[nattinatalia]

Jack Harlow x Reader x daughter Instagram AU

Anon requested their daughter all grown up and in the industry.

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alizemiaharlow PLL : Original Sin streaming now on HBO Max 💜

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shaymitchell You are your mamas twin, so crazy. Can’t wait to see you do your thing beautiful 💜

yourusername Isn’t it crazy? She used to be Jacks little twin when she was a baby 🥺

alizemiaharlow don’t let dad hear you! he’ll cry

jackharlow You’re still my little twin, love you and I’m so proud of you.

yourusername Sorry bubs, but she’s not 🙊 yesss Mia, we’re so proud of you little lady, you amaze me all the time 💘

alizemiaharlow Love you guys 💜

urbanwyatt Proud of you little one 💜

alizemiaharlow Thank you nino Urb 🥺

claybornharlow That’s my niece!!!!!! Out here taking over!!!!! Congratulations Mia.

alizemiaharlow Thank you uncle Clay-Clay 💜

mamamaggieharlow Proud of you baby girl.

alizemiaharlow Thank you grandma 💜

yourbestiename Mi niña hermosa, orgullosa de ti. The world isn’t ready for Mía Harlow 🤎

alizemiaharlow Gracias tia 🥺

cassiewyatt My baby, so proud of you best friend.

alizemiaharlow 🥺🫶🏻 love youuu Cass

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alizemiaharlow My EP : TUYA💘 drops tonight!!!! 📸 @ urbanwyatt the only person I trust to take my pictures 💜

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djdrama You don’t waste time kid, reminds me of your father. Finishes one project, and goes for the next one right away.

alizemiaharlow Oh no, don’t say that, he’s been raving about him and the old days all morning.

jackharlow No I have not 😤

yourusername Yes you have 🤪

urbanwyatt Thank you for trusting me on this, proud of you little one.

alizemiaharlow Always, since the day I can remember you’ve been taking my pictures, no way in hell was I going to ask a stranger to shoot my album. It had to be you.

urbanwyatt 🥺🥺 love you

alizemiaharlow Ily2 💜

yourusername Words can’t describe how proud dad and I are of you. You continue to show us what a wonderful young lady you are. We’re lucky and blessed to be your parents.

alizemiaharlow Mom 🥺 you can’t do this to me, especially since you guys are not around right now 🥲 I love you mama 💘

jackharlow Proud of you little princess, always and forever 💜

alizemiaharlow 🥺😩 I love you pops 💘

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jackharlow She’s been in LA for 4 months working on her new series that’s now streaming on HBO MAX, so give that a look. She’s also been working on her EP, that was released last week, so go have a listen, we’ve been missing her like crazy so had to come and visit her during rehearsals. Proud of you little princess 💜

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champagnepapi That’s not Mía is it? 🤯

jackharlow It is 😩

yourusername My little lady 🥺💜 miss you, come home soon, both of you.

alizemiaharlow Te extraño mucho mom, see you soon 💜🥺

urbanwyatt Did you hurt any boys out there? Tell ‘em they can look but they definitely cannot touch.

jackharlow They were too scared to even get close to her and they have to dance together 💀😂😂😂

yourusername JACKMAN!!!!!!!

alizemiaharlow Get him mom!!!!

yourbestiename It was just yesterday when she would be running around “rescuing” all the animals she could get her hands on, and dumping rabbits on EZ 😂😩😩😩 little princess is all grown up, I can’t handle

yourusername Beba I know, I can’t believe my babies aren’t actual babies anymore 🥺🥺🥺

jackharlow We never did get those 8 daughters 😉 👀

yourusername JACKMAN NO, I’m good with the 4 kids we have 💜😂

ezharlow admit it that the twins were the ones who made you not want more, because I’m a total catch and I guess Mia was ok.

yourusername ANGEL EZEQUIEL HARLOW

alizemiaharlow 💀 You better run EZ

jackharlow 😂😂😂

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ezharlow I mean they kept crying non stop what was I supposed to do?

alizemiaharlow Not helping dumb ass.

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The Story of You

Surprise! I hope you guys enjoy this new part 🥰 I cannot believe that we only have 6 parts left of the story! 🥺🥺 It has been a wild ride, and I am forever grateful that you guys have taken a moment to read it, I will never be able to repay you! IG post will be coming soon! Come talk to me about what you think of this part and what else would you want to see! All the love, Mar 🤍

Disclaimer: In no way do I wish to spread hate or negative opinions about any of the characters here depicted, this is just fiction and with the purpose of entertaining you guys

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Part 14: Openness

October 12, 2021: Week Thirty-Two

New York, New York. 2:30 PM

The restaurant smelled of garlic and tomato making my mouth water while I was led to the table, I smiled when I saw Jason sat down and next to him were Daisy and Otis, who were busy coloring, while we approached Jason saw me and smiled, he whispered something to Daisy’s ear and when she turned and saw me, she smiled and started waving at me.

“There she is! Look at you! You’re glowing!”, I smiled, “Hi guys! How are you?”, Daisy was the first one who said hello to me, she stood up and hugged me, “Hi beautiful girl! I’ve missed you!”, “Y/N! I have missed you too!”, Otis then came and gave me a hug and a smile, “Hi Y/N”, “Hi Otis! You have grown so much since I last saw you!”

Jason then stood up and sat down the kids and gave me a hug, “Look at you! How have you been feeling?”, we both sat down, “I hope you don’t mind but we ordered some pizzas to begin”, “I’m doing okay, can’t believe I only have eight weeks to go! And pizza sounds wonderful”, he smiled, “These eight weeks are the ones that will definitely fly the most”

“It’s crazy you know. Like I have been thinking of them and how they will look like, if they’ll look more like me or their dad”, I turned to look at the kids, thankful that they were still distracted, Jason also turned to look at them and smiled at me, “And him? How is he?”, I sighed, “Excited, we have still so much to discuss”

He reached to squeeze my hand, “Hey, don’t stress, you will have time for everything, but right now, what matters is that they get here safe”, I took a sip of my lemonade, “Will you come meet them when they’re born? I understand if you don’t, but I would love for you to meet them”, “Are you kidding me? Of course, I will come! We are friends after all aren’t we?”, I smiled and nodded.

The pizzas arrived and we all got a slice, man this restaurant was good, after the pizzas we ordered some pastas to share and after we ate, we decided to order some desserts, I had played some tic-tac-toe with Otis, and colored a chef with Daisy, I had missed having fun with them.

“Y/N?”, I turned to look at Daisy and gave her a smile, “Do you have a picture of your baby?”, I nodded, “I do, I actually went to the doctor today!”, I pulled out my phone and showed her the two ultrasounds, the normal one and the 4D one, “I wanna see too!”, I turned to look at Otis and showed him, “That is so cool! Dad, can we have a baby?”

