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loserpoetrv · 23 days
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timers and curfews.
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i find myself,
starting to hate timers.
why?
i'll never know.
well
actually
i
do.
as you wrap your
arms around my waist,
i feel my body shiver;
twitch.
i feel the concept
of
time start to become
the least of my worries...
images of what we could do
while frank ocean plays,
flash in my
perverted mind.
my breathing quickens.
your hands trail further.
my body leans in closer.
i respond with a soft sigh.
and there it is.
that god awful.
timer.
to ruin our moment.
we awkwardly say goodbye.
i roll over as you drive away.
and i lay,
and think,
"maybe another time."
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maybe i'm just bad at acting on affection.
the song i listened to today:
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“i’ve got a garden of watermelons growing in the pit of my stomach
from swallowing too many of your black seeds
growing and churning
an undeniable force
i think i’m forgetting how to please”
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ourburningbridges · 11 months
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Life’s Beauty Marks
learning to love and embrace your ACNE beauty marks. nature is gorgeous.
i love my blemishes,
a new scar everyday.
my flesh is alive
and that’s okay.
they’re only beauty marks,
graced on the space
on my back, up my shoulders
and on my face.
i love to be alive,
with skin that breathes.
the strength in my guts
puts me at ease.
they’re only natural,
you’re human just like me.
don’t let the vigor on my vessel
be all you see.
-I.F.L 🫁
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baileyscribe · 3 months
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Under this time
Under a moon
Under the
Under the
Covered with blood and covered with lies
Smothered, just smothering life
Looking and searching. looking and searching for...
Love ?
Something that's more than the...
Touch...
Something that's more than the highs!
Something!!
Something that's over us?
Something that's willing to explain!
Something like,
God?
Where are you?
Why is it, all...
Odd
How do I, how do I, how do i!!
When does it, all...
Stop
Can I just,
Could you, oh, would you just,
Turn it all...
Off?
A voice is a lapse!
Where am I,
How am i,
Why am i
Lost?
"Oh, treasure! You only lack, remembering!"
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riosdairy · 1 month
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Puppy.. Don't Stop..
I feel lonely with tied evening
I am tired now with thousand work in office
I am enterd to my tiny home..
I find my sparkling eyes
Who is waiting for me ..
I am turn on the only one light in my home
Why ? I need to see my recharge battery..
He is starting "Usual Welcome home " song..
I see my bed is waiting to give warm hug
I am just ignoring my bed..
My towel is try to fly for me..
I am just give small smile.
Still background music is playing
I am recharging now
My tiny home is always lively without me
Why?
My recharge battery is waiting for me
always to sing welcome home ....
Puppy....Don't stop..
-Rio s' Dairies-
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visible-traces · 10 months
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ace-and-ink · 6 months
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it’s a tick tick tick
watching those hands work
one day i’ll find her under there
i’ll peel it all away and set her free
the woman who smiles at herself
and admires her skin, her eyebrows, her nails
feeling no beckoning
towards that sacred self-destruction
who simply shrugs at the suggestion
of the chance of a new start
with a new body
a second try
with a new skin
who doesn’t tear apart her hands
her means of creation
her means of destruction
while chasing that precious self-destruction
i’ll shed myself
into a she that will like herself
or i’ll molt
into a her that hates her skin so
and uses everything to make it something else
or i’ll unravel
until there’s nothing left
for these trembling fingers to pick at
whichever fate consumes me first
if this desire doesn’t scratch me away before then
— under my skin
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The soft underbelly skin in late autumn, swelling on a bake summer day
colors the air;
Vibrating Braille, etched magical predicates and
Gentle Hemlock needles through a landscape in mind;
Sudden surrounding pressure
Crushes the spirit.
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“i was diagnosed with ptsd today
i know i should feel relief
but all i feel is heavy
like it’s weighing me down more
i don’t know how it happened
or maybe i do
but i’m not too sure if anything is real or not anymore
my life is a movie and i’m watching the film burn up on the projector screen
floating through a ghost town
a spectator of my own life
how cruel
how unbearably cruel it is to have this placed upon me when i didn’t ask for any of it to happen
i cant find love because of you
you ruined me and everything i had to give
i fear getting close to anyone
i don’t know what they could do to me
i don’t know what they’re capable of
i don’t know how to carry this weight
this grief of what happened to me
the worst part is
i don’t even know what happened to me to have caused this”
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badassflower · 9 months
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baileyscribe · 2 months
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Understand this and this will be it...
Something was stolen from you, and now you just gotta live.
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lordjellybeanz · 8 months
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Poem: Midnight Thoughts
I lay in bed, thinking silly things,
A scramble of ideas, which my mind brings.
I think about funny things and awkward ones too,
I think, "How funny to scare someone with a loud BOO!"
Other times I think, "What if I forgot to wear pants today?"
"Ha! That'd be embarrassing," I think while in bed I lay.
Sometimes I think of scary thoughts before I go to bed,
Like, "What would happen if tomorrow I was dead?"
Every now and then I plan for the future,
"Where will I buy a house, in which kids I can nurture?"
However, without fail my eyes will close,
And the next day will arrive, a future which no one knows.
- Eli Hornstein
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visible-traces · 9 months
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many olives.
Olives, olive tree, olive branch, olive oil, virgin olive oil, olive oil extra virgine, olive spread, olive bread, olive olive olive olive olive olive. Kilos of olives live in my head and in my basement. I put them there. I bought them, too many too many too many, what a joy to be in possession of too many antipasti, what a joy, what a forbidden joy, I regret nothing even though my critics exist, but they don't reside within my own mind. I love it I love it, I love doing what I did and I regret nothing.
Okay okay okay, it's a lot, but I love it so much. Is it a crime to feel joy over things others reject? Not it isn't no it isn't no it isn't. I do care though, but not too much, my joy cannot be stopped, my joy cannot be thwarted in its tracks, it keeps on living inside my heart, oh what joy what joy to feel like this over mundane things like a cellar stuffed with olives olives olives olives. It's my joy my joy my joy.
Where do we go from here, with all these olives? Too heavy to carry, too many to eat, we must go venture down into the cellar and decimate them one fistful at a time, a fistful of joy, why not. I stand there the brine dripping from my hands, like a cellar dwelling cryptid that feeds off people's olive stock. But people don't have cellars anymore, especially not filled with olives, people go shopping everyday for the things they consume right away or throw out once forgotten and past the best before date, sometimes rotten, sometimes not. Think of the olives lamenting over not being stored in your cellar. Your fists remain empty and the only salt on them stems from your own sweat of carrying the groceries you either gonna eat or discard.
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste to not stuff your cellar with olives and thrive.
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