I laughed and Jason choked on his coffee before answering, “Uhm, Otis we can discuss this later, okay?”, he nodded, and Jason gave me a look that said, ‘Can you believe this?’, I shrugged my shoulders while drinking my tea. When we finished, I wanted to pay, but Jason didn’t let me.

We walked out of the restaurant, and we started walking on the way to my home and their music class, “Thank you Jason, I really enjoyed seeing you guys today”, he smiled, “We did too, and we needed our ‘Monthly Friends Reunion’”, we laughed, “So, I’ll guess talk to each other later?”, I nodded, and reached for another hug before hugging Daisy ad Otis, we waved goodbye at each other and I made my way to my apartment.

October 15, 2021: Week Thirty-Two

New York, New York. 9:00 AM

A chill ran down my back, I turned to my other side, and everything hurt, which was weird, the weather was warm, yet I was cold and grabbed a chunky sweater while making my way to the kitchen, I turned on the kettle and placed two pieces of toast on the toaster when my phone started ringing.

I grabbed it and smiled when Sarah’s name appeared on my screen, “Hello?”, “Hey mama! how are you?”, “Not feeling great if I’m honest”, I heard her move from the other side, “Why honey? What are you feeling?”, I teared up, damn hormones, “My body hurts so much, and I left the aircon on, so I’m freezing”, I sniffled, “Oh lovely I’m sorry, when I felt like that a warm bath always helped me, maybe some warm tea and rest, do you need me to call someone”

I sniffled again, “I will do that, thankfully I have a slow workday today, right now I don’t think I should call anyone, so ‘ill follow your advice babe; oh! Good luck in Pittsburg S, I know you guys will rock", “Thank you lovie, I’ll call you later, okay? if anything happens you call me”, I whispered yes to her, and we said our goodbyes. I hung up the phone and went to pull out my toast and the Nutella, after spreading the toast and also grabbing a banana my phone started ringing again.

I grabbed it and saw that Jason was calling me, “Hello?”, “Hey Y/N! are you busy?”, I sat down on the couch, “No, don’t worry, is everything okay?”, he sighed, “Well, not ideal to be honest, uhm Daisy, and I just tested positive”, my heart dropped to my stomach, “Oh shit, are you guys, okay? Is Otis, okay?”

“We are, I feel like I have a cold and Daisy has been a little clingier, but well I think you should take a test, I don’t want to jinx it, but better to be safe than worry”, I nodded even though he couldn’t see me, “I know, I will do it but before, I’ll call my midwife first; thank you for letting me know”, “Of course, please let me know okay?”, “I will”

I had to take a few deep breaths before thing got worse, my thoughts were all over the place, were my symptoms related to Covid or pregnancy? Before I could spiral into a stress crisis I dialed Betty’s office, “Maternal Health Consultation, this is Randy speaking”, “Randy hi! It’s Y/N!”, “Well hello you! To what do we owe this pleasure?”, “Uhm, is Betty available? I need to ask her some things”, “Sure, let me dial you in”

It just took three rings for Betty to answer the phone, “Hello to my favorite patient! How are you love?”, “I’m okay, but we have an issue?”, “Oh?”, I sighed, “I had lunch three days ago with a friend of mine and his kids, and well, he let me know that him and his daughter tested positive for Covid today”

“Oh no; and how are you feeling?”, “Well, I woke up today with a lot of pain in my body and some chills, but I talked with my friend and she said she had a lot of pain and I did sleep with the aircon on so I just attributed to it”, she chuckled, “Darling I need you to take a test and then let me know okay? Is Harry up to date?”

“No, I haven’t spoken to him, but I will once we have the results, and he will probably want to talk to you too”, we both laughed, “Let’s start with the test, okay? Let me know how it goes”, we said our goodbyes and I went to my room and changed, I then grabbed my phone and made my way to the testing site.

The lady in the front desk smiled at me, “Hi! I need to get a Covid test”, “Sure thing darling, please fill in these formats and we will call you in a few, okay?”, I nodded and thanked her. Ten minutes after I arrived, I was called back by another nurse, I followed her into the exam room and sat down on the chair she told me.

“Okay darling, please pull down your mask and take a deep breath, okay?”, I did so, and she swabbed my nose, which caused me to sneeze, the lovely nurse laughed, “Bless you darling! So, we’ll just have you wait here until your test comes back, okay?”, I nodded, and she left the room.

I was browsing through baby websites when the nurse came back in, “Okay darling, let’s see your test”, she grabbed it and then turned to look at me, my stomach dropped when her eyes and mine met, “I’m sorry honey, your test is positive, do you have a doctor who can supervise you?”, I nodded, “My midwife and a general doctor, I had an inkling it would be, thank you”, she walked me to the door, “Of course darling, take care”

I arrived home and texted Jeff asking if he and Harry were busy, he answered that they had just arrived at Harry’s apartment so they could talk. I dialed Jeff’s number and he answered, “Hey mama! How are you? Let me put you on speaker”, I heard some noise on the other end before Harry spoke up

“Y/N?”, “Hi Harry, how are you?”, “I’m okay, and you?”, “Well that is why I called”, Jeff spoke up, “Oh?”, “Well I think that we should switch to FaceTime if you can?”, “Yeah sure, give me a minute and we’ll call you”, I hung up the phone and a few seconds later the FaceTime call ran through my computer.

I pressed answer and Harry and Jeff appeared I gave them a small smile and a wave, and they gave me one back, “Okay so long story short; I went out for lunch with Jason, Daisy and Otis three days ago, he called me today to let me know he and Daisy had tested positive for Covid, I called Betty and she asked I go and get tested, well, I’m positive too”

The smile fell from Harry’s face and even Jeff paled a little, Harry was kind of in shock and Jeff spoke up first, “How are you feeling?”, “Just achy, don’t have a fever or cough so I’m glad, uhm Betty texted me and told me that if you guys want, she can jump on the call so that we all are on the same page”

Jeff nodded while Harry was biting his nails, I dialed Betty I and she answered with the smile she always had, “Well, I guess that we all know why we’re here huh?”, I chuckled dryly and Harry gave me a worried look, to which I replied, “Hey, I’m okay”, he nodded and then turned to look at Betty

“Wish we could see each other under better circumstances”, she gave him a sympathetic smile, “Me too Harry”, she then turned to me, “How are you feeling?”, “Okay, just bummed, I wanted to see the girls this weekend”, she awed, “Well that’s good news; I need you to get an oximeter and a thermometer and monitor yourself constantly”, I nodded

“I’ll make sure she gets them, is there any painkillers she should take if she needs them?”, “Tylenol is the safest, plenty of fluids and rest darling, I’ll be monitoring you daily”, Harry spoke up, “Betty, what if… what if things go South?”, the tension could be felt through the camera, “Let’s not go there just yet; we will do everything to make sure we don’t reach that, okay?”

He nodded, the mood on the call had dampened and Betty spoke up, “Hey, we are okay yeah? She is okay and as long as things continue to be like this we will go through this smoothly, okay? Now darling, I need you to quarantine, and I’ll have you test again in ten days, now I know that normally it’s fourteen, but studies have shown that from day 10 tests come negative, if you test negative on the 25th I will get to see you on the 26th for a checkup, if you test positive, we’ll wait until day 14 okay?”, I nodded and she turned to look at Harry, “Don’t worry, we’ll wait for you for the ultrasounds okay?”

Harry laughed and nodded, Betty then asked me, “Do you have the number of a general doctor?”, Jeff stepped in, “We do”, “Perfect! So, unless anyone has any doubts, I think we have covered all of our bases, so we will be in contact, okay?”, we all nodded, thanked her and she left the call, I turned to look at Harry and Jeff, and damn these hormones I started crying

“Honey, what’s wrong?”, I sniffled, “I’m sorry, I was so excited to see everyone and we had some girl plans and now”, Harry spoke up, “Hey, please don’t cry, everything is okay, you are okay, the baby is okay and that is all that matters”, I nodded, “I am bummed because I wanted to talk to you about-“, “Harry, not now”, he sighed and nodded

“I’ll be there in about an hour to give you everything, okay?”, “Harry, I don’t want you to risk it”, he shook his head, “Please, promise I’ll leave it on the door and walk back, hell I’ll even wear two masks”, I turned to look at Jeff, “It’s okay, but only if you are okay with it”, I nodded, “Thank you love, I’ll be there in an hour”, I nodded and we hung up, I was so tired I decided to take a nap on the couch, until Harry got here.

Harry. New York, New York. 2:00 PM

We hung up and I ran a hand down my face, I had so many emotions around me, worry, dread, anger at Jason, betrayal, and jealousy, “Oh calm down Romeo, they’re friends”, that made me stop in my tracks and turn to look at Jeff with a surprised face, but he didn’t even look at me

“You knew?”, he locked his phone, crossed his arms and sighed, “Yeah, I kinda ran into them one day and joined them, that’s when I found out that they meet each other once a month, have been doing since she moved back to New York”, I scoffed, “So when they met in LA was that planned?”

“Uhm no, they had their lunch the week before, that was an accident”, he turned to look at me, “What?”, I stood up straight, “I don’t know, I have so many emotions”, “Well, maybe start by getting the things she needs and maybe then we’ll figure your feelings okay? we will work at one thing at a time”, I nodded. We made our way to the nearest CVS and after picking up everything I stopped to buy her a meal and made our way to her house.

Jeff parked outside and I got out, “I’ll wait for you here, let everyone know, okay?”, I nodded and went into the building, after arriving at her floor I left the bags on her door and knocked the door, I walked back and a few seconds later she appeared on the door, with two masks on, “Hi Harry”

I let out a breath I was holding, “Love, hi; I wish I could hug you right now”, she shrugged, “Too bad you can’t”, I cleared my throat, “I bought you some electrolytes, Gatorade, snacks, Tylenol and your thermometer and oximeter; I also stopped at Shake Shack”, she did a happy dance that made me smile, “Thank you, I had a terrible craving”

“You are welcome”, we stood there in silence, “You look beautiful, can’t believe we only have eight weeks to go”, she caressed her belly and turned to look at me, “I know, and I fear that we are not fully ready”, I chuckled, “Maybe… maybe we can talk later and see what we’re missing?”, “Sure Harry, now, I’ll go back home, thank you again, for bringing these things”

I shrugged, “It’s no problem, really, please call if you need anything okay?”, “I will”, she grabbed the bags and placed them inside before waving and closing the door, I made my way back into the car where Jeff was waiting with a Lysol and some gel, along with a plastic bag for my masks, I stopped in my tracks

“Are you serious?”, “Man we’re not risking it”, I rolled my eyes, and he used the Lysol and then gave me a plastic bag to throw my face masks and squirted some gel, he threw the bag at a trash can, sprayed Lysol again, and we got into the car and went home. When we got there Olivia had already arrived and was on the phone, from the conversation snippet I heard she was talking with her kids.

When she saw me, she gave me a small smile, I went into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water, a few seconds later I heard her walk in, she stopped at the door, “Hey you”, I straightened my back, “Hi”, “Harry, can we talk?”, I drank my water, “About?”, “You know about what”, I sighed and made my way to the dining table and motioned for her to sit down

“Harry, I know I was out of line, and I’m sorry”, “Why did you bring it up?”, she sighed, “I was scared, Harry, can you try and see it from my point of view? We were thinking of moving in together, maybe getting married, and all of a sudden you are going to have a baby, and the worst part is not that I’m not having your baby, but that you are still in love with their mom”

I coughed up the water I was drinking, “What?”, she sighed, “Harry… I’m not blind, I see the way you look at her, you love her”, “Liv…”, “Harry please, don’t lie to me”, I sighed and then turned to look her in the eye, “Liv, of course I love her, but”, she stood up and I also stood up in front of her, “But, the love I have for her comes from a place of gratitude, of a place needing to protect her to protect my child”

“And us?”, I sighed, “We are still learning about us, what we love, what we dream, want, and need”, I grabbed her face, “We are us, and she and I are different; that’s why you were out of line”, she nodded, “And I’m sorry, I won’t ever get in between you too okay?”, I kissed her lips, she then pulled back

“I want to apologize to Y/N, will she be there tomorrow?”, I scratched my head, “Uhm, no, she, uhm, she has Covid”, she pulled back surprised, “Her too? Jason and Daisy are down, Otis is not but the doctor said that we should treat him as if he did test positive”, she turned to look at me, “What’s with the face?”

“Uhm, they were together, that is why she got sick too”, she stood in shock, “What?”, I sighed, “Apparently, they have become friends and meet every month, this started after she moved back here”, she stood up straighter and shrugged her shoulders, “Oh”, I turned to look at her incredulously, “Oh? That’s all you have to say?”, she crossed her arms, “What do you want me to say? I know they are the better people here and they are definitely not dating, they are friends”

 “And that doesn’t make you feel uncomfortable?”, she furrowed her brows, “Why would it?”, I scoffed, “Because it’s weird, because she’s my ex and he’s yours, and it looks to me like they’re playing house”, she gave me a sarcastic laugh, “House? Really?”, “Yes”, I rolled my eyes

She looked at me, disbelief painted all over her eyes, “You’re jealous”, I sat down and look at her with a straight face, “I’m not”, she rolled her eyes, “You are Harry and I’m not having this conversation with your emotions all heightened up by jealousy”, she walked to the door, and I started following her

“Please, let’s talk”, she called the elevator and got in, she turned to look me dead in the eye and said, “So much for your bullshit about not being in love huh?”, the elevator closed and I hit the door, as much as it pained me to admit it she was right, I was so goddamn jealous, she was talking to him, confiding in him, her fears, her excitement, her happiness, hell for all I know who she’s in love with.

And with a sinking feeling I started to realize that this was my fault, I pushed her there and caused for this to happen. All because I couldn’t figure out my emotions, and it has taken me almost two years to do so. I just hoped that it wasn’t too late for me.

October 19, 2021: Week Thirty-Two

New York, New York. 1:30 PM

It had been less than a week since I tested positive, and I was hating this quarantine so much. I had to watch the concert through a dingy live, I couldn’t see my friends and my sinuses had been killing me; but I was thankful that so far everything was going great. And I had been able to get all the rest I needed; I was thankful my job had given me a sick leave for the next three weeks at least.

I had just finished putting away the groceries Harry had sent me, putting the flowers in a vase, and heating up the lunch Jason sent me when I got a text message from Harry asking if we could FaceTime, I told him yes and went to get my computer, a few seconds later his call came through and I answered

“Hi love! How are you? How are you feeling?”, “Hi H, I’m okay, I feel good, just tired of being in quarantine”, he laughed a little, “Have you had lunch?”, “I was about to, Jason sent me some lunch”, “Oh. How nice of him”, I gave him a questioning look, “Is everything okay?”, he sighed

“Yes, everything is fine”, I gave him a teasing look, “I know you, what’s wrong?”, “He turned to look at me, “How long have you guys been friends?”, “Well, we started getting to know each other during filming and when I moved back home, we became a little closer”

He nodded, “Harry, does it bother you?”, he looked at me with wonder, “I just want to know how you feel, but let it be known, I won’t let your feelings define my friendship with Jason”, he mulled over his answer, “I won’t lie to you, it’s kinda weird for me, but if you are happy and he’s a good friend then that’s enough for me”, I smiled a little, “He is, such a good friend”

“I’m glad, so what’s this monthly thing you do”, I gave him a teasing look, “Since when do you have so many questions huh?”, he rolled his eyes and smiled, “I am just curious, feels like we haven’t talked like this in a while”, “Well, if you really want to know, we try and see each other once a month and just talk, about anything at all”, “That’s nice”, I smiled a little, “I enjoy it, and he does too, I think as adults we forget we also need friends you know?”

He nodded and we stared at each other, and for the first time in a while, the silence was a comfortable one, like the ones we used to share while we dated, “Harry, I had my lawyer look into the affidavit you gave me”, he nodded, “She said everything was okay, and wanted to know if you wouldn’t mind sharing your lawyer’s number”, he grabbed his phone while talking to me

“Sure thing love, I sent you her contact”, I smiled, “Thank you”, “Y/N?”, I turned to see me, his eyes were full of sincerity, something I hadn’t seen in a while, “I know you don’t want to talk about it, and I promise that after this I won’t ever mention it again, unless you want to talk about it”, I nodded, dread filling my stomach

“I would rather give up my money, my fame, hell even music before thinking of fighting you for any kind of custody; that is not what I want for our child, you and I, we are a team, we decide together what we want to do, we decide if we want to get lawyers involved or not, and we decide how we want for them to live”

I started tearing up, “What Olivia said, it was a very low blow, and like you said, she is a grown up and she should apologize, and I hope that she will, but I am also apologizing, I’m sorry for not stepping in sooner, I’m sorry for not having discussed this with you, but I truly felt like we had so much time before even thinking of arrangement, they will need you so much more than me, that I will be working around what you both need”

I sniffled while he continued, “I promise to be around to the best of my capacity, whether they need me or you need me, and I also promise to become a master at changing poopy diapers, let me tell you, I’ve been practicing with little man Rowland”, we both laughed, “I’m really truly sorry”

“H, I forgive you”, he looked at me surprised, “I know we will work things out and yes, the way the message was delivered was not the best, but it brought light to the fact that we will need to discuss this, and when the time comes, we will do it, as parents and not as Harry and Y/N”, “I have felt like a douche bag all week”, I shrugged, “Well it was a douche bag move, but we can get over it, as you said, we still have time”

He cleared his throat, “So, we have some things to finish right?”, I nodded, “Yup, let me go grab my baby book”, I stood up and grabbed my book along with my lunch and sat back down, “Okay let’s see”, I opened it to the baby to-do list, “So, nursery furniture is set to be delivered the week of the 26th, that way you and Mitch can build it after Harryween”

He nodded while writing down on his journal, “Since we don’t know the gender, I looked into some neutral color clothing, something easy to wear and so comfy materials”, he smiled, “Please pay them with my card”, “Harry”, he looked at me, “Y/N I insist”, I raised my hands in surrender

“Mom has also been knitting non-stop, so we will have a lot of stuff from her; on furniture what are we missing?”, I turned to see my list, “Well, we ordered the crib, changing table, rocking chair and bassinet; I don’t know if you want to order the same for your home”, he shook his head, “We have a few months before we need them”, I nodded

He looked up from his list, “Have we started buying diapers? Or do you want to ask for diapers as a gift on your baby shower?”, I turned to look at him surprised, “Baby shower?”, he gave me a look that was both teasing and incredulous, “You really thought that you would get away without a shower?”

“I don’t want to bother anyone”, he laughed, “Darling, there’s a chat between mum, Gem, Glenne and Sarah called ‘Baby Shower for Squish’, it has existed since they all found you were pregnant”, I smirked and crossed my arms, “And how do you know about this group?”, his cheeks turned red in embarrassment knowing he had been caught

“I may or may have not forced my entry into it in order to help plan it”, it shouldn’t have; but my heart was beating so fast, “Well, since you are part of the planning committee of an event I wasn’t even aware of, I have a request”, he nodded, “I want for every guest to gift our baby two things, the first one is a copy of their favorite children’s book, and I want them to write a little note for them”

He smiled, “I love that idea, and the second?”, “I want them to write a letter for our baby giving them some advice, it could be about life, love, cooking, how to bribe mom and dad, having a partner, smoking, navigating LA or NYC, I don’t know”, we both laughed, “I just want them to know that they will always have someone looking out for them”

“They always will love; and I’ll make sure to deliver your request”, I thanked him, and he continued to look through his list, “So… I guess we will look into diapers and decide which brand we want and start buying them?”, I nodded, “Sarah has already sent some recommendations and your mum was going to ask Ella”, “Perfect love”

We checked out a few more of our pending items until Jeff texted Harry letting him know that he had a phone call to join, “I’ll talk to you soon, okay? Please, if anything happens call me, I really do not care what time it is”, “I will H, we still have some things to go through together”, he smiled and blew me a kiss, “We will love, I’ll text you tonight”, I waved, and we ended the call.

After talking with Harry, I felt a weight be released from my body, I never expected that he was so serious about giving up everything for the baby and I, but that look, that look was the same one he gave me when we first started dating, and the feeling of trust and safety I had them returned now. But along with that feeling came something I was familiar with, but I did not want to acknowledge. Not yet.

October 25, 2021: Week Thirty-Three

New York, New York. 11:30 PM

Hi bug! Another week down, seven to go! The last ten days have been scary for us bub, we had Covid, which is a virus that appeared on the Earth last year and it put us all in lockdown, and having to learn to work from home and it left your daddy and I stranded on two different sides pf the country; he then turned into prince charming and came rescue me (I’ll tell you that story later), we took a long road trip and that is when we decided that your middle name would be Robin.

I really haven’t talked to you so much about him, but I will now. Robin was your dad’s stepdad, he married your Nana Anne a few years ago and they were so happy and in love, you daddy told me that Robin became a second father to him, he was one of the people who he trusted the most. You may be wondering why I write in past tense while talking of him, you see my heart, your Papa Robin died a few years ago from cancer, a terrible illness that had him fighting a long battle, I’m sure that if you ask daddy, your nana our auntie Gem, they will tell you so many stories about him.

 I didn’t have the pleasure of meeting him, but I learned to love him from the stories your daddy, nana and auntie told me, and that’s why we decided we would honor him by naming you after him. Your name was chosen with so much love baby, that I can only hope that we made the right choice, and you love it as much as your dad and I do.

Speaking of your dad, he is still being a rockstar! He is currently in Boston, and we watched a livestream of him performing, and well you are having a dance party, I’m sure he’ll be happy once I send him the video of you dancing lovie, but the most exciting part is that he will be back here in New York in four days!!! He has some Halloween shows, which means he will use some costumes, I cannot wait to see what he comes up with! I promise to include some pictures for you, he is also excited because he will finally be able to feel you kick again!

Remember Covid? The thing I described above, well as I told you, we got sick :( which was a bummer because we couldn’t see auntie Sarah and Uncle Mitch and the rest of the band when they were here in New York but guess what… WE ARE NEGATIVE!!! Which means that we can now leave our quarantine and have a party! Well… we have to go see Betty first and then we will have a party at daddy’s concerts. We are also putting together your nursery baby, I have chosen everything with great care and just picturing us and daddy in there, my heart is pounding just thinking about it!

I hope these seven weeks go away fast but not too fast, I’m not ready for our journey to be over, so bug, please, hold on for a little longer, okay? I know seven weeks sound like a lot, but I promise you, they will fly; in the meantime, you have my full permission to kick me up a storm and have me go to the bathroom every three minutes, just as long as you stay facing down to the floor (I promise you I’ll explain why we need you in that position when you’re older)

I love you, with all of my heart little one, my heart beats so fast when I think of you and the love I have for you, that I fear my heart will explode

October 26, 2021: Week Thirty-Four

Harry. Boston, Massachusetts. 12:15 AM

My battery died so I had to wait until I was back at the hotel to charge it since I forgot my charger. When my phone started back up, I saw I had some messages from Y/N, I smiled so big, I really couldn’t wait to hug her again

From Y/N <3 (20:50 PM): We did it [Attachment]

To Y/N <3 (12:15 AM): Oh my god 🙏🏼🙏🏼 I feel like I can properly breathe now

From Y/N <3 (8:30 AM): You and I both H 🙏🏼💛 I will let you know how the appointment goes, safe travels to Atlanta

To Y/N <3 (8:31 AM): Please do love Counting down the days until I can hug you both ♥️

From Y/N <3 (8:32 AM): We cannot wait either 🤍

Taglist @tinydestinybear @amyleeeee @harry-is-my-sunflower @beachwoodcaferryy @msolbesg @clarawolf22 @harrysficreblog @infinitely-yellow @cherrylovesblog @wherethehellhaveyoubeenharry @harryspirate @kaitieskidmore1 @michellekstyles @qualitygiantshoepsychic @irelilien @futuristicpalacegardenpsychic @shawnsblue @behindmygreyeyes @sunshinemoonsposts @dirtytissuebox @little-freak-satellite @tinydeskwriter @be-with-me-so-happily @watercolorskyy @goldenlouvr @sunshinemoonsposts @jgoff717

#harry styles x reader #dad harry styles imagine #dad harry styles #dad!harry #the story of you #harry styles #harry styles imagine #harry imagine #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles fluff #harry styles angst #harry styles writing

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

I would usually request angst since I’m that type of person, but since the passing of our beloved Eddie I wanna request a fluff. The reader and Eddie have been dating for 2 years and he decided to pop the question on their anniversary. Like he would put so much detail in the way he would ask the reader🥺🥺🥺

𝐌𝐫𝐬. 𝐌𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧?- 𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧

No spoilers

Eddie thumbs tapped on the steering wheel of his car. He was sitting in front of your house ready to pick you up. He was nervous, nervous because in a bit he was going to ask you to marry him. You both been dating for 2 years and to say it was the best two years of Eddie's life was an understatement.

You brought out the best in him. You loved all his hobbies, you supported his dreams, and made him feel like he was capable of anything. You were his dream girl; no other woman in this world could check off all the boxes like you could do he was going to do the one thing he knew was was right. Marry you. With the help of Dustin and Steve he had the whole proposal planned out.

A small tap on the window snapped Eddie out of his Daze. He looked up seeing you smiling at him through the window. He couldn't help but smile see you smile.

You opened the door and got into the passenger seat. "Hi Eddie." You leaned over and kissed him. "Hi love. You ready for our date?"

You nodded as you buckled your seatbelt. "Of course. Excited to see what we're doing." You smiled and chuckled as you looked at Eddie.

"yeah me too."

After a 30 minutes drive you and Eddie arrived to his date spot. It was a little green area with flowers everywhere. In a small spot was a white and yellow blanket with a picnic basket. "Here we are." Eddie announced as he parked the car.

"this is where we had our first date!" You looked at Eddie to see him smirking. "Yep. I thought we could have another date here."

You laughed. "I love that idea."

You and Eddie got out of the car and made your way to the blanket. You both began eating the peanut butter and jelly sandwich Eddie had made from hand. He said it's the only thing he was good at making which you had to agree with.

Somewhere in the middle of all that you picked up a yellow flower. You reached over and stuck it into his hair making the grown man grin.

"there, even more beautiful." You pulled your hand away and looked at Eddie. You noticed he was slightly off from any other time. "You ok Eddie?"

"yeah, yeah." He reassured. He cleared his throat and continued "It's just for the past 2 years I've been on cloud nine with you. I didn't think it was possible to find such a charming, beautiful girl like you but here you are. It feels like a dream."

"you're not dreaming Eddie." You reached over and took his hand. "I feel the same way. I didn't imagine my nerdy self being with a rockstar guy like you, but here we are."

Eddie laughed. "It's crazy isn't it?" You hummed a uh huh. Eddie looked back at you.

"y/n I don't know how to say this. I'm not really good with the lovey dovey bullshit so I'm going do this the best I can."

Eddie let go of your hand and pulled out the ring. You gasped

"I don't have a ton of money so I got this ring from the drug store for 25 dollars. Hope it's enough." Eddie looked up at you with his soft brown eyes. "What I'm trying to say well ask is will you marry me?"

You smiled tears forming in your eyes. "Yes, fuck yes. I'll marry you Eddie."

Eddie let out a sigh of relief. He's been waiting to hear that and now that he finally had he was more than relieved.

You leaned over and kissed him before pulling away and letting Eddie slip the ring on your finger.

When it was on your ring finger Eddie pulled you into a hug with a loud laugh.

"finally! I can't wait to marry you. Mrs Munson.. wow. Doesn't that sound nice?" He asked looking at you. "It's sounds lovely. It fits me well."

"damn right it does."

#eddie munson #Eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x y/n #Eddie munson fanfiction #Eddie munson x you #Eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fluff

[mikuni14]

Be My Favorite Ep 5

Another great episode full of excellent, engaging conversations, very good scenes, well-run plot, sticking to the timeline, logical development and character growth.

To me, this series is perfect, I enjoy every minute of this show, I literally have no complaints about Be My Favorite. 😲

Kawi is a perfect character in how human, ordinary, and very unusual ML for BL  series he is.  I’ve seen some complaints about Kawi, but actually these complaints are what make me adore him. For me, the fact that he's so different from the regular BL drama lead, has no outstanding qualities, and isn't funny, cute and dorky, making up for what he lacks in character (which happens a lot in BL shows), that he makes mistakes and does stupid things is very refreshing. One could say Kawi is basically a loser, he's shy and gullible to the point of being annoying, he's extremely awkward and he struggles with reading the room and people intentions, with being social. He's practically blind to reality and tends to make fake, but always depressing scenarios in his head. He often blames external factors for his failures. But what is amazing is his hidden courage, a desperate need to correct his mistakes, his ability to look at himself critically, to admit that he was wrong, the ability to change, develop and grow. Kawi is one of the few BL characters to get a real, and I mean real transformation, and right now, in episode 5 he’s already a different, more mature person than he was in episode 1. 🥰

So is Pisaeng: what an interesting dude he is! 😍 At first, I kind of expected him to be the typical seme type guy: handsome, rich, perfect in every way, handling his problems and his life in a calm and efficient way. And would you look at that! Pisaeng is also a mess, also going through internal turbulences :D, self-discovery and not handling his life and the plushie machine perfectly. 🤘 He’s often angry, but he doesn't know how to let his anger out because he doesn't want to hurt anyone and tends to hide his emotions. He’s also lonely and has no one to talk to about his problems. He wants to have friends. It was absolutely wonderful and innovative for him to have his journey about his sexuality privately, without Kawi's presence, although he was the trigger. His scene with Max, their conversation, the dynamic, Max lashing out and apologizing... I love it so much. And of course I ship them, well, I'm just a simple minded person with simple needs (I think I died a little watching Pisaeng gather his strength, bracing himself to confess🥺🥺🥺)

What I love about this drama is that Kawi and Pisaeng are so ordinary, so normal. They are kind and have good hearts, but they can also be aggressive and capable of being cruel. They talk to each other surprisingly honestly, sharing their private thoughts and problems, but they also fight with each other and drive each other crazy. There is no fakeness, weirdness, inconsistency in their behavior, their dialogues and scenes WERE CLEARLY NOT WRITTEN FOR A ROMANCE BUT FOR THEIR CHARACTERS. This almost NEVER happens in BL series. AND I LOVE IT.

The series in its innovation doesn’t stop there. It serves us very beautiful confessions of love, and equally beautiful scenes of rejection. Pisaeng, Kawi and Pearmai act more grown-up than most overdramatic older characters from other BL series. Also, they show a lot of real life situations, like Kawi with his type of character unable to break through with his art, how fear, shyness and the belief that no one will want to listen to him anyway are paralyzing and preventing normal functioning.

It's interesting how Kawi's personality, upbringing, learned habits and self-instilled limitations made him never really give ANYONE a chance, although the world was full of chances for him. People from his college wanted to be friends with him many times, from the first day, seniors wanted to listen to him and were enthusiastic about him. And Kawi finally understood it - because he wanted to understand it - and he's working on himself.  Now he gets a chance to be a singer, which I'm sure he would have turned down a while ago. Not to mention his peaceful acceptance of Pisaeng's confession, which he feared so much.  I also like the fact that Kawi is no longer afraid to draw strength and inspiration from friends who offer him their support willingly and selflessly.

And one more thing: the series can "sell" good one-liners, and the life wisdom stuff in a natural way, without moralizing and sounding pretentious.

I can't stop gushing about this show, I just love it so much 💖💖💖💖💖

#be my favorite #thai bl #bl drama

[fairytales-and-folklore]

Hehe we have the same pfp 😋 got to love the way he looked at her in that scene 😭🥺🥺 you know, I’m sure someone has pointed it out by now, but I wonder if they meant to stumble upon Flapjacks grave. Like the shock in Willows eyes I guess. Maybe it was a coincidence. Or Willow noticed the lack of flowers. Idk, but I loves that scene so much I cant. Also, hey Fairy, Katie, how have you been? (Also, please tell me your Katie and I haven’t mixed your name with another tumblr mutual, I remember asking it a while back!)

Hey pfp twin! ☺️

God it's been two weeks and I'm still going feral over how softly he looks at her, how comfortable they are with one another, how you can really tell that they've been together together for years and have grown and healed so much in that time. I seriously couldn't have asked for a better ending for this ship 💚💛

Oo maybe! I read that moment as Willow just kinda recovering from having to catch Hunter on a whim, like a little "okay, phew, we're good, you're safe, crisis averted" and then her expression grows soft with a bittersweet sort of fondness as she realizes where they ended up. Also, I love that she casts flowers to drape around Flapjack's grave. I get the feeling she does that a lot, casts a new set every time the previous one fades or gets burned away in a boiling rainstorm.

Yeah, you remembered right! I go by Kaite or Fairy ☺️ I'm okay, thank you for asking! Life's been a little crazy — I managed to get sick almost immediately after the episode aired, which is super frustrating because I have SO MANY FICS I want to work on 😩 hoping to get caught up soon!

How are you? Hope all's well! ♥️

[total-drama-atlas]

Episode 6 time yall

Okay yeah terry is great as Chris. Still not the original ofc but pretty dang good

I’m just thinking of all the people who followed Julia who would be watching the show. Bc even if MK hadn’t uploaded that video of her they still would have seen her reading that raptor to filth. She just wouldn’t know why she was losing followers. Right?

why does Wayne’s beard look like that 💀💀

Also they say they have no facial hair. Wayne literally has a tiny soul patch.

MK is a menace and I love her

I honestly love how they didn’t reuse the internet designs from the later seasons. It might be them not feeling like using those assets, maybe they wanted some different stuff. But it also adds timeline accuracy so

I love the new Julia. She’s a girlboss honestly.

I love how excited Wayne and Raj get they are so cute

This episode would be way more enjoyable if it quit BUFFERING

I love how Chef is almost fatherly this season. Like he’s grown since the early seasons and realized his mistakes, and is trying to help these kids, balance out his husband’s crazy work, and still get a good paycheck.

And when he tells raj and Wayne they have to go one at a time they seem so sad :((

I love how happy Emma is that Chase is literally screaming and fainting midair in terror

Bowie jumping in to help Raj 🥺🥺

what did they do to her 😭

I LOVE HOW FLUSTERED RAJ GETS AROUND BOWIE ITS SO CUTE

OMG THEY KISSED THEY KISSED THEY KISSED

GUYS THEY KISSED OMGGG

stop they Bowie responded 💀💀

I LOVE YOU RAJIE

I LOVE HOW EXCITED WAYNE IS FOR RAJ THEYRE SO WHOLESOME

EVEN THE SHARKS ARE HAPPY FOR THEM

THE WORLD IS GOOD

I love zee

I love he keeps making things up about how he lost his leg. It’s so funny. “True story 😌” (confessional) “not a true story. Fabricated it, man.”

my good sir did you just throw away your LEG???

wheres that post about the weed soda that looks a lot like the one zee drinks. because since I saw that I have not been able to get that out of my mind

IF THEY VOTE OFF WAYNE RAJ MK OR BOWIE I WILL BE SO PISSED

Guys MK is so funny. MKulia real

I love how excited Wayne is for raj

“she’s been watching our confessionals, she’s the one who leaked my video, and she heard me calling you all buttknuckles” “what” “that parts not important”

I KNOW Julia has to stay for plot but like… MK is such a fun character. The season needs a villain and either could work but MK already got exposed making her less compelling for this season. But I like MK

They called Gwen the new Heather for kissing Duncan but the real new Heather is Julia I think

Good ep except MK is gone and not ripper or chase because omg I want them gone asap

#total drama #tdi #total drama island 2023 #total drama island #total drama spoilers #td #tdi 2023 #tdi23 #total drama reboot #td spoilers

[anyathefandom]

My thoughts on Monday's episode:

Shallow note: Trina's dress is so cute! Honestly taby's Trina fashion is always on point.😌

Okay I got a feeling that Laura is definitely about to be on Ava's ass next because she is pissed about everyone getting their lick in on nik.🙈

Adam huss really be bringing it to every scene he's in. Mans is menacing and now I'm punching the air because we didn't get to have him as Nikolas for long.😭

Tj describing Spencer: Zero impulse control, good guy, Vulnerable, A well of deep intense feelings,and lonely. Me: Exactly! And it's so sad that not that many people see beyond his bravado but at least the people who really know Spencer sees that.🥰 Also when are we getting the tj x Spencer bromance? Like I would to see them hanging out whenever William can't film.👀

No because you can tell tj actually was really fond of kid Spencer with the way he talks about him. I really need to see them hang out.🥺 Also I can already tell we can add tj to team Sprina.😌

Okay but can we talk about how josslyn supposedly has know Spencer longer and even she can't describe Spencer the way tj has. Like please writers give up on that friendship altogether.🥴

It's wild how Laura is breathing down Spencer's neck about blackmailing Nikolas instead of breathing down Nik's neck about what Spencer has against him. Like yeah we see her ask Spencer what it is he has on Nik but it just seems like she wants to know just so she can tell Spencer not to take it to the police. Like ma'am are we for real right now?🙃

Laura: Drop what? My feelings for you and your father? Spencer: No, not for me but for my father I do think that he is a waste of your time: me:

Why are the writers setting Laura up like this?🙈 They got her mentioning how Spencer used to worship his father is a kid as if that is relevant as of right now. Like ma'am Nik as done some unforgivable shit since he's come back and knocking Esme up was the last straw for Spencer.🤷

Laura really making me wish she would go vacation again because sis making herself look so crazy by taking up for her dumbass son. Laura that man is grown give it up.😩

Like Laura needs to look into a mirror and realize she's giving Victor right now and that's red flag number 1.🚩 You never want to be giving Victor. Sometimes you just got to say "Fuck uniting the family" and that's okay.❤️

Trina: I mean I can text Spencer but it's really easy to lie in a text. If I see him I'll know. Me: And that's on soulmatism.🤷

I mean I don't have strong feelings on tolly but I can say that tj comparing Sprina's "Friendship" to the tolly partnership should be Trina's wake up call that they are more than friends.🤭

Tj: How long have you known Spencer? Trina: About a year and a half but it feels a lot longer because of everything that's happened. That soft smile when she spoke about knowing for a year and half makes me just go "Even though they've been through so much you can tell she doesn't regret knowing him🥹"

Oh Trina got a set of wheels. Thank goodness she can easily collect her stuff from Curtis's raggedy castle and leave when shit hits the fan.😌

Also I would love to see more Trina and tj scenes. I loved this talk so much because you can tell Trina was relieved someone in her family wasn't bashing Spencer and she didn't have to fight for that boy's honor😂.

I mean I definitely still don't want Spencer to get custody of that kid but laura is acting like first time parents are professionals when their not because they are FIRST TIME PARENTS.🙈 Like you don't need to have babysat a baby just to be a parent.

Laura trying to keep Spencer in this cycle of toxicity with his father is just taking me out still. Leave Spencer alone at this point.😬

So Nik what exactly is sonny supposed to be doing why you try and take Avery away?🥴

Spencer basically to Laura: Sorry grandmother but my father has maxed out his "The Good Cassadine" card and I'm not dealing with the bs anymore.🤷 You deal with that shit show if you want but I'm out.

Ava to Nikolas the minute he decided he wanted to try the right bitch:

#trina robinson #spencer cassadine #laura collins #tj ashford #nikolas cassadine #ava jerome #general hospital

[hypocriticaltypwriter]

Also i did some picrews for the girls as teens just so i have a picture of how i want them to look when i draw them, so here you go.

(left to right) Aria, Vivian, Rosalie and Lucia.

Aria looks meaner then she actually turns out to be, once you know her she's actually pretty kind. But she still thinks she's above most people.

Vivian is still very Timid and quiet. She wears the glasses because she likes them not because she has to. But her Timid personality basically does a 180 when she's angry.

Rosalie totally steals the hearts of both men and Women when she's grown up. She uses that to her advantage. Rosalie absolutely tries to get Vivian to come out of her shell more, there's been times when she forced her to switch clothes which just ended in Viv completely uncomfortable.

And Lucia is about as batshit crazy as her father, she has been caught by the cops multiple times doing stupid shit but just kills the cops who want to detain her.

The four of them are incredibly tight knit, they will clock someone if they say shit about them. They also have zero patience for Surf Nazi's (still not a fan of that term because i am German but oh well)

OMG I love these!!! 🥺 they definetly show a good mix of each parent in them! ❤️❤️❤️

#ask #cherry answers #the lost boys #tlb

[khaleesiofalicante]

A fave chapter once again 😭. This man's every action is to protect his family and I respect that!!!

I kinda teared up a little bit in the first part because the pain Max is on, and the desperation malec must have felt it's reflected through all of it.

Love Janie. She's the best😍

Alec being a great parent will never not make me cry. The way he's always trying to help and protect his kids and he loves them so goddamn much and it's always there to catch them when they fall😭

The fact that David was even willing to give sole custody to Max and that he rather fight for the kids eventually because he didn't want to take the kids from Max! And also him thinking that Max wouldn't stand to loose them even if he could bear losing David, but Max saying that he loved the kids as a reminder of David because he could never get enough of him. And at the end losing both. Losing everything that reminded him of David.

Also, we're constantly forgetting how unhinged and dangerous David is!! I read somewhere that you aren't really pacific unless you are capable of great violence, or you are just harmless. And I think that describes David so on point. He is dangerously smart. Making everyone believe he went to France. You can understand why no one suspected anything of everything he did. The show, Jaden, the book, even if they found it weird, he wasn't crazy. He was smart.

And I love how in seeing Alec's pov and we can see Alec likes David. He respects him. At some point, he loves him. But he's at the same time, aware of who David is. He is someone you shouldn't fuck with. And that makes him understandably weary.

"He is my son too" THAT DIDN'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE SO HEARTWREAKING

“I don’t care if he hates me,” David echoed his words from before. “I just need Max to survive.”

///

“If you are ever in danger, this is what I want you to do.”

“What do want me to do?”

“I want you to survive.”

They just wanted each other to survive so badly and yes I spend 10 minutes looking for that quote 🙂

Ok I'm done analysing I love every interaction between Alec and Lance. Those two have more sass together in a day than anyone else in a lifetime. And Alec wanting to murder him but at the same time being impressed 😂. And yes Lance has criminal mastermind vibes I SAID WHAT I SAID!

He knew Lance was mature for his age. But he was still just a boy.

A boy who saw everything in black and white. Right or wrong.

Alec used to be the same way. But then you grow up.

....

The thing is though, the world isn’t divided into good guys and bad guys. We are all both. Sometimes we are neither.

Love me characters who are neither good or bad, but just people who went through a lot and they did what they could with the pieces left🥺 and yes I took that quote from DML lmao

Just one more thing. I love that the way Max reacted reflects how much he has grown over these years, knowing his reaction would have been completely different at the start of this story

I would sell my kidney to go with Alec and Max to piss the fuck out of Asmodeus 😔

Jshsjdjjsksos both Lance and Alec holding Magnus as their blackmail and revenge TOP TIER COMEDY!!

WHAT IS GOING YO HAPPEN IN MEXICO?? OR BEFORE THAT????? I'M SCARED!!!

I LOVED THIS ANALYSIS SO MUCH. THANK YOU.

I particularly loved the note on David's intelligence, because that's something that is often overlooked by the people around him and therefore the readers too.

He is extremely shrewd (oh christ i would love me a villain arc). At a first glance, we often assume Lance takes after Max and AJ after David. But it's actually the opposite.

All of AJ's softness is Max. Because Max although is tough on the outside is extremely soft and vulnerable with his family. AJ sees that, unlike other people. And he reflects it too. David, although is mostly quiet, will do fucking anything to protect his family, and this man is unhinged. Lance sees. Lance knows.

So, thank you for acknowledging that. It's very important to me that we have different types of intelligence portrayed in fiction, not just people who have high general intelligence. But also emotional intelligence and everything else (there are more than seven types oof).

Love you. See you soon 💙

#IALS

[blue-slxt]

Okay bebe let's talk hair. I have 3C curls. Just below shoulder length now, and my last haircut was last year January. I got a bob length cut 😭 to trim off my home done bleached lengths. So it hasn't grown much. I don't wear my hair up anymore, because after witnessing myself on the inverted filter last year, I was like.... Mmm, hell no, I've gotta hide my face as much as possible 😂

But I do have a question to ask you. We all have trauma one way or another, unfortunately in this society it's not uncommon 😒. My thing is, playing with my hair. When I was little I used to make knots in my hair and then rip the knots out 🥺😬 I haven't really grown out of it? Now I don't intentionally make the knots, but with the way I play with my hair, knots just form and I still rip them out, so maybe that habit didn't die. It's not even a habit I don't think, it's like I'm unconsciously doing it? Or it's second nature for me to do now. It causes so many knots, causes so much frizz 😤

I've been thinking the past few years if it must be a trauma related sort of thing? When I get uncomfortable or scared or angry or anxious I pull my hair, not out of my head, but tug it really hard. When I'm watching TV or Netflix; playing with my hair. When I'm talking with ppl; playing with my hair. When I'm daydreaming; playing with my hair.

Okay I'm sorry that's a lot. Hope it's not too much for you boo 💓🥹 also, sending hugs and good vibes your way.

Aw love <3 first of all, thank you for the good vibes. Lord knows I am in desperate need of some positivity in my life right now.

Secondly, I totally get where you're coming from. I have locs so I don't really have the issue of messing with my hair, but I have a terrible habit of ripping my nails. It's something I've done for as long as I can remember. I want to let them grow and get healthy, but after they get to a certain point where I'm just starting to get happy with the length, I have this crazy urge to just tear them off. I never used to understand why I did it until I started going to therapy. My therapist believes it's a symptom of my anxiety disorder. I'm a generally anxious and fidgety person and one of the ways that I fidget is by picking, especially at my nails. And it gets way worse when I'm in a specific situation that has my anxiety peaking.

One of the methods that somewhat helps me is finding something else to fidget with. In a way it's basically replacing one bad habit with a new better one. For me, it's usually touching my ears or fidgeting with my piercings. It's less destructive and still helps me get that "picky" feeling out of my system. This is just what I've found works for me. It may be a method you wanna look into if you're wanting to not mess with your hair so much. It takes some conscious effort in the beginning, but eventually, it starts to feel kinda normal. At least, for me, that's how it worked.

I hope this was at least a little bit helpful for you love. Good luck! And feel free to hop in my ask box any time! <3333

#blue babbles #thanks for the ask! #thanks anon!